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axel-tiredstudent · 1 month ago

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⭐Part 1. Found You Again.⭐

(the first comic of my high school au! you can find more info about it here)

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shreddeddescent · 3 months ago

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just kinda wanted to draw out this part of my fic as a way of making myself draw something

#tmnt #tmnt au #tmnt iteration #shredded descent #tmnt raphael #tmnt leonardo #tmnt leo #tmnt raph #raph #leo #art #i was not even sure how far to go with it but you know you can read on but its uhhhhhhh dark as everything else i do here is #really just using it as an excuse to make myself draw yk how it is #and i think that fic is my best work (you know cuz its the one that hurt me lmao)#no i cant figure out how to draw them consistently so dont ask #but props to me i remembered leos shoulder strap every time #suicide tw #if thats needed uh #stole the colours from the other one i did cuz i liked how those colours came out hhh

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aroaceleovaldez · 7 months ago

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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies

BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...

#pjo #riordanverse #pjo tv crit #i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though #it was really good #i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential #like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well #i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him #like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like #okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it #in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself #not any reflection of the casting #my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that #Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far #its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff #and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better #because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best #i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv #like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.

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onceinawhilemoon · 1 month ago

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sure, sherry. your brother would just let M walk free after he literally checked every single box under Ways to Antagonize Mycroft Holmes by: killing his agents, actively fucking with intelligence and national security operations, being a literal threat to the nation, and committing the cardinal sin of stalking and threatening to hurt an overprotective mama bear’s cub (aka YOU), a crime easily punished by imprisonment, death, or worse (see: otto richter). but sure…

#sherlock holmes chapter one #frogwares sherlock holmes #frogwares holmes #frogwares mycroft #i love how this is like CO's version of “my brother made up an entire cult to fuck with me for shits and giggles”#like i get why he said it in TA. he was mentally reeling & in dire need of HUG #and blaming it on his brother's “machinations” as absurd as it sounded was still more grounded in reality for him #than accepting an idea far beyond any rational comprehension. like the existence of an alien god of chaos #this tho…no idea where it's coming from #esp when you can finish the entire M dlc before even deducing that mycroft lied about the TB & broke sherry’s trust #like lets suppose M even WANTS to work w/ the crown (extreme doubt) do u think mycroft aka the british gov would just give him the power #esp after learning he has all sorts of ill intentions towards his brother #like sorry sherry but your brother would never put politics before you. hard pill to swallow ik.#also jon is best boy for voicing my thoughts exactly.#i own a signed copy of the “make the holmes brothers talk like civil men for once” petition & jon is the top signature bless him #also i find it so interesting how this scene is like adult sherlock (the one disillusioned with his brother)#is arguing w/ his child self/jon (the one who still holds his brother in high regard)#and is struggling to reconcile both versions’ perceptions of mycroft ..#no using the post box for its intended purposes. we rant in the tags like real men.

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falmerbrook · 1 month ago

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Not to be too corny but the new year has got me thinking and I really appreciate this blog because this is pretty much the only site/community/fandom where I don't stress out over posting every single thing I post, afraid I'll be shit on for... something (my brain is very good at coming up with hypotheticals). I know, I know I'm way too sensitive and i shouldn't care about what others think and the internet isn't real so it doesn't matter etc. etc. but unfortunately I just don't know how to get my brain to work like that. I mean, I'm still too afraid of being cringe to draw/write/yap about everything I'd hypothetically like to, but I've been way more social and open to posting my thoughts on here than I've ever been before, and it's made me more confident online overall. So thank you all for being so welcoming and chill!

#idk hopefully this makes sense. might delete in the morning lol #mine #not tes #vent #(mostly positive one)#im working on an animation rn and im really excited about the idea and storyboard #and while i enjoy sharing my stuff on yt and to an extent im a little sad i dont do it as often there #something about posting t/es stuff on there makes me kinda dread it in a minor way #90% of the comments i get on my tes stuff have been honestly wonderful (and the 10% that hasnt has been from having an argonian nerevarine)#but also some of the things i want to do in the future are more headcanon or canon-divergent heavy and i stress out a little thinking about #potential not so kind comments relating to that. elsewhere people can just be so weird about it #and that sort of thing can take a hit to my motivation to work on animated stuff (despite being far and away my best stuff)#but everyone here is so friendly and generally open minded and it makes me less stressed about it and gives me more motivation #idk the internet has always been pretty mean and critical but i feel like its gotten so much worse in the past few years #and im too sensitive for it. and lonely. and internet addicted i think.#which sucks but this blog/community has made fandom posting genuinely enjoyable again #ok sincerity over back to scrolling

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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OC again gomen ... (her name is Yuma)

#my characters #she was (shocking to no one) a side character in a plot from forever ago and while i fleshed out her bg a LOT #she never got her own actual story ? the plot she was in had a lot of characters so her and her best friend myo were like... cameos #in other character arcs rip to she having her own #basically she had light powers and had a kind of whispy clear happy look (top)#and then the big bad guy corrupted her and she got dark powers #so myo and her start to think she is sick and then big bad shows up and tells myo that if he wants to help yuma - hed help #so he manipulates the two into working for the bad guys who id like to point out! think they're the good guys #so yuma keeps having cloudy and foggy memories and nightmares and she doesnt understand whats going on with her #and she tells myo who hasnt clued in yet and he tells her shes fine and shes too nice to do what she feels guilty for #and then after its all kinda said and done and the big bad dies the corruption disappears bc he was the one causing it #and at that point myo knows the horrible things hes kind of helped yuma do and the actual things yuma has done #and he goes to rem who a lot of people avoid since rem has mind reading and memory manipulation powers #and he asks if rem can help yuma forget everything bad #and rem - who is the unfortunate right hand of the big bad who feels so much guilt for everything he has done -#asks him if its what yuma wants cause it isnt his place to change it without her consent as well #bc rem was actually the one that yuma interacted with most outside of myo #but as far as actual plots and arcs rem was more important ? common? idk ? as a focus #so despite yuma having a lot of established background and drama she never had her own ... thing #but as the dark corruption gets to her she loses the clear stream vibes and is like an oozing oil spill #and it kinda festers into her becoming like an eldritch monster type being from the grief and guilt her conscious has #while polluted by darkness sooooo #she just kinda becomes a monster in the background of the plot its fine she gets better #and that was storytime in the tags bye

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asklesbianonceler · 7 months ago

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I'm not off this vibe yet I'm sorry. I loooooove religious motifs. I used to go to the MFA three times a week to draw the Della Robias and what not

#most of my serious art has medieval and Renaissance religious imagery and themes #im fascinated despite not being brought up arouns religion #also i think this is my best rendered digital so far and its technically a sketch????#classic past midnight post from me ✌️#elden ring #count ymir #elden ring shadow of the erdtree #elden ring dlc #shadow of the erdtree #my work #sote #elden ring sote #elden ring spoilers #elden ring art #elden ring fanart #ymir mother of fingers #ymir elden ring #count ymir elden ring

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hazelnootnut · 3 months ago

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even though the dream has faded, it's still nice to look back at it, isn't it?

I have a lot of feelings thinking about the ending of FFX still. The way Yuna whispered "or of the dreams that faded" during her speech. And then the immediate flashback to Tidus and her at Lake Macalania. God. Ow. Fuck.

Since I was working on a FFX project already, I plucked these frames I really liked and put them as their own separate art piece. I really liked how the colours turned out here, but also the tone covers all the crosshatching I did so I'm going to put it without the blues under the cut:

#Final Fantasy X #FFX #FFX Yuna #FFX Tidus #illustration #digital art #artists on tumblr #fan art #hazelnootart #id in alt #okay i think i'm fine with revealing the thing that i hinted way back with the other FFX post i made #i'm doing an animatic of this funny little game that's captured my heart since i was kid who was barely double digits in age #the only ever final fantasy game i've ever played but its the best to ME #and if you guys are sharp enough you can probably glean which song i'm using for it #still working on it! but i expect it to come out on the anniversary of the game (since i gave myself from that date in 2024 until 2025)#so a year to work on it basically haha!#if you've read this far thank you! i hope you're excited for it like i am (because my HANDS HURT TOO MUCH DOING CROSSHATCHING)

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ghastigiggles · 11 months ago

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Omg omg omg "Here comes the tickle monster" with ler!Jing Yuan and lee!Yanqing! If that's okay ofc💕

Mischievious Prompts [Still Open]

“My lord, please, you should still be resting…”

“A little rest is good for the soul,” Jing Yuan smiled back, gazing out the window; “But too much, and one risks becoming lethargic.”

Yanqing sighed softly, his brow furrowing with worry as he gazed at the general’s back. While it was true that Jing Yuan was bouncing back well, a part of him – the part that was still attached to his mentor – still stressed over the depth of his wounds. Jing Yuan could be like a cat at the best of times, concealing facets of his health to avoid worrying those he cared for – and giving his enemies an advantage, all the same.

“... I understand,” The young warrior managed after a moment, knowing better than to push his luck too far; “In that case, if there’s anything I can do to help, please, let me be of service.”

“Hm.”

Jing Yuan turned to look down upon Yanqing, a soft smile upon his lips as he took in the boy’s worried state – and with a soft chuckle, he nodded, turning to face him fully as Yanqing perked to attention.

“There is one thing��”

Something about the general’s tone struck a memory for Yanqing, who promptly tensed – suddenly overwhelmingly glad that there were no other members of staff present in Jing Yuan’s office. As the older warrior stepped forward, he stepped back, swallowing as he realized where this was going.

“My lord…! You can’t be serious – your condition is –”

“Not severe enough to stop the tickle monster!”

In a split moment, Jing Yuan grinned and started closer, earning a yelp of alarm from Yanqing as he darted away in turn, quickly moving to stay out of reach – though he couldn’t stop the anticipatory, equally entertained smile from seizing his features, nor the squeal that escaped him when the general finally seized his target.

“Here it comes!”

“Eeyah! Nohohoo, my - my lohord…!”

Ultimately, a little laughter was a soothing balm for both of their souls – and for those who passed by the office’s doors, pausing to smile at the muffled sounds of play within. All would be well within the Divination Commission.

#hsr tickles #jing yuan #yanqing #mine #sorry this is a lil late #also sorry that its lighter on the Content side but #i finished the final bit of luofu before starting penacony tonight #so that was still fresh in my mind and like. the best point of reference for me to work with #also my first time writing for anyone from hsr so im sorry if it feels clunky #i will find my rhythm eventually god willing #anyway did you know i love them. did you know #their dynamic as like. mentor/student but also kind of big brother/lil brother is just...#its everything to me :( yanqing cares his mentor so much and wants to make him proud #and jing yuan cares his apprentice so much and wants to make him strong #im ngl though... luofu kinda made me Sleep storywise #i felt like it dragged a bit :( which SUCKS bc the characters are great #and ill take any chance to see the stellaron hunters do funky shit. which they did manymuch of during that story #it just got overshadowed by uh. too much filler imo #belobog and (so far) penacony have felt better paced #neway im rambling sorry #enjoy the fic o7

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mc-tummy-blur · 10 days ago

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Didn't expect the year of our Lord 2025 to get into Alan Rickman, but I guess that's how it goes sometimes

The year of getting into an actor that so far I have only seen portray maladjusted men

#mctalks #alan rickman #really only had watched Die Hard and the HP movies the series being just something i watched as a kid and Die Hard being more recent as of #like the 2020s but rewatched Die Hard last year and my interest of Hans spiked cause to be real 80s-90s Alan could get it respectfully #also Alan is a good actor actually so yeah gonna check out more of his movies #watched Quigley Down Under like last Tuesday and The January Man last night #beating the shit out of elliott marston as a way to fix him and giving a lil smooch and a decent meal to Ed the Painter #next goal is to watch the robin hood movie cause his looks do be serving in the promo images i see #uhh ranking of those alan movies i guess will come later but so far from best to worst #die hard quigley down under and the january man #not ranking the hp movies cause one its been like maybe about 6 or 7 years since ive seen them so idk how well they aged #i mean i know im not gonna like them purely for reasons associated with jk rowling obviously #im sure ill like Alans performace tho if or when i do watch them again #that and also the main three in the hp movies too thank god they came out normal #also did not realize how much of a culture alan had on tumblr like it might be the only time ive seen an actor tagged in the work #that they do? like other fandoms for movies and tv shows i dont see the actors tagged in as much but Alan hes literally tagged #with everything which idk if that stems from his impact on harry potter or what #i mean thats likely what it is plus the passing im sure #so like i guess when i make art pieces ill tag him too? just so more people see it cause generally it seems like people really appreciate #his work and the movies hes in #anyway thats it for my ramblings lol its late as i rig #anyway thats all for my ramblings lol #i will say its amazing how in all three of these picturea i used he looks different in all of them even though two movies were released #in the same year and the other only two years later

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trainingdummyrabbit · 30 days ago

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ah. has difficulty sleeping then dreams of apocalypse i guess.

#so i uh; fell asleep again;#its all right. it felt very tangible though #piktalk #it was very fictiony in places but that matters little in dreams like that.#for some reason the sky just. stopped working. or started working differently i guess.#you could see every band of every time of day all at once; leaving a sort of faux secondary horizon in the sky.#(i do not do well with seeing the blank night sky; so i did my best not to look.)#the moon was uncomfortably large and vivid; and you could see it from anywhere. you could not see the sun.#evidently; they were preparing to use a large weapon in case anything could be shot at. we were in the range; so we had to go.#it was mostly everyone in what i assume to be a college dorm scrambling to get their stuff and leave.#by the time i got everything a lot of people had already gone. but we drove off anyway.#it got dark like evening; then even darker past that. my phone lost service and all we had was blind trust in the gps.#nobody else was on the road. it was very quiet. i didnt want to ask how long we had; so it stayed quiet.#it felt important actually; that id left something important behind accidentally.#i was very sad about it; but it felt very concrete. didnt feel like playing or imagining. there was this thought of #'well we wanted a fresh start didnt we? i guess thisll be it.' which felt; feels; very important somehow.#i do think its a little funny though. said weapon from earlier was called justitia. implied to be a pale blue bird.#not really literally. it was still implied to essentially be a nuke. it just looks like a bird from far away.#so. huh. goodmorning.

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu

#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self #and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is #recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this #and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth #sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there #how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way #anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again #i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare #u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath #your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he #i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted #bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters #but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk #goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh #bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice #i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will #simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think #having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think #over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to #yaar #i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows #two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion #when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other

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caterpillarinacave · 2 months ago

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Would I be fully insane to enter some of my photography into a competition on a whim after not touching it for like eight years? yeah probably. might do it anyway.

#All my stuff is old but there’s no time requirement for any of the comps #I used to be really passionate about photography and did a ton of nature photography #Got older. Got more tired. Stuff is expensive. Haven’t really touched a camera since.#Didn’t really learn more because the community online was a lot of “and you will be needing a camera that costs 4 grand”#And I uh. Did not have that.#My best photos by far are from my iPhone 8 lol #Digital cameras are expensive and I was too young for my own money #I kind of miss it though #My work is certainly not exceptional but I’m good at perspectives and its generally interesting #Idk. Perhaps.

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sysig · 2 months ago

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