#its complicated but yea here we are
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bigfatbreak · 1 year ago
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one more warmup: shadybug and swarm hanging out
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cosmik-homo · 29 days ago
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I do hope its clear that when I say missy2 is enamoured by the idea of bein Better at this Mental Health stuff than the doctor and like actually being surprisingly interested in Taking Care of her and stuff. It is also like. Its still a pain and control thing. Like he v much if he found her havin a nightmare would stand there mesmerized for a Good While befor doin anything. He has not been going under the moniker 'The bdsmerrrr' for 2000 years for nothing.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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#aaaand thats a 3rd doctor. a psychiatrist. who listened to me ans thought: mm sounds like bip0lar lol#me: wow its so easy to get diagnosed as bip0lar. thats bc u r exhibiting lots of depression and a limit amount of mood elevation. that's#like. thats what bip0lar is. she was like yea ppl with bip0lar 2 spend like 75% of time being depressed and a lil elevated mood... which#sounds like what u r describing. me:#...yeah. but again its complicated by the 0cd and spectrum issues. but she independently brought up 4dhd. just when i was like no its all#0cd. here we r again. stuck back in the messy overlap. but whatever i got proscribed bip0lar medicine. lam1ctal. we'll see#bc everyone i talk to is like. we need to control the mood 1st. like so u dont die. and im like hm yeah good call lol#she seems super cool tho. like i would love to just talk to her. ugh. she wants to get a handle on the mood and then maybe add a stimulant#bc shes had it happen in thr past where someone comes in with debiltating 0cd and got treated with lam1ctol and a stimulant and the#obsessive rumination stopped. so well see. idk if ill actually qualify as 4dhd enough. well see. fingers crossed#my mood is a lil elevated rn so its all fun. well see if we tip off a cliff bc im getting less sleep and go go going#unrelated#ugh im scared to start the medine tho bc the ssri i got proscribed fucked me up so much. which is also an indicator of bip0lar#god dammit. if this works im gonna have to actually accept the idea of being bip0lar. i mean. it makes sense being on that spectrum#is just sounds insane and i was not expecting it despite my fucking obsession with understanding wtf my deal is#idk. whatever. doesnt matter
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waywardsalt · 2 years ago
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Linebeck is the Maui to Link's Moana. Or more accurately the Peter B Parker to Link's Miles Morales. He could have the most interesting and heroic past, but he has the vibes of Just Some Guy. I'd kill for a game set after Phantom Hourglass (but before Spirit Tracks) where we learn more about Linebeck's history, and how it plays into his newfound parental relationship with Link
Linebeck being more or less Just Some Guy compared to Link being this weirdly competent pre-teen is a fun part of their dynamic a lot of the time. There is a lot of time between PH and ST and that obviously is an opportunity for more storytelling between those characters, plus considering that we have very limited information on Linebeck's history or... anything, exploring him further is always a lot of fun, and could make for an interesting subject for anything before or after PH (or during), and further going into his relationship and dynamic with Link has a lot of potential for... a lot of different stuff!
#asks#anon#aaaa idk what to say here but yeah linebeck is such an enigma since he doesnt really have a backstory or any supplemental info#as the local ph fandom blasphemer however i dont actually like father/son linebeck and link any more so i got nothing on that#i lean into like. weird brothers or something akin to that?#not to be a jojo fan here but ive compared it a little more to the deal between kishibe rohan and koichi hirose in diu#but ive been making it more of its own complicated thing. leaning into weird brothers or something with similar vibes#and since i like to play with au stuff ive found out that they are really fun to put in different roles and dynamics#they have great base chemistry and it really allows for some cool stuff to be done with them#part of me does want to see like. a post ph pre st game but i also kind of like having that time being blank#so we can decide for ourselves what can happen in that time#ive got my own ideas for a post ph concept/story and i do have more or less a full backstory for my interpretation of linebeck#but uh yea. i can't really say much about linebeck being parental w/ link bc i dont. actually view it that way#to me its like. linebeck is dependent on link for mental illness reasons and link made the executive decision that theyre brothers#its messy but the bottom line is that they rely on each other and do make a good team#so yeah sorry i cant say a whole lot on the topic of them having a father/son relationship thing#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#linebeck#link#also very little on the character comparisons you made sorry abt that. you're right tho#salty talks
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whomturgled · 2 years ago
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i have so many feelings and i hate it
#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and#and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and#i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me.#i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and#its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine#and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like#be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work#even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much#and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea#and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an#auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them#i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk.#theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk#i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all#i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but#ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u#ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are#i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too#but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and.#urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf#i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc#like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk#i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can#like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and#more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff#i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m#bc i get to decide that :^(#when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk.#theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh
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aahsoka · 2 years ago
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cant quite figure out words for this but calling critique of the white supremacist tendencies of like cottagecore tradwives ‘america centric’ is like. what the fuck. idk
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emmahada · 8 days ago
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bricked my new puter already
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cepheusgalaxy · 9 months ago
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FINALLY I CAN GO HOME
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sloaneispunk · 22 days ago
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“the calm before the storm”
stormshadow (lee byung hun) x you
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stormshadow had been hired by cobra commander to retrieve the warheads from the gi joes. but they failed to inform him that he had to work with a partner… someone he had grown very fond of
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“stormshadow, this is y/n. you will be working together to retrieve the warheads.” the commander said, leaving you and him both in shock as he walked off.
“i’m sorry, i wasn’t told i was working with anyone.” you said, breaking the silence.
“me neither.” he replied, “that’s alright, ms y/n? i presume?”
he extended his hand out as he the other slipped his sword back into its sleeve, not wanting to scare you away.
“yeah, stormshadow right? i’ve heard stories about you.”
he nodded, bringing your hand up to his lips as he placed a gentle kiss on it.
“i’m honored.” he smiled.
“c’mon, people! planes taking off!” the pilot announced, making stormshadow take your hand, bringing you to the private jet.
once you were on the jet, you took your seats, stormshadow sitting right beside you.
“so is it true?” you blurted out before you could stop yourself.
“what is?” he cocked an eyebrow.
“you have those little star throwing thingies.” you tried to hold back your laughter, making him roll his eyes playfully.
he pulled something out of his pocket, holding it up with two fingers as your mouth dropped.
“it’s beautiful!” you gasped, admiring the shuriken.
stormshadow watched with pride as you were in awe of his weapon, it was so easy to get your attention, he loved it.
for the rest of the flight, he showed you one by one each weapon he had in him, even giving you one of his shuriken as a gift.
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when you landed, the two of you headed straight to the location the g.i. joe’s were camping at.
sneaking into the facility was easy, but for stormshadow he was having a hard time, he couldn’t for the life of him focus. maybe it was the similar white suit you had on that perfectly hugged your body, showing off your curves. or the fact that he was supposed to be doing a mission with the best girl he had ever met.
in-and-out. easy.
naturally, the joe’s had caught on quickly, causing the entire mission to take a dangerous toll. stormshadow was a professional, he knew what he needed to do, and most of the time, he did it all for the money.
little did he expect himself to actually enjoy this particular mission. he stole glances from you whenever he could, making sure you were okay.
when you had gotten your hands on the breifcase of warheads, he guided you every step of the way as the two of you escaped.
however, there was a complication just as you could step out of the facility. the guard must have been hiding, because stormshadow had almost ran right into his arms.
you thought quickly, taking the shuriken he had given you and tossing it right into the guards abdomen, causing him to fold over, lesring your path.
stormshadow halted, making you crash into him.
“where did that come from?!” he asked frantically as he looked around.
“what? what?! that was me!”
“you?!”
“yea! how could you not have seen him! he was practically hiding in plain sight!”
“we’ll settle this later, we gotta get out of here.” he lightly scolded, grabbing your arm as you took off.
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when you got back to cobra base, you were greeted at the front gate by the head commander.
“ah, y/n! i knew i could count on you!” he said, pulling you into a hug as his hand got dangerously low behind your back.
stormshadow didn’t leave his action unnoticed.
“well, i had help.” you awkwardly chuckled as you pulled away.
after some small talk, you retreated back to your room, throwing yourself onto the bed as you let out a sigh of relief.
“if he touches you again, i will kill him.”
you jerked up from the bed, letting out a loud scream as you grabbed your gun, aiming it at the voice.
“whoa, whoa.” it was stormshadow. he stepped into the light, making you throw your gun aside.
“jesus… you scared me.” you chuckled, hand on your chest as you sat back down.
“i thought you were a professional?” he teased, stepping in front of you.
“and by the way, you don’t have to kill him, everything’s fine. he’s just touchy.” you shook your head.
“we’ll see if he dares to lay a hand on you again.” stormshadow replied. “you know, that was some impressive skills back there, you saved me… i feel like i should owe you something.”
you grinned. “it was an easy throw, you’re just getting soft on me.”
“maybe.” he whispered, staring deep into your eyes. “i can’t focus with you here…” he admitted.
“that’s too bad.” you told him. “maybe you should find another job.”
“i don’t think i want to.”
you were now inches away from each other, you could feel his breath panning on your skin, his eyes still never leaving yours.
before you could stand a chance to seal the deal, the door flew open.
“who’s ready for another mission?”
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i’m not kidding when i say i’ve watched 3 movies that lee byung hun had starred in in the past 24hours. i am losing my mind.
the movie this is based on is g.i. joe, go watch!
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ilwonuu · 10 months ago
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hiii love all of your work btw!!
hear me out please!, this might be a long one😭
okay so you and jaehyun (or whatever idol you may want to use) are best friends. and have been since childhood! your a dancer and he’s a idol so your schedules are complicated. your very close with each other’s families. so one day you visit his mom like usual and surprisingly he is there with his group visiting home too, which you didn’t know he was visiting. you guys are excited to see each other and everyone can see your chemistry ( you get introduced to everyone) but you guys say y’all are “best friends” even his family see it. y’all flirt. (a lot) boom spend the night smut and boom😭😭😭.
(ik it’s a lot i’m sorry😭)
thank u for saying u enjoy my work ily<3 NO NO ITS NOT A LOT ITS OERFECT KSJSHA,,, i love this idea and of course i love rhis idea with jaehyun ehehshs!! i hope u enjoy,,, thank youu for requesting <3
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⤑ jeong jaehyun
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𖤓 pairing- best friends to lovers, idol!jaehyun x nonidol!femreader, softdom!jae x sub!reader, established friendship
𖤓 warnings- lots of cringe flirting, kissing, fingering(f receiving), dirty talk, slight smut heheheheh(dw lmk if you want another smut part), lmk what else<333
𖤓 a/n- hiiiii im fulfilling my lovely anon’s ask!!! im so happy that u requested something!! i based this fic off of some of the lyrics from this song<3 thank u for reading🙃🙃
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you almost cry after finding out about your 4 days off. you’ve been working yourself to the core with dancing. of course it’s something you love but you really need a break. you decide to go your best friends house. you know he isn’t going to be be there but it’s fine because you’re just as close with his family. his mother always being there for you whenever you needed. today you could use the company. you knock on the door a couple times waiting for her to open the door. to your surprise your very handsome best friend opens the door with a big smile.
“get in here.” he pulls you into a big hug. “jae? you didn’t tell me you were free!” you roll your eyes at him, letting go of him to greet his mother. you hug her with a smile. “i came to see you.” you smile getting comfortable a little more. you wave to the other guys in the room. “hi guys! i’m y/n nice to finally meet you all. i’ve heard a lot.” jaehyun smiles as he introduces each of the members to you.
“yea we have heard a lot too!” haechan smirks at you and jaehyun, causing johnny and mark to snicker at him. “you’re so pretty!” jungwoo says after you compliment his outfit. you smile knowing that you two will be great friends. exchanging numbers with the guys as you and jaehyun basically have the same friends. jaehyun pulls your attention back to him when he grabs your hand.
“so you guys are friends?” yuta asks looking as you guys intensely. “yea- best friends.” you smile at jaehyun. they see right through what you guys are telling yourselves. “definitely.” doyoung says as he laughs at how red jaehyun got at the question. “okay! are you guys hungry?” mrs. jeong cuts the silence with a smile.
after dinner, you and jaehyun spent the night watching your favorite childhood movies laughing and fucking flirting. how could you not flirt with the boy? it’s hard having a hot best friend (a lot of people suffer from this!!!) he has you in his arms as he mindlessly rubs your sides. you are melting in his arms. “i missed you.” he says taking your attention from the movie.
“i missed you more jae.” you smile at him. he blushes hard at the gesture. “no like i seriously couldn’t wait to see you. i couldn’t stop thinking of you.” he holds you tighter. “ew you’re being cheesy all of a sudden.” you playfully push him away. “shut up you love it baby.” you choke on your spit. baby?? what the fuck he never calls you baby. obviously because you guys are just friends,,,,definitely! “im just messing with you.” he smiles at you innocently.
“you’re annoying.” he shakes his head. “you don’t really think so, you like me too much.” he kisses your cheek and at first it seems sweet until he moves his kisses down your jaw. “is this okay?” your breath hitches as he holds you in place. “jaehyun- what are you doing?” you look at him nervously. “tell me you don’t want this and i’ll stop right now.” he rubs your side gently. “no- i want this.” you nod at him and he smiles.
“relax baby.” he helps you out of your shorts leaving you in just your panties. your back is against his chest as you rest between his legs. “look at me- good girl.” he smiles at you pulling you to kiss him. “i’ve wanted you like this for so long.” his voice is quiet as it leaves his lips. he’s been trying to ignore his feelings as were you. anyone could see that you guys were more than friends.
“kiss me again.” you sighed against his chest. he chuckles a little kissing your cheek before turning your head to kiss your lips. you moan into the kiss as your legs spread. his hand snakes to your thighs rubbing it gently.
“jaehyun- touch me.” you whisper to him. he nods at you pecking your lips. you grab his hand to move it higher against your thigh. he just smirks at you teasingly. “you’ve been thinking about this for a while huh baby? my hands touching you like this?” he teases as he moves your panties to the side.
“look at how wet you are just from me talking to you.” you nod shamelessly laying your head back on him. you feel one of his fingers sink into your aching cunt. “dirty girl, you are soaking.” he smirks at you as he adds another finger inside of you. “feels so good.” you sigh at the feeling. he scissors his fingers inside of you making you moan out his name. “mm jaehyun-“ you start to squirm as you get closer to your high.
“yea, you gonna cum baby?” he kisses your neck as he curls his fingers. you cum undone on his fingers with a sigh. “fuck you’re perfect.” he pulls you into a kiss. “do best friends finger each other?” jaehyun asks with a laugh causing you to roll your eyes at him. “you ruined the moment.” he smirks at you. “come here baby.” he pulls you into his arms before smothering you in kisses. “i want you to be my girlfriend, not my best friend.”
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reidsmouthbabys48 · 2 years ago
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make your move baby
Summary: spencer and y/n have a complicated friendship, spencers imagination overpowers him one night and y/n teases him because what he was imagining made him hard.
Warnings: sub!spencer, virgin!spencer, nerdy!spence, sexual themes, leg humping, slight mommy kink, coming in pants, other small things.
18+ minors do not interact (unless you do I dgaf)
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"hi spence" y/n says, walking up beside me. I give her a hopefully subtle once over, she's wearing tight black dress pants and a pink long-sleeved shirt the sleeves are rolled up to her elbows, and her long black hair is pulled back in a ponytail, she's the most beautiful girl I've ever layed eyes on but i can't tell her that, we're to close and the last thing I want to do is ruin what we have.
"Hi, how'd you sleep?" I ask giving her a small smile, she ruffles my hair and I blush as I move my head away, she laughs "you are adorable" she says and i blush even redder.
"Hey guys" Penelope says as we sit down at our desks, "Hello sweetheart" y/n says, quickly looking over at me then smiling at Penelope, I almost didn't see the hint of, amusement? in her eyes.
Almost.
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Me and y/n are driving to my apartment to hangout and watch a movie, I want to ask why she looked at me like that but I know I shouldn't.
"Why did you uhm look at me like that when you were talking to Penelope?" I ask turning so sideways so I'm looking at her, she shoots me a questioning glance "what are you talking about spence?" She says, her tone is teasing. Maybe im just thinking to much about it.
"Actually N-never mind" I say moving to look back out the window but she puts her hand on my thigh, "what's up with you Spencer? You have been so short with me the past few weeks, did I do something?" She says looking at me, her eyes are filled with hurt and it breaks my heart because that's the last thing I want to do. I need to tell her, we've know each other too long for things to completely fall apart if I confess my feelings.
"No no, y/n you did nothing I would never be upset at you and not tell you why. you know that, it's just I've been trying to figure out my feeling for the last few weeks, I didn't think k I was being short or anything" I sigh, she squeezes my thigh tightly, i know it eas mean in a co.forting wat but its to close to whenr ive imagined her hands at, I grab her hand, "d-dont do that" I say trying to compose myself, she looks at me questoningly then looks down at her hand, removing it from my thigh.
I try my best to think about anything but her squeezing my thigh like that but my mind drifts off and I lose control of my thoughts, I imagine myself under her moaning as she kisses my neck, and rigid me. if only this shit would really happen- "spence?" I hear her voice ring through the air and I jump a bit.
"Y-yea" I mumble praying that she couldn't tell what I was just thinking, she looks at my crotch and a slight smirk appears on her face but she says nothing, I blush.
"Were here, I'll give you a bit to take care of that" the says still smirking, I let out a whine of embarrassment.
"No need to be embarrassed baby it happens to all of us it's natural to have dirty thoughts." She says winking at me, dammit.
"Unless..." she says moving her hand back to my thigh, "you want some help with it" she finishes squeezing my thigh roughly once again, I let out a whimper and bite my lip, embarrassed of the sound that came out of my mouth.
"Yes or no baby?" She asks and I nod "y-yes please, help me" I whine the end of it cutting off into a moan as she palms my bulge over my slacks .
"So responsive" she says and I whimper bucking my hips into her hand for more friction.
"No no baby, get out and go to your apartment" she says and I nod opening the door and immediately slide out of the car.
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You get out of the car a few minutes after spencer and slowly walk into the apartment complex, giving him some time to regroup.
Once you get to his apartment you knock on the door, "it's me baby open up" you say and the door immediately opens and you're being pulled inside and shoved into the now closed door, before you could protest his lips are on yours hungrily, you return the kiss, turning you both around and shoving him into the door, he moans at the roughness of your push and you grab his hair causing a low moan to rip from his throat.
You move backwards to his couch, your lips still on his, we both fall onto the couch, he moves to straddle your lap and he starts to kiss you again, "i-i uhm I haven't done anything like this before so I'm sorry if I'm not good" he says looking down at your lap, "baby it's ok" you say and he nods starting to hump your thigh, he moans loudly at the friction provided by your leg and you bounce your knee in time with him coming down on you, making the pleasure he feels almost unbearable, "f-fuck mommy I need to cum, please please I need it so bad" he moans and your eyes widen at the word 'mommy' mixed with his begging, his humping beame quick and frantic, his moans getting louder and louder, "come on be a good boy and cum for mommy baby" you whisper in his ear, moving down to kiss his neck. That's all it takes for the boy to fall over the edge, filling his boxers with his sticky release.
He leans his head into your neck, panting as you card your fingers through his soft hair "mommy?" You ask and he whines.
"Shut up" he says lightly kissing your neck.
"Hey no judgement here baby I just didn't think you were so... kinky" you say and he laughs, "you should see some of the stuff that I imagine when I'm wanking" he says, now you're the one laughing.
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Ok I'm sorry this probably sucks I haven't had motivation for a long time and I wanted to write something before it left again lmao
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justwhisperingfantasies · 16 days ago
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This is my first piece for @jarpadversebingo . Squared Filled: College A.U Pairing: Sam Winchester x reader best friends to lovers. Warnings: Language, Fluff, Angst(ish), Pining, Drinking, Jealousy, Couple Fighting. Summary: College is hard. Add on being in love with your best friend (who you have to watch struggle in their relationship) Make's it a real B**ch. Word count: 2500 Special thanks to @nightxcreature for being my beta 🫶 My Tag list My Master List Hope y'all enjoy ♡
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“I’m never gonna get this.” Sam huffed as he tossed the old book on the coffee table.
“Not with that attitude.” You told him,
“I think we need a break.” He voiced, standing up and starting toward the mini fridge in your common room.
“So, where’s Jess at tonight?” you asked him
“Um, girl’s night.” He said twisting the cap off two beer bottles. “She said she needed to let off some steam.” He rolled his eyes.
“Hmm. She’s been doing that a lot lately.” You commented.
“Yea…” He handed you a beer and sat down. You clanked your bottle to his and took a drink. “Back in the day she used to get mad when I didn’t go out with her.”
“We don’t have to talk about your relationship problems, if its too awkward for you.”
“You’re my best friend y/n.” he bopped your nose. “Why would it be awkward?”
You hated that term "best friend." Good enough to keep all your secrets and talk through your problems with but not good enough to be in a relationship with. You forced a smile, trying to mask the sting you felt every time you heard it.
"She’s been distant." Sam admitted, fidgeting with the label on his beer bottle. "I feel like she's pulling away, and I don't know what to do about it.”
You nodded, feeling a mix of empathy and frustration. "Have you talked to her about it?"
"I've tried, but she just says everything is fine." He sighed, taking another swig of his beer. "I don't want to push too hard and make things worse, you know?"
You leaned back on the couch, staring at the ceiling. "Relationships are complicated. Maybe she just needs some space to figure things out."
"Yeah, maybe." He seemed lost in thought, his eyes distant. "I just wish I knew what she was thinking."
You turned to him, your heart aching for him and for yourself. "I'm sure it will all work out, Sam. Sometimes people just need time."
"Thanks, y/n." He gave you a small smile. "And thanks for being here. I don't know what I'd do without you."
You smiled back, hiding the turmoil within. "Anytime, Sammy.”  You picked the book up off the coffee table. “So back to Constitutional Law.” You told him, making him groan.
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“y/n!!” Sam shouted, collecting dirty looks as he ran through the library toward the table you were sitting at. “I did it! I passed the test!”
You stood up and threw your arms around him, “I knew you could it it!!”
His arms tightened around your waist; your feet left the ground as he spun you.
“Ok, enough spinning.” You told him, making him laugh.
“I couldn’t have done it with you.” He kissed your chest, making them turn red. “Thank you.”
“Yes, you could have.” You reassured him “But you’re welcome.”
“I gotta go call Jess.” He pulled out his cell phone, walking away.
Your hand slid to the place where his lips just were, a sharp ping in your chest as you watched him walk away. You sat back down returning to your books, determined to focus, but the lingering warmth of his kiss made it difficult to concentrate. The library seemed quieter, almost melancholic, as you gathered your thoughts and tried to push the emotions aside.
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“I don’t get it Charlie.” You told your best friend as you plopped on her bed. “Why can’t he see it?”
Charlie sighed, putting down her book and turning to face you. “You know, sometimes people just can’t see what’s right in front of them. It’s like they have blinders on, focusing on everything but the most obvious thing.”
You stared at the ceiling, feeling the weight of her words. “But why? It’s so frustrating.”
“Maybe it’s because they’re scared,” Charlie continued thoughtfully. “Scared of ruining what they have, or scared of what might happen if they acknowledge it. Or maybe they’re just not ready to see it yet.”
You sat up, hugging your knees to your chest. “So, what am I supposed to do? Just wait?”
Charlie smiled gently. “Sometimes, yes. And sometimes, you just must be patient and let them come to their own realization. It’s not easy, but if it’s meant to be, it will happen in its own time.”
You nodded slowly, taking in her words. “I just wish he could see it now.”
“I know,” Charlie said, patting your hand reassuringly. She stood up and moseyed over to the mini fridge. “But trust me, if it’s meant to be, he’ll see it eventually. And until then, we have beer.”
You managed a small smile, feeling a bit more hopeful. “Thanks, Charlie. You always know what to say.”
“Anytime,” she replied, the bottles clanked as she tapped your bottle with her own and you both took a swig.
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You could hear yelling as you walked up the hallway to the apartment, recognizing Jessica’s voice getting closer to their door.
“Um, maybe we should just go without them, Max.” You voiced turning around to him.
“Or maybe they need to go out to end the argument.” He countered.
“Dude… That sounds bigger than just an argument.”
Max rolled his eyes and knocked on the door.
Sam's face was a mixture of sadness and anger as he opened the door. The spark in his eyes as they met yours was undeniable. "Hey guys… sorry about the noise," he said, his voice a blend of frustration and relief.
Concern etched on your face. "Is everything okay, Sam?"
He sighed heavily, running a hand through his tousled hair. "It's been a rough day.”
"Maybe getting out for a bit will help clear the air." Max pleaded.
A weak smile tugged at Sam’s lips. "Yeah, you’re probably right. Let me just grab Jessica."
As Sam turned back into the apartment, you exchanged a worried glance with Max. Moments later, Jessica emerged, her face flushed and eyes weary. Despite the tension, she forced a smile. "Ready to go?"
You nodded, hoping the evening out might provide some much-needed relief for everyone. "Yeah, let’s get out of here."
You all walked down the hallway together, the tension in the air was thick, almost palpable. Each step echoed the unspoken worries and unresolved conflicts. Sam walked ahead, his shoulders slumped slightly, while Jessica kept her gaze fixed on the floor. You and Max exchanged another glance, silently agreeing to make the evening as light-hearted as possible. As you reached the building's exit, the cool evening breeze brushed against your face, releasing some of the awkwardness.
Your group managed to find an empty high-top table. You sat down next to Max, across the table from Sam.
“I’ll be right back.” Max said as he started towards the bar.
Your eyes scanned the bar, trying to hide your discomfort.
“So, y/n, big day Monday. Isn’t this exam worth half your grade?” Jessica asked you.
“Yep. If Max wouldn’t have held me to my promise I would have my nose in a book right now.”
Sam chuckled. “I’m surprised you didn’t bring them with you.”
You peered at him as you gave him a mocking look. Jessica’s eyebrows rose as you and Sam teased each other.
Making his way back, Max sat a tray on the table. There were 9 shots and 3 beers sitting on it.
“Did you leave any for anyone else?” Sam joked.
“Shut up and do a shot.” Max remarked.
As the glasses emptied, your group relaxed and started having fun.
Jessica stood up and started swaying her hips, you could tell she was starting to feel the effect of the alcohol. You looked away as she wrapped her hands around Sam from behind. Not being able to stop it, you glanced back out of the corner of your eye. Your heart sank as you found a wide smile on his face with her whispering in his ear.
He chuckled. “You know I don’t dance, babe.”
She pouted.
“That’s not going to work.”
“Fine” She sighed. “Max, come dance with me?” she held out her hands.
“Of course, darlin.” He drank the last swig of his beer and stood up. “But forewarning if a hot guy approaches me, I’m ditching you.” he stated as he gabbed her hands, making the 3 of you, chuckle.
Sam turned to you. “What’s on your mind over there?” he stretched his leg, tapping you on the knee with his foot.
“How did you know?”
“Your beer.” He pointed at the bottle in your hand. You looked down realizing you were scratching off the label with your nail. “You always do that when you’re debating something, or nervous.”
You let out a soft, amused chuckle. “Well, I was debating on whether I should ask you what’s going on with you two.”
 “Ah I see.” He smiled and took a drink. “I don’t want to bother you with it.”
You glared at him. “Come on. Out with-it Winchester.”
He chuckled. “It’s stupid.”
“Amuse me.”
“She thinks I have feelings for you.”
You swallowed hard as your heart leaped into your throat. “Why would she think that?” you asked, trying to keep your voice steady.
Sam shifted uncomfortably in his seat, glancing away for a moment before meeting your gaze again. “I don’t know! Maybe because we spend a lot of time together, and she gets jealous”
You looked at him intently, searching for any hint of truth in his eyes. “And do you?” you asked softly, almost afraid of his answer.
He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “Honestly, I don’t know what I feel anymore. She’s been so distant lately, and you’ve always been there for me. It’s confusing.”
You felt a mixture of emotions swirling within you. Hope, fear, and deep empathy for your friend. “Sam, I’m always here for you, but I don’t want to be the cause of any problems between you two.”
He nodded, appreciating your candidness. “You’re right. I need to clear things up with her.”
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You pulled your purse onto your shoulder as you walked out into the common room. Charlie was sitting on the couch, smiling at you. Your eyes followed hers as she looked at a bouquet of white lilies with red roses, sitting on the coffee table.
“What are those?”
“I do believe they call those flowers, darlin’.” She smarted.
Your head tilted “Well no shit sherlock. Who sent you those?”
“They aren’t for me.”
Creases formed in your forehead as you read your name written on the note card. “Who are they from?” You leaned down and grabbed it.
“I didn’t read it, but I got a good guess.” She smiled.
The card read:
You're not going to need it, but good luck today! You got this y/n! I'll see you after.                                             -♡- Sam
You blushed slightly, feeling a wave of warmth washing over you as you tucked the card into the pocket of your purse.
“Maybe you won’t have to wait much longer,” Charlie teased, her eyes twinkling with mischief.
A smile tugged at your lips. "Yeah, maybe not," you replied softly.
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“How did you do you have so much shit, Sammy?” Dean asked his little brother as he loaded more of Sam’s belongings into his truck.
Sam chuckled. “Thank you. For helping me.”
“Not a problem.” Dean sighed. “Are you sure it’s over? You might be able to.”
“Dean.” Sam cut him off. “It’s over.”
“What are you not telling me Sam?”
Sam glanced at Dean, a small smile creeping onto his face. "I have feelings for someone else," Sam explained.
Dean smiled as he registered Sam’s words.
"She's incredible. Smart, kind, everything I finally realized I needed." He paused, looking down at the ground for a moment before meeting his brother's eyes again. "She's been my rock through all of this."
“She is pretty special huh?”
"She is," Sam affirmed. "She's got this way of making everything seem... brighter. Even when things are tough, she’s always there, supporting me, believing in me."
Dean nodded slowly, processing his brother's words. "Well, Sam. It’s about damn time."
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A weight lifted off your shoulders as you walked out of the exam room. A smile spread across your face as you saw Sam pacing in the hallway, waiting for you.
"I didn't know you meant right after, Winchester," you said, a hint of playful surprise in your voice.
Sam's smile broadened, his eyes lighting up with warmth and amusement. "Oh, so you got the flowers," he said, his tone teasing yet tender
"I did," you replied, starting to walk over to him, your heart fluttering with every step. "They're beautiful, Sam. Thank you.”
Sam's smile widened even more, if that was possible. "I'm glad you like them," he said, his eyes sparkling with warmth and amusement.
“So, how’d you do?”
“What do you think? I aced it.” you teased.
“Of course you did.” He agreed, still smiling
“So, what’s the plans for today?” you asked him
"Come on," he said, taking your hand gently but firmly. "There's something I want to show you."
You followed him, curiosity and excitement mingling in your chest. He led you through the winding corridors of the building until you reached a staircase that ascended to the roof. With every step, the anticipation built, the air between you charged with unspoken words.
When you finally reached the top, the view took your breath away. The iconic, red-tiled roofs of the university buildings gleam brightly under the azure sky, creating a picturesque contrast against the lush greenery. The palm-lined main quad is bustling with students and visitors, all soaking in the warmth and vibrant energy of the day.
Sam turned to you, his expression soft and vulnerable, a look you had seen rarely but cherished deeply. "I have a confession. And I’m sorry it’s taken this long, Being your best friend has been the best thing that’s ever happened to me " he began, his voice steady but filled with emotion. “You a way of making everything better. You’ve been my light in the darkest of times. But.” He started walking towards you.
Your heart pounded in your chest as his words sank in.
His steps slow and deliberate, as if he was savoring each moment leading up to this one. The wind played gently with his hair, and the sun cast a warm glow on his face, highlighting the sincerity in his eyes.
His hand cupped your face once he got close. “I don’t want to be your friend anymore.”
A smile spread across your face as his words hung in the air, their warmth enveloping you like a cherished memory.
"I love you," he confessed, his eyes searching yours for a response. "More than I ever thought possible."
Tears of joy welled up in your eyes as you whispered, "I love you too, Sam."
With a relieved smile, he closed the distance between you, capturing your lips in a tender, heartfelt kiss. In that moment, everything felt perfect.
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helloiamadrawer · 7 months ago
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Goku/Reader Fluff and Comfort Hc's
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Big sweet saiyan loves to cuddle after a hard day of training (ofc he's going to wash up first before he hops into bed with you) and he's like a big warm teddy bear to hug and snuggle with eeee 💕
Finds it cute/funny when you try to be the big spoon, you're just so smol compared to him its adorable
Coming in frustrated from a complicated day at work? Goku will sit you down and let you vent about it to him or if you want to let out some anger maybe some sparring or needed training to boost your power level, it reminds him of another friend he has who always tries to surpass him and has a big attitude (cough cough Vegeta)
If baking is your outlet for stress or if you just like doing it as a side hobby, Goku makes it a bit more fun, I mean trying to maneuver his big, muscly body around yall's small kitchen, bumping into everything, taking caution to not knocking anything over cause it might make you mad is really comedy gold!
"Oh crap! I broke one of the plates again, sorry baby 🥺" "It's fine Goku, that one was just one someone gave to me when we moved in, I didn't like it anyway." 🤣
9/10 for help though, although you had to tell him the difference between a baking spatula and a spatula tho but that's about it. He'll go fetch some ingredients for you if you don't have any or ran out. You two did make the most awesome peach cobbler though uwu
The biggest pair of puppy dog eyes he gives you when he asks you if he can lick the spoon 🥺
Gives gooood shoulder massages 💯 if you're really tense/tired after your daily life activities, he'll even offer to give massages after training and you're here thinking: how does this man have the energy?? we just sparred for a good hour '
One time you asked your sweet bf if you could touch his hair, it went something like this:
"You want to touch my hair?" Goku=cutely confused "yea..I understand if you don't want me to, I was just wondering cause it looks so soft." Goku:"Well, you can go ahead :) I don't mind."
Your hand rises up to the top of his head (he has to bend down halfway to meet your height level cause he's almost 6 foot 😂) as you pet his jet black hair, and to your surprise it was really soft, just like you had hoped for.
"What kind of shampoo do you use babe?"you asked curiously. "Umm..it was actually one of Bulma's new conditioners, I accidentally used it instead of my usual hair hair soap." he chuckles, "What is my hair like super soft now--huh?"before he could finish his sentence, your whole face was in his hair lmaoo, you couldn't help it, it was like you were in a cloud, a fluffy cloud that gave off the scent of linen and waterfalls.
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Speaking of waterfalls, he flew you to the most beautiful nature trail, you never even knew that this universe had one until Goku mentioned to you that there was a Namekian who literally knew the whole status of the universe along with the supreme kai. But wow, was it amazing to behold with your own eyes, vibrant flowers were scattered across the land, along with the mingling sounds of birds and let's not forget the waterfall..
You two trudged upon a hill and there it was, you could not believe your eyes, it had to be the most biggest one in the whole multiverse. "Isn't it awesome?" Goku asked, "I was thinking I could take you here since you like nature a whole lot.". The Saiyan sure does think about you a whole lot which is sweet. You hum in agreement and sit down to watch the endless display of nature's art, your boyfriend follows suit and swings his arm around you pulling you close to him. "We should do this more often" You sigh in content leaning in to the Saiyan's touch. Goku gives you a peck on the head as you two sit back and enjoy the sounds and each other's company.
enjoy! thank you for reading!
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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#ever sit like a corpse in your own body?#im doing a job i wasnt designed for. theres this funny thing we do in academia where we beg for money. write in consise phrasing why we#deserve funding. what it is about our project what it is about our personhood that makes us deserving. what we're doing in our present to#give back and ensure a better future. and i can pull together a description of a nervous kid who couldn't read but loved to learn anyway.#who didnt kno how to hold proper a conversation until college and so tried and got better at ppl. who wouldnt let a language problem get in#the way of information gain. who cares about making complicated info visually digestible. and that's a nice story. but it falls apart when#projected into the future. what r u doing for the future? im just trying to continue existing#dont u want to help other ppl like u? sure but i dont have anything nice to say to them. does it ever get easier? no. it probably never will#ur brain was not built for reading. sometimes things r just terrible and u have to accept that. develop a crippling mental disorder or do#something where u dont have to read. see. not helpful. bad attitude. im just too full of blood and broken glass. all my achievements r#stained red and it hurts to look at them. to get myself to function i have to squeeze so tight i can feel the strain in my head. and even#then its not enough. do u kno what its like to spend ur whole life building something only to watch it burn to ashes in front of u? just a#broken machine rotting away underground where no one will see it. but dont let things fester. speak up if somethings wrong. and say what?#lmao i wrote this last night and then today when my advisor was like: hows it going? do u feel like u have enough time to get everything#done? and i had the gall to be like *voice strained high to prevent crying* its alright i think ive got enough time. bc yea technically i#think there r enough hours in yhr day that if i really tried i could get it all done. but that doesn't count the time i spend laying with#thr absolute desolation of my mind. so no. there isnt enough time bc im not doing well. but there's nothing he can do abt it so ya kno#whats the point in talking abt it except to say ya sorry im such a wretched miserable person. i dont kno how to fix it. my enthusiasm is#hidden under layer upon layer of pain. i burnef out before even getting here and im only making it worse#but whatever ill see my therapist Tuesday#unrelated
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emrikae · 3 months ago
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i feel like eren would be surprisingly good at cheerleading.
how do we know that?
his girlfriend mikasa is the best cheerleader in the squad and sometimes her seniors have her doing the complicated stunts that often times require their handsome line of strong male members to hold her up. and sometimes (all the times) seeing their thick grabby fingers dented in his girls skin has our boy dumb and seething.
“k try doing it with me then”
“-heh?”
“get up miks, lets fucking go. that thing you did with pigface where youre in the air and shit-
“- a toss cupie?”
“-yea wtv that. its easy shit baby, galliard did NOT need that extra half hour of practice trust me”
“erennnn can we not. im exhausted and practice was so fucking long today my ankles hurt. can we just go to bed and cuddle? pretty please baby? 🥺” her warm hands gently caressing his arm.
and for a split second erens willing to drop it, absolutely okay to massage her poor aching ankles and maybe slide his hands under her shirt and delve into dreamworld with his dream girl.
but then he remembers fucking porco getting a little too handsy with his lady today. he watched from the bleachers his sweet girl being so nice to accept an additional half hour of cheer practice because poor porco says hes been a little rusty on the edges lately, been having family problems and he needs her. fuck out of here, dudes a star cheerleader, did he really need those extra rounds of practice to finesse a fucking toss cupie tf??? eren could swear the perve was looking up her skirt that bitchass motherf-
“princess, jump” he promptly manhandles her in front of him, her back to him
“eren, what-” before she could twist back erens warm confident hands are already gripped to her hips powering her down and before she knows it, like the superstar she is, the golden girl of the cheer squad shes flying into the air twirling like a fairy landing perfectly perched on the steadiest base shes ever had. holy shit. holy fucking shit.
mikasas takes a glance at their reflection through her backyard sliding door and her mans form is really impeccable. one straight strong arm carrying her entire length hardly breaking a sweat, like the very act comes natural to him. like his very role in life was to lift her up. honestly dude, hes taking the piss on all the guys on the squad
she looks down in shock and smug face and all ofc her boyfriend is already shamelessly checking out which undies shes got on today.
“you know pigface was right about one thing miks, the view from down here sure is exquisite”
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witchinatree · 7 months ago
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magnus protocol episode 21 ramble
i'm so normal about this podcast btw for sure
EHEJEEHEHEHE SHE'S BACK ITS THE MAGNUS PROTOCOL SHE'S BACK
i love these guys but where's gwenny
lena does care she's just like that i love her sm
EVERYTHINGS EVIL IN LATE STAGE CAPITALISM!!!!
oh yea sam i'm sure you can quit babes why don't you give that a shot
"better from the inside" celia is that your strat rn.. no.. get out of there honey..
LET'S NOT TALK ABOUT ATTEMPTED MURDER AGAINST YOU SAM? LET'S NOT
oh it's The Magnus Archives COMPLICATED IMMIGRATION STATUS?????
IS SHE STAYING FOR JACK OR WHAT. WHAT. WHY ARE YOU HERE. ARE YOU IMPLYING YOU CAN GO BACK?
hiii che. CO FOUNDER OF THE INSTITUTE GOD. GOD. was there a co founder with jonah in tma????
GRAND EXPERIMENT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
constellations are related too? oh that's cool i think
THEY WERE GONNA END THE WORLD IN Y2K OH YOU'RE KIDDING. THAT'S SO FUNNY
what the hell is The Dome. what the fuck.
LOCUST?? WHAT IS GOING ON LIKE ACTUALLY
...i still miss gwen... i'm like so concerned about this but i am concerned about my wife also
DIG!!! DIG!!!!!
😧
being watched.... reference 😱
wtf WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF??? WHAT????? HUHHHHHHH????? WHY ARE PEOPLE CRAWLING OUT OF THE DIRT????? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DON'T LIKE IT 👎👎👎
very professional way of saying "absolutely not what the fuck"
oh hey alice!! woah she just deleted it from sam's comp.. "colin was right about you" HOLY SHIT???? "who's in there" HOLY SHIT.
ALICE YOU NEED TO STEP AWAY FROM THE TRUTH ❌❌❌❌❌ RUN AWAY RUN AWAY
WHERE'S GWEN? SORRY LIKE WE'VE HAD EVERYONE HERE EXCEPT HER. WE EVEN GOT LENA??
NOOOO NOOOOO NOOOOOOO HAVE YOU HEARD FROM GWEN NOO NOO SHE'S WORRIED NO. NOO. NOOOOOO. ONLY ABOUT YOUR CASELOAD WITH THE AUDIO ERROR NOO. NOOOOOO.
GWEN HOLY FUCKING SHIT NO MY BABYGIRL NO MY BABYGIRL
NOOOOOOO HONEY RUN HONEY PLEASE INK5OUL I'M DIVORCING YOU. LEAVE HER ALONE.
who is that? oh he's dead then. DID HE JUST FALL ON GWENS PHONE. NO WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK. GWEN PLEASE HONEY GET OUT OF THERE. I'M UPSET I'M DISTRAUGHT I'M LOSING IT. A SCORPION? GWEN?? GWEN?? IS SHE EYE'ING RN?? WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? AND DID IT SAVE GWEN JUST NOW? ELSEWHERE ELSEWHERE ELSEWHERE BAWLING?? WHAT IN THE FUCK
GOD DAMN????,?
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