#its a striggle
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me: *sees a new supercorp fic to read* 🤩😃😍
me: *sees its 21 chapters* 🙃😫😩
me: *reads the summary and realizes its super interesting and well written* 😫😖😩🤗
#every time#the dilemma#only bc once i start reading i’ll never stop until i finish the job#its a striggle#a03#fanfiction#supercorp#jessrambles
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are you okay bro. do u need a friend? its ok to reach out to ur friends. if u feel like u need a friend all you gotta do is reach out, i'm sure someone'll listen and will be willing to shoulder ur burden if it makes things easier for u. p.s. the anon ask isn't for a weird parasocial thing its because i am mysterious
Real talk there is so much therapy I gotta attend in order to break the thought process of "I am a burden to my loved ones and must remain stoic" and "Anyone who cares about me can't be my friend because they have other people who they must care about more" and then I eat myself like pac man dying! But thank you, I do need to reach out to people who care I just also need to make the connection that people do care about me as well!
#its honestly embarrassing to me for people to realize im struggling but at the same time im also public when im really striggling so#of course people are gonna notice???
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I want to grab your tiny face in my hands, look you in the eyes, and say I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU BETTER, LET ME CARE ABOUT YOU ON PURPOSE
but instead, this is the internet and there is no eye contact, so I am just going to be weird about it and make you go away forever
#people like me more when i interact with them in person#i striggle trying to figure out like what I should say and what I shouldnt say to people online#its very easy for me to put people off wanting to talk to me#i genuinely dont mean to come off so strong online#it happens so much that i KNOW it has something im doing but I cant seem to stop doing whatever it is 😭#in person people tend to come on strong to ME cause i guess me being relaxed and direct and honest is like a breath of fresh air for people#but online most people talk to me a little then vacate the premises asap#ah well#thanks to those that have stuck around#yall the true heroes
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it might be a bit of a controversial take but if you find smthin on my blog and you wanna reblog it please queue it or give it a day or so, i'm not a source and it is really disheartening to reblog a meme or aesthetic or whatever and get no recognition because five other ppl also reblogged it
#this is smthin i striggle with so im sorry#this reason is why i dont rb memes anymore#and i repost most my stiff#ive been ignored before and its not fun
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Sun shines, as its constantly burning mass of gases. So keep on striving keep on striggling , cause the best view always occurs only after the hardest climb.!! So to shinr like sun, prepare to BURN from within...
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Getting closer to finishing the new good omens fan fic Ive been working on :)
Its wild how it went from a small story to a big one so quickly ^_^
I know alot of it is out there but I do hope you guys like ot when its finished
:3
I do striggle a bit with smut and fluff writing but I am going to try my best.
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Who’s your fav anon?
Nobody, its from old blog ages ago but she was working within healthcare thats why i used that name. Idek what her blog name is or if shes still here and i doubt she knows my blog name but was worth a shot because i want to know more information about these meds. The stuff i looked up werent really good but i do striggle a lot with sleep, so i needed to know if the cons were really that severe and if the pros outweigh them or not.
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The Striggles - Expressionism LP (Noise Appeal Records)
Another batch of excellent Noise Appeal releases arrived recently at our headquarters, and I have picked “Expressionism” by The Striggles for this occasion first. It’s a debut full-length album by this exceptional Austrian quartet, which is known for its versatile, eclectic, unique sound. “Expressionism” immediately grabs attention with its witty illustration, decorating the front side of this…
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So goddamn frustrated with the white communists who keep coopting the palestine sokidarity meetings to either wage little recruitment turf wars (the stalinists) or turn every single point into a plug for their worker's revolution in sweden (the marxists).
The palestinian youth movement people literally Walked Out of the meeting today in frustration. One guy who survived the syrian revolution tried to tell them to stop and why this was not good and they just bulldozed over him. A black woman tried to talk about how as a person of cokor in sweden she feels like their voices are often suppressed, and this guy kiterally reolied that he doesnt think race has amything to do with it. I feel like im in a bad parody.
Tried to talk to the marxists about how we are supposed to be supporting palestinian right to self determination and why you shouldnt show up to a solidarity meeting and alienate the people you claim to support by making it all about you and your ideas, and the most dogmatic of these guys (same one who said race has nothing to do with it) literally said no instead of toning it down he thinks they need to step it up with trying to recruit withing the solidarity umbrella org. Like...
Besides being the kind of contrarian rhetoric style thats the most frustrating (you say tone it down and he says no in fact turn it up), theyre just completely unable to work in an umbrella organization because they cant stop hounding on their socialist revolution long enohgh to build broad solidarity or even focus on the immediate crisis at hand.
This dude is comoletely convinced that he, personally, will be the vanguard of the revolution and wont stop about how everyone globally needs to implement his methods. Talking about how the palestinians should be centered in the discussion of their own striggle goes completely in one esr and out the other.
I'm so fucking frustrated and dont want peoole to think i'm associated with them its such bad white saviorism and completely dogmatic tunnel vision i wanna punch things
#just some ranting#meeting was 2.5 hours and sooo much of it was discussion on why nobody bit tue hardcore communists want the umbrella org tovbe#associated with the white communists#your movement is completely 100% white and none of the immigrsnts want to be associated with you#your white savior techno utopia revolution is just imperialism 2.0
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Its time for Saru loving hours, youbare the most wonderfull writting partner and supportive friend any here would be lucky to have, i certainly feel very fortunate to have a friend like you,sending you alot of and support for the things you striggle with in silence. ❤💫
//Looking back at when I received this ask, I feel like since then I have been anything but a wonderful writing partner or a supportive friend to anyone to be honest.
It's been a really low low for me of late and I probably needed a break from everything. But reading this today reminds me that I used to be better and that I can be better again. I know that no matter how bad my head does itself in and tries to make me cave into self-doubt and insecurity, there actually are people out there who actually like what I do.
I need to focus more on this truth and stop looking at doors that were closed before me. Thank you for the reminder!
Saru-mun\\
#sageofjustice#00j || that's what they said. [asked & answered]#00A || Saru-mun is still alive! [OOC]
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Design Skills
Today we had the first design skills workshop where we were Taşkent with designing an exhibition poster. I striggled a bit with this during class time in terms of layout so I tried to make two more in my free time arter the feedback session at the end of the day.
These two above were the ones I did in class.
The rd one looks too much like a magazine cover with how the text is overlayed on the image which makes it hard to read.
In the poster with the green title, the details are not really legible from a distance as the font is too thin.
First poster design, all information written in capital letters which does not make sense in terms of hierarchy. Its confusing which part the viewer should be reading first.
These two are the other ones I did.
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I truly expected the fact Kairi’s a princess of heart to play a bigger role in the series but it just... didnt.
#like when i was playin kh1 the first time and its revealed shes a princess#I was like omg kairis a disney princess#😂 shes gonna have a huge roll#shes been sent back to her home world and we'll have to find her and maybe we'll see her royal family again#its gonna be a whole thing#briefly thought she was gonna be beast sister Dont Ask me how my brain conjured that 😂#and then it was like lol nah she was back at the destiny islands :)#shes a princess of heart but thats it#HOW DO YOU MAKE A GIRL WHO WAS RIPPED FROM HER WORLD AND SENT TO ANOTHER#WHO MOSTLY LOST HER MEMORIES#WHO HAS A HEART OF PURE LIGHT#shes besties with the series protags... and then just barely do anything with her ?????????????#theres so many things kairi could have gotten to do and i will :( about it#like just bc shes a princess of light doesnt mean she cant have like an inner life and striggles#second guess herself#second guess riku and sora#she could be upset about consistently being left behind#could feel hopeless and that could lead into something#oh m#also im typin at the speed of light palyin kh1 so if this was gibberish and typos#uhhh nothin i can do bout that im sorry
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Would you rather have smelly socks or stinky shoes?🤧🤧🤧🤧
Okay I'm about to call myself out but I have both currently LMAO.
don't come at me. Idk how to fix this issue but I swear-
I know it's bad and idk how to fix this RIP.
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I realized just now that I haven't looked inside my begonia bin since I brought it in early October whoops! Well there's stuff happening in there!
#its somehow happier than my fancy boy bin#rip#my plants#i did find skme kind of larva had eaten two of my little striggling dudes#also i definitely will never have labels for the canes again who knows what they are#these all had horrid powdery mildew#and were sticks when i put them in
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favorite color: dark green
last song: albedo - woebegone
last movie: uh I just watched Nightmare Before Christmas with lee :3
currently watching: jjk, rewatching hannibal, the terror
other stuff i watched this year: uh Good Omens
shows i dropped this year/didn't finish: i don't think i have actually but i havent watched a ton
currently reading: struggling to finish she who became the sun, its great but striggling
currently listening to: jaded - saphir
currently working on: my audio drama script!
current obsession: woebegone
Thanks for the tag!!
@pidgefudge @ghost-with-teeth @eyeldritch @trans-arthur-lester and anyone else :3
tagged by @michaelsheens, thank u!
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favorite color: green and orange but lately i've been enjoying a nice pink as well last song: the truest love - kublai khan tx last movie: saw x currently watching: ofmd, brassic, let's plays of the long dark, and rewatching spartacus other stuff I watched this year: omg so many um, wwdits, ted lasso, the fall of the house of usher, adventure time, the righteous gemstones, reservation dogs, deadloch, dark winds, the wheel of time, the bear, and a shit ton more that i don't remember rn shows I dropped this year/didn't finish: none i think? so far 🔫 currently reading: just finished station eleven and now either back to peter darling or onto circe, not because peter darling isn't good but i like it soo much i don't want to rush it + circe is from tha library currently listening to: nature sounds spotify playlist lmao currently working on: i was making gifs but i lost motivation so nothing 😬 current obsession: old man gay sex (ofmd and the terror mostly)
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Just your daily reminder that my uni is evil and I hate it here
#. you make me write a dissertation#a whole dissertation#and then you tell me to summarise it in less than five minutes????#HOW ABOUT YKU FUCK OFF#its 4am and this is due at 4pm#. please.#ive got the thing done and i know what i wanna say but i am striggling so badly with cutting it down#like my brain is so broken the overworking is unreal#le text post
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