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I need him.
#art#gale dekarios#gale bg3#gale of waterdeep#bg3#bg3 gale#baldur’s gate 3#baldur's gate iii#baldurs gate gale#fanart#i need him carnally#its a condition fr#he has me weak to my KNEES#enapyen
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#flockintogether#chickens#chart#chicky notes#if u find urself having a similar Condition#its ok fr#ur good & ilu ✌🐥
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Eep, sorry that happened. ;-; Hey, maybe to get your mind off of it, tell me some Ryley headcanons if you want? c:>
OOO YES i will talk abt him any day :D
I headcanon that Ryley had a pretty high pain tolerance before the crash, but after living on 4546B for a decent chunk of time he can ignore pretty much any pain.
Since he zaps himself with the repair gun like its nothing, and im assuming its atleast a small electric shock, he can deal with sudden sharp bursts of pain easily already.
He also sticks his hand in the repulsion gun, getting atleast (insert condition that is whiplash but for muscles in general. Could google it but erm that didnt go well) and heavy bruising, only to just kinda keep walking like nothing happened?? Obv thats for gameplay reasons but im rolling with it.
Both of these things point to a high pain tolerance already. Pus being on the planet so long, with different adrenaline highs and crashes, it would become easy to ignore "minor" aches and pains or even small cuts and bruising because hes had worse and FELT worse.
And as the kharaa takes hold im thinking that it causes a dull pain on top of the consequences of straining your body constantly, and numbs some of his extremeties so he can only feel the pulsing pain from the kharaa and not if he is cut or bitten.
Building off the numbness that replaces feeling with pain, i bet that would be super freaky for him to experience when we see him use his extremeties VERY frequently to sense things or pry open things. So lack of feeling and coordination from the numbness would be especially catastrophic for him
ALSO kinda seperate but building off the previous statements, i think Ryley has hypermobility!
Im going purely based on my personal experience and the fact that in his stretching animation, after he wakes up, his elbows go WELL past the point of regular flexibility. (probably not what the animators were intending but ya boy does not get any other form of hypermobile representation so im latching onto this)
BUT BCLY im thinking that Ryley has hypermobility, specifically caused by the connective tissue disorder Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (H-EDS). Since H-EDS causes pain from all those tissues not working right, im thinking this is why Ryley has a decent pain tolerance to start, and then as he does impulsive things like testing machinery on himself, he slowly builds a pretty high pain! And then the rest of my theorizing before this happens!! :D
Also yeah im just projecting my condition on my fav guy. It is my favroite hobby to blast them with illness beams and justify it afterwords.
#hehe thansk for the distraction!!!#i love this guyyyyy. i want to shake him around and study him like a bug#hes just like me fr but its really fun to see how different someone with the same personailty traits (and conditions if including hc's) -#will act. like its fun to write hehe#also gonna work out a tag situation so i can put my more serious vents on a tag that people can easily block#and one thats just for silly complaining like the one earlier :3#subnautica#ryley robinson#randy rambles#character analysis#mutual shenanigans#randy answers
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It’s always Bolas forever until one guy is a cop… 😔
#/lh rp#i know phil has his reasons for not trusting foolish especially in this situation BUT MAN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HIM LIKE FR#im reblogging with more about phil not trusting foolish bc i just want them to have a connection that isnt based on conditional trust >->0#edit: yeah phil did refer to bolas as his found family during therapy but he is so pick and choose with it 😭😭#qsmp#qsmp prison#qsmp philza#qsmp quackity#qsmp video#qsmp foolish#<- tag for foolish bc its abt him
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a type of guy
(they couldnt be more different)
#ill love gin forever...best boy...if noone got him i got him#law can keep winning his popularity contests#my art#gin one piece#law#one piece#add: looking at refs (my own old art lol) and smiling cuz gin's nose have been broken many times#hes had so many broken bones that healed in less than optimal conditions#law is so well kept its not even fair to compare#i love thinking about gin as very sick guy. i so rarely do this but that is him to me.#remember i said i dont want law to keep spots on his skin?#well thats absolutely different for gin to me he is gonna suffer from effects of that poisoning for the rest of his life#he never had proper care#he is just broken all over from a real shitty life he lived. but hes the most stubborn beat up dog there is#he's never gonna die no matter how much blood he coughs up and scares the shit out of sanji with it#im using my personal familiarity with lung issues and blasting them on gin#i never do this fr. he's very special
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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues#and having the most wretched mental health crisis#like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally#but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on#but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years#since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week#an ultrasound coming up#its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and#well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain#for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either#I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Help™#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on#ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me#ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain#and even THAT sucks to consider#but i should stop#rambles
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Brink of a Scientific Discovery is now a podcast on spotify!
Me: :D
There's only 7 episodes though
Me: D:
#wtf am i ment to listen to for background noise now!?#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions!?#fr though its so beautifully done#claps for connor#fable smp#on the brink of scientific discovery
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unfair child having and child care are so asymmetrical for humans .i guess for lots of species really but were at least able to reason and do things abt it yknow. like its one of those things that make nature seem really deeply unfair even tho its just a result of evolution like everything else but i guess its just deeply frustrating how poorly weve organized society to at all make up for it. especially w the way labor and society and economics work now. like its such an obvious asymmetrical weight on women and its for real so crazy the efforts to equalize that load have been non existent or a total joke, in part bc of backwards social attitudes but also bc muh econony excuses. its so...short sighted.
#m#like its corny but kids are fr literally the future and its weird people love saying that but fail to do anything abt it#i dont even mean ohh wamen need to start having 2.5 kids each. i dont even wanna do that myself lol#its just crazy weve made conditions so messy to make it so unappealing and a genuinely annoying reduction in qol for us#like for so many women having a child is literally biting the bullet. only the very very willing or those who can pay for extra comforts#can decide to do it...
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the ants have made parachutes from spider silk and have started dropping onto food from above
#but fr its pretty bad theyre fucking everywhere#even my mother might have been spurred to make the landlord deal with it by now except#we're afraid of the pest control harming our pets.#my mom's convinced a past dog of ours' seizures trace back to pesticides. idk whether to fully believe her#she could have just had a seizure condition and it happened to be noticed after. our other 2 dogs were fine
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not to be ungrateful but i don't get paid enough at my job lol
#the problem with jobs that people do bc they love the work is that it doesn't pay well and you will be overworked to death#genuinely couldn't quit bc i love the kids too much already but 15 an hour is....not ideal tbh....#how am i supposed to make future plans in these conditions#i cant ask for a raise ive only worked here 3 months but ugh#the only reason i got hired is i finally broke my rule abt the minimum hourly rate i was willing to accept#i applied to the two 14-16 an hour jobs and used the one i already accepted to get this one to gove me 15 instead of 14#but that's still not a lot tbh#need to buy an oven since we havent had a working one since january#and i keep gping ok next time i get paid i will buy an oven#and it hasnt happened yet#and i need.....17k to invest in starting my own business and i will not see a return on that for a very long time 😭#and i have no idea where that money will be coming from lol#fortunately its not that time sensitive except it kind of needs to happen in the next year or two probably but idk#if i dont do what i need to do idk what will happen but i think the issue will become more expensive but also maybe less expensive#but also uglier and make my neighbors mad#but i have no choice but to wait bc i have no money for that lol#anyway#17k is my immediate expense but i also need to come up with the money to eventually buy my parents house somehow#and i dont even make enough to pay the mortgage 😭#fortunately i dont need to do that for a long time but...eventually#anywayssss#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#i do love working with kids but jts hard work and all my coworkers are petty and hate eachother so its a lot#and i dont make enough money to live fr#im so lucky i live w my parents bc nobody at my job makes enough to live on their own lol#also the sheep that are supposed to be clearing brush got sick and went back to their farm and they're not coming back this year at all#so we need to brush hog it#or contract another farm#im not sure if its even safe w their poop all over the place snd im not getting any communication from the farmers#but it lowkey might be better to get our own sheep but thats so much work i dont want to think abt doing livestock
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Me when I realize I just got back into an rpf fandom where two celebrity men are gay around each other for reactions and I eat it up Everytime
#mcr was my conditioning now its thai actors#LEAVE ME ALONE. GET OUT OF MY HEAD#naw but fr fort seems hella in love with peat AND THATS ALL ILL SAY.#be respectful but also 👀.....#roni says stuff
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I think I'm struggling creatively because as time goes on I find less and less motivation to write (and read, tbh!) stuff that's
good wholesome queer representation
escapist everything-gets-better fantasy ("because life is hard enough why would you write about miserable things")
palatable to people who disagree with me
And obviously I'm nowhere near finishing even a single original thing yet ahdfhajf but I've been looking at publishing videos that people who have experience in the industry have made and. Man no wonder that so much milquetoast stuff gets put out nowadays
#not to be a hater and controversial but#the fact that its often straight people judging whether queer representation has problematic elements (and similar situations)#and lots of queer media seems to be made with straight people in mind (at least as a considerable portion of the audience)#and ugh in general/unrelated like. i just want to write litfic about the human condition XDD and structural inequality#but if i do it with fanfic nobody will read it because my most popular fics will always be ones where white men kiss each other for 3k word#obviously i'm grateful that anyone reads anything i write aggdhfh it's very nice to be heard#but fr my most popular fics are NOT my best ones#and yeah like if i write original fiction it's unlikely to do well in publishing because there's no hot sexy straight romance or wholesome#soft high school good representation queer people:3#maybe i can put in a red herring twink guy idk#also i'm just so bitter about linguistic inequality still XDD like. in a video abt fantasy tropes the person making the video hates they#said that they hate 'overly long fantasy names' that they can't pronounce#which just made me go 'silence anglo' mentally because omfg super often those names are just BASED ON CULTURES YOU'RE NOT PART OF#(disclaimer i know not all english speakers are ignorant hahfjsdhjfj)#but yeah its funny when old english inspired names are too hard for modern english speakers like welcome to being anyone else lol#its somehow considered a minimum requirement of knowledge to be able to pronounce names like george and matthew correctly#but then for other languages it's a special courtesy if people say names right#afujishgfis and this is just one example#rant#writing#literature
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hate the annoying travel influencers on instagram trying to say anything about salvation mountain like ‘ohhh its so unkempt and creepy and isolated’ u would never understand….
#i mean i hate all travel influencers and i hate tourism but salvation mountain is so important to meee i love herrr#outsider art GET BEHIND ME i will always protect outsider art against anything#this is tangentially related to when like youtubers or whoever go to slab city and be like i survived it was so scary! or whatever#like mannnnnn just say youre scared of homeless ppl like be real#like to be fair im certain theres a lot of annoying ass wannabe hippies there a la ojai or laurel canyon or coachella#but they dont last i mean like the genuine squatter residents. yall know the conditions in that place? its bad!#and these youtubers are like omg i almost died. get a grip#now im asking myself why am i so knowledgeable in californian hippe culture (not in my usual 60s folkie way)#still tho. i <3 salvation mountain and ive seen a couple of reels about it and its just. smh u just dont get it fr
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when a potentially quality-of-life-improving medication isn't covered by ur insurance and you want to find every big pharma and health insurance ceo and ship them off in.... some sort of a craft... that absolutely has not been certified by any regulatory body.
#I don’t need internet hacks for this its more affordable than it could be#and its from a specific type of pharmacy so its not just a matter of using coupons bc they have to do some science to get it to me#but im still mad#like hello yes i already pay in: the mental and emotional and physical toll this condition takes on me so like#maybe just cover the damn thing for me because this is a chronic condition that will never heal and probably never improve WITHOUT some#sort of intervention#like its what i deserve at the very least#im already not able to live off my own labors and im already a burden to my parents but sure#make me feel guilty for one more thing#I know its not the worst thing fr like i could be paying 238928398293 dollars for insulin or something so im glad its well below 100$#but it just. INFURIATES ME. OKAY?#rant over
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i have had the worst cough of my life this past week and a half accompanied in turns by sore throat runny nose fever and headache....mostly having to avoid perfume, on my better days i find the only fragrance i can wear is glossier you. my only truly gentle scent, but i hardly ever wore it because sillage (at least when you can only apply with the rollerball) is nothing and longevity is like at most 2 hours. but the scent is really comforting. i think we are bonded now
#may catch me buying the spray....glossier did something fr.....#im so excited to get better and wear the perfume that came in the mail that i havent been able to test yet like omg.#avocado toast and cold air conditioning by dsh came#and my box of 5ml samples and i smelled the bottles and they all smelled so good....#its so funny to me liking the glossier perfume cause i know their client base is skincare girls like they are a skincare company right#and i literally.....you will not catch my autistic ass doing a whole routine i wash my face and that is all. 1 product#and ive never been able to do makeup i dont buy any of that..only extra step i do is lip masks#cause my lips will dry out hideously without it >_<#squeaks
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Well Mx. Manager as you can tell by my lack of silly antics in the workplace I'm not doing too hot, as it were. Do you watch anime by any chance? Oh, well it's like when a anime guy looks sad and you can't see his eyes. What do you mean what do I mean? Ok well have you been on tvtropes dot com? Word Of God says I'm the Morality Pet around here soooooo you dont want to Kick the morality pet or something might happen
#i didnt draw a single smiley face on the order papers or wore my supply hat while doing supplies last week due to evil mental condition#im sick of working fr!!!!!#im kinda thinking its not even worth it to dress up like a clown at this point!!#workposting#personable
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