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Im 2 hours and a half away from debating infront of my class for 30 minutes. Im so fucked
#school sucks#im so scared#kill me please#I dont think Im prepared enough#My team did a practice round and I was imedietly stumped#how tf am I gonna defende animal experimentacion when the oposicion pulls out the blind rabbit photos#theres not come back for that#I cant even call them out for using PETA as a sorce cause most of the shit are either unrelated or rumors#I have like 3 pages of shit#I dont wanna talk#ahhhhh#30 minutes ÷ 4 = 7:30#plus what the moderater has to say for like 5-6 minutes#25 ÷ 4 = 6:15#so I have to at least talk for that long#if I dont get stumped#god I hope I dont get stumped#is this a rant?#dose this count as a rant post if its in the tags?#ok whatever#rant#anyways#ughhhhh#I hope you liked my mental break down#it'll be here for the next 2 hours
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and if i said the mtt reminded me of these three idols then would i get tarred and feathered
#YES!!!! anyways when will someone draw them all in straitjackets istg#ive been on a bit of a new artist roll today. just discovered akali. and then checked out these 3#ikigusare idols i knew you 3 were mtt from the moment i saw you no doubt. a shame sango is green instead of purple#anyways mtt connection i like how niigo's left eye is the same eye that flickers killer's sans part ish eye#but like the eye is literally sewn and kept open forcefully. like hey sans part of killer you gotta b part of this 2! no looking away!#was thinking the 3rd eye on sango could be like papyrus. like 2/3 of the head is dust and 1/3 is paps#took seeing his brother to whole different level!#horror's is obvious his eye's just 1 because he's got his whole 1 eye symbolism#mtt but they all have body disformations and its all related to their eyes somehow#can just imagine like...... killer's left eyesocket bashed open and the eye floating in there while the dt goop constantly flows out of it#ikigusare idols all have the same voice and#the mtt would.... as well..... bc theyre all yhe same guy#these idols dont have canon lore im like 80% sur i can make as many crazy mtt connections to them as i possibly can#their music is so like. just a LITTLE bit off. like obviously the voices but just like the notes are just SLIGHTLY off and its so duchahahhh#im not gonna listen to them regularly bc it not my thing but hahahaha mtt........ mtt reference#my english notes have mtt references in them. my friend makes mtt references now because of me#i squeeze my shampoo into my hand in a sparkle star heart shape because of the mtt#it was 4:30 in the morning today and i saw a tiktok comment mentioning the mtt and i tried not yo scream#yk i think ive convinced myself that im not as deranged as i really am about these 3 but lime........ erm what the murder this is freaky!#someone said in a gc that they auditions for acapella and wondered if they got in#this is so mean but my first verbal reaction was literally hell no💀 its SO MEAN#theyre rubbing off on me help. i cant just say it was all the mtt's fault when i'm a goddamn asshole#NO OFFICER I SWEAR IT WAS THE SKELETONS THE THREE SKELETONS THEY POSSESSED ME TO SHOOT THE#yeah....... lets not continue down that path (i say as i made several 9/11 jokes today unprompted)#god typing out tags with silly comments like these are so satisfying :3 always forget how much i luuuuv thumblr#DAMN my typing style has changed a LOT from what i remember. in just a couple of months ive evolved#tricule rant
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like heres the thing- at surface level, you can really be impressed with rices inclusivity. like in a world where things were not horrible, to have a prominent black vampire in merrick, have an intersex genderfluid character in blackwood farm, billions of bisexuals etc, it all seems really nice. and then you look more into it and find that the way she writes anyone who doesnt fit a very specific mold is written horribly. merrick is treated as a sex object and a temptress as early as.. age 14 or so. she is never given the pov during the entire book that is TITLED AFTER HER because its all from a white guy who's been objectifying her forever. petronia (the character in blackwood) is misgendered often and treated as inhuman often in a very jarring way. her way of "inclusivity" with sexuality often includes very large age gaps between adults and minors treated completely normally and never really unpacking the damage that does to the victims, as well as incestuous relationships that if anything are fetishized to the point where i am positive she had a kink for it. her idea of representation is so incredibly surface level and doesn't really seem to examine many viewpoints outside of her own, nor take any care to handle any topic with any sensitivity. do i need to bring up the gay disabled vampire who is the only disabled vampire ever and is greatly treated with mass amounts of ableism from the woman who supposedly cares about him (if we are to believe rice's narrative that every slave owner just lovesss their slaves and wants the best for them and its GOOD for them to be enslaved). we are supposed to believe an author with this bad of a track record actually cares?
#twist rambles#vc posting#antiblackness#transphobia#pedophillia mention#grooming mention#racism tw#ableism#incest mention#ask to tag#sorry this is like. a billion things but dear goddd this series. horrible#again please dont hestitate to get me to tag this because its a billon triggering things but hitting stuff irt pe.tronia is just. yeah. im#mad about everything here and this book has been a culmination of everything horrible.#like genuinely idk its wild to me that the fanbase does not discuss this more but the later books r lesser read ig#anyways yeah it all fucking sucks. and i just. im so sick of it.#and also tbqh she did kind of cultivate a group of people who loved her books and wouldnt question half of the shit she pulled here. sorry#for my 3 30 am rant about this but its just... its so vile and im not sure how people can not see her as INCREDIBLY racist and many other#things. like i wish these books were good. but these issues have been there since the start lmao.
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the truth is i actually get so insanely jealous
#not even ab christmas gifts and stuff its likr#idk obvi its christmas ppl will post their hauls but its like damn? more than 3 items person??#every year i get a pair of pjs and something practical. not that im complaining because its shit i use but#we dont make gift lists. we arent asked and arent allowed to want stuff so idk how to ask for it. then ppl ik have 30 plus items of junk an#i donr care ab presents because im a hoarder who doesnt use my shit but they have families who know of their interests#who talk to them everyday and go out of their way to converse. i don't even know my brothers fav color. my mother doesnt know my fav food.#me and my grandma say at most 6 words a day cuz of a language barrier and my father is a baby who doesnt reach out first#i eent to a friends house 2 dsys ago snd the whole family was chatting and the house was so lively and homey#then i go home and nobody says a word to each other. idk what code everyone has that im missing but oh my god im so jealous#im jealous of their relationships their freedom their partners the amount they spend their friendships their personalities#i want to be like them. i want to be them. but im me and the most i said to mom on christmas day was merry Christmas. then get yelled at#l speaks#shut up l#ranting in the tags because i can#its like god took his time making their lives as close to perfect as possible then went to me and was like ehh#he made me odd and offputting enough to make me different then made me 'normal' enough to not raise any flags#then put me in the most virtually normal home environment that at its core is fucked#but idk. its 5 am i havent slept in 2 days merry Christmas happy new year.#posts that couldve gone in the notes app
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as a fellow introvert; we are social creatures. introverts who purposefully see no one for months on end are usually just in a cycle where its been so long since they’ve hung out that it’s too intimidating for them to do anymore. i 100% feel tired after hanging out with my friends but i DO also feel happy and refreshed! tl;dr - you’re super normal lol. try to reach out to a couple people just to chat this week <3
thanks for reaching out I really appreciate it❤️ but I have to rant a bit. I allow you to ignore it!
I wish to not be a social creature because going too long without having a friend to talk to or not having someone to talk with almost daily feels bad and it's so hard to have a friend when I need one D:
i've been reaching out to people for the last few weeks or so but they don't reach back. try playing games with people but they play with their other friends or dont feel like playing. invite people to hang out but they say maybe and never give an answer or don't respond.
I don't want to bother my closest friends in our group chat too much in our group chat but the chat is mostly me sending messages with no response and even couple times saying I need a friend when I was having bad days but they didn't want to chat and I dont want to force anyone to entertain my lonely depressed ass. (especially when all I really needed was to talk about the new star rail stuff to distract me but I don't think they've finished it yet so I don't want to spoil) they live together so they always have to socialize and probably make each other tired without needing to add me to it.
so i've also been trying to reach out to new people, like joining twitch chats again for the first time in years. but that never goes well and doesn't satisfy my social needs. too many people talking at once and being the new person no one cares about and all....getting to know a new is very exhausting. but it's so hard to just be able to skip all that getting to know each other stuff jump straight into talking about a thing we both like (in this case it's star rail and cosplay and maybe art) I don't have enough already-known people to reach out to and i'm too tired to do the small talk dance until it's appropriate to jump into special interest territory. being autistic is so exhausting. I with to be one of those rare autistics I sometimes hear about that have 0 interest in social interaction at all
so as you can see, i'm trying. so hard. to the point I'm exhausting myself. it's been too much work for no payoff and makes things feel worse when the outcome isn't what I need and its constant reaching with no one grabbing my hand back. so I keep making annoying tumblr posts about it. i'm so sorry to anyone that reads my nonsense 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is a normal thing with me but it's usually kept to my other blog that's reserved for more serious posts like this but I tried posting here as a way to "reach out" and see if it invites any friendly friends or something but I don't think i'm doing it right...
(but I am going to a con tomorrow with someone I haven't talked to in like 2 years. but we don't have anything in common anymore so theres not much to talk about. he's the only person who responded to me after trying to reach out for like a month but I fear it will only exhaust me being around too many people and not help this gross need to have a deeper connecting socialization D:)
#i dont know how to ask for attention without asking for attention because attention seeking is bad and annoying#the more needy and annoying you come off the more people will ignore you. saying i need someone to talk to or hang out with gets me ignored#but being vague gets me also ignored???? like just trying to start a convo by throwing things out randomly doesnt work either#so if i cant be direct or indirect or invite people or ask to be invited or anything else ive tried ehst do i do?#how do i satisfy this stupid social need im cursed with? it takes me a month or 3 to recover from socializing so its not like i always ask#but its still too much. and “you need to find the right people” isnt helpful. because how!!! ive been looking for that for 30 years lmao#i just need someone to invite me and always invite me every time and always reach out first every time (well not every time. just dont make#me be the one every time because thats how it usually seems to go)#but no one wants to do the work and tell me when its ok to bother them. if i bother someone too many times in a row and get no response#then i will stop and wait. and wait. and wait. and give up eventually. or after certain amount of rejections i give up.#so that i dont come off as needy and attention seeking and obnoxious. if people want me they can come to me. and when no one does#that just feels bad. i hate that it feels bad. i wish to make that stop. i wish to turn off feelings.#i cannot figure out the line between bothering someone too much or just enough. how much am i required to push people#and how much is too much where i snap the line while trying to reel them in? because ive snapped more times than ive caught#or the bait just gets completely ignored and i get bored of waiting#oops im slipping into metaphor territory now. that means its time to stop saying words.#hopefully no one reads my annoying tags. i just needed a free space to ramble and vent amd tags are lile little whispers to do that in#but also it is autism acceptance month. people should be adopting a local autistic(me) person to show them what having friends is like#lee rants#im being super particular about how i need to socialize right now as well. dont want trauma bonding/life talks/depression sharing type stuff#only want special interest light hearted goofy fun talks. but those are so hard to do. its easy for people to default into doom conversation#but its hard to keep them on my topic of interest and to stay positive 😭
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PREVVVVVV THANK YOUUUUU i drew another for you ( :
so theres this embodiment of deception...
#noticing how i try to keep him in NormalGuy mode is so personal to me. i love drawing him just going around doing normal things#bro literaly bought flowers for no reason at all he was just Engaging with the world. i bet he got on a bus after and left them on the seat#like the act of buying the flowers was all he wanted to do. could have been anything; he was just near a flower shop#and of course to chuckle at something the cashier says and watch them rub their temple for a moment. he just enjoys interacting with ppl.#maybe hes interacting to scout for new hallway plebs#maybe its a bit of the michael shelley coming thru and hes just enjoying an urban environment. he is surely a bit tricky like this#also i think that like general fanon,while many people keep him humanlooking���always dress him in crazy standout clothes and the like#and i think that you should be able to just have your eyes glaze over him if you see him in public. about as noticeable as anyone else#not particularly standout but not notably boring and forgettable#but if you do take a moment to study him,the vibes need to everrrr so slightly off. enough you can ignore or doubt yourself on#michael loves a little doubt after all#also him not undergoing twinkification is key LMAO bro is like mid 30s minimum. i would NOT see his ass at a rave#also imo him having more folds/wrinkles on his face due to age gives you a lot more freedom to like#twist his expressions into something offkilter. pull them too taut on his face and emphasize his lack of humanity. stretch his grin too wid#idontknow i am just so adamant that he should have to look just a bit spooky. or at least have the potential to be#and thanks for liking his heterochromia!!!!!!!!! i dont think he had it before but the spiral is ever so quirky like thatt😝🤪#💇#he had blue eyes before & his other eye is now like 3/4 green 1/4 light brown. but i always make it flouresced and orange/pink#for the vibes ofc#LMAOOO maybe i ranted a little too hard. im just so impassioned about my podcast man and his little scaryhorror disposition. mic drop etc#regardless THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVELY WONDERFUL NICE TAGS!!!!! made my evening ( :#i actually think i remember you in the notes of... one of my other michaelposts (TOO MANY CRIES). i remember you saying something similar#abt him being a RegularGuy#if it is you HII GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!! WELCOME BACK TO MY HOUSE!!!#tma michael#michael distortion
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how Richard Trager uses Instagram (yes, he would use Instagram):
this is Pre-Engine Rick because realistically post-engine Rick would have other things to worry about besides instagram
30 stories a day, from dawn till dawn again this man is addicted to the layout
doesn't use stickers because hes a grown man BUT HE DOES HAVE A BITMOJI THAT HE USES RELIGIOUSLY
its half office reels, half food pics, and a quarter just rants
overuses tags to hell, even randomly mid sentence , example: "#Amazing day today at @MurkoffOfficial ! this #Work ain't doin itself 📋💻👍🏻 #Workday #Monday #Officeday #ADayInMyLife #Job"
sometimes thinks that Murkoff should totally have a social media account, he knows its dumb but he cant help wanting more followers 😔
"Suns out guns out! #Sunday with my bud @JeremyBlaireOfficial" and its a picture of them in a golf cart holding champagne (not gay, just besties)
Not to sneak in my RickJer agenda but in my minds eye they signed eachothers golf clubs
tags the location if he could he would
username is something obnoxious like 'RichardTragerOfficial' like nobody know u lil bro 😭😭😭
buys likes and followers to feed his ego
4k followers thats like 85% bots
" @McDonaldsOffical Never fails 😂😂😂 #hangovermeal #NoRegrets" and its a fish fillet with the most inhuman bite you've ever seen taken out of it
WOULD POST A SWEATY GYM MAT AND TAG THE GYM AND IT'D HAVE A DUMB CAPTION LIKE "Workout Wednesdays! 🏋🏼♂️💪#Wednesday #Gym #Exercise #GymPic #Muscles" HE LACKS SELF AWARENESS DONT LAUGH
would 'ironically' comment "Hot! 🔥🔥🔥" on a mans gym pic and would slutshame a womans gym butt pic
"he hurts every woman hes ever met because his true soulmate is a man" - Sock-rates
he would unironically use hashtags in a sentence for fun, also urges Jer to be more active on Instagram
imagine the most white grown man, now add curly blonde hair, uhuh now give him a gay sweater, now make him homophobic & gay, yep .thats him officer
HAS gotten scammed on instagram, he threathened legal action and got his money back and deleted their account after a week tho
weekday streaks exist to him, no hes not a middle schooler hes actually 30
look at me in the eyes and tell me he wouldn't make fun of feminism in the comments section of those LibzDunked accounts
his Close Friends stories are just aftermaths after nights out, its either him drunk posting or filming himself talking to the camera about his hangover
its just Jer and a few other friends but it has the same intimacy of homosexuality
theres one video where hes drunk and actually tripped and fell so comically its been 7 months and Jer still makes fun of him for it (laughs along but actually hates it like viscerally)
he has 3 phones, both iphones and one is a samsung flip (he wanted the hype), a work phone, home phone, and his normal phone, why does he need so much? why is he not robbed yet? we will never know....
replies to those awareness posts about war in the middle east and goes like "damn.. thats unfortunate 💔 hearts goes out to them 🙏 @Chriswalker89"
most menacing instagram white man, cyberbullies as a past time and has 5 alts just focused on Harrassment+ Stalking people
he'd doxx which hospital your mother is staying in with no shame
"If you don't take that back I'm injecting your mothers spine with brain eating parasites" and he means that for real
would post corny atheist memes & misinformation
induces paranoia as a hobby "Yes ma'am i am a licensed doctor vaccines Do cause autism" as a treat
he fucks around too much one day his main gets suspended and he calls Instagram customer services
if you wouldn't think he'd try to hook up with an instagram influencer you are a liar
weekly self-help book recommendations that he doesn't read and actually just gets payed 7$ per link
im not saying he would make an alt to just hype up his own photos but he would.....do that.....
also gets blackmailed his own dick pic but whatever that was in the past
on a side note Jeremy does have a year old instagram account that only has 2 pictures (both just bar pics of him posing with a glass of wine like an idiot) and his entire Tagged section is just RICHARD TAGGING HIM IN ANYTHING
#richard trager#outlast#outlast fandom#outlast whistleblower#jeremy blaire#they are homophobic and gay#the straightest gay people
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1:56 AM
(I started writing this at the above time, this is future me at 3:30 putting a break so that it does not flood your timeline :3)
Damn, I am a creative person lol I like to write! I like to fucking sing and shit! And sometimes i do lil doodles and shit You don't have to do something crazy to call yourself creative :3 Just make something! Sometimes I think my shit is shitty But sometimes you gotta take a step back and just look at what you did And its like "Wow, I made that" It's crazy :) OH FUCK MUSIC TOO!! Man I love music, I love listening to shit, its fun Oooh, I should start tagging stuff lol, like what if someone else want to reblog something [looks off in distance, sitting at the edge of a cliff overlooking the ocean glimmer, sunset setting the sky a beautiful orange hue, reflected too upon the sea] Lol what if Mallek wants to fucking rant about dumb shit on my blog :O Whoa, what would Mercer look at (⊙_⊙)? Or maybe a fucking sideblog, i've talked about that before ( *︾▽︾) Oughhh, im listening to Swank (off of brb) and there was this really soft synth in the background, that was really nice (I checked, it starts at 1:33) The Lavender Promenade? The Violet Fugue? I'll think of some more later, but i like the second one so far Ahh~, piroulines, the greatest snack ever made.... Man, sometimes it's hard to say stuff. I'll see people talking, but their in the middle of an already going convo, and its like, " Damn, maybe ill just wait a sec" and then u never do. Sometimes you respond to it verbally, but just don't message. Sometimes I just can't get the right expression through text (They might as well be dead (ROR2)) Im gonna put the music i'm listening as i write this down Aww man, we're all just a bunch of goobers ain't we. Some goofy fuckin goobers..... I'll look at Mallek, and sometimes I think that's the guy i couldn't be and then I'll look at Chixie, and that's the girl i don't know if i can be and the other two are something different (The King of Onsen (Rivals of Aether)) It's like, they both deal with people, in their own ways obviously (Take my breath (The Weeknd)) Marvus is very showy, as is for him, but damn can he talk to someone, and y'know, sometimes i can too. But he's good at it, and he's good at helping people And Mercer isn't! haha lol He's more worried about us, so obviously, more reserved But he could do the same i believe. Rougher maybe, more annoyed, but will get us away. I guess think of it like a bomb, Marvus would de-arm it, like talking down someone, while Mercer would run, cuz it doesn't know how to fucking defuse a bomb Oh man, funny analogy time I guess it's like... me mal and chix are like the lil sibling playing a game right, and ur on a hard level So you get ur big sib, in this case Mar and Mer, to help you beat the stage :) (I took another hit of cart, its 2:39 at this part of my writing)
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Its 3:30 am and im awake so its time to fulfill my weird guy duties and say whatever I feel like!
When I say “this weekend” I actually mean monday through wednesday! Because thats currently my work weekend. This will change once uni starts up again.
I typed more to that last paragraph and started to send myself into a spiral which would lead to a full blown panic attack and I dont want that.
If im still awake in an hour, im gonna eat a spoonful of cookie butter and no one can stop me
Also im really enjoying animorphs and got in a one sided rivalry with someone else in my library system who is also reading the animorphs because they had one of the books and I had to listen to a robot read it and pronounce words wrong so now I check out like 8 in a row and read them and continue to check out the next one as I return the finished one. To be fair I can listen to two or three a day four times a week so its not like they have to wait long but I AM petty
Today I decided I do in fact want a halmark romance but I dont want it to last. I just want some hot cowboy or lumberjack type to be smitten with me and use that word without my influence. Im a leo and I wanna be obsessed. Its my birth right. (Joking). Also I WILL settle for a dude that wears his plaids tucked in with a belt and is nice as long as hes truly stupid over me.
I have once fantasized about moving to forlks, washington whichbis a logging town SPECIFICALLY because of previously mentioned.
If you arent enjoying this rant, black list my tag “ghost chatter”
Its now 3:40 am as I write this and I remembered my sibling decided to follow me and thats a them problem.
I saw a really cool bug this weekend and muzz said it was like… some?? North American wheel bug? Or something? I refuse to open discord to check. Anyway, it looks like it would be a cool dead by daylight killer. I love them.
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I posted 896 times in 2022
That's 896 more posts than 2021!
177 posts created (20%)
719 posts reblogged (80%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@angels-melodies
@komaingmyself
@washingawaymyshins
@ur-local-remy-kinnie
@ghostlyplacetobe
I tagged 628 of my posts in 2022
Only 30% of my posts had no tags
#🩹 » reblog - 406 posts
#✉️ » asks! - 74 posts
#🌺 » favorite tag - 50 posts
#🍬 » mutuals - 38 posts
#🍓 » an actual post?! - 34 posts
#tumblronpa bullshit - 26 posts
#💉 » vents / rants - 24 posts
#🌸 » age regression tag - 14 posts
#🍀 » koma (komaeda) - 14 posts
#☁️ » anons! - 11 posts
Longest Tag: 128 characters
#project sekai / tbhk fandom friend?? i think they rebloged something from me and followed them bc they run an edit blog i follow
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
got into inanimate insanity due to an instagram ronpa and i ADORE paper
LOOK
HES AMAZING.
- someone only on the third episode of season one
11 notes - Posted October 27, 2022
#4
yall..
im gonna ask this to everyone i know who’s participated in a tumblrronpa from the-ultimate-academy onwards, so..
should i use miraheze and request a wiki for the tumblrronpa stuff??
@mentally-ell (mainly you), @kantah ,,
uhh @emobeloved , @shadestar413 , @ohlookitsnormannn @newdanganronpaanotherv3
13 notes - Posted December 5, 2022
#3
But like. regarding my last post. who even was that person?? its just so random and out of the blue
they have absolutely nothing on their blog (besides a bio, header and icon.)
and came and attacked us out of nowhere??
like where did you get information to hate us??
out of your ass??
13 notes - Posted November 13, 2022
#2
you are so lucky my tumblr breaks every time i try reblogging that interaction any further
WHY. WH WHAT
WHY AM I LUCKY WHAT YOU GONNA SAY HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY IT IN MY INBOX.
@therealpaper-ii come get sal and sky please
17 notes - Posted October 31, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
yall,, is this good?
aka @emobeloved , @mentally-ell , @ohlookitsnormannn , @kantah , @ultfanboy , @newdanganronpaanotherv3 , @transientcalamity , @joficeandwind , @shadestar413 , @kristalheartishere , @alizachan , @starsaver94 , @herr-aka-somecutenerd, @twlyebeliever , and anybody else who im forgetting about im sorry for the tags and uh im sorry if i forgot ya
if this is accepted, we might have an offical tumblronpa wiki
17 notes - Posted December 6, 2022
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I posted 2,376 times in 2022
That's 2,297 more posts than 2021!
345 posts created (15%)
2,031 posts reblogged (85%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@elytrians
@person-on-pluto
@travalerray
@scarlixy
@bigrawrenergy
I tagged 303 of my posts in 2022
#danganronpa - 25 posts
#art - 21 posts
#digital art - 14 posts
#nagito komaeda - 13 posts
#adhd - 9 posts
#hajime hinata - 8 posts
#ocs - 8 posts
#fanart - 7 posts
#sdr2 - 6 posts
#danganronpa v2 - 6 posts
Longest Tag: 122 characters
#also funny: junko running around refilling the fridge and feeding the chickens and plotting her next psychological warfare
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
mini rant
someone save me I have been reading this slowburn fic for so long and they have only just realised they love each other its chapter 82 :'D
I can't give up though bc the writing is too good and I love the story and the characters but i just- if they don't kiss at some point I am going to go mental
20 notes - Posted March 18, 2022
#4
Tumblr nonsense words explained
eeby deeby:
originally was a photo of an elevator where instead of a floor number it said eeby deeby. Assuming I remember correctly, the og poster wrote something along the lines of ”Girl helpI’m being taken to eeby deeby” so from that moment on eeby deeby became a place you didn’t want to go to (hell) or an unwanted journey there. The phrase is fairly versatile but basically means, to be taken to hell
Scrunglo:
if I understand correctly is a broader version of scrimblo bimblo and a game version of blorbo from my shows. Scrimblo bimblo is a (fictional, doesn’t actually exist) character from a video game. While scrimblo bimblo is a specific non existent character, Scrunglo is more broadly any possible character, but both if these are videogame players favorite and usually not very well known characters. Basically, if you really like some minor videogame character then that makes him your scrunglo. So just like blorbo from my shows, there’s scrunglo from my games
Ahh thank you so much this rlly helps!!
25 notes - Posted January 14, 2022
#3
*sniffle* loOk at himm *sobbing* lOoK hOw HaPpY hE WaS
29 notes - Posted January 12, 2022
#2
Made some Llyod fanart for a friend’s bday:) this took too long lmao
30 notes - Posted May 1, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Help i left my own story on a cliffhanger and im fucking dying to read more but i dont wanna write
122 notes - Posted April 5, 2022
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just a little eensy teensy rant about eso lately
im not looking for a discussion or anything like that, this is just a rant i couldnt stuff in the tags
eso is one of those games that i want to like but it feels like with each passing day i find theres more and more to dislike about it. sometimes i feel like im submitting a ticket every week bc theres something broken i come across. stuff environmental asset that were once entirely solid can now be clipped through which prevents people from getting loot the devs stashed ontop of it
lately theyve been celebrating the 10th anniversary jubilee, 10 whole years of eso, and of course they can even do that smoothly along with literally every other event theyve put on in 2024. it started out fine but shit soon hit the fan
they made an update to pts so players can test out the new dlc and some new pts features to test out higher level builds. things were going well until about an hour after the pts was brought back online when my server, pcna, was suddenly taken offline without any warnings. i had to hop over to the server to get some info which is where i learned that the pts update hadnt gone smoothly. zos somehow crossed the wires between pts and pcna where people could bring over their max level pts toons over to pcna and i heard people had billions in gold and trillions in loot. pts and pcna were taken down for this emergency bc it absolutely wouldve devastated the player economy to have that much money flowing around. speculation on how zos would handle this was grim on the forums, generally people were expecting a server rollback and all progress they had made that day would be erased. ill give zos credit, they didnt do a rollback but just locked the accounts of those who were affected by this pts exploit so the devs could dig through their inventory and xp histories to pick out the exploits; everyone else who didnt exploit the game would be fine to continue on playing when the servers came back online
pcna was taken down i wanna say around 7 am for me and was only brought back by around 11:30 pm so thats most of the day for the event gone. to my knowledge it took a couple days for pts to come back online. overall the issue didnt bother me beyond the time the server was down at that point. those with locked accounts would receive incredibly generous gifts from zos to make up for the inconvenience of being locked out during the event. theyd get...
-16k endeavours. they can use that to buy items from the gamble crates without spending any irl money. 16k is enough to buy like 400 of the bottom tier items or just 1 of the top shelf fancy as fuck items. thats about 10 months worth of constantly grinding for endeavours
-5 replica style pages released this year for the event. you can normally get these style pages through a handful of activities but the drop rates have become infamous for how abysmally low they are. ive heard of people running 700 dolmens now throughout the whole event and they have nothing to show for it. players whove been locked out get all 5 without putting in the work
-25 confetti scrolls to make the new jubilee horse mount. normally you get these by doing 1 daily quest to get a gold event reward box, you get 1 confetti scroll per box and the event was originally only meant to go on for 18 days, youd have to spend event tickets to buy more to complete the achievement to earn the horse
so locked out players get all 3 of these overwhelmingly generous gifts to make up for the time theyve spent locked out during the event. usually whenever zos actually feels bad about a blunder they just give us some ugly as fuck pity pet and move on with their shenanigans. theyre basically sucking the dicks of players here in my humble opinion. they even added on an additional 2 days to the event, instead of just 18 days worth of the event its not 20 days in total! hallelujah for that!
and then they decided to go back on the 2 additional days and essentially just make it 1 day for literally everyone on pcna. for the final day of the event, from 3 am to 7 am, pcna would be taken offline starting at 3 am when tickets are supposed to reset so that they can restore locked accounts. zos even stated that they expect the server to be offline for like 8 hours. just go fuck yourself if youre on pcna and were hoping to get the final 3 tickets and maybe some bonus rewards, those 2 extra days zos promised is effectively just 1 day and a broken promise
my gripe with the server being taken down is that it was scheduled for 3 am. thats when daily quests and tickets reset. if you werent already on and ready to get your tickets youre just fucked with no hope of getting your tickets, spending them, or earning any other rewards for the extra day zos promised you. they S E R I O U S L Y couldnt wait maybe another 10 mins so those dedicated to the event and to earning tickets could maybe actually have just a little bit more time to actually earn the final tickets and the last of the event rewards as well as buy event goodies from the impressario and indrik vendor merchants who are only around during events and tend to have items associated with specific events and seasons? they seriously needed to take the server down for the entirety of the final day of the event? players whove been locked out seriously cant wait just 10 extra minutes?
i consider myself to have be very lucky to be nocturnal for the past while. i was able to be online before the servers went down. i prepped some daily quests to turn in for my last rewards and was ready to earn my final tickets. i got the event boxes and my tickets. not many other players are awake at 3 in the fucking morning on a weekday and had absolutely no chance to earn their final event goodies! they were also p damn fast at taking the server down too. usually it takes like 3-5 mins but ive personally seen it take as many as 8 mins for the server to go offline. my clock read 3:01 by the time the server was pulled offline. thats unusually punctual for zos in my experience over the course of 3 years of playing eso. players who were locked out wouldnt even be able to get the rewards of the last day of the event either
im just fucking pissed that they promised us 2 extra days of the event and then unexpectedly backtracked in the worst way possible by giving everyone on pcna only the slimmest of chances to get the rewards of the final day. this round of maintenance has turned the forums into more than a bit of a warzone too with players fighting each other over whos fault it is when its so very clearly the fault of zos. it feels like the whole fucking dev team is made up entirely of clowns keyboard smashing their way through some very delicate spaghetti code so its just inevitable that like 50 bajillion things break with each and every update.
i dont fucking care if youre one of the players who got locked out or if youre also mad about missing the final day of the event. i just need to fucking vent about how god awfully stupid zos is at least this one time. the only reason why i even continue playing eso is bc its the only source for tes content nowadays bc tes6 is never coming out
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3, 7, and 1
Skdkkwdkkek oh boy this ask game is gonna be FUN♡
1. The Character Everyone Gets Wrong
I wanted to be different and cool with this one and not pick one of the blorbos but god listen i have so many feelings about Sunny.
Hes a fantastically well written Character and i see so many people just utterly miss the POINT with him so hard it hurts me.
Like barely anyone actually addresses the fact that this kid has some DEEP issues that go beyond what we see in the main plot.
He often feels boiled down to "uwu sad baby cat cant do anything for himself uwu" and it drives me nuts.
Like i have a whole eassy in one of my discords about how hes dealing with repressed anger and violent thoughts and complete emotional relapse like aaaaah god i love him
(Dont ask for my essay on Zenitsu We'd be here all day LOL)
3. Screenshot Or Description Of The Worst Take You've Seen On Tumblr
Oh my GOD theres been quite a few honestly, but to this day one that still BOGGLES my mind was someone going on a rant in the precure tag about an implied crush/couple who had a 2 year age gap. They were going off about how gross and bad it was. Two. Years.
On that same note there was a decently popular blog for a MHA ship (wont say who not tryin to start shit) but they refused to consider the allmight/eraserhead ship due to the "problematic age gap"
Ah yes. The problematic age gap,,,,where the YOUNGER of the two is in his 30s,,,,
Literally the most terminally online takes I've literally ever they both made my brain wanna melt
(This was someone who was also calling BTS a cult and spewing a bunch of super racist shit about them, so like am i shocked? No lmfao)
7. What Character Did You Begin to Hate Not Because of Canon, But Because of How The Fandom acts About Them?
Well i went into kny already disliking uzui bc of the fandom, but eventually warmed up to him (ty to my lovely friends who have correct opinions about him LOL♡)
But in terms of "they were fine until i saw the fandom for them" theres a few. Mainly Senjuro (kny) and Basil (omori)
I wont go into huge detail bc im not looking to send people hate or make people who enjoy them feel bad, thats not my style and its frankly a shitty thing to do to people. (Purposefully make them feel bad for enjoying things, i mean.) but yeah frankly i do not care much for either character and both are purely bc of my interactions with their fans.
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My Kirishima bias is showing once again
#this is almost embarrassing at this point#im doing a request and his is literally almost twice as long as the others#I cannot help it#anyway im really enjoying this one and I'm almost done#just two more characters#but it wont come out for some time#I both love and hate my upload schedule#i will gladly go on a rant about that but I would kind of like to apologize for it#since I can sit on completed fics for so long#i would like to blame my fall special#anyways i think im almost at tag limit#i hate the fact that that exists#im done now its 3:30 am#sugar spam#sugarthekirisimp
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my boyfriend went off today as he’s going to boot camp and his mom texted me a picture of him and he looks so fuckin happy and so cute at the office anyway this is me just expressing my love for my boyfriend and how fucking happy I am for him and how proud of him I am
#ive been on and off crying all day since abt 11:30 pm last night#but im so fucking happy because he wanted this so bad and worked so hard and he did it!! my man did it!!!#cried in his grandmas arms last night though oh god shes so sweet#he wants 2 move in with me when hes done w boot camp and im so fucking (explodes)#I cant wait until we can write#its only 3 months till my love comes home till then ill be waiting happily for his return arms open to him#last night I had an ‘oh my god I want to be a part of this family’ moment#as well as him and I hugging in the street where neither of us wanted to pull away when it was time for me to leave#sweet strong boy#colleen rants#military girlfriend#sorry for using that tag but I am... I dont know and have never known someone in this position#my own mom crying last night said she couldnt imagine what I feel
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I'm so tireddddd
#i have one last exam tomorrow and i have to study like 130 more pages#and i just cant get myself to even open the book#and then tomorrow afternoon i have from 6:30-9 practice for my black belt exams#and then 9-10 a normal taekwondo class#and on Saturday afternoon are my tkd exams#and did i mention that I am on my period?#i just cant anymore#my life this month is literally only studying for exams. taking exams and tkd#im just so done with everything#but its only 3 days and im free#sorry for the rant#personal#long tags#my post
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