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so one of the reasons i don't like twitter fandom is because they make nasty jokes about dd's sex addiction. conflating it with hypersexuality or just being a guy when it is literally addiction. i was going to read in the realm of hungry ghosts anyway but his main point is how addiction is extremely human and every addiction works the same way in our brains. it isn't a joke. idk how you can know anything about addiction, and decide only certain people are more deserving of sympathy or empathy for their addiction. whatever. i know they don't. or they think they do because they do have some experience, and to them that means they can mock others for their addiction. they can joke about it. and it pisses me off because he has openly talked about the shame, how it affected his kids & family. about how he was robbed of anonymity in his program.
but none of these people listened until ga was on his podcast. ga, who has also talked a little about addiction, how she doesn't drink or do drugs because it was a problem for her. i don't think she's ever gone too in depth. and fandom is also always making jokes about her being drunk or high. or making fun of dd for his addiction. like that's just ugly.
these are real people, even if they're celebrities.
#between this and all the sex i can't avoid#i just don't enjoy fandom#so i don't look at things or engage the way i do anywhere#and this extends to gillovny#some people (like on tumblr) are normal about it#but twitter is the most toxic place i've seen in a long time#fandom was hell 10 years ago#it's worse now
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wait a minute
stop.
stop it.
#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#mha spoilers#mha 423#I didn't hate this chapter before that#but now I am#because this is just cruel level of REMEMBER THIS?????#yes. I do remember this. I rewatched and reread this arc VERY recently#so... he killed Kurogiri with a punch like the one he did in USJ and again to save Izuku#I don't care honestly.#I reread this chapter and I cried again bc I REALLY refused to believe that Kurogiri died then#but he did with a death words to Shirakumo's friends and recall of old chapters#even if people want Tenko alive I doubt that Kurogiri will ever materialize again#and I'm deadly serious when I say that this is the worst part of this chapter#I worried for Kurogiri's existence ever since it was revealed that Shirakumo is in there#but that literally took FIVE YEARS TO APPEAR AGAIN HAVING AN IMPORTANT ROLE#and he left while crumbling just like Tomura's body before Katsuki hit him#and the last thing he thought about was about protecting Tomura even though he was partly Shirakumo's dead corpse appearing more and more#even Mic now understood that it's really is him in a way ending his arc from back in Tartarus with Aizawa#and you know what's worse??? TOMURA KNOWS THIS#the way he used “...........” with Kurogiri's name while the page literally showed his black smoke disappearing was heartbreaking before#it's worse now#like... okay he's dying too and he doesn't even know if spinner is ALIVE or not and he saw Kurogiri disappear#all while protecting him from harm one last time#AND WE STILL HAVE NO FUCKING FLASHBACKS OF HIS TIME WITH TOMURA OUTSIDE OF WHAT WE HAD IN MANGA#I'm getting more and more furious by the minute HAHA#I need to find that one sketch I did way back in 2019 with them after spoilers of Kurogiri in Tartarus#I NEED SOMETHING LIKE THAT NOW AND I CAN'T DRAW#I want to just curl up and cry myself to sleep like a 13 y.o that found out the bird that she looked after died while she was sleeping#kurogiri
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Akira Toriyama 🕯
5.4.1955 - 1.3.2024
My art journey was inspired by your work. Your stories led me through one of my hardest times. I had my first crush on one of your characters. I always came back to see what comes next...
Rest in peace Sensei
#akira toriyama#r.i.p.#rip#dragonball#dr slump#dragonball z#neko majin#sand land#dragon quest#dragonball super#i was not in a good place today#it's worse now#dragon ball#dragon ball z
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#thinking about that time#when I got caught with a raging#hardon in class#and precum stains over my jeans#and the girls just kept staring#I think that's when my exhibitionism kink#blossomed#i kept wiping but it just made it worse#literally beads of pre forming over 2 layers of clothing#it's worse now#cos I have to wear dress pants to work most days and I still leak like a broken faucet
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This has been me for the past year
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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.
Whatever. Understand or don't.
#I can't always read hyper-neat cursive. Doctors get away with being worse than me.#I'm allowed to be messy#nariart#1 sheet zine#mini zine#8 page zine#zines#zine#Taking time to write slowly enough to be understood was a special kind of torture in school.#My brain was going 100 km/h and I couldn't keep up and also be legible.#Now I can take my time and take breaks. But I still have that little voice in my head.#narizine#nariwrites
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#text#ocd tag#ITS SO MUCH WORSE WHEN I HAVW AN ACTUAL REASON TO CHECK SOMETHING#LIKE I AM GENUINELY REALLY BAD WITH MAPS#HOWEVER I HAVE ASKED THE FOURTH TIME IN LIKE TWO HOURS I THINK WE’RE GOOD NOW#ocd#peer reviewed banger
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historical drama/sitcom where two gay best friends (woman and man) get lavender married--and proceed to spend the Fancy European Honeymoon their parents paid for acting as each other's wingman
#and hijinks ensue. obviously.#BONUS POINTS if they're gender nonconforming/questioning/trans coded#back at home they'd get dressed up then switch outfits in the taxi on the way to the gay club#now that they're married/on vacation in a new country they just wear what they want#he already has a glamorous collection of silk dressing gowns but she's the one who drags him out to buy a closet full of evening gowns#he tries to throw his suits out to make closet space and she steals them for her own wardrobe#also i think they should be a fun mixture of supportive and Cattily Judgemental about each other's dating decisions#just for funsies#like when your bestie is making a mess of their love life but you're in no position to lecture them bc youre WORSE#no wait wait wait#FINAL SEASON they both realize they're trans and move abroad permanently--where they each assume the other's legal identity!!!#SERIES FINALE: a joyful double wedding--wherein they lovingly divorce each other#and (under their switched identities) legally marry their longterm partners
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It's the best decision I'll ever make
#anya deserves to kill. as a treat#i love her sm u dont understand o(-(#listening to Polly by Nirvana just makes me feel sm worse now o(-(#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#tw blood#tw drugs#my art
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Not to sound like a person who actually cares about children, but it's so alarming that there's this tendency and trend of not telling kids about their medical conditions that are in their charts.
I'm finding out as an adult that they (though it's not documented who) diagnosed me with a life-long, chronic condition without telling me when I was a teenager. I found out recently when I got curious about my medical charts, and otherwise, I would not have known what's wrong with me. I've been left with more questions than answers, and I feel like a private investigator investigating my own damn health and life.
Is this medical malpractice? Yes. However, I think it also speaks to a broader point of how children are seen to not be entitled to their own lives in any capacity, to the point where they are (intentionally or not) made ignorant about things that are or will affect them.
#youth liberation#politics#it is looking like i may indeed have this condition and it was diagnosed YEARS ago and wasn't treated. i am not too thrilled right now#i am honestly angry and devastated because my life was made SO much worse and i could have received HELP before it got bad
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(shaking my 14-year-old self) I was so mean to you but I love you, I love you, love you
#on childhood#is there a worse fate than being 14?#you were so small and I was so mean but now I’m hugging you hugging you hugging you#the world was already too cruel to you I should have been better#mine
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I went with the frequent delays option but really it's many of them.
Some routes are too infrequent (e.g. 6 trips per day to a major shopping area); delays are getting worse and worse thanks to buses breaking down, drivers not being paid enough so there's a shortage of drivers, and the schedule meaning nothing because drivers will show up early or late or not at all; trips anywhere other than a straight line often means a transfer which didn't used to be a problem but with entire buses not showing (or being too full to let anyone else on) the more buses you have to take increases your chance of being delayed by a not small amount.
There's no dedicated bus/HOV lanes so any issue with traffic further delays the bus as buses are stuck in the same traffic. It's worst when rush hour starts as what normally takes <5 minutes for the bus to do takes 10+ minutes as it's stuck at a crawl. It's bad for people on the bus but waiting for the bus while in bad weather and it being visible but unable to move is worse.
There's also no direct East-West route so what would be a 5 minute drive takes an hour or more because you're stuck taking a route downtown and having to transfer. And given it's a 5 minute drive on a highway, there's no pedestrian infrastructure so walking there isn't an option.
It's also bloody expensive. $5 for a day pass and there were recent talks of going back to a time limit (of one hour) on transfers and only having the transfers work in one direction so you couldn't grab a bus, go do what you need to, and head back home.
And of course there's how it's often not pleasant, especially with covid. Part of that is due to public health not giving a flying fuck about it (there's much more concern about how capitalism will function if people are sick or required to take a couple days off because most people can't take the full time off and the vast majority of people can't afford to take time off to begin with (and employers punishing people who do refuse to come in when sick)) but being in a confined space with people hacking up lungs is not enjoyable, especially if you're paying for the experience.
I used to take the bus a lot and while there were issues at times—namely not enough buses on a route—it wasn't this bad but now I actively avoid it when possible.
And as per usual, ridership is down across the board because of the current issues so BC Transit is yet again cutting services and increasing fares to compensate rather than actually addressing what's causing ridership to go down.
So i'm working on a project that involves looking at people's opinions on public transportation, and something that keeps coming up is that a lot of people like the idea of public transportation but ridership is at the same time low, so I wanna figure out what stops people from riding.
If you could reblog this for bigger sample size that would be so so appreciated
#then there's how people get on reeking of pot/perfume/bo and people blaring music/videos on their phone for all to hear#or taking phone/vid calls and all but yelling and possibly filming you#one of my commutes used to take me by multiple high schools after they got out so i'm used to noise and smell on buses#it's worse now#there's also a small amount of disability seating and it has to be shared with strollers#and people will glare at you if you're in a chair or have a stroller because the bus gets packed#because 3-5 people could be in the same area#oh and to make times and compensate for the lack of service you *will* be crammed into a bus to the point you can barely move#the exit doors are often blocked and people miss their stop because the doors aren't manual and it takes forever to make it to them#and the driver can't see that someone wants off because there's too many people in the way#the public transit in my city used to be considered one of the best ones in my province#possibly *the* best depending on who you talked to#now... you have to add an extra hour or more on top of what it was already because of all the delays/no shows/packed buses#and be prepared to wait in shitty weather for upwards of an hour thanks to having to transfer#no benches for you because what if a homeless person were to use one to sleep on#also probably no shelter because what if a homeless person had protection from the wind or rain#not sure if it was just my city or all of bc transit but they fought hard against having to include auditory stop announcements via compute#and even gps isn't reliable and will show ghost buses (if you even have a smart phone and the app and data to use it)#i don't expect public transit to be pleasant or fun but it should at least be reliable#it's not reliable and is a bad experience now#that you pay for
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absolutely despicable behavior from WB to plunder a fan film from 15 years ago just because their corporate greed led them to want to make their own (likely soulless even with PJ’s involvement) version with the exact same title.
UPDATE: the copyright has been released and the fan film The Hunt for Gollum is back on YouTube and can be watched. Though, it's still really telling of the capitalist corruption of WB and Hollywood that their first move and publicity for this (unnecessary) movie was to directly attack the fans for something produced over a decade ago.
#the hunt for Gollum#Lord of the Rings: the Hunt for Gollum#Lord of the Rings#anti Warner Bros#anti Hollywood#everyone acting like they’re optimistic about this as though yall haven’t spent the last decade dragging the Hobbit trilogy#Hollywood is twice as worse now as it was then#attacking the fans is never a good look#common WB L#mine#1k#2k#3k#4k#5k#6k#7k#8k
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Ghosts Tell Me
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Ghosts gather near the place where something bad is going to happen,
Danny with his ghost sense tends to notice before anyone else and tends to react outwardly before the danger even happens, gaining a reputation of seeing the future,
Ghosts also tell Danny things, causing Danny to know more about situations and the people around him, it comes of as suspicious.
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Danny pulling away a snack from his coworker: "Careful your allergic to these ingredients!"
Coworker: "How the hell...I've never mentioned that to anyone."
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Danny on a phone call with his friends while doing his nightly walks in Gotham: "Yeah so apparently the second Robin who is now Red Hood has very personal beef with the clown here cuz he got killed by him after being sold out by his bio mom, which really sucks for the poor guy."
Oracle who has been keeping an Eye on Danny cuz he's very suspicious from an outsiders pov: "Hey B, I think we have a problem."
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Danny notices that the ghost in Gotham tends to gather where something bad is going to happen, the more they are the worse the situation will be: *glowing smoke leaves from his mouth* "Yikes! Very bad vibes here, nope!"
Gothamites who at this point recognize him and know the drill and quickly pack up their things to leave:
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Just an Idea
#Danny is getting all the good gossip from the ghosts#Gothamites after seeing Danny breathe out glowing smoke#“Ok wrap it up”#“Not dying today”#Oracle can't hack Danny's phone and that just makes him look worse#ghost parents telling Danny to go smack their kids cuz they've been “acting out”#Danny then proceeds to smack villains and their goons#only saying “your parent *insert name* sent me!”#“now behave”#glowy-death-ideas#danny phantom#dpxdc#dc x dp#batman#danny fenton#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#dp x dc
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simon doodle in honor of fionna and cake dropping, sad old men gotta b my favorite species tbh
#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#hes gonna lose his goddamn marbles again#his mental issues did NOT get fixed at the end of the series- simply swapped out for a different flavor#and its somewhat worse- cause now he can think clearly which comes with some good and bad followups#hashtag get this man therapy#fionna and cake spoilers
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i think everyone who's ever had migraines should be financially compensated forever btw
#camera talks#disability stuff#this is for my chronic migraine girlies (gn) <3#i think we should all get 1 million million dollars everyday actually#this is the worst fucking night of my life (everytime i have migraines) (specifically rn tho)#chronic pain#chronic migraine#migraines#chronically ill#disabled#disclaimer because idk I’ve got a lot of notes on this#I have diagnosed chronic migraines. I used to have them 5-6 times a week#now with medication on a good week I’ll only be affected 2-3 days#on bad weeks it’s much worse#anyways don’t doubt my condition I know what I’m talking about thx
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