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I don't know why it's so common to characterize Kunikida's willingness to sacrifice himself for his ideals as suicidality or inevitable. It's so short sighted, and neglectful of the relationship between existence, life, and death profferred by Bungou Stray Dogs.
I came to the decision when I was seven that anything worth devoting myself to must be worth dying for, too. Not because I thought I would inevitably be asked or because I wanted to die (that wouldn't manifest for another two years). But because there are some things that transcend me, and those are the things into which I want to concentrate my immense but nevertheless limited energy, love, time, and will.
I don't know what's difficult to understand about there being some things worth dying for (or that maybe death is an end, rather than the end). But there are (and for some of us, it is).
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#maybe it's because i was also raised on a syncretized flavor of eastern religion and christianity#but idk i just think there are things greater than the physical#and bigger than myself#which doesnt devalue who and what i am#but elevates those things#anyway idk i just see this take about kunikida a LOT. but it's very relatable to me.#and while there are certainly many ways to interpret the same behavior#irl kunikida didnt want to die. but he did. why do we think bsd kunikida thinks so little of this other life he's been given.#kunikida was not someone who squandered his time#he knew it was precious#i dont think asagiri stripped that from him#because kunikida's ideal has never been to die#it's to ensure that EVERYONE lives#why do y'all assume he doesnt include himself in that?#why do yall think he's reckless and not calculated?#when he has NEVER made a choice like this without deep thought and introspection and resolve
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"Can I be your hero, this time?"
8s noticed how much 3 has been a bit too willing to lay their life down to save the world. As someone who fought beak and claw to live a brand new life in the surface world, seeing her hero acting this way makes her worried sick for them...
#3 stayed in the platoon as long as they did bc they wanted to ensure that everyone else lives a good life -- nevermind theirs.#splatoon#splatoon fanart#agent 3#captain 3#agent 8#agent 24#(sort of...)#this takes place BEFORE the time 4 punched Neo3. 3 did a self-sacrifice like stint in Project Piranesi and then Break#8 wants them to- for the love of cod- LIVE dammit!! she wants to give them what they gave her!!
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I wonder if I'm having my midlife crisis now. Maybe if you don't marry or have children, you just....jump ahead. Start worrying at 32 about the shape you'll leave behind, if any at all, and how that makes you feel about the cold and windless maw of eternity.
#admittedly I think of biochem as mysticism with math but.#my wholly unscientific take is that if you partner and have children your brain is too busy#trying to live with these new people; to ensure the various plates you're juggling for everyone don't smash#that it simply can't start reading whatever chemical code says ''oh btw you never solved The Meaning of Life.''#''maybe get on that. figure out why you exist.''#but you know what? if you don't have a family it's chekov's fucking gun.#and babe that shit has been hanging on the wall for two acts.#pew pew.#...............tbd probably when I'm less like this.
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People criticize the Itachi reveal often because I think they have it in their heads that the Uchiha somehow had a chance of survival in a war, when Kishimoto intentionally shows us that the Uchiha failed a war before to a much less powerful and all encompassing opponent. Because the Uchiha aren’t built for war, they are built for love. Itachi made the only decision he could that would guarantee the life of Sasuke Uchiha would be spared. The point of Sasukes character is that he was always loved. His path of darkness does not exist. His revenge is not against a random act of cruelty on him, isolate him, victimized because he is unloved, but a battle for a bloodline that was declared dead the moment Madara conceded. The Itachi reveal is not to “redeem” Itachi its to let us know that the core of Sasukes character was never darkness, but love.
#sasuke uchiha#naruto#itachi uchiha#I don’t think itachi is a character at all#he is a narrative device to introduce us to the concept of uchiha oppression#and on the note of his behavior to Sasuke in post that’s to ensure Sasuke has the power to survive#Itachi knows Sasuke lives in a village that hates his blood#with a hokage who genocided his people#the only way to thrive in that system is to obtain enough power for self preservation#Itachi was a martyr#Sasuke needed to hate him to keep pushing forward#letting a little boy be immediately disillusioned with his village before he even#has the means of fighting back would do nothing#itachi is not a good person whatever that means but no one in Naruto is#that is resoundingly the point of the Naruto#Hashirama exists to prove that#the pure hearted embodied by love Hashirama#signed madaras death warrant in his ignorance#in his submission#in his failure#everyone has failed
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Honestly Rayla is equally 100% ride or die for Callum too.
That's so true I almost mentioned it in that post. They're so ridiculously feral for each other it's hilarious to watch. Callum's the legitimate "we ride AND die together" whereas Rayla is the "I will ride and die FOR you" sort of deal yknow?
Could be literally any situation, no matter how dangerous, and she's already decided she will die here. Does it ensure Callum lives? Then batter-up buckeroo we're going in swords blazing! Everyone cheer and clap for her human or she'll blow this whole place up. Kinda person who says "even if you hate me I'd still lose everything if it meant you were okay". She thinks they're in a tragic love story where she's always at risk of losing him but that's okay as long as it keeps him safe and happy like y'know Viren parallels, she'd risk losing her very self for him over and over. Except Callum would wait until the end of the world itself, and even beyond, and she wouldn't even have to ask.
The difference between them, really, is that Rayla will die for Callum on any given day. Callum will kill for Rayla on any given day. Something something matching sets
#tdp#the dragon prince#asks#rayllum#tdp callum#tdp rayla#talk#someone in the tags of that post said 'raylas self loathing works hard but callums devotion works even harder' and they own that post now#its theirs. they summed it up beautifully. they own it#'yes hes cringe but hes MY cringefail loserboy!!!!! get your OWN'#everyone else would say the 'hes a 10 but--' except for rayla. shes just 'hes a 10. hes just a 10 striaght-up'#he is not. he is so not a 10 i love him but hes not a 10 shes just so ill for him#so insane that the girl who has issues abt not being or being wanted by anyone or not good enough for ppl to stay/want her#proceeds to find maybe the 1 guy in the entire world who will choose her no matter WHAT#and even when SHE was the one who left & he was pissed he was still 100% sticking by her. hes staying#oops she showed him affection. now hes stuck forever! shame. welp guess thats how it goes!#and its partially bc of that she'd die for him. she needs him to b okay even if shes not there. mix of that loathing like#'he could still b happy without me so i need to ensure he lives so he can STAY happy at my own detriment. he means more than me'#girl if you died he would literally crumple into dust. fold in like cardboard in the rain. lay face-down in the sand & just die there#same w callum hes like 'i can hurt myself over & over for her if shes alive. if the danger is dead then she can live longer. i will live bu#tear myself apart so long she is safe'#bestie. if you reach the point of no return she will sacrifice herself to get the old you back WHAT THEN
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unnecessarily long wall of text tag essay aside, “we all need to be nicer to men so they don’t radicalise and try to kill us” is really not a take i’m in the mood for hearing right now.
#sorry i've just seen that post on my dash like half a dozen times since yesterday and quietly rolled my eyes at it every single time.#in case it needs to be said: i don't hate men!#i'm not about to tell other marginalised people how to live their lives but in general i don't think it's healthy or constructive#to express hatred for an entire class of people like that. even just as venting.#HOWEVER.#i also don't see why it's my job to make men in particular feel any more welcome or uplifted or loved or valued than anyone else.#i'm not gonna tiptoe my way around discussions of misogyny and go out of my way to make it clear that Not All Men#just to ensure that some dude who's apparently not capable of critical thinking doesn't get his feelings hurt.#if he's gonna turn into a nazi just because i wasn't extra specially niceys to him#then it kinda sounds like he was just looking for an excuse to become a nazi!#do you think blackpilled incels go on shooting sprees because the left didn't make them feel sufficiently welcome?#or do you think it's just perhaps because the patriarchy made them feel like they were entitled to something they actually aren't#and encouraged them to respond in violent ways when they were denied.#c'mon now everyone.#anyway would you look at that. another wall of text.
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wow so watcher just singlehandedly killed their channel
#i get wanting to ensure your company is profitable but moving everything onto a streaming service aint it chief#we are in a cost of living crisis and you want people to pay for another service?#when most are cancelling the ones they already have?#what are they thinking#‘we wanted to keep the price low enough to make it affordable for everyone’ whos everyone? i cant afford 60-72 dollars a year#and thats in usd#for me thats 93-112 bucks a year and thats not happening#how they didnt just start with a channel membership is beyond me#this was such a short sighted and out of touch idea#and theyve already started archiving their videos which makes the whole thing feel so disingenuous#and moving everything off youtube will mean theyll have no subscriber growth bc how are people supposed to discover them?#the comments on the video are so cordial everyone is saying this stuff by the hundreds#so heres hoping they roll it back#even their reasons for it being they cant do bigger production shows bc of their budget#people dont watch you for the production#i for one was a little put out when they started overproducing their shows it felt like they were trying to hard#its always been about their personalities#i just cant believe they didnt think this through#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#hey there demons it’s me ya boy#watcher#buzzfeed unsolved#shane madej#ryan bergara#steven lim#ghoul boys#ghost files
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In a different timeline, where Faehrnem never comes to be as the Bold Tree follows in his older sister's footsteps by setting aside his own wants and dreams to instead begrudgingly take on his role as an avatar.
#my art#gw2#commander faehrnem#pale tree#SURPRISE i'm finally talking about my characters lol#faehrnem would have been avatar for the second blighting tree (malyck's) but was brought over to the pale tree's side of the dream#while his mind was still forming so she could ensure he would defect as well and not embrace his true purpose as mordys champ#pale tree was to be mordys voice. lol#but uhh other stuff happened and the bold tree didn't want the same life as his sister and in a disagreement the siblings had#the bold tree is nearly wiped from the dream itself when pale tree accidentally uses magic that horrifically dmged him#so! in her grief the pale tree removes the avatar magic from her brother's. mind? soul? both maybe? idk the dream is weird#and later on after years of recovering and with no memory of what happened#faehrnem reawakens in the dream as a (to everyone's knowledge) regular sylvari so hecan live out his dreams of roaming the world#along side his friends and family (and then some) and just living a fulfilling life full of adventure and excitement#and brother. does faehrnem get it LOL this is what you signed up for buddy. now go kill those pesky dragons#anyways if you read all of these tags congrats! here's a gold star#this was a very shortened version of his backstory and there's. a lot of details i'm leaving out but maybe for another time#for now i hope you can enjoy these disaster siblings. lmao
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With all the Missing Numbers Doodles popping up today, I finally found it in me to actually doodle and not care about how it looked. Anyways—
Here is Aster’s Halloween Costume! I didn’t color it, but Aster is Little Red Riding Hood and Del is the Werewolf. He’s not trick-or-treating, by the way—he’s just handing out king-sized chocolate bars to everyone he passes while walking around!
It’s not much- Just a goofy little thing to celebrate the holiday. Happy Halloween, everyone!
(Psst-! Hey, @100nebulas ! Starry! I know it’s not a lot, but I promised! Here’s your small dose of Aster content :])
#Yippee!! I did a thing!#FINALLY-#A part of me is wondering if I should ramble about the Sanctuary AU a little bit…#Screw it why not?-#SO-! In Sanctuary all of the major holidays exist and are celebrated (Ex: Thanksgiving Christmas Fourth of July Halloween etc etc)#However because my AU is essentially set up to be one massive town/city/community#EVERYBODY celebrates things together in the form of what I can only call gigantic festivals#The denizens of Sanctuary (Yes the town is called Sanctuary too- I’m not good at naming things but it was what I wanted the place to be)#go ALLLL out on holidays- especially Christmas where they decorate the city centre like something straight out of a Disney Christmas film#Other holidays don’t slack though- There are games and vendor stalls and fresh food being made and just all around a community-#coming together to make something special and beautiful. Friends. Found Family. Coworkers. Neighbors. Everybody cares about everybody—#The people who live in Sanctuary didn’t always have the best lives#So most go out of their way to ensure that the newcomers really feel that sense of hope and belonging that Sanctuary was built to provide.#Hence why Aster doesn’t do tricks on Halloween—he just goes around giving out the best candy he can find to everyone he sees!#Even on spooky holidays everyone deserves to smile—that’s what he thinks. He especially likes to give out candy to people he’s never seen-#before (which is rare mind you-) so that he can make sure that they know someone cares about them.#Thats all for now though- maybe I’ll write more another time haha#Hopefully my rambling isn’t too nonsensical-
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Asuka is a tragic figure, a figure of mystery, a wild card, all because the only thing she wants in life is peace and quiet for herself and to feel in control- yet her secret heritage that may be hidden from her for her own protection and the reality that life is unpredictable and will go on with or without you keep ruining that delusion, that vision of how the world is meant to work to her, and she suffers regardless of what she wants, what she does, and how little she understands anything
She was born into a family preaching peace and balance and order while being a creature of violence, and puts a dozen mental locks and excuses over this truth to justify giving into her impulse for fighting by pretending she's justice when she does it
She keeps trying to build a place of safety but she's using sand and life is a wave that destroys, yet she stubbornly persists rather than give up, not drowned to the point of self centered suicidal loathing like Jin- there's contrast, where Jin is cloaked in death Asuka stubbornly clings to life and humanity as a normal person in a terrifying world
She's not a fucking narrative clone for Jun's own purpose, Asuka's purpose must be determined by Asuka herself
#tekken#Jin is born of two worlds Jun walks between two worlds Asuka is at the crossroads of two worlds#Jin is broken by it Jun traded part of her humanity to reconcile it and now Asuka has to accept it yet persist- she is always persisting#that's her strength that no matter what she's always still herself#'For being so very Y o u' as Lili told her bc she sees it#she's an interesting character BECAUSE she's not Jun and she's not Jin and she's not aligned with them entirely#stop waiting for her to be something she's not#also i think it's GOOD she doesn't know everything or everyone in her family bc that builds mystery and suspense#it gives everything a tension in the background for when the normalcy charade will be broken by the bigger family drama catching up w her#what's happening to the Mishimas should be something no one is dragged into yet the one family member who's the least connected#is going to run out of time at some point and get hit by that trauma anyway and she doesn't even Know it's coming for her eventually#isn't it fucked up. how everything catches up with you in the end#and you won't even understand it until it's too late ie. her involvement in T8 global war now#also a character that wants peace and order but actively pursues violence ensuring she will never truly have those things bc of her nature#AND she's already been traumatized by T5 Feng and T6 Jin that just makes her retreat to seeking comfort in detachment- in the familiar#which only prolongs her avoiding the world outside what she can control- and then Lili won't let her live in ignorance not to punish her#but bc she wants to help her bc the Mishimas have already put their claws in Lili- they won't catch Asuka off guard#what is it with people sanitizing the messiness and humanity characters represent in favor of 'If they just acted logically the way I want#then they'd solve the entire story 1 2 3 and we'll have everything wrapped up easy' THAT'S NOT A STORY THAT'S A MATH EQUATION#FEEL SOMETHING INSTEAD OF ALWAYS NEEDING TO SOUND SMART AND HAVE PERFECT ANSWERS YOU STUPID FUCKS#IN TRYING TO MAKE EVERYTHING HAVE A PERFECT SOLUTION YOU'VE LOST SIGHT OF WHAT'S IN THE TEXT#AND ALSO ASUKA BEING VIOLENT BUT STILL CARING ABOUT PEOPLE AND DOING GOOD DESPITE IT#and AsuLili is about two similar people who've been traumatized finding safety in each other once they put down the trauma responses#this is all in line with T8's tagline of Face Your Fate btw this is literally what was always coming finding you & you face it
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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I just have to remind myself sometimes that no matter what anyone else says, the way a piece of media makes me feel and the positive impact it has had on my queer identity is valid, and that tearing myself apart thinking I have to defend it or questioning my own place within queer communities is not at all important when compared to the almost tangible sense of 'rightness' that piece of media helped me to feel about myself.
#just something i've been pondering the last few days#kind of like no matter how much people debate or i suppose theoretically deconstruct media featuring queer stories#the most important thing is how it makes a queer person feel#and I do think it is of course a good thing to ensure queer stories are executed with respect and authenticity#but there's this grey area in fandom spaces in which people may have found rep from a 'unreliable' source i suppose#or something which is queerbaiting- sherlock springs to mind for example yet if people have been able to explore and nurture their own#queerness through that media does that therefore mean their experience is invalid? i don't think so#and my worry is the more we focus on theory the less we focus on emotion and therefore the actual queer experience itself#and sure theory can inform the queer experience and ensure the media is a 'healthy' site of queer identity formation and identity aid#but at the same time scorning or being rude to those who have found certain media an aid is not the right approach to be taking#especially as queer experiences are so wide ranging that one person's idea of 'good' representation is someone's else's of 'bad'#and that unless a piece of media is clearly offensive in its portrayal of queer experience there has to be some benefit of doubt#I think we're still in a period of progression in media espc tv where queer creators are coming to the fore of their own stories#and we've got to 'live and let live' a little about where people are finding sights of queer validation and joy#and perhaps this a naive and simplistic way of thinking but i think queer people can either recognise when something isn't the best rep#but was helpful for them anyway and therefore in a way confer 'ownership' of the media to themselves in how they engage#or there is variety in queer experiences represented in media so that perhaps not everyone finds a 'site' of rep but that does not#therefore invalidate it or make it 'bad' representation#this is just my opinion and it'd be hypocritical for me to not now mention this is only formed from my own queer experience lol#so i'm not trying to tell anyone how to feel or anything just something i'm pondering
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Hassleberry's immune to the Light of Destruction, he has no darkness in his heart, he's part dinosaur..... he's a real problem for the bad guys because they can't do SHIT to him very easily at all! And I couldn't be happier 😌
#the only one who can bring this child harm is ME 😤 in my writing where I can control what happens and ensure everyone comes out of it okay#I love him sm 💛💛#abby rewatches yugioh gx#aberooski live#yugioh gx#ygo gx#tyranno hassleberry#tyranno kenzan
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So, trivia! It's implied in the Complete Allspark Almanac that TFA Cyclonus is the future version of Skywarp (yes, really). He's apparently a time-traveler, and fanatically loyal to Galvatron.
Okay, so I have heard this one before! And I do think about it. But I think it would be more interesting if Cyclonus time travels to get away from Galvatron. Alternatively, he time travels with the intent to ensure Megatron becomes Galvatron but changes his mind once getting to the past. (I think it's also mentioned he loses his memories?) I also think it's interesting that they chose the scared, terrified Starscream clone to become the quiet brooding guy, instead of having it be one of the other clones. I kick the idea around in my head sometimes and I do want to use it eventually, I'm just not sure how.
#thanks for the ask!#tfa#transformers animated#cyclonus#skywarp#idk as someone who isnt the biggest fan of the season 4 plans#i think it'd be cooler if we got cyclonus as like a terminator style time traveler#going back in time to ensure the future DOESNT become what he was living in#just a better use of his character#hell have scourge come back as well to stop cyclonus from saving everyone#idk much to think about
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goro defense squad rise up!
I can excuse poppy hill and earthsea but I draw the line at earwig and the witch, a movie so fiendishly awful that it may well have been a devilish ploy to unretire mr hayao and fuel the malicious fire in the engine room of the boy and the heron
#no I haven't watched earwig and I never will. would you?#'wish I could unretire miyazaki-sama' - everyone. but only goro had the sheer ambition to make a movie so bad it ensured his unretirement#anonymous#ask#now THAT'S love!#debating whether to call it how do you live or boy and the heron in text and honestly the rhetorical generic question of the former#does make it harder to incorporate in sentences without using italics. and god forbid I use capitals or formatting and look like I'm trying#kira for ts
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Do people just not have best friends or something? Or is y'all's attitude toward people hanging out with others' families shaped by family size? I see people saying stuff like: "These two people must be romantically interested in each other because one invited the other to a family party after only a month of knowing each other!" And, like... no? Friends get invited to the family picnic after a month of knowing each other.
As someone from a VERY large family, you do not bring your s/o or someone you're romantically interested in to your 70+ person family barbecue. They will grill them and make the day very, very awkward. But your friend can grab a plate. That one kid you sat next to in Kindergarten can grab a plate. Your neighbor's cousin's cat can grab a plate. Your second-grade classmate's neighbor's son? He can also grab a plate.
Your s/o though? They can grab a plate in about a year or so. They have to meet your mom and pop for dinner first. Then your gran and pop. Then there's the "obligatory" (it's not actually) "your sibling accidentally third wheels on a date" first, too. Then you can bring them around to a birthday, often your own. The entire birthday party will have already met your s/o. And only after that will you bring them to the barbecue/picnic/reunion/christmas/easter holiday. Bringing them along is serious stuff. Bringing a friend along is expected.
This does not apply to weddings. You are not allowed to bring friends to a family's wedding. You're either tagging along with your parents or bringing a date.
#some families are more restrictive on whether you can come get food#my family has always had an open hospitality policy#especially if a friend has nowhere to go for the holiday#some people might restrict who can be a guest due to resources or just to ensure a good vibe at the party#granted. my family's lived in one place for several gens now#so... it's not a small town but it is#everyone seems to know everyone already
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