#it's time for you to look inward
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Vilkas: Bro, c'mon! It's your soul we're talking about!
Farkas: But, but-
Werewolf boyfriend
#tes#skyrim#the companions#kodlak whitemane#farkas#i draw a meme#it's time for you to look inward#werewolf boyfriend#i was watching atla again#uncle Iroh is the best#being a werewolf has it's cons and pros#would you rather never get sick but havebad sleep quality#or you rather go to heaven but get brainrot like once a week#the amount of time I contracted rock joint when I'm not a werewolf :(
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How much can you fit under your skin?
For @warning-heckboop's AU :3
#Haha get peeled idiot#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop dev#dev dimmadome#fop peri#art#digital art#fanart#candy gore#body horror#just a little#blood tw#fop gifted au#I spent like 2 whole days on this I cannot remember the last time I spent that long on a single drawing#Also sorry if the shading is ugly Im not used to doing smooth shading#art is so hard#His wings look a little scrungly because they're still like. Freshly hatched. still wet with mucus and whatever#Have you ever seen a butterfly fresh from the cocoon and their wings are all crumpled up?#so yeah their unevenness is intentional lol#I spent forever debating whether I wanted to put Peri there#but ultimately I thought it made the composition more interesting so I kept him#Also youll notice his wings are slightly different now I decided to redesign them to be a bit more galaxy like#its hard to see here but Ive changed the 3 dots to resemble planets in a row: Green for cosmo pink for Wanda and different pink for timmy#I think it came out a bit ugly in this but whatever Ive spend too long on this already#I wanted Devs wings to be reminiscent of gold. For some reason I really liked the idea of them curving inward too#Maybe to represent that hes selfcentered. Woagh it all points back to him Wough!!!!! anyway#Btw also sorry for no Nature AU content my motivation just kinda crashed. I have ideas still but getting around to drawing them is hard
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I simply cannot elaborate at this time but years down the line when Aaron finally makes peace with himself he starts wearing pastels. Like obviously black and darker colors are still a part of his base wardrobe but also his favorite sweater is light pink. His favorite socks are sky blue. The scarf he’s got for when he’s somewhere where it snows (bc he obviously goes to see the other OG foxes play pro exy when he gets the chance shut up) is sage green.
He lets his hair grow out and it flops in his face when he doesn’t have it styled for work.
Just when Aaron finally finds peace he learns to be soft, not entirely and not in the “traditional” way. But he does learn to be softer.
#stars rambles#all for the game#aftg#aaron minyard#just Aaron with soft blankets in fun colors#Aaron learning to buy certain items bc they make him happy#Aaron whose cruelty was mostly turned inward and was always repressing himself#learning to let himself stand out and be seen in certain things#not neons (even if the cursed orange does grow on him)#but pastels softer colors#like it’s still easy to look over him but at the same time you still see him#his own version of standing out even amoung the vibrancy of the foxes
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*on the verge of tears and shaking like a prey animal* I NEED to find an outfit for graduation,
#personal#i spend so much of my time trying to ignore that i'm alive and a human being#and you want me to pick an outfit that I think looks okay on me for a major life milestone?!?#bro when I look inwards it's just a gaping void what do u expect of me#so yeag any time I have to even think about formalwear I'm immediately confronted with the fact i hate being alive#and the objective of the shopping trip or webpage visit becomes ''survive''#not an encouraging sign for living the rest of my life!
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do you think that what the doctor usually feels for companions, rather than romantic or sexual attraction, might just be idolisation?
#just thinknig abt how 13 calls river 'on eof the best people ive ever known'#which might just be her echoing yazs words bc that seems to be the only way she knows how to communicate#but it's also like the most open i can think of the doctor ever being wrt how they feel abt river#and thinking of 10 in the satan pit going i dont believe in god i believe in rose instead#and how much of an influence rose had on the doctor#maybe its less the companion does a doctor arc and more the doctor and the companion will inevitably grow toward each other#clara and the doctor matched in specific ways that just like maybe amplified them#they didnt like balance out they become More Them#did everything the way the other wouldve done who wouldve done it the way they wouldve done#feedback loop#13 mightve worried for the same with yaz honestly#they wouldve become something very different to 12 and clara i think but no less powerful#terrifying in different ways#maybe less 'i'll kill the world to get you back' and more 'i'll kill myself to get you back'#more inward-focused in that part of it while more outward focused in the like adventure parts#Helping People rather than 12claras adrenaline junkie adventure seeking#not that thasmin arent also adrenaline junkie adventure seeking and 12clara dont want to help#just like a slightly shifted focus#i think thasmin want to feel....important. useful. helpful. more than 12clara. i think 12clara are just looking for a good time in each oth#rs company more#but idk#anyway do you think the doctor idolised yaz back as much as yaz idolised her?#DO you think yaz idolised her?#i have a really hard time getting int he doctors head abt companions. like how they feel abt them Really#but like. idolisation would be a really fun one to add into 13s head i think#what if she wants to impress yaz just as much as yaz wants to impress her oh my god#('tell me youre impressed')
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it must be said I do wish that it was possible to speak on the genuine issues of things like sexism and racism within fandom spaces without immediately being bombarded with "don't like don't read" "fiction isn't reality" "curate your own online experience"
like, sure I know what a blacklist is and I know how to block, but maybe I don't want to just shut my eyes against the shit that's wrong? maybe we could, I don't know, actually challenge each other to be better?
"you're not going to be the audience for everything" doesn't actually apply to all complaints, I'm sorry to say!
for communities so insistent upon "doing it better than canon" some of you guys sure are making it worse huh.
#also ps if talking about this shit 'ruins your fun' maybe you should look inwards as to why#i'm just so tired!!! okay!! can't even go on ao3 without being proven time and again that all fandom is the same!! jfc!!!#when will i know peace
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An excerpt from training for directed retrieves during my coffee break!
Directed retrieves are a really fun gundog exercise where a dog fetches multiple birds or bumpers in a sequence that you (the handler) ask. They can be marked retrieves (where the dog sees where the bumper fell) or blind retrieves (where the dog doesn't see the fall and you have to guide them with your voice and hands). I'm teaching this mostly as an enrichment activity, but it's an important piece for irl hunting retrievers to ensure birds aren't wasted in the field. I started teaching this exercise by throwing kibble in two different directions while she stood in a heel and then releasing her to them one at a time. This was our first try with directed retrieving of bumpers!
In this video I'm asking Rory to get into heel position (and rewarding that heavily because heel position = best place to be), asking her to stand steady while I throw two bumpers, and then directing her to pick up the first bumper I threw.
The duck bumper (the second one) is her preferred bumper so I chose to throw the paint roller to my left - when I put my hand out to line her up, it sort of blocks her view of the duck bumper so she's more likely to go to the one I want even though she likes the other one better.
Because this was the first time we practiced this exercise with bumpers, I wasn't looking for a perfect retrieve to hand - when I sent her to the duck bumper (not in the video), she dropped it at my feet instead of waiting for me to take it. That's no big deal, we can work towards a tighter retrieve after she gets more confident with the game.
We're going to keep practicing indoors for a while and once she's looking confident (and assuming things don't get too icy) we'll start working outside so we can build distance and speed.
I will also keep practicing lining her up (using my hand to guide her line) so we can start working on send-outs for blind retrieves and commitment to running out in a straight line! I have some ideas on how to use very small pieces of food to start this indoors and then we can move it outdoors in the spring.
She's doing awesome though! I'm really happy with her steadiness and her ability to think through puzzles. It's gonna be a fun winter working on these skills!
#dogblr#rory borealis#my face#bird dog training#steadiness training#retrieve training#at the very beginning of the video you can see her 'opt in' (tell me she's ready to start) by looking at the bumpers on the counter#it's a subtle communication from rory but important because it would have been more frustrating if i started when she wasnt ready#i had just woken her up from a nap because i wanted to work on this while i was waiting for my coffee to brew#i like how she is really understanding steadiness (dont move your feet)#and i was super happy with how well she committed (didnt glance away) once i lined her up#i shouldnt have rewarded her looking up at me before i lined her up because i dont want that#but i thought i was rewarding her standing still#ill time that better on the next rep#one minor issue im having is i always tap her head to release her from heel#and i cant do that if im using my left hand to line her up#im not sure if the correct direction is to fade my line or fade my tap#i think once i figure out which one to do itll build her confidence on the release#i think i want to keep the tap so i might practice lining her up and then moving my hand while she keeps commitment to the line#another piece to work on!#it's cool to see it broken down in tiny pieces tbh#this is an unrelated but adjacent rant:#yesterday on dogbook i saw a post that was asking for recs for high value treats because their dog lost interest#if they couldnt figure out the activity in 30 seconds#and it irks me because if your dog cant figure out what youre asking in 30 seconds#i think your activity is too hard and needs to be broken into smaller pieces#ESPECIALLY with an indepent thinker#sure some dogs will power through uncertainty and frustration but why are you asking them to#look inward and see how you can break it into smaller pieces#(it irks me because it is the exact problem and response i had with mav - live and learn and look back and all that)
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i don't quite know if this is a strength or a weakness yet but almost every time i think of hypotheticals involving kiru/keiko/ippei/etc they absolutely Have to be through the lens of content that could feasibly exist. like Oh this would be a good episode premise. would that fit as a sketch? this would be a good ova
#larry time#it's honestly a little embarrassing like you have bigger things to worry aboutttt LOOK INWARDS!
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#still thinking abt that scene in the underdark where xan is (force) propositioned by that drow lady#and while his first response is shock/apprehension ('*me*??')#radri loses regulation over the volume of her voice going 'what?! no!!' louder than anyone's ever really heard her before#when challenged though she can't come up with a drow-valid reason why hunrae *can't* just take xan#(yes i just now remembered her name lmao)#the thoughts 'bc consent??' 'he'd hate that' '*he's mine he promised*' keep getting translated into an ineffective verbal 'you just cant'#so xan saves himself and falls into a worse mood after it and radri falls into an equally poor mood at how she couldnt do anything/she can#never really do anything can she#oh but there's a kind of equivalent/reversal moment when radri's offered a 'night with one of with phaere's males' as a reward#and xan is just silently panicking/trying to reassure himself with 'she wouldn't' 'she'd hate that' 'she loves me... right?'#radri honestly has an easier time with the excuse this time bc she's not feeling as much panic/pressure as earlier#but the excuse that comes out is along the lines of 'uh monogamy is custom in my city and i already have a male--'#'NO no not one of these guys in my party!! (don't look too closely at them!)'#'i prefer not to travel with him! to make the reunions sweeter...??'#xan's mind catches on 'i prefer not to travel with him' and he gets in a bitter mood bc that might as well be true--#bc really what use is he when he can't even do anything to help/save/protect her despite being right by her side#the underdark has them both on an internal monologue of 'i hate this' but while xan's is mainly towards their surroundings#radri's is almost entirely inward & so isnt eased the moment they reach the surface like xan's is#xan x radri
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Man imagine whining because I called you a moron when you’re in fact being a moron
#personal#like. do you expect me to dance around the subject when that shit is as plain as day?? fuckin loser#being perceived as ‘a mean person’ should be the LEAST of your concerns#mr. I Won’t Disclose That I Have A Girlfriend While I’m Fucking Around With People#mr. I Will Continue To Call This Person A Princess Even Though That Person Is A Trans Man And He Told Me To Stop#mr. I Refuse To Look Inward And Change My Dickheaded Behavior And Instead Continue Being Verbally Abusive Towards This Same Person#mr. I’m Gonna Whine And Cry At My Echo Chamber Fanbase About Being Called On My Bullshit#because if people thinking you’re a big meanie at minimum is gonna make you pout then you’re gonna be REAL sad if I tell you exactly what’s#going on in my head every time I think about you#and he HAS no excuse to say ‘ohhh arsenic is this arsenic is that wahhhh’ because I was singing your praises for a long ass time#I did not have any reason to be this pissed until he started acting like an ass. and he’s SUPRISED that people think he’s an ass.#I’m sorry it’s just. I legitimately have never been this pissed at someone before#so infuriating to watch your loved one getting shit flung at him by some dumbass guy who refuses to pull his head outta his ass#gonna go down the salted earth route with this dude one of these days if he doesn’t cut this shit out#his fanbase is already fucking with my friend’s income because they think he’s a closeted racist when they have no fuckin proof of that shit#and do I need at fuckin say that the person who initially made said accusation is a white person? and my friend is a poc? and I’m ALSO a poc#and so is our OTHER friend#over some wolfwood art of all things! ‘wahhhh he isn’t being drawn how I like’ then fuckin scroll past that shit and stop bitching#fuck man.
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my mum: you've been doing really good lately. every part of your life is really stable and you seem genuinely happy, it's great to see :)
me, who's felt like ive been going actually crazy bananas insane for months now: yeah haha
#sometimes i forget that 'being in total control of my emotions at all times' isn't just my cringe lore & is actually something im good at#like wdym my MUM said this. girl im experiencing horrors over here!#i got really offended by it? ilke i just smiled at her and agreed but inside i was like HELLOOOOO CAN ANYONE HEAR MEEEE#i just genuinely feel like i am so detached from myself and im entirely manipulative and i micromanage every facet of my personality#and change it day-to-day person-to-person and not in the Normal Human Way but in a crazy insane I Am Manipulating People Way#& it's a CONSCIOUS thing & like. idk who the real me is idk if there is a real me idk if id like her if i saw her idk if im a good person#but i look like im doing fine. i seem really stable and happy atm according to the person who knows me better than anyone#like that's the extent of my control on myself. even my mum cant tell. HUH#idk i feel like im being dramatic bc last week and this week ive definitely been feeling a lot better#and like maybe i was just having some sort of months-long episode but that doesnt negate the fact that while i was IN it no one could tell#not even the closest people to me that see me every day in the same house where im most vulnerable could tell#that's like. worrying surely. maybe. i think. whatever im just saying shit at this point#i always do this tho i go 'i fundamentally base my self-worth on how little i share vulnerability with people#and it's been a constant part of my personality since childhood that i dont talk about my feelings' and then i get SO pissed off#when people dont realise im going through shit. like girl what did you THINK was gonna happen. look inwards#hella goes home
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Wondering if Season 6 Tommy ever lies awake at night thinking in an unbreakable spiral loop:
I should’ve dumped those fucking guns I should’ve listened to Uncle Charlie I should’ve dumped those fucking guns I should’ve listened to Aunt Pol I should’ve dumped those fucking guns I should’ve dumped those fucking guns I should’ve dumped those fucking guns
#That’s where it all started#Why Campbell paid attention#how Churchill learned Tommy’s name#how he met Grace#In S2 there is not only The Chosen One/Campbell has chosen you; Tommy also asks Why Me#Why me becomes anger becomes why not becomes why fucking not becomes why#the rage in him right from the beginning#what those guns represent#the government enabling yet another shitty pointless war bw Libya-Italy they don’t even really care about#Looking at those guns thinking of all those soldiers dying and Tommy freshly back to England from war#they want them this bad they have to pay for them#should’ve dumped those fucking guns#And then they use him to start another war in Ireland and his attempt to prevent a war in russia nearly loses him his son and then he’s—#—trapped in a personal war in S4 with that crazy awesome urban war scene through the tenements only broken apart by civilian cops#s5 and s6 actual wwii#Personal and political all in one#man they really really shouldn’t have killed Freddie off I still think their scenes over time would have rivalled any Alfie-Tommy scenes#Freddie was so well positioned to straddle this and have a parallel descending arc into wilful anarchy where Tommy becomes uncomfortably#—representative of the status quo. Freddie doing anything it takes and stuff who suffers; Tommy doing anything it takes but pulling it all—#—into and onto himself in a personal way. Freddie outward Tommy inward
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i didn't block you because of your stupid ship, i blocked you because you're a fucking asshole. hope this helps!
#i was going to get into it in a longer and nicer post#but you are so clearly beyond help and i'm not in the business of putting in the time and effort#of reaching out to someone who makes nonstop wild and unsubstantiated accusations about other people#and receives every attempt to reach out to you in good faith in the most hostile manner possible#also 'straight ships' BISEXUAL PEOPLE EXIST OH MY FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#IT'S NOT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING SHIPPING PREFERENCES YOU DOLT#look inward. jesus CHRIST#ky posts text
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Icons only - Jotako cursing in front of Jonathan
𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 / 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆
#❛ mail ━━ look inward for what you want for this path is your own.#time for discipline#kxjostarr#the rod will not be spared
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parents be like when i was yr age i totaled my moms car coming back from a party in another state. also dont skateboard too fast the neighbor said something to me ☹️
#ITS AN ELECTRIC SKATEBOARD THE NEIGHBORS ARE JUST 600 YEARS OLD.#i dont know what impression i give off to where they think 1. my parents care or can do anything about it#and 2. they can say shit like that to me.#'this kid looks dangerous he could hurt someone or vandalize my house :(( lets piss him off' huhhh#also dude i cant physically go fast enough to crash again#like i have but that was a skill issue from like 2 years ago#also you dont think this would be a good thing but i have noise canceling headphones on all the timee#the amount of visual cues i have to take in to know my surroundings makes me safer#also hey if yr going 50 in a 35 residential street and bitching about me being dangerous.. look inwards 🤕#'now entering residential neighborhood' 'what the fuck theres residence 😧'#silly me for forgetting the only safe thing to do is study which has never harmed me at all
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colleen hoover girlies need to be institutionalized asap. expeditiously!
#lys and i are reading it together to see what is wrong with it and well. it is everything. nothing is right#if ur seeing this and u rec'd it ends with us to me... i need you to look inward and also venmo and fifty dollars for my time#seedpost
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