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scared for my official evaluation with my therapist for autism and DID because even though my symptoms are well-documented and clear for a long time, I'm afraid my therapist won't believe me
#it's such an irrational fear#I think my thing is that without these diagnoses I don't know what's wrong with mr#me#and that scares me#I feel like not having a diagnosis is not being acknowledged#which undermines all the suffering I endured#and also how much progress I've made#I don't feel the need to differentiate my alters as much anymore#but that makes me feel fake in therapy when I'm talking about things that “I” did#or that “I” remember#because most often it wasn't actually “me”#anyway#mmanifold rambles#for the therapist#mmanifold goes to therapy
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Things I wish women were learning from true crime podcasts: how to spot early warning signs of abusive relationships, how to escape abusive relationships, how easily domestic violence can escalate to murder, how incredibly unlikely it is to be the victim of a crime done by a complete random stranger as opposed to friends and family
What women are learning from true crime podcasts: I am in CONSTANT danger and every day I survive without being murdered by a serial killer is a miracle. I should react to everyone I meet with distrust and paranoia and live my life as if I am in mortal peril and if anyone suggests that might not be healthy then they just don't understand what it is to Be A Woman In Today's Society
#I'm about to get heavily downvoted on reddit lmao#for suggesting that it is in fact irrational to look under your car every time you approach it#bc you think someone might be lying under it waiting to slash your ankles#like cmon. that was an old urban legend when i read it on snopes 20 years ago#anyway i can't stand the like. culture of fear among certain women#and the way it's presented as being an inherent part of womanhood that EVERY woman performs
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#dark#horror#dark fantasy#dark art#surreal#spooky art#creepy art#eerie art#weird art#dark surrealism#dark surreal art#weird portrait#scary portrait#horror portrait#horror girl#surreal portrait#arachnophobia#fear of spiders#spider art#irrational fears#phobia art#nightmare fuel#horror art#horror illustration#disturbing art#unsettling art#lowbrow art#eerie
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Friendly reminder that I still live and breathe Kuzupeko
#danganronpa#sdr2#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#peko pekoyama#kuzupeko#fuyupeko#sorry for the shitty sketch#i had this irrational fear#that ppl forgot that#i fuck with kuzupeko#since i haven't drawn#them for so long#(it's been a month)#(calm down)
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Angelophobia fear of angels
#alternative#juresmccann#grunge#dark academia#dark grunge#gothic#light academia#phobia#fear#irrational fears#light grunge#fears#phobias#psychology#gothcore#goth aesthetic
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Engie i drew to cope with the hot weather💔
#he forgot his sunscreen oh noo#first tf2 fanart! hope i dont get mauled to death!(an irrational fear i have about joining fandoms)#beautiful cat with homophobia in his eyes♥️#he gets freckles in the sun to me#tf2 fanart#tf2#tf2 engineer#tf2 engineer fanart#fanart#punks art tag
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I think I found my favorite toad
#this guy absolutely has Luigi merch at home. Good for him.#Luigi's mansion 2#Luigi's mansion 2 spoilers#Makes sense that the toad with crippling irrational fear is a huge Luigi fan#Luigi is pretty much the patron hero of anyone who struggles with fear or anxiety
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22 year old atsumu loudly talking about how he doesn't want someone who's "only after his money" to 22 year old osamu who knows his brother has racked a tab so high at his restaurant that if he came to collect on it he would bankrupt him
#osamu going 'WHAT GOLD??????' every single time atsumu voices his irrational fear of gold diggers#sorry but i know this in my heart to be true#the guy sleeps on a twin sized bed until he's in his late-ish 20s and gets his first big boy sponsorship
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2024 art summary! it sure has been a year
#ever makes art#i bsky tweeted a bit but it feels weird talking there still so ill do my usual rambling into tags here :)c#i burned out super bad in the middle of this year for months where it felt like i couldnt draw anything good no matter how hard i tried#and the harder i tried the worst it felt - to the degree that i legitimately thought i wasnt going to be able to draw anything again#which sounds SO dramatic i know i know. but feelings arent always rational!!! and so many others things were going wrong at the same time#so it was strange putting together this year's art summary and realizing Huh. i did still have paintings to put in every space#that fear/anxiety spiral seems even sillier and more meaningless now that i have distance and proof of how irrational it was...#...but in reflection i'd like to think of it as proof that even when you feel at your worse it's worth it to keep trying...!!#after the Black Hole of Nothing i've been working every day on never ending doujin and xv anthology and orv sketchzine and merch#i can't say that i feel my artistic skills have like. improved or anything... but the passion i feel for the stories i read and#the stories i want to tell is still there!! and the happiness from getting to put form to those feelings large or small is worth it too#anyway......... lotta words to say tho i haven't posted much anymore and socmed is imploding and the world is dark#thank you very much for staying with me another year. i am - as ever - always grateful
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headcanon that it was Sunday's inner circle nickname until Robin accidentally made it public
#wonweek made me realize how desperately i needed an npc who knows robin and sunday within the Family#i want to know all about family inner workings#the penacony arc was not enough for me!!#also i work on my irrational fear to post sketches on main#so maybe i'll post here more#maybe#also i have a ton of animation that i haven't posted through months#so maybe i'll post them soon#wonweek#hsr#hsr robin#honkai star rail
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#ohh I wanna swim!!#every time I see a water pic it makes me wanna swim#eventho I have an irrational fear of water from time to time#cottagecore#nature#naturecore#flowers#flowercore#warmcore#summer aesthetic#cozycore#cosycore#summer academia#water#watercore
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When I was a young trans guy, I used to have a huge irrational fear of being hit in the groin and needing to overinflate the pain I felt because I wanted to pass in every scenario. However, now, I think if that ever happened to me, I would just stand there like 😐 so everybody can admire that I am just so tough.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#i keep seeing other trans people/trans men*/transmascs/trans guys*/ect talking about this exact fear. do we live the same lives#basically i want people to think i have balls of pure steel (correct)#like it was such an irrational fear that probably took up too many of my precious few thoughts
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some mushroom's dreams things
#phobia's new#ofc she represents irrational fear#mushroom's dreams#mushroom#flowerkey#frogfee#phobia#velveto#jangle#oc#shrimpbat ocs#not iu#original character#fake screenshot
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Another g/t trope that I love but as a dialogue prompt
Giant: "You're scared of me."
Tiny: "...I don't want to be."
#it's the conflict between rational affection and irrational fear that Gets Me™#I feel like I've read a story with this exact same dialogue once but I'm not sure#so I'm sharing this as a prompt lol#g/t#giant/tiny#sfw g/t#g/t prompt#coffeh rambles
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Coimetrophobia fear of cemeteries
#alternative#juresmccann#grunge#dark academia#dark grunge#gothic#light academia#phobia#fear#irrational fears#light grunge#fears#phobias#psychology#gothcore#goth aesthetic#graveyard
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I forgot i exist, anyway how are you? Do you have a good sleep schedule?(it's important)
If you’re open to requests, could you draw the questers helping to take care of the bunny kids?
Sorry it took so long to answer this 😓😓, I was planning to draw your request to post it but I ended up giving up on the second draft. And I’m always open to requests, it just take some time for me to build up the motivation to answer the ones that I want to 😅
The first draft turned out like this, and I stopped with it because it wasn’t exactly what I was going for. And so it just turned into a Bendystraw drawing, woops? 😶
And here’s the second draft in case you’re wondering what it looks like:
Anyhow, I’m quite alright. And do I have a good sleep schedule? Hmmm I do wonder about that
(Warning: no, I do not)
#request#fanart#kitos art#babtqftim#bendy and boris the quest for the ink machine#babitim#babtim#bendy and boris in the inky mystery#inky mystery#bendy#cuphead#bendystraw#kindaaa????#boris#mugman#felix the cat#mickey mouse#oswald#oswald the lucky rabbit#oswald juniors#hard to have a good sleep schedule when you have an irrational fear of the boogeyman#so you stay awake till you feel dead tired and just pass out#anyway how yall doin with your own sleep schedules?
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