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deitycrows · 10 days ago

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I gotta say reading all the posts about cr3s ending is interesting to me. But I wanna talk about Vaxleth really quick and how it really isn't a happy ending. If anything, it's worse and that's why I LOVE IT so much, it isn't them falling in love again (kinda). Starting with Vax. It's Vax who's a completely different person at this point, with only a handful of fragments of who he used to be left. How he hasn't been a mortal for 30 years (he's still not), 30 years is still a long time. He still has his duties he willingly does with the Matron, especially now if cr4 (whenever that is) and her also being a mortal again and whatever Matt decides to do with it. How he has to fit in with all this new change, so big. His story is bittersweet tragedy, yet he is walking again with his family, people would call it a miracle. I'd call it a curse, it a sense it IS such a horrifying thing. Having to not only find himself again, but figure out just How he is as well, to navigate how he as now is the same spot Keyleth is in. He'll have to watch his sister, her children, his beloved friends and family including those named in honor of HIM die and maybe that's not a bad thing. Maybe he won't feel as torn as I am writing but he still has to watch all that happen or not even be there 100% of the time because he still has a job to do. He's a walking anomaly. He shouldn't be Here anymore, yet he is. And Keyleth, poor Keyleth deserves to move on. She truly does, but wouldn't, couldn't because Vax won't himself. She was healing, I'm not one to say she should've moved on in those 30 years, it's both a long time and not, especially if you're so deep in grief, but the work was being made toward healing till she saw him and it brought back everything up again. That loved saved her again, yet most likely sent her back right to square one. And here she is with him back and short term of course they're happy, but long term real soon is going to show just how messy things will get. She's also changed, she still holds the same resentment, guilt, sorrow, etc she did. And now him being in front of her? the utter cause of all of her feeling she's been under in so long? Wouldn't spite not just be aimed at the Matrons way but his as well? They both know things won't be different or easy but with everything and I mean EVERYTHING that happened in their relationship I can honestly see them still not being together in the long run if we ever do see them in a one shot or in c4. How does one explain to people? to herself of all, even if she got the one she wanted back. Why isn't she happy? Why does her step still carry the same weight as before when he was gone? Wouldn't it just be better to split up and let that love finally die. It is tragic in a different sense if they did. Or will they actually take the time to rewind and start again? Will they agree it's good for them or not? Especially Keyleth since at a certain point she also will die and Vax will be alone again.

#cr spoilers #keyleth #vax'ildan #oh boy its been a hot minute since i've delved into anything cr related #but watching the final of ExU divergence got me somewhat hooked again #and then that lead to me reading some posts because I sadly do not see myself finishing cr3 ending :') just not as interested #but Vax and Keyleth interest me because genuinely I do NOT think they will work together #Not even because I hate the ending cr3 gave them #but because they just long term Will not #I know Matt discussed with both Liam and Marshia about their ending n such but the point is still somewhat on the table imo #I have the odd pov of seeing as it adding to tragicness of Vox Machina as a whole #Because again just in general he SHOULDN'T be here because his story WAS done #But now he's back and I think its interesting to see where it could go just beyond what cr3 gave us (much like how I felt with Shadowgast)#How do you look someone in the eyes named after you and live up to the stories your dearest loved ones told about you #How do you look your beloved in the eye and not only feel pain you've shouldered for so long before he himself wouldn't let YOU go?#it's messy and I love it smiles #would make a really good miniseries honestly #A one shot would not do that whole situation justice at all #sorry if there's typos i wrote this in a big rush :'D

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btsjk-biased · 9 days ago

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Happy Birthday, Yoongi! ♡ (1993.03.09)

#happy birthday yoongi #happy 2025 suga day #btsjk-biased: edits #bts: various #btsgif #btsedit #dailybts #yoongi #min yoongi #bts suga #bts #bangtan #d-day tour the original was released last year (as well as some episodes with backstages from the tour)! so it is the theme for this set #I hope yoongi is doing well and I can't wait to see him come back to us :)#spent several days to prepare this post (as I always do with comps like this) but it still looks a bit messy #but I like it nonetheless! I love yoongi's cute smile and he looks adorable here as always #this is the last post from this round of my bts birthdays series! I might make something different next time if I will continue making gifs

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stil-lindigo · 8 months ago

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motherhood.

#cw: gore #cw: blood #cw: body horror #cw: pregnancy #at least a metaphorical one #unfortunately i fuck with the body horror side of claymore very much #the cinema of clare holding teresa's severed head in her hands...getting her organs transplanted into her...#the way that her “awakened” form is inherently messy and wild and feral while teresa is pristine and angelic #oughhhh....the themes...the idealised mother..#the way that the only reason teresa is strong enough to beat priscilla easily is because clare BELIEVES she's that strong #despite irene literally saying in canon that priscilla had it in her to surpass teresa as a CHILD #teresa you would love to see the touchstarved animal of rage and grief your daughter grew up into #and also feel conflicted about how she willingly submitted her life to a system you were forcibly trapped in for the sake of avenging you #probably #teresa of the faint smile #clare claymore #teresa claymore #claymore manga #claymore #stillindigo art

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madscientistreaction · 21 hours ago

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redraw of something old from 2023. smilesss

#can u tell i heart arthur #this is kinda messy cuz i rushed to finish in ~3hrs but still fun #smiles again #i love cowboys #arthur morgan #rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #red dead redemption 2 #fanart

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itadooori · 13 days ago

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how do you write a eulogy for someone who isn't dead yet?

(text is from a journal entry from TLOU pt 2)

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sirensea14 · 1 year ago

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A doodle of the cuties🥰

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libelelle · 10 months ago

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Experimenting : )

#HIM FACEEEEEE #everyone day hi silver everyone day nice face silver #this is like. messy. but i always love this style its soooooo. smile. i call it Using Every Posca I Have #silver the hedgehog #sth #sonic artventure

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that-scorpio · 2 years ago

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Got A LOT of compliments yesterday on my dress 🤎

Day party vibes ☀️

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sincerely-yours-rab · 5 months ago

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in which effie had taught james how to sew growing up (a useful and transferable muggle skill), so james embroiders reg's clothing with all the flora and fauna and stars and symbols that he knows reg loves best

#jegulus #starchaser #james potter #regulus black #james x regulus #i love to imagine little jamie learning how to sew #his messy little embroidery that he's so proud of and effie is so proud of him for making #that same pride in his smile every time he finishes another garmet for reg #sniff

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littlebunrry · 17 days ago

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