#it's literally what the whole show is about 😭😭😭

[flossylove]

Last nights clip was so disturbing oh my goodness

I don't know how SRAM did it, but genuinely I felt so sick watching as the night progressed through the clips. Yes, we knew what was coming and how shitty Sven is, but still, they really elevated how horrible it was for Nora.

Also, by Petra joining in as well? With her removing Nora's clothes and kissing her? Like, girl, Nora was clearly too out of it to consent to any of that. I really wonder how they're going to go along with Petra, because in the OG Mari was always helping Noora and making sure she was safe and okay. Whereas Petra literally joined in!!

The call with Petra as well just solidified for me that Sven deffo does this on the regular and drugs up those girls around him. Like, "Yeah right. That's what I always feel too." Girly, get the hell away from Sven PLEASE

I feel like they're gonna go along more with the drugging plotline, with Nora feeling/knowing that something more happened, but everyone around her is assuring her that she just got drunk. Because then that'd work still with her being absent with Roko. She knows something more happened and feels unease with that, and no answers.

Of course, there's still the photos that we saw Sven take in the clip last night. Which, yeah, actually seeing him do that around everyone else?? And no one stepping in or stopping him from photographing the minor?? Gross.

I loved the clips we got this morning, they felt really fresh with the switch-up (even under the current circumstances). I loved how Roko was waiting outside for her, lover boy certified, but I just know this is gonna hurt so much with the upcoming weeks. I already knew this plotline was gonna be painful, as it always is, but especially with Nora and Roko, who as we all know I really love. They are top remake for me. They are just so sweet with each other. And the character arc with Roko from Season 1 to now?

As always, I am really interested in how they're going to execute this new aspect of the plotline. I loved that we got to see Roko there this morning, and finding out through Vito that he held her hair back and truly looked after her. It really just highlights how shitty Sven is, and we haven't even gotten to the worst of it.

Hearing Roko talk about those parties Sven holds, like he knows about them, hates that they happen. That's just gonna hurt so much more when he finds out about Nora being there. Which, just slightly talking about the future, I really hope he actually does something to Sven. Yes, violence isn't always the answer - but in this case it absofuckinglutely is. Like, if they don't make him do something, the same guy that said "If anyone so much as lays a finger on you, I'll be there" - and he just does nothing to his slimy brother?!?! I would really feel like that's a missed opportunity absolutely.

This post is probably so negative and like, underwhelming. I just don't know how to express my reactions. Like, yes of course I love this show, and I am loving the changes, but this storyline is always difficult (I find) to talk about in any sort of happy way, because we all know what's coming.

In other news, we got another forehead kiss and several more! So I guess there's a positive 😭😭

Also, Roko's "I've been waiting the whole week for you to call" 😭 "Chamomile? For my delicate flower." Nora's smile!

User flossylove found sobbing on the floor over this cutie.

Guys, I'm really trying to focus on the positives in this scene, and that's probably what I'll be doing going forward because otherwise rage will just take over my body :))

~ floss

[pinkbrries]

𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐘: 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃. 𝐁𝐘 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐄

all the songs june has taken a part of and is credited: songwriting, producing or both (enha’s discography and others)

nini says💬: hi !!! life has been soooooo busy (as you can notice by this… dead blog lol) but i wanted to out something out for june^^ will try to make posts as frequent as i possible can<3 hope you enjoy this one !!

june’s masterlist.

june is usually known for writing and being NO in between: either goes from fluffy, romantic songs (the cute song enha has are probably written/produced by her HELPPP) or from heart-wrenching, yearning, passionate or impossible love (like… she’s going through her third divorce and her kids are getting taken away😭😭)

she has tried different styles tho… different feelings here and there, BUT she usually uses love and similar feelings for her compositions.

she uses the pseudonym ‘LMJ’ (LeeMinJun) and every song that she’s accredited to, appears like that

june has KOMCA credits on 36 songs so far (legend. an icon. hardworking. girlboss. girl writes. girl produces) (she needs to sleep tho…)

got nominated by the korea brand awards on 2024 under the category "proud korean gran prize (composer)" and won.

there hasn’t been an enha comeback in which she hasn’t participated; she has either produced or composed at least one song.

*jake and june during a live* jake: there’s no way … / june: ??? what are you talking about / jake with literal heart eyes: there’s no way you’re this pretty and this TALENTED !! || *cue the minjake shippers going crazy on twt*: MY PARENTS. MY CRUMBS.

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

BORDER: DAY ONE

10 months

➞ she literally said on an interview that she wrote this one inspired on her situation because 😵‍💫😵‍💫 girly was crushing HARD on a boy during mixnine era …. and he rejected her because she was younger than him HELPPPP

➞ *cue the hyung line like: 🤨🤨🤨😐😐😐*

➞ #ripjune he didnt deserve you queen !!

BORDER: CARNIVAL

mixed up

MANIFESTO: DAY 1

tfw (that feeling when)

結 -YOU-

blossom

MEMORABILIA

fatal trouble

ROMANCE: UNTOLD –DAYDREAM–

your eyes only

hundred broken hearts

DESIRE : UNLEASH

too close

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆

BORDER: DAY ONE

given-taken

➞ helping producing her own debut song … #legend

DIMENSION: DILEMMA

go big or go home

MANIFESTO: DAY 1

paradoxx invasion

foreshadow

➞ she decided to drop the craziest outro to ever exist and then, never speak about it ever again

➞ smh june …

DARK BLOOD

fate

➞ everyone, in unison: thanks june for heeseung’s siren vocals

ORANGE BLOOD

mortal

MEMORABILIA

criminal love

teeth by jungwon, heeseung, sunoo, niki

lucifer by jay, jake, sunghoon

➞ she went crazy with these…

➞ she really said ‘there won’t be any weird sounding songs for my members on my watch🙂‍���️🙂‍↔️’

➞ explains why the ‘02 liners and heeseung were giggling like high-schoolers with a crush on the behind the scenes where june is supervising the recording 🫨 …… anyways

uncover by june

➞ she didnt get the chance to songwrite her own solo:// … but AT LEAST, she produced it 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

ROMANCE: UNTOLD

xo (only if you say so)

brought the heat back

ROMANCE: UNTOLD –DAYDREAM–

daydream

DESIRE : UNLEASH

loose

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 (𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆/𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆)

DIMENSION: ANSWER

polaroid love

➞ oh man…. this one started everything with her combining both producing and composing: you see– girly was bored, was being silly and feeling fluffy, and wrote down some lyrics here and there. she was like “heh” and also decided to play here and there with her computer… she went with some of the producers and showed it to them, and they were like ??? ok wait. this is actually good?? let’s add it to the repackage– and june was like 😦 “IS IT NOW???” 😭😭

➞ surprise …….. she didn’t know polaroid love would make it big)

DARK BLOOD

sacrifice (eat me up)

➞ she ACTUALLY wrote the most love-yearning lyrics and decided to actually produce this whole song…

➞ the original demo is recorded by her – the very first time she has recorded a demo (my girl was so NERVOUS when the producers showed the original demo to the rest of the boys😭😭)

➞ but omg ?? everyone LOVED it. they were like NOONA??? THIS IS GOOD WTH

➞ cue june being like :’))) thank you in tiny

➞ jay mentioned this demo once during a live and he was like *fool lovesick smile* “minjunnie noona’s demo is really cool and beautiful. i wish one day you guys can listen to it”

➞ engenes were like: ok first. #MinJay my Parents – second thing: HYBE WHERE IS THE DEMO???

ORANGE BLOOD

orange flower (you complete me)

➞ as expected from the romanticist herself ….

➞ nothing more to add except for the fact that she had this song archived … she wrote it when she was #InLove

➞ but one day she found it again in her laptop folders and was like oh??? – same thing as polaroid love: shows it to the producers, and they’re like ?? why didn’t you bring this one up before. it’s so nice???

ROMANCE: UNTOLD

moonstruck

➞ OH MAN she also !!! ALSO !!! did the demo recording for this one

➞ it started as a random tune she had stuck in her head for days. she wasn’t at the studio when the inspiration hit her so she recorded the humming and some lyrics on her voice notes and wrote down random lyrics on her notes app (an icon, truly …)

➞ and when she had the chance, she didn’t step out of the studio until she had the song down, same day the demo got recorded

➞ jungwon said the original demo is sooo good, like . june wasn’t playing around that day. “june noona’s voice sounds really beautiful in the original demo. it never fails to surprise me how talented she is”

➞ engenes (again): HYBE WHERE IS THE DEMO ?????

𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒

“never got to say i love you” for the drama “a time called you” (2023) – songwriting and interpreted by june.

provided the female background vocals in the song "child" by mark by nct.

provided the female vocals in the song "0x1=lovesong (i know i love you)" by tomorrow x together.

co-writer of “miracle” by tomorrow x together.

co-producer of “blue fame” by le sserafim.

co-writer of “sour grapes” by le sserafim.

producer and co-writer of “cherish (my love)” by illit

producer and co-writer of “sos” by fifty fifty (demo record by her)

featured in “until i found you” by stephen sanchez and wrote her own part

co-producer of “impossible” by riize

co-writer and co-producer of “r.u.n” (r u next? theme song) by suzy

co-writer of “night poem” by nct dream

[annaviste]

Vampire Hunter D Headcanons

D x Human Reader

Please be kind, these are my first headcanons that I’m posting, and I want to clarify again that English is not my native language, but French is ! So I’m using a translator sometimes 😭 too make sure I’m not making too much mistakes :)

Also, this is just my personal interpretation, so I’m sorry if you don’t agree with my vision, I just hope I’m not talking complete nonsense here !

Btw I also want to clarify that I’m mainly talking about Bloodlust D here! Because in another post, I shared my thoughts that this D is way different from his other versions (novels, manga, 1985, etc…)

And, I apologize in advance if I have trouble expressing myself clearly…

Soooo let’s begin 🫦

First of all, I would say that Bloodlust D doesn’t have any real physical preference (unlike what’s said in his fandom about curves, etc). Honestly, I think D is someone who focuses more on the soul of the person (yes, I’m probably dreaming). BUT, personally, I see him having a slight preference for a chubby person, but I think that’s where it would stop.

I think that, given his age, D has seen and known all kinds of people, but he would have a soft spot for someone who doesn’t fear him like a monster, who doesn’t see him as one—because we can understand, spending your life being called a monster without recognition for what you do must be hard. But overall, I think D doesn’t have real “preferences,” except for a strong deep soul connection with the chosen one of his heart. I think it’s something very spiritual.

He’s also very open minded.

Loyalty, oh God. Honestly, I think D is a man of deep and unbreakable loyalty. No matter who or what tries anything with him, they will gain nothing. You can notice that D is indeed insensitive to flirting, but even more so if he’s in a relationship with someone. No matter when or how, on a mission or whatever, he lets no one approach him. His eyes rest nowhere but on you. He will push away without hesitation anyone who is not you, his lover. you are the only person who occupies his mind. But beware, he expects the same from his lover.

Speaking of which, jealousy. There’s a lot to say about that… Honestly, I think D would be the jealous type—not to make scenes, but maybe his heart twists inside seeing you laugh with someone else—after all, he who has become even more distant than he already was for YOU, why wouldn’t you do the same? I think that even if he wouldn’t show it clearly, a simple gesture too “affectionate” from you towards someone else would hurt him, make him think about it over and over, endlessly—what did it mean? Why him/her? Why don’t you laugh like that with him?Basically, overthinker final boss.

So, he’s a possessive lover, not necessarily to the point of stopping you from living, but this poor man is simply afraid of losing you. He has lost so many people over his life that the idea of losing the only being he decided to surrender to terrifies him in silence.

Also, I think D would be the overprotective type, wanting to hide you from all threats, which would even include leaving you in a warm house in a village while he goes on a mission, sometimes for weeks—but don’t worry, he always makes sure to come back quickly to see that smile he loves so much.

D is definitely cold, distant, and unapproachable to the whole world, but… for you, he’s a true silent clingy shadow. Imagine, in a warm inn he paid for the two of you, while you go about your business quietly in the room, he follows you everywhere. Literally. No matter where you go, bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, he’s there, behind you. Sometimes you even jump, about to call him, but you hear him answer immediately, right behind you, in your ear.

-"D-"

-"Yes ?" AND LIKE. He’s just standing her behind you, watching you. Creepy.

Also, this man spoils you rotten. Literally. You want something? Very well, even if he has to go to the other side of the world to bring it to you, he will. Of course, I’m not talking about a relationship based only on material things, not a all, but I truly believe this man is simply weak for your slightest whims. He always comes back to you with his hands full.

Speaking of that, I think D could say ‘I love you’, but never out of routine, no, not because he doesn’t feel it, but because to him, those words are powerful and should be spoken with deep intimacy. But mostly, he shows his love through actions

I also think D would help you a lot with everything, your tasks, your responsibilities… or whatever that is. Yeah, I really see him helping you at home, or again, WHATEVER, he help you. Always. This man never let you do anything by yourself…

He’s the type to listen to you for hours, really paying attention. He’s very attentive to you, analyzing you, remembering every little detail. And maybe, if you gently show him that he can open up too, little by little… it’ll happen. Just give him time…

I also think D is literally a gentleman to his core… it’s in him. He wants to take care of you, open the door, carry your bags, pay for everything without blinking… Not because he thinks you can’t do it, but because for him, love means devotion, not counting. He’s from another time, another world — he doesn’t keep score. If you try to split things with him, he’ll just quietly ignore it and do it anyway. I think he can be here to protect, to provide, to make you feel safe and treasured !

That’s why I also think he’d be kinda… old-school cheesy for you in the way he’s such a gentleman, like, gallant, polite, “let me open the door for you, my lady” type of energy. Very old-fashioned, very serious about it too. He doesn’t even realize it’s a little outdated or overly formal, (even tho the vhd "timeline" and universe are different from ours but anyway) it’s just how he is. And honestly ? It’s lowkey adorable

Left Hand… oh boy. The number of times D clenches his fist so tightly just to shut the parasite up when it starts talking too much about you, your eyes, your lips, your curves-

Also, I think, and I’m a bit hesitant about this, that if Bloodlust D loved his human lover more than anything, he would probably lose his mind over it. Maybe that would even lead him to make you an immortal creature too? Who knows? maybe he wouldn't be so different from Meier, maybe…

Okayy so, it’s my FIRST Headcanons post so I’m very nervous, but thanks you for reading me !❤️

[faithfulpuppy]

Okay caught up to episode 29 💖

So from what I gather Wuxian gave his golden core to Cheng and was therefore unable to defend himself when Wen Chao caught him, was thrown into the Burial Mounds and died either literally or figuratively, offered a chance to come back and finish what he started, and is now enacting the role of a vengeful spirit bent on fulfilling his life's wish of delivering true justice. He Came Back Wrong but he's done nothing wrong.

Saying that, very disturbing few episodes after he came back. He's never been secretive like that before. Also the way he kept pushing Lan Zhan away and then crying about it 😭

Deeply satisfied (and also disturbed) by his revenge on Chao and Jiaojiao 👍👍

It's so clear that whatever happened in the Burial Mounds Wuxian still loves his family so fucking much. Baby boy is still in there 🙏

Frankly uncharitable that Wuxian came back from being missing for three months - and presumed imprisoned and tortured by the Wen clan in that time! - a bit weird and everyone was like "why are you weird now" kid clearly has trauma! About the torture!

Cheng is honestly too gentle for this life. He should have been a craftsman or a fisherman or maybe a minor disciple of Jiang clan. But being the heir was too much pressure and having to be hard and stern was so bad for him. Not to mention everyone around him.

Wen Ruohan super evil but has the most luscious hair 💅💅💅

I've never quite trusted Meng Yao because that guy is way too nice and polite to be authentic and I was totally right. He was instrumental in bringing down the Wen clan but it's positioned him veeeery nicely and he's really showing up as a little psychopath now that he's gotten some power...

I thought destroying the Yin iron wasn't that simple and that's why they had to repress it back in the day but I guess not?

Clan leader Jin is such a bad guy jfc 😤 he's being so obvious about it!! Wuxian is so accurate accusing him of just wanting to replace Wen clan. Particularly disappointed in someone as supposedly wise as Qiren being taken in by that. Also "hand in your Stygian Tiger Amulet" to whom?? You think you should have it? If anyone he should entrust it to Cheng and leave it at that

Mianmian MVP for seceding the Jin clan though. Girl has more integrity and courage than the rest of that room put together.

I love Wuxian's relationship with Yanli so much like it is so fucking pure. "I'm three years old" 😂 and when they joke about throwing up the soup and yanli scolds them and they all giggle 🙏 I wanted to stop watching here and just pretend they stay like this

Wen Ning 😭😭 he's still alive but based on the 16 years later I'm assuming he's not getting his mind back

Jin Zixuan seems like such a different person now. He's finally realised Yanli is the best person in the whole entire world... I still think he's hurt her too many times for them to get together but he's doing a half decent job of making it up to her.

Wuxian seems almost back to normal with his little village in the Burial Mounds, he seems almost at peace. He's so pure with Yuan. Qing really trusts him. I wish he could stay with them like this and grow potatoes 😢

Genuinely do not understand why Wuxian and Cheng had to fight. Just ignore each other ffs

Concerned about Wuxian's extremely tenuous control over the flute but at the same time... he's only been compelled to use it for the right reasons. One of maybe three characters in the show who disagrees with injustice and has the guts to do something about it.

The Burial Mounds were an unsurvivable hellscape when Wuxian was dropped in but they seem pretty friendly and hospitable now. Wuxian says "we're old friends"... He brought in the sword he got from the tort of slaughter, did that manage to repress the entire fucking region? He said he and the STA came 'from hell' 😬

I initially assumed the STA was the fourth piece of Yin iron but Wuxian consistently denies it... Unsure what to think. Too big a coincidence?

Anyway I started the untamed last night because at least one person I follow on here posts really cool art of it regularly. Some impressions, keeping in mind this is my first cdrama

I'm going to have to re-watch ep 1 at some point because I had no idea what was going on but I do know I'm having fun

Knowing the source material is explicitly gay and the reason for the censoring in the show is very comforting in a way. And probably makes this hit very different

Do I Want To Do The Femboys Or Be The Femboys

Cloud Recesses reminds me of Rivendell and the white outfits of the elves. Can't believe we've been robbed of this aesthetic by modern corporate trends everyone looks fucking incredible. Like there's nobody ugly in this show but even if there was they'd look good in these costumes.

Idk why there were 3-4 episodes of current day exposition and now we've shifted quite suddenly and seemingly long-term to the events of the past but I'm having a good time

I love all these little weirdos

I can understand why Lan Zhan is so Like That with all the rules and punishments he's grown up with. But then Zewu is so... normal? So idk if it's just him lol

There are 50 EPISODES in a single season?? I thought it was going to be like ten but we're strapping in for a Ride!

I hope we get to see more of Lan Yuan he's so cute

Anyway I'm up to episode seven so no spoilers please but I'm really enjoying this very silly show

[tagarilaghost]

It's so damn hard to NOT spoiler your friend that Darkrai is the evil twisted mastermind in PMD when he literally consumes your every thought.

Please help me, I have been suffering for months.

[bringbackbunnymaloney]

I am proud to share my Seductive Bunny commission by Mékolai himself!

[pass3ra]

cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad😐 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr

[girl-bateman]

How does one get assigned as sam coded / dean coded ? Do I need a doctors note ? A psych evaluation perhaps ?

[trahoalai]

everyday I bust my ass to get to music class on time and everyday I show up to a music class that looks like this

[transgenderbuffoonery]

i don’t usually drink but i had a couple shots to have a gOOd time but ig that was a bad idea cause now it’s just sad boy hours

[gu6chan]

People will be like "idc who you are, seriously block me if you do/support x" and then i block them and they react like this everytime

[falling-hand-in-unlovable-hand]

the worst part of break is the last day when you're just drowning in stress thinking about going back. i feel literally physically nauseous

[venomgender]

scott cramer worlds best youtuber

[goldlightsaber]

I love One Day because what are the odds that I, a writerly introvert-ish person who cares about social justice and procrastinates on all her artistic endeavors and is a bit socially awkward, have also had a weird push-pull dynamic with a charming, privileged, British fuckboy

[deaconsleatherpants]

@ time bandits 2024 I just want to talk 😤

[lilianne-tarot]

PICK A CARD: Your Future Spouse’s First Impression of You? ✮⋆˙

I. II. III.

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⊹₊⟡ Pile I

Cards pulled: the world, page of cups, ace of wands, 8 of pentacles, hanged man, justice, 4 of wands, oracle cards

Okay babe, like instantly I’m getting this vibe that you are in a field like marketing, finance, or something that really involves talking anr writing. your job includes practical work, being clever AF, and not emotional at all. You are into a fiel which makes you fulfilled (at least finacially or in you day to day life), and let me tell you… your future partner is SO INTO IT. Like deadass, your practicality pulls them in like moth ot a flame. And listen!! It’s not that you don’t have emotions, pfft no. In fact, you’re such a sweet romantic, devoted lil baby when you actually care 💗. But the thing is, you only show it to people who deserve it. You’re not the type of person who is trying to prove how “good” you are to everyone. Period. You’re not out here giving everyone your full mushy marshmallow side of you, you’re selective. And honestly that makes People think you’re this emotionally cold, witty with words, maybe even selfish or boring. Some people see you as someone who can literally manipulate them into buying a yacht they didn’t even want 😂. Your words are your Lethal weapons. Your presence is so soft yet Strong AF. 

Now, coming to how your person will perceive you. WELL. when they meet you, they’re gonna be ike “This is the one for me. Period. End of discussion”. For some of you i feel like you’ll are not into love and relationships as much as they are by the time yall meet so when they shower you with their love and start love bombing you you’e gonna feel attacked in some way🤣 you’ll be like, “goshhh leave me alone” and they are like, “NOOO MARRYYY ME PLEASEEE” 😭😭 ISTG THIS PILE STARTED SOO CONFUSING AND TOOK SUCH A TURN LOL. 

OKAY so this is a specific message I’m getting. Some of you went through betrayal in life in terms of love and have been quite unlucky in love so yall wouldn’t believe in love or someone who would make you their priority. This is so painful istg. to them your love is a gift of the divine. You’re someone they can risk it all. So this whole thing about you, they’ll sense immediately, without you even saying it, that you’ve been hurt. They’ll feel your silent belief that love might not be “your thing” anymore. Maybe you’ve even sworn off marriage? ouch 😭.

But your person don’t wanna change your mind with big declarations. No no. They’re more like “Okay, you think love is a waste of time? Then waste it on me .” That message LITERALLY hit me and i think i heard it in a song but it fits here perfectly. They’re all like: I am willing. I am hearing. I am risking. I see you. They don’t just like you, they want to settle down with you. (them considering doing this even through they are mostly going to be like someone who believes in short term flings and one night stand, DUDEEE this is crazyyyy)  they would be ready to do the most insane thing just to be with you. they are ready to DO ANYTHING. Like they would even agree to change countries, OVERNIGHT, if you give them a chance to be with you. 

They would see you as a baby😭 DEF not literally. I know this sounds so weird and awkward 🤡 but actually what i mean here is they would adore you like a baby. Nurture you and treat you like you heart is the most fragile thing to them.  They wanna be your shield, your literal security blanket. Someone who you would choose to rely on and trust. That’s their ultimate life goal at this point ✋🏻 They can see past the workaholic, composed outer shell straight to your soft, squishy inner child who needs healing and it’s high time to do it. And they’re like “lemme protect this one.”

But OHMYGOD this person wants to rush. Like it’s so funny. Iif yall have seen those vidoes of “hyper active gf/bf X chil gf/bf” I’ve been seeing that image since the beginning of this message. AHHHH I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING. So in birds, the male bird is more gorgeous than female birds and they use their beauty of charm their female lover and I’m seeing a peacock here like the female is just standing there like 🧍🏻‍♀️ and the male peacock is giving his best performance which is just so hilarioussssss😭😭😭. So this is going to be the scene with yall as well.  They’re ready to lock it down. And you? You’re like “umm excuse me, I’m just now believing in love again” And yet, they’re already planning the venue and picturing the honeymoon. And hey, maybe even the physical stuff, they want closeness FAST. But not in a creepy way, they’re just excited to nurture you. MARRY YOU, even. Like… who does that anymore?!? 🥹

They give off BIG masculine energy, regardless of gender. Like… protective, active, pure-hearted, sunshine-in-human-form kind of vibes. i think you'll spent your life protecting and nurturing others so now your person is going to do all of that for you. This person is gonna light your whole life up. The Four of Wands says: “Happy endings only, baby.” Sooo yes, your life’s been all logical and methodical lately, but they’re here to remind you that JOY still exists, and you deserve it. ✨

Alsoooo, this person Will  be OBSESSED with you and we know that by now.but they are gonna respect you so much as well. Maybe even be intimated and stunned by your emotial strength. Like they’ll see you as someone above them. The moment they meet you, it’s like “oh dang, I gotta step my game up to win them.” Which is HOT. They see you as an opportunity. The blessing. The “I can’t lose this or I’ll regret it for life” kinda vibe. You’ll make them realize what matters, no more wasting time with flaky BS. You are Their wake-up call ❤️

For some of y’all, your partner might’ve been a little wild before, like fucking around and doing whatever i want vibes. But after meeting you? BABY they’ll go through a whole mental tranformations You’re more stable by the time they meet you, and they’re gonna learn so much from you, especially emotionally and spiritually. Maybe you’ll be going through a time of spiritual healing when you meet them, prolly because of the hearbreak we talke about earlier. Because some of y’all are interested in spirituality, art, literature, all the mystical and deep stuff. You’re that empathic, emotionally intelligent angel who helps them feel things properly for the first time. And that’s the reason theyll be losing their sht.

They’ll mirror you. Like literally pick up your habits, try your hobbies, and follow your routines because they just wanna be in your world. And this is NOT a time-waster. No “I’ll text you back in 7-10 business days” energy. Nuh-uh. This person is action-oriented. They see something? They go for it. They like someone ( YOU)? They say it. No games, no hesitation. It’s giving: “my boy saw the girl, and he WENT FOR HER” 

They’re gonna LOVE being around you. Worship your presence. Be obsessed with your voice especially. Also… this is gonna sound wild but THEY MIGHT SEE YOU AS A BABY COW  (but like the cute, innocent one okay!!). Especially if you’re younger or just have this sweet soft vibe, they’re gonna be like “must protect this smol bean.” 🥹

And if your last relationship made you be the parent all the time?? Like the mature one always giving and fixing? BLESS. THIS. NEW. RELATIONSHIP. Your persona is gonna heal that. They’re the protector now. They’re the one initiating, solving conflicts, planning a dang future with you. It’s not just love, it’s “LET’S GET MARRIED” level .

This person is LOUD. Like socially, energetically, “life of the party” loud. And you? You’re chillin’, vibing, admiring them from the corner, “that’s my person.” It’s giving introvert + extrovert harmony. Yin and Yang. Opposites that complete each other.

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⊹₊⟡ Pile II

Cards pulled: Knight of cups, Knight of wands, the Sun, queen of swords, queen of cups, page of Pentacles, the Chariot and Oracle cards.

AHH MY FAVOURITE PILE. SEXYYYY LMAO

TO desribe your person's impression of you in few words: forbidded. irristible. tempting.

instantly when your person first meet you or have a proper conversation with you, they're gonna be like, "hey baby i think i wanna marry you" 🫡 (IYKYK) but the challenge they're gonna face is going to shake their ground 🤣

Your person is kinda like a bee. A WHOLE BEE. Just like a bee who wanders from one flower to another, and they believe there are many to taste and many to explore in this whole garden but they are so wrong with this mindset of theirs lol. Because the moment they meet you they’re gonna slapped with the reality check which will shatter this mindset😭😭

 I feel like you'll are someone who puts a strong emphasis on material things and how you look and how the materialistic aspects of life and your social standing, career, and everything around that theme. You're ambitious towards your dream and goals, and you really value your social standing and everything related to the Venusian theme. And there is nothing wrong about that. you value your reputation immensely, this is something your person is going to notice as the first thing in you. To your fs you seem like someone who doesn't need anyone to complete you, to validate you, and that kind of intimidates your person initially, cuz they picks up on that instantly. that kind of want them to chase you HARDER because to them it seems you don't need them and they are not used to having run behind someone everrrrr. I think they had a fair share of suitors and people crushing on them, so they got whoever they wanted, but this time the script was flipped so they just can’t keep it lowkey anymore😂. And suddenly, they want to impress you (good luck with it mr/ms future spouse) . I think for a lot of you this person is going to be a younger person. But there is definitely going to be age gap of some sort. If not literally then surely on a maturity/ emotional level. 

I’m also seeing that some of yall might be into healing job or something where you have to talk to people. You might be in a healing job like therapy, medicine, consulting, or something along these lines or maybe you’re just that one friend in your friend group whom everyone trauma dumps to cuz they know you would listen to them with no judegement and offer them the best adives. Either way, your person sees this soft, trustworthy energy in you right away. You just feel safe to them. Solid. Like you’ve got your priorities together, even if you’re still figuring things out (no judgment, same). There’s a huge chance you’ll meet this person through work or something career-related. Could be your first job, your current field, or even on a random trip that’s kind of job-related. When they meet you, it weirdly reminds them of something from their past, something emotional or meaningful, and it hits them. Like, you just click with a part of them they forgot was still there. 

COMING TO THEM, Your future spouse is such a softie🫠. They seem quite charming, gentle and caring in nature. They are also super romantic when they actually let themselves show it. This person is one of the affectionate towards you and they are willing to commit towards you. They genuinely respect you a lot. Like, they see you as the full package. But here’s the thing about them, they kind of don’t think they’re the full package YET. They look at you and feel like they’re not on your level yet. Like they need to upgrade themselves and work on themselves a lot before even thinking about asking you out. They want to, they really do, but your strong energy throws them off just enough to make them second-guess themselves.  Still, they’re not backing off (GOOD JOB). one thing is for sure, They’ll be super into you from the get go, like instant butterflies. You might notice they get a little nervous or try too hard to play it cool, but underneath that, they’re basically like “how do I win this person over?????????.”

you come across as strong and soft, which is kind of your superpower. You speak your mind, but in the most graceful, non-aggressive way that still leaves people like “damn, okay.” That’s what gets them.

this might be someone who’s already in your extended circle. Could be a friend, mutual, someone from a family connection, or maybe they pop up at a gathering where there’s already some shared comfort. It’s not giving stranger vibe, it’s giving “Hey, why do you feel kinda familiar?” There’s this cozy vibe with them, like you’ve known them in some alternate reality. It could also be a past life connection.

Also, you're gonna find them super soft whn you actually get to know them on a deeper level. Like innocent-in-a-cute-way soft. They’re still figuring life out, but not in a mess, they’re just young-soul energy. And ou're the wise owl here. You’ll feel it. You’ve seen things, learned things, set boundaries, and now you’re in your “I don’t have time for nonsense” era. You’re fiercely protective of your independence, your peace, and your standards. Not bitter, not jaded, just self-respecting. You’re loyal, loving, and lowkey hilarious, and once people get past your gate, they’re in for life. That nurturing, “mom friend but make it glamorous” energy you radiate, that’s what pulls them in like gravity. You’re elegant and put-together in public too, like someone who always knows which fork to use and still makes it look casual.

Now your person is very into their goals. Like, this is the kind of person who has a whole plan of what they are going to do with their carrer. It could also be that they have some family business of some sort so their carrer path is already planned. They care a lot about career, money, education, and just...winning at life. And somehow, your connection will tie into that part of their world. Not saying it’s gonna be all business and work, but your presence shifts their focus. You spark something in them that makes them want more than just success on paper. You make them want real connection too. WITH YOU. they might act all chill and emotionally composed on the outside, but inside  they are just a fragile little baby 🫠They don’t always know how to handle all those emotions, though, so you might see them try to play it cool while they're internally spiraling like, “Why am I obsessed???”

They’re ambitious, yes, but emotionally not so skilled yet lol😭. You’re showing up as the wise one in this connection, and they’re the student. There’s a clear maturity difference here, but it’s not a dealbreaker. If anything, it’s adorable ( i’m lovinggg this😭). You’ve both got earthy energy, you vibe with the small joys of life. You’re the sunshine in the relationship, and they’re the knight/ the chariot protecting that light like, “Nobody mess with this, or you’ll answer to me.”

ALSOOO, They’re loyal AF, so you never have to stress about trust. Might be a little bit of a dreamer, definitely pretty (like, actually pretty), and they see the world with these rose-tinted glasses that make everything feel magical. They’re gonna look at you like you’re their personal dream ocme true. CUTEEEEEEE😭 Now, full honesty, they might not have been the most serious about love before. Kinda more “flings, sex and timepass” than “relationship goals.” But You're the exception. You're the one who flips the whole script for them. And they love it.

BESTIE THIS PERSON IS SOO UNPREDICTIBLE😭😭. Reading about them is like solving a confusing case. Something new is popping up every moment, once they are just fuck around energy, suddenly they are also career focused, then they are also emotionally deep and cute??!?!?! Like they are making me question myself😭😭

Like In their career and goals? Super focused. All about logic, hustle, planning. But in their personal life? Total softie. Cuddly, romantic, shy, and a little emotionally-driven puppy. Their heart leads in relationships, not their head. Which is funny, because it’s the opposite of how they act professionally. They’re not emotionally unstable or immature. they’re secure, they’re not gonna have you babysitting their feelings. It's a green flag there. Also, you two? Total “we feed the street cats and cry at sunsets” energy. You both adore the little joys like kids, animals, flowers, summers, random beautiful things, and they’ll totally join in on appreciating it all with you. If you say, “Look how cute this snail is,” they’re right there like, “OMG he has a little home 🥺.” songs cringe but with your fav person nothing remains cringe TRUST ME. 

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⊹₊⟡ Pile III

Cards pulled: 9 of wands, 2 of swords, the world, king of pentacles, 4 of swords, 7 of pentacles, king of wands, death and oracle cards.

Before diving into the reading, i'll have to say that this pile has the strongest and heaviest energies. I had to pause multiple times while doing this, and thus I will keep every message raw and real with yall as well to keep the real essence of the reading intact.

At first glance, you might look like someone who keeps everything to themselves, someone who’s always protecting themselves, guarding themselves, and has locked themselves inside a cage they made on their own. Maybe even someone who gets into conflicts here and there if someone tries to climb that wall. 

In your life, you might have faced a really painful betrayal, where you believed in something or someone with your whole heart. Maybe it was a dream, a person, a career, a degree, a friend, or anything you truly trusted, and it didn’t work out. It broke your heart deeply. After that, you started protecting yourself. Your person will witness this entire journey, they will see you going through all of this. They will understand the depth of your pain. Maybe the signs were always there, maybe it was obvious that things weren’t going to work out, but you still believed. And now, you might even feel like a fool for believing in it.

You might think, "I didn’t even try to understand the truth when it was right in front of me." This thing likely happened to you when you were very young, which made the pain even harder. And that’s okay. You were young and vulnerable. But somehow, this pain you went through , it’s also going to hurt your person deeply. Like, they’ll feel that pain in their heart too. There’s a really strong water sign energy here, I feel it clearly. Maybe it's Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio, or even strong water planets in you or their charts. Some of you might have these zodiac signs, or maybe you just love being around water, because while doing this reading, I keep getting images of water. I can feel this water energy very strongly. Maybe your person is a water sign. Anything is possible.

Your person is going to help you go through this pain and heal from it. They will help you slowly open up again, break down those walls, and rebuild your spark. They want you to spread your wings again. They’ll help you gently dust yourself off, slowly but softly, and break out of those walls you built around yourself. They’ll help you come back to life. Once again, this is not a first impression because this person has known you for a long time. Even before officially meeting, I feel like they will already know about you in some way. So the whole idea of a first impression doesn’t apply here.

This is like the first pile I read, I don’t see this as just a first impression, but as a full journey. But when your person sees you, they’ll think you are someone with deep empathy and softness in your nature.

Okay, I’m seriously getting emotional now. I’m not joking. A sentence just came to me so suddenly, and it hit me hard:

"It’s not your job to heal everyone." "It’s not your responsibility to take care of everyone’s emotions." You are only responsible for yourself love. Spread your wings high and just fly, because that’s what you deserve.

This is exactly how your person sees you. This is what they want for you. They want you to see yourself the way they see you, strong, worthy, and free. I can’t even explain how much this sentence affected me while writing. I had to stop for five minutes. That’s how powerful it was. It felt like the most beautiful message ever.

You’ll meet this person during a really low phase in your life, when everything feels confusing, and you’re struggling to make decisions. You’re stuck in a very critical moment. You’ll feel frustrated, lost, like nothing makes sense. And even your person will be feeling something similar in their own life. They’ll feel like they’re trapped too, like someone has put them at gunpoint and they’re being forced to just look at what’s convenient or beneficial to others. You’ll meet your person at a low phase in your life, when everything is confusing, when nothing makes sense, when decision-making feels impossible, and you feel like you’re stuck in a really critical situation. You’ll feel exhausted, stressed. And honestly, your person, they’ll also be in a similar phase. Maybe even worse. They’ll also feel like they’re completely stuck in their own life. Like they’re being held at gunpoint and people around them are being selfish. While you, on the other hand, won’t even understand what’s going on or what exactly you’re doing anymore. So love at first sight or basically falling in love os a theme youll both explore at the MUCHHH later stage of your journey together. 

Meanwhile, you're trying to figure out what you're doing with your life, and you can’t seem to understand anything clearly.

When yall meet or get to know each other, you might have been in a situation where your person could clearly see that you were going through a very intense phase in life. Maybe they were even a part of that journey, the journey where you had to face multiple moments of confusion and indecision. There were moment where you had multiple breakdowns and even times of self doubt and insecurity. And they’ve seen you go through all of that. So I feel like this person had already become a part of your life long ago, at a very early stage of your life because i don’t see any theme of first impression here. It’s more about how they actually see you. you'll only realize it much later, maybe very late in life,  how they’ve been ap art of your journey for so long, because you were so caught up and occupied with other areas of your life that you didn’t even notice this happening. You were so busy guarding yourself and protecting yourself that this wasn't even something that bothered you at all. 

A specific message i am getting is you’ll begin to know this person when you are going through an important phase of your life, a transformative one, and something that is testing you. Like an important exam in your life, your job hunting time? Or just anything along these lines which needs patience and resilience and trusting in oneself. 

This person is the kind of person who, more than themselves they wants YOU to succeed in life. This person will genuinely want you to succeed a lot in your life, move far ahead, and do great things. And they will notice how you hold yourself back from your true self, how you keep yourself controlled. They will see all of this and will want you to let go of this state of yours. They would wish you would stop holding yourself back and doubting yourself, and just spread your wings wide and high and explore every colours of life. 

AHHHH. this is crazyyyyy. SO Right after I told you to spread your wings, I pulled an oracle card I got a message from that oracle Card, and it showed me the image of the Phoenix. Phoenix is a bird that holds powerful fire energy. In the image, it’s shown spreading its wings wide and high. I seriously got goosebumps seeing ths. That card instatly gave me a very clear message from the universe, it confirmed what I had just told you. It showed me how much this person wants you to grow emotionally. They want you to break out of your comfort zone, spread your wings, and live your life fully. They want you to experience everything in this world.😭😭

I can strongly feel that this person would go all the way to make sacrifices for you. This is definitely a love where your person won’t mind sacrificing anything for your sake, if it means your happiness. GOSHHHH I CANT- 

This love is very real and grounded. It’s the kind of love where the person will go through ANYY pain just for you. They feel your pain like it’s their own. Maybe something happened in your past that made you become so guarded and protected, and this person wants you to feel your inner strength again. They want you to know that no dream or desire is more powerful than you. If you truly want to grow, nothing can stop you. This person carries very steady emotional energy, they are emotionally mature and stable. This isn’t someone who will bring unnecessary drama into your life over small things so you can be relaxed about that. One thing i noticed is how this person is SOOO similar to the the male lead of the kdrama when life gives you tangerines, how he dedicated his entire life for his wind especially him saying things like, “i can’t live without her” LORD.

This person will bring a lot of transformation into your life. The last card I pulled for you was the Death card, and that’s not negative here. It actually shows how this person is going to completely flip your life around and change everything for the better. As I’m doing this reading, I feel intense emotions. My energy feels drained, and my heart is pounding, i’m not eve kidding. I had to pause this reading multiple times cause the overload of emotions i felt were overwhelming at some point lol but im glad this tured out so beautifully ultimately HAHA. That tells me this is how strongly this person will feel about you, this is how deeply they will experience knowing you.

Again, this reading isn’t about a "first impression" because this is a long story. You both have known each other for a long time, longer than even words can explain. maybe even beyond this lifetimes. You complete each other, like puzzle pieces that perfectly fit together. So, in your case, there’s no such thing as a "first impression"   because your connection is very divine and complicated in a beautiful way.

You’re someone this person is truly ready to invest time, energy, and commitment into. They are ready to build something stable with you. They want to grow with you. As much as they want to live their own life, they also want to make you feel safe, happy, and secure. You both might even have a Twin Flame connection. Twin Flames often go through similar kinds of life events, and I think you both will experience that too. Maybe I’m wrong, but I feel like you two will have similar life stories or meet through a shared path. For example, maybe you're in the same college, doing the same course, or working in the same place,  there's a similarity here. Maybe through a same fandom of spiritual path. Your emotions will be very dependent on each other, even at a subconscious level.

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