#it's just so strange and hollow
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the thing that really gets me about how bad the writing for rook in particular is is that it would take so little effort to make it better. and it would probably make the writers' jobs a lot more interesting, too. you should be able to piss off your companions. in every other dragon age, you can piss off your companions. you can piss them off so badly that they try to kill you. if you just sort of fail to impress people one way or another in da2, you can end up having to fight your best friends to the death, or have one of them peace out after prompting an invasion of your city. the ability to have conflict with your companions wasn't always handled WELL (trying to talk to cullen about mage rights in dai comes to mind, as does trying to talk to dorian about slavery beyond the one conversation), but the option was there. it seems like the only way you can piss off your companions here is by making tactical disagreements they don't like. there's no room to have a personality some of your companions find off-putting, even though there are multiple points where your companions are put off by one another. purple hawke we're so not back. and the reason can't be "well you had to be someone varric would choose," because varric's best friend was hawke and there can be very many different kinds of hawke.
you're given a fascinating backstory and it will not come up beyond occasional comments relevant to your faction. mourn watch rook why does your backstory almost never come up i would tell people that story all the time. it's like dming for a player who came up with the most rich backstory you've ever seen and then watching them ignore it every time you dangle plot hooks in front of them. bioware do you remember what you wrote. bioware u good???? the sanitization of various factions aside because that's its whole own post, it would be so easy to give a dialogue here and there where rook could show more of what sort of rook they are by letting them reflect on their backstory. it would be so easy to write aggressive answers that are actually aggressive.
i've spent enough time in editing that i've just been trying to figure out if there's any possible motivation beyond a lack of investment in their own story, or a shocking paucity of good editors in their work environment. is it because the way they designed the game necessitates that everyone be there at the end? but you can still fuck up the ending by making the wrong choices there, à la me2, and you were allowed to piss people off in me2. if you can get people killed at the end anyway, why not let the choices you made and the responses you chose matter beyond "did you do enough sidequests?"
at a certain point, it's just confusing. they know how to do this, even if they don't always do it well. the lack of any real room for agency or personality or conflict is just... odd. this is also leaving aside how easy it would have been to incorporate SOME past choices from past games per their previous work. bioware i just want to talk
#datv#dragon age: the veilguard#datv spoilers#dragon age#don't get me wrong i enjoy the game#it has fun combat and pretty colours and i enjoy what IS there of the companions#but i'm also acutely aware as i finish a second playthrough of just how bad the writing is compared to the other games#(and the other games certainly did not always have great writing in every case)#it's just so strange and hollow#i didn't notice it the first time because i was playing a very nice rook#so i noticed that the romance was a little underwhelming but that was about it#this time trying to play a cold bitchy unsettling rook i realized there is absolutely no way to do that whatsoever#this goes beyond the 'it doesn't matter what your inquisitor's personal faith is they WILL be referred to as the herald of andraste' thing#this rook essentially has the same personality as my first rook because they really only wrote one personality for rook in the end#this rook is on good terms with pretty much the whole of the team just like the last rook because so long as you do sidequests you will be#there's SOME variation depending on plot choices you make but really not that much#if you choose taash for the big construct she throws a rock#if you choose davrin for the big construct he throws a rock#if you choose emmrich for the big construct HE throws a rock#did you save minrathous or treviso? doesn't matter end battle's in the same place#there is schoolwork i desperately need to focus on this weekend but here i am preoccupied with how genuinely baffling#bioware's writing choices are#why do all this work to set things up and then decide 99% of it is irrelevant#datv critical#bioware critical
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#In that strange way I want to feed them both oranges so they can enjoy life#FSFSDFS THE FUCKINH LOOK >>>#Ignoring canon for a second because they def just went on a walk together talking about their purposes or wtv#Totally uh not dead yk#digital art#art#hk quirrel#hk pure vessel#hollow knight#quirrelhollow#quirrel#pure vessel
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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue
Song: Plastic by Cheekface
#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED#I want to watch him fall apart#I need him to explode#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#animation#animatic#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was#and that idea makes me so so so crazy#The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself#followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege#like a punishment you cant undo#a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces#you know now. you cant go back even if you want to#and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know#He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural#I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars#AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED#removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore#Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes#Sorry Im going insane I love your au#I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥
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gay bugs! as promised!
touch starved vessel gets to be impatient and politely request affection when they crave it. i don't think quirrel would mind much.
#hollow knight#quirrel#the hollow knight#quirrelhollow#thk#pure vessel#i promised gay bugs. hollow's cloak is so much fun to mess with#quirrel tests me because it's so easy to make him look extremely silly and strange. i need more practice#which means More Gay Bugs on the horizon#i also need to Improve. like the other art from a week or so ago there are parts i like and parts i don't.#i should also try to do quicker/less in depth stuff and post more sketches and the like#i just get so concerned over 'oh its not finished enough' meanwhile i go wild over others' sketches so like.#@ me. give yourself some grace.
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pov: u interrupted some random lesbians on date night
#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#silksong#troupe master grimm#gijinka grimm#gijinka hornet#hollow knight hornet#human grimm#silksong hornet#hornet hk#grimm hk#grimmnet#this is a meme redraw and i waffled btwn grimm or hornet being the scary one but ultimately i think hornet is more likely to look spookier#for her i think it’s less on purpose she just doesn’t know how to express herself well but grimm is genuinely/purposefully spooky#he’s still irritated that their date walk to the park got interrupted but yknow. gentleman lesbian can’t be a total asshole. 🙄#also so random but when i uploaded their ref to the canvas it was weirdly saturated… strange#my art
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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....
#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3#talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut#SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time#the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me#sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression#this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma#but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa#and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age#and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID#so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them#to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate#hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself#and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside#somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before#2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces#the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah#i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok
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Behold, the six "unique" roles of Stonevale, one of the colonies in Fading Hollow.
I've been thinking about this setting a lot lately, including all the characters. Honestly, I want to make every cat individual under the hood, but that is slowly driving me mad. For now, here are six of them:
Chief Ra'shira - the leader. Aggressive, irritable, but fiercely loyal to kith and kin.
Deputy Haystalk - her second in command and gentle younger brother. He has spent the majority of his adulthood smoothing over the trouble his sister's temper causes
Raven, the Seer - religious leader and second eldest cat in the colony. A grumpy bastard for the ages. The only company he enjoys is Mera and his sister, Blueshell
Mera Yari-tsa - a lifelong queen who has had a paw in raising every litter in the past 50 moons, earning her great respect. The most knowledgeable midwife in the hollow
Acorn - a senior messenger. He won't retire until his former apprentice, Puff, is ready to mentor another cat to take his place
Puff - a young messenger. He seems empty headed and the wrong body type for his position, but he has a fantastic memory and a knack for social situations
#gopher writes#gopher art#fading hollow#original art#cat art#worldbuilding#original characters#cat ocs#no idea what else to tag this tbh#this setting has basically been divorced from warrior cats at this point tbh. just because i keep adding shit#the more i build it the more i see this less as a warriors fanclan set and more as an individual story that owes a lot to wc#also- most of what ive posted about FH is still canon. the Yari-tsa are basically masters of childcare. this is still post apocalypse#however. new shit has been added. a calendar. strange mutations. ect#i also try to keep to some basic genetics. will have to create a family tree at some point. not looking forward to it tbh.#on the bright side the laws they live by are different. so we can deal#my plan is to make a webcomic of this. starting with a few fun nonlinear comics to give y'all a feel for the flavor of the setting#kinda like a pilot. then start the first arc. wish me luck. still a while before i get to any of that though lmao
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killing someone. had a migraine for a week and then was permitted a single migraine-less day (where mind you i STILL HAD A PRETTY BAD FUCKING HEADACHE) before the next one hit. absolutely fuck you man
#not strange exactly like.#ive just come out of a very long very stressful period of time#so it Makes Sense that my body just fucking Collapses. it tends to do that yknow. but good god is it frustrating#z talks#sorry not sorry abt just having become a migraine blog with some hollow knight thrown in#full transparency i have not played sso since like january
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honestly don't even remember what happened in 2017 at all, it was a year. that year is no longer.
what the fuck DIDN’T happen in 2017
#fucking cuphead came out. fortnite. little nightmares#FUCKING PUBG#NIGHT IN THE WOODS#LIFE IS STRANGE PREQUEL. WHICH I PLAYED WAY TOO MUCH OF BTW . it was like the second coming of christ to me#hollow knight but i didn’t know about hollow knight back then#ddlc …#slime rancher. and yet another dlc for ark. Back when people still liked playing ark. and by that i mean#nobody fucking liked playing ark. but it’s like stockholm syndrome. you wouldnt get it#FUCKING GANG BEASTS !!!! revolutionary. life changing. and then ? Bendy and the shit machine#anyone remember that ??? anyone remember the wejrdass comic on tumblr that was like bendy and the quest for the ink machine?#I do. I do.#but that’s just games. you know what else came out in 2017? the fucking emoji movie. DO YOU UNDERSTAND#DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT IT WAS LIKE BEING ON THE INTERNET WHEN EMOJI MOVIE CAME OUT?? You dont. You havent seen what i’ve seen#2017 was the year of shape of you. of despacito. of that’s what i like by bruno mars. Do you understand how insufferable it was being on the#internet while those songs were popular. Have you even watched the 2017 youtube rewind#2017 WAS ALMOST THE YEAR LOGAN PAUL HAD HIS FOREST CONTROVERSY. UNFORTUNATELY HE HAD IT ON LIKE JANUARY 2ND OR 3RD OF 2018#so it’s almost 2017 but not quite#pewdiepie was still popular ….#most important of all? i was a homestuck fan in 2017. I was a fan of many things#much more stuff happened but if i have to think about 2017 for a second longer my brain will fry#cramswering
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hot take Deadpool and Wolverine wasn't that good it was sort of just Ryan jacking off about how much money Disney was giving him, fanservice, and comic book/tv show references that only the most hardcore nerds would get.
#cannoli all over the keyboard#nothing wrong with being a hardcore marvel nerd however i think if it's gonna be a movie it should make sense to an uninformed person#not even uninformed in the sense that i haven't seen the other two Deadpool movies. i have.#but i don't have the time nor any interest in watching the marvel tv shows or hunting down comics#from what i understand i would have enjoyed the movie if i had watched Loki and wandavision and maybe the new dr strange thing#maybe it's my fault i fucking suck at being a nerd#<- to be fair i was forcefed Harry Potter and Star Wars as my only nerd content as a child#Harry Potter fucking sucks and i have no interest in ever revisiting it#and Star Wars is great in theory but there's so much content I'd need to consume to like get caught up#plus i struggle to watch it because it reminds me of my dad too much#i would make a great LOTR fan though. i wish i had grown up with LOTR. i need to get the books. and rewatch the movies. and everything else.#like even just watching the first movie of lotr tickled my brain so much and made me so happy#in a way that Star Wars and Harry Potter never did and never could#idk this is why i stick to smaller and newer fandoms. there's not nearly so much hollow knight content#and no one's gonna kill you for not knowing something#and no one calls you a fake fan#anyways I'm just rambling#turtlemagnum ass behavior but this is actually really fun
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anyway, here's an annotated map of deepnest_east_12 (the room before the hornet 2 arena), in case you were wondering
#blossom.txt#hollow knight#blossom plays hollow knight#what were they cooking#the funny thing is that this is one of the more tame examples of strange oob geometry in this game lol#also yes the knight is on top of the room instead of inside it#i was having trouble making the camera pan up so i just put them up there and forced camera follow
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ok i finally settled on a durge design…. this is ji <3 strange looking ranger, almost like some kind of decayed tiefling….
and her “guardian” is actually just what she used to look like before… well.
#they didnt have the right Decay Tone for like a sulfur tiefling but just pretend its her normal skin tone but decayed yk#i literally remade this character maybe 6 times. idk vaeril’s like My Girl so trying to make another character is hard..#ji is a big buff girl who’s mostly mute and just. shes strange shes fucked up looking but every so often her expression softens#-and looks confused and sad and then it goes right back to being some kinda hollow husk…#who knows. im bad at making ocs.#👍👍#personal
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had a dream where i was only nominally in charge of the narrative. it was my dream but some characters would punish me for it. as the dream went on more and more people i knew in real life, people i didn’t “create” left the story as other characters bled into it. it was still a dream so it’s not like i had any real control to begin with. woah .the consequences.
#why did Burn lash out at me so extremely by the end#I guess you can’t make someone a punky and volatile person without them wanting to rebel#the dreamer#the only real authority in the dream#but I also didn’t really make him anything#it was a dream#I just woke up so I want to remember this in some way#I haven’t been smoking weed on this trip#the first time in maybe a decade I’ve had such a break and my dreams are back in full force#I’ve woken my gf up kind of yelling in my sleep at the start#it’s been a strange part of this trip#like oh boy that was some fun sightseeing#now for the secret battle of the subconscious I’ve been waging at night#at least I got to see my loved ones dance#only in a dream though#that classic hollow feeling after waking from a dram where something you really want to happen happened#even if you paid for it in the end#I’m so tired#personal#sure
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-Burnout
An experience I've tried many many times to get across in art so that I can let it go. This time though, I felt myself let go, so I'd say I fucking ate.
#So strange#They torn their way up my throat and out through my fingertips#my mind went blank and the pencil started moving#tuned into the music and let myself express this deep seated emotion I’ve tried a million times to expresss#I have a lot of art with this concept#anguish and smoke coming out of hollow eyes#but this one felt right#strong and true#scream my frustration into the universe#and let that shit go#just let that shit go#illustration#emotional#angst#autism#burnout#Fever Pitch#Pitch Arts
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40 minutes into this 7 hour audiobook, and I think I have the motive, means, and opportunity for a murder that hasn't happened yet. which... is either really sad because i'm never right about this stuff and like to guess, or really great because there's a plot twist coming and that'll be fun
unfortunately, i think the twist is the answer i have
#complaining about audiobooks again#woodland creatures murder mystery has been fun but the mystery has been getting uh#ok the first one was great and i didn't see the twist coming#the second gave you one suspect and then put the nails in the coffin one by one until like there was no way it was anyone else#the third one appears to be setting up a plot twist that might be very clever but i'm just nuts enough to see coming#idk#spoilers for the shady hollow series so stop reading if you're planning to read spoiler free#but the book is called mirror lake. mirror#the man is acting strange and his rich mother died and his wife says he's not really her husband and that her husband's dead#well. its his twin brother right?#it's got to be his twin brother and we're going to dance around that for 6 more hours aren't we?#if it's not his twin brother i'll eat my hat idk anymore
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seriously considering making a mental health blog
#tw// mental health#i have been going through a very very difficult time#this master's degree is killing me and at this point i'm not even sure I wasn to go on#between writing my thesis and doing my internship#and having an advisor who scares and who I have to see for four hours straight every thursday#and having new medication that's messing with me on every level#and my brain being evil to me every day#i don't know you guys... I just don't feel like I have to strength to do everything#every little thing sets me off and I cry every day#my meds are making me so slow that I see a sentence more than 10 words longer all the letters startes jumping around and mushing together#I'm so scared of going to school#being around people and a environment that seems strange and distant to plus a professor that scares me and makes me feel dumb and stupid#I'm thinking about bad things all the time and I can't make them go away#i'm just. tired and sad and nervous and feeling like i'm losing control of myself#I'm losing my strength#I can't count on my friends anymore and losing them#I feel lifeless and hollow and sad and alone and abandonment and useless and horrible#I just want to have a space so I can just. air everything out basically#I just need to feel heard#but I don't want this blog to be a place of negativity and sadness#I treasure this blog and the people i've met here#I just don't know#I don't know what to do
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