#it's just like. AAAAAHHH
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it is so scary being someone who was deep in the grindset and had a catastrophic crash and burn and now being in be kind to yourself rehabilitation and seeing my friends who have not had a catastrophic crash and burn keep on rolling. being so proud of their tremendous workload and the stress it causes. and i GET IT. and i've been there and i've worked myself to the bone and i know i CAN do it. and maybe that's just the only way to actually make money and be successful in the usa but unfortunately it will kill me and that's not something i can laugh and roll my eyes and shrug off anymore . :/
#but talking to them about how little i've been up to vs. their 60 hour week with three jobs#and it's not even like they're complaining about it. they're really proud of it and so am i and it's what they want to be doing#idk i feel like a lazy piece of shit !! who is doing nothing and contributing nothing and i'm just so stuck#it's just like. AAAAAHHH#and the one path i know is working myself until i end up back in physical therapy#but im also in a good enough spot that i won't lose my apartment if i don't pick up more hours. so i should probably just shut up
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"To execute the race more-or-less troublefree is already a success."
#aaaaahhh on one hand yay points!!! but on the other i never thought id be so desperate for p8#ill take whatever i can get atp tbh#sry these are a bit late i slept for like 4 hrs after the race#tho thought i might as well gif as always bcs god....he looks so good lately#i mean he always looks good but theres just smth abt him lately you know???#the fact you can see so many greys in his hair and beard.......#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1#2024 british gp
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can we please talk about kevin and abby
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#kevin day#all for the game#the foxhole court#the sunshine court#please please please please#'kevin check the bread. it's in the oven'#kevin held onto her for dear life after kathy#kevin sat with her while he prepared to tell wymack about the letter#there's probably a lot we don't see with her helping him with his hand and other things#and he has a very different relationship with her from neil and andrew#im just having feelings aaaaahhh#i've read like one fic about them. i need more
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Lazy domestic bagginsshield fics and art make me so sleepy and peaceful
#i love em so much#just happy mornings/ evenings#it feels like a autumn break morning#that you wake up with a golden sun#and a cool breeze outside#robins singing#AAAAAHHH#either that#or an cozy winter night#warm blankets#but a bed that has just the right amount of cool#and pillows so soft#with a nice book#and a warm drink#some candles#so as a summary: cozy#the hobbit#bagginshield#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield
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my sister came to out house to be a bit with us and she told us a bombastic news omg!!!! I'M GOING TO BE A AUNT!!!! AAAAHHHH!!! SHE'S PREGNANT!!! I'M SO HAPPYYYYYY!!! GONNA HAVE A LIL BABBY ON OUR FAMILY!! I'M SO PROUD AND OVERJOYED FOR HER!!! HEHEHE HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GO WELL!!! 🙏🙏🙏
#personal#i'm in bliss!!! she was so happy!!#and me too omggg!!#she was like 'oh i have something to tell you guys'#and i was like omg she's going to say she's finally pregnant#and she said 'i'm pregnant' I KNEW SHE WAS GONNA SAY THAT BUT I WAS IN AWWWEEEEE NONETHELESS!!!!#aaaaahhh it's going to be so cool!! they already know#it's a lil boy!!! <33333333#yaaayyyy!!! so cute!!!#may everything will go well with her and the baby will be born with no problems at all!! on both sides <333333#just wanted to share my happiness with you guys hehe!!
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Bendy, whilst we wait for this elevator to get to the level where ur gonna have a problem, I have one question for you?
Is the butcher gang in the studio too? i saw a poster early of them
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#batim#bendy and the ink machine#bendy au#bendy and the ink machine fanart#bendy and the dark revival#batim bendy#bendy#inky nightmares au#inau#inky nightmares#inau bendy#batim inau#ARC MODE: The Man Behind The Curtain#i hope the asker reads the tags cos i just wanna say. GREAT OBSERVATION SKILLS I LOVE U /P#like omg... u did great im so proud of u AAAAAHHH thank u
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guys i MADE A FRIEND TODAY!!!!! AS AN ADULT!!!!!! AND I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO!!!!!! WERE HANGING OUT ON SUNDAY!!!!!
#SHES ALSO A PHOTOGRAPHER AND SHES A LESBIAN AND SHES MY AGE AAAAAHHH#IVE BEEB SO DESPERATE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS FOR SO LONG#we were shooting at the same game for different companies and we talked for like two hours while taking photos!!#i stayed a half hour longer than my work order said to just bc we were having so much fun#we talks so much and yet theres still so much i dont know about her!!!!!! i cant wait to learn!!!!!!! AAAAHHH
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IRENA 𝒂𝒏𝒅 ALENA | Zlatá labuť (The Golden Swan) — Season 1 Episode 7
#i loved this scene VERY much#irena has been keeping a strong facade in front of everyone#but she finally was able to let go of everything and just be herself in front of alena#the comfort#aaaaahhh#i'm soft#i feel a lot of things#😭#protec them please#i'm terrified that i am yet again shipping a ship that is bound to sink#😭💔#i feel like these two will destroy me#i hope not#please let me have this#*sighs dramatically*#irena x alena#i will go down with this ship#irena mašková#kristýna ryška#alena zimová#simona lewandowská#zlatá labuť#the golden swan#my gifs
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thank you for deciding one day that you should write holiday really it was the best fandom experience ever 🥺💗💗✨ i mean the waiting for sundays the screaming at you here in your inbox bc i'm just too emotionally invested in these two fucking idiots the shivering with anticipation part of it all regarding the chapters themselves ofc but also all the snippets and spoilers omg 😭🙏💖 and ofc the writing itself??? fucking BRILLIANT loved every single bit of it and also a little embarrassed that certain parts literally had me reacting physically at what was happening in the chapter but uhm. lets not talk about this lmao anywayyyyyyyyys i love you have a great day/week/month/year i love youuuuu 💕💕💕
^ literally me reading this, my friend can confirm bc im having this reaction on the couch right next to them djcmnsmd
#im so sorryyyyyy i fucking suckkk at responding to you guys in a way that does these messages justice bc youre SO FUCKING SWEET AAAAAHHH#i wont lie my winter has been pretty fucking awful both mentally and with my health just kicking the bucket like#this amount of flare ups usually has me going lowkey catatonic for weeks but writing and interacting with you all has been so much fun and#i always looked forward to the weekends like i was sooooo excited to be able to upload the next chapter and and and idkkkk#its just been so much fun it really made me so happy the whole time you guys will live in my heart forever and ever 🫶🏻💖💖💖💖💖#inbox#anonymous
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Thinking about this post that’s been in my drafts for weeks today as a reminder for an essay I wanted to write months ago, and now after dtamhd, well, hrghrgh
#iasip#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#dayman aaaaahhh#I guessed a bunch of things months ago and never posted cuz I was like nah and then FORGOT#dennis takes a mental health day#dtamhd#s16 spoilers#I accidentally predicted the clip show all a dream thing without realizing and had this thought like ages ago 😭 and then just didn’t even#realize I was right at first??#I’m losing my mind#I need to actually write the essays I keep planning#anmmbposts
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I don't know how I'd ever convey this in art but. Thinking very deeply about how in boy king au, a very crucial part of characterization is that Seb is a wolf in sheep(or lamb more specifically)'s clothing and Fernando is a sheep in wolf's clothing.
Seb is very unassuming, very delicate, seemingly very vulnerable and malleable. But, deep down, he can be very ruthless. It's in the the way he hesitantly declares war, with a spark in his eye and a suppressed smirk. In the way he challenges someone to a card game or a horse race, proclaiming that he's not great, but winning every round and prancing around the room and mentioning it ad infinitum. The way he's able to instantly turn the tide in a debate in one fell swoop. By showing all his cards constantly and letting himself be vulnerable, he's making himself invulnerable. No one would ever consider him to be able to make big moves, so he wins every single time, because no one even thinks to expect it from him.
Fernando on the other hand, is constantly committed to having a looming presence and harsh reputation, but deep down, he's soft. He knows what happens to people when they're vulnerable, and he's not going to let himself be taken advantage of. The way he keeps a brave face when being informed of the marriage proposal, but goes back to his room and cries. The way he proclaims that he was always going to be the rightful ruler of Spain, but confides to Flavio that he never thought there was any real chance of it ever happening. The way he takes himself so seriously in public, but inside feels so giddy whenever he can make someone laugh. Everything to him always feels unstable and ready to crumble at any moment, and he's not willing to contribute to that by letting himself relax.
I think thats why it's very difficult for them to get along at first, because they have completely different approaches to how they carry themselves and make their way through life. Seb is confused at Fernando because he feels that he's very bland and overly serious at first, but truthfully he's not really seeing the actual Fernando. And Fernando finds Seb to be naive and easily taken advantage of, but that's because he's never seen Seb at his most cruel. Seb really loves when he eventually gets to see Fernando being vulnerable, and Fernando really admires and respects Seb when he sees him being serious. I think it just takes a while for them to show the other their full and complete selves, even the parts they can sometimes be ashamed of. There's this very compelling dichotomy in Seb laying out all his cards, but still being very difficult to read, and Fernando keeping his cards to his chest, but his intentions often being easily seen through.
#meanwhile everyone else: what is this weird fucked up mating ritual they are participating in#though i think its very interesting how their motivations differ#seb wants to lull people into a false sense of security(and also really just likes to be his complete unadulterated self)#and fernando is guarding himself because he doesn't want to get hurt#and i think seb convinces Fernando that its okay to be openly soft and yourself :) not eveyrone is out to get you#and fernando teaches seb hey maybe dont invite this obvious assassin to your chambers?????#i think seb also has insecurites but Fernando's are just more easy to explain bcs hes in a much more difficult situation#at the end of the day both of them are putting on facades in some way#(i think seb likes to be himself but also does feel really hurt when people dont think he has the capacity or ability to rule effectively)#(he likes to be kind and playful and doesnt want to obscure that part of himself. but hes aware it can hurt his image unfortunately)#also lol the way i characterize fernando is very historically accurate btw#bcs the spanish court tradition was basically to be above it all and be a lofty unobtainable figure if that makes sense#yknow having just this insane level of confidence and infallible image of yourself as the ruler#the guy seb is based on really bought into that idea but i dont think it really suits seb so yeah#seb I think is very much a unique figure that others have a lot of trouble reading him and his intentions. which is great!#AAAAAHHH MAN FELT REALLY GOOD TO WRITE ALL THAT OUT !!!!!!!!!#i love writing their characterization so fucking much you dont understand#its nice to put it in words like this bcs yknow i dont rly enjoy actual writing. but this i enjoy greatly#hope this is compelling to more than just me hahaha#boy king au#catie.rambling.txt#vettonso
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working with a swiftie is something else. i've never been this aware of rich ass person i did not care the slightest about. every new album, every new tour, every new fucking clothing line, I not only get told about (in the normal conversation manner) but also because its been added to my calendar, the branches calendar, the calendar written out on the whiteboard, in the teams chat, in conversation at least twice a day- And there's never a break, because Taylor 'the embodiment of how having wealthy parents helps get you on the music charts' Swift is never not finding a way for her fans to give her more money so her fans are always. Talking. About. HER.
Get a new hobby. Get a better hobby that isn't shilling for a decently talented millionaire who writes nicholas sparks ass sounding lyrics. She doesn't need shilled for and I need peace from the rich lady.
Please. Please grant me peace from the rich lady.
#jacq life#literally 10 minites at work and the rich lady is mentioned#stop! desist! im sick of her!#heard a song by her on the radio#and its just nonsense lyrics that act like they have deeper meaning#its so annoying people say shes a masterful songwriter cause no! she isnt!#i switch the radio and a rock song im not even a big fan of had more meaning in its chorus than that whole ts song#AAAAAHHH ITS DRIVING ME UP A WALL
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Now that I’ve played more I still think I’m right about assigning khux characters certain classes but I am sorry for giving Brain scholar ONLY because every single scholar npc I’ve ever met is a prick I hate them so much. straight a honors in college type class. can’t stand that for him he can be AST instead
#aaaaahhh but then he doesn’t get a BOOK. and space is more skulds thing…#that’s ok Ienzo can be a scholar. Affectionately. He’s like this#also mostly kidding he still fits… sort of…. hm.#kipspeak#they are all so obsessed with rules and brains first lines were like so what rules can we break#disclaimer I haven’t played scholar job quests. Just seen npcs
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i;m gonna col aps
#93 degrees outside#just biked 40 minutes to camp uphill#like i just wanna go home now#nope it is sticky clay time#disclaimer i love ceramics but AAAAAHHH#teeny tiny bit nauseous. the clay will heal me maybe#kindling
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I'm so nervous to watch rise of the titans cuz I know it's going to ruin things for me. but at least I am prepared for that lmao, and since the franchise has gone (slightly) downhill for me since trollhunters I'm gonna rewatch S1 part 1 again after (I skipped it on my recent rewatch cuz I remembered basically everything off by heart lol. but I miss them. the origin story of my kids </33)
#btw i respect everyone who loves 3below and wizards just as much as th. but im sorry cuz i just personally dont feel that way :((#and i really liked them!! but nothing will compare to the love i had for trollhunters#and this is what this blog will be for for a while tbh lol. my personal feelings on the franchise#i think part of it is the decrease in quality. part of it is also i miss protagonist jim. i miss when they treated toby w respect too#also i miss anton. emile hirsch has grown on me as jims va but i still cant get over it#idk. just some thoughts#just listening to children of the sun yet again and all these feelings came to me#cuz i miss when i felt like this song represented these characters. not that i dislike them growing up#but trollhunters was their coming of age story. and that was the whole point.#and idk just aaaaahhh why are my feelings so complicated on this franchise rn 😭 rott will make it worse i dont doubt too
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its 2024 and i'm still so amazed by hweseung's voice
#i just need to rant about how freaking GOOD he is ARGGG#howww is his voice so incredible and how is he so likable and handsome and silly and confident and just all round amazing#and its so annoying that no one remembers to mention him when they talk about top vocalists#he's so unrecognised still in the year of our lord 2024 like come on!!!#i have a playlist of hweseung's solo performances and have been listening to it nonstop for the past week but its not enough AAAAAHHH#and theres actually so much untranslated content that i can watch for more hweseung#but i dont know korean yet and who knows how long thats going to take to learn arrgggg everything is so frustrating#.............anyways yep so thats my mood in these first hours of 2024 happy new year everyone hope no one is going insane like i am#yoo hweseung#n.flying
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