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punksyeet · 2 days ago
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ᰔᩚ Distance ᰔᩚ
Plot: A glimpse into a day in the life of Gianna (OC) when her man is on the road.
Warning: Mature language & over-the-phone smut!
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It's 2pm and, since I had a heavy breakfast, I'm currently making a fruit bowl for lunch.
Josh always makes me these when he's home and not on the road, so I decided to make it to kinda bring me some comfort with him being gone.
For context, it's WrestleMania weekend, and he has a match tomorrow for the first night, as well as tonight for SmackDown, so he's been on the road a little extra lately.
Despite how proud I am of him, since a match against his twin brother has always been a dream for them both, it doesn't make me miss him any less.
As I finish chopping some pineapple, I throw the scraps away and hear my phone ding, signaling that I got a text message.
I wash my hands, tap on the screen, and smile as I read.
Joshua 🤍: Hi baby
My Lady ♥️: Hi lovebug <3
Joshua 🤍: How'd you sleep?
My Lady ♥️: Okay. Not nearly as good as I do when you're here.
Joshua 🤍: I know baby. Me too. But we'll be back together soon okay?
My Lady ♥️: Okay 🥲🫶🏽
Joshua 🤍: I miss you lots mama ❤️
My Lady ♥️: I miss you more 🤍
Joshua 🤍: Impossible
My Lady ♥️: Shh it's possible
Joshua 🤍: Hmm yeah? Prove it.
Smirking and raising an eyebrow, I send him some videos and pictures I took last night in my brand new lingerie.
I leave the audio on, which is filled with moans and me whimpering his name.
He'll definitely enjoy these.
My Lady ♥️: [Attachment: 2 videos, 3 images]
Joshua 🤍: Holy fuck
My Lady ♥️: I win 😏
Joshua 🤍: Damn right you do ma 😮‍💨
Joshua 🤍: When did you get that set?
My Lady ♥️: Yesterday at the mall. Do you like it?
Joshua 🤍: I love it baby. You look so sexy. I can't wait to see it on you in person when I get home.
My Lady ♥️: Thank you baby 🥹
Joshua 🤍: [Attachment: 1 image]
Joshua 🤍: Look what you do to me 👀
I'm practically drooling at the sight of his boner very visible in his black sweatpants.
I bite my lip before replying.
My Lady ♥️: Ugh I need that inside me right about now 😩
Joshua 🤍: Mmm soon enough baby ❤️
My Lady ♥️: I miss you so much :(
Joshua 🤍: I miss you too beautiful. And I love you. More than anything. 🫶🏽
My Lady ♥️: I love you too <3
Joshua 🤍: Alright I have a promo with Jon in a few so I gotta go fix this new issue I have in my pants. I'll call you later, okay?
My Lady ♥️: LOL sounds good baby. I'll be watching. 🤍
Joshua 🤍: I know you will babygirl ❤️
You loved "I know you will babygirl ❤️"
Ugh this man drives me crazy.
I set my phone down and continue making my fruit bowl.
Once I'm finished, I take everything out to the backyard and sit at the table.
I unlock my phone and open the kickoff show YouTube stream to my man's entrance music.
He's dressed in a blue YEET crop top, matching glasses, black sweatpants, white air forces, his silver Cuban link chain, and fan bracelets.
I pop a piece of watermelon in my mouth and smile, as he comes out onto the stage and the crowd goes wild.
He's so over with the crowd it's crazy.
I'm so happy for and proud of him. <3
A few minutes have gone by and the promo is coming to a close.
"Tomorrow night," he begins. "Jimmy and Jey. Tomorrow night we stand on business. Man, tomorrow night, you boutta catch this yeet-down."
The crowd follows up his quote with a "YEET!"
"And if you want Jimmy Uso to catch this yeet-down," he continues. "Then lemme hear you say YEET!"
The crowd, once again, answers him with "YEET!" and cheers as his music plays.
I smile and clap my hands, feeling extra proud of him.
I love Jon like a brother, but I just know my man has this match in the bag.
I decide to shoot him a quick little text:
Me: You killed that shit baby. So proud of you! 🥹🤍
I finish up my fruit and, as I'm washing out the bowl, my phone rings. I smile when I see it's from my best friend and Josh's sister in law, Trinity.
G: Hey Trin!
T: Hey babygirl! How are you?
G: I'm good! Just finished watching the guys' promo. You?
T: Ugh me too girl. I'm nervous but, no matter who comes out on top, they're gonna kill it tomorrow.
I smile, nodding in agreement.
G: Agreed! So what's up with you?
T: Not much, girl. I actually called to invite you over. I'm feeling pretty lonely without Jon here and I'd imagine you're feeling the same way about Josh.
I let out a deep sigh.
G: Girl you have no idea.
She giggles.
T: Come over then! We can go in the pool, take some cute pictures, and spend some time together. That way we can keep them off our minds for a bit.
I smile and dry off the bowl.
G: Sounds like a plan girlfriend. I'll be over in about an hour or so.
She squeals and claps her hands.
T: Period! I'll see you soon babe!
We say our goodbyes and I head upstairs to shower and get ready.
I decide on a simple yellow cheeky bikini, throw a tube top and denim shorts over it, then head out.
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I've been over at Trin's for a few hours now.
Our reason for hanging out has been quite the success: while I still miss Josh a ton, she's been keeping my mind off of it.
We decided to order in our favorite Chinese takeout and tune into SmackDown.
Specifically, Josh and his little brother Joseph aka Solo Sikoa’s match.
As my man is about to pin him, Jon comes running in from beside the ring, stopping the count.
I sigh and take a bite of my sesame chicken as Trin sucks her teeth. "He's so messy and for what?"
I shake my head letting out a soft giggle. "Girl that's your man. You're allowed to support him, I'll be okay."
She playfully shoves my arm and we share a laugh, before the crowd's cheering gets our attention and we turn back to the TV.
The camera pans to Cody Rhodes and Seth Rollins running out to the ring.
Eventually, they make it and fight off Jon and Solo, saving my man.
A soft smile appears on my face as Josh climbs to the top rope and delivers an Uso Splash to his twin.
"Girl," Trin says breathlessly, before taking a sip from her wine glass. "This rivalry got me all the way fucked up."
I nod in agreement. "Amen to that. Hopefully after tomorrow they can just hug it out and make up."
She nods and we share a laugh, then proceed to watch the rest of the show.
After another few hours of watching our favorite romcoms, eating, and sharing laughs, it's past midnight and I decide to head home.
"Alright boo," Trin says, leaning against my window once I'm in my car safely. "Drive safely and please text me once you get home."
"I will," I reply, and we share yet another hug through the window. "I love you."
"I love you too babygirl," she exclaims.
We say our goodbyes and I head off.
About 15 minutes into driving, my phone rings and reveals that Josh is FaceTiming me.
I smile, connect my phone to bluetooth, prop it up so that he can see me, and answer.
His gorgeous face pops up on my screen.
He seems to be laid in his hotel room bed, with his arm propped behind his head.
G: "Hi lovebug."
J: "Hey babygirl. Where you headed at this time of night?"
G: "Home. I was at Trin's place for a while. We had a pool day and watched the show together."
J: "Aw that sounds nice."
I smile while stopping at a red light and lift up my arms to stretch, yawning in the process.
He smiles, just sitting there watching me.
J: "Tired mama?"
G: "Exhausted. I can't wait to take a shower and sleep."
He lets out a chuckle.
J: "I bet. I wish I was there to help you relax."
G: "Me too baby. I miss you."
J: "I miss you more ma. But I'll be home before you know it."
I nod, giving him a soft smile and turning onto our block.
Soon enough, I park my car in our driveway and head into the house, locking the door behind me.
I shoot Trin a text while still on the phone with Josh:
Gigi 💗: Hey sis. I just made it home. 🤍
Trin 🥰🫶🏽: Good to hear girl. It was so good seeing you today. ❤️
Gigi 💗: Same here. Love you! 🫶🏽
Trin 🥰🫶🏽: Love you too! Sleep well. 🥰
You loved “Love you too! Sleep well. 🥰”
I smile and close my tabs, going back to the FaceTime with my man.
Assuming he's getting ready for a shower, he peels his shirt off, revealing his gorgeously toned torso and perfectly caramel colored tattooed skin.
Fuck I miss that body so badly.
He must've caught me lacking, because he smirks and raises an eyebrow.
J: "You like what you see, baby?"
I bite my lip, nodding.
G: "You know I do. I miss having that body all to myself every night."
J: "Who says you can't?"
I raise an eyebrow, clearly confused, before he continues.
** tiny smut warning! **
J: "Get those clothes off and lay down for me, mama."
I bite my lip and stare at the screen for a second as he sexily pulls down his sweats and boxers, allowing his dick to spring free.
I prop up my phone so that he can see me and slowly peel off my clothes as well.
He begins to get hard and strokes himself at the sight of my now naked body.
J: "Fuck baby. Your body...the things it does to me...you're so dangerous."
I sit on my knees and massage my breasts, sticking out my tongue and allowing my saliva to drip onto them.
J: "Good girl baby. Play with those tits for daddy. You know just what I like."
After a few minutes of this, we move onto my lower half.
"F-fuck daddy! Just like that!" I moan, my head thrown back, pumping my fingers in and out of my hole.
Josh moans along with me, stroking his now wet hand from the base to the tip of his dreamy dick, never taking his eyes off of me.
J: "I want you to cum for daddy. Let go. Can you do that for me?"
"U-uh huh," I reply, my fingers still at work, except now they're making rapid circles on my clit.
J: "Use your words for daddy, baby."
"Y-yes daddy!" I utter out in between moans, slowly but surely reaching my climax.
J: “Good girl.”
Just seconds later, I feel a pit in my stomach.
“D-daddy! I’m so fucking close!” I practically scream.
J: “Cum for daddy, baby. Gimme that shit.”
My body jerks as warm, white liquid pours out of me and onto the bed.
J: "Pick up your phone baby. Daddy wants to watch all that cum spill out of your pretty lil pussy."
I do as he says and, soon enough, I've made a huge mess all over our sheets.
And as if on cue, he hits his climax as well.
** smut over! **
"Fuck," I whisper breathlessly, laying back and panting like a nut job.
I can hear deep breaths coming through his side of the phone as well.
J: "You did so well for me baby. And once I get home, it's gonna be even sweeter."
I nod, my mouth still hanging open.
He chuckles and cleans up his mess, as I quickly change our sheets and get ready for my shower.
"I'm gonna get in the shower and hop in bed," I exclaim, my voice just above a whisper. "I'll call you in the morning?"
He nods. "Sounds good, mama. Go get some rest. I love you."
I give him a soft smile. "I love you too, baby. Good night."
We say our goodbyes and he even kisses me through the phone, causing me to giggle before we hang up.
I toss my phone aside and head into the bathroom.
I take a steaming hot everything shower, do my nighttime skin care, brush my teeth, all of that.
Once finished, I climb into bed and tuck myself under the covers.
I reach over and grab one of Josh's pillows from his side of the bed and snuggle it.
It smells heavenly - just like him.
The scent brings me automatic comfort, and within minutes, I drift off to sleep.
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theycallme-ook · 2 months ago
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personally its his Attitude for me! like his general nature the way he stands and uses his body, his love of dance and flair for the dramatic etc scream performer to me and i will die on the hill that he REALLY had fun pretending to be a random pizza guy. plus the arts usually are the go to besides sports for kids with anger issues in my experience. and as we all know hes the bat musical's biggest fan.
Interesting interesting. Thing is for me tho that's while I agree he's very dramatic and a performer it's not really in a theater way?? Like the only time we see him actually put on a performance it's either to a) annoy people or b) manipulate them (good and bad). He's already really into sports he just got banned from wrestling and took up vigilanting shortly after. Stage acting is just such a specific Thing that requires a specific type of person and I'm not convinced he's built for Theater with a capital T. 50/50 on whether he'd actually apply himself or whether he'd get as far as warm up exercises before his cringe-o-meter maxes out and he squirms away
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago
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Having the Pool Dream again, handsome?
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triglycercule · 18 days ago
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horror's jacket fluff has probably accumulated so much DISGUSTINGNESS over 7 years in it that it's managed to acquire it's own signature Dog Smell (TM). however i think this would be a prime opportunity to pet him and then get some of that disgusting smell on you because for some reasons Dog Smell is just unavoidable when you pet a dog with a lot of hair
he'd hate it but awww awww whos a good boy (ノ´∀`*) whos a good boy (*≧∪≦) YOU ARE!!! awww so cute you didn't commit all those murders against innocent people you were innocent ( ̄▽ ̄)/ such a good boy!!!! (gets beheaded) (he got too embarrassed)
#forcing the dog horror agenda down people's throats#CAT DOG RABBIT TRIO I SCREAM INTO THE DISTANCE#cat and dog run circles chasing eachother around the sleeping rabbit (MURDER TIME TRIO REAL TRUST I WAS THE AIR)#THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME. guess where the inspiration came from. THATS RIGHT (triglycercule owns a dog) (for context)#my favorite recurring theme i keep on bringing up 4 some reason is horror not wanting 2 be treated like hes feral or animalistic#he is a rational man. he can think for himself. he isn't a DOG. SO THEN STOP TREATING HIM LIKE HE'S NOTHING MORE THAN SOME CAGED CANINE#(glares at killer and dust. dust simply looks off to the side (not paying attention) and killer slightly smiles bigger (creep))#it would be SO fucking demeaning. something killer does to horror to piss him off EASILY#leave it to killer to find a way to get on horror's nerves all the time. thank god dust is much less pissy than horror 🙏#can just SEE the thought bubble of horror as a dog above dusts head#he wouldn't verbalize it (because why would he need to) but dust can see the dog parallels (truly like me)#maybe he'd say it on an off day when theyre all feeling chill and its dead silent#someone's gotta be the calm one out of the three maniacs and why not let it be the rationally insane one ‼️‼️‼️#and theyre all just like chilling. horror's organizing the pantry. killer's playing a cat game on his phone. dust's reading#and then he just says to nobody in particular. horror reminds me of a dog#it's almost as if nobody reacts when horror turns around flabbergasted??? as if nobody said anything!!!!!#because dust is still reading and killer's still on his phone!!! WHAT!!!! and horror's just like ever so slightly irritated and weirded out#but...... its a good day. its been chill. maybe he just imagined that. and he goes back to his thingy#and dust just ever so slightly smiles. killer's actually been looking at horror ever since dust said that (the blank sockets hide his gayze#and in his head hes like..... damn. dust is right tf i do see it??????#kemonomimi mtt when. when do i get to see them with animal ears and tails that i approve they would fit in????#triglycercule you have to do it yourself.WHAT!!! NO!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO (disintegrates) (imagine that ashy baby photo)#i felt like killer typing out that second paragraph. its like i can hear his voice saying it as i type. its like i can see his smug face#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc#i mean killer and dust are mentioned in tags so its whatever DONT KILL ME DONT GUILLOTINE ME OK SORRY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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vampiricsheep · 8 months ago
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what lies beneath/within had their ups and downs but I DID just get beamed that realization that if sheep was there, what it would see might be a new horror for its companions if they got a glimpse. just repeat after repeat of:
being marked, immobilized, and descended upon by a horde of enemies hunting it for sport
being trampled to death trying to pick up a bleeding-out friend before the horde catches up
being left for dead in what would have been an even fight because its allies ditched it as soon as the enemy group focused on it
following an allied army into battle only to watch them fall like a house of cards around it in the face of another enemy group
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clonehub · 2 years ago
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part of the tragedy of the clones is the accelerated aging. its inseparable from their creation and their duty. it doesnt just artificially shorten their lives, it concentrates the feelings they have about themselves and their ability to leave/stay and to fight or not fight, because they have half as much time to do anything. if their bodies break down at an alarming speed, theyd probably hate to have to do it outside of what's familiar to them, even if what's familiar is an active violation of their rights. its an artificial life constraint as well as an artificial choice constraint. if you had all the time in the world, you'd probably worry less about why you were put into the galaxy, what your "purpose" was. existentialism is less daunting when you can exist perpetually. not so for clones.
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sillybilly-room21 · 3 months ago
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i uh
i’m sorry to disappoint but i’m taking a break.
and while i’m gone..
how about we play a game while we wait!
like uhh like a game of eye spy during a long car ride
but instead the game is..
guess the exact day i come back to tumblr after i get my life back together ‼️
STARTING NOW GO GO GO
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eggwishing · 9 months ago
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little peek at somethjing i am cooking up ...
#this is rlly rough but rn im just blocking everything out#i have like 6.5 pages sketched so far this is already going faster than last time i think..^_^#im having a blast also#im tryna rewire my brain . every time i think Blehhh i hate drawing i just want to see it done i gotta stop n correct myself#like Hey wait you actually love drawing why are you telling yourself this The process is frustrating sometimes but that comes with art#i had to redraw this one page like 4 separate times and i still didn't feel like giving up#like yeah i was feeling pressed but at the same time i was being patient with myself#like this is part of improving Stop laying on the floor and wondering why you're even doin this you've always loved it#only drawing when u know it's gonna turn out good defeats the whole purpose of learning#also i added cal last minute to this comic and im gladi did he's so creeepy#im very excited to get this done Not impatient like i was before#im impatient for people to see it yeah lol but not w myself#and im not gonna be all like “yeah we'll see how long this lasts lol” bc i think that's already setting myself up for burning out#i have hope that i can keep enjoying art like this I just need to change the way i think#and accept the messy n ugly. the perfect is the enemy of the good#aaron blaise really inspires me. he sincerely loves what he does and i want to be like that#this is also gonna be more comic-like Panelwise i think#scott pilgrim n my bro inspired me#also the way cal's face cuts off on the right makes sense in context he's peekin from behind a chair
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tecchous-thicc-buttocks · 1 year ago
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going to a hospital that's trying to be more kid-friendly is so funny bc even as an adult they give you stickers and lollipops and toy cars to cope like yeah i just learned i need major surgery but ooooh red truck
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axreliono · 4 months ago
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trying to add a scene into an old chap bc a specific plot thread has been bothering me for a while now but ITS SO HARD TO CHANGE SOMETHING THATS ALREADY PUBLISHED WITHOUT ENTIRELY REWRITING. my editing style is quite literally "if sucks, rewrite from scratch" which isnt useful rn. pain and suffering for ten thousand years
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the-priestess-of-dawn · 2 years ago
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My thoughts on Fell Exalt Chrom’s Forging Bonds, for those of you who aren’t following me on twitter...
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yuridovewing · 1 year ago
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hollyleaf is a character that i still really love but also makes me go "oh cmon you couldnt have made a better ending for her?
#i can fix her. in my rewrite i can fix her#the concept of a character who was so devoted to the code (which has very horrifying rules included in it)#suddenly discovering that her very existence is violation to the code on not just one but two major accounts#and like before then she'd enforced it on other people and lectured about it and held it so close to how she lived her life#only to have it fall apart and with it goes her mental stability#and not only that she kills a guy. her own clanmate. sheerly to save her and her brothers' skins#not honorably or in battle or anything. and she does this before she even learns who her parents are?#so thats the real start of it. what if she like... HEAVILY regret killing ashfur after she learned#because ''he was right to expose us. we are a sin that must be corrected. he was only looking out for the clan and i killed him for it''#and it just makes her spiral worse and worse and worse#and she tries to kill leafpool because shes so far gone at that point that whats one more death? at least this codebreaker would deserve it#buuuut sadly most of this is not in the actual text. which suuuuuuuucks bc its so interestinggggg in the context of their societyyyyyy#in my au she lives but i would absolutely have her reconcile with leafpool#her time away in the tunnels would be her being forced to reflect on everything#and specifically being away from clan life just shifts her perspective#and itd take a second but she would reconcile with her bio mom#i think leafpool would forgive her because it's in her nature but like we gotta SEE that happen#idk. hollyleaf. shes fucked up. shes interesting to me#i can fix her.
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itspileofgoodthings · 2 years ago
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teaching is truly so good for my ego because yes i tell all my cute little stories on here and they do exist and yes there are students who think I am so Cool and probably want to be my friend and hear all my stories but that’s only, like, 10% of them which is about 3 kids per class of 30 and that’s being generous and it’s not like the other 90% all hate you because they’re little gremlin rats who hate everything and all authority, that’s only 5% of them. the other 85% just look to you to do your job in all their variety of moods and are frustrated when you don’t do it well and give you accurate feedback about how you’re doing not even through what they say about you but in how they’re succeeding and if they’re moving forward. and they don’t particularly care any more than they care about any person who’s in their life without their choice. and it is just a humbling and a leveling thing because it provides this constant opportunity for me, the performer, the people-pleased, the charmer, to check in with myself and see if I’m actually doing my job.
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flashhwing · 1 year ago
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the only people who think the eldest sibling stereotype is "stand-in parent with too many responsibilities" are eldest siblings. the actual stereotype is "bossy and thinks they're better just coz they're older." and i think the framing of that poll proves the stereotype is correct XD
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bumpscosity · 1 year ago
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I don’t think I ever posted abt this but I think it’s funny anyways last time I went to disneyland I went on so many rides that when I got in the car to go home I put my seatbelt on and for a split second I freaked out bc I couldn’t find the yellow strap to pull on 💀
#this happened bc I went on smugglers run and star tours so many times btw#it had become ingrained in my head that before ANYTHING gets moving you’ve gotta pull on the yellow strap#in that split second I was genuenly scared that I wouldn’t be able to get home bc I didn’t have a yellow strap to pull on#this is what star tours does to a mfer#i wonder how often stuff like this happens to ppl who go all the time#sassy speaks#sw#dl#for context for ppl who haven’t been to disney rides usually have a yellow strap on the seatbelts#that you pull on so the cast members can confirm that you have it on and also that it’s secure#usually at some point on my trips pulling on it becomes a subconscious thing#like I don’t even wait for them to ask me to I just buckle in and IMMEDIATELY start pulling on it it’s kinda funny#I’m especially egregious abt this on star tours bc boarding takes FOREVER#bc the cast member has to come in and press a shitton of buttons#so I’m sitting there for like a solid minute tugging on the yellow tab subconsciously like my life depends on it#star tours is a fun one to watch the cast member on bc all the control panels are on full display#i still havent figured out exactly when they take the spy pic I’m sure others have done sloothing I need to look into that#but it’s cool there’s a panel that has a light for each seat and the lights light up if the seatbelt is secured#so you kinda get to sit there and go ‘why did that mfer in the back row on the right not put their seatbelt on yet wtf’#star tours cast members are the real ones shoutout to all the cast members who have ever worked star tours#and watched me get on it like 4 times in a row and didn’t comment on it 🫡#I DIDNT MEAN TO MAKE A TAG WALL ​HOW DO I MANAGE TO INFODUMP ABT STAR TOURS ON EVERY POST I MAKE 💀
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mintjeru · 2 years ago
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keeping myself busy by posting wip screenshots
#not counting this as an art post bc i'm gonna start rambling right now:#shaking crying the face album is dropping soon#set me free was already amazing like he did a full 180 and it was so cool! cannot wait for like crazy to premiere#n e ways. this past week has been. a rollercoaster#we had a mini crisis ordering zines but it's solved ish now. there is a plan in place#hmm my project is almost done.. just gotta finish asap so i can get it in for printing#though the organizers didn't email me back on a deadline or whether my specs are fine so i'm :// definitely not annoyed at that#uhh yeah and the mv from last week that dropped! my embarrassing story moment-#i was on the elevator w/ one other person and they saw my b.t21 hand sanitizer cover on my lanyard and pointed it out#and i was like yooo did you see the set me free mv#and they were like yeah the concept was so different from their usual style?? he did amazing#and i was like yeeaaAAHH except the last part kinda got louder?? and we were off the elevator by that point??#i swear i saw ppl turn to look at me auughghg but listen. i barely talk to a.rmys irl even though they're Everywhere#they seemed cool unfortunately i didn't get their name and idt ima see them again anytime soon LOL#it was a nice interaction in the middle of a busy week though#and 2 days ago i had a call w/ my friend which was really nice!! we ended up talking for 2h#we were talking about haha. spiraling in the abyss and weapon banners that would be worth my rolls among other topics#and then at one point he said smth like 'oh i couldn't talk about xyz with anyone so i went to you' and i was like. oh...#on one hand i was touched and on the other hand it was a reminder that i need to be more aware of my context when i talk lol#that's what my main blog is for! me yelling in the tags to the void#speaking of reining it in i was drawing for hours and had to drag myself away from this wip bc too much screentime!!#working through the ugly emotions by drawing a pretty kvh- exhibit a#spent at least 30min drawing lines that did not look good and now it's one of those wips that feels like i'm not skilled enough to finish#but we're going through with it bc i love the challenge and the image in my head is really nice so!!#this is also me being spiteful and proving myself wrong- that i can draw him well and that i don't need to compare myself to others#tmi of the day is i was looping j.iyuu no tsubasa as i was drawing this. and the song has. the complete opposite vibes hahaha#oh would you look at that the mv dropped as i was typing this up! time to stream the album for the next 48h#i will go focus on that now!! this is all i got chief#note
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