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How do I get others to understand I'm not trans because I enjoy extensive femininity. I'm not trans because I absolutely abhor masculinity (I mean, don't get me wrong, not a fan of it, but its just a part of life, know what I mean?). I'm not trans because I need to feel special or have special treatment. I'm not trans because I think I'll look better as a girl. I'm not trans because I'm bi. I'm trans... because when I look deep inside and I think of myself as a man I feel like dying, and when I think of myself as a woman I feel like life is worth living. I'm trans because I'm more comfortable thinking of myself and being seen as a girl. I'm trans because I feel more at home in the "roles" women exist in on this world. I'm trans because I do prefer femininity to masculinity, even if I'm not extreme in that preference. I'm trans because I feel at home when I can be a woman. I'm trans because I want to live a life worth living, and for me, that means being who I want to be; and who I want to be is Madison.
#lgbtq#gender queer#queer#transgender#lgbt+#transfem#trans#mtf trans#protect trans kids#mtf transition#traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns#traa#transfeminine#trans woman#im rambling#i just needed an outlet#honestly#it's getting hard to hide#but it's scary to consider being honest and open#I mean I live in the bible belt for fucks sake#I just#i just want to be happy#i just want to be a girl#is that too much to ask#am i asking for too much?#thoughts#emotions#existence#life#femininity
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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Who put these kids here?
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan sizhui#jin ling#jin chan#lan wangji#wei wuxian#ouyang zizhen#nameless red disciple#Congrats Jin Chan on your second and likely final appearance in this comic series.#Him turning into a yellow lump in the final panel is shorthand for 'I gave up. drawing is hard. Lump mode activated.'#Or - maybe they turned him around last minute to hide the evidence. It's up to reader interpretation!#I did skip a lot to get here but it is all in the effort of hitting key points and not dragging this season on.#Wen Ning lovers don't worry. He'll be back soon.#I do love how LZH turns to violence and joins in on kicking jin chan alongside the others.#Even more so when you remember they are all tied up the entire time.#Just...What a scene to walk in on as an outsider. And then to not fully comment on.#To be honest: That's kind of how it goes with teens. They know you know. You know they know you know. We won't unpack that.#It's been ages since we saw all the juniors together! They are as silly as ever B*)#I split this comic into two! So there are two comics left of the season!
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second batch of yttd doodle requesties
#kostik draws#in very variable styles!#joe tazuna#jou tazuna#rio ranger#keiji shinogi#fanart#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#mr policeman yttd#i guess#colouring these were all nightmares in different ways but i think i learned a lot#thank you for requesting!!#can you tell this is the first time ive drawn keiji or joe. yes? aw man#not the first ranger at least. hes been a fave since 2020. i have a cosplay of him i made myself :3#but yaa. silly guys#cant think too hard about ranger or i start going crazy#joe is also so. hrgh. what were you hiding#i loooove his blank face#i didnt depict it but you know the sprite i mean#starts pacing#anyway i should go get groceries#this is the last of them for the moment but i might open requests again in future. stay tuned
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Blanket Fort 2.0
#ed i love you so much#hiding under blankets when things get hard#ofmd#our flag means death#edward teach#ofmd s2 spoilers
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Terra Kingdomhearts is literally the story about an oldest son born with something Wrong inside him and his whole family expects him to outgrow it, or ignore it, or defeat it, and then he gets bigger and he is still Wrong. Terra Kingdomhearts is the story of being isolated and sheltered from anyone willing to acknowledge the Wrongness inside you and so when he finally, finally meets someone who treats the Wrongness as no big deal, not a Wrongness at all, it's instantly a lifeline to this poor man and he will do anything to learn more about how he is not Wrong forever, actually. It's a story about how if you live your life with no community for the Wrongness that lives inside you that your very first lifeline can be used to strangle you. Do you understand what I'm saying
#like don't get me wrong I love a good Terra Is Stupid joke as much as the next person#but sometimes I think a little too hard about Terra holding his father in his arms#and realizing that the only person in his entire life who told him he doesnt need to be scared of himself was just using him actually#and the people who told him to Hide and Be Ashamed and Be Better were right.#if there are ten terra fans I am one of them. if there is one terra fan its me. if there are no terra fans I am dead.#Terra isn't stupid he was isolated and scared and had lived for two decades trying and failing to Be Good Enough and he wanted peace#kingdom hearts#kh#kh terra#terra#terra kh#terra kingdom hearts#kh bbs#bbs#birth by sleep#kingdom hearts birth by sleep
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Reporter asking to the room if anyone has more questions but they don't wait for the answer 😭:
they have places to be 👀
#i can analyze this somany times but#max looking at charles right after had no business... charles smiling like its hard to hide a blush...#biting lips to hide the grins... getting up together while carlos just sits there#they [redacted] after this i just know. austin 2022 style#charles leclerc#max verstappen#lestappen#austin gp 2024#gifs*#edit i meant austria 22 in the prev tag excuse me confusing it 😭
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Milo got his own mini couch
#i love cats#Milo#that last pic is SO good#he’s very photogenic though so it’s not hard#he’s passed out on it all curled up now lol#I think he likes it#his haircut does give him what we call a ‘pea head’#but disregard that#it’s so cute it came with its own mini matching pillow#but that’s gonna get snatched away and wrecked ny Ivan dog immediately#so I gotta hide that#by*
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SURELY Solas wasn’t banking on NO ONE talking to Rook about Varric’s death SO:
Do we think the blood magic he used on Rook erased the discussions from Rook’s memory and Solas spoke through them so nobody suspected a thing or maybe Rook blanked out like they did when Spite dragged them into Lucanis’ mental Ossuary and everyone was just like Okay I Guess We Don’t Talk About Varric???
#SOOOO MANY POSSIBILITIES#blood magic victims get those red eyes glow to their eyes too so it’d be pretty hard to hide when it’s being used from the other members???#maybe something something ancient eleven god blood magic makes it harder to detect??#it’s too sad to think that no one asks Rook about Varric EVER so the idea the blood magic deletes the memories makes a bit more sense#dragon age veilguard#dragon age#datv#rook#rook dragon age#solas
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little doodle to celebrate going into 2024!!! 🎉 idk what's coming but may we make the best of it :D
#idk about you guys but i'm Exhausted... i'm gonna go sleep.... zzzz#the amazing digital circus#tadc#pomni#my art#okay hiding sappy stuff in the tags#thank you guys for the warm reception over here!! idk if you know my 'lore' but i hadn't drawn much the last couple years#tadc and you lovely folks have helped me get back in touch with this passion of mine and it feels great to be actively making stuff again#okay enough emotions look at this cat partying hard 🍾🐱🎉
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choke you back like fingers
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#fanart#jjk fanart#hides face in hands by talos this cant keep happening........#throws arms up IDK IM SORRY HE GETS AWAY FROM ME EVERY TIME#hina dress chars normally challenge failed once again gomen#i actually benched this piece for a while . came back to it. COMPLETELY retconned th vibe and now he looks like this#im sorry?? you're welcome???????? take ur pick#i kno that tf sukuna has the stomach mouth instead of the tattoos but i couldnt b bothered also i worked hard on those abs >:(#also i think this is the nicest hair ive ever given him but idk how on model it is fhdssgdjf OOPS#its part of the fit it goes with the crop top#also pls listen 2 burn the witch its such a vibe#chants theres blood on the walls theres spirits in the dolls theres blood on the walls theres spirits in the dolls
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Day 30 - Found
Featuring a young Stretch and Blue ⭐
#inktober#undertale#underswap#sans#underswap sans#blue#papyrus#underswap payrus#stretch#hiiii i'm still alive#I've had this half done in my folders forever#trying really hard to get back into the swing of things#my brain and body and new job are fighting#but i'm fighting back!#I just like the idea of Stretch being a really good big bro#and when Blue wants to play hide and seek#Stretch actually plays right#putting the ages at like... 12 and 5 here
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happy new year w swap aoi!
#tbhk#tbhk aoi#tbhk swap aoi#my art#aidairo's art style is still rlly hard but I think I'm getting better#I hope#kakujoudai are playing hide and seek
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Obsessed with him
#KNOX ART (me)#similar style to go along with the satbk Lancelot i doodled#Sonic getting the ‘I’m a monster’ arch? insane I’m obsessed with that thanks#sonic the hedgehog#obsessed with the idea of sonic hiding parts of himself and then this happening and it’s all in plain sight#obsessed with his friends not recognizing him not just because of his physical form but more than that#obsessed with him unable to escape that#….WORDS HARD CREATURE NEAT I DUNNO MAN#Sonic the Werehog#Werehog Sonic
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For the sake of the experiment, I'm I right
no worries he's fine
#i manifested epic too hard for this and somehow got a headache that targeted the same side of epics eye LMAOOO#epic sans#epic!sans#epictale#epictale sans#toffeesdoodles#I love drawing suffering expressions if you can't tell#cw blood#epictale gaster can SUCK IT!!!#yknow i think he should get headaches too#that he hides of course#because he is the way he is
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merlin’s secret being a visual thing. when he is around arthur or gwen or leon or morgana or [insert whatever character here] merlin seems pale and thin, almost like a ghost or an apparition. when the sun lands on him he reflects it like a corpse, he eyes seem dark and dull. he has this ethereal beauty to him, this otherworldly visage that leads many to believe he is of fae blood. he just doesn’t seem to be 100% human. but when he is ONLY with lancelot or gaius (cough or gwaine bc gwaine DEFINITELY knew) merlin is heartachingly human. merlin shines in the sunlight, colors are brighter and more vibrant around him, and his smiles are wide and his laughs are boisterous. he takes on color and leaves everyone wanting to know him. but when other join in or interact with the two, merlin shifts before their eyes so quickly and suddenly that they aren’t sure whether or not what they saw was a trick of the light. the idea still leaves them wanting more and wanting to see the merlin who is just so full of life but that merlin only appears for a small select group of people. merlin who has a guard so high that it has an effect of other’s perception of him.
#arthur is absolutely steaming about this btw#he so desparately wants to be in the golden bubble around merlin in those moments#but his mere presence seems to pop it#hes fuming#its not until after the magic ban is repealed that everyone gets to see the glowing golden merlin#and they finally realize what the trick of the light was#merlin who is magic incarnate who (no matter how hard he tries) cannot fully repress what makes him him#arthur who finally gets to be in the golden bubble and its so much better than he ever couldve imagined#merlins magic is finally able to roam free the way it only could with a few people#merlins magic who absolutely adores arthur and is constantly reaching out for him even if him and merlin arent in the same vicinity#lmao arthur bringing up how merlins magic likes to card thru his hair and ease any sore muscles he may have#and lancelot and gwaine going ‘wtf? what about my muscles and hair?? merlin hates me?? merlin is playing favorites???? jail.’#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#subtle magic my beloved#visibly Strange merlin my dear#idk i was thinking about pre-magic reveal!arthur watching merlin and lancelot talking and then pouting and going#‘why doesnt he smile and look at me like that? :(‘#and then post-magic reveal!arthur having a moment of realization and going#like ‘oh hes hiding a huge part of what makes him him. i only know half of my best friend.’#and then setting out to know ALL of him bc arthur and merlin are soulmates and in love and two sides of the same coin and best friends and-#im going thru my drafts and finding so many banger posts#idk why i never posted them LMAOO
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