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monorayjak · 2 years ago

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How do I get others to understand I'm not trans because I enjoy extensive femininity. I'm not trans because I absolutely abhor masculinity (I mean, don't get me wrong, not a fan of it, but its just a part of life, know what I mean?). I'm not trans because I need to feel special or have special treatment. I'm not trans because I think I'll look better as a girl. I'm not trans because I'm bi. I'm trans... because when I look deep inside and I think of myself as a man I feel like dying, and when I think of myself as a woman I feel like life is worth living. I'm trans because I'm more comfortable thinking of myself and being seen as a girl. I'm trans because I feel more at home in the "roles" women exist in on this world. I'm trans because I do prefer femininity to masculinity, even if I'm not extreme in that preference. I'm trans because I feel at home when I can be a woman. I'm trans because I want to live a life worth living, and for me, that means being who I want to be; and who I want to be is Madison.

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qoldenskies · 6 months ago

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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases

#personal #rottmnt #although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie #donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually #he's a little crybaby /aff #and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually #he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO #i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is #BGHFHDHGJFHG #i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings #they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic #he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much #so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely #honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least #even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted #he struggles to blow things off #and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show #he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off #he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell #it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more #mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally #BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON #that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that #and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is #theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!

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kkoct-ik · 10 months ago

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second batch of yttd doodle requesties

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Who put these kids here?

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan sizhui #jin ling #jin chan #lan wangji #wei wuxian #ouyang zizhen #nameless red disciple #Congrats Jin Chan on your second and likely final appearance in this comic series.#Him turning into a yellow lump in the final panel is shorthand for 'I gave up. drawing is hard. Lump mode activated.'#Or - maybe they turned him around last minute to hide the evidence. It's up to reader interpretation!#I did skip a lot to get here but it is all in the effort of hitting key points and not dragging this season on.#Wen Ning lovers don't worry. He'll be back soon.#I do love how LZH turns to violence and joins in on kicking jin chan alongside the others.#Even more so when you remember they are all tied up the entire time.#Just...What a scene to walk in on as an outsider. And then to not fully comment on.#To be honest: That's kind of how it goes with teens. They know you know. You know they know you know. We won't unpack that.#It's been ages since we saw all the juniors together! They are as silly as ever B*)#I split this comic into two! So there are two comics left of the season!

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shitpostingkats · 6 months ago

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Terra Kingdomhearts is literally the story about an oldest son born with something Wrong inside him and his whole family expects him to outgrow it, or ignore it, or defeat it, and then he gets bigger and he is still Wrong. Terra Kingdomhearts is the story of being isolated and sheltered from anyone willing to acknowledge the Wrongness inside you and so when he finally, finally meets someone who treats the Wrongness as no big deal, not a Wrongness at all, it's instantly a lifeline to this poor man and he will do anything to learn more about how he is not Wrong forever, actually. It's a story about how if you live your life with no community for the Wrongness that lives inside you that your very first lifeline can be used to strangle you. Do you understand what I'm saying

#like don't get me wrong I love a good Terra Is Stupid joke as much as the next person #but sometimes I think a little too hard about Terra holding his father in his arms #and realizing that the only person in his entire life who told him he doesnt need to be scared of himself was just using him actually #and the people who told him to Hide and Be Ashamed and Be Better were right.#if there are ten terra fans I am one of them. if there is one terra fan its me. if there are no terra fans I am dead.#Terra isn't stupid he was isolated and scared and had lived for two decades trying and failing to Be Good Enough and he wanted peace #kingdom hearts #kh #kh terra #terra #terra kh #terra kingdom hearts #kh bbs #bbs #birth by sleep #kingdom hearts birth by sleep

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rookanisstuff · 5 months ago

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SURELY Solas wasn’t banking on NO ONE talking to Rook about Varric’s death SO:

Do we think the blood magic he used on Rook erased the discussions from Rook’s memory and Solas spoke through them so nobody suspected a thing or maybe Rook blanked out like they did when Spite dragged them into Lucanis’ mental Ossuary and everyone was just like Okay I Guess We Don’t Talk About Varric???

#SOOOO MANY POSSIBILITIES #blood magic victims get those red eyes glow to their eyes too so it’d be pretty hard to hide when it’s being used from the other members???#maybe something something ancient eleven god blood magic makes it harder to detect??#it’s too sad to think that no one asks Rook about Varric EVER so the idea the blood magic deletes the memories makes a bit more sense #dragon age veilguard #dragon age #datv #rook #rook dragon age #solas

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soapbubbles511 · 2 years ago

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Blanket Fort 2.0

#ed i love you so much #hiding under blankets when things get hard #ofmd #our flag means death #edward teach #ofmd s2 spoilers

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greenheartart · 6 months ago

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Day 30 - Found

Featuring a young Stretch and Blue ⭐

#inktober #undertale #underswap #sans #underswap sans #blue #papyrus #underswap payrus #stretch #hiiii i'm still alive #I've had this half done in my folders forever #trying really hard to get back into the swing of things #my brain and body and new job are fighting #but i'm fighting back!#I just like the idea of Stretch being a really good big bro #and when Blue wants to play hide and seek #Stretch actually plays right #putting the ages at like... 12 and 5 here

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ministarfruit · 23 days ago

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lesson learned: you will work harder than anyone just to be seen as a person in this world and this world still won't let you be happy with yourself. now learn to live with that

#ace attorney #dgs #tgaa #eggert benedict #you ever think about how hard he would have worked just to exist #and how much he had to HIDE because he would NEVER be the person he pretended to be #because the person he pretended to be doesn't have nightmares about the slums #no matter how many times he remade himself he would never forget #get emotional about egg today. it's free

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souvenir116 · 9 months ago

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Reporter asking to the room if anyone has more questions but they don't wait for the answer 😭:

they have places to be 👀

#i can analyze this somany times but #max looking at charles right after had no business... charles smiling like its hard to hide a blush...#biting lips to hide the grins... getting up together while carlos just sits there #they [redacted] after this i just know. austin 2022 style #charles leclerc #max verstappen #lestappen #austin gp 2024 #gifs*#edit i meant austria 22 in the prev tag excuse me confusing it 😭

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zodiacatsea · 8 months ago

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Milo got his own mini couch

#i love cats #Milo #that last pic is SO good #he’s very photogenic though so it’s not hard #he’s passed out on it all curled up now lol #I think he likes it #his haircut does give him what we call a ‘pea head’#but disregard that #it’s so cute it came with its own mini matching pillow #but that’s gonna get snatched away and wrecked ny Ivan dog immediately #so I gotta hide that #by*

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applerums · 10 months ago

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it's a tradition of sorts. a ritual, one might say...

#kiss ur directors for good luck!! it's for research reasons i prommy #had that one i won't say i'm in love disney song playing when i was sketching this out so. the vibe #i had to design ash for this. the fucker doesn't even have a description all we have is a picture of his dad ffs #got me thinking it must be hard to hide a crush when you're surrounded by people who are getting paid to be the nosiest bitches alive.#darling got shit for being trench's golden boy can you imagine the hell emily will have to go through. like my girl is GAZING UP at jesse #it takes ONE comment along the lines of 'pshh looks like the teacher's got a new pet :/'#somebody's getting shot in the head. and i CANNOT WAIT to see it happen <3 #my art #control remedy #jesse faden #emily pope #casper darling #zachariah trench #broderick northmoor #theodore ash jr

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red-garden · 3 months ago

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Deaged pre-reconciliation qijiu where they throw rocks at the other peak lords and try to escape. Once they’ve been filled in on the future they hold hands and jump in a circle chanting “WE’RE BOTH GONNA BE PEAK LORDS! WE’RE BOTH GONNA BE PEAK LORDS!”

#this thought has been haunting me for literal months #additionally: LQG does something threatening towards SJ who assumes he’s a young master #and he runs and hides behind QQQ’s skirts #she’s getting jiejie beamed so hard #svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen jiu #yue qingyuan #qijiu

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attleboy · 2 years ago

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