#it's been a while since I've done anything in digital

[immeg-12]

These guys 💙Close ups under the cut as always :3

[mossiistars]

Tim and Sasha chilling at a restaurant or bar? (I just think they deserve to be happy </3)

i wholeheartedly agree

[gub-bins]

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO PAY ANY MONEY TO SEE SPACE BABY.

YOU HAVE TO PAY MONEY IF YOU WANT TO SEE IT EARLY, ALL AT ONCE, WITH THE CREATOR TALKBACK. THIS IS A STARKID BUSINESS MODEL THAT HAS EXISTED SINCE 2014, IT IS NOT "BEHIND A SECOND PAYWALL", IT IS A WAY TO GIVE A LITTLE EXTRA MONEY TO THE ARTISTS WHO WORKED ON THE SHOW KNOWING FULL WELL THAT IT IS AN EXPERIMENTAL PILOT AND COULD FLOP.

anyways. hi this is my rant blog so here's the rant

tldr: starkid needs a social media manager, they don't make the youtube residuals or ticket sales profit you think they do, chicago and la are great places to do theatre due to the audiences they draw but they are SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE, capitalism is rotting this country from the inside out and starkid knows this better than anyone

first and foremost:

curt mega is not a legal representative of starkid and he is entirely within his rights to defend misconceptions about the art he makes. he is so respectful to the fandom on here, even apologizing to the confessions blog after accidentally following them because he wants fans to have a safe space where they don't feel like they're being monitored by someone from the company. there is nothing wrong with him trying to assuage people's fears about the show. debunk whatever you want my dude (including if i say anything wrong in this post!)

i am not, under any circumstances, a blind defender of starkid. they've made choices that i do not enjoy in the 15 years that i've been watching them. like i say in this post, i think fans need more notice than a week if there is going to be a livestream we have* to pay money for. i would like a musical that is composed by someone other than jeff or clark. i wish the black friday deluxe download had the digital ticket in it. i wish jangle ball could've come to the actual southeast rather than claiming to be coming to the east coast then hanging out in new york (but as you'll see, that would've cost MONEYYYY). you will notice that these are nitpicky personal grievances. that's the point. im not gonna shell out completely for a group of white guys in LA, no matter how autistic i am about the musicals they make.

as someone who also donated to starkid returns and has also been disappointed to see how long it's taken for this stuff to get off the ground (I absolutely loved cinderella's castle but i would not have minded waiting for it if it meant we got space baby sooner or sissy/ttip. i want to see/read Sissy SO FUCKING BAD)

but think about it. starkid returns made $386,000. a weeklong rental of the El Portal Theatre costs $12,000. so for two weeks of tech thats $24,000. the two weekends of performances were $6,000-7,500 each. it's $7500 per shoot day for a film production. already, that's almost $50,000. Now think about renting film equipment, making costumes, sets, props, paying the cast, crew, theatre technicians, house management, REHEARSAL SPACE RENTAL, we don't know if any of the actors had to be housed in LA while they were working on the show, not to mention getting merch made (FUCKING EXPENSIVE). And that's just on Nerdy Prudes. They also had an entire fucking national tour to fund. i ain't doin the math on every theatre they rented for that tho.

while the 10iversary kickstarter made about $547,000, considerably more than SK Returns, that money went into funding the travel and stay of the fuck ton of people who came to LA for the show, renting the Ace Hotel Theatre, funding Black Friday, and of course the unfathomably expensive Wiggly plushes, which were very kindly restocked what, three or four times? because the FANS kept begging for them. and then after all of that was said and done, the company took a huge hit with the pandemic. Some of the SK returns money probably went into making Workin' Boys too! That's what happens when a global pandemic shuts down all your plans for two years!

i was also surprised to hear that space baby wasn't going straight to youtube. I had it in my mind that it was going to be something similar to Movies, Musicals, and Me. I see now that I was incorrect. It's experimental. It involves SO MANY ACTORS. and not to mention starkid has been doing the digital ticket prior to youtube release thing for YEARS. my main thing is that i would be totally totally fine with having to buy another ticket for space baby (which is only $10 by the way, less than all of their other digital tickets. not to mention it includes the talkback afterwards) if they had only clarified it just a little bit earlier. Nightmare Time 2 was announced on October 8th, 2021 and the first ticketed livestream wasn't until the 23rd. that's two weeks, a whole week longer than we got for space baby. however, im willing to understand that there probably wasn't as much time to announce things/people have been a little bit scrambled lately due to, i dunno, having to evacuate due to the raging wildfire.

unfortunately, people aren't always going to understand that making art is fucking expensive in this day and age. i hate that starkid has to keep reiterating that but it might be smoother if they had a media trained person running the socials who had a prewritten explanation of "making stuff costs money" for the people who don't get it. and then when starkid DOES do stuff for cheap they get taken advantage of. i'm still not over those fuckwads who bought meredith's beautiful handmade coasters at VHSCC and upsold them for three times as much money. the people who bootlegged the black friday digital ticket and posted it online just cause they didn't want to wait the measly 3 months it took for the show to get posted online.

being angry when the person who made the show is looking at the tumblr tag for the show because he wants to see what people are saying about the show he made comes thru to clarify some misconceptions when the tumblr tag is full of people not understanding the starkid business model that's been around since 2014 is not the move. not the move!!!

[sparkles-rule-4eva]

I'm aware this is random timing but I've wanted to analyze this scene ever since I saw it and I was rewatching the Frontiers cutscenes so I decided "why not now" lol

This scene right here.

First of all, I'd like to say that Sonic & Tails's interactions throughout this entire game are IMMACULATE. And while I've seen some people complain that Tails "wasn't concerned enough" at the fact that Sonic was so clearly sick, this scene begs to differ.

It also shows, in both a good way and a sad way, how well Tails knows his big brother.

The entire time before, Sonic's been (for the mostpart) going around with a front. Pretending he's fine and brushing aside everyone's worries about him to turn the focus instead on THEM and THEIR problems, not his. ESPECIALLY with Tails. And this little fox knows probably better than anyone that Sonic doesn't like it when people fuss over him. So he's been playing along. Doing his part, doing the best he could in his digitized state, staying busy and all the jazz.

And sure, a couple times before this, Sonic was acting more tired than usual around Tails, but Tails didn't point it out. And he still doesn't point it out here, but his expression and body language say it all.

Now the corruption's getting worse, and Tails is just about done pretending along with Sonic that everything's fine. This time, unlike the last two times when Sonic had defeated a Titan when Super Sonic had flown down to find Amy and Knuckles, Tails is the one who runs to find him afterward.

He's clearly very worried, especially when Sonic barely acknowledges his presence and is really just doing his best not to keel over at this point. Tails reaches out in a vain attempt to touch him — whether to comfort him or help him up, I'm not sure — but still cannot touch him at all for obvious reasons. He pulls back and just watches him intently with this deeply sad, almost regretful look on his face. The End starts talking again and Sonic lifts his head a little to listen, while Tails just quietly shakes his head as he looks at him. As if he's saying, "Please don't do more, please just take a rest, I want you to be okay." 😢 Or it could just as easily be a sad sort of understanding, a resignation to what Sonic does, like, "I want you to rest, we both know you need it, but I know you, I know you'd sooner run yourself to death before you let us stay trapped any longer. And I can't do anything to stop you." 💔

And then, after having his fists clenched in obvious distress, Tails tries to reach out again, one more time. Almost unconsciously, as Sonic looks up to where the voice is coming from. Almost like he does want to stop him. He opens his mouth for a moment, too, like he wants to say something, but bites it back at the last second.

Then he pulls away again. His face is nothing but sadness and worry. Sonic tries making a quip at The End's new instructions, but he's still so clearly exhausted.

It's also interesting how Sonic won't look at Tails this whole scene, until Tails asks in that tiny, scared voice, "Sonic?" and he stands up, tells him to hang tight, reassure him they're almost done. Trying so hard to play the part of strong older brother even here, when Tails can so easily see how sick he is. 😔

Their dynamic will always be so fascinating and sweet to me. Even in these darker, more painful moments, the familial love they have for each other is beautiful. 💙💛💔

[saszor]

Hey! You're tutorial on drawing burn scars was really helpful. I've been trying to draw burns for a while and I could just never find a tutorial for drawing them, especially not one that showcased burns on multiple skin colors.

I have a question though, and I'm not entirely sure if you'll be able to answer it or point me at a good resource, but I figured I'd ask anyways.

In the guide you have some different types of burn scars listed (hypertrophic, keloid, and contracture). Do you know what causes each type to scar differently? Is it the severity of the burn? Or something else.

Again, thank you so much for the work you've done. No pressure to answer if you can't, that's totally fine. Have a good day/night!

Hi! Fair question!

As for the severity: 1st degree burns very rarely leave anything behind after they heal and if they do it's usually mild skin discoloration. 2nd degree sometimes leaves some scarring but it usually fades away after some time since it's partial thickness, but deeper 2nd degree burns can cause permanent scarring that'll generally be less severe than those caused by higher degrees and mostly be hypertrophic. Third degree basically always leaves scars of all kinds. There might be tissue loss, so parts like ears or nose can be gone. Fourth degree is defined as going all the way to the bone, so the place with the burn will often be amputated because well it's just bone left. In this way it doesn't really leave scars I guess? But the area that's left will usually have severe scarring of basically any type.

For location: Hypertrophic scars happen wherever but are more common in places where skin is tight rather than loose. Pressure garments are used to prevent the hypertrophy so if for example your character wore compression sleeves as prescribed on their arms but nothing on their chest, the scars would probably be much more visible (more thick, discolored, and probably more painful as well) on their chest.

Keloids tend to form on the shoulders, cheeks, chest, and most commonly ears, but there is not much room to get a keloid there when it comes to burns - often if there is enough damage for them to scar, there will be tissue loss first. Keloids also happen more often in people with darker skin because their formation has something to do with melanocytes. Some people are also just more susceptible to getting keloids and if you have one you have a higher chance of getting another. Because of this keloids are rarely removed because they tend to just come back.

Contracture scars tend to happen where regular contractions do - where things move around a lot. So joints, facial and neck muscles, and especially digits. Contractures get less visible with physical therapy, wearing things like splints, or surgeries (like z-plasty or just skin grafts/flaps) that loosen them up and/or allow for more range of movement.

Ofc this is more of a rough guideline than anything else, every scar can potentially form anywhere and from anything (I'm just mentioning what's the Most Typical) and it depends on what resources someone has available to them. I have scars on my torso that according to this theory would have a high chance of being keloids (none of them are) and two on my hand that shouldn't have turned into scars at all (but they did) and they're hypertrophic for some reason. So I'd keep it in mind but don't stress about it 👍

[bomberqueen17]

update, and really ai in a nutshell

ok so. Several years ago, when Gmail suddenly introduced the categories thing and split my inbox in three without asking me or providing me a way to opt-out, I stopped doing the things I had always done in order to keep my inbox organized. And I tried my best to train it which emails i wanted to keep in my primary tab. It was a lot of work, a little at a time, and it never worked the way I quite wanted-- it would insist that various mailing lists from ecommerce sites I'd bought from were Important, but conversely when I bought digital goods from other ecommerce sites on a very regular basis it would always banish the "download it here!" emails from my inbox and I would have to go looking for them, every time. It was mildly frustrating, but never bad enough for me to do anything with.

In the last several days since they finally gave me an opt-out for the AI, i've spent a few minutes every day sorting through my giant chaotic inbox, and I've made filters for all my frequent fliers, and while I still have a backlog of eight thousand unread emails they'd formerly sorted for me and now won't, which I'm chipping away at a little at a time with tools ill-suited to it, my incoming email is better-organized than it ever has been.

Which really just goes to show you that anything AI can do, a real person can do much more efficiently and easily. And without the impediment of the thing trying to do it automatically and getting in my way, I can do it much better.

So I guess let that be a lesson to me, to always switch off the auto-sorting of everything. It only makes me lazy and worsens the chaos.

[leebitkitty]

welcome back !! I've missed you sm 🤞

I'd like to ask for dom!jeongin x sub!gn!afab!reader with the prompts:

4: "you're not.. wearing anything under that.. are you?"

8: "you're sitting on my lap, we're friends and I'm hard, I'm sorry."

19: "I'm done being just roommates."

26: "it's late, shouldn't you be asleep?"

46: "fuck, I really need you right now."

48: "if you wanted me so bad you should've said it."

64: "you're driving me crazy right now, you jerk."

65: "I love you."

context: my idea was, jeongin living with his friends; he was crushing on reader and one night, he happens to be awake in the living room when reader goes for a glass of water, they see him; starts prompt 26 and for the rest I trust you <3

Hope its not too much, you can delete some prompts and adapt it as you want to !!

thank you so much for your time <3

– 🍥🍡 or 🍡🍥 Anon (can't remember, it's been a while 😭)

"i knew this would happen one day. us. together."

pairings: dom!jeongin x sub!gn!afab!reader

genre: tiniest bit of angst, smut

note: (its 🍥🍡!!) hi anon!! it has been a while lol i have missed you! i am going to remove prompt 19 since i have done that already😭 also this is like hella short.. and extremely rushed🥰🥰 anyways, please enjoy!

prompts:

4: "you're not.. wearing anything under that.. are you?"

8: "you're sitting on my lap, we're friends, and i'm hard. i'm sorry."

26: "it's late, shouldn't you be asleep?"

46: "fuck, i really need you right now."

48: "if you wanted me so bad you should've said it."

64: "you're driving me crazy right now, you jerk."

65: "i love you."

warnings: explicit sexual content, roomate!jeongin, exhibitionism(?) jeongin has friends over, unprotected sex (be careful), penetrative sex (p in v), cumming inside, unestablished relationship

minors do not interact

"hey y/n, could i invite my friends here for a sleepover?" jeongin calls from the living room, eyes still glued to the tv ever since the morning. "sleepover? yeah, sure, i mean it's your house too," you say from the kitchen, jeongins happy face immediately turning towards you, giving you a big grin as you feel your heart swell at how cute he looked in that moment. "thanks! we won't be too loud, and they'll probably just be in my room anyways," he continues, eyes focusing back to whatever show he was playing.

and that is how you ended up with 8 men in your house. not in his room like he said, but in your living room. hogging the tv at 9pm. to be honest, you were a bit upset at just how many people he had invited. you expected a few friends.. but definitely not 7 people. you sprint to jeongin, who was currently making snacks for everyone in the kitchen. "you didn't tell me you were inviting this many people!!" you whisper-scream. "and they're not even in your room!" you continue, so angry that steam could probably be seen coming out of your ears.

"reeeelaaaax y/n, c'mon. it's not even that many people! they're just having fun," jeongin slurred, obviously drunk out of his mind. you rolled your eyes and angrily stomped back to your room, slamming the door. why were you so angry? you honestly had no idea, and you felt mad at yourself for yelling (kinda) at jeongin when he was just having fun. you turned on the tv in your room to chase your thoughts away, falling asleep a couple hours later.

you wake up from a nightmare, drenched in sweat, your oversized shirt with nothing underneath clung to your body. you rub your eyes and look at the digital clock on your bedside table, reading 12:43pm. you fan yourself off for a bit before getting up off the bed and heading to the kitchen for a glass of water. you walk towards the kitchen, opening the refrigerator for some ice for your water. "hey, y/n," jeongin calls out from his spot on the couch. "holy sh-," you nearly yelp out. "you scared me to death, jeongin. it's late, shouldn't you be asleep?" you continue, pouring your water.

"didn't feel like sleeping. my head hurts from the alcohol," he says, scooting over the couch to give you room to sit down. you sit on the couch, turning on the tv as you think. this could possibly be the perfect chance to tell jeongin you like him, you think to yourself. you look at jeongin once more as you scoot closer to him, eventually straddling his lap. to his suprise, he looked up to you, eyes widened, resting his phone on his pants to give you his undivided attention.

"i really need to tell you something," you start, staring into his eyes. "i.. i like you. always have. ever since i met you, i really could not stop myself from constantly thinking about you. i know its a bad time to say that but-" jeongin is quick to suprise you by setting his finger on your lips, smirking but still with a fond look in his eye. "shh.. i know." he purrs. "w-wait. jeongin?" you question, feeling something poking you from his lap. you look down, suprised to see him hard. "you're sitting on my lap, we're friends and im hard. i'm sorry. but am i? i couldn't help it.. with you moving around so much and telling me how much you love me," he giggles menacingly.

jeongin looks down to find you slightly grinding yourself on his boner, seeing you close your eyes and breathe shakily. his eyes almost pop out of his sockets when he sees your glistening cunt peeking out of your shirt. "wait." he stops you, "you're not.. wearing anything under that.. are you?" jeongin faintly murmurs. "mmm, i had a feeling we'd start doing.. this." you whisper. "you little whore. if you wanted me so bad you should've said it," he annouces. "can i.. touch you there?" he asks, reaching out to your clit. "yes, please, i really really need you," you whisper, bringing jeongins hand under your shirt to lightly trace your arousal.

"do you like it when i touch you there, baby?" jeongin rasps, kissing your clavicle. "fuck, i really need you right now." you grind harder, whimpering in his presence. "shh.. not too loud. we don't want my friends to wake up and see you helplessy grinding on my lap like a little whore, do we?" he interjects, ironically touching you faster. "f-fuck, no.." you lightly groan, muffling your mouth into jeongins neck. "i'm.. i'm close, jeongin," you quietly whine, grinding faster. jeongin rips his hand away from your cunt, putting his wet fingers into his mouth, rolling his eyes back. you look up and groan from the sight, trying to withdraw from jeongins tight hold on your waist to chase your already ruined high.

"mmm.. you taste so sweet, don't you? i've always wondered how you'd taste," he muffles, fingers still in his mouth. "you're driving me crazy right now, you jerk," you mutter angrily, still trying to squirm away from jeongins grip. "ah ah ah.." jeongin smirks, "you're not going to get any pleasure by acting like a little brat," he firmly hisses, implying the last 3 words with a flick to your clit making you shiver. "would you rather i have you cum on my fingers or my dick? the choice is yours, baby." he says lowly, fondling with your tits under your shirt. "o-on your dick," you hush. "right answer," he pecks your lips, untying his sweatpants.

jeongin aligns with your cunt, both of you leaking like crazy. "can you be a good pup and ride me?" he asks gently, fingers tracing your lips. you nod, finally sinking jeongins cock in your hole. jeongin closes his eyes and lets the currently overwhelming pleasure take over him. "remember, we have to be quiet," he hushes, fingers playing with your shirt. you start moving, connecting your lips to jeongins neck leaving warm hickeys behind. you move faster, quiet whines leaving your throat. jeongin moves his hand to your mouth, silencing you from any loud noises. "fuck, you're doing so well," he strangles, lips pulled into a tight line, holding back his own moans. staying quiet was hard for him too, you thought.

"j-jeongin, i'm close," you say breathlessy, movements becoming sloppy and off-time. "relax, baby, i got you," jeongin sits up, thrusting up once, eventually pulling back out and thrusting into you again, setting his own pace. he keeps rutting into you, eventually touching your clit to get you to your high faster. you cum with a scrunched face, body shaking from the stimulation. jeongin feels you clenching onto him from overstimulation, cumming not much later.

you collapse on jeongin, both of your chests heaving, warm breaths fanning eachother. jeongin lifts his hand to pet your hair, calming you down.

"you make me so happy, y/n. i love you so much."

© leebitkitty, 2023

[realdirtfacts]

Selling your merch and shipping from home with Fourthwall

I've been selling @shiftythrifting Junk Boxes - our curated secondhand mystery boxes - since 2017 using different platforms with different levels of success. I moved to Fourthwall in 2022 and my teeny tiny business has only grown since then! FW is free to use and you get ALL the money from your home sales save for the credit card processing fees. I don't miss the fee structure from our previous hosts, so I thought I'd write up a little guide on how easy it is to get started.

Things you need to start shipping from home:

A scale, and it doesn't need to be an expensive or large one! Even a kitchen scale works for small stuff.

Packaging and packing materials for the product(s) you're selling.

Access to a post office and/or a printer.

Funds set aside for postage. You'll get this money back with your Fourthwall payout when the month rolls over.

(Optional but handy) A ShipStation account.

Make yourself a store if you haven't already. You can sell print on demand, digital stuff, and your own inventory in one place but today we're talking about selling from home, so add a product and pick the middle option.

You can customize everything about your product on this page, from adding size and color variations, the materials used to make it, size charts, inventory, and more. Get an accurate weight of what you're selling in its packaging and add that here. Hit save and you have your first listing. Gonna be selling a variety of products? You can duplicate the listing with the meatball menu! Change the name, photos, and anything else that needs changing and have your second listing up in a couple minutes.

Didi protip: I like to put people's reviews right in the listing. Lots of photos help sell your product, but there's nothing like a positive review from fans!

Fourthwall's Collections feature lets me put my Junk Boxes in their own little section where I can set them to hidden or mark them sold out if I get sick or am on vacation. This lets me easily turn the self-fulfilled part of my store off while folks can still purchase print on demand and digital stuff and sign up for memberships.

Didi protip: If you are in the US, the US postal service will pick up your outgoing packages free of charge on any regular mail day. Just set up a pickup on USPS.com!

When you've made your first sale, you can either make the label yourself or connect directly to ShipStation through Fourthwall's app integration. That's brand new and I love it so far. My labels pop up in ShipStation about 24 hours after a purchase, giving people a little window of time to adjust their order or make changes before I ship it.

At that point, all that's left is handing it off to the postal carrier of your choice! Boom, you're done!

A final note from me, I moved ShopShifty to Fourthwall so I could have one address for ALL my merch instead of splitting it between Patreon, a print-on-demand store, and the Junk Box store. It's proven to be the best choice I've made in years and has saved me a ton of money in marketplace fees, Paypal's cut, and web hosting charges. This has genuinely been the easiest way to sell my merch!

[eliotlime]

End of October Update

There's got to be a less clunky way for me to title these things but maybe I'll figure it out after a few posts.

Anyway at the top of the order I want to say that uh... the Abacelsus zine is not happening by halloween unforch.. I just started school part-time and it being part-time is still kicking my ass! So tentative release date will be on 11th November unless something else happens....

On the plus side I'm done with the cover so all that's left is the back page and cramming all 24 pages full of drawings 👍

-> As I've said at the end of my previous post I want to make more blog style posts so here's me trying to do that, more under the cut

🔐Abacelsus Zine

I'm still deciding on whether i want to print it A5 or B5 but I'm leaning towards A5, though for the digital release it doesn't really matter lol

As mentioned, I'm done with the main cover so I just need to fill this entire thing with stuff, I said 24 pages but really the total page count is 30. I'm just not counting the cover and the blurb stuff.

I'm half taking a break with this at the risk of burning myself out and half paralysed with starting it. Plus I've kind of been more into Axl & I-no hilariously but I'll always love A.B.A. I think the lack of any real info really lends her well to interpretation which is always fun.

I've never really been one to engage in fandom so I'm probably going to be doing my own thing. That being said if anyone has any suggestions feel free to drop them in my strawpage or ask box :)

🥤 Strawpage & General Socials

The bugs make my pages so decorative, I gotta draw more bugstyle guys.

Speaking of strawpage, I made one of those! It was really fun, I have a short OC info tab with descriptions of some of my main guys. I'd love for you to check it out.

This kind of acts as my ask box for twitter since there's not one there and apparently it's basically my main social media site these days so I'm just mirroring my experience here over there too.

Hilarious timing considering that it's basically collapsing on itself once again, I'll probably still be on that damn site until it implodes but I also have a Bluesky account for those that care about it.

The sky follower bridge extension is really useful for bulk following people from twitter to bsky

I'd love to post there more but there's not a queue function and that's very important to me as someone who is not American and lazy to remember optimal timings.

Did you see? I also have a new pinned for this blog! Wanted to make a new one for a while now, always thought the old one was so freaking long. All the old info is still on my about and faq page though I don't know who actually looks at those.. a relic from years past..

☹ School

Sigh, like I mentioned earlier I'm doing school again! At my big age, but I'm having fun so far! It's part-time but it's still kicking my fucking ass! It's the main reason why I'm a little disoriented this month honestly.

Do you like it? I spent an entire Sunday making my class miro board look niceys and then proceeded to get nauseous from cybersickness afterwards LOL

I'm doing a UI/UX course and I have to say the funnest part about it is making personas, it's like making OCs. Don't particularly like writing though.. but also that's a lie considering the numerous amount of paragraphs in this blog post alone haha

🎁 Merch

I've also gotten confirmation that I'll be boothing again next year in Febuary! So I gotta start locking into making more stickers and general merch. I say this a lot but I do need to look into opening an online store because I just have tonnes of stickers and stuff lying around waiting till the next time I do a convention which is kind of a shame.

Oh, but I will say that if you are from Singapore and would like anything from my previous convention catalogue feel free to shoot me a DM on instagram and I can mail it to you locally, shipping's $2 SGD.

➰Closing Thoughts

All in all, been kind of busy this month with school and various loose threads from September but overall I think I'm doing better! I've also been cooking lately and truthfully that's my biggest achievement this month haha, been also getting really into canned fish. Yummy!

Oh and a last thing is that I've been itching to animate again so I'll end this post with a WIP of a gif I did last night/morning. I almost always never finish my animations but here's hoping this one actually makes it to the colouring stage haha

No prizes to anyone who can guess who these two because of course.

Thank you for reading! I know I can't expect everything to be done in a single month but I just wish I could do everything without getting tired or cybersick! If you'd like to support me, here's my ko-fi page and my itchi.io & gumroad as well.

If you have any questions or just generally want to talk to me, my DMs and askbox is always open! Any professional enquires can be sent towards my email as well: eliotlime@gmail.com

XOXO, Stay weird!

-Eliot :)

[emotionallyattachednerd]

Missed You ❙ ES Bumblebee x f!human reader ❙ NSFW 18+

Word count: 1500+

Warnings: Smut ( Oral, spike penatration and size difference ) and robot x human. NSFW 18+

Notes: This was sent by anonymous. Thank you for sending through. I had lots of fun with this with our favourite yellow bug. I got very carried away with it but couldn't help myself. Hope you like. I understand not everyone is a fan of robots x humans but we all live in a strange world. I could go on about how it could be possible with the small robots. We all have our kinks. Enjoy 😀

I accept Coffee! ☕🥰

Bumblebee had been away on a mission for Optimus. It felt like an eternity since you last saw him, and missed him everyday. Of course you both would stay in contact while he was on his missions but it wasn't the same as being with him.

Being his girlfriend you worried, always. Not many knew about your relationship with him, only Dot, but she was your best friend and you trusted her to keep quiet about it, at least for now.

Neither of you really knew what might happen if the world was to find out and you weren't really ready for that to happen just yet.

Finally, he came back, and you both didn't hesitate to have a date night. You wore a floral dress, his favourite, and also his favourite perfume honey smell on you.

Bumblebee took you to the drive through theatre before driving you back to your home. You loved this evening, you loved having Bumblebee back.

Back at your place, Bumblebee had come into your garage that was big enough for him, and also considering his small scout size it was perfect. You loved it when he stayed over, because it meant you both could have more time together without interruptions. You even pretty much moved your bedroom in there just so you both could sleep together in the same bed.

"Bee..." You whisper his name between heated kisses as he holds you up close to his face under his servos, your own hands running up across his cheek plating making him moan lowly against your lips.

"Y/N." He whispers back, blue optics foggy and illuminating across your beautiful face. "Primus you're beautiful."

"And you're very handsome." You smiled through a gentle giggle before feeling his digits sneak under your dress making your breath hitch, loving the feel of his digits dancing across your skin.

You didn't want his favourite dress to rip so you helped yourself out of it, letting it pool around your ankles and reached up for him again. When he saw your undergarments he couldn't help but smirk. "Yellow?"

"Yeah." You can't help but let out another warm giggle between heated breaths. "You know it's my favourite colour."

"That I do. Looks nice on you." Bumblebee smiles warmly.

He picks you up then, carrying you in his arms bridal style making you giggle and kick your legs gently in glee, making him chuckle lightly at your actions before placing you on the bed.

You had made sure to have a bed made that wouldn't break under Bumblebee's weight. The last couple of bed frames had completely collapsed.

Once he laid you down and climbed up at your side, his servo ran up your thigh and across your hips. Your hand moved up along his arm tenderly, staring up at him lovingly.

"I missed you." You say to him, letting out a hitched breath as you feel his servo roam down between your legs.

"Yeah, I missed you so much. It's always so hard being away from you for long periods of time." He sighs, but it turns into a smug smile as he felt just how soaked your undies were. "Already? I haven't even done anything. Do I just have that effect on you naturally?"

"Yes..." You answer through a soft moan, legs spreading more for his servo. "I've been wet since the movies."

"Well, I better not leave you neglected too much longer."

He carefully tugged down your undies, flicking them away before you helped yourself to unhook your bra and aiming it over Bumblebee's helm, only to have poor aim and have it getting caught at his horn making you cover your mouth to prevent yourself from bursting out laughing.

"Do I rock the look?" He joked lightly, flicking the bra off from him and gazed down at the sight before him. He felt incredibly lucky to have a girl like you in his life. You were so beautiful.

Giving you a tender smile, he then leaned down between your legs, pushing them gently apart and dragged his glossa across your damp core.

Your hips arched up from the contact, moaning as he did it a second time, and a third, right before you felt his thick glossa sink into your depths.

"Bee!" You cry out his name, hands grabbing hold of his helm and the other wrapped around his horn to keep him against you.

He let out a long hum that vibrated against your core and shook through your withering body, your moans growing louder as you didn't hold back. It was always good to not try and be quiet.

His glossa invaded your depths, rolling back and forth along your inner walls and curling skillfully. You rode his mouth, rocking your hips and holding his helm as loud squeaked gasps left our moist lips.

This went on for a moment more before he moved away. You pouted, and you heard him chuckle at your reaction.

"Don't worry. I just want to make sure you're ready for me." He says, crawling up over you smaller body.

Bumblebee always made sure to never hurt you, to prepare you as best he could for him to take you on his cable. Though he was a small scout, he was still much bigger than any human.

You nodded, letting out heavy pants before feeling his glossa run across your breasts, sucking on each of them, while his free servo moved down between your legs again and gently teased a digit against your core making you hum in delight.

When you felt his thick digit push in you clenched immediately, craving his curling digit as he stretched you. Looking up at him you saw that smug smile on his adorable face.

"What's got you smug?" You managed to ask, hips bucking a little when he started to gently rub your swollen bud with his other digit.

"I just feel like a very lucky bot, to have a pretty girlfriend like you, all spread out for me, soaking wet, and making such beautiful sounds."

"Is that all I'm good for?Just sex?" You can't help but tease, letting out a moan as he added a second digit, stretching you further.

"You're good for so many more things, promise. One day, when our worlds are ready, we won't need to keep this a secret."

"That sounds wonderful. Now, please, I want you to fuck me." You grin softly, making him chuckle back lightly.

"I think you're ready enough. As my girl wishes."

Once his digits were gone you felt empty without them. Hearing that familiar metal plating shifting you glance down between you both, biting your lips as you see his pulsing cable emerge from its housing.

You were always allured by the smooth long cable, bright yellow illuminating along the ridges wrapped around the base. He was so big, but you were capable of taking him before.

Bumblebee loved it when you started, it gave him that little bit of ridiculous pride and confidence. Gently, he took hold of your thighs, pushing your legs apart further and leaning down over you.

He kissed you. Always so gentle. His cable slid up between your folds and lubricated his length, before he pressed directly against your core, tip penetrating your depths.

"Bee..." His name moaned from your lips feeling him filling you inch by inch, slowly, but you needed it. "It's alright...I can take it."

"I don't want to hurt you..." Bumblebee whispers followed by a throaty moan. "By the all spark...so tight."

Reaching up you touch his face, running your thumb under his optic tenderly. "I want all of you, Bee. I'll be fine, I promise."

Finally, he let go. Balancing himself he pushed his waist further up against you, cable descending into your depths more as you clenched tightly around him, welcoming every pulsing inch.

Bumblebee watched himself disappear inside you, before his optics inching up to your stomach where a noticeable bulge was formed. It happened each time you both interfaced, or on human terms, had sex.

He was always so fascinated by it. Moving his servo he brushed his digit over the lump, vents hitching while you arched up your hips as your hands grip into the sheets under you, loud moans lingering from your open mouth as he fully filled you. Just what you needed.

"Move, please." You manage to gasp out through the pleasure boiling through your entire body.

Obeying your command he did that for you. His servos gently grip at your waist, he slowly pulls out, watching as his cable emerges from your core, coated in a mixture of your juices and his fluids, before slowly thrusting back into you again.

Each thrust sent a pulsing jolt through you, soft moans and heated gasps as he filled you over again slowly. Your legs wrap around his hips, thighs pressing against his yellow plating, pulling him closer and tighter into you.

Bumblebee balanced himself over you perfectly, his movements now short due to you holding onto him tightly, and this only encouraged him to pick up his movements, cursing softly out loud. "Frag..."

You weren't too far off. He had already worked up a storm with you that was threatening to break loose, but did your best to hold it off, just so he could catch up.

His movements grew shorter, stronger, but he was still holding back, as he always did. You understood though, he didn't want to lose control and end up hurting you by accident.

Perhaps one day, but this was incredible for both of you, being with him and feeling his pulsing cable filling you over again, pushing your limits.

Your juices and his lubricants dripped from your core and ran down onto the bed, soaking the sheets as the bed rocked a little under you both.

Bumblebee was practically grinding against your core now, barely leaving you as he groaned and vented heavily, servos tightening around your hips, before he dove down towards your open mouth and kissed you passionately, swallowing your sudden cry of pleasure as you came around him.

His hips jerked and you felt his cable sent an electric pulse through your core as thick strips of his fluids started to fill you. While kissing and clinging onto him, your hand moved to the bulge, pulsing and growing larger feeling his fluids fill you.

Breaking the kiss, Bumblebee vented heavily before kissing the inside of your neck, sucking against your skin gently as he caressed your entire body, worshipping you.

You welcomed his tender touches, his kindness, everything about him was simply beautiful and perfect.

After a time he slowly pulled out from your core, watching as his cable emerged and popped out, followed by his fluids that filled you.

Your belly still felt full which you loved, and ran your hand across your belly while letting out a hum of delight.

Carefully he moved to your side and laid on his back, bringing you closer against his chassis and the blanket just for you, wrapping his protective arms over your body as you nuzzled into him.

"I love you, Bee." You whisper into his neck as you slowly let sleep take over.

"I love you too, Y/A." Bee answers.

Indeed, he felt incredibly lucky to have you in his life.

[fobnsfwdoodlesbackup]

Hi y'all, I just wanted to talk a little about the behind the scenes of what I've been up to, to give y'all a little transparency and to open myself up for any tips or input! 🙏 Thank you for your continued support and for taking the time to look at my art 🫶

First and foremost I wanted to give some transparency about my art capacity.

As og followers may remember, I started this blog when I was doing art full time. Eventually my living expenses grew and I had to go back to work. I find myself in a cycle of "I'll make more art soon, once I get a job!" And "I'll make more art soon, once I am done with this job!" I lost my most recent job suddenly, having had an extension waved over my head until the last day(October 7th). Now I'm excited to have more time for art, but I am also feeling a rush to get a new job ASAP as I've been living paycheck to paycheck. I dream of doing this work full time, I'm just scared it's not quite there yet and I worry that I come off as scammy or dishonest when I anticipate more stability around the corner.

Second, I've been struggling with the Patreon. It's taken me a while to come to terms with this, but from what I've seen Patreon is not intuitive at all from the creator end. It doesn't do a good job of organizing addresses, emails, showing who or who isn't subscribed to me, or organizing and displaying the work I put on there. I've been really shocked by this experience, since lots of big names use Patreon. It's been a great way to streamline support, but it's been unhelpful in every other regard. I would like to continue using it, but I will most likely post more wips or process videos there in the future.

Which brings me to my third point, zines. I love making zines so much, it feels personal and fulfilling and fun! However the Patreon issues make it harder to keep information in order about where to send zines, or even where to message folks about them. In addition to this, the post office has been a big barrier to me, oftentimes only being open at the same time as my dayjob. Making zines can take days, then sending them out is a whole other monster.

This work is so important to me. Drawing peoples fantasies, representing body types, creating work around sexuality and the human experience feels like what I'm meant to do. I've made comics since I was a kid. This is the dream to me. The friends I've been able to make through this work are so important to me, and the conversations have been invaluable. Not to mention fun! I wanna doodle, I wanna draw hot stuff, I wanna thirst over these dudes! I want to play!

But I also just want to be transparent about the barriers I'm working around to share that experience. I'm completely self taught, both in art AND in running shops, building websites, running 8 accounts, etc. I take a lot of time to learn the logistics of these things, and try to make them make sense for my relationship with y'all (I do not want to paywall my art!! I don't want to!!!). This year my desktop broke down (the main one I use for all paintings and digital art). I've paused my Etsy shops and my Patreon to try to catch up with things. Trying to learn to paint in a completely different program. Then lost my job with no savings.

At the end of the day I don't want anything to come between me sharing my art with you. I wish I could doodle a thing, take a picture, and post it here. No third party site, no shop, no subscription. Just sharing my art with you. I promise I'm trying to figure out how to stay as close to that as possible, and I want to thank y'all for sticking with me as I untangle all of that.

So, what can you expect in the near future?

I'm working on a couple of painting commissions right now, which you should be able to see in the next couple of days! I want to catch up on kinktober and get those posted as well. There's a comic commission in progress which I'm very eager to work on, and which I think y'all will be excited for! To ease the weight of the Patreon I think I may do less zines/polls there and more wips and process videos! If possible, I want to do more full colored work too.

Thank you again for enjoying my work, and if you have any input or tips my inbox is always open 🙏🫶💕

[hearteyespierce]

Hello, I'm from Gaza

My name is Farah

Can you please help me to study at the university

Me and my family have lost our home, our car, and our dream to study

I hope just to help me to start my education

I was in my first year at university in Gaza but after the war, I lost everything my dream and my education 💔

Hope you really can help with anything

Thank you in advance

https://gofund.me/7417ca2b

https://gofund.me/0974b65e

Hi y'all! Check out Farah's GoFundMe here - she is from Gaza and has dreams to go to university to become a pharmacist! She has lost everything, including the university she planned to study at, which has been bombed by the IOF. She and her family have made it to Egypt, but she is trying to start over and is raising money to be able to begin her education. Her €8,000 goal is to pay for her first year's tuition!

As of the time I post this, she is €7,840 away from her goal - I am an artist and if you DM me proof of a donation of any amount to Farah's campaign, I will do a sfw pencil sketch of one character/subject of your choice (but happy to discuss more for larger donations, read on and send me your receipt, we'll chat!)! I've never done commissions before whether for profit or donations so bear with me, I'm figuring it out as I go!

Let's help Farah get a new start on her dreams and on her way to university!

If you can't donate, you can still help by please please please reblogging! I don't have very many followers, so I don't have a lot of reach.

I linked my art tag previously, but here it is again, and here are a few examples of my pencil work:

if you are interested in donating more for colors/more characters/etc, you can see more of my non sketch work in my tag (i work in various mediums like colored pencils, markers, watercolors, gouache, oil pastels, digital, etc).

vague pricing structure + more information below the cut!

'prices':

Going to set a vague 'pricing' structure (in euros since that's the currency the GoFundMe is in) - these are based on roughly how time consuming each medium is for me, but like I said previously, if you can't donate quite enough for a specific thing, reach out to me. I know a lot of us on tumblr (my recently unemployed self included) don't have a ton of money and the top priority is reaching Farah's goal!

For all of the below, you will receive a digital scan of the original work (if traditional medium) or a high res file from procreate (if digital).

Pencil sketch of one subject, bust up: Any donation amount

Pencil sketch of two or more subjects and/or full body sketch: ~€15, +€5/each additional character past two)

One subject + colored pencils or markers: ~€20

Two subjects + colored pencils or markers: ~€25

Watercolor and/or gouache painting: ~€35 for one character, +€10/additional character

Digital: ~€40+ for one character, +€10/additional character (re: '+', level of detail can vary on these, reach out and we'll chat!)

Oil pastel painting: ~€50 for one character, +€15/additional character

If you are requesting a traditional medium and would like to receive the original work in the mail, let me know ahead of time and we can discuss 'price' for this.

To reiterate: all 'prices' are for donations to Farah's GoFundMe Campaign! I will not be collecting any profit from this.

wills/won'ts + fandoms / etc:

what do I like to draw?

I love drawing people, portraits especially, but I also enjoy drawing animals. characters from fandoms, portraits of family/friends/pets/etc are all a-okay! I'm a multishipper so very few ships are a problem for me - what I will draw is pretty flexible aside from what is listed in the following 'what will I not draw?' section. For the purpose of this fundraiser, all art will be safe for work.

what will I not draw?

While I'm happy to draw real people, be they yourself/friends/family/a celebrity you like/etc, I won't do ship art of real people (art of a couple in your real life is fine, but ship art of celebrities, for example, is something I am not comfortable with). I also will not draw age gap relationships wherein the younger character is a minor. No gore/graphic violence - though canon typical bloodiness (MASH characters in the OR for example), is fine. I will not be drawing nsfw art of any ship for this fundraiser.

The above is what I can think of right now, though I reserve the right to turn down a concept should something come up that I didn't think of right now. Should that be the case, I will work with you to determine a different subject/concept.

fandoms?

Lastly, if you're curious about my fandoms, I've included a non-comprehensive list here, but as long as reference images are available for characters/people/pets I am not familiar with and they do not cross the limits listed above, I am okay with drawing for fandoms I am not familiar with/people in your life.

MASH (TV - current hyperfixation)

Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency (BBCA)

Star Trek (TOS, TNG, DS9, & Lower Decks)

The X-Files

Good Omens

Our Flag Means Death

Buffy the Vampire Slayer / Angel: The Series

The Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit

Twin Peaks

Dimension 20/Dropout in general

Les Miserables

Merlin (BBC)

Firefly

The Adventure Zone: Balance & Amnesty, not caught up otherwise

Princess Tutu

The Prisoner (1967)

There's definitely more that I'm forgetting, I've been rattling around fandom spaces for 20 years now, but like I said, it's a non-comprehensive list!

If you've read this far, thank you again! Please reblog to help Farah's fundraiser reach more people, and send me your receipt if you donate!

[psych0-str1ngs]

Living the high life - Izzy Stradlin

Authors Note: I actually don't think I've done anything for Izzy, also I don't know where this fic is gonna go, so if it turns into a smut then oh well.

Warnings: Possible Smut, cussing, weed mentions, weed smoking, alcohol.

You were sitting on the couch next to Izzy, watching a horror movie. It was nice just to relax, and blow of some steam with him for once since he's been working so much. His hand was splayed on the small of your back, while you layed on his chest. You were starting to get tired of relaxing.

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"Izz," I looked at him.

His brown eyes found mine, "Yeah?"

“Im getting bored,” I pouted slightly.

“I’m sorry love,” He kissed my lips softly.

I jumped, remembering i had a whole stash of weed underneath our bed. I ran upstairs to the shared room and grabbed the bag of green, as well as rolling paper, a lighter and a grinder.

“What are you doing?” Izz asked looking down at me, as I was on my knees by the bed.

“Look!” I got up. “Im about to roll a fat blunt.”

“I like the sound of that,” He watched me happily walk back to the living room coffee table.

He sat in front of me on the other side of the table, watching me roll the blunt. His eyes glanced between my hands and my concentrated face. I looked up and smiled.

“You look so hot rolling a blunt” He said, looking me in the eyes.

“Well I uh,” i blushed profusely. “Thank you babe”

He smirked at me.

“You wanna spark it?” I asked.

“No no,” His head sat in his hand. "You rolled it, you spark it"

I smiled, taking the lighter to end and lighting it up. The tip glowed red as I took a long drag, inhaling deeply before passing the long blunt to Izzy. I moved to sit on the couch, sitting so that Izzy's back was pressed in between my legs, his head leaned back, handing it back to me. I held it in between my fingers and dragged the smoke into my mouth, only inhaling slightly before pressing my lips to Izzy's and blowing the smoke into his mouth. His lips firm against mine, inhaled the smoke. I took another drag before giving it back, he sat next to me.

"We need music," I spoke softly, my eyes feeling... droopy.

"Yes I agree," Izzy looked at me, his eyes starting to turn red.

I stood up and picked a vinyl from a stack of crates filled with all sorts of music. I picked up a one song vinyl. 'Death Valley Blues' by black cat bones. I put it on the record player and walked back to Izzy, straddling his waist. His long fingers pressed the blunt to my lips, I sucked, my eyes not leaving his. I leaned my head back and blew out the smoke. I was feeling the high now, everything around me was in slow motion.

Izzy stared in awe at my face, he leaned in and pressed his lips to my mine. I grabbed the blunt from his fingers without looking, and broke the kiss, putting the blunt out on the ash try before leaning back to Izzy and grabbing his face. His hands went to my thighs, gripping at the plush skin lightly, his digits only slightly under the hem of my plaid shorts. My lips moved against his with such precision, my hand raked through his dark black hair. He pressed soft loving kisses down my neck until he found my collar bone. He started leaving love bites, planting evidence of the night's events on every inch of skin.

Izzy's hands gripped my hips, flipping me onto my back, and sitting in between my legs. He unbuttoned my matching red plaid shirt, his eyes not leaving mine. He kissed down my stomach, right down to the top of my shirt. My breath started to quicken as his fingers looped around the hem, he pulled them down, smirking.

"You're so wet my love," He gazed at the wet spot on my dark red lace panties and chuckled. "I see everything's matching tonight."

"It's just for you," I giggled.

He pulled my underwear down slowly, too slowly.

"Izzy," I whimpered, looking at him.

"Patience sweetheart," He whispered before planting a kiss on my thigh before pulling the panties down all the way.

His head dipped down between my legs, his hands gripped my thighs gently. I put my hand on his head and sweeped the hair from his face. I ruffled his hair lazily. His dopey smile showed before his licked a long strip up my folds, making my back arch. His head looked up and winked before dipping down again and sucking at my clit. I moaned and threw my head back at his tongue worked against me. One of his long digits pressed at my entrance before sliding it in slowly.

"Oh Izz," I moaned quietly.

He added another finger, pumping slightly faster, while sucking on my wet bundle of nervous, the coil in my lower stomach burned. My legs trembled, clamping down around his head. He suddenly stopped and moved up, the bottom half of his face drenched.

"Why'd you stop!" I pouted. "I was close"

He pulled off his shirt and pulled down his pants. His face got close to mine. "You'll only be getting off from my dick tonight sweetheart."

I blushed up at him. His leaned into my face, kissing me softly while his dick slid up and down between my wetness, he pushed into me. He let out a low grunt into my mouth. I stopped to look at his face, his eyes were bloodshot red. I scanned his face and smiled. His continued to thrust, letting out moans and grunts here and there.

"Fuck," He panted before putting my leg on his shoulder. "So tight baby"

I moaned louder, feeling his hand grip the top part of the thigh that was slung over him while his other hand gripped my hip. I stared up at him. Sweat glistened down his neck and forehead, his mouth hung slightly open, his eyes clutched shut. Could stare at him for hours. His thrusts were slow but hard, providing a certain rhythm.

"Izzy," I gripped his hand that was pressed on my lower stomach "I'm gonna cum"

"fuck," He sped up "Me too sweetheart"

My legs started to tremble as I came all over Izzy's dick. A few seconds later, he shot his seed deep into my walls, pulling out with a slight 'pop'.

His head laid on my sweaty chest, panting. I kissed the top of his head and smiled.

"I love you," I said quietly.

"I love you too," He mumbled.

A few minutes of laying there, we both put our clothes back on. I turned off the tv, and put the weed stuff away. I walked over to the record player and turned that off as well before waltzing upstairs to a sleepy Izzy. He was already shirtless and in bed. I giggled and got under the covers with him, i kissed his bare back before turning off the light. And falling into a deep sleep.

THE ENDDDDD

[acornn53too]

And done! 

(I will organize all pieces in a sort of master post sometime soon)  Additional stuff and my rumblings under the cut

Probably lots of mistakes, 'cause englsh not my first language (and this is the reason why I usually don't write in my posts (heck, I was debating with myself for quite some time, should I write anything now, bc this blog doesn't even have an introduction post, but as you see, the desire to yapp won)) aNYWAY I haven't done any traditional art (except for sketches) in a while, ahhhh, two years to be precise, so it was fun to return to this medium for a whole month!!  And here are some process pics of day 12

sketch from planning the whole linktober thing in September - redefined sketch - orange lineart - base colors - black linear - some color pencil touches - color adjustments and effects in digital+glaze

Favorite page - accidental mirror composition 

Favorite detail - this keese my beloved

Least favorite detail - this eraser piece stuck to the page (whyyyy I haven't noticed it for the whole process) 

And the most important part I wanted to say - Thank y'all for comments, likes, and such!! (and since it's the first time I'm saying this, thanks for your support and feedback not only this month but the whole time I've been posting my stuff)  !!!! 💛🩷💛💛💛🩷🧡🧡🩷💛🧡🩷💛💛🧡🩷!!!! This is me, rereading all of your nice words while giggling and kicking my feet

ALSO happy Halloween!!

[urfavskzlvr]

umm, i need more details about the strap situation with minho...💀💀 if you don't mind

LYRA!!!! I love you!

Of course i can do that 🤭🤭🤭

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I added comfort bc I love him sm but there's still smut so, MINORS DNI!!!!!

"No way. that's silicon, not flesh." Minho stared at the strap on in your hand. Its not that he isn't excited at the idea of you bending him over and slamming into him, it's just that he's never used a strap. He wants to like it for you, but he's worried it won't get the job done like the real thing.

"Minah, i promise it will feel just as good." You grab his arm and pull him closer to you. Your eyes wander down his torso to his tented sweats. He watches you look him up and down. His face is 3 shades redder as your eyes wander back up.

"Are you going to let me try or are you just going to stand there embarrassed?" He looks down at the floor and back at the strap in your hand.

"Fine. But I'm not going to pretend if I don't like it." He takes your hand and turns to walk to the stairs.

"Why can't I fuck you here?" You point to the couch. "Unless you don't want to, Minah." He sighs and rolls his eyes.

"Alright." he says as he walks back to the couch. "Do you even know what you're doing? Do you know how to use it correctly?" You chuckle and nod.

"It's not difficult, Min." You grab him by the waist and pull him closer. "How about you get ready for me while I go get the lube? Does that sound okay to you, pretty boy?" He nods and watches you walk up the stairs. Once you are out of sight, he slowly pulls his clothes off with a worried look. He's stressing. How is it going to feel? Will it bring him any pleasure? Will you be upset if he doesn't like it?

"So handsome, baby." He turns to see the strap already on you and the lube in your hand. His eyebrows are knit together with anxious eyes. "Baby. We don't have to if you're anxious about it."

"No, I want to so bad! Ugh. I'm just in my own head about it." He sits on the couch, and you sit next to him. He leans his head on your shoulder. "Jagi, its been a while since I've done anything like this." He let's out a deep breath.

"You don't have to like it, we're just trying something new. If you need me to stop at anytime, you know that I wouldn't be upset." He nods and kisses your cheek. You grab his chin and pull him closer to you. He whimpers as you smash both of your lips together. You push him onto his back and wrap a hand around his twitching cock. He moans deeply when the warmth of your hand wraps around him. You start pumping his cock speedily already.

"Ah~ Jagi... so fast." He whimpers out his nickname for you in a way that makes your heart beat faster and your patients wear out. While you keep jerking his dick, you pop open the lube with the other. You squirt a fair amount on to your strap.

"You want me to stretch you, or do you want my cock?" He whines and looks at your hand stilling on his dick. He moves his hand to pump the dildo a few times and sticks two of his, now lubed, fingers into his clenching hole. He lets out a groan as he tries to stretch himself quickly for you. "Baby, I could have just done it for y-" You're cut off by him shushing you. You raise your eyebrows. "Oh really, love?" You quickly pull his fingers out and replace them with yours quickly. You push in and out of him quicker than he was. "You think I don't know what I'm doing? Hm?" He lets out a whine and smirks.

"Maybe I just wanted you to do that anyways. It's always so fun to tease you, Jagi." He chuckles slightly then it turns to a whine as you thrust your digits into him harder. You scissor his begging hole wider. "Please my dear love, stick your cock in me~" He whimpers as you pull your fingers out.

"Are you ready, handsome?" He nods aggressively as he grabs the base and pulls it closer to his now gaping ass. You put the tip on his entrance. He lets out a whine that sent your head spinning. He grabs it again and pulls you closer so you push in slightly.

"Don't go slow. I need you now." You listen to your needy boyfriend and push deep and fast. He lets out a yelp and grabs your arm in support. His nails dig into your forearm as he cries, "Don't just sit there, please thrust into me!" You oblige and start pushing and pulling inside his tight ass. "Please Jagya, harder, faster!" Whimpers and moans are thrown out of his mouth as you listen to your poor, needy lover. You grab his hand and put them under his knees so he can hold himself better for you. You grab his waist and start speeding up more than before.

"That's it baby. Good boy." You huff out. He whimpers as you praise him. "Wait." You pull out of him and he whimpers. You grab both sides of his waist and flip him onto his stomach. "There." He gets on his hands and knees. He pushes himself back onto you to feel your dick on his entrance.

"Please put it back, I need you so bad." You let out a chuckle and slide back into his needy hole. He groans and bounces himself on you before you grab his hips and start pounding into him again. "Please don't stop, Jagi~ Right there, please, please, please." He pleads as you hit his prostate in the right angle.

"I thought you weren't gonna like it, hm?" You chuckle as your thrusts get stronger. He reaches down and starts pumping his cock again. "Nuh-uh, Minie. You're going to cum just from this cock." You grab both of his arms and pin them behind him. He moans and whimpers making you just want to go faster. Your hips snap into his over and over. He puts his face into the cushion to scream pleads and praises.

"You're making me feel so good, Jagi. Please I need you to make me cum. Oh baby, I should have listened when you said you know what you- OH GOD! Fuck, fuck, fuck~ Jagi... Ah~ I'm... Ah~ Cumming!" He whines and whimpers until the ropes of white shoot out of his aching cock onto the couch. You keep slamming into him until he goes limp. You pull out slowly as he whines, feeling empty.

"Are you alright, Minie?" He nods. He's breathing hard and he lets out small whines every now and then. "You did so well for me, beautiful boy." You say as you wrap him in your arms. He cuddles into you and kisses your neck. "How about we go get you cleaned up now, baby?" He stares up at you with a smirk. "Baby?"

"That was the best thing that we've ever done."

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i hope that was good. i may have gone crazy with this one hehe

Sorry it took a while 😔

Reblogs, asks and comments super appriciated <333

Love you BYE

[gotham-daydreams]

Hun you have probably heard this before but take all the time you need and more! Lol. It's your fic, your idea and there is no need to stress on getting it out so fast. You lose nothing if some people ever get bored of waiting, but honestly i know many (including myself) who have waited double digit months for someone to update their fics. Anyway this is just my short way of saying that It's alright to just relax and have fun. Hope this didn't come off too rude or like im making assumptions about you, if you feel no stress, good. 🖤 And even if tumblr ends up lagging due to the lenght of the fic, you could always split it into two like you talked about before. Take it one step at a time, can't wait to find out what happens next!

Nono you didn't come off as rude or anything at all! Thank you so much for your kind words and everything, they mean a lot 💛💛💛

Though I do feel bad for taking so long since I have been working on it for a while, and even if I will prioritize the quality of Part 3 over getting it out as soon as I can, I am still trying to get to a point where I can get it out in a reasonable amount of time for you guys! And also hopefully produce a Part 3 that will make the wait worth it- even if the length doesn't exactly say anything about the quality of the chapter itself.

Which, trust me, I never intended for Part 3 to be as long as it's becoming now 😅, as I said a bit earlier on another ask, some of the moments that were supposed to be "small/short" are, in fact, not what most would consider short at all :']

I'll be honest and admit that back when I started writing Pt. 3 in September, I honestly thought that the length would be somewhere in between Pt. 1 and Pt. 2 (so about maybe 3/5k - 10k words), only for us to be here. Where Pt. 3 might end up being, (funnily enough) almost 3 times the length of Pt. 2- which I suspect to be around 10k words since by the time I reached 10k on Pt. 3, it was just about as long as Pt. 2.

Pt. 2 alone made tumblr lag on my end, so that's why the length of Pt. 3 is making me so nervous, and though I will split it into two parts if I have to- I will try to keep it as one whole part since, again, I do believe that it's better read that way.

Which, I also keep commenting on the length and everything since, well- Pt. 3 isn't done yet. And I can only look on in slight horror as I keep writing, and knowing I'm not even at the ending yet :']

Regardless of all of that, however, I do deeply appreciate all of you who are waiting, and thank you for your patience and time! I know I haven't been the most active or anything, but I do appreciate everyone and all of the support I've been receiving!! Recently I've reached 1k followers- and have been also trying to think of what to do for that, since that's a huge milestone! And I want to properly thank everyone for the support and everything, but still don't have many ideas for that at the moment :']

Still, thank you so much for everything!