#it's been TEN FUCKING YEARS
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it is almost five am, i need to move everything in my apartment in two hours as soon as my mom gets here, i have not slept tonight, and all i can think of is daniel howell dedicating oath by cher lloyd to phillip lester fucking live on the radio
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I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.
It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.
#she cornered me in the car and asked what shipping was and i almost had a fucking heart attack#imagine being like 16 years old and habing to explain knotting to your mother#random emo music girl I'm glad you had fun talking about your Band Guys to my mother#bc i also attended take your kid to work day at that office and i know how boring it was#but christ alive why did you have to fuck me like that?#anyways i hope this post reaches you so at the very least you know i think about you at least once a week#this has been weighing on me for ten years#im almost tempted to blaze this post
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i miss them......please come back........please come home :((
#this one goes out to the ten knkdz stans left on bsd tumblr wya#ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE DRAWN THEM I MISS THEM SO BAD :(((#please......i dont knkw how much longer i can take this.......please come home to me......#i'm literally experiencing withdrawal symptoms they've been apart for like SEVEN years#ALSO I KEEP FORGETTING KUNIS GLASSES IM FUCKING KILLING MYSELF ISTG IT DOESNT REGISTER IN MY BRAIN FSR😭😭😭😭😭😭#also one thing i noticed while coloring this is how nicely their outfits compliment each other. husbands fr <3#sry if the art style is different in every drawing i drew these all weeks apart💀#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws
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Happy ten years, Carmilla
#I can’t remember if I ever actually posted this#but I painted it a couple years ago#how the fuck has it been ten years#carmilla#carmilla series#carmilla fanart
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you can ensure your local punk has adequate enrichment by signing them up to rig a mediocre community theater production every so often
#cr spoilers#critical role#ashton greymoore#this came to me in a vision and I fucking laughed#it's the adrenaline rush of hanging out on a catwalk that hasn't been inspected in ten years and probably getting electrocuted once or twic#(disclaimer pls make sure your community theaters have adequate and up to date safety inspections. this is a joke.)
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kacchan you are the last person on earth who should be calling him out for remembering things and being sentimental mr “I will always regret not taking your hand when I was four” and “I’ve carried around this all might card I got with izuku around for over a decade”
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#god it’s so funny like hello??? you’re so sentimental and sappy it’s like#AND WHAT YOU GOT STABBED LIKE TEN DAYS AGO OR SOMETHING LIKE BABY#it’s been OVER TEN YEARS AND YOURE STILL NOT OVER THE RIVER SCENE#he really just doesn’t want to be his weakness he wants to be his strength#FUCK
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i just have a feeling / you're better off than you think you are
(song insp.)
#maybe im just obsessed with the idea that buck has thought to himself for so long that maybe he doesnt get to be happy#and now what if he does? what happens then?#fuck i am so obsessed with these two actually#buck deserves something soft!! and tender!!#THEM#and the way tommy looks at him just kills me actually#them#bonus lyrics include: “i think there's a reason / you could even get this far”#“what if the voice in your head is ten years old? / and you've been trying to prove yourself right since middle school?”#“what then? / what then?”#anyways the buck coding KILLS ME#bucktommy#kinkley#tevan#tuck#otp: better ways to get your attention#tommy kinard#evan buckley#911 on abc#911 abc#911 spoilers#em's edits#special shoutout to the clown car my beloveds#mine
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☆ HERE(1).zip ☆
#seventeen#svt#svtedit#svtsource#svtdaily#hello long time no see its been like ten years since i last did one of these but the pics are#so fuckig good i couldnt not do it#finally some good fucking food :')#scoups#jeonghan#joshua#jun#hoshi#wonwoo#woozi#dk#mingyu#minghao#the8#seungkwan#vernon#dino#mine
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#hey waiter? yeah i'll take ten more of these fucked up little blond bitches#he's talking about tim in this image btw (bc he has no friends in canon🤫)#my favorite hc ever is that bear unpromted just drops horrifying lore in convos#and he also refuses to elaborate. dad style. and tim has to red string it all together#tim has soooo many questions and bear refuses to answer#t: what do you mean that for 6 months you were addicted to cocaine????? what does that /mean/?????#b: oh yeah i've been buried alive before#tim who turned his head so fast he got whiplash: .....what?#bear‚ half out of it: there's so much blood on my hands tim. i'll never be clean#tim: *genuinely doesnt know if bear is talking about grieves‚ the cult‚ or smth else that happened during their separation*#anyway bear spending like 6 months to a year in heavy counseling/rehab before he got together with tim is canon to me#ill expand on that later#bernard dowd
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the loneliness and sadness that creeps into you in a way that only growing up queer can cause. your parents can accept you and still make you feel like an outsider. your parents can love you and still reject parts of you. that old-fashioned kind of love where they think trying to mold you, make you tough, is better for you. or that quiet status quo where you just don't talk. and where everyone is accepted, though some are more than others. generations and generations it's just been easier to let it slide. to let it be. not cause a fuss. but then we sit there with a knot in our chests all our lives wondering how it got there
#this is about#all of us strangers#ofc your experience of a piece of media is molded by your own perspective#and i have been thinking a lot about growing up queer and how it still fucking sucked#for me. ten. twenty years ago. fuck it even five years ago#it still sometimes sucks#because i was raised without any queer representation around me#i was trained to be straight and to desire straightness#and anything remotely queer was mocked and bullied and judged#i saw it done by others and done to others so much that it's hardly surprising i did everything i could to Not be that#and the fact that i had to grow up that way#and that i still wouldn't feel at ease bringing a partner to a family event#makes my heart ache so much#i am often on my own and going home doesn't bring me comfort#it's like harry describes#it's just how it went#my parents didn't mean to make it like that#my mom even thinks it's sad#but she doesn't understand how it came to be#and i don't know if i can turn it around#adam's imaginings of how his parents envelop him with love and acceptance in the end#was a dream#but a painful one#a dream where your parents suddenly say all the right things#and for him they only did so bc they're dead and he could imagine whatever he wanted#/and still/ he imagined his mom rejecting his sexuality at first#literally so disgusted she can't drink her tea#oooooofofffffff.......#i need to think some more#my posts
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Please come back to Deviantart and upload all your art!!!!!!!!!
deviantart can suck my whole entire dick and can keep sucking it until they decide to get rid of their AI bullshit
anyway reminder that y'all should join sheezyart
my username there is cozy
#deviantart#ask#doodles#ms paint#dat me#art#lukeisawesome20#looks like i managed to catch the registration window again for sheezyart dhbjsdfbh psychic powers strike again#im done with deviantart. its been nothing but bad decisions ever since wix took over#and then i saw the official staff page promoting AI grifters who were selling generated adopts and making tens of#thousands of dollars a year from them. y'all should be promoting REAL artists. and then i knew i had to leave.#frankly im not even sure i'd go back even When they get rid of the ai bullshit. and i say When because they're being successfully sued rn#its been bad over there i just can't do it anymore. its not worth my time and it shouldn't be worth yours either#any of yours#fuck deviantart
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I just saw the video of Seunghan walking past the rows and rows of funeral wreaths sent for him in front of the SM building. I hope every single person responsible for that is haunted by it for the rest of their lives and considers seeking therapy. Did they forget two SM idols committed suicide. This is so cruel and I hate that this is the state of KPOP in 2024. And over a fucking cigarette? And dating? I'll never get over this whole situation.
#riize#seunghan#i've been in kpop for more than ten years#it's always been awful#but i've never seen toxic fandom *win* this much before#this behaviour should never be rewarded#so fuck SM for this#i hate that company so much#can you imagine waking up and being like LOL GONNA SPEND MONEY TO MAKE A 21 YO GUY FEEL LIKE DYING LOLOLOLOL THIS IS HILARIOUS#seek therapy#my god
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there’s a beautiful woman out there her name is getty images
#it’s been sooo long since we’ve seen new hq photos of gerard. Ten years it feels like.#Everything’s coming up fucking milhouse
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trains :)
this is a very rough and scribbly comic, but sometimes that's all a comic is going to end up being lmao. the guy with the jacket is darren, glasses is andy. not featured, andy's dead brother who nevertheless insists on haunting the subtext
the main thing I wanted to draw was the train tho
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost ⭐ cara.app
#darren and andy's brother were best friends and darren was there when andy's brother died#and made a very normal promise to always look out for andy. unfortunately. it's a little. hmmmm. suffocating! a decade later!#not that darren's been looking after andy for ten years. they were on opposite ends of a fictional planet#but in the way that andy's in love with darren and would be fine with dramatic declarations of 'i have to keep you safe' if they were#not attached to his dead brother. like. if that's the only reason he gets to hear words like that he would like to Not Hear Them thanks!#also andy is an extremely dangerous person in his own right so it's also like. hmm. hmmmmm.#it's messy. the death of andy's brother defined darren in a kind of way so the prospect of having to re define himself#without the absence of andy's brother to shape that is Unpleasant to think about#thankfully they're both going to be stuck on this fucking train for a significant amount of time! for my enjoyment!!! its train time baby!#long post#komiks tag#original tag
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I sometimes think its weird that everyone must have a 'favourite doctor'. I get the appeal, but how its so wide spread baffles me.
Theyre all one person, in the end, with each regeneration being all that came before and more, and a little different due to the experiences they had and the people theyve met, just how I am different from when I was 15 years old, but still the same.
I have a favourite doctor for conveniency reasons, mostly, 12- but even then, whats a 'favourite doctor'. My favourite performance? My favourite to have a fun time with? My favourite to make me aspire to be better? My favourite to laugh, my favourite to cry for? Theyre all different. I love 12 as much as I love 1 or 2 or 3 or 4. Maybe I have incarnations I dont feel as strongly for, but thats usually out of unfamiliarity with all they went through and by such an inability to truly grasp who the doctor was when they wore that face (e.g. my only experience with 8 being the tv movie) or because they amplify parts of the doctor Im less fond of (e.g. six being a little mean).
But in the end, theyre all of it anyway? All of the Doctor is mean, whether its the first doctor or the sixth or the tenth, all doctors are kind, whether its the second or fourth or 12th or 14th, all of the doctor has experienced grief, all of them is strong willed, brave, afraid.
I like the idea of having a 'favourite'. To me its a little like your favourite actors role, I love david tennants hamlet more than I like his alec hardy, but I still love his acting, period.
But this obsession of needing a favourite doctor, of needing to love one part of this beautiful, incredible character more than others, often it feels unfair to who they are. This grand person being reduced to a few years of their endlessly long life. To a single face.
Maybe that's what feels so real about thoschei. Companions tend to get attached to a face. To this one part. To the master the current doctor's body is secondary.
"Doesn't matter which face he was wearing, they're all the Doctor to me."
And they are, in fact, all the Doctor.
#i really hated that part of david tennants return#i liked having him back#playing an incarnation I personally find much more comforting and appealing to me personally#a doctor grown#a doctor aged#but even the subtitles got it wrong#“the tenth doctor:”#no???#hes played by the same actor#but how many more years has he lived? how many more people has he met? how many more adventures has he had?#14 is FOURTEEN. Not a “second ten”#he has lived the lives of 11 and 12 and 13#he has met missy and the spymaster#he has spent eternity in the confession dial and saw the universe fall apart in his name#this is the 10th doctor in the same way every other incarnation is the 10th doctor#the same person- the same underlying personality traits deep within#theyre all the doctor#but this is not “10 but with the memories of 11-13”#this is another doctor with another jumbled mess of the person he always has been and always will be#and it makes me so angry that people see the same face and think “thats the exact same”- when incarnations closer to each other#in personality or chronologically- i dont care- but wear a different face#a different body- are supposedly so much more different than someone with very different feelings- someone who has aged millions of years#since then#just because they look the same and yes this was unnecessarily long but it makes me so.angry that fans and distributers alike cant get it#FUCKING RIGHT#Doctor who#dr who#the doctor
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