#it's been /bad/

[intervalart]

hey anon, i tried to answer your ask, but for some reason it isn't showing up now in my ask box? there seems to be perpetual jank surrounding your url (since i assume you're the same anon as last time who deleted their account for whatever reason)

your skittishness and quickness to delete your accounts has me a bit concerned, (since it takes me time to come up with these responses and all) ...but you probably have your reasons.

as for the AUs, i've been too busy to post, but i do plan to post. i have 2 of the au summaries written up, it's just drawing the accompanying pictures that's taking time because i don't have time to draw. (rambling under the cut)

i've honestly been in absolute hell irl. we've been trying to move out of state all year, and one complication after another has consistently popped up. shitty health problems, shitty contractors, shitty realtors, shitty issues with the storage pods, and i myself am only just getting over an illness that took me out for a week. i am functionally multitasking being a packer, mover (as in loading boxes into the moving pod), cook, maid, caretaker (both of my parents are in their late 60s/early 70s, and one of them has concerning memory problems), therapist, and marriage counselor for my entire gd family all year.

i had to quit my job to do this.

so again, i'm sorry i've been so quiet here. i'm fully convinced i got sick because i hit my limit and my immune system just tapped out from stress.

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on the topic of AUs again, i know daddown is a popular headcanon in the fandom (though i see him more as a "hands off uncle who gives advice, but lets you figure your own shit out"), and i play with it now and then, but so far i do not have any interactions between the two in my aus, it's been solely cowboy brainrot.

it could happen as an extension of BBFF, since i have lowkey wanted to make a monsterverse au for a while for each setting (Akira is already a weirdo cuz he's psychic, Masaru was gonna be a kind of a frankenstien creature (since he learns moves from everyone he fights, in a way it's like taking a piece of them with him in his MMA style), Oboro was gonna be some kind of a youkai, etc etc)

but aside from shooting the shit with a friend on an AU idk if i have permission to post, then i've not really had them interact yet.

(as an aside, Akira doesn't really strike me as the Trigun/Cowboy Bebop type, since those are more rooted in more moody film noir elements like classic westerns... whereas Akira seems pretty much like what he is on the tin. he rides cool bikes, drives a cool robot, watches wrestling, and is a Cool Teen™. (not saying he can't enjoy those shows, you are welcome to your own headcanons)

there is a related element of brooding in there, but it's more in a "punk" way than in an intimidating way like Sundown is. if i'm not explaining it well, i'm sorry lol.)

happy thanksgiving anon, thank care ✌️

[pouletpourri]

"You just have to look closely."

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[tariah23]

Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess

[pangur-and-grim]

one thing that took me embarrassingly long to learn is "sometimes when people say things, they will not be true."

I used to tell people about this revelation and they'd be like yeah.....duh.....but like, why wouldn't my base assumption be that you're communicating to me in a straightforward manner. anyway, I get scammed a lot.

[hansoeii]

look at you, you're gorgeous!

[asweetprologue]

this is so devastating. laois should have just shot him with a gun

[maibeloved]

Guess who is back in their gravity falls phase! (After it being dormant for almost a decade!)

[malenjoyer]

WE'RE SO BACK

[reallybadblackoutpoems]

meditations on first philosophy (1641) - rene descartes

"who give a shit"

[artkaninchenbau]

Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)

It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.

Bonus:

[apollos-boyfriend]

little kids are so fucking funny man. had a kid that couldn’t be any older than like 8 or so come up to me today asking where our dinosaur books where, and when i tried to gently redirect them downstairs (where our kids section is) they very matter-of-fairly informed me that they’d already read every book down there and are ready to learn about the “secret, grown-up only dinosaurs” now

[dathen]

JONATHAN ARCHIVIST IS NOT STUPID SQUAD I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU

[theuncannyandi]

more breaking bad penguins. big conflicts with the owner of Los Pescados Hermanos

[chloesimaginationthings]

Michael Afton gets owned in FNAF 4

[hansoeii]

promise.