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hey it's that anon from the other day about meursault. I am also an autistic individual with low empathy and can therefore only partially sympathize with Meursault. I think that you've done a reading of The Stranger that is very sympathetic and that there is value in that, but I've always read The Stranger as both a story about the absurdity of connection and a story about a Frenchman in colonial Algiers who doesn't understand himself or his own biases. You mention heat stroke but I think it's worth considering: is Meursault's perception of events realiable? Could he be unconsciously struggling with his complicity in oppressive violence against a colonial subject?
You raise very good points. I will be considering this. It’s a bit late to change the wording on that og post though
#that’s about all I have to say#you’re right my reading is a bit skewed#up til now the only commentary on race id really considered was the way the life of the murdered man#was so thoroughly swept aside#nothing but an epithet#and that’s about as far as i got on that angle of analysis#why am i still talking i said i was done#never expected to have a real literary analysis discussion on tumblr dot com#l'etranger#meursault#ask#i guess i could edit the wording but any version already reblogged is gonna have the original#okay yeah it didn’t spread very far so i’ve changed it#oh oh oh also if youre wondering how i can simultaneously be low empathy and empathize way too much with meursault it's because#the amount of empathy i have likes to swing from not enough to way too much at random#it's as irritating as it sounds#lol there are probably people following the meursault tag just for limbus company who will see this#hiiiii#i wonder what sort of crime that meursault committed#looking forward to finding out when his chapter happens in uh#two years#probably a doozy if they put him right before the likes of outis and faust
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Eh, almost forgot ;~;; Commission for sweet @celestialrose3 ;;~;;; Thank you so much *bows*
#rottmnt#I am always very nervous when I draw commissions that are related to someone's story... how to explain it...#No matter how many times you might tell me that it's okay#I can't put it in the words because it sounds stupid and silly#but#you see#It's CAS#cass fanart tag#and it is commission#I ALWAYS FEEL NERVOUS TO POST COMMISSIONS YES I DID THEM FOR SOMEONE BUT they might be related to someone's story or comic and I sit and#think “Can I show it? Isn't it irritating? Am I even allowed to take commission related to it??” I“M SORRY I'M FIGHTING WITH THIS FEELING#ALL MY LIFE#okay no I can't explain it it's just my stupid brain that feels very nervous about such a topic and wants to hide everything related to it#You saw nothing but I just needed to put it into words to feel a little better about it#*hides*
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Vettonso complaining about each other not respecting schrondinger's track limits on the radio compilation + Seb's commentary that made me a bit feral
Must include these sexy ass pics okay, it makes me feral how hard they race each other.
Also SO upset that we got this vid and there's also pictures(and presumably a vid out there somewhere) of Fernando, back then, ALSO debriefing this race. And yet we never got them together?????? Evil. Fucked up.
Imagine seeing them complaining about each other but also having to (begrudgingly if you're Fernando) compliment each other IN FRONT of each other. Maybe its a good thing it doesn't exist, bcs then I'd have a heart attack.
#this is just a supercut of the f1 vid in the source so you should watch that as well :)#thank you boo to inadvertently pointing me towards this moment cause man it makes me insane#like the added context of knowing seb was just being bratty cause he KNEW fernando was heated on the radio is SO funny#fernando's radios....actually so feral#'give back the position IMMEDIATELY'#fernando i dont have the position but i will do my best to give it to you anyways#grrrrrrr theres smth about getting to see seb discuss such a vettonso hard racing moment#he clearly respects him 🥹#but even years on you can tell hes SO pleased abt how much he was irritating fernando#this is the kinda clip that makes me wish f1 had proximity chat#them both on the radio like 'does that idiot EVEN know what hes doing'#also the annoying confidence of seb on the radio saying its fernando's fault if he gets a punctuee#and not even mentioning the fact that he could get a puncture 😭#but again. to hear him complimenting Fernando really kills me#just about his spacial awareness and how seb feels like he can always race him to the limit bcs he TRUSTS him#like that is the true f1 romance to me. racing someone hard and complaining on the radio but +#admitting that you never rly felt in danger bcs you TRUST the other driver!!!!!!!#i love sassy angry radios. they both sound so........yeah. im unwell#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2014 british gp#vettonso
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/ Discord irks me sometimes because people keep asking
“Stroll has fans? Sargeant has fans?”
/ Like yes everyone fucking does Sherlock, common sense 🤓☝️
#formula 1#f1#lance stroll#logan sargeant#indycar#ls18#lsx2#ls2#i’m irritated#like keep the smart comments to yourself#you don’t sound funny you sound stupid 💜#indy 500
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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men who meow this men who meow that what about WOMEN who HISS #feminism
#btw its me im the woman who hisses....#like out of all animal sounds.... i had to pick that one#whenever i am very irritated by smth i hiss to relieve stress... i hiss at things. often i hiss at my brother but hes not here w me so#so not so much at other ppl.. but yeahh#piksla.txt
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My misophonia thing (if I have it), would be the sound of someone chewing food.
Like. Chew your food quietly with your mouth closed, or please make an effort to chew more quietly. It can’t be that hard…
#misophonia#mouth chewing#irritating sounds#what are some sounds you cannot stand?#auditory sensitivity#I’m sure some of you can relate#feel free to reblog#feel free to share your thoughts
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Hi I’m sorry for bothering you, i hope everything is okay, that situation seems awful 🫂 I was just wondering if we could have a little bit of clarification, when you say no more public art, does that mean you’re shutting down your account? Deleting all your stuff? Not posting anything new?
Sorry again! I am just a little lost on the details of that one
Not deleting anything but I won't be posting anything new. I might open commissions here and there because I'm currently unemployed.
Edit: Since this might be repetitive stalking, I will private all of my art.
You can check for any commission openings here. Or you can come back next month and see me do stuff on patreon because if someone is trying to ruin my life, I should at least plug something right...
#when i first wrote this reply i sounded so irritated but the idea of plugging my kofi and patreon in the middle of all this is kind of super#funny so. my adhd. i forgot i'm supposed to be angry. anyways probably this is probably my last post here. you can be my glucose guardian i#if you want.
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#canon that the moment natalie feels like someone might leave her #she says the worst thing she can to them #so she can leave them first
bonus:
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#mistynatedit#mine#edit#*#evidence*#p r o o f#otp: you should be thanking me#otp#misty may take the gold for her mental gymnastic but i am right there with her in silver 😌#also in relistening to this a million times nat doesn't sound truly cruel until after misty says WE'RE here to rescue you#nat sounds her normal irritated before she acknowledges walter sooooo they're obviously in love
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Been thinking on the afterlives of the party:
I mean Shadowheart is faithful, so Gates of the Moon or Palace of Night (unless Shar is feeling stupid and short-sighted again and wants to lessen her own power by abandoning a powerful faithful soul).
Halsin is faithful and an elf, most likely to go to Arvandor but could get claimed by Silvanus.
Mystra is willing to claim Gale, if he's still mortal, so it's up to him.
Karlach's been praying to gods such as Lathander and Selune as she approaches death, and the gods do take deathbed conversions from compatible mortals, so she could potentially end up with Shadowheart. Cleric characters can also pray with her, so she could go with a Tav.
Wyll's so incredibly lapsed/areligious that you wouldn't call him faithful, but he acts in accordance with the teachings of the Triad, so I'm pretty sure that gives them a potential 'in' if he takes it.
Lae'zel is faithless (Vlaakith is not a god). She can easily dodge that by just not dying on Toril though.
Minthara: false false false false
Astarion is not only faithless but pointedly so. As an elf he theoretically has a foot in the door to Arvandor, but considering his relationship with the Seldarine is probably terrible...
Durge is either Bhaal's faithful or false, and as a Bhaalspawn should go to Gehenna regardless, though Jergal apparently has called dibs and they could seek another faith if we ignore that second bit. There are lots of gods you can pray to in this game. Most of them evil! Shar, Loviatar, Bane... most of them are Bhaal's co-workers, so you can sort of end up in the afterlife where your estranged and pissy dad usually lives and works.
Anyone who undergoes ceremorphosis might have 'property of Ilsensine' stamped on them...?
The Wall of the Faithless has been struck from SCAG errata, apparently, so I guess anybody who doesn't have a place in the afterlife (statistically; Minthara, likely Astarion, maybe Durge and Wyll) is going to be getting a job in one of the most boring cities on the planes, False or Faithless. At least there are occasional invasions from the Abyss, weird politicking with devils, and Jergal sometimes secretly sends souls out into the planes as undead on missions, so it could get interesting sometimes...
(All of this assuming that Jergal doesn't flat out claim any or all of them and fudge the reports the way he casually omits usage of undead from them when he hands them in to Kelemvor. Still comes out to the same result though.)
(There is the question of whether the personality is going to stay intact once they're dead, and what position you get; Myrkul's petitioners sometimes got to be 'princes' of sections of the City, while others were just faceless, identity-less wraiths wandering aimlessly. Cyric turned his into weird monsters who also didn't really remember who they were... The gods get to decide whether you keep your personality or not.)
Speaking of; Myrkul's domain is presumably still within the City of Judgement, so Ketheric is probably there! Dunno about your Tavs or Durge but mine is going to have a beautiful reunion if the idiot ever dies and ends up on the Fugue and Ketheric still has his memories and personality. Eternal punishment: spending eternity continuing the hell that was having this brat/this annoying old fuck as a co-worker.
More fun: maybe Myrkul still has an avatar there! That's not going to be awkward At All. Repeatable boss battles!
#On the one hand I favour none of my characters dying and putting up with the shit that is DnD afterlives; immortality is where it's at#On the other; Vel spending eternity as an irritating thorn in Myrkul and Ketheric's sides inbetween missions as an undead agent of entropy#having adventures on the planes between periods stationed in the city of the dead in Hades sounds great#Hades is my favourite lower plane#edgelord hours#Sure eternal love and adventure with your immortal SO is sweet but you should do it for *yourself*
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do u have any other controversial takes? 👀 I agree with u on everything so I'm rlly interested!
I have like one more pretty big one but it’s kinda an extension on #6 of my hot take thing.
Ik like half the fandom loves kandriel but it actually makes me so irrationally mad that it’s as popular as it is.
I’m a firm believer of not changing or altering a character’s sexuality in the text if it is an important aspect of their character. Neil’s asexually is an important element of his character and seeing him shipped with anyone but his canon partner will always make me a bit uncomfortable(but I would never make my opinions dictate what others do I may have a problem with it but I’ll never make my problem other people’s problem)
But it’s not just that… it’s the fact that Andrew and Neil are each other’s person and it feels like a disservice to Kevin to just shoehorn him into that… for reasons unknown to me.
I love the platonic relationship between the three don’t get me wrong I’ll just never be able to see the three of them together in any form of a romantic sense.
#like do I know my irritation is irrational#yes#will that stop me from blocking all shit tags that involves Andreil in a relationship with other characters and cringe when I accidentally#see a fic about Andreil with other people#fuck no#I feel like I’m coming off more judgmental than I want to but idk how to get my point across without sounding like a prick#I’m just very picky with how I want my favorite characters handled#aftg#all for the game#aftg ask#andreil#anti kandreil
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"why are people drawing this instead of that depicting characters in a way I personally dislike 😤😤😤???", "why are people writing fanfics about characters/ships I hate??🤬🤬🤬🤬", "why do people only talk about this character/ship 😡😡??", "why-
yeah I too wonder why people online decide to spend their free time to talk/create things dedicated towards their favourite characters/ships instead of just spreading negativity 🤔🤔 yeah there's nothing you can do about it except for complaining non stop 😔😔😔 oh wait!!! I have a solution!!!! go create your own memes/gifs/fanfics/drawings/think pieces or just shitposts about YOUR favourite characters/ships/any form of media in general instead of always complaining about people just minding their own buisness and demanding that every little thing in the fandom is catered to you specifically, hope this helps 🙏🫶
#why do i always do this* for myself in the morning#*open twitter#the DEMANDING tone of some people i see online?????#recently i saw people yet again complaining about them not liking people's art but i stayed silent#then i saw once again people being irritated about a lack of the content for their characters#and started complaining about other character in the same sentence#not a single brain cell in their heads#plus idk what part of the fandom you're in if i see a lot of posts about different characters/ships every day#sounds like a you problem fr#louis de pointe du lac#sorry guys i just need to be passive aggressive somwhere#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#text post
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i think people from countries other than america should start randomly inserting ourselves into conversations about that have nothing to do with us i think this would be really funny. you are an idiot if you’ve never considered light’s opinion on the bloc québécois. light and misa moving in together is a plothole because the housing prices in vancouver are untenable. light would be racist because of the removal of the scarborough LRT. im losing my mind.
#this is what half the discourse sounds like istg#like genuinely its irritating but its hard to take seriously bc it sounds. like this.#i am serious. please do this.
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i love other people of color more than i hate white people i love people of color more than i hate white people i love people of color more than i hate white people i love the solidarity between us more than i hate white supremacy SIGH
#lately ive been just so fucking irritated whenever a white person says anything bc they literally do not realize how racist they sound 90%#of the time#like even if they don't say smth that's outright racist they still have certain white supremacist tendencies#and they don't even realize it#and once you start picking up on it you start seeing it every fucking where
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i know we link clickers are a fan of nightmares and hurt/comfort so have we considered a post s2 qiao ling having constant nightmares of all the memories xixi passed onto her like wouldn't that be fun wouldn't that be great
#link click#qiao ling#ness lc tag#sound effect of a guy shaking screaming crying guys IMAGINE#she shows up to the studio sleep deprived and irritable and lg and cxs are like ?!!?!! what do we Do#cos they want to help her!!!! but they don't know what's wrong!!!!!!#anyway
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I'm gonna say something harsh! The Garfield movie was disappointing
#looked like an add for a puzzle game#honestly turned it off not even halfway through#yeah i know its a kids movie but still#idk#even the character designs were throwing me off#and all the new tech and slang was irritating#damn i sound like an old person#ren won't shut up
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