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hey it's that anon from the other day about meursault. I am also an autistic individual with low empathy and can therefore only partially sympathize with Meursault. I think that you've done a reading of The Stranger that is very sympathetic and that there is value in that, but I've always read The Stranger as both a story about the absurdity of connection and a story about a Frenchman in colonial Algiers who doesn't understand himself or his own biases. You mention heat stroke but I think it's worth considering: is Meursault's perception of events realiable? Could he be unconsciously struggling with his complicity in oppressive violence against a colonial subject?
You raise very good points. I will be considering this. It’s a bit late to change the wording on that og post though
#that’s about all I have to say#you’re right my reading is a bit skewed#up til now the only commentary on race id really considered was the way the life of the murdered man#was so thoroughly swept aside#nothing but an epithet#and that’s about as far as i got on that angle of analysis#why am i still talking i said i was done#never expected to have a real literary analysis discussion on tumblr dot com#l'etranger#meursault#ask#i guess i could edit the wording but any version already reblogged is gonna have the original#okay yeah it didn’t spread very far so i’ve changed it#oh oh oh also if youre wondering how i can simultaneously be low empathy and empathize way too much with meursault it's because#the amount of empathy i have likes to swing from not enough to way too much at random#it's as irritating as it sounds#lol there are probably people following the meursault tag just for limbus company who will see this#hiiiii#i wonder what sort of crime that meursault committed#looking forward to finding out when his chapter happens in uh#two years#probably a doozy if they put him right before the likes of outis and faust
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Buffy the Vampire Slayer was famously pitched as a subversion of the horror cliche of a young woman walking into an alleyway only to be killed by a monster. What if, the show asked, the young woman turned around and killed the monster? What if she was the thing that monsters have nightmares about?
For the spin-off series Angel -- a "darker" and "more complex" show, as its creators love to describe it -- the writers decided to further subvert the premise. What if, they asked this time, a young woman walked into an alleyway, only to be saved from a monster by a handsome, brooding man? What if the young woman was pregnant? What if the handsome man didn't actually save her, but he felt really bad about her death and brooded extra hard about it for the rest of the episode? (Maybe the monster had lawyers -- everyone hates defense lawyers, right? -- and maybe he could threaten to kill them!) What if the young woman was pregnant? Or what if she was the monster, and so he had to kill her and then feel really bad about it? And what if she was pregnant? Wouldn't that be terrifying? What if there was a young woman and she got pregnant and became monstrous and died, and a stoic brooding man who didn't like to talk about his feelings sat in his office and felt sad about it?
#so deep!#so complex!#we definitely haven't just cycled back to the original cliche in an attempt to be edgy!#sorry to be a hater but I rewatched 'City of ...' for the first time in a while recently and it irritated me#the fanon version of AtS people talk about on here sounds really fun but the version that actually observably exists is ... uh
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Eh, almost forgot ;~;; Commission for sweet @celestialrose3 ;;~;;; Thank you so much *bows*
#rottmnt#I am always very nervous when I draw commissions that are related to someone's story... how to explain it...#No matter how many times you might tell me that it's okay#I can't put it in the words because it sounds stupid and silly#but#you see#It's CAS#cass fanart tag#and it is commission#I ALWAYS FEEL NERVOUS TO POST COMMISSIONS YES I DID THEM FOR SOMEONE BUT they might be related to someone's story or comic and I sit and#think “Can I show it? Isn't it irritating? Am I even allowed to take commission related to it??” I“M SORRY I'M FIGHTING WITH THIS FEELING#ALL MY LIFE#okay no I can't explain it it's just my stupid brain that feels very nervous about such a topic and wants to hide everything related to it#You saw nothing but I just needed to put it into words to feel a little better about it#*hides*
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Vettonso complaining about each other not respecting schrondinger's track limits on the radio compilation + Seb's commentary that made me a bit feral
Must include these sexy ass pics okay, it makes me feral how hard they race each other.
Also SO upset that we got this vid and there's also pictures(and presumably a vid out there somewhere) of Fernando, back then, ALSO debriefing this race. And yet we never got them together?????? Evil. Fucked up.
Imagine seeing them complaining about each other but also having to (begrudgingly if you're Fernando) compliment each other IN FRONT of each other. Maybe its a good thing it doesn't exist, bcs then I'd have a heart attack.
#this is just a supercut of the f1 vid in the source so you should watch that as well :)#thank you boo to inadvertently pointing me towards this moment cause man it makes me insane#like the added context of knowing seb was just being bratty cause he KNEW fernando was heated on the radio is SO funny#fernando's radios....actually so feral#'give back the position IMMEDIATELY'#fernando i dont have the position but i will do my best to give it to you anyways#grrrrrrr theres smth about getting to see seb discuss such a vettonso hard racing moment#he clearly respects him 🥹#but even years on you can tell hes SO pleased abt how much he was irritating fernando#this is the kinda clip that makes me wish f1 had proximity chat#them both on the radio like 'does that idiot EVEN know what hes doing'#also the annoying confidence of seb on the radio saying its fernando's fault if he gets a punctuee#and not even mentioning the fact that he could get a puncture 😭#but again. to hear him complimenting Fernando really kills me#just about his spacial awareness and how seb feels like he can always race him to the limit bcs he TRUSTS him#like that is the true f1 romance to me. racing someone hard and complaining on the radio but +#admitting that you never rly felt in danger bcs you TRUST the other driver!!!!!!!#i love sassy angry radios. they both sound so........yeah. im unwell#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2014 british gp#vettonso
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Sakusa wasn't sure why he brought eyedrops along with his other necessities when he went to the drugstore.
His eyes weren't that sensitive nor does it dry up a lot─he had no reason to be buying it, so why?
Only then does he find himself rummaging through his bag when he notices how hard you've been rubbing on your eyes for the past few minutes.
#as someone w very irritated eyes i need this....#not like he wasnt sure more like he forgot#and he can literally hear the sound your eyes make when u rub it#and its weird af.... so he had to do something abt it#sakusa kiyoomi#sakusa x reader#hq sakusa#haikyuu sakusa#msby sakusa#haikyuu kiyoomi#kiyoomi x reader#hq kiyoomi#kiyoomi sakusa x reader#haikyu x reader#haikyuu#haikyū!!
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/ Discord irks me sometimes because people keep asking
“Stroll has fans? Sargeant has fans?”
/ Like yes everyone fucking does Sherlock, common sense 🤓☝️
#formula 1#f1#lance stroll#logan sargeant#indycar#ls18#lsx2#ls2#i’m irritated#like keep the smart comments to yourself#you don’t sound funny you sound stupid 💜#indy 500
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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men who meow this men who meow that what about WOMEN who HISS #feminism
#btw its me im the woman who hisses....#like out of all animal sounds.... i had to pick that one#whenever i am very irritated by smth i hiss to relieve stress... i hiss at things. often i hiss at my brother but hes not here w me so#so not so much at other ppl.. but yeahh#piksla.txt
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My misophonia thing (if I have it), would be the sound of someone chewing food.
Like. Chew your food quietly with your mouth closed, or please make an effort to chew more quietly. It can’t be that hard…
#misophonia#mouth chewing#irritating sounds#what are some sounds you cannot stand?#auditory sensitivity#I’m sure some of you can relate#feel free to reblog#feel free to share your thoughts
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Hi I’m sorry for bothering you, i hope everything is okay, that situation seems awful 🫂 I was just wondering if we could have a little bit of clarification, when you say no more public art, does that mean you’re shutting down your account? Deleting all your stuff? Not posting anything new?
Sorry again! I am just a little lost on the details of that one
Not deleting anything but I won't be posting anything new. I might open commissions here and there because I'm currently unemployed.
Edit: Since this might be repetitive stalking, I will private all of my art.
You can check for any commission openings here. Or you can come back next month and see me do stuff on patreon because if someone is trying to ruin my life, I should at least plug something right...
#when i first wrote this reply i sounded so irritated but the idea of plugging my kofi and patreon in the middle of all this is kind of super#funny so. my adhd. i forgot i'm supposed to be angry. anyways probably this is probably my last post here. you can be my glucose guardian i#if you want.
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i need to complain and you're the only N liker i trust... whys every N rper have such a boring interpretation of him.... like at LEAST make him obsessed with math 😭😭😭
N is a fan favorite, which means you get way more people than usual attempting to write him, which means he tends to get subjected to more fanon...that's my theory
because he's a fan favorite, i think he's also the type of character that people like to pick up and project themselves onto, even if it means removing a lot of the nuance in his canon character. back when i was still RPing him on tumblr myself (which, granted, was almost a decade ago now...geez) it was also very in vogue to put him through so many layers of AU that he was basically just an OC lmao...tumblr Gladions are also like this in my experience. so many wildly out-of-character boys out there
anyway my advice to N writers is you don't even really need to know math to write N's math stuff true to canon...just have him throw out the word "formula" or "theorem" every now and then. that's what i did LMAO......this math shit is easy
#i've reached the point in my RP career where i'm pretty much retired (i only RP privately with like 5 trusted people lmao)#but if you're in tumblr RP.....my advice to you is YOU GOTTA GET OUTTA THERE...ITS BAD MAN#it sounds elitist but if you're bothered by dealing with misinterpreted characters you're probably better off#moving to DreamWidth and finding a closed game that requires applications#my experiences RPing N and Lusamine on tumblr were like exact opposites of each other#in that people would get irritated with me for making N too mean while my Lusamine was too nice. no nuance allowed 😔#i did occasionally see some very good RPers on here though...when i RPed N i was very jealous#of another N on here because they actually DID know math and integrated it into their writing much better than i ever could
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#canon that the moment natalie feels like someone might leave her #she says the worst thing she can to them #so she can leave them first
bonus:
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#mistynatedit#mine#edit#*#evidence*#p r o o f#otp: you should be thanking me#otp#misty may take the gold for her mental gymnastic but i am right there with her in silver 😌#also in relistening to this a million times nat doesn't sound truly cruel until after misty says WE'RE here to rescue you#nat sounds her normal irritated before she acknowledges walter sooooo they're obviously in love
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Been thinking on the afterlives of the party:
I mean Shadowheart is faithful, so Gates of the Moon or Palace of Night (unless Shar is feeling stupid and short-sighted again and wants to lessen her own power by abandoning a powerful faithful soul).
Halsin is faithful and an elf, most likely to go to Arvandor but could get claimed by Silvanus.
Mystra is willing to claim Gale, if he's still mortal, so it's up to him.
Karlach's been praying to gods such as Lathander and Selune as she approaches death, and the gods do take deathbed conversions from compatible mortals, so she could potentially end up with Shadowheart. Cleric characters can also pray with her, so she could go with a Tav.
Wyll's so incredibly lapsed/areligious that you wouldn't call him faithful, but he acts in accordance with the teachings of the Triad, so I'm pretty sure that gives them a potential 'in' if he takes it.
Lae'zel is faithless (Vlaakith is not a god). She can easily dodge that by just not dying on Toril though.
Minthara: false false false false
Astarion is not only faithless but pointedly so. As an elf he theoretically has a foot in the door to Arvandor, but considering his relationship with the Seldarine is probably terrible...
Durge is either Bhaal's faithful or false, and as a Bhaalspawn should go to Gehenna regardless, though Jergal apparently has called dibs and they could seek another faith if we ignore that second bit. There are lots of gods you can pray to in this game. Most of them evil! Shar, Loviatar, Bane... most of them are Bhaal's co-workers, so you can sort of end up in the afterlife where your estranged and pissy dad usually lives and works.
Anyone who undergoes ceremorphosis might have 'property of Ilsensine' stamped on them...?
The Wall of the Faithless has been struck from SCAG errata, apparently, so I guess anybody who doesn't have a place in the afterlife (statistically; Minthara, likely Astarion, maybe Durge and Wyll) is going to be getting a job in one of the most boring cities on the planes, False or Faithless. At least there are occasional invasions from the Abyss, weird politicking with devils, and Jergal sometimes secretly sends souls out into the planes as undead on missions, so it could get interesting sometimes...
(All of this assuming that Jergal doesn't flat out claim any or all of them and fudge the reports the way he casually omits usage of undead from them when he hands them in to Kelemvor. Still comes out to the same result though.)
(There is the question of whether the personality is going to stay intact once they're dead, and what position you get; Myrkul's petitioners sometimes got to be 'princes' of sections of the City, while others were just faceless, identity-less wraiths wandering aimlessly. Cyric turned his into weird monsters who also didn't really remember who they were... The gods get to decide whether you keep your personality or not.)
Speaking of; Myrkul's domain is presumably still within the City of Judgement, so Ketheric is probably there! Dunno about your Tavs or Durge but mine is going to have a beautiful reunion if the idiot ever dies and ends up on the Fugue and Ketheric still has his memories and personality. Eternal punishment: spending eternity continuing the hell that was having this brat/this annoying old fuck as a co-worker.
More fun: maybe Myrkul still has an avatar there! That's not going to be awkward At All. Repeatable boss battles!
#On the one hand I favour none of my characters dying and putting up with the shit that is DnD afterlives; immortality is where it's at#On the other; Vel spending eternity as an irritating thorn in Myrkul and Ketheric's sides inbetween missions as an undead agent of entropy#having adventures on the planes between periods stationed in the city of the dead in Hades sounds great#Hades is my favourite lower plane#edgelord hours#Sure eternal love and adventure with your immortal SO is sweet but you should do it for *yourself*
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i love that jiro and saburo have the same finger tapping habit when they’re thinking 😭😭😭😭😭
#vee queued to fill the void#i feel like ichiro should too just to round it off lol#like one of his default poses is to cross his arms the hand that’s tucked away can hide his finger tapping lol#saburo tapping his finger at the speed of sound whenever he’s irritated or concerned makes me inordinately happy for some reason LOL#it might be weird to say but i like saburo’s anxiety and the ways it manifests lol#he was also really cool in the story lol failing tech???? deadass right up his alley!!!!!!
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Honest question, if Brad became a series regular or moved to the spinoff could y’all really handle his voice every week? Like full annoying ass character aside, the sound of his voice feels like nails on a chalkboard to me, I genuinely can’t stand it.
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do u have any other controversial takes? 👀 I agree with u on everything so I'm rlly interested!
I have like one more pretty big one but it’s kinda an extension on #6 of my hot take thing.
Ik like half the fandom loves kandriel but it actually makes me so irrationally mad that it’s as popular as it is.
I’m a firm believer of not changing or altering a character’s sexuality in the text if it is an important aspect of their character. Neil’s asexually is an important element of his character and seeing him shipped with anyone but his canon partner will always make me a bit uncomfortable(but I would never make my opinions dictate what others do I may have a problem with it but I’ll never make my problem other people’s problem)
But it’s not just that… it’s the fact that Andrew and Neil are each other’s person and it feels like a disservice to Kevin to just shoehorn him into that… for reasons unknown to me.
I love the platonic relationship between the three don’t get me wrong I’ll just never be able to see the three of them together in any form of a romantic sense.
#like do I know my irritation is irrational#yes#will that stop me from blocking all shit tags that involves Andreil in a relationship with other characters and cringe when I accidentally#see a fic about Andreil with other people#fuck no#I feel like I’m coming off more judgmental than I want to but idk how to get my point across without sounding like a prick#I’m just very picky with how I want my favorite characters handled#aftg#all for the game#aftg ask#andreil#anti kandreil
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