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I've gotta wonder how Flowey's potbot would change in the dark world? Like does it count as his clothes in which case Az just gets a new look, or does it count as inventory like Kris's pencil (which makes a sword) or Susie's hairbrush (?) which becomes an axe, in which it would completely change form and maybe even grant him some new magic. Or maybe not, since unlike the deltarune monsters, he already has magic. One thing, I know, is if Frisk had the stick, it would turn into a cool staff or broom capable of flight. Also, the kids costumes, weapons and roles do seem reminescent of dnd classes, like Susie's a barbarian, Ralsei's a cleric, Red's a knight/paladin (someone says Kris would probably fit better as a rogue if on their own and I agree), and Noelle's a White Mage. So I'm gonna say Frisk would be a bard, because of the flirtiness and silly showiness, and Asriel would be like a... warlock or sorceror? something cool, edgy and god of hyperdeath like (or maybe just another barbarian, he is pretty agressive and impulsive sometimes...).
And I'm pretty convinced that you bring Chara to the darkworld and their beloved dagger straight up becomes a flaming sword, fit for a persecuting Angel =)
You activiated my brain, friend! Thank you! Anyways, I couldn't decide if this would be their Darkworld looks or just their DND looks, it's up to you. Either way I got a little too creative.
Asriel still wasn't able to fully get his real body back in this world, but thankfully the potbot transformed with him and still serves as his body and while he looks crabby in the picture, he really warms up to it and loves this form (and yes, his bangs are also his flower petals!) I had trouble deciding what class he would be, but landed on him long ago being a cleric (like Ralsei) then turned into a soulless druid, then turned into a fighter (still a druid but with a soul now?? I dunno, send help) ( either way, the armor-body and chaos saber helped me decide)
His Chaos Saber is now a Gold Flower (Chaos) Saber, but it's cursed and whispers things old Flowey used to say, but Asriel whispers back and tells it to shut up and never listens. (It's a lot like Finn's grass sword issue with Fern (Adventure Time))
While he plays a guitar in Growing Pains and even sings some, I was unsure if being a bard would have fit him because Frisk enjoys singing so much more than him and even later becomes a professional karaoke singer...
OH WAIT, what if he eventually transforms his saber into a guitar and transitions into a bard too? DOUBLE BARD TEAM, NOW THEY'RE A BAND! (Again, send help.)
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Now to Frisk, I really liked your idea for them being a bard because you're right, it does definitely fit them, they prefer talking and flirting their way out of situations than fighting.
Their stick becomes and magic mic, it makes their opponent listen to them (depending on their level) and they can either sing like they're a professional karaoke singer, using their song to support Asriel and make him stronger, or, they can act as a comedic therapist to either distract the opponent with laughter, or get in their head and make them cry with a single powerful word. (The therapist method is extremely effective but it rarely works/makes Frisk very tired)
(In their Angel of Mercy AU I made of them, their stick is actually part sword, and I think it's an optional route for them if they ever wanted to shake things up and change classes, but perhaps they become a sorcerer or cleric and their sticks grows and becomes a wand?)
Like Kris, their color pallet changes and they become pink/purplish/gold, but I couldn't decide what to do with their hair and skin, so I kept it mostly the same but made it cooler.
#undertale#Asriel#Frisk#undertale au#dark world au#dnd au#fic growing pains#I'm grasping at straws with these tags send help#flowisk#friskiel#it's all the same to meeee#I'm just trying to have fun
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i want to know everything that makes you happy! 💫🪐🎇
#the caption is aioi lyrics but posting the same thing with the same caption on 3 different socmed is embarasisng. saki save me#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#saki tenma#leo/need#i have more chibis Soon just theyre for halloween so u have to wait a few days. sniles so wide#AIOI IS SUCH A GOOD SONG AND NOBODY FUCKING TALKS ABOUT IT IDGAF. ITS SO GOOD. START CRYING WITH ME#like obviously the mv is gorgeous and stunning andni love the event and cards but im talking sbout the song. Its so good#So is purpose and nobody talks about it either wtf guys HAPPY PURPOSE TUESDAY!!!!!!#pjsk radio in 6 hours who else is about to#explode MEEE MEEEE I AMMMMM machico save me#nene focus ohantom of Theopera PLEASE PLEAS EPLEASEPLEASE HOW MUST I MANIFEST.#i always mean to draw the songs i want wxs to cover ever since i only did 2 of them Half a fucking year ago but i keep forgetting#and then other groups cover the songs and im like Wlel i cant draw it now .. (i can) (i will still draw emukasa cat food)#mmjs cover is SO GOOD i love mmj all of their covers r so good. wasnt crazy abt their early game ones but All of them for the last 2 years#have been Bonkers. amen. minoshizu duet come back to us please god.#soo glad wxs got reincarnation apple and got all the parts i envisioned for them EMU IMLOVE YOUUUU#ok i gotta go i need to hot glue more fabric onto my cosplay boots before work tomorrow. love and peaches
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originally for my thesis i was gonna like, focus on each aspect of the prague astronomical clock like its history, its function, and its design separately - but even other than this scope was way too big for me, the design IS the function. like, obviously, It's A Clock........ but! the reason the face plate has multiple colors is because they represent the time of day. the blue field is day, the orange is dawn and dusk, and the black circle is night. the placement of the sun symbol indicates the placement in the day cycle. I Know I Know It's A Clock Of Course It Does That but it's different to how we're used to reading clocks in this day and age.
anyway it reminded me of first year of watchmaker school, when we were learning to blue steel, a process that gives steel a specific material quality and also turns it blue. you might see high end watched that have blue hands and blue screws, for example, and it's not Just for the aesthetic, it's a sign of quality, but it has BECOME a preferred aesthetic BECAUSE of the quality. my teacher asked me if i, as a former art history student, knew whether it was common for something to Become Beautiful because it was a Desired Quality. i didn't have a good answer at the time but i have clearly not stopped thinking about it. i think it's a kind of survivorship bias - something can be the most aesthetically pleasing and beautiful but it won't really matter if it crumbles to dust within a couple years and there's no way for future generations to appreciate it. it doesn't make it less beautiful, only that we have no clue it ever existed. so in that sense, the beauty of functionality persists
#clockblogging#it's embarassing but i feel like i only finally Understood how the orloj is read yesterday when i had to explain it properly#like i got what it Showed but my brain has been so flat and ive struggled to absorb information#so only when i finally properly focused and digested it and re-explained it.#i finally get how it shows the babylonian time. yippeee yayyyy good job meeee#the sidereal time and babylonian time is like... the same clock. sidereal time is more of a calendar. these two together Show The Exact Tim#the pointer that shows the italian time and german time is like. separate from That in a sense#and that pointer is able to indicate two different time systems at the same time how?#hohoho. by having the outher ring move independently of the rest of the clock face#that's honestly so cool.#anyway have more clock facts. it's all i have in me right now
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tged webtoon ep 170 spoilers and thoughts that i am again late on because im literally in finals week and i'm actually supposed to be studying/working right now but i can't stop thinking about tged so here we are, and more below the cut
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okay okay i thiiink i liked this episode better than last weeks episode,,, concise but sweet and i liked the panels this week!!
ESPECIALLY THIS PANEL THE HOPE HE GETS WHEN HE REALIZES ARTANIS CAN HELP CIRCUMVENT THINGS UNTIL HE FIGURES IT OUT
his wide eyes and the light all over the panel im gonna sob WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH i love hope i love when characters regain hope its so AFLKJSDLKFJSLDKJFLSDF EEEE HEHEHEHE
also more snippets of credos!!! since we know for certain that the demon king of back then was also an isekai'd person, maybe they were a meteorologist, and that combined with the demon king's existing abilities? or possibly an environmental engineer?
there's a good range of jobs/career paths that involve weather forecast and farming specifically,,, there is such thing as an agricultural meteorologist? i wonder what degree that would need? i think that would definitely involve some kind of environmental science,,, we've probably got another stem kid on our hands!!!
i'll probably talk more in depth about that in a future post where i compile all the stuff we know about the prequel (the one i mentioned i'd make last week lol) (it's delayed bc i have finals aahh) but until then, back to episode yapping :3
ARTANIS IS SO SO CUTE WAAAHHHH
i'm actually very glad she's so willing to help,,, though i do wish we got to see more of her thought process/her history, i'm glad we got lyra's later in the ep as lyra's story worldbuilds + fleshes out their reasoning more which is good! but i wanna see artanis specifically,,, im curious abt the extent of her abilities!!!
also lloyd i think you just need to cut ur losses man HAHA
"you're so mean" javier says to the most selfless fucking bastard on this earth rn /lh theyre so silly
ALSO JAVIER BEING THE PROTAGONIST THAT HE IS AND LLOYDS REACTION LMFAOOO
we are getting silly expressions besides the gruesome ones which i am very happy about ~ lloyd looks so fucking serious here HAHAHA
ALSO LYRA'S . PAST EXPERIENCE WITH HUMANS IS SO SAD IM. GHGHGHHH AAAGHHH SHE JUST WANTED TO HELP THEM i think the timing and pacing of this was just right ohhh,,, her expressions im gonna bawl
i can't even begin to put into words how tragic and yet how unfortunately real this is. there are a lot of people in the world who let fears and rumors take control of their actions and it results in innocent people getting hurt simply for being who they are,,, lyra didn't even say a word! she offered food and they reacted with threats to kill her,,, ghghghghgh. i hope she enjoy her time on the frontera estate i hope that helps,,,,,
and lloyd reacting to this story by fucking BAWLING is LAKDJFLSKJDFSDF ITS EVERYTHING TO ME
"yeah i've heard this before" is sobbing his fucking eyes out yeah i know what you are you fucking EMPATH
and then him additionally saying that he wants to make sure these kinds of stories don't happen again WAAAGHHH WAAAHHHHH lloyd u know whats up i love you
ALSO ARTANIS LOOKS SO FUCKING DONE WITH HIS SOPPING WET ASS HAHA
lastly this final bit was fucking hilarious HAHAHAHAHA "oh so ur a demon king too,,, that explains a lot,,," "what." LMFAOOOOO
I LIKE LLOYDS FACE A LOT IN THIS PANEL HAHAHAHAHA
i like that this episode chose for more deadpan/lowkey angry expressions instead of the usual exaggerated ones its a good change of pace,,, YAY
anyway that's all from me this week!!! see y'all next time heehoo
#tged#the greatest estate developer#tged spoilers#lloyd frontera#the greatest estate designer#tged lloyd#lynn misc#lyra#artanis#credos#please wish me luck on my finals i'm so cooked#i have to submit a game project thing that i really REALLY should've worked on sooner but didn't because. uh. i don't know#at the same time i have an algorithm design final#literally on the last day the school sets for finals and at the last possible hour SOBBING CRYING#WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS TO MEEEE UGHHHH#but at least once it's over ill be free. i'll have a long ass winter break and ill do all the project ideas i had in mind. im VERY EXCITED!#and yes i'll finally post something other than episode reactions and reblogs lol#anyway ill see yall tmrw if ur on the discord... and probably this weekend or early next week if u only see me on here
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omg hiii hi hi ! good morning & happy wednesday friendz !!!! today is a brand new day so let’s try to have a magnificent one ! i hope you find somethin to make ya smile today teehee & remember that you deserve to get the yummiest treat today ( ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩) ! ! 🤍💫
#picture of me and zoro right here ! a rendeition of my pfp actually LMFAOOOOO#i stare at him with my big brown eyes until he gives me a kiss & then i repeat the cycle#sigh#i’ve been insane about kuroo the past few days (deserved. i always am.) but zoro………. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#going to bug one of my beloveds to beta the fic i’ve been workin on#thank u for the love on the kuroo piece omgieee :( ! i was very nervous to post it bc a fic like that UGH it can never be perfect to meeeee#i wanna try and tackle virgin!zoro next but let me regenerate health#OKIE OKIE IM YAPPIN !#i said i wasn’t going to today but ive had a few new friendz join meeee so i needed them to know what they’re getting into#anyway yesterday was stinky + i’m going to make today better no matter what mhm !! i encourage you all to do the same ^_^ !#holding your hands through the horrors !!!#iluuuuu !! so much !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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oh boy!!! an adventure!!!
#my art#art#drawing#artists on tumblr#oc: jitter#.menagerie#.exhibit: jitter#tadc oc#jitter u are so darling to meeee#i should really look in to how coyotes be acting instead of just going with vibes one day#admittedly in its redesign notes its meant to b giving off puppyish vibes#and all puppies are basically the same
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Jackalope Daily Day 349
HELLOOOOO FELLOW JACKALOPE FANSS
imtalkingtolike4peopleincludingmyself
How would YOU feel if I started posting about my MILGRAM THEORIES on THIS Account?
Should I reserve it for jackalope only content or should share my incredibly vast wisdom??? 🤔🤔
#jackalope#jackalopedaily#milgram jackalope#milgram project#milgram#jackalope milgram#milgram fanart#silly#human jackalope#milgram oc#WHAT CAN I SAY OTHER THAN THAT TO PROMOTE MYSELF?!? WEEELLLL#I! yes MEEEE yes MYSEEELFFF#basically know almost everything about milgram#literally ask me about anything and i will have some sort of theory or atleast more than what most of the fanbase knows#i got that WARDEN in me#i got that JACKALOPE in me#yk what im sayyiinnnn#most of my theories aren't heard but im working on my Mikoto Kayano Chemical Analysis#Which has a bunch of theories and references to chemicals and even mythology and obviously some tarot card stuff! Ive got him ALL down#i know mikoto like nobody do i get that guy he my broski#Same goes for amane ive got most of what i need down for her and a general above average for the others#even a system as to how their characters are built and a theory on how milgram will end and parallels to the actual experiment!#im very wise and knowledgeable im a hidden gem if you will#BUT ill keep it to that#ill post my chemical analysis of mikoto on here when its done and see how things work out#todays reccommendation#ME!!! IM CUHRAZY MAN!!! slash jokinggg#The recommendation is Obsolete Meat by 32ki aka Satsuki!#The song actually really resonated with me as an artist or creator of many arts in general even how ive been feeling as of late i like it!!
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normal🧐??????
#idk why some says 6 days and some says 7 idk if theres some specific hour cutoff or what#this meltdown was all st the same time#but what is there shipname like actually 😭😭#i dont tag them……no one tags them....#snakeblade is what google translates it to for me on japanese tweets so idk 😭😭#jabashiri nagare#hagure tatsuto#why i always scheduled to open on saturdays now#im in too deep i was refreshing ppl livetweetijg in japanese today😭😭😭😭#i luv the ending song credit heart thing always but this one was for MEEEE SPEXIFICALLY 😆😆😆#i had a visceral reaction to seeing screenshot#bucchigiri be lije what can arajin do to piss everyone off this week#can he get better next ep pleeeease i swear he just gets worse and worse#BOY IF U DONT ACT NORMAL!!!!!#i want to strangle him#he opens his mouth and my eyes rolls to the back of my head OHHH BROTHER!!!!!#bucchigiri?!
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are you still with your boyfriend? or did you actually hit it off with sukuna?
this is the fcking funniest ask ever errrrr i am still w my bf i just dont talk abt it cuz there is legit nothing exciting going on, my irl life is p boring 🤷🏻♀️ I ABSOLUTELY DID HIT IT OFF W SUKUNA IN MY MIND PALACE THO WE ARE LIKE WEDDING PLANNING RN IM GONNA MARRY HIM 💍
#i just love the phrasing of this ask... did i hit it off w sukuna.. as if he is real and someone u can 'hit it off' with#like is ur way of asking me if im single 'did u actually get w sukuna' cuz its killing meeee lol#NOT TO BE CONFUSED W MY HUSBAND MADARA THO I STILL LOVE HIM and i've BEEN in love w him for NINE YEARS NOW#sometimes i picture all my anime faves as one big ol harem for me#like if u've ever watched historical korean (or other asian?) dramas / movies there will be like THE MAIN WIFE and the lower ranked wives u#kno thats me BUT then i get sad comparing all my 2d boys and i dont want them to be competing or anything so#i usually just keep them all separate like they fulfil different roles for me like madara & sukuna are the historical au husbands#and nanami is strictly modern au husband etc#so i just all consider them separate husbands not like... all at the same time if u kno wat i mean LMFAO ANYWAYS YES IM GONNA PUT A RING ON#IT SUKUNA COME HEREEEEEE~~~~~~ im gonna be his bitch for ever im obsessed... obsessed!!!!!#asks#again... incredibly funny ask...
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#i won't make it to 2025 i've been crying all day#i don't want anyone to see meeee#and after the party here we'll go to my cousin's house because it's my mom's birthday so they're throwing her a surprise party there#and it's so fucking stupid!!! because idk what they're gonna tell her to take her there#she's gonna feel like her new year's party -which she works hard on every year- is being underappreciated#and that same cousin was going to be here with us! like why 2 partiessss whyyyyyy who's gonna clean all that#meeee because i don't like being around people and i start washing dishes when everyone is gathered doing what people do at parties#but of i say any of this to my siblings they'll think it's just because i don't wanna leave the house which is also true !!!!#i feel so ill so desperate. this is not just not being in the mood. i can't calm down i can't even swallow properly#i haven't eaten anything because i feel my throat is closed and my heart beats so fast and i feel like i'm gonna throw up my own heart#and my stomach and neck and back hurt from how tense i'm am and my head hurts because i can't stop crying#my eyes are so red and so swollen. i'm gonna look disgusting when everyone gets here#📓
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run Run RUN
*lays on my stomach and kicks my feet* CMYK mono printing is fun :]
Bit of an explanation here- we had a printing assignment to put a twist on a fairy tale. I picked that one fairy tale where some guy proposes to some woman but then the woman gets turned into a bore and is killed by her betrothed and the cook finds her ring in the bore's stomach and proposes to his own love with it. IDK what it was called and I cant find it again but it may have been an Irish or a Norse folk tale- I remember having my mother read it to me in highschool when me and my sibling somehow managed to convince her to start reading us bedtime stories again. If anyone knows what I'm talking about please tell me its name. I cant find it in any of my books or online.
so the twist-
I had this one dream around the time of highschoolish that had some parallel themes that poped up in the story of the bore. So ill tell that dream to you now.
There was a realm that lived alongside our world. Like how some worlds live in our shadows, this one lived in our light. I could enter by stepping forward into the sun with my eyes closed. And when I was a child I was discovered by an organization in this realm. I was thought to be human but when I was stressed I would start to change, these changes allowed me to fly. It was discovered that I was a creature from a whole other dimension. A “Survivor��, if a Survivor’s life was threatened they would gain more and more traits that would allow them to survive even the worst apocalypse. If a survivor was pregnant while in their full survivor form for longer than a certain period of time, the baby instead of developing, would be sent to another dimension and go into the womb of something that could carry them. The child would develop with the characteristics of the species carrying them. The one who discovered me worked as an investigator for a crimes division and I had fun helping him solve his cases due to my ability to essentially: not die. Unfortunately due to my proximity with crime I was discovered by an individual who took advantage of the fact that I was not from this dimension. While there were many creatures from other dimensions I was the only Survivor that had ever existed in this one or was known by anyone who had ever lived in this dimension. Because of this there were no laws on my species about slavery or ownership. The individual in the dream ran a freak show circus of sorts and bound my soul to them so that they owned me. I didn't like that so I just left the realm, ran away and never went back. Years later I was an adult and I ended up being selected as the “average joe” in a princess-off composition in the realm of light. They wanted one randomly selected individual to take part so there could be a comparison to judge the princesses off of. It was a bit stressful since I didn't know what was happening most of the time but there was a race at one point and I realized I could just fly, there were no rules saying I couldn’t, so I ended up winning that part. At the end of the day I was going to go home but my brother wanted to come see me when I told him about the composition and he got lost in the train system. I ended up spending a lot of time out in the open tracking him down and at one point when combing through train cars I passed by the man who owned my soul. I ended up finding my brother and I took him home immediately, but the damage was done. The man followed me and the rest of the long dream consisted of me running, and running, and running, and slowly losing myself as I changed more and more. I couldn't stop. Everytime I did he would catch me and with every time it was harder to escape. So I had to just keep running. My eyes went black and my nails turned into dark claws. The dark black fur crawled up my arms and over my body. My eyes turned to bright purple and my hands turned into knifed hooves, my teeth turned into long needles, I grew a long tail, and my vision went black. I could no longer see normally but instead I could see souls. An adaptation that allowed me to avoid all forms of sentient life and I ran on and on and on. I had no more thought about my life that I had lived, I had no more thoughts about rest, or my family, or anything other than my need to RUN.
So basically the parallels were the transformation and the being hunted. But also I'm loosely twisting the "belonging" to someone being the hunter as well. I mashed these two stories together to make something new. The prints mostly just retold the dream but instead of the continual running I was subjected to the story ends like the one with the bore, an arrow delivering a final blow. The golden ring in the bore's belly became the shinning light where the arrow struck in the last piece.
#all my class mates told me my depiction of myself in the first one was sleep paralysis demon material and im just like- guys thats not the#scary part! there's a guy chasing me in the background!!!#i messed up on the last one- i was going to remove some line art on the black layer so you chould see the form of the beast better but i#forgot... you can still make it out somewhat with the way the “fur” kind of moves.#the blue thumb print on the second one wasent my fault tho!!! one of my classmates grabed it from the water bath with their ink covered#hands and got their finger prints on my peice!#im not that upset at them. its a shared studio it happens. but i got chewed out for not haveing a clean print becuse of it! it wasent meeee#you can recognize the beast from a previous peice ive uploaded. (the self portate painting i did)#ive used them in alot of peices since becuse the deisgn just stuck with me and i like useing it as a sona sometimes. it also makes for a fu#physical dynamic with anxity.#my art#print making#mono printing#printmaking#color#all of these peices were supposed to have the same color pallet- uh- monoprinting isent the easiest for makeing consistent colors i found#but it does make really intresting ones! i loved it alot and whould love to do some more one day. i love how the results look#artists on tumblr
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chainshipping but they dont get together for years despite pining because they cannot sacrifice their weird codependent friendship if the other doesnt feel the same
#chainshipping#sawposting#like they cant stand the thought of losing the other in anyway#adam finds himself staring and thinking thoughts but also has such severe anxiety about being abandoned and left behind that he just ignores#it and lets it all live inside because the thought of lawrence leaving bc he doesnt share the feelings makes adam want to vomit#lawrence being touchy and always bringing adam along as his plus one but never says more bc he cant cant cant stand the thought of adam not#letting him in and kicking him out of their bed (bc weird codependent bond means they sleep in the same bed or w/e)#idk this doesnt make sense but it does to meeee#and the sweet sweet moment when they spill their guts (idk why or how) and noooothing changes except intent and the knowledge that lawrence#brushing up against adam is on purpose just to feel his warmth and adam can say his thoughts out loud and they fuck nasty
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okay. i have finally finished my rewatch and i think i've finally made sense of my thoughts vis a vis ted and jamie's relationship.
i think it's very interesting that the exact moment ted pulls away from being directly involved in jamie's development is when he realizes that what jamie needs is a father. like in season one and arguably the first half of season two he is very hands on in trying to get jamie to realize his potential/the error of his ways but like. things are noticeably different after he sees him and james through the door, and then after wembley they do not really interact again in a meaningful way until mom city. roy literally picks it up as ted sets it down, like. he can't be what jamie needs he doesn't Want to, he can barely even handle what he feels for henry like we see in mom city, he's not picking up a bonus son you know
i really do think it's a very interesting way to handle their relationship specifically. they're so so intertwined in their character arcs and they're constantly setting each other's off but they can't really meet in the middle because ted can't/won't connect with him on that level. they're a son without a father and a father without a son and they can't click into that relationship because ted pulls away from him the minute it becomes clear that's what jamie needs, and we see it come full circle and see why in his monologue during mom city
#beebles#ted lasso#jamie tartt#idk it FASCINATES MEEEE#i think it's also very meaningful that we see ted give jamie dog shit advice about his dad in this same episode#because ted hasn't engaged with jamie much and he Doesn't know the extent of james' fuckery#and ted's own daddy issues are clouding it too like#he spent so long with sharon learning how to forgive his father for what he did#why Wouldn't jamie benefit from that same forgiveness you know??#but we are all in agreement that it was dogshit advice.#and it was dogshit advice precisely because he won't engage with jamie on that level#and i think whether or not jamie even wants ted to fill that role is very debatable#i love their weird relationship#they're not father and son to me they're mother and daughter#and the tying jamie and henry together was also fucking fascinating btw#like when they interact in s1 whatever that episode is#and then in we'll never have paris when henry is playing with them it's him and jamie that are celebrating together first#and he's wearing jamie's number???#so jamie gets to haunt ted for the rest of henry's soccer career?????#fascinating stuff. fascinating stuff.#you'll literally never get away from the sound of that boy who loved you ted.#because that's exactly what they do they haunt each other's arcs
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You have been sending a lot more i.n lately is there a new bias wrecker 🧐
since I've never claimed a bias, how could I have a bias wrecker
#if youre like 'But all your posts and behaviours' all i can say is: i never grew out of my behavioral issues#and denying what seems to be obvious is always a fun time for meeeeee#bc being contrary is fun to meeeee- im a changeable person too so i almost never have favorites- not colours or foods or movies#but also after a cursory glance at my old blog and this one it seems like ive made about 100 innie gifsets or edits in the past year#so like. ive always been jeonging#not as obvious as my channery or my seungmining or my leeknowing but its legitimate in its own right#and thats without mentioning my side blogs i e changbin seource *please tag me in your binnie posts btw#im not monogamous is what this post means i gave genuine affection for all 8 lmao#HAVE#not gave#same with dynamics like sure i got ones that stick out to me more but i enjoy all of them#same things happening with nmixx currently#like first i was only lilying and then i was haewonning but bae kept being tall and now ive watched more im like oh no...#theyre all my pretty lil princesses.... lol#respect to the ppl who have only room for 1 or 2 but its not meeee#ask#actually i lied im not changeable im actually super consistent but i still dont like picking favourites lol#.... although adding that tag. maybe i am changeable#what i am not though? on my adhd medication 😂#what i am? making another jeongin set#long post#apologies to everyone who doesnt have collapse post on#its friday im allowed to be crazy and tangenting on friday
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Oh yeah since Jojo exposed the Momina 8 children fiasco I should add that when Hayato realizes that his children don't have a tribe (its through your dad) that actually makes him distraught!!! Momina comforts him by reminding him they have their own...tribe...I'm gonna throw up. I'm gonna choke her with her own intestines!!!
I blacked out in anger and snapped in the tags but also this is so long (tags) so I'll add here...really considered them having 9 kids because I think it'd be very funny for the two oldest to look at their dad like he's a monster. :) they did when the twins were born when they were 16 and 15 but would it not be even funnier if they visit from college and it's love "surprise! Hooyo is pregnant (again)!!" :) unfortunately I said Momina would be 41 when the twins are born BUT IMAGINE? Maybe for Mafia hs au 🙄
#khr ocs#momo x gokudera#tbh I actually hate it so bad when ppl misuse tribe and say dumb things like 'I found my tribe' fjjf#like unless you were out here actually doing that stfu#also I said tribe but in Somali its qabil so I may start using that instead 🤔#apparently that is ALSO an arabic loan word lmaooo#anyway I dont know how other tribes work but I also dont use Clan for Somali ppl#bc from what I've seen they all have the same last name? We dont! you take your father's last name#and for some reason I've seen the take that 'ppl in tribes arent related' and I assume its the last name thing?#but in Somali ppl's case that is completely incorrect#and ngl I assume that ppl in tribes are related on someway but this goes against some things white researchers have said#but I checked now and it says they tend to have a common ancestor so progress 😭#anyway I AM RANTING THIS IS AN IMPORTANT TOPIC TO MEEEE#despite how messy tribalism is I really love what it means to have a tribe okay#anyway Momina that traitorous BITCH would say that!!#also anyway 8 kids is funny to me bc I actually have 7 siblings 😀#the most I know in my family is my paternal auntie who had 14
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