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Watching season 3 ep 2 of The Bear for "funsies" (still trying to wrap my head around it after nearly a whole year has passed lol). Mainly watching for Sydney. I'm mad that the episode begins with this super sweet, rare moment between Syd and her dad because it's literally working so hard to lull you into a false sense of security. We've never gotten such a domestic view of Sydney before. She's a little whiny from having to cut her bathroom time, but she's happy, cracking jokes and reminding her dad to take his medicine for the umpteenth time. She even sounds happy to say she's going to work. She has no clue of Carmy's hostile takeover until it smacks her in the face and there's absolutely nothing she can do about it by then. All that happiness and those good feelings and familiarity that started the episode, yeah that's gone.
Sydney's excitement for the menu? Gone. The warm atmosphere of a ship and its crew finally being on the right course? Gone. Having a partner she could rely on and share ideas with? Did she ever really have that?
What's worse is how the Berzattos unceremoniously shove their proposal of ownership on to her. Like they expect Sydney to just be on board with the daily scheduled program of their, specifically Carmy's, chaotic bullshit. Not gonna lie, I'm thoroughly sickened by how they did not care in the slightest how Sydney would feel about having ownership. "Oh don't worry, you don't need to discuss anything with us, it's all been drafted and looked over by one of our guys. Oh no, you don't need an attorney, we already have one for you. Just sign this legally binding document so we can move on. It's not like you wouldn't want to."
It took only five minutes for them to destroy any faith Sydney had in this restaurant being different. But she can't leave because she's too invested, as is shown in the last episode of the season. The Bear staff is her family, for better or worse, and it's eating her alive.
#season four is around the corner but i am leery of any progress being made for Sydney's betterment#they treated her so poorly the entire season#they better spend the entirety of this next season making it up to her#the bear fx#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#yeah I don't I'll ever like the direction of season 3#still a fan of the show tho because ya girl has hope#it's a small little piece of hope#but that's gotta count for something#not really back from my hiatus yet bc life is lifeing
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from: @starflungwaddledee to: @post-it-notes7
message from santa: "happy holidays post-it-notes! 🎄🥳 i know you very politely only wished for a few modest things- characters high fiving, or struggling in christmas attire- but i hope you'll still enjoy this given that i kinda went the opposite direction entirely! i'm an enormous fan of your work and most times you post anything i wind up browsing your art tag from tip-to-tail in enraptured delight. as such, i thought it was only fair i give back something a little more significant in gratitude for all the joy your work has given me. i knew i wanted to do a comic, so i was thrilled you already had a whole storyverse for me to work from!! this scene seemed the most obvious choice (chapter 8 of "wishful thinking" on ao3) given that i enjoy a dramatic fight scene 😂 i tried to stick as beat-by-beat to the writing as i could and worked in as many details as possible; i hope it'll be fun to see it envisioned this way! merry christmas! ~starflung 🎀🔔 "
#phew... this is by far the most ambitious piece i've ever posted here! 12 pages! this is why i've been so afk from other work haha!#shout out to the poor mods who sent through assignments and received no small amount of all-caps panicked screaming from me in response!!#me?! draw a gift for THE post-it-notes7!? immediately knew i had to overachieve to stand any hope of being up to the bar haha#if you feel these characters look a little different to how i usually draw them- that's totally on purpose!#i worked really hard to match post's designs and styling for them rather than my own; seeing as this was a gift!#actually think it stands out a *lot* surprisingly- given that they are still the exact same orbs. really interesting to compare to my usual#i hope some folks will notice all the details from the story in here! if you've read it and you recognised it please let me know!#genuinely hoping someone just recognises it on the first page. iconic canyon fight... what an honour to draw for this fic tbh#also thank you to the mods for handling all the wips and progress on this ridiculously sized entry from me with such grace#it's being posted on my personal blog due to length for anyone wondering. should be seamless... fingers crossed.#my art#my comics#meta knight#galacta knight#hnk secret santa#cw violence
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BEACH OUTFIT 💥💥💥💥
He used to surf the web back in 98'.
#the clothes were so difficult for no reason i kept having to edit them#i actually really like this one lol#cunty uncle type thing going on#Also i love the HC that he as a plush tummy thats so cute and im stealing it#i was about to give him flipflops until i realized he cant do that#He had a dolphin print shirt but it looked ugly with the shorts and i really wanted the striped shorts lol#deltarune spamton#spamton#spamton g spamton#spamton fanart#deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#i think it looks fine but still i hope it comes across he's resting his right arm on an invisible prop for the pose lol#there was a small little fella in the back of my mind who wanted to put him in a two piece but i couldnt sorry lmfao#edit: I forgot to write this out but I wanted to put it on any post bc i dont want to post a txt post just for this#but honestly he's gotta be some flavor of queer.#It doesnt matter to me which type all that much but I HC that even though he probably is#he has never been in a relationship and i dont think he ever will#he is so full of himself and he's kind of an ass tbh. That and i doubt he trusts anyone with what he's gone through#even if he got time to heal i dont think he'd ever trust someone enough to make a real relationship that way#Thats it thanks for coming to my ted talk#if you opened the tags here's your secret paragraph & im not sorry#BuwheArt
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dino suicune? more like diyes suicool (I named mine vaporwave)
#aceo cards for my dear fellow walking wake enjoyers aquanadraws & somniala#aceo#pokemon#walking wake#pokemon fanart#HELLOOOOO EVERYONE#it's me again BEING SILLY IN THE TAGS AND SAYING HELLO#I hope you have been well!!!#I am buried in a commission hole but it's comfy because there are FRIENDS AND POKEMON#I am sending you hyperbeams of good vibes!!!!!! HYAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!#I wish I could devide my brain and arms into small little pieces to be able to work on more personal stuff too#MOOORE I WANT MOOOORE#*shakes fist* GIVE ME A FEW MORE HOURS 24 A DAY AREN'T ENOUGH#tumblr friends and mutuals I AM LOOKING AT YOU!!! I MISS YOU! HELLO
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its MY birthday and and I get to make everyone look at this old guy
#hoping to make this into a standee because i think i deserve a little treat. i want to be ambitious and make a couple extra pieces for it#but that probably would not be worth it. it'd be expensive to make and i imagine that the market for it would be small (me and 2 others)#i just think it'd be cute....... him on io with his little research setup. do you understand my vision here.#anyway.#asher mir#destiny 2
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okayyyy hehe people were very nice and i shall write my thoughts.
one of my weirdly specific favourite things about madcom is specifically 4:56 through to 5:59 in expurgation, both in the song itself and in the animation (though the duration is a bit longer in the animation specifically). putting my yammering under the cut
You have such foreboding magnificence building in tandem with Sanford fighting alone through the horde of Tricky skeletons, outside and fully exposed with the backdrop in red. The music pairs so well with the scene, conveying this sense of "I'm fucking fighting against a power so much larger than me", it's so intimidating and grand in this menacing, otherworldly way.
5:00 through to 5:15 the sound design of the bullets pinging off the shields, Sanford struggling and throwing down his weapons is so fucking fantastic, it masterfully sells the visceral struggle that San is clawing through. Prying the shield off to protect against the Mossberg 500 and claiming it for himself...
and arghhh my fucking favourite bit 5:17. Put 5:17 Expurgation on my damn forehead because I will never ever stop thinking about it. The music swells with the tap of Tricky's hand against Sanford's shoulder, then sending him careening away with a mere swing of an axe.
You have this AMAZING choir-like sound ebbing and flowing through the background, punctuated by the immense weight and sound of rocks moving and chains clanking through 6:25-6:40, forming this huge tower that stands over Sanford.
then 6:40 is like I am fucking ascending man, the choir ascending as Sanford turns and grips his wound, directly facing Tricky who prepares the M60 far away, the terror of seeing it. The music and scene building up to that point. I really wonder what it was like watching it for the first time in 2019.
Like uurughhhhh have you seen anything so cool??? Music that's so fantastically orchestrated in tandem with the animation that fits its tone perfectly? That sensation of doom, of staring down a power that could and might actually kill you? That you're all alone, back against the wall but still holding it together by a hair fighting something you barely even understand?
Sort of related but a pretty minor but surprisingly significant detail after rewatching through madcom a few times is how important sound design is to conveying the visceral brutality and tension of these scenes. Every force of every bullet, every meaty impact of every punch, it matters a lot. The scraping of metal, and the crunch of stone, it really sells this power that is integral to what makes Madness Combat special. Though you do kinda miss the silly grunt noises the guys used to make when they were hit
#i wish i had a slightly better means by which to critically evaluate and express my thoughts on this because it genuinely means a lot to me#but only i have the power to teach myself. regardless i hope this is a small piece that somewhat adequately reflects my thoughts on#how much i like expurgation. and the artistic expression of madcom as a whole - even if i don't think my words mean squat#as someone who does not compose or animate hehe#madness combat#_text#< i think that works for text posts. dmd made a good point abt using it for self searching purposes and i think i'm feeling a little more#confident about expressing some of my thoughts abt madcom especially as they're taking more solid form now. i think
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Part 2 of my set of presents for my dear @katkastrofa’s birthday, combined with a small belated commemoration of LaF’s tenth anniversary :)
I know I’ve said it countless times yesterday, but once again, happy birthday, Kat!! I hope this year brings you many, many good things, everything you deserve and so much more. Thank you for being my friend <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#Lost and Found#the red lotus#P’Li#original character#LaF Lien-Hua#I find it’s better viewed with the screen brightness lowered a little :)#my first time trying for a background this detailed and I’m quite happy with the result#the house in the bg isn’t theirs#just a random one I put there to fill the space#I’m not sure what the context here is. maybe they’re walking home after playing outside all day and Lien insisted they watch the sunset#in my head this takes place.. maybe a few months Before. so it’s rather bittersweet when you think about it#but I don’t wanna focus on that for now#originally I just redrew my RL week young P’Li piece for fun. it wasn’t gonna be a gift#but then I realised I didn’t have the spoons the complete my original gift idea#so I decided to add in lien-hua and in the process of colouring decided there should be a background#and I’m very very happy with how it turned out#so I hope you like this too <3#I don’t have time to rant in the tags much longer bc I have to get to grandma’s#but I’m getting rather emotional over little P’Li#over Lien too but I’m always emotional over her. she’s always a small child in my mind#P’Li is usually an adult. or at least 15 like in LaF#here’s she’s what. 11? a baby. she doesn’t know what fate has in store for her yet#so for now.. she’ll play outside and watch the sunset with her sister. completely none the wiser to what awaits#and maybe in another world… it could have stayed this way forever#okay I’m gonna stop before I start crying#a gutpunch for a hornykick. a fair trade off. no? 😁
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one of my friends said his auto attacks look like the ones in nier
open for better quality | no reposts
#kaveh#genshin impact#genshin#warm down doodle! that's why it's a little messy#i checked 9S' heavy sword attack animations and yeah it's similar hehe#yes i did not want to color yes i am trying that bw shading thing again and i think it turned out better than before#i'm happy with this actually#ironically i'm more satisfied with this than i have been with. a lot of my recent pieces. hm#in any case i hope everyone's doing well ^^ i offer you this small doodle in these trying times
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New Year, new update
This makes 7 years completed? And onto 8
Goals for '25?
I think I'd like to build my mental library more and Finally study something for once
Probably would like to work on my technique a bit more so I can be more comfortable drawing too? I kind of always need to refine something with 3+ passes to feel comfortable with it, but I'd like to get to a place where I can draw a bit more simply for not-grand pieces at least
A lot of things are up in the air right now for how much I'm going to be able to commit to art this year, so I can't predict what I'll have space for
However, I think while I'm going to stick to weekly posting for now (this will only change if I move back to desktop art more predominantly and I don't foresee this for awhile) I do want to try and post on the last day of each month also To better keep each everything in its proper month at least
#Text#I'm not super pleased with how art has been going for me the past few months#I really don't enjoy to not have more refined pieces going#But it's getting a little hard to balance everything even though not a lot is going on#So I'm really hoping to get things in a bit better order soon#It's always hard for me to get past the cleaning phase of my life because it's so... everything my brain can't do#I like very step by step processes. I like to have one or two BIG projects at a time. I hate small and scattered things#Cleaning is a million things and it's all flexible#How do I process this information....#Dusting and etc is pretty straightforward but picking up?#Actually takes me a month for a small amount#How do I........ PERCEIVE it??????#Once I get past that it should get easier to resolve what's left.....#And hopefully I can get more scheduled from there#Which would be GREAT because then I could draw so much more....
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Honestly would love to try writing again but I don't think I would post it anywhere.
#i actually think its because of my mutuals putting out banger fics lately i've been kinda getting the itch to try it myself#i actually wrote two small pieces on here ages ago (if you remember them you the real mvp) and they were like. fine ig#but idk i wanna try it again#if i did post it would be on tumblr only tbh#i have a very specific scenario for captain au i want to write out#captain au's ultimate goal is a comic but comics take too much time and energy and i don't have a lot of energy atm#but there's a scene in hatanaka's palace that i want to write out really badly#especially after playing royal again recently#it would be the scene where the thieves encounter hatanaka's cognition of riku#i think cognitive selves are a little underutilized in the game post the second palace so i kinda wanted to go a little crazy with it#but we'll see lol i have very little experience writing so idk how confident i'd be in posting it#idk why im making this post even lol ig i just feel like talking#this blog is in a sense my diary lmao#hope y'all are having a nice day anyway. its cold here.
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Ive been going through a really rough time rn, and i am gonna be completely honest: Gold Rush is one of the only things keeping me going. Every Wed and Sat i keep refreshing around the same time you usually update, and seeing 'next chapter' pop up makes me so happy.
Then it hit me: how much this fic really means to me. Its really helping me take things one day at a time, which is difficult in my situation. This fic is literally like, the one good thing in my life rn. So, thank you. To some it may be a fun fic. But to me, its a reason to keep going and not give up.
:) I'm so happy my little fic can be of so much help
#thank you for sending this anon it means a lot#esp bc I've had my fair share of fics that were basically the only thing i looked forward to in my life#especially during high school- and so many of them i never really commented on or even spoke to the author#gold rush is the first fic ive ever posted publicly (its the only piece of long fiction ive ever even finished tbh)--#--& when i finished it i had thought that it would probably get little/no attention bc the cats fandom is relatively small and inactive#but tbh i was fine with the idea of just posting it into the ether bc i knew from my own experiences that theres always *someone* who--#--appreciates it even if they never say anything#and i kind of figured it as my way of paying my own experiences with those fics forward#so it makes me really happy to hear my silly lil fic has helped people in exactly the way i kind of hoped it would <3#cats fan on main#gold rush fic
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heartbreaking: the hair, which is the only thing i really want from the first set, costs 1060 diamonds
#was hoping it would be like 500ish 😔#i like the formatting they did tho the dias spent to currency gained is 1:1#1 attempt costs 5 dias and gives you 5 currency#sleepy.txt#well no i do like a lot of the other pieces actually but the number of items vs the number of actually nice items is what turns me off#theres so many small accessories i will never use in there 😭 but the big pieces are really nice...#both hairs + bottoms + the big fur coat + the little scarf thing + the poses#... im just trying to keep from spending bc i want archer and the new mermaid hell tbh
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ok, but the question is, is Christina Chong just getting a solo or is there gonna be a Kirk/La’an duet? Can Wesley sing?
in any case, there’ll probably be a Kirk/La’an song and <3
#am i gonna get disappointed? maybe#but they're giving me una and kirk interactions and <3#snw nonsense#snw spoilers#ka'an#yeah i unfortunately won't be able to write a fic until i see this episode because my brain just works like that#(even though i had a small idea... but gotta wait)#don't crush my hopes for potential prime connection though#why did kirk/la'an have to happen to me?#or rather why did lt. kirk/la'an have to happen to me#i was happy with kirk/mccoy. that one is safe#kirk/la'an can crush my heart to little pieces
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DP I have a bad idea and I'm making it your problem
Do you have existing art of Jaide's family before the divorce and Vanessa? Sorry if it's somewhere in Masked I don't feel like looking for it wjfnbwbxb
I have some! Let me grab what I have.
This one is older art of me practicing the storybook style- it's older since I have a much better art program now.
This one is from when I was working on the storybook. Maybe I'll try again, now that my motivation is better, and I know how much better I can do now.
This again! Ignore Shapeshifter. They're not part of the family.
That's it on the digital art front! Here's some traditional art. Well, the stuff you can actually see. I don't have a phone to take pictures with </3
This again. lemvi,,,
Yeah no okay that's all I have. That's not much but I'll try and tell you about their designs!
-Jaide has the best of the refs, but I'll briefly go over what remains constant in her designs: vest, blue undershirt with cuffs on the sleeves, long skirt, and the gray cloak with the frills if she travels out.
-Even for a nobles' son, Levi's clothes are kinda basic. Just a basic shirt/tunic and pants, with some variations of collars or cuffs. He has blond hair (blond is a stretch. it's really yellow) and his bear mask is only for traveling out.
There's a forever lost page of the old storybook I used to work on that showed a better picture of Jaide's husband. If you look close in the background of the storybook page I did share- there's a painting with the happy family there.
-Jaide's husband has red, curly hair. He has a red shirt with some yellow stripes on the fluffy parts of the sleeves. He has purple puffed pants and brown boots that come to the knees.
I'm not great at describing clothes, sorry </3 And I can't give away too much about Jaide's husband! He's going to star in a oneshot that's going to come sooner rather than later.
#ahit#ahit au#ahit masked fic#ahit oc#ahit oc jaide#ahit oc levi#as much as I'd like to tag Jaide's husband I don't wanna name drop him in a tumblr post#cosmoknightchaos#artbabble-tm#there was a few other pictures I found of him but they were either spoilers or hard to see. sometimes both#LITERALLY do you know how hard it is not to give a cryptic little spoiler or a little quip about him.#like two people will see this post. I can't be all spooky here#anyway uh I also had more (bad) pictures of Jaide. but also I had a small collection of a self-indulgent dating sim meme#but I'm not gonna post those unless specifically asked#okay marci here's what I have#I hope to be completely emotionally wiped out by whatever you plan to do with them <3#the toll will be hardest on me since I know the missing pieces of the puzzle#but with that said...I'm so ready and excited :)
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Do you... do you... draw professionally. Because you're just so good and you are inspiring me to keep trying! Manifest those mental images!! Learn to draw yakumo getting railed, and other Normal reasons to revitalize one's previous interest in drawing
u think i could draw professionally??! 😲🥺🥺 i am so flatter..... i think ur draws are so scrorchy (very enjoyable] so if i can help u have inspire 😭😭😭😭😭
omfg if u learn to draw yakumo getting railed i'll probably explode/implode/evaporate/change states of matter in a sudden, violent way
bc. i cannot do it. fun fact: when i read y'all's collab fic of dante's sex ed i felt the urge to draw 3 specific panels for it. but as i put the stylus to the screen, i realised that SEVERAL ppl would have to be naked for the drawings to be storycally accurate. so even tho they were comedy panels, my hand... it betrayed me. it was like trying to draw porn but i blink and suddenly everyone's in 14 levels of victorian extra-garment. F...H?OISTED BY MY OWN UNHORNY
so yes. pls. i would love to see more of your contributions. the very special contributions that only u can make 😂
#to answer ur question for realsi#during times when i am actually employed#i would be animating rigs. which means very little drawing#my job would be clicking and keyboarding more than anything#the hours are long and my brain is so overheated#by the end of the work day i don't want to do anything artistic or even watch shows#so i never have the time for actual drawing. i miss it...#therefore. despite going into art as a profession. i don't rly do much art while employed 😢#i joke that my periods of greatest artistic growth were during my fandom hyperfixations#bc those were the times when i would explore styles#try new stuff and experiment with media and really work hard to make pieces look a certain way#whereas art school was more formulaic and apathetic (oh nooo i don't get to draw gay fanart for my assignments? what's the point)#nowadays? i've chilled out on the Great Experimental Growth phase#and try to draw stupid little things that don't take up too much brainpower#otherwise i get real in my head about my weaknesses#bc of course your peers in the anim program are going to KICK BUTT in several fields that you may not excel in#this is partially why i started drawing on my phone#bc it forces me to work with a small canvas. thus fewer details#i can't overthink what i can't see on my tiny screen!!!!#anyway. this period of unemployment has actually helped me draw personal art again. it's nice to rediscover your hobby AS A HOBBY#here's hoping u get something out of ur up-n-coming drawings too......#feesh answer
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happy birthday, shoyou!!! I love you, i am so happy to share my birthday with you. thank you for everything.
(these are based off of a scene from princess kaguya :-)
#haikyuu!!#hinata shoyou#haikyuu#haikyū!!#hq#hinata shoyo#i have a small piece of fic i wrote on a whim that attaches to this so ill post that next<3#hopefully i can color these (or at least one)#i also really wanna make a small collection of my writing for him so i can keep it here as a memory#im a little disappointed in myself if im being honest...#it just feels like nothing is ever enough.#we have the same birthday and thats the coolest thing in my life right now!#but.. im so sad...#it's okay... im sure the little guy understands that things take time :-)#<-trying for a smile#i love you shoyou. he has given me so much warmth#i want to do the same in return you know? it just makes me so happy to write for him#talking to myself here is pretty cathartic :)#oh i put him in my charizard shirt by the way!! that's mine!!#i hope we are all content today.
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