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#cytus#cytus ii#simon jackson#colin neumannn jr#cytus xenon#cytus conner#crx#fanart#doodle#merry christmas yall#it'll be over in an hour here#so quickly doodled this before bed#havent drawn them in a while#ah.#another year of refusing to let go of them hah#wishing anyone who read this far nice holidays!!!
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hello fandom just a quick reminder that publicly engaging with troll bigots posting nasty hateful bullshit accomplishes nothing but amplifying their voices and repeatedly exposing vulnerable people to vitriol they may not have had to see otherwise
Quote tweets are the ambrosia of the gods to trolls. Being at the bottom of a dogpile is a wet dream. Seeing a screenshot of their shit with 30k impressions and 3000 likes and 80 replies and 300 quotes, when they only have 30 followers, is pure crack. They cannot be dunked on because they aren't even on the same court. They cannot be shamed, ridiculed, eradicated, helped, or educated. Every interaction is a win, because it proves to them that what they have to say is worthwhile and encourages them to keep doing it
Block. Report. Ignore. "Don't feed the trolls" is the ancient wisdom for a reason
#not in response to anything in particular#just firing off a shot to keep the rent down over here#as I will be blocking relentlessly for this#one of my greatest peeves in fandom is having to see awful shit over and over and over#bc people feel the need to perform shock and awe and reassure themselves at the expense of everyone else#'I can't believe there's a white Neve/Davrin/Bellara mod' yes you can. is it your first day on the internet? no? STOP IT#such a mod WILL be posted and removed from nexus within 48 hours of launch#and the only way 99.9% of people will ever see it is when someone with 4k followers tweets a screenshot for shock value#and then we will all see it over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and ove#and it'll hurt every time instead of just the once#fandom (derogatory)
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not aimed at anyone in particular but if you like some art please reblog it, give the artist some reach
#i've noticed that a few things i've rb'd on here get a ton of likes but barely any rbs#hey if it's a good post it'll be great if you could rb it#still remember when i rt'd a friend's art on twt#i was their first like/rt after hours of posting#and from me it spread and finally it was at over 1k rts#can you believe? and it took just 1 person rting it#sorry to sound preachy u_u
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i'm so fucking stressed out
#dude my dog had acl repair surgery in march#she's healed fine with that but developed stomach issues#so she's been back and forth to the vet with that#and now when i was at work she just randomly started walking weird as fuck. she kicks her leg that was operated on backwards as she walks#and sometimes looses balance in both legs#and then when i pick her up she acts like it hurts her spine or something#i'm gonna wake up in 4 hours to call the vet and see if they can see us today and pray that this isn't something that she'll need surgery#for again#i also am supposed to work tomorrow and then friday we have a rehearsal dinner and then saturday the wedding which is two hours away.#vets closed on sunday so if she can't get seen tomorrow it'll be a whole new fiasco trying to get her helped somewhere else#this dog is my lifeline like it#ruins me#seeing her like this#genuinely if i didn't have her i wouldnt be here#it's so hard to watch her not even be able to walk#but it's so fuckinf weird bc my mom said she was just laying in her bedroom and she came back out doing it? there's nothing she could've#gotten into it just makes no fuckinf sense#like it's possible either her kneecap or her acl implant thing popped out of place but#she stiffens her entire body when i pick her up#and she acts like she's losing balance#it's so fucking weird#i'm also terrified that i'm about to get told she has some kind of onset of neurological problems and she'll have to get put down#or something along those lines#it's just too much rn#pls keep my doggy in ur thoughts#we just spent 3k on her surgery in march if she has to get operated on again first of all the recovery process all over again sounds like#a nightmare#but just the cost alone#i'm gonna FUCKING KILL MYSELF
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1 advice to (too) many people: try to start taking yourselves and life less seriously. really
#💛#Like. my dog was taking her morning shit in the backland today and then heard a blackbird sing in the conifer. she looked so mesmerized#the sight of that was everything#Once you understand nothing in life belongs to you (no gains no wins no losses no shit at all) life gets so much easier 🙏#If you think of life as a competition...get over yourself sally and grab a coffee or go look at some clouds. You're enough as you are#Everything is transient. we're only here for a very brief moment. With most ppl we share less hours than we'd think (for whatever reasons)#so enjoy it!!!!! find the weirdness in the mundane!!! the silver lining in the freaking cess pool circus. yea please be a little unhinged#Just breathe. Life isn't out to get you. yeah maybe that fine ass. furthermore just trust it'll all work out in your favor. as it always ha#*has :)#Also be straightforward. Say the unspoken. Be honest to a fault (even if it evokes opposite reactions). Don't bottle shit up#Just relax + smile more. Invest in your own well-being and try to lookout for others' much as you are able to. that's all
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Also knee still hurts, but I'm returning to work in less than a week because I cannot stay off for a year. Will likely fall there, which will hopefully bring my referral forward. I do think this is a case of when I will fall again and not if. Tbh I just hope it happens somewhere safe with not many people around so I can go to the hospital and my referral can hopefully get sped up
#my manager is nice he is realistic about wtf is going on here#and doctors not taking me seriously#went for a short walk today to test my knees endurance and it didn't go well#I'm going back for four hour shifts spread over more days so that's good it'll be less pressure#but that walk was only like an hour and it was a huge struggle#plus when I last went off it only started to pop and crack an hour into my shift#so it is just a case of it never fully healing and getting continously injured again and again until I end up falling again#I think#but that's the only time they'll bring my referral forward#so it's weird that I kind of want it to happen#like yes. it's the worst pain I've ever experienced#but just get it over with#its going to happen again#there's no way it wont and i cant wait a year
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less than a week until I move in with my squish and get to see them again aaaaaaaa
I have never felt such an intense mix of excitement and fear and longing,, send help
#like on the one hand#I get to see them again!!!!!! after three long long months I'll finally be able to feel their arms around me again#and breathe in their presence and see their beautiful smile right in front of me that isn't over 3 pixels of video call#and I'll see them EVERY DAY and we can talk or just sit together whenever we want!!!#and we can host parties!!! and build ikea furniture together!!! and laugh as we try to bake and probably miserably fail!!!!#but on the other hand#GODS am I terrified#what if I fuck it up???#what if I've romanticised this so much in my head and it'll really be nothing like that#what if they get tired of me and living together just makes us drift#what if it brings awkwardness into our friend group#what if my feelings get in the way#there's so much that can go wrong and so much at stake#and I can't bear the thought of losing them#I want this to work so so badly#I guess I'll find out soon#it's crazy though#three months seemed like such an unbearably long time#and now suddenly its almost over#I'm terrified of what comes next but I also want it so badly it hurts#well#come what may#I love them and I don't think that's going to change#here's to this new chapter#queerplatonic yearning hours#cosmo rambles#personal ramble#queerplatonic#aroace#aromantic
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Anyways one fear was that Bravefonse was gonna completely derail me from my current project like I'd have to draw him a million times. As it turns out, I'm in the clear. I have no desire to do that.
#i hope to return to my project.... after hopefully one hour of sleep. at this fucking point. it's so over for me LMFAOO#like yeah i wake up at 8am. but that does not change the fact that i take. so. so long. to fall asleep.#even w melatonin. it's so painful 😭#anyways still haven't looked at my notifs. i think it'll be fun to do over coffee. once i'm awake like For Real#insert my gustav katamari ahh my stupid ass son art here. i don't feel like looking for it. but i feel it. in my bones.
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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good [location time zone]! this is a reminder that ao3 will be going down in like six and a half hours and if you desperately need to download fic so that you can read about your weird little guys while you go to sleep or take the train to work or whatever, now is the time to do that thing!
#me over here downloading fic like it'll never come back up#but what if there are complications???#how can i go an entire week without rereading dance the silence down?#i cannot.#unfortunately: i am also like. half done writing a recs post.#so i'm gonna try to get that finished…i guess in the next six hours?#and then schedule it to post tomorrow when the archive is back up?#anyhow protect yourselves and download your most beloved fics now#ao3#fanfic#echoes linger#fandom life
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tatimaxxing (something big just happened to me but i can't talk about it on this blog because ive posted face)
#my friend's in the hospital again so i spent 20 on an uber with my other friend to go see her#but by the time we got there visiting hours were over 😭#so we just had dinner at the park#and i told her about The Big Terrible Thing for the first time#straight through without embellishment! yay! i think at least#because ive retold the story in so many different ways that im not actually sure what happened anymore#she was like super chill about it though!! and was like im really impressed that you actively made an effort to not be [REDACTED]#not really what she said more like Making An Effort to No Longer [Redacted]#redacted as an action not as a noun blah blah you know#and she told me about how shes faced discrimination at our super homogeneously chinese church which i feel REALLY BAD ABOUT BUT I DON'T KNOW#HOW TO EXPRESS IT TO HER OR WHAT TO SAY ABOUT IT 😭😭😭😭 GIRL HELP#im being so useless and chinese about it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i don't know how to talk to people about things that matter#and idk like ok v non-tatimaxxing of me to say but ive been so self centered and going Wahhh these normies will never experience my#Deep Secret Emotions unlockable only by spending too much time on tumblr as a child#on the other hand i feel like once this has gotten out of the way i don't really have an excuse for not connecting with my church friends#yknow. like i don't have to hide this from them any more#they're great people!! and they're going through so much and I need to be there for them but I couldn't even get tothe stupidhospital on tim#not cry typing just ran out of space#anyway I wish I could care more about them I wish I could make genuine connections without having to lie to feel some sort of weird#rush of power over them because I know the truth and they don't when I lie so much I don't even know what the truth is#I've been putting my face on here more lately because I want to be genuine and I want to not hide things#but idk if it'll work I think it might just make me unemployable 😭😭😭#cc diary
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hello hello — i will be going on a lil road trip/vacay with friends from thursday night-monday night so i'll be a bit quiet ooc and ic !! i'll have my phone but not my laptop, so i'll be around on mobile aka discord + wire ( albeit sporadically ) but i won't really be posting formatted replies here !
#usually i'd answer everything and load up my queue for the week over the weekend but aaaaa i fear i will not have the time ):#however as i will be in the car for like...8 hours expect wire texts and driving thoughts 😎#i only have to drive for like 2 hours thankfully bc i'm meeting my friends part of the way to our airbnb#and then once i join up w/ them it's 6 hours of wire hehe#URGHA and then i've got like another 4 and half hours in a car the next day and on the way home it'll be like 12 hours#BUT IT'LL BE FUN SO#okay that's a lot of rambling thoughts that don't truly need to be here if u read all this hi i love u#♣ ➝ can i please get a waffle 「 ooc 」
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oh it's real depression hours
#giant hole in my ceiling from a leak from 3 years ago that restarted#and knowing the speed at which it got fixed last time shit's gonna be weeks#got a fucking bowl on the floor and everything and it's dripping water and bits of plaster so that's cool and great#cat's slowed down on eating even with the syringe assist#lab said it'll be 14 days before they have results#but if it's FIP that could be half of the time she has left#and there's a treatment that has an 85% success rate but it's not approved in a lot of countries so i'd have to get it myself#and it's the bones of a grand for the meds before even accounting for the syringes#and it's 84 days of injections which - this is the cat who won't even let me pill her so#but i can't even think of starting that until i know what it is for sure#and so i'm just gonna sit here and watch her die over the next two weeks#and most of that time is going to be spent trying to force her to eat and watching her growing to hate and avoid me#i literally just want to fucking scream 1% of cats ever get this why is it my best little friend in the world?#6 weeks ago she was the healthiest 12 year old you ever saw in your life#i've only got 60/195g of food into her today and that's taken hours and hours#this is torture for both of us idk what to do
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giggling and kicking my feet while i'm lying on my bed like a cliche teenage girl bc bruce's assistant just sent me high-quality recordings of both shows where bruce announced the buddy cole documentary at the rivoli
#first one has paul bellini and kevin mcdonald on stage with him! doesn't mention me by name but i'm just out here like KEVIN!!!!#second one is basically the same as what i already posted but better quality bc that one was just my friend in the audience#and in addition to the higher video quality you can hear scott quietly say some stuff on this version#and it's ridiculous how even tho i'd be confident saying scott and i are friends at this point#(we've talked to each other many times. he clearly likes me. i'm even going to email him later today)#i still watch stuff like this and go oh my god scott thompson knows i exist???#like you think i'd be over it bc i can turn off the part of me that's starstruck and just be a nice mix of casual and professional#but in my heart i'm still like oh my god this time last year i was sitting in this exact same spot in my room#listening to the exact same song (me on my off hours by mouth congress)#and one year ago i would've been like ''ugh i wish these guys could be my queer comedy mentors but that'll never happen''#vs this year i'm like ok gotta go be a nerd on tumblr then send some emails to coordinate my next trip to toronto to work on the buddy doc#and next year? who knows!#i'll have done a bunch of work on the buddy doc by then (idk if it'll be fully done but it'll probably be close)#and i'll be preparing for my final semester of college before i can permanently move to toronto in spring 2025
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ok genuinely scared bc we're at ep 10/24 of stay with me and the "main conflict" that was in addicted - finding out that gu hai and bai luo yin (su yu and wu bi in the case of stay with me) are step brothers and getting over all of that - has already occured and been resolved - so whattttt lies in store ahead now oh my god.
anyway regardless of that ep 9 and 10 were so!!! warm and heartfelt and sooooo so GOOD. lovely stuff.
#god i LOVE this show so so SO much cant WAIT for ep 11 and 12 tomorrow.#also yes i will be giffing ep 10 and 11 of his man 2 and eps 9 10 11 and 12 of stay with me over this weekend (mostly sunday)#bc today i'm having a break and tomorrow i've got to sort my entire work closet out its a MESS#now that summer holidays are here and if i dont do it it'll bug me so the sooner i do it the better#i need to put all my work clothes away and bring forward all my holiday clothes and that's gonna take atleast 6 hours#bc theres so much shit i need to sort through i have too many clothes for my own good ... siiigh.#i mean this is a habit of mine i do this every winter and summer holiday every year but ugh its SUCH a chore man .....#faiza talks
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got sucked into the cowboy game
#this is the reason ive been just about dead on here the last few days#just been havin a lot of fun hunting and gathering#and when I get a fishing rod it'll be over for me#could sit for hours fishing in any game fr
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