#it’s very ego boosting

[alsoanyways]

2017 v. 2024

[cosmiicchaoss]

a piece for my art history class [tags for info]

[shalom-iamcominghome]

People findinging out that antisemitism does, in fact, victimize people

[hinamie]

crying @ my first vs most recent megu these r not the same person heLP

[vastnessenjoyer]

Little Jennifer Drips doodle, part of a piece I spent too much time on... And then it got deleted by accident :(

Anyways, she can do no wrong in my eyes... I love you, my emotionally constipated bubblegum giantess <3

[fagkermit]

This one was mom approved 👍

[officialpenisenvy]

the way you are never not talking to a weird girl who’s obsessed with you…… goals

it's extremely flattering but also lowkey so tiresome i swearrrr. like if i was an interesting person around them it would be one thing cause sure you get obsessed with a fascinating personality who's also hot that checks out. but im starting to think it's pheromones or something cause i really behave as basic as possible around people i don't know well so who tf knows

[shannonsketches]

we all know that Goku and Vegeta's foil in terms of their divine transformations is literally just Freud's Id vs Ego, right

Like how id is raw instinct with no particular pattern and ego is the conscious command over one's instincts

like how Goku's body moves on its own without any conscious input, and Vegeta still has complete and distinctly conscious autonomy while flooded with immense power he has no experience controlling

like we must have talked about this, right? as a family?

[residentfurry]

i personally don't "ship" wesker with anyone but I do headcanon him having interest or one-sided (albeit very repressed) romantic feelings. To me he's the epitome of "I may be nonbinary but I have a job so I don't have time to think about that" but instead of him being nonbinary it's him with any romantic relationships. He's just Too Busy. Even if he did date I think he wouldn't be a good partner bc 1. his job/ambitions are priority 2. he's very independent/ stubborn/ thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread 3. He's a dick and evil and 4. he is so repressed due to his mindset of "I must be the upmost and most perfect example of an intellectual human being ever" that he wouldn't let himself have feelings he thinks are beneath him

[lovesickeros]

Hello! Since this blog doesn't see much activity nowadays, I wanted to say two things: 1. How are you? You were one of the people who inspired me to dive into SAGAU in 2022 and captivated me endlessly with your writing style. Your writing immersed me in what felt like a fantasy world in the best way—rife with possibilities, danger, love, and so much more. It propelled me to new heights and made me wonder what it would be like to be more than the reader, to wield a pen and use it as the brushstroke to paint all kinds of worlds, creatures, and characters.

On that note, I'll follow with the second thing: 2. You are one of my biggest inspirations as a writer. Because of you and others, I've spent the last two years writing and creating like never before in a way I didn't think I was capable of. I have an AO3 and a Tumblr blog, mainly dedicated to posting my musings in a "stream-of-consciousness" format for narrative purposes. Because of you, I've grown—as a person, friend, and writer. Because of you, I made countless memories I'll cherish for years: sharing and building stories with my friends' group chat, roleplaying, making AUs, etc. Because of you, I did everything I thought I couldn't: I fostered my creativity and cultivated it to plant what is now a thriving garden regularly visited by my friends. It has helped us bond immensely and provided me solace in my darkest hours.

Because of you, I wrote my first book on Wattpad. I hopped onto a wild, emotional, and unforgettable rollercoaster that saw my interest in watching movies and reading literature be re-ignited for the sake of inspiration, have a taste of fandom culture via Steven Universe, Genshin Impact, Murder Drones, and several other games and shows that have undoubtedly and irreversibly changed my life. Because of you, I made OCs, I discovered YouTube movie recaps, and now I can write a pretty good summary myself!

That is to say that I'm wholly grateful to you, Eros, and everyone else who led me down the path of the writer, supported me throughout with their comments, memes, stars, and kudos, and generally showed enthusiastic interest in my work. I wouldn't be here if not for you all. I hope your ship of life continues sailing smoothly, as has mine, after years of turbulent weather and unpredictable storms that threatened to throw us overboard if I hadn't held on to others (and myself) for support.

May the new year bring you joy and prosperity, and hey, what do you know? Maybe I'll write something for SAGAU someday. The only reason I haven't taken the plunge yet is because of how inactive (for lack of a better word) the community there has become, and I don't know what I would write. Ideas, anyone?

Anyway, I've talked for long enough. Keep up the good work, Eros, and remember that in someone's (my) heart, you are still held dearly as an inspiration. Even if the golden age has long faded, we will always have our memories to keep us company: "Don't cry because it ended. Smile because it happened."

it is unfortunate that the collective sagau fandom has kind of died out, honestly. its what got me really into writing as well (which i feel like i have to mention @/nicebonescomrade for being the writer to get me to make my first sagau blog. one of the other og's and also a phenomenal writer). im glad it had such a large impact on you though!! that makes me really happy bc ive always been self conscious about my writing and writing style ngl, though i never grew out of it bc it worked for me. i can't imagine stories like books as a movie in my head like some people (literally head empty) so i lean more on actually putting more feeling and description into my work to compensate. it gets a bit wordy but it helps me write bc i do not plan anything i just start writing based on vibes.

sagau downfall was definitely inevitable (and a part of why im super inactive) but im happy with how it turned out anyway bc of how big the fandom is and how many people turned to creative hobbies bc of it. its nice to know i at least had some kind of impact myself KJHKDH i wouldnt consider myself one of the "big" sagau accounts by any means so its a bit of a surprise ngl um. looks around.

i genuinely just spend most of my time these days printing out random fics when i get the urge (once in a blue moon, 99% of which are in my draft vault), playing whatever game caught my fancy this week and playing genshin because it's still a black hole i will never escape from! honestly maybe one day ill come back to this account for real instead of sporadic posting but uhhh. probably not unless a new big au pops up again.

[sister-lucifer]

i just feel like i gotta reiterate rq how much i love all my followers with “scary” mental illness symptoms, all my cluster b followers with “evil” disorders or whatever other bullshit people call them because i love you. so fucking much like idk if it’s just the autistic sense of justice but i am so fr when i say i love you. all of you. every single one of you. the ones who are getting better but still struggle and the ones who don’t have the energy to get better and the ones who made bad choices in the past and are working to correct them now so it never happens again and the ones who are undiagnosed and the ones who are diagnosed and the ones who had their symptoms used against them and the ones who struggle to find their place and the queer ones and the disabled ones and all the other ones i didn’t name

idk. i just think there needs to be more outward love for cluster b folk. not just “did you know these guys aren’t actually all inherently evil” but more of “you are worthy of love no matter what” because it’s true tbh. and i hope this page can be forever safe for my cluster b followers. i love you a lot. mwah smooch ty for existing

[wutheringheightsfilm]

not to toot my own horn but untamedtober... i'm gonna rock your world with my fic... trust

[traumadumpling]

[gayest-squrrel]

man i would be a TERRIBLE beta reader like i read your story and im like "WOW THIS IS GREAT I LOVE IT !!! I LOVE YOU !!!" instead of finding grammar mistakes or plot holes

[usedtobemygirl]

my therapist keeps trying to explain that men can lie and manipulate to get what they want and i still don’t get it. like i know they do.. but like why?

[becomedog]

absolutely tossing my hair that my potential bosses are replying to my updates on application stuff within two minutes