#it’s so shitty ughhh
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Anyone else notice how dismissive insults like “please go outside” and “touch grass” get leveraged almost exclusively at autistic people for caring about things “too much”? Maybe it’s time to retire those phrases js
#this is not about me currently but it has happened to me before#this is about another post that just came across my dash#but also about everything on both tumblr and Reddit#like if someone cares a lot about things or is a little awkward#they get labeled extremely online and literally just straight up told to leave#it’s just ostracizing autistic people in a fun new package#it’s so shitty ughhh#discourse#autism#extremely online#touch grass#please go outside#etc
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vessel air guitar will never not be funny
#guyphantom ramblings#sleep token posting#sleep token#ughhh i’m sorry i only have a shitty recording from twt but#i needed to share this it’s so silly#and i love when he is silly#also he looked like he got cuteness aggression at the end when he just goes AUGH to iv
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they should give me a medal and 10000000 gold doubloons for the restraint i somehow manage to show every time someone casually mentions using ai irl
#grant me patience#these are irl acquaintances who go hee hee hoo hoo i have made an ai image#and i know they're gonna give me the “girl don't overreact” if i say how shitty ai is#but still ughhh it's so difficult#anti ai
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Une Histoire d'Amour ― 2022
#une histoire d'amour#katia x justine#wlwgif#wlwsource#LISTEN#this movie is so good#im not even kidding#and i don't know why it took me forever to watch it#i was like ughhh its gonna be another shitty french movie#but it was a slay actually#mine
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THE COVERS THE JNUDH SUKUNA AND AND AAB D YUUJI 😭😭😭
#sukuita#maaaan was having a shitty day of realising how lonely i am BUT I CANT REMEMBER SHIT ANYMORE THANK YOU GEGE#sukuna posing like a freakkk with his bottom arms#i wanna kiss yuuji so much omg hes so UGHHH#i need someone to talk about some hidden meaning in the way sukuna looking upward and yuuji looking down
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Judgment: If he comes into the elevator while both of us are present the most important thing to remember is...
Judgment: We don't know each other
Judgment: To you I should remain an infant God who's mental blockage against your abilities irks you
Judgment: And in my eyes, you'll be the malicious puppet that, while I feel sympathetic for, I do not miss being in your place.
Folly: mmhhmmmhmmm. is that how you see me? A pitiful mannequin pawn?
Judgment: When we first met in that other world? Yes. You are Cruel. Foolish. Tragic even. Though your positive change in mood and desire was... interesting.
Judgment: and when I saw WHY you were more content there, and why you didn't want to go home...it started to come together.
Folly: ....It's odd of you to be able to see my darkest moments whenever you desire the knowledge, while I cannot even get around whatever horrible thing plagues your mind in those dreams.
Judgment: A tad bit hypocritical, I think it's normal for something in my situation.
Judgment: perhaps you should consider it...."a taste of your own medicine" as the saying goes.
Folly: ...
Folly: ...This plan of yours better result in nothing less than perfection.
#UGHHH I HATE IT AND IT PROBABLY WONT HAPPEN LIKE THAT BUT I LIKE CONCEPTS this one is just a concept#the one where MJ pretty much holds Folly accountable is canon tho#I suck at writing rn ive been blocked off from writing anything good since JANUARY and even then....ighhhh.#its been almost a year since I've written something genuine so i need yo kake shitty snippets for ideas#hello puppets#unreality au#the sam rambles!#regretevator folly#ofv folly is ooc im stjll working on writing her and half of this is inspired by ROLEPLAY LORE IN AN UT SERVER LEAVE ME ALOOONE
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how do y'all motivate yourself to do anything?? I'm amazed I can even remember to eat once a day, go to work most days, but this shit is ridiculous, man
#meanwhile i cant get my damn imagination to work either so all my shitty ass drawings take forever to make now#and then i cant imagine being alive another few years at this point#i have to move out bc i can barely afford this place and its already insanely cheap compared to the city#but im moving to my aunt's bc she has literally 9 different kinds of cancer and wasnt supposed to live thru Christmas and is now declining#so Someone needs to be there bc its likely her spine will go first before everything else#but when she dies i cant exactly pay her mortgage so then im just out AGAIN and I'll probably have to go live middle of nowhere again#which isnt gonna help anything if things only continue to get worse for queer people and the economy#like going back to college wont do anything for me#switching jobs wont do anything either at this point#i dont have the energy to do something different anyway#ughhhh#im just stuck cant do anything to improve anything for myself or anyone else#im constantly terrified something is gonna happen to my nephew or my mom and then my only supports will be gone#and i just wont have any way to convince myself not to just off myself instantly#im amazed how much ive been holding off the powerdrill hours feeling lately#its like CONSTANT#no matter what im doing#even being able to hang out with my nephew? not good enough for this stupid brain apparently#ughhh#i hate it#orbs thought bubbles
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I officially hate the phrase 'work avoidance' because people use it to describe every single problem behavior and thus create the image of the child being bad and not wanting to work rather than, you know, the students being non speaking high support needs children who are obviously struggling in the environment created in our school. You can avoid ever thinking by just labeling it all work avoidance!
#autism in schools#sigh#sometimes it's exhausting#because the behavior obviously stems from something else#but work avoidance is easier to label#and easier to 'handle' because you just have to make them work#which is also shitty#what i wouldn't give for a person in power to be neurodiversity affirming#instead of making these kids sit at tables in regular chairs with so few accommodations#ughhh
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ADORED the apt I saw today and it’s on the 44th motherfucking floor out of 49!!! It’s a beautiful place with so much storage, natural southwest light, and it’s licherally two blocks away from my school and so close to the bus line that takes me directly to my studio! 💜 My rent is a lil cheaper the only downside I guess is moving a bit farther away from some of my essential bus and train lines but it’s not too far and goddd I just cannot wait to get out of this fucking place and live alone again. I might move in Monday when classes are cancelled again 🤩
#I may never have to worry abt being late even for a 10am class again!!#I love my current unit I hate everything else about the place I live rn including the neighbourhood holy shit#and I so desperately need to live alone again the partner I currently live with fuck we are the WORST roommates#our relationship will get so much better with physical distance also I rlly need the mental space to recover from us being shitty roommates#and ughhh so much easier to balance the two relationships like this is not a happy poly family.#they hate each other's guts never want to be in the same room talk about getting restraining orders. it's actually so funny. for me.#44th floor..it should be so quiet I hope#soliloquies
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Fuck I need to sleep. My sleep schedule is so messed up and I know I need to fix it but… internettttt
Goddamn this is why I need somebody who makes decisions for me. I’m just a lil guy/girl/baby. I shouldn’t be in chargeeeee
#😤🥺 ughhh#fuxking hate having such a shitty sleep schedule#imma be so for real *fuxking* is 99% of the time time an accident and now I just do it on purpose#cause I accidentally typed it when making my account and it’s fucking cute goddamnit#oh man. might be hitting grouchy tired. oopsss
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why’s it in the 60’s it was so nice being in the 40’s degree wise. i was gonna be cute and wear pajamas to school anf then get all cozy in bed after school and take a nap while its relatively cold outside but my dad was awake and wanted me to help him mount curtains and then i got really hungry and then i started watching youtube andnow it’s midnight. no cutesy nap for me Fuck you
#asclexeposting#thank you gnome for thanksgiving break. i am so tired#only have tomorrow and then the rest of the week off 🙏🙏 thanks#i do Not want to go to school for three weeks after that before christmas break but whatever. yawn#i am gonna catch up on doctor who over break Trust#im kinda in a rut with it. because everything is super drastically different with twelve from eleven and i dont like it#i miss the shitty 2010 aesthetic go back!! i also had a hard time adjusting to that from the 2000’s vibe but ufh#2014 what a time. but why does it look like that! yuck better camers technology!#also i want to like clara soo fucking bad but she’s just ughhh. i want to care about her!!! but shes just so boring.#she’s occasionally charming but shes ahrd to get invested after her time with 11. i miss martha and donna :(#whatever im just gonna lock in.#also probably will take a nap tomorrow. i gyat to stop staying up so late it is awful for me probably
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Anyone else sleep god awfully when something is bothering them. Good god I’m already miserable during the day, just please let sleep be my escape for a little while…
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Here we go again…
#ra speaks#personal#card got decline again :/ let me do a donation spree jfc#ITS ME LITERALLY CONFIRMED THIS A FEW DAYS AGO#idek if I can call today bc like. ughhh#edit: thank you devin for unlocking my card o7 much nicer than the guy last week.#in other news the fraud dept STILL HAS THE WRONG FUCKIN NUMBER FOR ME AND NO ONEHAS FIXED THAT YET.#DESPITE HAVING THIS ISSUE 3 TIMES!#I’m going to have to limit my donos to 10/day bc the 11th got me flagged for ‘max no retail auths’ or whatever#so maybe that’ll help. feels shitty to not donate NOW but can’t do nothin about it
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Sometimes talking to my dad is like trying to grab a small, stubborn child by the shoulders and shake them into a new consciousness. Mans had the audacity to sulkily ask why it felt like I didn't want to talk to him anymore this morning and then was genuinely offended when I responded that I had to go and couldn't talk anymore. This was, mind you, after he asked how I was doing and I let him know that I was not feeling too great since my friend's death was revealed to be due to her boyfriend murdering her yesterday, and my dad proceeded to go "oh, well I just left the store because this couple was fighting, and I just do not want any negativity around me today" and then, without taking a breath, proceeded to ramble on for 20+ minutes about buying himself some much needed socks and then some shoes to match said socks because why not they're right there... Like, bro, my guy, homie, why would that god awful immediate topic change make me feel like continuing to talk to you?? Gtf off my phone
#ughhh I do not understand this man sometimes#he had literally just been complaining to me about the shitty year he's having but let me mention murder one time and the topic must#immediately be switched#this is why I don't really like answering his calls#he has a pre-formed script sometimes that he Refuses to switch from#boop's rambles#my grandmother also threatened me that I'll have children (already enough right there) just like me one day#so all my relatives are going in timeout#I don't wanna hear shit else 😂😂
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SOMEONE TELL ME ITS OKAY TO TAKE A MENTAL HEALTH DAY TODAY AFTER I JUST TOOK 2 DAYS OFF TO GO HOME UGHHHHHHHHH
#i just feel so shitty not going in ughhh but i literally feel such shit. i drove for 10 hours yesterday bc of the winter storm delays#and i just want to stay home and do my laundry and get my room cleaned and then just hang out and play sims but i feel so bad#i just need one person to say ‘nah its ok to put ur mental health before ur job’
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y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....
#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol..........#no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget#however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all#except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever#and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc)#to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and#even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him.#we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled#and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf.#also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years.#where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist.#was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school.#i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary.#anyway. i ended up ranting anyway#it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life#bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point.#i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do.#anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.
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