#it’s so shitty ughhh
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Anyone else notice how dismissive insults like “please go outside” and “touch grass” get leveraged almost exclusively at autistic people for caring about things “too much”? Maybe it’s time to retire those phrases js
#this is not about me currently but it has happened to me before#this is about another post that just came across my dash#but also about everything on both tumblr and Reddit#like if someone cares a lot about things or is a little awkward#they get labeled extremely online and literally just straight up told to leave#it’s just ostracizing autistic people in a fun new package#it’s so shitty ughhh#discourse#autism#extremely online#touch grass#please go outside#etc
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vessel air guitar will never not be funny
#guyphantom ramblings#sleep token posting#sleep token#ughhh i’m sorry i only have a shitty recording from twt but#i needed to share this it’s so silly#and i love when he is silly#also he looked like he got cuteness aggression at the end when he just goes AUGH to iv
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Une Histoire d'Amour ― 2022
#une histoire d'amour#katia x justine#wlwgif#wlwsource#LISTEN#this movie is so good#im not even kidding#and i don't know why it took me forever to watch it#i was like ughhh its gonna be another shitty french movie#but it was a slay actually#mine
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THE COVERS THE JNUDH SUKUNA AND AND AAB D YUUJI 😭😭😭
#sukuita#maaaan was having a shitty day of realising how lonely i am BUT I CANT REMEMBER SHIT ANYMORE THANK YOU GEGE#sukuna posing like a freakkk with his bottom arms#i wanna kiss yuuji so much omg hes so UGHHH#i need someone to talk about some hidden meaning in the way sukuna looking upward and yuuji looking down
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Judgment: If he comes into the elevator while both of us are present the most important thing to remember is...
Judgment: We don't know each other
Judgment: To you I should remain an infant God who's mental blockage against your abilities irks you
Judgment: And in my eyes, you'll be the malicious puppet that, while I feel sympathetic for, I do not miss being in your place.
Folly: mmhhmmmhmmm. is that how you see me? A pitiful mannequin pawn?
Judgment: When we first met in that other world? Yes. You are Cruel. Foolish. Tragic even. Though your positive change in mood and desire was... interesting.
Judgment: and when I saw WHY you were more content there, and why you didn't want to go home...it started to come together.
Folly: ....It's odd of you to be able to see my darkest moments whenever you desire the knowledge, while I cannot even get around whatever horrible thing plagues your mind in those dreams.
Judgment: A tad bit hypocritical, I think it's normal for something in my situation.
Judgment: perhaps you should consider it...."a taste of your own medicine" as the saying goes.
Folly: ...
Folly: ...This plan of yours better result in nothing less than perfection.
#UGHHH I HATE IT AND IT PROBABLY WONT HAPPEN LIKE THAT BUT I LIKE CONCEPTS this one is just a concept#the one where MJ pretty much holds Folly accountable is canon tho#I suck at writing rn ive been blocked off from writing anything good since JANUARY and even then....ighhhh.#its been almost a year since I've written something genuine so i need yo kake shitty snippets for ideas#hello puppets#unreality au#the sam rambles!#regretevator folly#ofv folly is ooc im stjll working on writing her and half of this is inspired by ROLEPLAY LORE IN AN UT SERVER LEAVE ME ALOOONE
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I officially hate the phrase 'work avoidance' because people use it to describe every single problem behavior and thus create the image of the child being bad and not wanting to work rather than, you know, the students being non speaking high support needs children who are obviously struggling in the environment created in our school. You can avoid ever thinking by just labeling it all work avoidance!
#autism in schools#sigh#sometimes it's exhausting#because the behavior obviously stems from something else#but work avoidance is easier to label#and easier to 'handle' because you just have to make them work#which is also shitty#what i wouldn't give for a person in power to be neurodiversity affirming#instead of making these kids sit at tables in regular chairs with so few accommodations#ughhh
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Fuck I need to sleep. My sleep schedule is so messed up and I know I need to fix it but… internettttt
Goddamn this is why I need somebody who makes decisions for me. I’m just a lil guy/girl/baby. I shouldn’t be in chargeeeee
#😤🥺 ughhh#fuxking hate having such a shitty sleep schedule#imma be so for real *fuxking* is 99% of the time time an accident and now I just do it on purpose#cause I accidentally typed it when making my account and it’s fucking cute goddamnit#oh man. might be hitting grouchy tired. oopsss
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hate hate hate the feeling of turning in a part of an assignment and being hella embarrased abt how it is :3 like, feeling someone’s just gonna email me like ”hey?? what the fuck ??? what are u doing here this is garbage” like yeah dude i dont know what to tell you, things did not go well this week
#doing one that’s like a bigger thing but has weekly deadlines#and this week hasn’t been good for that so it’s like very fucking pathetic of how little I got done#and it’s all basically shit anyways like i know it doesn’t work and won’t work with the way I’m going about it#also I’m only submitting the previous version bc i don’t even fuckin know what’s going on with this current one#like the code’s all bad and all over the place and I have no clue where i’m trying to go with it#so it’s like i basically didn’t get shit done this week#only made myself more confused#i need to take a step back and like really fuckin think what I’m going to do with this bc it’ll just get worse if I just keep trying to go#with this shitty thing i have on my hands rn#and also im like over an hour late already bc gotta write a weekly report and idk what the fuck to say like#’’oops sorry dude it’s shit rn i have no clue what’s going on but also dont have anything i could ask help with bc im too confused so it’s#just uhh this thing now; a mess <3’’#the way i’ve been handling this course like ?? uh oh will i ever have the audacity to step a foot to my campus ever again lol#yes im now writing this to procrastinate writing that weekly report thing#ughhh yes im hella positive rn all is shit#(also there was parliamentary election today and it didn’t end well so that might be why everything feels 5x more shitty rn)#april 2023#2023
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As a lazy person, nothing make me more frustrated than when I start cleaning to avoid thinking. Like why am I giving myself extra chores
#lindsay speaks#uhhhh bus doesn't run on weekends...... and i have like 5$#I'm gonna ask to be picked up ughhh.... ts is so embarassing#i CAN walk to work but my ankles can hardly hold up just walking to the bus stop ;;; the thing is that they're chronically fucked bcs I'm on#my feet 8-10 hrs a day. so they're strained muscles + left one is straight up sprained 😭#shit hurts if i walk 3 miles on the shoulder of the highway#it's already embarassing because i keep having to ask coworkers for rides home (bus only runs in the morning) or i walk the 3 miles home#meanwhile i can't pay rent until i get paid on the 20th...#i also can't buy groceries rn so I'm just eating food from work 🙃 i gotta stick with it until the 20th. two weeks.#then my next paycheck is the 3rd. that means that paycheck will go towards my next rent too#so on jan 17th I'll finally be able to buy groceries!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#I'm trying to pick up hours so that i can get them sooner BUT!!! that money will have to go to paying for my commute so that I'm not begging#for rides or walking a strenuous road for eight fucking weeks everyday.#had to get that off my chest because i do be suffering!!!!!!! I'm alone n it's hard as hell as usual.#i mean i have my friends i love very much !! but i don't have anyone to talk to. like if i talk about it i feel gross & pitied. ugh. and#i want to talk to friends and not!!! think about how shitty things are#ughhhhhh anyway
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#finally ended the relationship that took all my health and happiness from me :)#many lessons learned#unfortunate that I am so nosey as to know about the constant lies but I would probably still be trapped otherwise#like actually insane that the person i trusted most in the world can speak about me like that#but i know it’s really nothing to do with me it just sucks#couldnt lie FOR me so outed me as a sex worker but 100% fine with lying ABOUT me behind my back#if you are reading this and are confused thats even worse btw#i thought it would be difficult but you have made it very very easy#i am thankful for that much#x#8 years of my life wasted i wish we never met#all the signs were there the first time and i still came back and hung around like an idiot#i feel a need to try to warn ykw but i dont think he will listen / i will just make him paranoid. so#i still wanted to cohabit but obviously this is impossible if you cannot be honest with yourself#but sure leave me with nothing except resentment and resign yourself to misery. cool dude#i stood by your side when it got hard for you & when it got hard for me you abandoned me. fuck you forever never speak to me again#i’m ngl this relationship has made me so averse to labelling myself as a femme because this butch acts like a man#it was so hard to keep that to myself for the entire relationship but i can say it now#(breathes a giant sigh of relief)#there’s just soooo much…#always an excuse#its so tiring its so old. my main feeling around all of this is just a bottomless fucking pit of disappointment#like how is ur response to me saying its over that you have shitty partner disorder lmfao#ughhh sorry i treated you like absolute shit for 6+ years i had no choice because i suck#please be serious. actually dont its easier to leave when you live in genuine fucking delusion#BYEEEEE
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why’s it in the 60’s it was so nice being in the 40’s degree wise. i was gonna be cute and wear pajamas to school anf then get all cozy in bed after school and take a nap while its relatively cold outside but my dad was awake and wanted me to help him mount curtains and then i got really hungry and then i started watching youtube andnow it’s midnight. no cutesy nap for me Fuck you
#asclexeposting#thank you gnome for thanksgiving break. i am so tired#only have tomorrow and then the rest of the week off 🙏🙏 thanks#i do Not want to go to school for three weeks after that before christmas break but whatever. yawn#i am gonna catch up on doctor who over break Trust#im kinda in a rut with it. because everything is super drastically different with twelve from eleven and i dont like it#i miss the shitty 2010 aesthetic go back!! i also had a hard time adjusting to that from the 2000’s vibe but ufh#2014 what a time. but why does it look like that! yuck better camers technology!#also i want to like clara soo fucking bad but she’s just ughhh. i want to care about her!!! but shes just so boring.#she’s occasionally charming but shes ahrd to get invested after her time with 11. i miss martha and donna :(#whatever im just gonna lock in.#also probably will take a nap tomorrow. i gyat to stop staying up so late it is awful for me probably
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Anyone else sleep god awfully when something is bothering them. Good god I’m already miserable during the day, just please let sleep be my escape for a little while…
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aughhh the hell of like. being sick but feeling decent like i could go to class. and the knowledge that like. probably shouldnt. and also my class is in half an hour and i havent had lunch
#jaytalking#i have tested negative so far. one friend said she would bring around covid tests an hasnt yet so i have no way of checking after this unle#i want to trek for like. 20 minutes to the hospital pharmacy and spend another 20 bucks#i am not going to go to class bc i sat up and had the worst headache in the world and a friend said they would send me the notes but ugh.#bye bye five points bc nobody's gonna record the lecture for me and i don't really want to like. retool those notes#ughhh being sick during school is the worst especially bc its like. i don't really feel like i can miss class but i really shouldn't be goi#but if i'm still feeling shitty tomorrow and i don't go to class i'm going to miss a class discussion and another lecture and also a studio#day for my drawing class. and i'm already missing a studio day for a different art class with no response from my teacher yet#why is being sick like the worst thing in the goddamn world#maybe i email my professor about the discussion and be like heyyyy ive been sick and im not sure if im going to make it to class so what#should i do about that discussion. blease. i don't want to lose easy points just because i can't control my immune system#also yeah i think i would die in that lecture. i just wish somebody would record it :ouh:#maybe i shouldve emailed my professor this morning but also its a big lecture hall and i don't think she normally records anything so hey.#ill never know bc im starving and im going to eat my lunch now
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Here we go again…
#ra speaks#personal#card got decline again :/ let me do a donation spree jfc#ITS ME LITERALLY CONFIRMED THIS A FEW DAYS AGO#idek if I can call today bc like. ughhh#edit: thank you devin for unlocking my card o7 much nicer than the guy last week.#in other news the fraud dept STILL HAS THE WRONG FUCKIN NUMBER FOR ME AND NO ONEHAS FIXED THAT YET.#DESPITE HAVING THIS ISSUE 3 TIMES!#I’m going to have to limit my donos to 10/day bc the 11th got me flagged for ‘max no retail auths’ or whatever#so maybe that’ll help. feels shitty to not donate NOW but can’t do nothin about it
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U don’t wanna sit and talk
U just wanna fuck and leave
#:( sigh#toxic love#this is actually so sad to me#like ughhh this hurts me#why do I do this to myself :’)#shitty txt post#girlblogger#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#just girly things#girlhood#love being a girl#hell is a teenage girl#aesthetic#soft girl#this is a girlblog
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Sometimes talking to my dad is like trying to grab a small, stubborn child by the shoulders and shake them into a new consciousness. Mans had the audacity to sulkily ask why it felt like I didn't want to talk to him anymore this morning and then was genuinely offended when I responded that I had to go and couldn't talk anymore. This was, mind you, after he asked how I was doing and I let him know that I was not feeling too great since my friend's death was revealed to be due to her boyfriend murdering her yesterday, and my dad proceeded to go "oh, well I just left the store because this couple was fighting, and I just do not want any negativity around me today" and then, without taking a breath, proceeded to ramble on for 20+ minutes about buying himself some much needed socks and then some shoes to match said socks because why not they're right there... Like, bro, my guy, homie, why would that god awful immediate topic change make me feel like continuing to talk to you?? Gtf off my phone
#ughhh I do not understand this man sometimes#he had literally just been complaining to me about the shitty year he's having but let me mention murder one time and the topic must#immediately be switched#this is why I don't really like answering his calls#he has a pre-formed script sometimes that he Refuses to switch from#boop's rambles#my grandmother also threatened me that I'll have children (already enough right there) just like me one day#so all my relatives are going in timeout#I don't wanna hear shit else 😂😂
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