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Rin and Reader having a scary movie date?
Like they both REALLY LIKE those movies‼️
And it seems so perfect for this time of the month
(THANK YOU IF YOU DO IT😍)
Hi. Sorry for the very very long wait and it's already 2025- haha.... it's already past Halloween..hehe.. again, I'm so sorry for updating now because uh... I'm not that active anymore but I'll be happy if you still want to send a request! Hope this drabble or oneshot could make it up for disappearing.
It was Rin's idea, which took you thirty minutes to actually proceed with what he was saying after one of his soccer games. Usually, Rin has always been following you like a five year old him would to his big brother, as you have known his for years and this is where it clearly took you out when he asked you to watch a movie with him at his place.
”(name),” Rin glanced back at your laid back figure, slumped on his couch as if you owned it, a small drop of water dripping down his hair as he lazily rubbed his head with the towel that draped around his neck.
You scrolled down throughout every list of horror movies that could be found, ” do you have The Grudge?” Rin was mostly in charge of picking the movie but due to your stubbornness, he left you to do it instead.
” Already watched it.”
”woah- seriously? Without me, bro?”
” we watched it last Friday.” his face scrunched up when he heard the word ’bro’ coming out of your mouth.
” we did?” tilting your head a bit, clearly not remembering a thing.
” lukewarm.”
Munching on the popcorn that Rin prepared for you, ” I'm still upset you watched As The Gods Will without me, y'know? ” you looked up to see Rin walking to the couch and he grabbed the back of your shirt, lifting you up as if your weight is nothing to him then pushed you to the corner of the couch before he took a seat next to you.
”shut up.” he grabbed the remote from the coffee table, starting the movie before you could even protest.
Rin wasn't an affectionate person that's for sure, he doesn't really know how to be affectionate towards you, judging from the movement he kept doing during the movie started shows it all.
The movie wasn't that scary as there were a lot of bloody scenes that weren't necessary to the plot but it still gave you shivers due to the quiet atmosphere with Rin.
Therefore, it's really cold when there's no talking so Rin has already wrapped his hands around you, pulling you closer to him, he isn't very touchy but tried to make it the best of him.
” why does that ghost look like Ratatouil-”
” it's a ghost for fuck sake.”
Rin does not enjoy the time of watching the horror movie with you even though you guys watched movies together a lot, he had to clamp his palm to your mouth just so you won't question the whole movie to him as he regretted telling you that he has already seen the movie and just watching it again because it's a masterpiece (he didn't exactly state it but it's your perspective in the matter of way)
Moreover, he has already laid back on the couch with you on top of him, he draped the blanket over your body while your head laying still on his chest. The popcorn bucket is nowhere to be found as your only source urge to eat is only Rin fruit candy jar, which he slapped your hand before you could sneak your hand on it.
The movie continues as you start to get more drowsy to sleep but was shook awake when one of the actors yelled, ” I hope when I die, I don't look like ratatouille.” you yawn then spoke again, ”I want to look like a cool ghost instead." He hums in response, wondering how tf you got drunk by eating popcorn.
The rest of the movie went silent, Rin falls asleep soon after you entered your dream.
The next morning when Sae came home, he met with the ugly faces of his little brother and you, he snapped a picture quickly so that maybe he could blackmail his poor brother one day.
#bllk x reader#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x you#blue lock nagi#nagi seishiro x reader#nagi x reader#bllk kaiser#kaiser x reader#rin itoshi x reader#blue lock rin#itoshi rin#rin itoshi#rin x reader#sae itoshi#blue lock sae#bllk sae#itoshi sae#blue lock fanfic
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OK my last thought is that the csa/ rape theme is obvious in nosferatu but the ‘gothic lit’ / monsterfucker people’s preconceived notions don’t allow them to accept it
#made like 5 posts on this the past days so Sorry#it being about rape and csa and the shame of thinking you like it and bringing it upon yourself is very dear to me#thinking you’re impure that you’ve imagined it but people assuring you that you’re not alone#I saw someone saying that ‘the freakiest thing a straight couple can do is to love each other’ lol#I don’t care if the victim and rapist get shipped just be honest about it#how are you going to say that ellen wants him desires him wants to suck his#‘chernobyl breath’ without talking about coercion or victims can have feelings for their rapist#was it romantic when he raped her husband and killed her best friend and children to force her to come to him?#and they’re going to say ‘you expect the monster to not commit crimes’ 🙄#it’s so jarring and upsetting to see…
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Attention milgramblrgram prisoners!! *attaches you to my keychain* *attaches you to my keychain* *attaches you
Not that I need atonement for anything, but I've been doing a lot of angst for milgramblrgram -- I wanted to offer something sweet 🤲
@amugoffandoms @rainbowghostcat @lostxmelody @gunsli-01 @justzosiahere
@waivyjellyfish @luce-speaks @fayesdiary @purgemarchlockdown @kyanako5972
#milgramblrgram#this was so fun waaaahhhh#everyone came out so cute :3#btw if anyone has any design changes lmk#ive been using the same doodle/picrew references so dont be afraid to tell me im off lol#i know the plushies have a range of expressions but i didnt want anyone to be upset with a mad/sad/scared look#was inspired by kyanakos art of her holding the amane plush and i was thinking about the reverse#so anyway you all must imagine your fave(s) with a you plushie :3#i thought itd be fun seeing waivydoll in a different doll style but the sudden change in eyes is jarring.... shes Looking... 👁👁#im not sure how notts ears would work with the little felt cutout style they have -- i was kind of picturing them full of stuffing too :)#who knows if my milgramblrgramsona has glasses - i only remember to draw them like half the time asdfgh#it was easy to remember in Group Glasses Pic though 😅 rip to all of us blind milgrammers#my art#EDIT: now with a more accurate nott design! :D#i hadnt seen their sona art before and i still got a bit far from the other mlgbg art -- sorry for the bootleg plushie before 😂😂😂#😺✨️
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We went from HuaiBao protecting each other and Xiaobao declaring their love to everyone to Huai'en storming a brothel and witnessing his husband kicking it with TWO women on a bed in just 40 mins.
#whew things took a turn quickly#look i get why huaien is so upset#that must be jarring to see after xiaobao's been throwing himself at huaien for the past 4 eps#meet you at the blossom
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oh holy shit
#it is so jarring to see a headshot i worked with for like a month over the summer now all greyed out for obituary use. like. man.#but yeah just saw the news about gavin creel. the broadwayworld article says he was diagnosed in july so this is. like 100% why he cancelle#the concert he was supposed to do with us. i feel really terrible for joking about the situation now jesus christ. i mean we didn't know#our public statement we had for pr stuff was it was a scheduling conflict & it was implied internally to be family-related but we didn't#really know anything that was more just rumors/speculation. but still. man. this is really upsetting.#grandpa max is god? i go to church now
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Uh. Hi. I'm a schizophrenic autistic trans man, my husband is a physically disabled trans man. We are gonna be homeless this month. Please consider commissioning me or donating to my cashapp or paypal
My cashapp is $vwolfe my PayPal is vwolfe23
#i just checked my cash savings and i literally got. $140#please help me#this is a cry for help a genuine one#i dont know what to do i really dont#at least were getting out of Florida (by force)#i guess i just keep working like normal but it def wont be enough.#keep working untill the hammer hits me on the head#and then what?#i dont know. we have a breif plan to drive up to a refreational state get a hotel and find jobs#but#id ont know#im so scared#i know nobody ever sees these but i just. need it so bad right now.#this might actually kill us lol#it all ends on a big fucking blow up every single time#just kinda glad we getting out before they reveal another hateful layer pre election day#i got kicked out and disowned by my dad last election day eve#and then i moved in with my husband. and now my husbands dad is kicking us out AGAIN bc again. we arent taking transphobia and bullshit#called us dykes bruh. they make a big deal everytime they say fag and how they have a 'fag jar' but gonna call 2 fully grown trannies dykes#got it#im suicidal lol#our power is out from helene rn too and wr have a generator but they keep flipping our breaker just to upset us#and on top of all of this. we might be given custody of 3 kids. which im not ready for. im so scared and i dont know what my future beholds
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@joosgf @uh0paque 🫂😭💔
#its so weird bc noone else is talking abt it...#idk if they just havent noticed or they dont care or idk wanna respect wonho's decision (which is rarely the case)#but... once u see it u cant stop noticing it and it's so... unsettling and upsetting....#its less jarring in some angles but the official pics from the fashiom show event literally gave me jumpscare#anyway </3#rip wonho's round adorable nose😞#u will not be forgotten
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if y’all don’t tag me in any and all arcade fanart y’all are fake smh and even worse when y’all don’t give that man a bit of tummy isfg worst sin known to man. and fellas i’ve seen some cursed arcade shit
#arcade gannon#rorey yaps#(my friends fav method of touchering me is arcade fan art)#there’s an arcade x centaur shit they drew and it made me so upset i made them clean my car#also they keep drawing him in a jar#at least they don’t draw him x ceasar bc i’ll take arcade x literally anything over that#this art will probably never see public eyes so it just exists irl and torchers only me#y’all are lucky they don’t actually post this shit
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I figured out the feeling that I get when mutuals of a mutual block me.
I’m not mad or upset, just a tad confused and just like: oh :( anyway—
#from the bitty jar#q is dead#so yeah#not mad I’m just like oh okay#Can’t see the content or interact with it but that’s fine#genuinely not mad so don’t get upset#I’m just chilling#though there are some people that if they block me I WILL be sad#crying in a corner/hj#but I won’t attack them for it yknow#anyway—
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Feeling INTENSELY jealous of my suitemate right now bc her parents are literally helping her look for flights to visit this boy she’s been talking to for a month while I can’t even tell my folks I’ll be crashing at home to see a show because I know it will be a Thing 😑
#I’ve truly just got to suck it up and stand my ground but I wiiiiish it didn’t have to be A Thing EVERY time I decide +#to do something Independent and Adult#piercing my septum dyeing my hair like neither of those got me in “”trouble”” bc I’m an adult n tbf they do more or less recognize that#but it’s a thing every time! They get upset they still emotionally hold me like I’m 16 so it’s jarring for them when I do stuff they don’t#necessarily like (for me) or agree with (for me). 🫥#I literally just want to spend one night at home after seeing a silly gay comedy show so I don’t have to drive back to school at 2am#I don’t wanna answer a million questions about it#also it’s my money 😭 guys I’m not asking you to book a flight for me PLEASE!!#💌
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No but for real do you think Jean blamed Kevin for leaving him at the Nest?
(being held at gunpoint) ok ok ok ok ill answer officer please
i dont think jean necessarily blames kevin for anything thats happened in the nest, but he's still just a person after all. in such a harsh environment and suddenly alone after hanging so much of his sanity on kevin and their friendship, of course jean resents him for leaving; he doesn't have the time nor the space to process the feeling of loss in any other meaningful way.
but! i think after he is no longer in such peril and can think clearly, jean learns to be angry at the world again. the realization that the anger towards the nest riko beat out of him was actually Rightful and Just like the sword of an angel will also bring the logical explanation that kevin was in no more control than he himself was, and that ultimately it was not his fault. i believe the pain of abandonment for jean comes from a much deeper place though, and that will be something that creates a rift between them even if jean doesn't blame kevin anymore; kevin, because he is too afraid of jean hating him to actually allow them to interact again, and jean, because kevin's avoidance of him makes him angry when he was prepared to absolve kevin of guilt in the first place
#this is such an obvious answer to me i think but like. Obviously in the haze of violence and adrenaline of the nest jean could only resent#he wasnt actually thinking on it in any other way than this person i love has left me and i am once again alone with a monster#and he is not to be blamed for this at all. id also be really angry#i just dont think this anger at kevin would last is all#because objectively its not kevins fault. and jean knows its not kevins fault. and wanting it to be wont make it so#cue the worlds worst breakdown seen to man#also i think kevin really would be soooo terrified of seeing jean again post canon#because hes so scared of jean hating him. and it might seem to other people that#hes scared of jeans anger because he thinks jean could hurt him. but its very pointedly not that#hes scared of jeans anger because he hates to see jean upset and he dreads to be the reason behind it#of course. the man who newly discovered that he is allowed to be angry at his conditions doesnt know that#but oh well you know theyll get through it. if it takes them years#theyre grown men after all#asks#kevjean#+1 dollar in the jean moreau as luo binghe jar but its the same thing as#how svsss binghe felt after the endless abyss when he saw sqq again kiking with other people#just this sense of explosive resentful jealousy
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really fucked up thing abt sonux i keep seeing is that. theres a LOT thats SPECIFICALLY fr the movieverse. and i KEEP seeing it... like. you had the option of Every Other Canon where this would be a perfectly fine ship but you went out of your way to pick the ONE adaptation where it's fucked up and weird. what the fuck man.
#sorry this has been on and off of my mind for so long#WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT....#myaa#this might just be an average ao3 problem but its jarring and upsetting every time i see it continue to be true#incest ment
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I have a plan. Trusted people say it’s a good plan. I do not know if I have the courage to do said plan.
#tiger’s roar#socializing crap#…it is. terrifying. to be the one to reach out#and constantly worrying I’m reading things wrong#wanting things too soon. risk being smothering and Scary#…I literally handpainted cards for 2 Weeks Late birthday cards as a way to…IDK?? give away art? it’s cheap?#and made FOUR spicejars of rocks#to not leave anyone out. to give ONE a jar of rocks#i just. i don’t know if I have the nerve#did all that scheming to ‘hey wanna see something neat?? thinking about you’ and. idk if I have the courage#wHAT aRE tHEY eVEN gONNa dO wITH iT TiGER?!#is…a constant thought. because having something to try and hold onto is…always awkward#and. good god. i’m still scared to even stand next to this guy and sing again#because doing so Imediately got him teased and scared off#like…things feel consistantly friendly now. but. that’s Vibes.#we still haven’t had another Real conversation#but then again. he did catch me in two different upsets…and it didn’t scare him#No One can actually tolerate me when I stress cry. let alone have a defensive cptsd reaction#or get cranky if my Real Feelings leak out when truly asked#and that all seems…accepted? is it too soon to say that? who knows#like. sure /I’d/ like to get a handmade card and bottle of Neat Collected Stuff#and my therapist encouraged me to go for it#that it’d be a good way to Show ‘hey I care about you guys’#in a way that takes Time but isn’t really a Cost to make it awkward#(you collect rocks off the ground. the bottles are just washed recycling. I already had watercolors#(and want to have the Courage to give away art to say. family#(and my friends all said that ‘Tiger we’d LOVE to recieve this too!’#(which yeah. already a plan. already planning what to paint fam and hopefully not have their crit sink my esteme yet again)#how much is Insecurity. how much is Rationality. idk.
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Have you seen anything about the 11th doctor yet? I mean clips and such if not actual eps
Thoughts?
i know virtually nothing about this guy besides the fact he's played by the guy from morbius and that he is so audhd coded it's unreal and that he met ten one time (?????) . i think he is funny however i have put myself in doctor who timeout until november so i will probably just be nine and ten (and fourteenposting) until then
#sorry u gotta understand i watched one completely separate media between nine and ten's runs and it still took me time to acclimate#even though i knew near certainly i would like ten and also the nine-ten transition wasn't too harsh#the ten-eleven transition was JARRING and made me even more upset to see ten's fear and misery be wiped away so fast#bro i felt like i really watched someone die in front of me which is crazy bc the doctor is an immortal alien#anyway eleven can stay in the corner rn i feel like i'd get irrationally mad at him bc of how ten ended up if i watched him now#NOT his fault it is mine i just am evil and unhinged after the end of time#dr who#misc#11 era
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honestly not replying to anons is obviously better in the sense that you don't invite more harassment into your askbox, don't engage in pointless discussions and don't expose your followers to bullshit. but also you just know it would make them angrier to keep refreshing and be totally ignored lol
everybody wins!!! (except the person who sent the hate but who cares about them)
#asks#asking you this*#anonymous#i also do really agree about the followers thing#bc my anons are so nice#it’s like jarring to see the hate on my blog#i don’t want to upset my nice anons
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antique shop haulll two seasons of the muppet show baby boom on vhs henry & june on vhs aaaaaaand some mormon indoctrination film. on vhs<3
#the mormon one is specifically abt. preparing members for their first time in the temple so i'm intrigued kind of. to see.#what was up for the 1997 morms.#i assume someone's mormon grandma passed because there were at least 30 tapes. made by the lds church. in the vhs pile#very jarring mildly upsetting etc etc
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