#it’s so gut wrenching but beautiful

[callitfatecalitkarma]

one way trigger (mellow version)

Preformed by Julian Casablancas & Albert Hammond Jr

Inglewood, Live at The Forum

10-27-21

[longmaxsilvarg]

something about the main menu for life is strange genuinely makes me wanna collapse and sob

[butterflyscribbles]

The latest brainrot✨🔍🩵🤎

Once I actually have time for free drawing again and get out of my awkward “drawing them for the first time” phase it’s over for y’all…

[shalomniscient]

natlan 5.1 was batshit insane but i won't deny cookery when i see it. last 1/3 of the archon quest is just brilliantly done in my opinion, from writing to level design to soundtrack. just genuine excellence

[julienbakerstreet]

If you love Reichenbach angst, go read @paverage-blog’s gorgeous new fic right now!!! I can’t sing its praises highly enough. So beautifully written and devastating in the best way with perfect characterizations. Especially obsessed with Mycroft in this and his coded banter with his little brother <3

[introspectivememories]

roger who's nickname for buggy was "junebug" cause they found him in june and his hair is the same color.... buggy who hates it at first until he's climbing into his captain's bed at night bc of a nightmare and his captain says ever so softly, "oh junebug, c'mere"..... the nickname getting adopted by everyone on the crew until nobody calls him buggy anymore..... them meeting up with thr whitebeard pirates and getting irrationally jealous when the whitebeards use the nickname bc that's their nickname and who the fuck do these people think they are getting so close to their junebug.... rouge who has never met buggy calling him junebug in her head.... roger whose last words to buggy that fateful day before loguetown was "you shine like the sun, junebug. never stop"..... buggy who waits for years after the execution for a call from one of his former crew members, hoping every time the den-den one day it'll be rayleigh or seagull or gaban or sunbell on the other side with a familiar "hey junebug", except no one ever calls and the years go by and buggy slowly learns to stop waits, and gives on being the roger's junebug and learns how to be buggy the clown, buggy the genius jester, buggy the immortal, everything and anything other than junebug

[deansleftasscheek]

godddd i eat it up when certain characters are given this air of (at least perceived) almost divine invincibility - all-powerful, in control and unafraid. then there's Them, able to strip them of that, rendering once an incarnation of power a mere human again. flawed, incomplete, afraid.

[cosmothealien358]

Just finished season 6 of the Dragon Prince

(More coherent thoughts in tags)

[asteropewpew]

"It's really unfair. But that's alright. [ Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint ] is a story that was written with this phrase in mind."

- Sing & Shong

thinking about this particular author's note again, like it hits so close to HOME...sobs (i need you guys to see this too yes)

[daemon-in-my-head]

I can't sleep so anyway.

One of my main inspirations for durgetash and consequently my arch nemesis the longfic and my pen name as well as the longfics names is D. Gray Man. Some random anime I watched as a kid that I don't remember jack shit about.

Except for one particular scene/storyline/song.

Lala's Lullaby aka 'Lacrimosa'.

Just a doll, singing a prayer for a human.

It's so insubstantial, considering how long the series is. It's such a tiny, minor arc. But holy fuck I'm never gonna get over it.

'Are you sleeping? Then I'll sing you a lullaby.' Just fucking stab me won't you? That would be nicer actually.

So anyway now I'm crying again.

And for those who don't want to break their hearts like me, a quick recap behind the cut cuz yes I'm not gonna spoil an anime that's nearly 2 decades old.

A suffering society built dolls to sing and dance and to distract them from their pain, even if just for a minute. Those dolls very much looked like how you imagine a doll. Either way, the city fell, and the dolls all broke except for one that continued to sing for no one in particular until a child stumbled into the ruins one day (the child, in fact, was an outcast, as it was disfigured).

The doll took care of the child, and the child cared for her. Giving her a name, fixing her hair and putting a bandage over her broken eye. And they just lived in harmony and peace until protagonist came about and wanted to take the thing that powered the doll.

So of course fighting ensued between several parties. Until the now grown up child took the killing blow aimed at the doll. So shit halted and protag allowing the couple to fulfil their final wish, with Lala sending the man off and no one but the man being allowed to stopped lala in the end.

But with her energy spent, her core gona and her time running out anyway, Lala returns to her doll like appearance, becoming unable to utter anything but the programmed sentences. Inquiring if Sir Human would like to hear a song to which the man just begins crying and professing his love with his dying breath. To which the doll replies by asking if he's sleeping and proceeding to sing Lacdimosa, a prayer to send off the dead and beg for mercy for their souls.

As soon as her song finishes, she breaks.

Oh also the man was dying anyway. And despite their appearances being flipped before, he man wearing an inhumane mask and the doll looking incredibly human, in the end he looses his mask and the doll becomes a doll again. And in the end she just calls him sir human again, not by the name she used before. Just offering a song, like the first time they met so many years ago.

I'm so cool about this. I'm definitely not permanently ruined by what's like 10 minutes of television.

[daisies-on-a-cup]

see like what will likes/wants is softness, tenderness, and human connection. this is what alana can offer to will and what she wanted to offer will, were it not for the danger of being the only one will perceived being able to give him that stability

on the flip side, what will understands is violence, and through that violence will sees the opportunities for what he wants, which slowly evolves into what he needs. this is what hannibal offers and what he is more than willing to give to will if will would only accept it

[licorishh]

Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

[lilyimmsim]

listening to old songs is crazy because. i remember all the lyrics and the beat and the structure but i forgot the way it made me feel. i'm now remembering and it's beautiful and i've rediscovered a part of my soul. the person i used to be is connecting with the person i am now. the person i will become knows that listening to these songs will always be a blissful, temporary escape into the past.

[dilutedmayowater]

i just turned my music down from full blast. THEN THIS FUCKER STARTED PLAYING

needless to say its all the way back up

[crucefix]

my mum met up with her friend from palestine tonight and he was talking about how guilty he feels leaving his family (he came to the uk to try to get some money as he’s had no income for over a year) and that his wife was texting him scared because when iran send bombs to israel, they go over palestine, and israel purposefully redirects the bombs over palestine, and last time they were directly over this mans house - his house he shares with his wife and 6, 3 and 1 year old children. and his wife was saying what if it happens again? and he was trying to reassure her that it wouldn’t, but then he thought, but it will. israel have been doing this to them for his entire life and nobody has stopped them. they are going and flattening entire villages and nobody is stopping them. and yet, he was telling my mum how important it is to him that his children don’t grow up hating the israelis, because all he wants is for them to have peace with them one day. it’s heartbreaking and the lack of justice makes me so angry. the world has failed palestine