#it’s so gut wrenching but beautiful

[callitfatecalitkarma]

one way trigger (mellow version)

Preformed by Julian Casablancas & Albert Hammond Jr

Inglewood, Live at The Forum

10-27-21

[longmaxsilvarg]

something about the main menu for life is strange genuinely makes me wanna collapse and sob

[butterflyscribbles]

The latest brainrot✨🔍🩵🤎

Once I actually have time for free drawing again and get out of my awkward “drawing them for the first time” phase it’s over for y’all…

[allegoryofthebeast]

It is such beautiful story telling that both at the end of the pilot and the end of the finale Louis uses the same knife to protect himself against what he knows to be a monster but in that act of violent self defensive he falls more in love with that very monster

[shalomniscient]

natlan 5.1 was batshit insane but i won't deny cookery when i see it. last 1/3 of the archon quest is just brilliantly done in my opinion, from writing to level design to soundtrack. just genuine excellence

[deansleftasscheek]

godddd i eat it up when certain characters are given this air of (at least perceived) almost divine invincibility - all-powerful, in control and unafraid. then there's Them, able to strip them of that, rendering once an incarnation of power a mere human again. flawed, incomplete, afraid.

[thatgoddamngingerundercut]

For a while, if you googled Yoongi you’d see that fucking awful press pic from the scooter incident right up front as one of the first pics. Now it’s this and y’all… 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

[asteropewpew]

"It's really unfair. But that's alright. [ Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint ] is a story that was written with this phrase in mind."

- Sing & Shong

thinking about this particular author's note again, like it hits so close to HOME...sobs (i need you guys to see this too yes)

[daemon-in-my-head]

I can't sleep so anyway.

One of my main inspirations for durgetash and consequently my arch nemesis the longfic and my pen name as well as the longfics names is D. Gray Man. Some random anime I watched as a kid that I don't remember jack shit about.

Except for one particular scene/storyline/song.

Lala's Lullaby aka 'Lacrimosa'.

Just a doll, singing a prayer for a human.

It's so insubstantial, considering how long the series is. It's such a tiny, minor arc. But holy fuck I'm never gonna get over it.

'Are you sleeping? Then I'll sing you a lullaby.' Just fucking stab me won't you? That would be nicer actually.

So anyway now I'm crying again.

And for those who don't want to break their hearts like me, a quick recap behind the cut cuz yes I'm not gonna spoil an anime that's nearly 2 decades old.

A suffering society built dolls to sing and dance and to distract them from their pain, even if just for a minute. Those dolls very much looked like how you imagine a doll. Either way, the city fell, and the dolls all broke except for one that continued to sing for no one in particular until a child stumbled into the ruins one day (the child, in fact, was an outcast, as it was disfigured).

The doll took care of the child, and the child cared for her. Giving her a name, fixing her hair and putting a bandage over her broken eye. And they just lived in harmony and peace until protagonist came about and wanted to take the thing that powered the doll.

So of course fighting ensued between several parties. Until the now grown up child took the killing blow aimed at the doll. So shit halted and protag allowing the couple to fulfil their final wish, with Lala sending the man off and no one but the man being allowed to stopped lala in the end.

But with her energy spent, her core gona and her time running out anyway, Lala returns to her doll like appearance, becoming unable to utter anything but the programmed sentences. Inquiring if Sir Human would like to hear a song to which the man just begins crying and professing his love with his dying breath. To which the doll replies by asking if he's sleeping and proceeding to sing Lacdimosa, a prayer to send off the dead and beg for mercy for their souls.

As soon as her song finishes, she breaks.

Oh also the man was dying anyway. And despite their appearances being flipped before, he man wearing an inhumane mask and the doll looking incredibly human, in the end he looses his mask and the doll becomes a doll again. And in the end she just calls him sir human again, not by the name she used before. Just offering a song, like the first time they met so many years ago.

I'm so cool about this. I'm definitely not permanently ruined by what's like 10 minutes of television.

[daisies-on-a-cup]

see like what will likes/wants is softness, tenderness, and human connection. this is what alana can offer to will and what she wanted to offer will, were it not for the danger of being the only one will perceived being able to give him that stability

on the flip side, what will understands is violence, and through that violence will sees the opportunities for what he wants, which slowly evolves into what he needs. this is what hannibal offers and what he is more than willing to give to will if will would only accept it

[licorishh]

Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

[arcanefeelings]

god i terribly want to write something like the tragedy of sacrificing a loved one to save the world in a very judas betraying jesus way and so horribly magnified so you can feel every crack and crevice that deepened in my heart when I came across this.

just. tragic love.

[lilyimmsim]

listening to old songs is crazy because. i remember all the lyrics and the beat and the structure but i forgot the way it made me feel. i'm now remembering and it's beautiful and i've rediscovered a part of my soul. the person i used to be is connecting with the person i am now. the person i will become knows that listening to these songs will always be a blissful, temporary escape into the past.

[crucefix]

my mum met up with her friend from palestine tonight and he was talking about how guilty he feels leaving his family (he came to the uk to try to get some money as he’s had no income for over a year) and that his wife was texting him scared because when iran send bombs to israel, they go over palestine, and israel purposefully redirects the bombs over palestine, and last time they were directly over this mans house - his house he shares with his wife and 6, 3 and 1 year old children. and his wife was saying what if it happens again? and he was trying to reassure her that it wouldn’t, but then he thought, but it will. israel have been doing this to them for his entire life and nobody has stopped them. they are going and flattening entire villages and nobody is stopping them. and yet, he was telling my mum how important it is to him that his children don’t grow up hating the israelis, because all he wants is for them to have peace with them one day. it’s heartbreaking and the lack of justice makes me so angry. the world has failed palestine

[chaos-and-clowns]

For the record, I would like to state that the song "You smell like dead flowers" by vlush is so incredibly underrated it's sickening. That song is so beautiful to me and it deserves more recognition. I've been trying to find a good cover of it as well with lyrics but I haven't been able to find one that I like yet. Anyway, please go check it out!! It's on YouTube and on Spotify!

[haveihitanerve]

Everyone stop right and please take like four minutes out of your day to listen to this masterpiece of a song, it’s called Crying Alone and it is absolutely masterful, perfectly soul touching and heart string tugging and amazing. 

The fan songs people make are amazing, but to me this will always be the song playing in the cave when Gregor clutches ares claw for the last time, this is the song that keeps Feyre from breaking, and this is the song that lets Aelin hear Sam between every note.