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to honour 4th of July I give you all a screenshot from a urzai fanfic
#atla#avatar the last airbender#ozai#atla ozai#ursa#atla ursa#I can’t remember the author name but when I do I’ll post it#it’s on live journal tho#when u get so desperate for fanfics you go on a website that nobody uses any more#urzai#the fanfic link is now in the replies chat
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looking over the shots of the murder hut/the early mystery shack and noticing details like the unibear being in gift shop from the start and stan rolling out the bill carpet and later putting bill in the mystery shack sign himself
the wires/machinery/door not being changed yet but it seems like the vending machine was there since early on
#also 30 years later and the price only increased by 5 bucks#bless the no cops sign#mullet stan is going through it#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#mystery shack#stan eventually having to put up the employees only sign cos these yahoos keep walking into his living room#while normally i'd be acting like a feral dog over bill being in the mystery shack sign#i also know that bill wasn't decided on as the main villain until super late#oh meta knowledge spoiling my fun....#the carpet being on purpose tho cos its not in the storage room in the scene before#anyway now im just thinking about ford taking a crowbar to the sign soon after returning#i really wish there was an ep of ford reacting to the shack.... the moments in the journal isnt enough....#altho now im imagining that epilogue ep and tourists just arriving as usual cos time was stopped outside of town#and instead they find the place falling apart one confused old man and another one about to have a breakdown
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give me chance anọchikwena ụzọ i kwụchikwee m ụzọ, na aga m ajamụkwa gị, kpowaị!
#* mine.#* melanin.#* ijeawele.#hallasimss#my sims#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 alpha#ts4 sims#black simmer#black simblr#simblr#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#ts4 portrait#sims 4 portrait#ts4 cas#ts4 create a sim#alpha cc#( * POV: she's headed to the mall with her girls fresh off an exam and still eating all of you up. melanin for days oooohhhhhh#| anyway. this is your local journalism student at the University of Greenwich. born in Port Harcourt raised in Newcastle currently#| living in London and crying about the state of xyr bank account. if there is anything Mx. Ijeawele Akuoma Nwogu knows how to do#| it is serve and serve well amen. AND she's Igbo we love to see it Nigerians come get your food#| when this song comes on on the playlist tho. literally no one fucking talk to me the ancestors take over and i fuck it up on the#| [imaginary] floor try me. beg nuh. try see how i will go off )
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Good morning, everyone!! Today is Friday, February the 28th and it also happens to be my THIRD ANNIVERSARY with Captain Rex of The Clone Wars 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺
My handsome captain! My brave, loyal, sturdy soldier! 🥺 even though I've cycled through a few other fixations over the years, star wars and by extension Rex is always there and always ready to make a comeback as though he never left! He's the longest-staying f/o I've ever had at this point now, and I don't think the love is ever going to go away.
The lore I've created with him and my s/i Brea is something that's SACRED to me. I've put hours of care, thought, and above all love into the way they fall in love and how that love carries them through the series and helps them survive the war. How it leads them to each other again no matter how many times they're separated. He's the first f/o that I was able to imagine growing old with, their love lasting for years and years into the future!
Its incomplete at the moment, but here's a document of the lore I've been trying to put together if anyone cares to read it 🫶
Unfortunately circumstances aren't the best this time around, I'm working and won't have the anniversary art ready on time, but he'll still be on my mind and in my heart today 💖 and I'll be reblogging some of my favorite art pieces I've either drawn or recieved today!
I can't thank you guys enough for sticking around, all of those who are fans of this ship mean the most to me and I love you all! 😭
#jane journals#self insert talk#💙 oh captain my captain 💙#i have a little time before i have to go to work today so ill work on the piece a little bit#hopefully i can have it done sometime in the next couple of days!#i wish i could just sit around and watch rex episodes 😮💨😮💨 but alas...i need money to live#if anyone wants to send in any asks or anything ill try to answer them while at work too!!#totally not required tho!!
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god it’s so crazy that i was really convinced that my life was fucking OVER at the big age of eighteen. i hadn’t even had my first kiss yet or lived in my own apartment or done anythinggggg and i was convinced that i should just roll up in a ball and die without ever experiencing life like . that’s crazy
#also at the time i was surrounded by so much love and hope that i just couldn’t fully appreciate yet. like it’s OKAY!!!!#i do loveeee how this blog is a journal tho and i can just look back and remember things that i would probably never think of .#or read my exact thoughts on something that i can only vaguely remember now#so that’s cool. but also goddamn. what was going ON like it’s just never that serious#the fact that that was only three years ago too…�� FUCKKKK me when i am still young and learning how to live . and will be forever
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"Dennis has a snoopy" sent me on a good insane laughing fit for a minute. What the fuck would that be about?
Well, good news, that seems to be the first ever published Sunny Fanfic, and it's still online for everyone's viewing pleasure:
But, if you don't want to read it, because it's weird, pretty out of character, and just a barebones script, just please look at this:
This isn't a Macdennis fic, I guess this guy was tryna stay truthful to the characters as best he could. Also, uh, jacuzzi. Ok.
So, if you're wondering what the hell a snoopy is, well:
Yup, the oldest published It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia fanfiction is about Mac finding out Dennis is uncircumcised while they skinny dip in a jacuzzi together. (That's the A plot, the B plot is that Charlie gets himself involved in a porno, bc, why not.)
#iaisp#macdennis#my live journal chronicles have taken a fun turn#this is sooooo insane tho like#did this guy know about the glob jacuzzi or what#the show was so unfamous back then like.#ANYWAY.#script is very very weird about it all#and he got the wrong character to be uncut#LOL
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Watching any YouTuber exposé because I have no allegiance.
#i just live for the drama#to be real for a second tho... I like to critique the 'journalism' on display in these videos like#are you starting shit for clout (IHeartKimPossibleALot *cough cough*) or are you actually trying to spread awareness for truly horrible acts#like I'm a firm believer of believing victims but I also don't throw accisations around until I've gathered plenty of evidence#innocent until proven guilty but that doesn't make a victim a liar if you get what im trying to say#point is#i enjoy the drama. and also memes don't belong in a video about abuse victims like idk wtf you want man#girl i am fucked up over the KP videooo puhleaseeee how are you okay with what you did#sone serious shit gets thrown around and you're fucking memeinggggggggggg#ive always considered starting a 'drama' channel where I just spout obvious harmless lies like 'I caught Jacksepticeye blowing his nose#in public and then he washed his hands' or some dumb shit. like if you're gonna chase clout be honest and own it don't tackle serious stuff#and oh my god#its getting out of hand#bruh#youtube#youtube drama#this is also why you need to avoid getting parasocial about YouTubers man#attaching your personality to a real person is only gonna get you hurt...#be safe out there#im serious
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revisiting old journals is such a mixed bag, its like.. a LOT of lists and goal setting from a time when my adhd was fully unregulated and just running my life into the ground, some of it is kinda fun weird ramblings, and then you find The Text Message Draft and feel like throwing up
#theres always like 1 dramatic bummer text i needed to draft out on paper and i hate finding them cos 99% of the time the whole thing has#been resolved but that dramatic bummer text draft will live forever in this fuck ass journal#i do rly want to start journaling on paper again tho - for the 'kinda fun weird ramblings' of it all
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guys ik i needa lose a couple pounds but like,,, i wanna get buldak so bad
#❤︎ journal#NOT AN ED POST BTW#i need to go on a diet !! ! ! !!#tbh i love food too much to go on a diet#how do i live without my sweets and boba </3#and like I'M NORMAL WEIGHT FOR MY HEIGHT ?#but like i still kinda have alotta of face fat and like overall body fat#and i've been researching (going on reddit) and most ppl say that u need to lose ur body fat in general to lose face fat#and like u need to do cardio#but like i hate working out :/#and i don't wanna go to the gym#so idk#GUYS IF U HAVE RECS FOR CARDIO TO DO AT HOME LMK !!! ! !!! !!#i'll start jumping rope & stuff bc i've seen ppl say that helps a lot#anddd i used to do alotta jumprope a couple years ago to get taller & i think that helped to maintain my weight even tho i ate a lot#so yeah !!#help a girl out </3#for reference i'm 4'11 and 94/95ish lbs !!!!
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Come on down to Name Pending Country everything is horrible, our ruling system is based in mycelium networks and we have diseases you'll never catch anywhere else including some shit that painfully warps you into the shape of a giant wyvern
#journal#body horror cw#respectfully I would rather die than live in this world of my own making#that means I'm doing it correctly tho#world building stuff
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sorry for not posting much on tumblr lately I've been trying this thing called "having a life" have any of u guys heard of it idk it's kind of niche....
#went out to a boardgame bar w the climbing gays after work yayyy#and yesterday i was at the gym..... after just getting back from visiting another friend this whole weekend. my social slay#it was lush hes sooo sweet + such a good host + lives in such a gorgeous place.. spent our time between the beach n playing dark souls <333#nothing planned tmr tho i need to go to lidl after work n play elden ring for a few hours.. but the rest of my week is booked#work training stuff has been soooo boring but at least its a 15 min walk from my flat so i dont have to wake up at 6:30 <3#have had some wobbles but tbh im tired of oversharing on here every time i have a breakdown. i only do it cuz im imagining someone ik-#reading it so i dont have to directly communicate w them. but i need to either start communicating w ppl directly or just drop it tbh#or journal i guess... many options. i say this but if i have decent internet connection next time ill prolly forget n ventpost anyway sdjdf#but i wanna at least try n break bad habits yknow....... ahhh#anyway hope everyones doing gooood.. i gotta go shower n check my personal email n maybe ill play a little elden ring before bed#byebyebye#.diaries
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i see way way way more posts yelling about how wrong it is to tell middle aged women that they’re too old for fandom or tumblr than I see people saying anything of the sort to middle aged women. Like I’m 36 and I’ve never had anyone tell me I’m too old to be here 🤷🏽♂️
#I think there are like. Generation gaps in fandom culture#But that’s not an age thing so much as indicative of when you started participating in fandom and where#Sometimes I see people complaining about how fandom was better when there were individual fan communities#Like on live journal or like specific fandom websites#I do remember those days but I am not nostalgic for them at all#I didn’t actually speak and participate in fandom until I found bbcs Twitter and then tumblr#I do miss it being chattier on tumblr tho#We used to have a chattier culture and now asks are less common 🤷🏽��️#I think people have conversations on discord#Which. For one thing I don’t want another fucking app#Also a friend of mine invited me to a discord server and I found it kind of overwhelming#Plus nobody knew me and they didn’t rlly respond to my messages#Maybe it’s fun with people you already know but#It’s not easy to dive into a group of people who already know each other and have developed a culture#And just talk to them without the context they already have#But hell im autistic and struggling to identify/locate the context is like the story of my life
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#word vomit alert!!!!!#i love solo trips out bc i get to do whatever i like without having to make conversation with people but omg.......#this trip has evoked alarming levels of loneliness and melancholy for some reason#maybe it's got something to do with just seeing Too Many People at once... and seeing people live their lives and enjoy company#n then i see myself n while i see an independent carefree person who's at peace with herself there's also a tinge! of! melancholy n pining..#for companionship... for easy conversations... for connections!#i was also listening to Fourever while roaming around aimlessly and when Happy started playing i immediately teared up#i think i just have too many things on my mind djskfksmmdskkd i need to get back to journaling n meditating. too much anxious energy#also during dinner i sat next to a couple who seemed to be on their first date post dating app conversation. n it reminded me of my prev rs#dkfkfnmsfndnmdm i wouldn't call it ptsd bc they were good memories but personally i would most likely never use a dating app ever again.....#it's just too much pain having to talk through icebreakers n get to know each other with the topic of Dating already looming in the bg#n it's just a lot of Work for a first date you know??? anyway i'm tired of relationships. i would love organic platonic companionship tho#like i would love more friends. just not a Partner shdkfjdndndmd#but with that said !!!! it's sometimes lonely being single. but the thing is. there's no company that i'd prefer more than my own#i bring too much joy and peace to myself that i feel like it's almost impossible for anyone to meet those standards#it's very much like that tiktok where op said her app guy asked her who his competition was and she answered: Myself. your competition is me#and that was just the truest thing i've seen#also met an unkind worker at dinner. wasn't directed at me but the energy he gave off was just so Bad that it ruined my evening KDKDJSKDK#like . how can someone be so miserable n unkind n mean to the people around him??? as if they aren't deserving of respect... it boggles me#n so todays trip has been so . strange. i felt sad! witnessed unkindness! i felt a little lonely!#i unknowingly self-reflected a lot n probably spiralled into a rumination cycle! thought abt work n how it seemed like there was No Way Out#but !! it is what it is!!!
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i need his cringe ass so fucking bad
#i love a game with 6 official endings and 2 game over states and all of these but one involve raymond being cringe#the only ending where he's not being cringe is the one where he straight up is not in the scene#honestly.... kinda interested in how post ending 5 played out like. rebecca would have to eventually wake up in the mortuary#would she tell raymond about her conversation with her dad? i doubt it.#did raymond ever have a closure ending? cause he sure doesn't act like it lmao#and like was that even really rebecca's dad like why (in demon lore reasons) did he show up then#maybe it was a dream maybe it was real. most likely we'll never get confirmation either way#but like damn either the demon's banishment allows for the living and the dead to connect for a bit or rebecca's just super special/dreamin#i guess raymond's situation kinda prevents him from gaining closure since his mom is still alive/undead tho idk if he needs it with#someone else like his own dad. no idea where his dad's at. could be dead could be he was never in the picture (my personal preference)#journal says maria was still alive last he saw her so the only closure he could get there is in the alive world lol#again doubt he's getting any there's just no way that relationship ended well lmao#whatever. still gonna gargle his nuts#normalposting
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The agonies persist. But so do I.
#I had a dream that there was this disease that basically caused these little worm things to live just under ur skin#and so many people had it even tho it was very easy to cure#becuase dealing with it meant you had soemthing to do with ur life#and if you cured it so you no longer had it that meant there was nothing to ur life anymore#paters dream journal
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That anon got me thinking about Bill ruining Ford's life actually can we talk about that
#Journal 3 sure did use the opportunity to make Bill more fucked up#tho to be fair the show already established that they had a weird mix of a friendship and a muse-worshipper relationship#which unfortunately doesnt really get explored I feel but regardless J3 just makes it so much more devastating because it goes a little mor#into detail#screaming crying throwing up whenever I think about bill causing ford to start distrusting fidds#like they were clearly pretty good friends but in the span of *two years* ford grew to trust bill so much that he believed him more than#fiddleford even when shit went horribly downhill#and Again ford wouldve CONTINUED trusting bill post-mcgucket-portal-incident if things didnt spill out#fords life fell apart in one night. god.#the fact that ford also put enough trust into bill to allow him to possess him whenever he was asleep. which turned into a living fucking#nightmare post-betrayal
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