#it’s like 1:30 go to bed
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Here’s a little thing I just did on impulse
I’ve found a new favorite brush it’s called the noise brush and I might use it in every drawing I do forever now
#Dang I should go to bed#I woke up at like 1:30 PM which is not as great as one would think#spooky month#skid and pump#spooky month skid#spooky month pump#sm skid#sm pump
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Roevember Day 2: Roots
It wasn't often that time slipped away from Ameliance Leveilleur, but that day was one of those rare occasions. She had spent all day at various errands, mostly in her capacity as the keeper of House Leveilleur's coinpurse, and it came as quite a shock to her when she looked up to the sky to find that dusk had settled over the island without her notice. She started home in no great hurry- Fourchenault had already informed her he would be at the Rostra until quite late, and she quite enjoyed leisurely walks on quiet nights. She was nearly home when she saw it- a form in the grass next to the river, huddled against the far side of a building, staring up at the nascent night.
Ameliance cocked her head. Entlona was no unusual sight around Sharlayan these days- once the business with the Final Days was finished she had quickly occupied herself working with the Studium, with the Students of Baldesion, and even for Ameliance herself. That, in fact, was what was so concerning. Ameliance had come to know Entlona fairly over the past few months (at least, she thought she had!), and never once had she seen the girl so...idle.
...Well, it wasn't as if anyone was waiting for her at home. Ameliance stepped off the path home, picking her way across the uneven cliffside with grace until she was at Entlona's side. "Entlona?" she called out- then, with more force when the first call went unheeded- "Entlona!"
Entlona started, her glasses threatening to slip off her nose. Ameliance might has found the sight charmingly clumsy, except something was so clearly wrong. The look in her eyes was something- well, it was something Ameliance would expect to see on her husband's face.
"Oh, sweetheart," she said before she could stop herself. Careful not to let her dress get dirtied, she sat on the low wall Entlona was leaning against and laid a hand on the younger woman's shoulder. "What's the matter? I've never seen you so...out of sorts."
It was a long moment before Entlona spoke, though she leaned very slightly into Ameliance's hand. "I...had an appointment that I was unable to keep, and I thought. While I was in the area. That I could...look at the stars. For... research purposes," she finally said.
Twelve bless the poor dear but it was obvious from the first word that she was lying and it only got worse from there. Still, Ameliance didn't want to make her uncomfortable by calling her out, so to speak. "What sort of appointment?" she asked instead. "I have quite a few contacts around Sharlayan-" quite the modest understatement!- "and I am sure I can help smooth over any misunderstandings!"
Entlona, the poor thing, actually squirmed a little, like a child facing down a tutor and explaining why their essay is mysteriously missing! There was a part of Ameliance- well, to be honest, a majority, and probably the same part that had always delighted in dressing her children in matching outfits- that was delighting in watching the normally stoic, self-confident woman so out of sorts. She would have to remember to feel guilty about that, at some point.
"It was a personal matter," Entlona mumbled- mumbled!- after a time. Ameliance knew how to deal with this sort of reticence. She simply nodded, kept her hand on Entlona's shoulder, and waited. It only took a few seconds of that before Entlona's head dropped, and she stared at the grass beneath her as she said, "...My grandparents invited me to dinner."
Oh. Ameliance had heard about the situation- among certain circles, it had been quite the topic of gossip after the excitement of the near end-of-the-world had died down. Around twenty-five years ago, the only daughter of two respected Studium professors had left to work on her thesis in Eorzea- and ended up joining a pirate crew. If that wasn't enough, she married and eventually sent word home that she was expecting, and that she wished for her parents to care for her child while she and her beloved continued to adventure across the sea. Except no child ever came, and nobody ever heard from the daughter again. They had given up all hope- but when the Scions of the Seventh Dawn had departed the Ragnarok before all of Sharlayan, they had taken one look at the tall Roegadyn being supported by two Elezen men and known instantly that she was their granddaughter. Though they had been unable to meet her then, they visited the Baldesion Annex every day until the good Students there agreed to facilitate a meeting- and there, Ameliance, supposed, they were.
It was hard to imagine Entlona Eifasaldwyn scared of anything, let alone dinner with a couple of retirees. Ameliance had to fight the urge to scoop her into a hug- she'd have to ask the twins, when able, if Entlona appreciated that sort of thing. "Is this your first time talking to them?" she asked, voice gentle. If Entlona had already had a bad experience she didn't want to push it- but Entlona shook her head.
"I...I just don't know what to say to them," she admitted, voice low. Heroically, Ameliance managed to keep her face straight. Entlona varied wildly between silent and chatterbox, veering between complete disengagement from conversation to total domination with the confidence of someone who had always just said whatever she wanted to say whenever she wanted to say it. That this was the situation she was unsure about, when her grandparents surely would be happy to hear anything, up to and including an hours' worth of speculation on Mhachi demographics or types of coral in the Rhotano Sea or Gridania's war against invasive beetles- but it took just a glance at Entlona's face to see how genuine these feelings were. Uncertainty looked so wrong on Entlona- but if there was one thing Ameliance had learned, it was that those who were the least used to the feeling needed the most support when it did visit them.
"You know..." she said, turning her gaze to the houses across the gorge as she rubbed Entlona's shoulder, "I have been meaning to get to know Professor Dennharrsyn and Professor Tofftylwyn. These might be a nice chance- if I could count on you to make an introduction?"
Entlona turned her gaze away from the ground and towards Ameliance, eyes narrowed slightly. Even Entlona, it seemed, was not socially oblivious enough to buy such a tale. Still- and with great apparent effort- she nodded. All of a sudden she stood, reminding Ameliance with a start that right, this girl towers over near everyone- but her expression was almost sheepish when she turned to Ameliance.
"Do you know their names? I forgot to write them down."
Ameliance could not stop the laugh, though thankfully Entlona didn't seem too discouraged. "Get that journal of yours out now," she said, already leading them away from the river and to the residential side of town. "It certainly won't do if you forget to write it down a second time!"
#ffxiv#roevemberxiv#Entlona Eifasaldwyn#ameliance leveilleur#I didnt do any of the formatting stuff because. this is so long and I thought it would be annoying#why is this so much longer. I didn't mean for this to happen#Ameliance [sees someone terrified of communicating with their loved ones]: wow this is just like the love of my life :)#idk what else to say. maybe one day I will take a gpose that isnt a profile shot of the left side of her face. time will tell#I was gonna schedule this but whatever. its 1:30 am here. Im posting this and going to bed
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!
#oc#furry fandom#oc: nitri#art#digital art#shitpost#ms paint#positive vent#fuck i need to go to bed like right now its almost 1 am i have to wake up at 7 30 for a dentist appointment.....
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anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this
just. yeah. yeahh.
#qsmp#ordo theoritas#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#qsmp badboyhalo#i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free#also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated??#as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol#it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out#it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something#and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again#anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn#dont mind me im just rambling#god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao
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DO U EVER THINK ABOUT HOW THE WHEEL TURNS. CAS'ALEAR
#f@tt#palisade#do u guys rmr in counter/weight where cass attends a state funeral#and then later becomes apokine when sokrates steps down#and how cas'alear chose cass as their patron eidolon and now. theyre next in the line of succesion#bc brnine killed their sibling. ans theyre gonna have to attend a state funeral#what is even the fucking state of the apostolisian homeworld rn!!!!!#like u rmr how in c/w during the funeral austin was talking about how itnwas the first time someone hadnt been buried on whichever planet#its nearly 1:30 excuse my impreciseness my wiki diving js rly failing me here#but like what is the fucking state of the historic apostolisian planets right. whwres dahlia gonna be buried#u ever think about how cass and cas'alear are both younger siblings. or at leas im believing that they r bc its never specified#in cas'alears case#fuck man. fuck man!!!!!!!#and z speaks#im going to bed#u ever make urself cry thinkin about fish
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Accidentally clicking QUIT instead on CONTINUE after finally reaching the top of Death Mountain in OOT
Remembering that there's the secret path back to Goron city through the Lost Woods
#sooooo...i kinda got wrapped into playing Ocarina for the first time#didn't think id enjoy it as much as I have#found out (truly a grand surprise ((sorry im putting sarcasm definer in the parenthesises..)) I like side quests#and when i say like em#I mean what's main game plot- i will literally COLLECT EVERYTHING given the oppurtunity before halfway point#im like...nearly to 30 gold sklltullas#and uhm..i like...i like learning the enviroments and RUSHING to get places before it gets too dark#oh boy i just thought i'd play it a little bit yesterday#got “in bed” around 9:30 and picked it up to play- it was 1 something in the morning before i stopped#then was like OH SHIT ive got work!#but theres such a joy and excitement of just scouring through everything out here#i dont know why- but i suppose the reputation of zelda games just made me feel like id have to slog through things?#or just like...take things really seriously and...i dunno...its this grand ONCE in a lifetime thing#maybe thats just the image ive gotten from passing youtube videos#the only other Zelda game I've finished before-played YEARs ago was Spirit Tracks and I very much enjoyed it#maybe because Zelda was actually part of it that time haaah#well ive run my mouth long enough im gonna go run back to the mountains
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monday quest is to order the couple of supplies i need for a project. this is challenging to me because it combines 2 things that melt my brain: 'online shopping' and 'deciding between similar but subtly different things'. HOWEVER i can do it!!! and it will be fun to make things when they arrive >:) side quest make a different dinner, i have got some fresh fish to try and i have never cooked with it before due to we always bought it frozen. worst thing that can happen is it doesn't agree with my health stuff and i do not cook it again 👍 i'm making it so basic style for this reason. i feel like it could be delicious!
#monday quest#i was wondering why i was feeling so crazy insane like i would explode into one million pieces and amongst the fact that i woke up#so many times in pain last night and hurt a lot today. i remembered i'm waiting on 3 prescription requests to be approved so they can#be delivered to me before i run out AND i'm going to the dr within a fortnight. so. hahahaha :P that'll do it!!!!!#also it's my birthday soon which is good and fun and i am lucky to have fun things planned but that does not stop me from being worried#that i will get a bad grade in 'having a birthday' despite there being zero precedent for that :P u know how it is with anxiety 👍 (bad :P)#goal for this week: BE REGULAR and have regular days!!! literally so possible i just need to 1) stay present in the moment.#2) keep practicing the habit of not kicking myself through the days. and 3) DO MY EVENING ROUTINE AND GO TO BED ON TIME HELLO.#<- guy who is about 20-30 crucial irreplacable minutes behind schedule voice#so on that note goodnight everybody in the world unless it's daytime in which case i hope ur having a good day
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Snaps my eyes back open. Cater and riddle remind me of fire emblem fates Leo and Odin….. a seemingly strict and serious guy in charge and his funny lil guy that ends up being more trustworthy and capable and deep under the surface than expected… second right hand man after their initial right hand guy…. And in Leo’s I think A support convo with Odin, Leo mentions that he’d want Odin (and Niles) to stay by his side for the foreseeable future to help him continue the work they do, but Odin knows in his heart that he isn’t from this world and would have to depart one day. And I could see that with riddle and cater. Like riddle wanting to keep cater (and Trey) in his life for a long time, vs cater who does value his friends but isn’t accustomed to forming long term friendships and likely expects they’ll fall out of contact over time…. Head in my hands it all makes sense now like I’m SO attached to Leo and Odin as a combo both as a ship and also in general as lord + retainer with a really touching (and tragic when u think of the implications of the future) bond, and as their trio with Niles. Like of COURSE I was going to get attached to riddle and cater as a duo and also their trio thing with Trey. I was doomed from the start!!!!!!
#GIRL HELP………….#something about this bond archetype ….#Leo’s soft spot for Odin is SO cute. I’m literally obsessed with it#leo to Niles in fire emblem warriors: if Odin were here he would be so excited about battle :)#<- (idr the exact convo it was something of that vibe lol)#riddle in a glomas Home Screen line: if cater were here he’d be taking pictures of the bell from every angle :)#LIKE UGGHHHHH THEY LOVE THEIR BEST FRIENDSSSSS THEIR BOYYY THEIR KNIGHTS LOL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#like I know I have types for my faves. I didn’t know I had a type of like#faves that bond together#it’s 1:30 am and I’m having a revelation#I wanted to go to bed early but I needed to put this to words#not that. not that I think anyone’s gonna get what im talkINg about LOL#idk who following has place FE fates and twst and also cares about these SPECIFIC RELATIONSHIPS#but I know what I mean.#cries…. I care them so muuuuch
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Hello darkness my old friend (literally)
#power just went out like 30 minutes ago#hurricane milton#I'm too anxious to go to sleep#I should've gone to bed earlier so I could've slept through this#but instead I'm a dumbass awake at 1 am in a hurricane#it's pitch black in here. the only light is coming from my phone.#I don't think the hurricane is strong enough to like. destroy the house. but. um. very scared.#my first hurricane lol#I lived in the Rockies for most of my life far from any beaches#but of course my family has to move to Florida 😒#I'm gonna try to get some sleep now. I'll try to update you all in the morning#hopefully everything will be fine#I think my anxiety is just. not helping. at all.#anyway. good night everyone. stay safe. if you don't see me post in the next 24 hours. well. um. never mind. I'll be fine.
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I'm really loving the three posts in a row about lying now/sleeping. Environmental storytelling. I have an inkling that you may be trying to sleep or get comfy rn
oh i didn't even notice!! you're so right lol, i absolutely was
looking back thru it it's so silly lol
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While Pump DOES have a sleeping bag, not often than not Skid and Pump end up falling asleep in Skid's bed because they were playing video games watching videos together
They usually end up cuddled together under the blankets when this happens. Lila has MANY pictures of them like this, she finds it adorable
THANK YOU
THIS HEAVILY REMINDS ME OF MY SPOOKEEZ DREAM LAST NIGHT IT’S PERFECT
#crossover-enthusiast#spooky month#skid and pump#spooky month skid#spooky month pump#sm skid#sm pump#Quick tag venting:#When it was like 1:30 I was drawing and listening to an UnderSparked video (which I like to do while coloring at 1 AM)#And it’s called like “what’s the scariest thing that has happened to you while home alone?”#So I was like 20 minutes in and already super on edge (why do I do this to myself)#And right as it was about to get dramatic A GODDAMN FIRE ALARM WENT OFF. THE ONE /IN MY ROOM I THINK/#AND IT WENT OFF EXACTLY ONCE. JUST ONE LITTLE /BEEPBEEPBEEP/ AND THEN SILENCE#HASN’T GONE OFF SINCE SO FAR#So I just thought “I need to talk to someone” and Tumblred my way out because SM is friendly and calming#Ok vent over#Imma go to bed now though it’s exactly 3
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The rodents have been terrorizing me again for the last 4 nights. I regret to say I am no longer being nice about it.
#my humane trap NEVER FIRES IDK WHY 😭#probably bc I’m using it in a car BUT STILL#and I tried peppermint oil and that didn’t work#so I guess it’s killing time#I’ll refrain from the Tom and Jerry style mouse trap#FOR NOW#not like it matters to them#I feel bad about it ngl but they’re eating all my food and shit and they woke me up at 6:30#and I don’t actually think it’s a mouse (mice?) I think it’s one of those super tiny h chipmunks#so that’s even worse but it can’t be helped#he fit in my humane trap so he’ll fit in the new traps I bought#he has a 1/3 chance of being caught humanely#and if I don’t catch anything tonight those chances are going down to 1/5#anyway after I get them I’m fucking LEAVING back to a place ik doesn’t have rodents bc I need a break jfc#please pray for me#I’m so tired#also it snowed this morning#the only reason I’m even slightly sane is because there’s 0 evidence that they’ve been on my bed#or near me
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i need to quit sleeping until 11am it makes me feel rly gross and unproductive (even if i do a lot during the day) but i’m just so incredibly tired lately
#soapbox#i figure i’ll let myself do it for a few more days and then i’ll start setting alarms#i’d like to get myself into like a 12:30-8:30 sleep schedule#but also it’s not even like i’m going to bed at 3am i went to bed around 1:30 last night but i sleep for 10 and a half hours
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ngl scratching the palm of ur hand w ur teeth hits different
#rem is typing ..!#its just. nothing eases the itch like these fatass chompers of mine#also hi. i have been offline#i slept in til 1:32pm for some unknown reason#i didnt even go to bed late i just kept dozing after waking up at seven#then finally regained full consciousness at 1:30#anyways. how yall doing fr
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#hmm why do i feel like work is consuming my entire life#meanwhile: it’s 1:30 am and we’re still checking the release#like I worked today from 10am till 9 pm and then was at my computer at 11 pm again#this company is very interesting. because it’s not even paid additionally lol#anyway. the chats are not getting silent and I think I won’t be able to go to bed any minute soon#but I have next week off :) that’s definitely a positive thing
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The light, I see it (end of the quarter) I have almost escaped to freedom (Winter break) back to my fortress with my sacred texts and films (my webnovels and animated series)
#its so close#just a few more days#school is so hard#my bed i miss my bed#and real food#that i dont have to pay for#or that isn’t school food#my goodness#i can have chicken that doesn’t have salmonella in it#and actual meat again#and my family#i miss my family#goooooooodness gracious#and actually going to bed before 1-3 am doing schoolwork#ill stay up that late but doing things I like#oohh and sleeping past 6:30#i miss that#my god
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