#it’s just! I dunno I love babies so much
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kashverse · 3 days ago
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nanami knew this day would come. it had started innocently—too innocently. babykuna, the tiny menace to society, had somehow developed an obsession with dinosaurs. it was all she talked about. all she drew. all she screamed at an ungodly volume.
"RAWWWWR! I’M GONNA EAT YOU, POOPYHEAD!"
and of course, because yuuji admired his little she-devil bestfriend far too much, he immediately jumped on the hype train like a devoted disciple. which brings us to now. yuuji, standing in the middle of the living room, clutching nanami’s hands, eyes wide with uncontainable excitement.
"papa. we need diwosaur suits."
"…what."
yuuji gasped. "suits. but not boring ones. fun ones. kom-fee ones. cozy-wosy ones." his chubby little hands balled into fists. “onesies.” nanami slowly exhaled, already regretting this conversation. "yuuji, why do we need dinosaur onesies?"
yuuji stared up at him like he had just said the dumbest thing in existence. "’cuz."
"because what?"
"’cuz they cool, papa." he stomped his little foot for emphasis. "and… and we need matching ones! group ones! like a famiwy pack!"
"yuuji, we are not a pokémon bundle."
"but papa, pwetty pleaseeeee." his tiny hands grabbed at nanami’s apron, shaking it with desperation. "we gotta! we gotta be diwosaurs in da wild! rawwr! rawwr!"
"yuuji, i am a grown man—"
"a fun grown man!"
"—who will not be parading around in public in a dinosaur onesie."
yuuji gasped so dramatically that he nearly choked. "papa." his voice trembled. “papa, do you not love me anymore?” nanami pinched the bridge of his nose. "yuuji, i bought you legos."
"yes, but dis is more."
you, watching from the kitchen with your coffee, tried very hard not to laugh. but yuuji had not forgotten about you. "mama!" he sprinted towards you, grabbing at your sleeve. “mama, you love diwosaurs, wight? wight??” you raised a brow. "do i?"
"yes." yuuji decided. "and we gotta be matching! papa is da big dino, you da mommy dino, and i am baby dino!" he beamed. "and den we can go outside and show da whole wide world our dino power!"
nanami, horrified, turned to you. “do not encourage this.” you hummed, sipping your coffee. "i dunno, honey. it does sound like family bonding."
yuuji gasps. "mama likes! it's two against one, papa!"
nanami closed his eyes. he was outnumbered. and so, three days later, nanami found himself standing in front of the mirror, staring at his own reflection.
in a green dinosaur onesie.
yuuji cheered, "LOOKIT, LOOKIT! PAPA, YOU DA BIG DINO!"
nanami dragged a tired hand down his face. he was a grown man. he paid taxes. he handled real estate investments. he had a retirement plan. 
and yet.
here he was, dressed like a discount godzilla, while his son gleefully jumped on the couch in his tiny orange dinosaur onesie. you, in your own (slightly more stylish) onesie, patted nanami’s arm. "you look good, babe."
he sighed deeply. "this is my life now."
and just when nanami thought it couldn’t get any worse—
"UNCLE KENNY, UNCLE KENNY!" babykuna burst into the apartment, skidding to a stop. she blinked up at him. then, with the smuggest little grin—
"you look so silly."
nanami closed his eyes. this was exactly why he should have never given in to capitalism.
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woso-dreamzzz · 14 hours ago
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Melting Pot IV
McFoord x Child!Reader
Ruesha Littlejohn x Child!Reader
woso-dreamzzz Kids x Child!Reader (Kiddo)
Summary: Sports day with a bunch of hyper competitive people
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"Ouch!"
Caitlin sighs, massaging her temples as she comes down the stairs.
It had already been a loaded morning, crammed full of everything and nothing at the same time.
"Stop it!"
She'd only been upstairs for a moment, separating Gremlin's kitten from your own.
They were two vastly different cats.
Gremlin's Spicy was angry, a walking ball of fuzz that leapt first and asked questions later. He was liable to throwing up hairballs while making eye contact and bringing in dead rats from the railroad tracks.
Your Baby was the opposite, a demure little lady who groomed herself all the time and took naps on your blanket. She craved affection and wound herself around ankles whenever anyone even so much as looked at her.
Two vastly different cats like their vastly different owners.
"Hey!" Katie snaps as Caitlin turns the corner," Gremlin, knock it off! Leave your sister alone!"
A very clear bite mark is on your wrist as you sob, curled up on Katie's lap as she struggles to get your sister's shoes on her feet.
"I've got her," Caitlin says, nudging her girlfriend away," Go and put Kiddo in the car."
Usually, a Saturday morning meant a chill day.
Sleeping until noon and having some brunch. Most of the time pancakes, sometimes waffles if Katie could be bothered to get out the waffle maker.
But today was Sports Day at the school so you were all up bright and early to make it there in time.
Caitlin already knew how this was going to go though.
Gremlin would get hyper competitive and most likely push someone over in her haste to win and you would linger at the back of your pack of peers with no hint of athletic ability in you.
Your little sister was much younger than you so she was separated with the other nursery age girls while you were included in your class.
"That wasn't very nice," Caitlin says as she slips the leash straps over Gremlin's shoulders," You know your sister is sensitive. Why did you bite her?"
Gremlin shrugs. "Dunno."
"Well, I think you should apologise."
"Dragons not say sorry!"
"And dragons don't exist," Caitlin replies, hoisting Gremlin up onto her hip," Maybe you should think about that."
You've stopped crying by the time you're all in the car, a few fingers in your mouth and the other hand out for Katie to hold during the drive, Gremlin's ring of teeth marks displayed so obviously.
"Sorry," Your sister mumbles to you, kicking the seat in front of her.
"For?" Katie prompts.
"Bitin' you."
You mumble your thanks through your fingers just as Caitlin pulls up in front of the school.
She can see a few of the parents she knows well heading into the gates.
Life working at the fire station tended to bond people.
Leah is corralling Bean inside while Jordan (who used to work at the fire station but left after one too many near death scares) crosses the street with their Bug. Lia, their constantly exasperated admin person, is crossing the street with her Guppy as well, joining up with the two of them with a smile.
"Alright," Katie says, turning to look back at her two daughters," Remember what I said about today?"
"It doesn't matter if we don't win because you'll still love us the same," You recite through a mouthful of your fingers and Katie smiles.
"That's exactly right."
You hold Mammy's hand as you all cross the road.
Mammy holds Caitlin's hand. You hold Mammy's. Your little sister holds yours.
She raises your wrist up to her mouth and you tense but all she does is give you a little kiss on the bite mark.
"Sorry," She says again.
"It's okay."
Gremlin smiles at you and you smile back,
"Hey," Katie says, swinging your joined arms," Ma's over there."
It wasn't your week with Rue but she's still come to your sports day and the only hint of athletic ability you possess is put into running over to her.
"Ma!" You cry and she hoists you into her arms instantly.
"Look at you! Looking good, kiddo!" Rue says, bouncing you up and down as you lean into her, breathing in her familiar smell. "You ready for today?"
Your stomach suddenly starts swirling a little.
You know Katie's views on your sports day performance. You don't know Rue's.
"I won't be very good," You say softly, barely above a whisper.
"You don't have to be good," Rue says decisively," Listen, I've got permission from your Mammy that after this is over, we can go to that fancy bakery you like and get some cakes before I take you back to her. Would that be nice?"
"And we can get cupcakes?"
"As many cupcakes as you like!"
Like you thought, you don't do overwhelmingly well at sports day.
You lag behind in the races and in the big jumping. You do fairly well at throwing the beanbags into the hula hoops but that's about it.
Sports day finishes with the sporty girls winning like everyone thought and a big barbecue to celebrate.
Your little sister eats a lot, Caitlin gets you cotton candy and your mothers even end up being civil.
"Caitlin," You say as your eyes rove around the school field," Why are the mummies and big sisters stretching?"
"Huh?"
Caitlin has a piece of beef hanging out of her mouth.
You point.
Over on the far end by the fence, Alexia and Jenni are stretching their legs. Leah is a few feet away doing the same. Alessia is jumping up and down a few times, warming up her muscles.
Even Katie is doing the same, chatting away to one of Bear's mummies.
"Well that's for the parent race."
"Parent race?"
"Uh-huh." Caitlin takes a wet napkin to Gremlin's face. "So the mummies can all race each other to see who's the best."
"But why?"
"Because adults can be competitive too. They get bragging rights."
That sounds...
Well it doesn't exactly sound weird.
Mammy and Caitlin work at the fire station together and you know all the firefighters there are super competitive with each other.
You didn't know that other adults were competitive too.
"Be careful, Magda," You hear one of Princesse's mummies say," You're not as fit as you used to be."
"Please," Princesse's other mummy scoffs," I'm not letting anyone beat me."
"If you pull a muscle, you get no sympathy from me."
You turn back to Caitlin in alarm. "Is Mammy going to hurt herself?"
"No...Probably not...Hopefully not."
That doesn't fill you with much confidence as Katie takes her place on the starting line.
It's carnage the moment the start is called as adults shove each other and get their legs tangled and fall to the ground in heaps.
Katie goes crashing into the ground in a heap with Leah, Steph and Lucy. Alexia and Jenni collide with each other and Irene. Mapi somehow trips over herself.
Against all odds, it seems, Duckie's mummy Jessie comes first.
Squish's mummy Frida is second and Conejita's mummy Caro ends up in third.
"Get off!" Katie says, shoving the pile of people off of her as you, Caitlin and Gremlin approach.
You crouch next to her.
"It's okay, Mammy," You say," You didn't have to win. I still love you the same."
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love44lew · 2 days ago
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{day one: if i was a worm☙}
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彡drivers lewis hamilton, lando norris, charles leclerc
彡genre oneshots, multiple drivers x reader, scenarios
彡summary you ask your boyfriend an odd but very important question
၊၊||၊ i know im terrible at keeping up with calendars, kinktober for example (im sorry 😫) but its only 14 days this time and im getting a early start so lets hope we’re consistent now🙂‍↕️၊၊||၊
彡warnings none!!
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lewis
you were scrolling on your phone when you came across a reel of a girl asking her boyfriend if she would still love her as a worm, so why not ask your boyfriend? you made your way to the living room where lewis was tiredly sprawled out on the soft cushions of the couch, the sight of him half asleep on his phone making you giggle internally.
“lewis..” you called softly, his eyebrow rising as he moved his phone from his face which he held closely like an old man.
“yes baby” his raspy low voice sent tingles down your spine as you nibbled your lip
“would-“
“theres leftovers in the fridge, i put all the dishes away, yes the wifi is working just reset your phone, i found your lost airpod and i put it in the case, and yes, i’ll still love you if you were a worm” he cut you off abruptly before you can interrogate him. lewis is pretty much immune to confrontation since he’d much rather just get everything done right away then just sit around procrastinating.
“i want take out—“
“its done” you stood there in silence with your mouth agape. how is he SO good??
“anything else?” you watched him as he stood up and reached his arms to the celling, his bones popping and cracking with each stretch. he must’ve been there on the couch for a while.
“can i suck your dick?” you mumbled under your breath as lewis stepped towards you.
“hm?” lewis hummed as he slowly leaned to your side and kissed your jaw as snugly rests his hands on your waist
“uhm- w-what should we get?” youd kind of hoped he heard what you said, because gosh did he deserve it
lewis slowly leans to your ear, “if you wanna do that princess, ima need you to speak up” his breath is warm against your lobe, warmth that travels through your entire body.
lando
you were scrolling through tiktok with one hand and the other entangled in your mans curly hair as he rested peacefully between your thighs. his arms wrapped around your leg as he held his phone and scrolled through his explore page on instagram.
you come across this video of someone asking their significant other the hot question of the month, “would you love me if i was a worm”
you glanced down at your unsuspecting boyfriend with a smirk, brilliant way to get back at him for all those pranks.
“honey,” you called for his attention as you ruffled his hair. his head immediately looked up from his phone and at you “you weren’t sleeping were you?”
“no, i wasn’t. what is it darling?”
“i have a question i want you to answer honestly”
he adjusted himself and rested on his elbow, with you now having his full attention. “yeah? what is it?”
“would you still love me if i was a worm?” you asked the golden question, almost allowing a smirk but immediately catching yourself.
his his eyebrows furrowed in confusion, what the hell are you talking about?
“is this a trick question” lando raised an eyebrow at you.
“well if you think it is—“ you turned your head and response.
he stared at you for a second before answering “yes..? i dunno”
“that wasn’t very honest sounding” you interrogated
“well then, you really want to know my honest answer ?”
“yes!” you abruptly responded, curious on his genuine answer
“well, i wouldn’t know it was you and i hhaaaattteeeee bugs..” he looked you up and down before continuing “it would depend where i would find you as a worm though..” he hesitantly finished his sentence
you smacked his shoulder “what does that mean you dingus?” you barked,
lando held his shoulder from the pain “owww why did you hit me” he pouted, his cute sad face stinging your heart
“because..”
“what did you want me to say? no!?” landos voice cracked as he argued,
“i would’ve preferred that over ‘it depends’” you quoted your fingers and lowered your voice to imitate his.
“dont leave me guessing” you frowned
“darling— i didnt mean it like that” his voice softened, hes so easily weakened by you. one little whine and hes showering you with kisses and love and has already bought you a new game for your wii before you could even tell him whats wrong.
he took your hand and kissed your palm and fingers and down your wrist and forearm.
he adjusted himself again for easy access to your neck brushing his nose on the crook before made his way up to your ear where he gently nibbled on the edge, which earned him a chuckle from you, “heyy that tickles !”
air blew from his nose as a smile cracked through. he moved his lips to your cheek and basically motorboated your face until you were laying on your back dying laughing.
“mmm there it is” he smiled down at you as your cheeks burned partially from smiling and other part from the attack on your face.
“what” you mustered to say through a series of dying down chuckles
“that smile” he caressed your face “pretty girl, i love you as you are, okay?” he confessed quietly, as if he was telling you a secret as he leaned down and finally connected his lips with yours.
charles
you and charles were on one of your routine strolls in the park with leo. charles hand cocooned your smaller one as you were side by side.
leo stopped at a tree to do his business and while the two of you waited for him, you had spotted a butterfly, swallowtail to be specific.
you stood and stared at its wings happily flock around the flowers surrounding the tree, pollinating them. beautiful things like this always put you in a state of pondering.
“mon coeur? what are you thinking about?” charles squeezed your hand, calling for your attention.
“hm? oh! look char, its a butterfly” you pointed at the colorful bug that has now calmly rested on a blade of grass.
“ohh, pretty” charles was now admiring it with you, its small torso and wide wings as well captivating him. leo also noticed, now trying to catch it by jumping up with his mouth agape.
your thoughts continued though as your eyes stayed fixed on your boyfriend. a random, stupid question ate at you though: would he still love you as a bug?
or not a bug, but something or someone who wasn’t you. like what if you were a cute little golden mutt like leo or maybe even a butterfly just flocking around, hide originally meant to fend off predators, now a pinnacle of beauty in nature. what if you werent as fortunate to be born as cute or beautiful, what if you were just a worm? their only survival instinct is to dig in damp mud as a birds preying beak chomped at their tail. a silly concept to think of. how could he love you if you were just a mere bug? the running question of if youd be still deserving of love if you were something as minuscule and overlooked as a worm.
you’re more than greatful to have someone like him in your life, he was your rock—the love of your life. everyday you could be more convinced that this was it, hes the one. even right now, as your gaze stays locked on him simply admiring another external matter, you could feel your heart beating happily at the feeling of being around him. you love his soul, and your soul can follow you anywhere—so if your soul wasn’t in this body, but in one less noticeable than one of a human, would you still be worthy of receiving love?
such a decrepit topic to think of.
your reluctantly averted your gaze from charles, now youre focused back on the butterfly— or now butterflies since there was two now. Leo obviously was going crazy so you’d let him free so he can frolic around in the grass while you’d found a bench to rest on and charles followed.
“okay, now back to you..” charles started
“yes..” you sighed, you’d hoped he had already forgotten catching you in deep thought
“your face, somethings on your mind..” his fingers carefully caressed along your cheek “you can tell me anything” his eyes with softened with worry
your heart fluttered and the butterflies that you’d just seen now occupied your stomach, you could honestly kiss him right now.
“well.. uhm” you averted your eyes, his gaze currently making you nervous and overwhelmed with emotion.
“hm?” he hummed
“its stupid..” your face flushed
“when have i thought anything you have said was stupid”
“i dunno you think it but you could say something different” you shrugged
charles guided your chin to face him
“mon beau cygne, je t’adore. i couldnt think you were anything less than what you are” his voice sang to you like your favorite song, it is your favorite song. you’d kept eye contact for a couple seconds, the words everlasting their meaning the deeper you looked into his eyes.
“okay, okay fine. i’ll tell you for a kiss” without hesitation charles leaned in, his soft lips brushed over yours teasingly before taking yours in his. the kiss was soft and light, quick but not at all rushed. as he pulled away his mouth lingered over yours, his warm breath still shadowing the kiss he’d just left.
“now tell me” he whispered and then pulled away, resting his back on the bench.
“uhm.. do you believe our souls are beyond just our bodies?” you asked shyly
“i mean yeah that could be a possibility, but in what way?” charles questioned
“like even after we die, they still follow us to the next life”
“hmm.. well” he paused, pondering the concept “i dont really like to think about what happens after death, if you know what i mean” he shrugs before continuing
“makes me queasy” he let out a half chuckle.
you dont blame charles for his vague response, hes never been very fond of the topic of death because of personal experience with loved ones. you even feel bad now for bringing it up when he was in such a good mood, but also he insisted.
“whats got you thinking about death on a day like this, mon cœr?” he tapped your side, gaining your focus once again.
“i wasn’t originally thinking about death, i just brought it up so i can get to what i wanna ask you” you shifted your body so you were now facing him. almost instinctively charles hand rests on whatever body part he can touch—in this case your arm as his thumb caresses your soft skin.
“um do you think— would you..” you tried to collect your words since delivery of the question would be critical to charles’s understanding of what you wanted from him.
“do you think you’d still love me if my soul wasn’t in this body, like if i wasn’t me but i was still.. me?” your face scrunched as you questioned your own delivery, now that its leaving your thoughts you also had a hard time understanding what you wanted to say in the first place.
“are you asking if we’re soulmates?” charles tilted his head with his eyebrows furrowed
“…pretty much, yeah” you nodded
“then yes, because soulmates are meant to find each other no matter what, and my soul is always looking for you cara mia” his hand reached up to caress your cheek and you couldnt help but kiss his hand. you’re once again reminded on why you chose him, he couldn’t have given you a more satisfying answer than that.
charles gestured for you to get closer and planted a soft kiss on your nose and next to your mouth before slightly pulling away searching for approval in your eyes, lightly touching your lips with his own once he received it.
every kiss you’d received from him felt like there was an atomic bomb going off in your heart. you felt like you could simply grow wings and fly away just from how high you were off your own love for him.
“je t'aime de tout mon cœur” he whispered to you between kisses
you pulled away to look in his eyes again, greenish-blue eyes that had always captivated you.
“qu'est-ce que c'est mon amour?” charles asked with his voice still in a soft tone, his fingers now brushing your hair away from your face.
“nothing, i love you too charlie” you smiled, charles leaned in for another kiss until a familiar bark was heard close by. you and charles looked down to see a fussy leo demanding for love as well.
“i think he wants some love too” you picked him up and placing him in your lap, which he’d jumped up to kiss your chin. you and charles giggled at his energy filled antics. charles leaned down to give leo some love too, while you smiled at the both of them. they’re the exact same.
The blonde and the brunette always competing for your love, little did they know you loved them both the same. you placed one hand on leo and another on charlies head, petting your two boys, now assured the both of them would love you no matter what.
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peachhcs · 1 day ago
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Saw a tik tok of this girl introducing her boyfriend as her “side piece” and his reaction was so funny the way his head clocked to the side had me crying.
What do you think Wills reaction would be to Samy doing that?
i’ve actually haven’t seen this trend yet so i’m kind of winging how it would go, but i can imagine how funny it would be and how caught off guard will would be if samy did this to him.
lowkey small jealousy trope as well (someone give me more requests about jealousy bc i love writing jealousy trope 😼)
au masterlist
now samy knew will wouldn’t voluntarily do a tiktok with her after all of the pranks she’s pulled on him, so she had to be discrete about this one. she set up her phone camera and made up a story about how samy needed to record herself introducing the people in her life as part of this class assignment.
it was half believable and will was somewhat gullible, so he agreed to it. samy pulled the blonde into the frame where he awkwardly smiled as she leaned forward to start recording.
“hi, so for my first introduction, i will be introducing will smith. will is a hockey player for the san jose sharks and previously the boston college eagles. will and i have known each other for some years and now i’d say our relationship is..complicated. i guess one could say he’s my side piece—“
as soon as samy said that she watched the way the boy’s head snapped in her direction. he moved his neck so fast the brunette swore he gave himself whiplash and she really struggled to keep from laughing.
“woah wait what the fuck?” will didn’t even stop his tone.
“what?” samy played dumb and looked at him confused.
“i’m your side piece? what the fuck?” he looked so mad and hurt.
“well like..i dunno. maybe i shouldn’t have said that..” samy continued going with it.
“maybe? i..i thought— am i not your boyfriend? is there someone else?” watching the way will’s expression turned to full hurt and betrayal broke the younger hughes’ heart so much that she couldn’t keep going.
“i’m joking, i’m joking. this is a prank. i’m sorry, baby. you are my boyfriend. i promise there isn’t anyone else,” samy broke and it tooo the hockey player another second to catch on. when he did he rolled his eyes and flipped off the camera.
“you’re so mean to me,” he pouted and started to walk away. samy just pulled him back though, clinging to his arm.
“i’m so sorry, will. i saw someone do the trend and wanted to do it on you, but that was mean. i love you,” the soccer player rushed.
will wrapped his arm around her waist to pull her flush against his chest, fighting the smile creeping its way to his lips because he could never stay mad at her.
“tell me you’re mine,” he said.
“i’m yours, will. i’m all yours, i promise. i love you,” samy said.
“i love you too,” he smiled and leaned down to press a quick kiss to her lips which samy got all on video because she hadn’t stopped recording yet.
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spocksgotemotions · 1 year ago
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so like to put kids down for nap I have one kid I read poems to and another kid I make up stories for. And lately the boy I read poems to has started like saying the lines along with me and the girl I make up stories for has started finishing my sentences (every story begins the same way and she knows it!!). And it’s like I tell my coworkers or people this and I’m super excited because not only are the kids being smart but it’s also like showing that I’m making an impact you know?
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One of my favorite things that happened during my last mage Hawke playthrough was during the final battle against Meredith. Everything's going well. We're kicking her ass, she's got just this much health left, we're so close... but then everyone gets stunned dizzy.
Hawke is stumbling around all confused, seeing stars. The rest of his companions are stunned. I'm annoyed because I just want to end this fight. Don't know how or who did it, probably Meredith, but the situation's dire.
Meredith's standing by herself at the center of the Gallows, shouting nonsense and smugly believing the Maker's going to come down and make her his new bride after she murdered a bunch of innocent people.
Truly, this is the part of the story where Varric says they all thought hope was lost, that in the end, Meredith would pull a fast one on us and claim victory...
Until the REAL hero of dragon age 2 comes storming at her. I don't know why Carver was the only one to not be affected, but he literally jumped out of no where and just started bashing Meredith with his sword while everyone else was too dizzy to do anything until she was dead and the cutscene played.
"Hawke defeated Meredith-" LIES, VARRIC. I know the truth! I was there! Hawke didn't do shit! Carver Hawke was the main character all along! He got shit done and Varric gave Hawke all the credit!
I bring this up because last night I finished my warrior Hawke run and when we got to the fight with Meredith, I kind of hoped the same thing would happen where Bethany dashed in all heroic and got the killing blow on Meredith.
She did not.
She got squished by a statue.
But it's fine, Bethany Hawke was the true main character in my heart.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months ago
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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gamebunny-advance · 2 months ago
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Confession
I recently fell into the Ace Attorney rabbit hole, and I don't know if I'm capable of climbing back out.
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rabbithaver · 1 day ago
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im so glad i didnt grow up in utah holy shit. like i love it here but my god i would not have survived in this place long-term
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keeps-ache · 19 days ago
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#just me hi#i'm gonna ramble now check this out Lmaoo:#ofc any major belief built on hating someone sucks. like fundamentally#and mostly the idea is that you would be protecting yourself and the Similar-to-yous (which is U-2.0)#and it's confusing like. what do you get out of this ?#ik there's the satisfaction. the deep feeling of security you get in your stomach believing that you're right and your anger is purifying#that you're somehow anointed for persecution by Words and Actions you see through the other side of a water glass#and i don't know what i'm tryna say. i'm confused hjfshvgh#of course there's fear. there's a lot of fear. but it's very selfish fear. the kind that makes you protect others because they're Just like#you#and i dunno. what's the point ? so you hate somebody. that's cool :)#how can you love people then. do you love people because they are people or because they have faces you wish you had ? or you can see faces#on them that may not be there ? or they say your face can be like theirs if you only try and never stray ? or that you've had this face all#along. why change? you can't change it's wrong#i dunno man. this makes no sense !!#isn't it always scary to hate everything ? i know it is#like yes the world hates everyone anyway but what is special about that ? what makes this fear worth so much more than another person ?#i dunnooooooo ♪#maybe im just naive! but holding onto somethin like that until you find solace in misery is no way to be baby! i'm gonna go eat snow outsid#//anywhoooooooooo i AM drawing. and that IS in fact a lie i've been procrastinating on it for some timeeeeeeeeeee ggoroughhhhhhhhhhhh LMAO#i don't wanna :( but i REALLY wanna you get what i'm sayin hfshjgjfsh#it could be so easy.. life could be a dream life could be a dream... doo doo doo doo ba dee...... ♪#i need to find an animal for this though and i don't wanna 😔 i do hate this part of the process jfhgfjghjsf#don't like.. researching animals..... it's Not fun lol#but i must prevail. because it's inevitable that i do :/ oh wells#so i'm gonna GO and watch my VIDEO and have a SNACK and DRAW :33 because i WANNA. okey doke hjfshgs#TOODLES 💫💥#//edit: also lowkey i feel like hate is too weak word for this kinda thing ykno? like damn what's got the gates of hell open dude chill Lol#okay BYEEE
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kakusu-shipping · 1 year ago
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I absolutely adore your ruby gloom s/i and her entire gender shes so cute oh my god tell me about them PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE I know you already said it was inspiration but she reminds me SO much of the mummy girl from The scooby doo ghoul school and i LOVED THAT MOVIE SO MUCH AS A KID i just gotta know all about this s/i off design alone
She is like a PEAK little girl gender to me, it's what younger me would have wanted.
Now I don't know if you've actually SEEN Ruby Gloom but it is THE Baby Goth/Emo/Scene show. As in it is a show about and for Baby Goth, Emo, and Scene kids. There are hijinks and shenanigans and mild dark humor and usually no moral at the end of the episode.
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She's a mummy, probably. The show is about like Monster Kids but what they are and where they come from never comes up. There is no plot, just kids being friends.
I imagine she can't talk with all the bandaging, and this show isn't the type to bust out actual sign language, so she just mimes and charades her way through conversations, like Doom Kitty. And like Doom, it has varying results. Skull Boy and Ruby can usually figure her out and Misery has a knack for charades and basically always knows what she's saying, but Iris can basically never figure it out, and Frank and Len and Poe all just Assume they know until someone else corrects them.
Sense she can't talk, and her bandages cushion her steps, she tends to accidentally sneak up on people and startle them, mostly Scardy Bat. There's an episode in my head where she keeps startling him, so he puts a bell on her so he can hear when she's coming.. and then she drops the bell somewhere and doesn't notice until it's completely unraveled her, and no one recognizes her unwrapped, so her and Scardy Bat have to backtrack the entire mansion together, avoiding getting seen by anyone else, to find where her bandage trail starts to rewrap her.
She's a lot stronger than most anyone else in the mansion, and can pick up and carry pretty much everyone with ease. Sense Skull Boy's commonly precariously up high and Iris is always seeking wild thrills, this strength is mostly used in catching those two specifically when they fall, though sometimes Poe ropes her into doing hard work for him.
I self ship with Skull Boy with her but they're probably not actually dating in current canon. He, She, and Ruby are in this Love Triangle situation where they all three have a crush on one another, and they're also all like 8-10 so navigating romantic feelings is really hard. So they're all still friends, and will probably stay that way till they're all a bit older.
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fatelcved · 1 year ago
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writing kaiya's initial death and i'm clenching my fist bc i'm sad but also bc it's so good and makes me so!!! excited!!! to write again!!!
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proto-language · 1 year ago
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#just thinking aloud but#i dunno. kind of feel like the last Barrier between me and Normal Personness or whatever#is just. i feel so completely and utterly unable to feel empathy specifically with regards to children and childbearing and childrearing.#like. i have known ever since i was small that my parents lost other pregnancies before me and between me and my sister. and all i could#feel about that as a kid was 'thank god because i never wanted a sibling anyway' and 'uh well i never asked to be born soooo... so what'#and now as an adult. i know that it's a terrible thing to suffer a loss like that.#and i'd at least manage not to act inappropriately towards someone i knew if they were in that position.#but i still can't find any of the *feelings* about it.#which is strange because i usually feel Everything So Much.#i also still don't understand when people talk about like. instantly falling in love with their kid or whatever#like maybe i almost get it if it's a child you've gestated for nine months and then given birth to.#but i feel like people *must* be at least partially lying about it when it comes to things like adoption#because there'd be such a high psychological and social penalty to admitting that you felt anything less.#adoption in general drives me crazy like i cannot Believe that it's still just a really accepted alternative to having a biological child#when... any kid who has had to be removed from the circumstances into which they were born and given to new people#is surely going to be traumatised or have issues or however you want to put it.#and it can't possibly be the Same Thing as having a... fresh baby of your own.#anyway. i feel some sympathy for and plenty of logical understanding of children and parents.#but none of it makes sense to me on the level on which i usually connect with people.#and hell maybe everyone feels that way until they have a kid. in which case i think everyone#is wildly irresponsible for having those kids without knowing they're gonna like it or be good at it and hoping it'll just work out. lmao
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kissingarthurclaus · 2 years ago
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JANE JANE JANE!!!!! Kind of uncreative question but is there any songs you associate with Kepler/songs that have his vibes? 🥺
HIIIII MIA 🥺🥺💖💖💖 don't worry I love this kind of question, it's not uncreative at all! In fact I'm kind of glad you asked because I in fact have a whole PLAYLIST of songs that remind me of him/his vibes!!
It's only got a handful and a few of them are chosen for specific reasons! I did wanna kinda point out a couple that are especially significant 👉👈
So THIS one is an especially hard hitter cause I've actually been meaning make an animatic/(lyricstuck for those of you Who Know) because all of the lyrics give me a pretty strong visual that I just NEED to get out there...one of these days ._. Maybe I intimidate myself out of big projects but ah well. There's always my imagination!
So this one aside from being an amazing song by an amazing composer sung by an AMAZING singer (I'm a Jeremy Jordan stan for sure) from one of my favorite animated series!! The lyrics are so PAINFULLY Kepler there was no way I couldn't have this on the playlist! 🥺🥺💖💖
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phagodyke · 4 months ago
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telling my roommate abt my friend whose best friends slash roommates ended up dating each other n another person & asked her to move out so they could live w their third partner instead of her and my roommate going wow I would never do that to [our 2 old roommates]. haha and me right. u would also never do that to me...... ur current roommate. and friend I hope. 🥹
#on one level i kind of get it but on another like. personally i wouldnt date someone i wasnt best friends with like the POINT of having a#partner is that theyre ur PARTNER. in LIFE. so surely u want to like them enough to spend all that time with them n trust them etc#the lines between romantic n platonic get a bit hazy for me at a point tbh... id just as happily have a platonic partner as a romantic one#i dont think they have enough distinction to bother trying to separate them. and im not aro or ace i very much do experience attraction#both romantic n sexual. but romance n sex arent the be all and end all requirements for someone id want to spend my life with#like the most core things in a relationship for me are the trust n feeling seen n loved n thats not exclusive to romance??#idkkkk it just seems silly to me that ppl fight so much abt how different as categories they are like okay well its an individual thing#and to me personally theyre kind of arbitrary social constructs just like sooooo many other things. free yourself.....#dunno where im going with this i woke up like an hour ago and didnt sleep much last night yaaaawnnn#been having some weird intense dreams lately. and also some thoughts abt things that are tangentially related to this i suppose#but i dont rly wanna sit down and map them out just yet bc thats complicated and a little scary to confront#cross that bridge baby! maybe ill put aside some time to journal this weekend#anyway good day up ahead hopefully working on some stuff I'm confident with at work and a friend is staying over last minute tn :-)#and its almost friday.... whew!#have a good day moots#.diaries
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not-souleaterpost · 5 months ago
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When you deleted your reddit acount because the Soul Eater reddit doesnt like your posts
Nah but for real, say what you want about tumblr, but reddit is so much more anoying - but maybe thats most social media, tried uploading videos on tiktok only to get copyright stuck the same second or just have them deleted for vague comunity guidelines shit, maybe I was too hard on youtube.
I know crying about reddit is pathetic but I dunno, just let me vent lol, idunno gotta get my shit together, too many distractions and other bullshit.
#soul eater reddit#but yeah i dunno I have thin skin so it got annoying when low effort jokes got upvoted while my love effort joke seemed to offend people lo#but in general I saw interesting questions with nobody writting anything to answer#like I get most people dont care and just want to see fanart or whatever but with the death of forums its kinda sad#like it is a kinda “Old” anime so you would assume the fans would be older and have something to say#but tbh I was allways anti reddit so jokes on me for trying to give them a chance and fit in when I just dont vibe with their “style”#like tbh I dont allways with tumblr#but atleast this website is usefull on its own like a blog and all while reddit is just shitting your shit into other peoples faces#and atleast here there are some interesting people with oppinions and shit#I probably should just have written it in the post and not tags lol idk#and I know its my own fault for procrastinating from work and the projects im actually supposed to do#but tbh the lips of the tatoos could be ragnarok lips and the haha's could be laughs of madness so its even more fitting-#but I guess Im the only one who found this joker funny ironically lol i dunno#is there some fancy word for bad impulse control yet or is that just called being a manchild baby?#so yeah i dunno what Im even trying to say anymore just a strange week or something i dont even know#also the iceberg videos didnt get many upvotes anymore so I doubt I lose much visibility but lets see with the next video#which sadly isnt coming soon#maybe now I will actually do the thing I promised myself#I dunno just imagine this is some private theraphy positve reafirmation journal#i'll try to not log in again for a few days or something maybe I should que the post for the screencaps acount for a month and not just wee#idk#yeah...sorry#also fuck reddit#and social media#and tiktok
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