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Hi sorry for the ask jumpscare. I've been craving some Nile angst recently and may you could provide some of that Nile angst. (bc I randomly remembered the unrequited love Nile/Kyouya clip a while back. But it doesn't have to be about that.)
oooouhhh Nile angst,,, I haven’t had any angst thoughts in a while.
I think Nile’s interesting bc despite what he goes through, he’s actually very levelheaded and calm about it most of the time. I think he’s a very logical person and able to kinda see a lot of situations two steps ahead already, so he’s able to keep cool (for the most part) in the present. I think there’s a lot you could do with that there. I think the most obvious one is the emotional repression angle, where he’s almost too far ahead to the point where he’s not really letting himself feel in the moment. Like, he’s surprisingly chill about Kyoya’s outburst and split off from the group in fury considering how close they are, and he justifies that knowing that that’s just the kind of person Kyoya is and he wouldn’t expect him to stay tied down to something for long, and yet there’s still something about it that makes his stomach turn. He knows Kyoya’s a free spirit and not necessarily the friendliest person, so this isn’t really that out of character for him, yet part of him still wanted Kyoya to consider him a little more. For how close he thought the two were, they weren’t really getting much time together, and now with this, it only made him feel less secure about their bond. It’s kind of a feeling of his rationalism clashing with his own feelings and attachments, yk?
Another route I actually remembered I have thought a bit about before is how much Nile worries over Kyoya. Nile cares for Kyoya a ton, more than Kyoya probably even realizes, but he also knows that Kyoya has NO sense of self preservation and just wishes he would stop being so goddamn stubborn and reckless all the time. This thought is kinda inspired by wild fang vs gan gan galaxy, where Kyoya is super beat up and in no shape to battle after his battle with Gingka, yet still insists on going out there, despite Nile’s protests. Again, Nile kinda just accepts this as part of Kyoya’s character, but it worries him so much. I can definitely see and argument breaking out about that, and I think it could be interesting if Nile argued in this case that it’s selfish of Kyoya to be so reckless because of how much it disregards everyone else around him. It’s selfish because every time he does it, Nile is worried sick about what might happen to him, and he doesn’t even take the time to think about how his actions are causing that and considering anyone’s feelings besides his own. Like, not to pull out the “Why can’t you take care of yourself, if not for yourself then for me?” right now but like basically that. I’ve thought about this idea more lightheartedly before (I have an old ass doodle somewhere of Nile bandaging Kyoya up while the two yell at each other, ala “THIS IS STUPID IM FINE CHRIST THAT HURTS” “WELL MAYBE IF YOU WERENT GOING AROUND OVEREXERTING YOURSELF AND THROWING YOURSELF INTO TORNADOES, NEITHER OF US WOULD BE IN THIS SITUATION”) but I think it’s a very easy concept to make more angsty if you add more heartache into it.
Nile in general strikes me as the kind of independent but lonely type. In my head at least, he has a kind of duality between being fine on his own, and even preferring it at most points, but so desperately craving human connection and care. I think that’s part of what lets he and Kyoya get along so well in the first place, both are very free spirited and independent, but are able to understand each other and mesh more comfortably because of that. And with that, since there is a degree of yearning and relishing in that connection once he gets it, it’s only all the more confusing and painful once it’s called into question. Him kinda being under the impression that their relationship was something they both enjoyed more than being complete loners most of the time, yet he’s so willing to separate and say he doesn’t need anyone at all. Nile kinda figured they both needed each other a bit, so it’s strange realizing that may have been more one sided than he initially realized.
#axel’s silly little thoughts#nile beyblade#my ask box is always open I love being insane about fictional characters 🫶#always looking for more excuses to talk excessively about things im insane about#Nile’s a character who I think is very easy to make angsty but I always worry it’s gonna be ooc for him since he is so chill in canon#it’s fun to think abt that though#I think you could also for the very easy route of Nile realizing Kyoya’s entire being revolving around Gingka and being like#’hey what the fuck’#but I’m not really a big kyogin guy so I don’t really like to think about it much lolz <3
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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thinking a little too much abt durge/orin sibling relationship rn. 🩸ft. my durge (briar, they/them)
#not me referencing an arcane quote ‼️#i love that line from arcane i think abt it all the time. couldn't help but draw some similarities to orin here. im unwell#I HAVEN'T DONE THE ORIN FIGHT YET !!!!!!!!!! but im being emotional abt it even though i HEARD it was lackluster#im rlly enjoying these mspaint doodles lately they're actually so so fun. very nice vacation from csp rn it's so therapeutic#my art#art#illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#digital art#my ocs#oc#ocs#original character#bg3#baldurs gate 3#blood cw#blood tw#orin#orin the red#durge#the dark urge#briar
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had to do poster making as an exercise and the theme was superheroes, so of course i drew mr. vengeance for it🦇
#this isnt the poster version ofc its just the drawing i did for it on its own#im not that happy with the poster version but i had a lot of fun drawing this and thats all that matters to me <3#im not a graphic designer anyway im an illustrator at heart. and my illustrator heart is super happy how this turned out#i dont think i ever mentioned it here but i love the batman 2022 its one of my favorite movies of all time :)#thats a yap session for another day though ill talk abt it in a post separate from this. maybe#allyart#the batman 2022#batman#bruce wayne#cw // eye strain#putting that just in case bc i know the red shows up super saturated on some screens and the contrast with the black is a lot#its like blindingly red on my phone but its fine on my laptop LMAO#anyways ill be going now 🏃➡️
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dead cells show yayyyyyyyy
#dead cells#dead cells immortalis#the beheaded#laure esposito#i still cant get over how her name is literally lore exposition @()$()@(*%(#staying optimistic abt it though i think it looks fun#draws
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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]
#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#arting#pizzaposting#so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that#and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it#not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine#he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to#who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower#making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino#i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now#nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact#he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that#and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine#is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf#gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo#pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here#''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''
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duckduckgo how to tell ur bro he'd look really hot on T
duckduckgo how to tell ur bro being a pretty boy is 100% valid and hot
duckduckgo how to tell ur bro you want him to be pretty boys with you
duckduckgo how to beam “gnc trans people are cool” into the brains of everyone on earth at least 3 times a day
#lol#i still like him............ i think we'd be really cute and fun together...#wish we knew each other like that though 🤧 or that we were close enough to at least talk a bit deeper abt trans stuff™#i can be sooo affirming. buddy i promise u any kind of man u wanna be is going to be hot and cool. u can just do it#i feel like he needs to hear it more often.. (〒﹏〒) enough to rly internalize and believe it
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I've decided to do myself what the cowards at Aston won't. Behold.
#GAAAAAAHHHH REALLY HAPPY WITH THESE#GRRRRR I WANNA EAT HIM#not to pat myself on my own back too much but god he looks so fucking hot#woof woof woof man why isnt aston fernando miami 2004 redux not real :(((#only exists in art form :) teehee#ty for everyone who voted in my poll for this even if you didnt know it was for this!#apologies for not picking the most voted one. however...i didnt wanna draw it LOL#theres smth sexier to me about him wearing the unbuttoned shirt OKAY#was pretty fun to design the aston version of the shirt! lmk what you think#also small gripe: it sucks ive put all this work in and its probably gonna end up getting less than the poll i spent less than 10 mins on#idc that much abt notes but ugh the fact that lower effort notes tend to do better sucks :(#unless you wanna make this post more popular than the poll- be my guest :)#anyways god i though renault fernando was hot in these outfits and i obv still do but ggrrrrrr old man fernando when i get you#as i said yesterday. if he wont do well on track he might as well do well off track. so here i am. objectifying him#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2024 miami gp#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.
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I respect tierers as long as they're not like, pretentious about it. "Tiering is how you show your love for the characters!" I'm showing my love to An Shiraishi by getting my 8 hours sleep in and baking delicious cookies. It's what she would've wanted
#jay rambles.txt#I think tiering has the potential to be fun but for me personally it's nah#maybe it's my arthritic hands maybe it's adhd boredom#some people are just weird abt people who claim to love the characters but don't tier though... rare takes but I've seen them...#it's not the same as not reading the stories of the characters.... it's not....
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so ive been playing the L death note ds game and the L communicator mode is so funny. Literally all you can do is feed him treats and make him say random lines at you. to restock treats you have to wait on the blank menu screen for five minutes at a time for watari to bring more food.
konami said u will keep your ds open on this blank screen for hours just to feed a fake L death note treats so that he'll tell you he loves you.
and you know what i am. i had to pause in the middle of writing this because watari came back with more food.
#its cute though it uses your system's clock and he makes comments abt the time and the weather#and theres special foods that unlock on holidays#his dialogue changes throughout the day. so u just have to keep coming back#i think it is really funny but i think its rlly nice#the game itself can be very high stress ur disarming bombs on a time limit#so it is just like a little fun thing to do. to like encourage u to take brain breaks#& 'time limit' is more like Moves limit u have a limited number of Things u can do before time Runs Out#its a fun game. i want to speedrun it#death note#🩸
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chiens-loups
#''it strikes me that i know that girl'' <- lines that sit in your head forever and ever. narrative parallels of all time#thoughts#my art#les mis#javert#eponine#victor hugo said we've had nice parallels between a middle aged man and a young girl. now it's time for fucked up parallels#i had a whole collection of these w the two of them about parallels/cycles/javert perpetuating the same system that hurt him. but#they're barely sketches so i'll just post this on its own#there's a version of this with ghostly dogs things curled around them which was fun to do but felt a little too silly/reductive/unclear#so i took it out. altho i had a fun bit abt how their different collars represented their character#also not completely sure how i picture eponine but trying things out. i was really thinking abt how in her first appearance hugo emphasizes#that she is still a child even though she doesn't see herself that way & she's been forced to grow up quickly & was sort of trying to#reflect that. the odd area in mid teenage idk#still not Entirely happy with how i've structured/positioned it but it's been sitting on my computer for weeks so i may as well post it
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now that natlan is out it's tsaritsa yearning hours again because i am one nation closer to either being horribly disappointed or foaming at the mouth!
creator!reader w a little side of conflicted tsaritsa is such good food I can't not yap about it. a woman who has dedicated so much of her life to severing herself from "love" of all kinds and succeeding and. just being so confident that when she meets you she's bitter and angry and mean. because she can't stand you. she isn't supposed to love yet you worm your way into her heart anyway and you don't even know it.
especially in smth like an imposter au. she tells herself your just a tool for her to use but your treated like the Divine you really are, pampered and spoiled every step. tells herself it means nothing when she indulges you – let's you hold her hand in private, eventually let's you move aside the veil, just a little.
and she hates it. hates how easy it is to let you break down the ice she's built up for years.
all you do is smile and she feels like she can't breathe. because despite how violently she rejects love in all aspects, it always bleeds through eventually. she despises it but the way you brush your thumbs over her cheeks makes her bitter and warm and it infuriates her to no end.
she hates you and she loves you and she can't stand you and if you were ever taken from her she'd destroy every inch of teyvat if she had to go get you back.
and ironically enough I think she'd also be the one to initiate any first kiss. maybe she's still trying to convince herself it's just a fluke and itll make her realize it meant nothing, it means nothing. desperate to fix whatever you've done to her and instead it just makes it worse.
a horrible mess of a woman who gave up on love just to be confronted with it when she finally accepted it's absence.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#tsaritsa#new nation releases. i can only think abt the tsaritsa. checks out.#yearning so bad i cracked my phone screen but im still using it 2 make it everyone elses problem lol#this is kind of similar 2 another yapping session i wrote s while back but ehe#snezhnaya will ruin me istg#constantly torn between manipulative tsaritsa and tsaritsa who is nothing but tender because she is love. even if dhe rejects it#she is both and its horrible 2 try snd write like. okay.#soft tsaritsa is so tasty though....kissing your wrist in mock reverence before the archons#letting you snd you alone see her face beneath the veil. smug and horribly arrogant but so madly incomprehensibly in love it consumes u both#but also possessive tsaritsa is so 🤤#reverts to her old ways immediately. frigid ice cube until further notice. she won't confront them in front of you but lord#she is sending them to dottore STAT#shivering at the cold stare of the tsaritsa on your back knowing shes .7 seconds away from making teyvat enter an ice age#i hc her senses like taste/touch/smell r severely dulled. not related just a small hc :]#a fun fact if u will#soft tsaritsa is good but dhehjssjsjs tsaritsa being overprotective and possessive hits different rn.....#i need her to sling me over her shoulder and lock me away just let me bring my cat and heating pad im set#head empty tsaritsa scaring off any other wannabe suitors while acting innocent (no ones buying it bc her glare is MURDEROUS)#that and the floor is starting to ice over.#n e way 💤💤💤
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I can teach you how to be just like me
crying all night, sleeping till three
#did I mention that she’s really sad when she isnt trying to forget the unbearable boredom of being immortal#I heard this song to an animatic and I thought it really suited her so I added it to her playlist lol#I normally draw her in fun bright colors but a lot of the sadder parts of her story get pushed to the side#even if none of my oc stories are really fleshed out I know she has an insatiable nature. her star motif is loosely tied to this I think?#ungrounded and instead of ambitious she can just never find contentness with what she likes or what shes doing#she can definitely be happy though!!! but it always feels fleeting that shes scared the rest of her life is gonna be spent chasing highs#which is way less exciting when u think abt how long you’re gonna be around before everything loses its excitement#what tuck everlasting does to a mf#I think this also kinda bleeds into her relationships and tries to keep her distance so she doesnt get tired of someone she actually likes#it can be confusing since she can be really cuddly utterly in love one second and then kind of distant the next. but she still loves you#her brother I think is on the other end of the spectrum where he tries to live in the moment to avoid thinking abt the future#the avoidance siblings#my oc#oc#Augusta#doodles#my art#myart
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I did it!! I put my employer ocs in my Rave-N au! It was very fun to think abt how they would be in this universe!
Oh, for those who need a refresher/don't know; the Rave-N world was very different a few million years ago, but rnaudi caused an multi-dimentional war that messed up everything so bad that rnmaker had to do a hars reset on the entire world.... They made sure not just punish rnaudi, but the rest of the employers as well (even tho rnaudi was literally the only one who caused trouble)!
Rnaudi is extremely unself-aware
#And nobody questions why rnmaker punished everyone even though it is completely unjustified!#This... Could mean nothing /s#I rlly think the only one who doesn't hate rnaudi would be her son 😭😭 (maudi). Even then hes like... Aware that his mom has lots of issues#Oh yea dw my ocs aren't canon. But it's fun to think abt!#rave n au#oc: rnaudi#madness combat#madness combat oc#madcom#madcom oc#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#my art#digital drawing#digital illustration#digital doodle#my ocs#oc art#ocs
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q!étoiles whiteboard fox drawing :D (close-up and extra doodles under the cut ^^)
the drawing of the eye is q!slime's :D also was rewatching sanders sides while drawing (hence the snake janus doodle) ^^
#qsmp#q!étoiles#étoiles#was rewatching sanders sides while drawing and man. every time i rewatch this series i remember why i still like it#← even though it's been like. 5 years? i still love the series though some of its half-a-decade old slang and jokes make me cringe sometime#i have so many sanders sides hot takes. so many#but i'm talking a bit much abt sanders sides when the main drawing is of q!étoiles lmao#it's always a lot of fun drawing in whiteboard fox with its limited colours because it means i have to shade in creative ways#← like how q!étoiles' hair is shaded with lines of green and his skin is blushing with lines of dark blue#was thinking abt q!starcicle again and had to draw the guy#also realcowboysdrinkjuice has the massivest brain ever with q!étoiles and his tail having a leaf?? i rlly wanted to draw it it looks so fu#(i rlly doubt he'll see this but realcowboysdrinkjuice if you see this i hope that was okay ^^ i'll absolutely change it if you'd prefer))#moral's murals#just noticed his eye is kind of off. this is actually so awkward#I DON'T KNOW HOW I FORGOT TO MENTION??? this whiteboard q!étoiles was drawn to match the whiteboard q!slime i drew a bit ago!! :D
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i've seen polarizing opinions on this, so i'm curious of the statistics of what people think
1. you believe randall will and/or should be redeemed, there's still potential/good in him
2. you think randall is too far gone, he's too evil to be redeemed and maw will continue to keep him as a villain
3. you hope randall is redeemed, but don't realistically see the show giving him that arc so he'll probably remain as a villain
4. you don't want randall to be redeemed, he's too far gone & it doesn't make sense, but maw will probably make him good in the end
5. if you have an opinion different or more complicated than above feel free to share!
#randall boggs#monsters at work#maw#monsters at work season 2#maw season 2#monsters inc#monsters university#randy boggs#pixar#disney#imo? mostly 2#randall has not shown any redeeming qualities or a shred of desire to be good#after all he's done if they did make him become good i think it would be ooc#also it makes sense for the final(?) big villain to be randall#and it'll be fun to see randall working for no one but himself exclusively now#however i'm not comepletely closed off to the idea so long as they handle it well#though considering the inconsistancies in season 2 if maw does give him a redemption arc i doubt it'll be written well#maw doing a diservice to randall is my biggest worry in the show lol#i care abt him sm so no matter what just pls do his character justice in s3 disney 🙏#feel free to share your own opinions no matter what you think or wish will happen
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