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i told a friend this yesterday but i feel like i am simultaneously being gently hugged by a beloved friend and violently chased by an apex predator
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thinking about that post “it’s not intelligent vs unintelligent. it’s curious vs refusal to be curious” thinking about how there’s no harm in saying you didn’t understand a movie you watched, without knocking it for its country of origin and/or the year it was made. for most movies, there’s analysis out there. there are essays upon essays about all types of films out there but refusal to be curious because the fear of looking stupid and the excuse of “movies are meant to be escapism” has clouded your mind
#it’s not even the anti intellectualism thing going around#it’s fear#i don’t always understand a movie immediately as I watch but other things unfold through analysis. they become richer for it#and also can I say if things are from another country and you find yourself not getting it that’s not a bad thing. not everything is going#to fit your exact knowledge of the world. there are world events that you have never heard of that cut deep for others. that’s the world#we all live a thousand lives and a thousand deaths but in different ways because history is different everywhere#it’s on you to seek out the information to understand it. stay in the dark if not#also my last point of how people say ‘movies are meant to be escapism’#no media.. is /meant/ to be anything. movies are touching because people decided they wanted them to be. the same goes with music. books.#art. quilting. anything and everything that you’ve ever been touched by was a decision by the creators. not because you decided to feel#something. the audiences feelings should not be taken into account. YOU should be curious about where the movies going. the movie should not#be wondering if you’re curious#this is me pacing around at the top of my wizard tower
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“what if kids identify with something and it ends up just being a phase-?” good. stop teaching and expecting kids (and adults honestly) to formulate permanent traits and ideas of themselves. everything in life is a phase. that doesn’t make it any less legitimate while you experience it. let people explore themselves and know it’s okay if what you think about yourself changes.
#there is no permanent state of self#expecting that makes people fearful to explore options for fear of being wrong#trans#lgbtq#ftm#transgender#trans man#transmasc#transgender man#trans pride#donnieisaprettyboy#ftm problems
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a bottom-tier autistic experience is being told throughout your entire childhood that you are just an overthinker when it comes to social situations and later finding out that your friends did, in fact, hate being around you and tried to communicate that through weird little hints
#my worst fears have been realized#i should trust my instincts sometimes#autism#asd#autistic#autistic community#actually autistic#autistic adult#autistic things#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
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Eldritch Miku omgggg
#HATSUNE MIKU????#art#slay#my art#hatsune miku#fanart#I fear that drawing Miku is the sole thing that powers my life force#concept art#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#hatsune miku fanart#long ass shoes#character design#HATSUNE MIKU!!!!
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so matt's absolutely giving scorched earth orders behind the scenes right. Not only are publically visible transfems dropping like flies, but every third person who musters up the audacity to comment negatively on Staff or Matt about this vanishes fucking instantly
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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i saw this:
and thought it would be fun to actually work that out. so
^^^ every doctor who episode in chronological order
(pls let me know if theres any mistakes! i got most of the info from the tardis wiki so idk if its 100% accurate)
btw!!! the episodes are ordered by where they go FIRST in the episode :) (PLEASE STOP TELLING ME TO PUT UNEARTHLY CHILD FIRST THEYRE IN 1963 FIRS TPLEASEEEEEYEGEHFEHFYUFHGEUYS)
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I make art about grief again
#particularly about fear of forgetting a loved one#like their face their voice#fear of time erasing all of that#pimsriart2024#pimsriart#comic#i guess?#grief
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whenever people are like "bloober team aren't that bad, they understand horror" i think of this clip of jerma playing 'layers of fear'
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#man or bear#man vs bear#bear or man#bear vs man#would you rather#women want me fish fear me#cute bear#bear illustration#bear drawing#female illustrators#female artists#illustration#cute illustrations#art on tumblr
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ten years ago you were so scared of such different things, but you survived them anyway. the same goes for five years ago and two years ago. everything that has ever felt like a hurdle, you’ve passed through. so be afraid, identify your fears, and then allow yourself to remember that in just a little while, this will be another thing that you have overcome.
#fear is okay!#and so are you#i have two interviews next week for a 6month grad internship </3#free encouragement#self care#self love#positivity#positive#positive suggestions#positive thinking#suggestions#suggestion#comfort kindness family#self validation
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Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with
#my path of self improvement has been less self righteous and personally gainful#and more just. a lot of embarrassment and pain#like i wouldnt change the path i took to get where i am now but i wouldve chosen to travel that path sooner because omg#nothing hits me like the fear that future me will feel the same way about right now me that right now me feels about past tense me
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Continuation of this
#trying to write bills cipher in character is harder than it looks#I HAD to finish this comic but I have so many other things to do so now I gotta go do that#it’s nearly 1am help#my art#gravity falls#twins in time au#Stan pines#Stanley pines#bill cipher#I think the idea of bill weaponising Stans fear of losing his brother is so interesting a concept#especially because he literally does lose him in the future#baby Stan having to atone for the actions of his future self when he just wants his cool brother to like him#:((((
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