#it’s an act of vulnerability
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is there love out there for the nerdy autistic intox subs. who get Silly off one too many hits
they gotta get fucked up to get out of their head and stop worrying about whether they’re acting Like A Person. stop masking so meticulously when drunk. really happy to have an excuse to be acting “Weird” and letting go of embarrassment to just be flushed and grinning and goofy
trail off in the middle of infodumping and you are never hearing how that explanation ends cuz their hazy brain has fully lost the plot. but will get stuck on one nonsense topic forever.
WILL have hot crossfaded sex with you sure absolutely but then will you please watch cartoons with them and get them some samefood snacks after??
#feel like there’s too much DESPITE and not enough BECAUSE#ive only recently been getting over some internalized ableism#worrying that I won’t be wanted because of how I act and talk#so like. autism positivity is very important for me rn#hart to hart talks#intox#intox kink#intox play#weed intox#intoxication kink#intox cnc#alcohol#drunk kink#and also tell them they did good#getting vulnerable on the kink tumbler at 3am#greatest hits (from the pen)
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there’s something about the way the scoobies allow spike to partially integrate with them in buffy’s absence but only insofar as he’s being Useful and clearly only because they understand he wouldn’t allow it to be different. he can walk amongst them because he’s strong and he made a promise but they don’t actually view him as a man (not even as human, but as someone capable of grief), and as soon as they bring back buffy, he’s gone from their minds, relegated back to the shadows and not even considered. and how that aligns with how they think of buffy….. buffy is beloved unlike spike but she’s also Useful. her strength is there again so they don’t need his, she’s buffy so she’ll take care of everything, they just have to wait. she will say thank you!
but while the scoobies are waiting for buffy to Go Back To Normal, to take up her slayer mantle and do what they need her to do….. buffy (barely conscious, barely aware of her surroundings) goes to spike. and for as much as the season dives into the Darkness in their connection. it feels very important that when she comes back, the scoobies forget about spike and Other him again, meanwhile buffy instinctively understands that spike isn’t seeing and speaking to Old Buffy(tm), he isn’t watching her every move and reaction to compare it to how she used to be, he’s just. seeing her. and understanding her. both their hands are hurt. and….. she doesn’t have to lie. she can be alone with him there.
#buffy speaking to the scoobies is buffy doing her best to act like the buffybot and they don’t notice bc they don’t want to#buffy speaking to spike is just buffy and that’s both a relief and an impossibility bc she cannot be vulnerable#btvs#it’s too rich a topic but jesus christ
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armand + preparing to tell louis about his past
#iwtv#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#armand#louis de pointe du lac#loumand#please excuse the quality of these gifs i know they're grainy as shit - the scene was SO DARK and armand's face SO TINY in it#but it was worth it to me to make grainy gifs because the acting here is INSANE and i wanted to highlight it#armand's monologue is such a standout but these silent moments before it fascinate me#did he take louis to the museum planning this? was it just a possibility that he might have abandoned but this is the moment he chooses?#has he ever brought anyone here before or has he always been alone? has he TOLD anyone about himself before?#the way he braces himself. the little steadying exhale as he flips on the lights#it's such subtle vulnerable wonderful stuff#anyway once again i'm sorry these are garbage quality i did my bestttttt
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#kids online safety bill#kids online safety act#kosa#stop kosa#bad internet bills#censorship#didn't expect to post about this twice but i absolutely need at least someone to see these points#transphobes#edit: well this took off#somehow forgot a big point from my last more grimly jokey post on this#it's clear as day that the companies supporting are all for it to put the 1000th nail in the coffin for everyone's privacy#it's not about saving the children#and of course the senile freaks in congress aren't budging if it means further screwing over vulnerable minorities in and out of america#shameful. absolutely shameful.
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Saw someone say on twitter „luke experienced subdrop and needed aftercare“ and I haven’t stopped thinking about this video/interview/comment bc I REALLY hope the producers are aware how much their actors are doing for this show and are taking proper care of them (e.g. having competent intimacy coordinators).
#the whole filming process sounds very intense 🫣#like them not really rehearsing the argument scene and just screaming at each other 'doing what you‘d do in a real argument'#and yeah I get it 'thats acting' but there‘s so many actors who were worked to the bone#who brought vulnerability to the table bc it made a scene better and got taken advantage of#and with how much and how rapid the show is gaining in popularity; the upcoming netflix deal#I just hope the production stays clean and responsible#iwtv#interview with the vampire#luke brandon field#assad zaman#daniel molloy#armand#edit: I don’t really have a stance on whether or not that terminology is applicable and/or appropriate#I read it on twitter and I think its not too far out there w the way he described it
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Thinking about the fact that in s1ep6 when Barry burns Rafe's arm, poor baby probably had to bandage himself up all by himself. It just makes me so sad for no reason because Rafe's always alone and he literally has zero support system. And, his hands were shaking when he attempted to steal from his dad's office and when Ward catches him, he doesn't even look concerned or notice the burnt arm of his son??? Something about that just makes me so mad and sad like wtf. Rafe needs a big hug, man. I soo wanna be his stress reliever, his balm that calms him and more. I am literally not normal about this man. Like imagine someone burning ur arm on a fucking motorbike and having no one to turn to but yourself :(
#rafe cameron#rafe obx#drew starkey#rafe cameron x reader#obx#and yall dont come for or @ me for babying this man#i am not normal about my fav white man ok???#rafe just needs a big ass hug and pussy and so much more#god i will die for him#i cant be normal#not when he looks and acts like that and has a shit life/parents#anti ward cameron#anti barry#Rafe also could've also just went to the hospital or whatever but i doubt he'd do that since thats so ooc as hed have to explain#where he got the injury from and more#plus he literally likes handling his problems on his own so I cant see him going to someone else for help#especially when hes vulnerable and injured
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The actors behind Alan Wake 2
#alan wake 2#melanie liburd#ilkka villi#alan wake#saga anderson#mk.op#mk.edit#mk.gifs#i loved this#it was so cute to hear them bonding over working together and acting in a video game#hearing ilkka gush about tom zane is also just always a joy#and also the talk about vulnerable alan#melanie cracked me up when she pointed out how saga went off on alan lol (rightfully so)#i could listen to both of them talk aw2 for hours#edit: i fixed the top two gifs nobody saw how they were off shhh
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hey mouthwashing analysts, do we maybe want to think a bit before comparing a full grown man, who is just heavily disabled, to a baby? like a literal infant? especially when there's a stronger metaphorical/psychological/symbolic avatar for the baby and pregnancy already present within the narrative? (multiple even!)
#please for the love of sweet christ stop treating or alluding to disabled characters as infantile. what is wrong with you#disabled people who need to rely on the care of others are not like babies. you guys know that right#also aside from it just being generally fucked up and weird#the possible metaphor of curly as anya's baby is very week. especially juxtaposed with the stronger symbols already associated with the#baby/pregnancy in the game (namely polle and the dead pixel; i actually prefer the dead pixel as being representative of jimmy)#also i just realized i spelt weak wrong. sorry im high#i also think curly's position is meant to be reflective of anya's. he's suddenly vulnerable#trapped. and at jimmy's total mercy (the physical assult 2 months in?)#very much in a similar manner to anya. only now- its too late for him to act. he can only witness as things fall apart#someone else on here said this but#curly and jimmy as foils- curly and anya as parallels#curly as a metaphor for the baby runs the risk of. muddying the whole thing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing analysis#captain curly#anya#jimmy
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AGATHA CHRISTIE'S POIROT 12x03 "Murder on the Orient Express"
#poirot#hercule poirot#agatha christie#david suchet#tvedit#perioddramaedit#tvandfilm#userstream#cinematv#poirotedit#*edit#poirot 12x03: murder on the orient express#top level acting that breaks your heart#just like poirot's soul is breaking#*hugs poirot*#an extraordinary moment here with david#poirot this vulnerable? you're GLUED to the screen#he is almost surprised by his feelings at first#and then the dam breaks#it's haunting yet beautiful
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Could I request Argenti, Aventurine and whoever else you'd like reacting to their lover baking a cake or cupcakes with an encouraging message written on it for them?
“You're doing a good job, love!”
Synopsis: Baking a cake or cupcakes with an encouraging message to cheer up your beloved.
Tags: Argenti x Reader, Aventurine x Reader, Feixiao x Reader, Firefly x Reader, Established Relationship, Romance, Fluff, Affection, Heartwarming, Encouragement, Vulnerability, Connection, Acts of Service!Reader.
Argenti
As Argenti stepped into the room, the scent of fresh-baked sweetness filled the air. His gaze softened when he spotted a cake with the words, “For my knight—may beauty guide you always.” delicately written across the icing. His hand moved instinctively to his chest, his heart warmed by the simple, heartfelt gesture.
“My love, this… this is as pure as a dawn’s first light,” he murmured, his voice imbued with reverence. He held your hand gently, guiding it to his lips. "To bring me such joy—truly, you grace my journey with beauty more precious than any star. You have my deepest thanks."
With a fond smile, he took a careful slice, savoring each bite as though it were a sacred gift. The words stayed with him, uplifting his spirit, a beacon he would carry forth in his duty.
Aventurine
Aventurine’s eyes widened as he took in the sight of the cupcakes arranged in a playful arc, each one bearing a word that spelled out, “Bet on yourself, love.” He let out a chuckle, his eyes gleaming with delight.
“You���re always one step ahead,” he said, a smirk tugging at his lips as he leaned close. “It’s almost as if you know how I feel after every gamble.” He plucked a cupcake and took a slow, thoughtful bite. “Absolutely delicious—and even better with you here.” he said, pulling you closer with a grin.
In that moment, he felt your care was like a lucky charm, a grounding reminder amidst his high-stakes world that he didn’t always have to go it alone.
Feixiao
Feixiao looked at the cake with mild surprise, taking in the phrase, “Fight for your dreams!” written in bold, steady strokes. She chuckled, a rough but appreciative sound, as her gaze softened.
“Straightforward and inspiring. Just like you.” She tore off a piece, savoring it as she looked at you with rare gentleness. “You know, every bite of this… it’s like a little extra strength for my battles.” Her hand brushed your shoulder in an uncharacteristic show of affection.
As she finished her slice, she placed a reassuring hand over yours, her fierce eyes glowing with determination. “Thank you. I’ll make you proud—and myself too.”
Firefly
Firefly blinked in astonishment at the cake, reading the simple yet heartfelt message: “Live for yourself.” Her lips parted slightly, the words hitting deeper than she expected. Tentatively, she traced the letters, absorbing their warmth.
“You… really think I can do that?” she asked softly, her eyes filling with emotion. She took a small bite, savoring it, a faint smile forming.
“This is more than just a cake,” she whispered, meeting your gaze with a mixture of gratitude and hope. “It’s like a piece of a life I never dared imagine.” With newfound courage, she wrapped her arms around you, grateful to have someone who believed in her beyond the battle.
#hsr#honkai star rail#x reader#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#hsr aventurine#aventurine x reader#aventurine x you#hsr aventurine x reader#hsr argenti x reader#argenti#hsr argenti#argenti x reader#argenti x you#argenti x y/n#feixiao x you#feixiao hsr#feixiao x reader#feixiao#feixiao honkai star rail#hsr firefly#firefly hsr#firefly#firefly x reader#firefly honkai star rail#fluff#established relationship#vulnerability#romance#acts of service
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hc that husk always thinks angel is beautiful gorgeous etc., but the first time he sees angel in an oversized tshirt and years-old worn in sweatpants and messy hair is when he realizes that, oh yes. now i see it. he’s hot. yeah.
#something something angel in nonsexual clothing means he’s not putting on an act and he’s allowing himself to Be#and husk is immediately like. Wow! Hot!#(not in an objectification way but in the way that he’s attracted to the emotional and physical vulnerability that angel allows him to see)#husk#angel dust#huskerdust#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#angel dust hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel angel dust#rott txt.
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"When I first read the first couple of scenes I had to do for the audition, I was happy he's going to get put in his place time and time again, and that's great. But then, once we got into the show itself, it was important to me that I championed and justified every decision that Travis made. I spent five months loving this character in many ways, being empathetic with this character, finding new reasonings for what he was. His un-education in certain aspects, making sure that I took into consideration that 1996 is a different time period than now and he's not going to know how to react in those situations. And even now at the age of 17, 16, the reactions that people have when they're uneducated in those scenarios in terms of how you treat people." "And so I spent a big chunk of time championing him as best as I could, and then, it all flipped again when the show came out, and I watched it, and screamed at Travis, being like 'You, just talk to people. Care about people. Be there. Express yourself. Stop holding things in, and stop treating people so terribly.' But at the same time, I applaud Ashley and Bart for writing this character because I believe that people who don't act accordingly in situations, there is reason for that, and I think we try really hard to make it clear that there are reasons for why he is the way that he is." — Kevin Alves
@yellowjacketsnetwork event 05: growth — ft. TRAVIS MARTINEZ
#travis martinez#travismartinezedit#kevin alves#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#yjedit#tvedit#yjevent#yellowjacketsnetwork#*#usercoty#tusermich#userbecca#tuserdee#tusermiles#ughmerlin#usercleo#tuserjes#userclara#i shouldve condensed this Majorly but. i love to not plan in advance. also the acting choices in his facial expressions#how you can tell when he doesnt believe in the words hes forcing himself to say vs. when hes actually letting himself be vulnerable#how could i choose frankly
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"Listen. That wasn’t tactical. I lost it." LOKI S02E02 “Breaking Brad”
#mobius#mobius m mobius#owen wilson#lokitvsource#lokitvedit#marveledit#mine#not feeling normal about this at all actually#the subtlety of owen's acting here is everything to me#the way that mobius is so obviously torn up about hitting brad#his body language is closed off and uncomfortable#he's really beating himself up for his behaviour#but he powers through it because he wants to explain himself#but to do so he has to be vulnerable and that's hard for him#he's so used to making others talk but he doesn't do it himself#he's a yapper at heart but emotionally he's closed off to his own emotions#i love how in the 6th gif he listens to loki relate to his struggle (with an extreme example) with a soft smile#it's still sad yet it holds understanding that his friend is trying to make him feel better#he allows himself to be consoled by loki#and because of that support from someone he trusts he's able to open up#mobius my beloved#i love him with all my heart#i loved Owen's performance so much i think he's so underrated
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god, armand as a character is giving me serious brainrot. he's such a control freak because he desperately needs to derive meaning from something—anything. whether it's god, rituals, or coven life, he needs to give a purpose to his existence. this is why he upholds these stringent laws and regulations in both of his covens, which are ultimately destroyed by someone he loves who stands outside it all. and he kind of just allows that destruction, despite all of his power, because he is also... bored? it's like he's on autopilot, going through life in this meticulously constructed routine until he meets lestat and later louis, who both refuse to adhere to his carefully crafted structures and disrupt the status quo. this is attractive to armand because deep down, underneath his all masked emotions, he is very lonely and desperate for connection! which is just awfully human for such an ancient powerful being
imagine being this old and alone, how do you endure? armand tries to find value in these rigid structures because otherwise, his life feels empty. "he needs rules to give him purpose" but in the end, this doesn't fulfill him completely because, despite his feigned confidence and stoicism, he is insecure, needy, and traumatized. this is why he seeks out chaos despite having spent all this time trying to control everything and everyone around him. he lets it happen—for love, but also, i think, because unconsciously he desires that total loss of control, which allows him to actually feel something real. every few decades, he almost intentionally lets his entire world, the world he worked so hard to manipulate into his will, be ruined. yet, when he tells daniel he "let it happen," he is lying, too (at least about lestat) because he presents himself as more passive, composed, and reasonable than he really was when his way of life was threatened. he just tells himself that he wanted it that way all along so he remains the one in control. i need to see him crack
#it's just such a fun contrast with the relationship louis has with lestat#armand seems detached but he also shows just enough vulnerability to make him seem like a more stable tender option for louis#like he almost seems more “open” than lestat who masks his insecurity with bravado and acts on emotion and impulse and pushes people away#but armand is just as much hiding his real self from louis because he is always trying to manipulate#because he has carefully constructed his entire personality around protecting louis and serving him#he just fascinates me so much and i love assad's subtle performance#interview with the vampire#iwtv#armand#assad zaman#loumand
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I like bloodweave. Okay. But I DON'T like the version of them in fanfic where Astarion is a dick and Gale is like. Whining and pleading for him to be emotionally vulnerable (or just. Nice to him) prior to the relationship being established. Because that is just not accurate. Gale needs the player to express interest in him during his weave-teaching scene before he even considers hitting on them properly. Gale is entirely resigned to his fate and needs someone else to pull him away from it. Gale only starts being sweet and romantic and devoted after you accept his love confession and give him hope for the future. Gale says fuck all and then slinks away to cry privately if you break up with him.
Like he isn't chasing after people lmao. He isn't dropping to his knees and crying about anything much less this dickhead he met a week ago. He is overwhelmingly passive about literally everything personal to him up to and including his own death (provided there are no casualties/there is a good reason) until after the player expresses that they care about him. Astarion is not doing that in any of these fics.
Like Gale is friendly and a dork and doesn't wanna get murdered but he fully has a suicide plan. He thought the artefacts would help him survive but he didn't believe he'd ever truly live again. If Gale confessed and Astarion said/did like one (1) mean thing afterward Gale's romance is closed off forever. He's wandering into the forest to cry. He's killing himself immediately. His fragile ego and self worth can't take it. You have to understand that when we joke about him being pathetic it's not bc he's like. Sopping wet and chasing people down and begging for a scrap of attention. It's because he craves affection but would literally rather die than ask or even hope for it until someone else forces that hope back into his serotonin-deficient tadpole brain.
#i feel like u can tell when a bloodweave fic is written by an astarion stan vs a gale stan lol#because the astarion stans are just using gale as a vessel for like. their sopping wet meow meow#who screams and cries until astarion becomes emotionally vulnerable with them#which gale would not do. realistic bloodweave is astarion tries to fuck him in act 1 and he refuses because of the orb#and then astarion is like “boo what the fuck. change of plans” and gale is like “okay” and they never speak of it again lol#anyway#please god the gale characterisation in this place. half of you make him the soppiest most pathetic loser and the other half make him evil#he's not ACTUALLY a loser. when i joke about it the reason its funny is because its not true#hes just a regular guy with depression lol. hes not out here debasing himself begging for some old twink to care abt him#bg3#gale dekarios#bloodweave#gale of waterdeep#does this make sense. i havent slept#i just mean that if you want gale to be sappy he needs to have like. prior assurance that his feelings are reciprocated#because if he doesnt have that and astarion is a dick to him he WILL just give up on the relationship#like hes not hunting people down after they deliberately upset him. i see so many fics where they create tension by lime#*like#having astarion openly fuck someone else after establishing a sort-of relationship with gale. for the drama#like hey. gale fully dumps you if you do that in game!! you have no way to convince him not to. he will dump astarion for that permanently
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"I was gonna say you're like a son to me.. but you're more than that."
"It ain't that complicated!"
How quickly that shoulder pat of comfort turned into a condescending one.
#he makes me feel so emo#this life was never meant for you but your fate was forced#the way dutch (and hosea) talks to arthur like he's stupid will never sit right with me#like they've been by his side over 20 years they KNOW he isn't stupid because if he was he would have been gone a long time ago#not only is arthur incredibly emotionally smart but he's a trained conman vault breaker gunslinger horse rider you name it#the fact that his own adoptive parents break him down like that hurts#it's a manipulation tactic on dutch's end - break your victims self esteem to make them chase your praise and approval#hosea I believe has just gone along with that kind of attitude but in a different way he just likes to jest lightheartedly#arthur doesn't see the difference though and it's understandable but he takes it to heart#the worst part is that hosea sees through his tough guy act and has called arthur out on it#his act is a defence mechanism to protect himself from being too vulnerable - in arthur's mind#and it isn't a sudden thing it's very likely something that has built over the years given the life he has lived#and hosea notices he knows this#but they still jab at arthur#oh it hurts#is he your son dutch? or is he your guard dog? your personal workhorse?#playing through the second time is opening my eyes more and more#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick gifs#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#liveblogging#you guys gotta understand - arthur seeks and longs for dutch's approval he'll never say it but it's the key motive behind his loyalty#and arthur *rejects* dutch's comfort#he doesn't *want* dutch to pat him on the shoulder because he knows dutch is digging them an even deeper hole#he doesn't want that touch he craves#it's so insanely monumental for such a small scene because it shows us how arthur feels without telling us
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