#it’s also the adhd I think
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Y’all ever forget bildad is a disguise for Crowley? Like I understand the “who’s Crowley?” Joke but like, I genuinely forgot bildad wasn’t another character that just showed up for a bit and died of natural causes like all the other humans.
#for the last part#I haven’t watched the scenes w bildad in them in a while so I’m sorry abt that#it’s also the adhd I think#I have the brain of a centipede#anyways time for your regularly scheduled tags#good omens#crowley#bildad the shuite#bildad the shuhite#be like bildad#good omens 2#bildaddy#bilfather#good omens crowley#good omens bildad
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People with autism or ADHD: I have this symptom
Me, a schizophrenic: oh me too!
People with autism or ADHD: I have this symptom
Me, a schizophrenic: haha yeah I got that too
People with autism or ADHD: I have this symptom
Me, a schizophrenic: yeah I deal with that daily
People with autism or ADHD: have you been checked for autism/ADHD? It really seems like you have it
Me, a schizophrenic: you know those are all possible symptoms of schizophrenia too right? You know that we have more than just psychosis right? And we can experience almost every symptom of autism and ADHD combined right? You know that we are more alike than we are different, right? Right?
#this isnt meant as an attack on people with adhd or autism#more like a reminder that no symptom is exclusive to any disorder#and i have had people with adhd or autism say they think i have it too irl#and im not always in a safe enough position to out myself as schizophrenic irl#so im hoping this reaches people as a way to not try and diagnose others#but also to understand that other people can have the same symptoms as you but have a completely different disorder#schizophrenia#adhd#autism#mental illness#neurodivergent#nd#psychosis#schizophrenic#actuallyschizophrenic#mental health awareness#pseriouslypsychotic
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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nothing gives me a greater dopamine hit than staring at my blorbos holding hands for four hours
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#ahsoka tano#captain rex#clone wars ahsoka#clone wars rex#rexsoka#my art#aahh. the hyperfocus kicked in for this one#ha. haha. it is 2025 and i still won't accept that they split up i literally will not do it#annnnyway i think they should take more nature walks <33#also apologies for the slight lack of art the last few days. between bingeing arcane and adhd acting up it's just been Quite a Time
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You could look happier Schrouder, it's your best friend we are helping!
#schrucy#schroeder#lucy van pelt#peanuts#Yes I do believe that the autistic piano boy falls in love with the hot-tempered ADHD girl once they grow up#Although#I don't think Lucy still loves him in the same way#usually our childhood Crushes don't last until adulthood#right? But it also happens that you fall in love with your childhood friend who was always very attentive to you.#So IDK
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i saw this floating around pinterest a while ago and had been wanting to draw gia in it. honestly i feel like it was punishment from the twins.

tag list:
@cyanide-latte @inmateofthemind @tixdixl @winterweary @thehollowwriter @harryinramshackle
@theleechyskrunkly @skriblee-ksk @boopshoops @the-trinket-witch @twistedwonderlandshenanigans @kimikitti
@s-t-y-x @nightwingshero @water-writings @beneathsakurashade @oya-oya-okay @scint1llat3
@twstinginthewind (dm to be added)
#twisted wonderland yuu#twisted wonderland#twst yuu#twst grim#ramshackle prefect#twst#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#disney twst#ramshackle duo#gia yugo#gar’s art#gar’s oc#i’ve been thinking a lot about gia’s mmmm general issues i guess i could say#they’re doing their best but like damn they need professional help and also adhd medicine but guess what they do not get#they out here raw dogging this stupid baka isekai life#oathofoaks
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sick of the dumb Jesper Fahey agenda
Jesper Fahey that stays up until 3 am researching random things because he thought about it and now he needs to know the answer
Jesper Fahey that can explain complex concepts better than Kaz because he’s thought about them so much that the facts are permanently implanted in his brain
Jesper Fahey that asks random questions without context because it popped into his head and now he has to know
Jesper Fahey that goes on long drawn out rambling sessions about the things that interest him
Jesper Fahey that is the go to guy for random facts in the Dregs because he often knows the answer or knows enough to guess relatively reliably
Jesper Fahey that knows how to do all sorts of things (treat a burn, rig a small bomb, pick a simple lock, scale a building, knit a scarf, mend clothes, throw a knife, etc) because he saw other people doing them and asked and asked and asked to be taught until they gave in
smart Jesper Fahey. tell me you see the vision
#this is me projecting#basically adhd making jesper curious so now he knows things#have i mentioned that i love him#also i know he says in the books that he doesnt think about the way things work#but i think that he doesnt realize that hes curious about things. he just kinda is#jesper fahey has adhd#jesper fahey#six of crows#crooked kingdom#shadow and bone tv
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Neurodivergent people are never undiagnosed. We are misdiagnosed. Our symptoms don't go unnoticed, and people will always attribute them to some sort of cause. They'll just attribute them to personality and blame the individual for their symptoms.
For example. My autism is not undiagnosed, it's been misdiagnosed as "too sensitive," "awkward," "rude," "obsessive," and "too intense." My brother's adhd wasn't undiagnosed, it was misdiagnosed as "lazy," "impulsive," "annoying," and "can't seem to get any work done."
Growing up without a diagnosis is growing up believing that you are to blame for your differentness. Your symptoms are a personality flaw. You are diagnosed by everyone around you as "weird."
Edit: Some people have pointed out that I'm using the word misdiagnosis here rather loosely. I'm aware that it isn't quite correct definitionally, and I don't mean to say that medical misdiagnosis and the type of social misattribution I'm talking about are identical--just that they are related phenomena, and neurodivergent people are often victims of one or both. There isn't an exact term for what I'm talking about here, so I used the closest one I knew of. Terminology is important and some words need to be used with precision to retain their influence. At the same time, sometimes meanings change, and bending words to fit new circumstances is a natural way that language evolves. I'm not sure which situation this falls under, so while I don't want to change my post (not even sure what to change it to), I thought I'd edit and add clarification. Additional feedback on this is welcome.
#also i think that the self blame that usually comes with this experience is inherently traumatizing#but that's another story#anyway there's my lukewarm take of the day#autism#late diagnosed autistic#neurodivergent#adhd#actually autistic
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ofc a big focus of the fanbase and for clinical trial and the game itself is angel and lee's dynamic, the trauma angel experiences, and the game's sort of twist end, but i'd love to pay more attention to the initial concept youre introduced to in the game as well.
one of the reasons this game caught my attention and that i decided to watch a playthrough of it (manlybadasshero i adore you) was because of the combination of working in medicine and having been diagnosed and being treated for adhd since childhood.
i've been on what feels like almost every ADHD medication and i gave up a few years ago because nothing was worth either the side effects or the cost (for me specifically, don't let my experience stop you from seeking medical care). the idea of a biweekly injection or an implant is FASCINATING to me.
then after that, the discussion of psychiatric healthcare, insurance, how the medical system isnt set up for patients so much as it is for those profiting off of it.. i'd love to see more pieces of media that explore that in the intimate and personal way that clinical trial did. it's not easy being neurodivergent, much less having comorbid mental illnesses. add being trans or queer and it can feel impossible navigating the medical system in the US (speaking specifically about the USA bc thats where i live and where the game is set). i want the world to become easier to live in for people like us, and i feel like a good first step is to continue to criticize and share our experiences.
#clinical trial#char talks#clinical trial rpg#clinical trial game#i think i had more to say but its late and also. unmedicated adhd#nothing against angelee i love them (have many thoughts on them however)
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alice spencer-kim's second home
#i figured her and eric are loaded so it made sense for her to have her own studio#the sims 4#simblr#s4mm#ts4 gameplay#also merry xmas/ happy holidays!! its summer in my game hence the lack of holiday posts lmao#i love ittt i think ill be playing her for the rest of the summer and fixing up the rest of the studio and add other offices#i wish i had builds to share with you all but i usually am decorating in other ppls builds#i need to at least stream again soon so i can show you guys what ive been up to!!#also ive been yearning to go back to my mancuso save but alas the adhd is too strong#sprkl family
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Was there any classes you had to take to be a storyboard artist? I’m thinking of going into a field like that!
I took an online course (Not telling which one because their whole thing significantly dropped in quality over time)
and that was pretty much it. But to be fair - I had decent amount of experience of drawing comics beforehand. It helped significantly because I was already familiar with the concept of visual storytelling through composition and expressions.
I was like. CRAZY passionate about learning to storyboard so I was doing all the homework and watching aaall the lessons and then they were giving optional homework for people who wanted to really lock in and optional-optional little things that no one even expected us to draw. But I was making ALL of them. All the time.
So when the course ended my teacher was like goddamn you got a lot of energy in you huh? And he contacted one producer he knew and basically went "hey I have one student who has zero experience but will work and learn really hard"
And that producer went "Okay I trust you" and hired me without interview haha
#never regretted becoming a storyboard artist#it's the perfect job for my adhd brain#you draw fast. you draw a lot. the things you draw constantly changing#the mood is also constantly different. today I draw comedy. tomorrow I draw someone losing their parents. fun stuff#and another fun part#you literally can convert all the shows you're watching into experience#I never forget how after half a year of working at that studio my boss went#yeah you need to ease a little bit with your expressions and make them more fun#Here's a document. It has a “ go watch Teenage mutant ninja turtles” in it. and a link#ahahah#oh also one of my producers kept sending me Naruto references to throw in the animatics#great job#fair warning - you will be expected to draw A LOT. And not just draw but also like. being creative constantly#if you like just being told what to draw and not thinking about it maybe you need to consider being an animator or layout/background artist
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have created this pal to help me clean, I can give it an offering of beads each time I do chores, and once it's pot is full I will make bracelet
#ALSO I told my therapist and she said she would buy beads to give me 😭💗#I think this old be a good idea for other adhd/mentally ill folks#Or like children ig#I would happy make more and sell them if anyone would want that#traditional art#sculpture#Adhd
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Retreat - Megatron x Reader 18+ MDNI
Megatron fragging you near an autobot outpost late at night. The only thing holding you up is his wrapped arm around your pelvis and your grip on the tree in front of you. You try not to make a sound as he lazily slides against you.
He doesn’t care about getting caught, he knows he could fight his way out if he could. Slaughter every creature in that outpost if he really wanted to. But right now? he’s savoring you. Laughing at the way your breath hitches whenever you almost let out a moan. Amused at your attempts to be alert of your surroundings, caring much more than he does because you’re fragging the enemies leader.
He doesn’t care when he brings a servo up to rub on your clit. Your heavy breaths turn into whines as he quickens his pace, pounding into you with a steady beat. You turn you head slightly to the side to look at him and freeze when you see a light in the distance. It’s faint but you can see it move through the trees ever so slowly.
You push against his pace, trying to get off. He stops but doesn’t release his spike from inside you. You’re about to tell him to get off until you turn to see him. A predatory grin stretching across his face because he knows.
“Afraid, little one?” He purrs at you.
His hold around your pelvis tightens as he watches you squirm. He resumes rolling into you at a languid pace, enjoying the show as you panic beneath him—pleading at him between soft moans. At some point when the light gets closer, you stop moving against him as you let him take you, enjoying the thrill of almost getting caught.
He drapes his chassis across your back when you decide to enjoy yourself. Letting out loud moans as he quickens his pace against you. You don’t care. Your head is clouded, the light is getting closer and you don’t care. You want him to fill you up in these woods, to milk him of his spike and you don’t care.
You feel a warmth coil inside your stomach as he continues hammering into your cunt. You shut your eyes as he bites into your shoulder, spilling out onto him as you fist his spike. You let out a loudly inappropriate moan at your release, and you’re sure the person with the light heard.
You’re overstimulated as Megatron continues to pound into you, chasing his own release. It’s not long until he sloppily loses his pace and overloads inside you. It’s strangely peaceful as he brings his arms up to your waist and hugs you against him. His helm between your neck as you bask in the afterglow with him.
You slowly open your eyes in search for the light, resigning your fate to whatever happens if they catch you. It’s confusing when you don’t see anything. You hoped that whatever loud moan you made scared them off, it’s not like you would confront a loud couple on your patrol either. But you’re not complaining, you got away with it!
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If there’s any errors I’m probably sorry. I don’t know how smut writers do this because my brain rotted after writing the first 3 paragraphs. Probs fix later (I never do)
#transformers x reader#megatron x reader#valveplug#writing shenanigans#megatron transformers#megatron#maccadams#maccadam#transformers#also writing this late at night#took so long to write this one because I kept thinking about this scenario instead of actually typing#adhd be damned
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Baby girl
Drew this bc the WC website published a preview of "The Elders' Quest" from the new arc Changing Skies. What do y'all think about it? The writing is very wonky imo but ofc I love Moonpaw's pov.
#wc#warrior cats#wc designs#warrior cats fanart#changing skies#thunderclan#moonpaw#also she has Adhd (or at least the voice in her head does#anyone else wanna call it “Voicepaw”?#i just think its a cute name for her!#wc spoilers
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if you are doing more requests the only thing i ask
wrightworth your headcanons are my fucking favorite i will eat NOMNOMMKMWKNWOSML


I probably have more, but these were the ones I could think of off the top of my head
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#narumitsu#wrightworth#ace attorney fanart#doodle requests#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#I just woke up and this was the first thing I drew so I can’t think of everything right now#headcanons? more like me projecting 🤭#I draw people I like a lot so I gave that trait to Phoenix hehe#also adhd + autism hehe#ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH#PEOPLE LIKING MY HEADCANONS?!?! THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY
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I know the concept of more supernatural/paranormal elements is cool but it will never stop being funny to me that in every series ever, when a ghost shows up the main characters have to do rituals & research the history of the haunted item or house or even whole town & use specific items like salt & incense & talisman to banish the ghost all dramatically & supernaturally, but in Danny Phantom this kid just shows up with nothing but his fists, a thermos, & pent up aggression. put em the fuck UP, you ectoplasmic son of a—
#Danny Phantom#i'm watching caped crusader & i can't stop thinking. if Danny was here he would've beaten the shit outta this ghost 5 minutes in#also this is why whenever someone throws a ''who would win Danny or X'' scenario at me i always say Danny if he was being serious#cuz this kid has the perfect combo of superpowers. he only seems like a loser because all his villains ALSO have those powers#if he went up against anyone else & had adhd medication he'd win laughably easy#i know it's easier to write him as so incompetent any normal human villain can take him out despite his powers#but realistically by s2 i feel like unless they have anti-ghost weapons or some kind of mind control going on#they simply could not even touch Danny let alone fend him off or take him down#Danny could literally just possess them for 1 second & when they're having a possession hangover cuff em. easy peasy lemon squeezy
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