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when nostalgia hits so hard it’s phisically painfull>>>>>>>>>>
#it’s agonising#but#i love it#my soul is wrecked#im destroyed#devastated#swept away#torn into pieces#damaged beyond repair#my heart aches#i feel alive#floating in extasy#ok im gonna shut up now#nostaligiacore#2000s#nostalgia#childhood#live laugh lobotomy#nostalgic#live laugh suffer#just talking#my thoughts
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i miss my bf :(
#it’s agonising#it will have been a year since i’d seen him#and also it will be the first time we’d be together as a couple#and im just. SO IMPATIENT#beloved volus
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even if I came to love humanity in the end, there’s no proof I was ever here, right?
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#my art#slow downer lyrics..i am applying them to dokja#please..i cant put the entire song lyrics but my god#'i called out an incoherent name in this new old world'#'i loiter in paradise the hope i was accustomed to blocked off my path of retreat'#literally agonised me#maybe this doesnt even make sense#the yjhs standing on the subway yellow lines overlooking the edge#but i kinda lost the plot here#its ok#havent even finished orv yet but whenever i think about the very concept of dokja i lowkey kms in my head for 80000 years#also 52hz's 'a dreamless sleep'#i guess just the sense of being untethered to the world with just this one thing keeping you still here#hits me hard#wait i linked the original slow downer version but obviously (see username) the niigo one is leagues better
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i’m trying to stop getting mad at stuff with my housemates but my god am i pushed to my limit everyday
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I've always been curious to know this about the people around me. Most people have been in severe pain, but in my experience few have had what they would say is their 10/10 experience. I guess it's just something I find fascinating, as I had my 10/10 experience quite young and I sometimes forget that not everyone has. In my opinion it changes your relationship with pain and how you engage with it afterwards. If you answered yes, feel free to elaborate on your circumstances in the tags!
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#I was 13 and mine was after spinal fusion surgery for scoliosis. T6-L4 fusion and when i woke up in spinal shock it was agonising pain#they had to give me ketamine before the pain died down and even then it was only 9/10#i was on a fentanyl drip for a few days afterwards and ever 5mins and 50sec id be dosing myself#my dad would take over my button while i was sleeping and set a timer on his watch to push it at those intervals#it was the only way i could rest as without it id wake up in blinding pain#definitely the hardest experience of my life. sometimes i forget that i went through that and came out the other side.#polls#chronic pain#disability#spoonie#cripple punk#cripplepunk#the tags ive chosen kinda skew the balance in favour of the yes but idk what else to tag it with.#it would be interesting to see if other disabled people have also had a 10/10 and how common that is
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HE NEEDS ENRICHMENT!!!!!!!!!!
#micolash#micolash host of the nightmare#bloodborne#soulsborne#kos parasite#stress relief doodle while i agonise over some crunchy deadlines
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little thing i noticed whilst watching the dance at the end of episode 3. when penelope smiles up at debling during their dance and there is a momentary pause before colin has to look away because he can't bear it...and he can watch her dance with another man but the moment she turns one of her smiles at him it destroys him and he has to look away.
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WH40k: Rogue Trader romance cards inspired by Dragon Age: Keep tapestry tiles --- part [3/6]
Marazhai Aezyrraesh, the Drukhari
[RT Romance Cards master post]
[1/ Yrliet] [2/ Jae] [4/ Heinrix] [5/ Cassia] [6/ Kibellah]
#agoniser wrapped around his heart let's goooo#rogue trader romance cards#rogue trader x dragon age#rogue trader crpg#rogue trader fanart#warhammer 40k#rogue trader#wh40k art#drukhari#marazhai#marazhai aezyrraesh#dragon age#dragon age fanart#fantasy#my art#thatzombieart#artists on tumblr#warhammer rogue trader
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a lot of targaryen takes sound like people making up some guys to get mad at. it gets a little tiring, the way they're imagined as uniquely awful within the text. i'm not certain we were meant to interpret them as the worst of westerosi nobility, simply that, being westeros' reigning house means they are afforded special narrative spotlight and scrutiny. if we had as much specific information on the history of the kings of winter or lords of winterfell, it would look much the same in terms of frequency of despotic rulers and dynastic conflicts. in the present timeline almost every noble house is in the process of unraveling, that's a theme with the lannisters, the tullys, the greyjoys, the baratheons, and the rest. the decline of house tully can be traced directly back to hoster forcing his teenage daughter through a dangerous abortion and then trading her as a political bargaining chip. it all goes back and back, tyrion thought, to our mothers and fathers and theirs before them. <- dynastic decline and intergenerational violence is an overarching series theme. like. "targaryens were always destined to die" is not really saying anything other than you think they're all ontologically evil i guess. and yeah about the dragons and the incest. well. i think the endogamy has more to do with concentrating dragon power within the family and less with the notion of 'valyrian supremacy'? i may regret saying this since i haven't read fire & blood cover to cover, but how is the sentiment behind “the blood of the dragon” materially different than “there must always be a stark in winterfell”? i don't know! they ALL believe in the inherent superiority of their bloodlines that's just how it works under feudalism where inheritance is secured through primogeniture.
#like sure. idk. i must not be annoyed by targ rot posts. being annoyed by targ rot posts is the mind killer or whatever paul said#agonised over posting this because i'm not trying to start discourse btw. don't start discourse#asoiaf#*[🫀]#melnibonean expys
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I had a dream that the Doctor and her companion were chasing someone down and the companion had a gun and the guy they were chasing was like you won't do anything to me, I know you wouldn't let them use a gun. And the Doctor took the gun and shot him
#the doctor was a girl in this dream#also it wasnt even a normal gun but a powerful sci-fi gun that causes an agonising and prolonged magical death#this was from the doctors gun violence maximise pain era i guess
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My reputation precedes both of us.
cellphonehippie’s october prompt list 2023 — day 1: phases + day 2: black and white
#cphpromptlist#usercellphonehippie#*#*graphics#i fucking hate this she looks like she's about to kill someone but i have agonised over whether i should post it all day
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Happy "it wasn't christmas yet!" to those who celebrate 🥳
#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#what do i tag this as aaaa#turnabout goodbyes#manfred von karma#almost christmas#hii i worked real hard on this one -twirls hair-#while discovering the ins and outs of procreate dsjhfkjdfh#i almost gave up the entire project bc i couldn't get VK's hand right#but it worked out in the end#i always think about Von Karma's plan in 1-4 it drives me nuts#he planned this for 15 years and had a plan A and B just in case they'd get the real killer#all to make sure the Edgeworth family dies in the most agonising way possible#amazing. sublime. aa1 is still my favorite game by far#and 1-4 is still my favorite case. it blew me away. stellar game design and insane storytelling#i showed this drawing to my dad and tried to explain the symbolism and that was. hard without the full context HAHA
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VERNON ending fairies. ↳ happy birthday to the face card that never declines.
#vernon#choi hansol#seventeen#svt#*mine#happy 218 day!#tw flashing#svtgifs#svtsource#heymax#maddieblr#usermery#jennalook#userbexrex#xanblr#userfairy#heyteo#raplineuser#some of these are actually kind of the dodgiest colouring ever but we please aren't gonna talk about it#i fucking AGONISED. esp over the _world and anyone ones. but oh my giddy aunt that was so unnecessarily hard.#anyway. my brain hurts. BYE :)
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"In a world where Jason Todd can come back... then why can't my dad?" ATE. HE ATE. GET THAT BITCH 6FT UNDER BRING BACK JACK DRAKE
#forever agonised by the “what ifs” jack and tim had ahead of them. the camping trip. tim being able to be robin whilst not keeping secrets#from his dad which he HATED doing but did anyway#tim drake#jack drake#not tagging that other guy
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