#it will happen~~

[yuseirra]

I've been watching a lot of videos about psychology/how people who've experienced abuse as a child from their parents feel and.. It's so rough.. So tough💦 I thought I should do at least some basic research to handle this subject in a respectful manner even if it were to be incorporated in a short fancomic

Oh.. I knew it wasn't going to be easy...

I do have a basic outline of an idea on how I'm going to portray Ai's confrontation with her mom(that was, something I already had my take on although it'd be vague) but I'm a bit worried if what I come up with would be convincing enough 💨

I will be taking a lot of references from what I've read though. There does seem to be a collective trend on how many of these types of encounters usually turned out to be, and it wasn't too different from how I thought things would be much. It was still really saddening to realize this is an issue that's hurt a lot of people and have many take so long to heal and recover from.

You really need to be a mature and responsible individual before anything before you decide to become a parent. You must be prepared to be patient and give all the love a child needs because having it in the early stages of life is so crucial. I've learned the really basics of it as theories but reading and seeing what people went through on a personal level hits deep... I wish everyone could have had a lovely childhood. Wonder why pain even exists in this world.

Oh and another thing that occurred to me is that, portraying pain may be much, much simpler and easier than doing the same for the process of healing. Like how it is in real life. People hurt each other all the time but it's miles harder to rebuild yourself from it, a vase is no longer the same once you shatter it. It may be restored and look as good as new but it's just different from it having never been broken in the first place. But there are words like resilience and post-traumatic growth. They say a bone can get even stronger after it's been broken. Perhaps there is hope for people being the same way. I know it's true.

Would I be good with drawing this?; I'm not sure actually; I don't trust myself to be so wise on the subject but, I want to give it a try as hard as it may be. Maybe I'm being too serious about this and what I come up with can be so short and disappointing but I think I still learned some things in the process! I apologize in advance if what I come up with isn't satisfactory enough~ I follow canon, I really do but THIS is what canon DIDN'T TOUCH and that does make me quite nervous! I wish they did instead of me!!! ;v;)9999 it's sad they didn't!!

[pink-psychic]

[victusinveritas]

By the way, It Could Happen Here and Behind the Bastards are great podcasts by Robert Evans and friends.

[missabnormal]

imagine being a Korean person awake at like one in the morning trying to accept that the president of South Korea actually just tried to go full dictatorship by way of an emergency martial law because he was basically having a political temper tantrum and every agency and corporation in the country is all hands on deck, code red mode on everything and the military is being deployed and then the assembly revokes the martial law and then the president is like lol nevermind and now you have to get ready to work at your shitty job on a Wednesday

[lrndvs]

compliments from girls go hard

[modernchemical]

watching death note with my family and after the college entrance episode my mom asked offhandedly if anyone had ever pictured L and light as a couple before. it felt like one single white dove had landed on a crystalline lake in a beautiful pure clearing. no i dont think anyones ever thought of that before

[grntaire]

HELLLLLL YEAH!!!!!!!

[yeepof]

I understand that tall men are our POV characters, but surely being like a foot taller than everyone around them would have some occasional consequences

[cunning-and-cool]

idk man but something about Stanley "taught himself extremely advance physics/math/probably many other things while running a relatively successful business" Pines and Stanford "is wanted in almost every dimension with a judicial system of some kind" Pines is sooo fucking funny to me

[twinliches]

shoutout to the guy who after unsuccessfully hitting on my sister and being politely declined asked her "is it okay if i ask your brother instead" and when she said yes gave me a long and searching look before sighing and going "no. i am not drunk enough to go for a dude. but you look like an angel" happy bisexual pride to this man and this man only. hope you figure it out soon king

[sparklebyte]

oh so you’re telling me the guy had a 3 page handwritten explanation of his motives and mindset and a gun and silencer that matches the description despite it being a week since the guy was shot? hmmmm interesting

[phosphorus-noodles]

Reblog to let your followers know that they’re safe from jumpscares/screamers/etc from you on April 1st but they are NOT safe from getting boop’d like an idiot amen

[noodles-07]

to be fair to Cain if nobody had ever died before and I didn't know it was possible I would probably also hit my brother over the head with a rock if he was being really annoying

[rioblitzle]

working retail

[karvviie]

this is what happened right