#it wasn't my fault tho
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mr freeze has been targeting public transport recently for some reason so if you have to get anywhere and don't have a car, you should probably make sure your connection hasn't been cancelled or that someone can give you a ride
#i may or may not have been almost three hours late for school today#it wasn't my fault tho#how was i supposed to know my bus would end up frozen to the road#but of course my teachers don't care about that#so now i'm in detention#and i have no idea how to get back home#because by now the streets are all frozen over#it's super annoying#can't he just freeze something else?#mr freeze#only in gotham#just gotham city things#unreality
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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Okay I just rewatched this episode and remembered that s5 Arthur was so so soft????? He was finally letting himself love people???? And learning to communicate his love?????? 🥹🥹 Also his "After all these years I should've learned to expect it (someone trying to kill him)" 🥹😭
#Merthur#Arwen#mergwenthur#bbc merlin#Arthur Pendragon#Merlin#He was so soft with Gwen as well 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#My whole heart goes out for him#MY KING 🫡#And him apologizing to merlin at the end even tho it clearly wasn't his fault? 😭😭😭😭#His unrestrained faith in merlin's innocence and loyalty 😭#I'm dying#Dead
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#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#iori utahime#gojohime#gouta#some stuff I did post to my side jjk twitter that I realized wasn't posted here#funny enough both caused by the same friend#they know who they are :)#smash marry kill for the first one#poor gojo lol#its his own fault tho :P#second one just a silly thing#yes they're popsicle sticks :3
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I think people overestimate how feminist team black is. If someone brings up how Baela should be the heir to Driftmark, it's always "she would've been Queen if not for the Greens!", ignoring that 1, she would be Queen consort, not a Queen in her own right, and 2 she has a legitimate claim in her own right to Driftmark. Team Black's goal is to crown Rhaenyra, but Rhaenyra becoming Queen isn't a win for feminism because it does nothing to dismantle the rest of the patriarchal system that exists in Westeros. From what we've gotten so far, it reads that Rhaenyra wants to be the exception and not the rule. Rhaenyra has made a lot of bad political decisions, which means she can't acknowledge Baela's claim because it would weaken her own claim (blatantly admitting her eldest sons are illegitimate would not end well for her to say the least). So she betrothes Jace and Luke to Baela and Rhaena to kind of atone for that, like as a consolation prize Baela will be Queen and Rhaena will be lady of Driftmark, neither of them would hold either title in their own right. It's good matches because the kids like each other and will treat each other well, but it's not a feminist win or a feministic liberation. It's usurpation, usurpation that takes place because Rhaenyra has to do damage control after having illegitimate children and after a serious of bad political decisions (both hers and her fathers, Viserys is the arbiter of this entire mess). To me, Rhaenyra is very reminiscent of Mary Queen of Scots, I can see a lot of elements drawn from Mary's history in Rhaenyra's story and character, down to their sons eventually taking the crown they failed to claim/keep.
#hotd#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#Rhaenyra targaryen critical#I'm going to do a rewatch prior to season 2 & I'm going to analyse the bad political decisions from vis & Rhaenyra that lead to the dance#like by no means the only factors at play lets not forget otto daemon larys etc#but it's an interesting factor that the fandom doesn't really acknowledge#and a lot of Rhaenyra's bad political decisions are understandable because of her youth and because viserys does fuck all to prepare her#like even if she wasn't who he choose as heir she should've been given a better political education as a princess#but vis fails his most of his other four kids in that regard to#i mean he also fails to acknowledge them or remember them but anyways#he is a huge part of the reason aegon and aemond became he they did#props to whoever probably alicent for sending daeron to oldtown so he could grow up well adjusted#alicent: i'm writing a letter to daeron is there anything you would like to say to him?#viserys: daemon? why are you writing to daemon?#alicent: daeron?#viserys: who?#alicent: our son? the one you sent to squire in oldtown?#viserys: i think i'd remember if we had a son who's name was one letter different to my brothers#viserys: in fact i do alicent do you mean the one who lost an eye?#alicent: *screaming internally*#viserys targaryen#king viserys#rhaenyra is such an interesting character but i hate how the fandom sanctified her because how dare characters be complex and have flaws#like you dont have to justify their actions or bend over backwards to deny their faults to like a character you know 😭#and the same thing is done to daemon who is far more fucked up and far more flawed in the show than the fandom allows#i hate the team stuff tho i get hbo going for it as a marketing move that was genius but my god are certain stans insufferable#the entire point of the dance is that its a pointless tragedy there's no good or bad side theyre both awful in their own ways#but thats a longer rant for another time outside of the tags
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im so sad. the one time i decide to treat myself by ordering a cool video game soundtrack to add to my record collection, it gets sent to the wrong address and there's literally no guarantee whoever got it will actually come forward about it. the people in our community aren't very honest about that sort of thing, I've heard;;;
just sucks, man. i was really looking forward to that.
#spectre says#my mom put out a community post in hopes that maybe someone will respond but we have Doubt#she said if we dont hear anything i'll probably have to file a lost package claim at the post office#might contact the seller to just explain that i never got the album but i doubt they'll be able to do anything about it#since it wasn't their fault or anything. i gave them the correct address#apparently this just tends to happen in our area sometimes tho. faulty mail system maybe? inattentive mailmen? unsure.#but hhhghhhhh why do i tend to have such bad luck with these things#its why i struggle with the idea of buying myself anything nice because something always goes wrong#delete later
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finally deleting the tag of my exbestfriend (that i completely forgot even still existed in the first place tbh) felt cleansing tbh
#still upset about how things ended between us#but it wasn't my fault for that even tho they tried to pin it on me so#txt
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Just Kidding, CQC would break a demon's ass exactly like it breaks Skulls'... whatever thing they have instead of bones.
#faith the unholy trinity#mgsv#my art#venom snake#john ward#sad men#fucking sad men who blame themselves for stuff that wasn't their fault#haunted by phantoms#haha#it'd be funny if it wasn't sad enough to make me cry just thinking about it#they're friends btw#tho if V knew what John was going through he would have broken Gary's face like you think he cares#this man faced a giant fucking mecha shooting missiles and swatting a fucking anime sword at him#that little fork you got there is cute mister
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First meeting 💥☕💦
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#Cryptid Coffeehouse#Artemis Scarberry#Artemis#Artemis Cryptid Coffeehouse#Mothman#OC#MC#Cryptid Coffeehouse OC#OC Cryptid Coffeehouse#Original character#It wasn't Artemis fault#Xeth still got mad tho#Cryptids#Artemis x MC#OC x canon#Visual Novel#Digital art#My art#Hadraws
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discord shenanigans but also living the dream
#𐂃「ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ɪꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɴᴜꜱ」 &&. *𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤.#( 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠. )#( SORRY I COULDN'T RESIST#Kairi & I were talking about pets and-#somehow spiraled to this#totally wasn't my fault#PROVE ME WRONG THO#as if Blitz won't make a single pirate joke#when he sees that bird#it'll be a waste of opportunity#CMOOON )#( also sorry i'm shitposting a lot today & acting like a 5 yr old#i'm finally off meds and feeling better c': )
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#my gf and i broke up today#not really a bad thing honestly cuz the relationship wasn't working out very well and it was just getting kinda stressful#plus she discovered she didn't actually like girls which. yk. kinda sucks ass#not at all her fault tho obvs and things are honestly so much easier between us than they were just yesterday#but still a pretty rough day
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Failed a social interaction 0 injured 1 killed (me)
#Today has been so long 😭😭😭 I've been out the whole day studying and when I came back I spent more than one hour to cook my probably gone–#bad chicken (and rice and spinach) and then I couldn't even eat it because it was my turn to clean the kitchen at the dorm (which is the–#third following day I'm doing) (worth mentioning I'm running on 5 hours of sleep)#And I was goofing around with my friends but while doing so I. made fun of the landlord. And then one friend told me “hey girl he's right–#outside” and like 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I hope I die painfully. I need to be back next year and he already makes my life hard enough and hhhhhhhhhhh#I wasn't even like. Serious. It was just to joke around with my friends I don't have anything against him (except for the things I do)#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#And now I feel so embarrassed I have no appetite at all + the chicken (which I had to bring home through one hour walk in summer which–#probably wasn't good for it. And then froze one day past the expiration day) (I really need to get better eating habits) I had been–#preparing despite taking one hour to cook it I got the firing wrong and now it's all hard and honestly not very good and like 😭😭😭#Look at what you did to the (frankly already diseased) chicken#I feel so betrayed by everything 😭😭😭 Can life get a little easier#I'm mostly kidding I'm doing okay. I just need to rant because I CAN'T GET OVER THE LANDLORD THING MAN HOW DO I FORGET ABOUT IT.#This kind of things always haunts me for at least three days so 😭😭😭#I'm dead tired but I really wanted to answer asks today so. Probably doing so between today and tomorrow#Rant over sending lots of l love 💞💞#random rambles#In my defense it's not my fault I'm too poor to throw the chicken away 😪😪 I haven't eaten since forever#It's also not my fault I can't afford a new non sticking pan so I have to stick (ah) to the probably toxic one#It is very much my fault for messing up the chicken cooking temperature tho lol
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⟢ highlight of the hour: see you in my 19th life [9/12] ⟣
at last
#see you in my 19th life#korean drama#shin hye sun#ahn bo hyun#mygif#mmkfav#19thhoth#this scene broke me.. in a good way#perfectly executed and written and acted like everything about it was so good and gentle and simple#i was choosing between this scene and the one showing all the past lives#but this scene was just too good#this scene was EVERYTHING#the way msh still felt guilty even tho none of it was his fault and bje wasn't mad at him#the hug the tears the words#im so glad msh now knows#and the little transition clips of young msh and yjw too like pls ;___;#like i am not okay#but also my heart was so full from watching this scene lol#also when the OST track started to play and it was just like perfect timing like i can go on and on about this scene forever aksdjfd#this is probs my fav hoth post yet <3
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once again i'm wishing a very fuck you to every romantic situationship pre-ralph denham
#jo in the tardis*#godddd does it feel good to be sure that it wasn't my fault! you just suck ♡#could've done without the baggage tho.
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I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.
#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you.#I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible.#I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me.#I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth.#vent#I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely.#I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin#I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't...#I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it#or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away...#I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again#I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that.#I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY#that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back#that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed.#“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again.#By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant.#I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did.#The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement.#Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF.#You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do.#I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha#No I do not look at your blogs.#The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one.#I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel#safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time.#I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore.#And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry...#I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too...#stuff
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If skipping your meds for a day or two doesn't give you horrible side effects or withdrawal, you can skip them and THEN take psychedelics, so that the antidepressants don't interfere
That's what I do, I skip my SNRI(thought it is short-lived) and my antipsychotics the day of and everything is Gucci
last month i tried skipping my mirtazapine for THREE days before doing LSD and even then it only did like. more than nothing but less than three hits of weed. it was so fucking tragic 😩
if i knew exactly how long i'd have to be off it i might try again, but i don't wanna like, go five days without meds, arrange my whole weekend to make time, etc, and have it still not work... it's hard to eat off of my meds so that's a lot of effort for something that still might not work. like you'd think five days would be enough but i also thought three days would be enough!
#and i know it wasn't the acid's fault bc we tested it And it worked perfectly well for my wives#smfh#it's kinda funny tho bc like#i also can't do shrooms without anti-nausea meds bc otherwise i'll throw up within literally a minute of taking even the tiniest amount#my body is REALLY good at protecting me from poison#drugs#drugs mention#kids don't try drugs unless you're 100% sure what it is and what it does#and you're in a safe environment around safe people with sober help available#personally i only do drugs if they're safer / less addictive than alcohol#and only to have more fun when i'm already having fun. NOT to feel better when i'm sad or anxious#it's good to have some concrete rules for yourself#okay that's my PSA have a good day everyone
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