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This Montage Could've Been a Beach Episode
Sleepy King AU Masterpost
Sad Danny Hour is finally receding enough I can get back to the more fun and light hearted stuff. Hope you all enjoyed the angst, there's absolutely none anywhere in this fic, I promise! ;D
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Diana grew tired of her team arguing in circles. âStop, all of you. Weâre getting nowhere.â She glared the gathered magic users down as they all looked to her. âYoung Danny has been up on the Watchtower for several hours now, itâs highly unlikely whoever made this god egg doesnât already know where he is. I cannot in good conscience let this boy leave without at least attempting to get the Ghost King out of him.â
Constantine tossed the earpiece Danny had used earlier at Diana, who caught it easily. âClever bit of necromancy, that earpiece. Necromancy, luv. The Ghost King.â
âNevertheless,â Diana said firmly, ânow that we know whatâs causing the block, can you work around it?â
Constantine sighed deeply, but the others paid him no mind.
âThere are a few spells,â Zatanna said hesitantly.
âA few tricks to get a look, at least,â Dr. Fate agreed.
âWonder Woman said he has blessings,â Raven said quickly. âTheyâre likely from trials Phantom has passed.â
âYes,â Dr. Fate agreed. âIt still wouldnât hurt to look into them, they may be affecting how Phantom interacts with Danny.â
âBefore you go,â Constantine interrupted as the group turned to head back. âThe first rule of god eggs is you cannot let anyone inside know theyâre inside one. The chick especially.â
âThat is good to know,â Diana said with a nod.
âMake sure other two know as well.â Constantine shoved his hands in his pockets and let his shoulders slump as he spoke, as if he had no faith in that fact changing how Batman and Superman would act.
Diana could understand that attitude, it likely wouldnât.
Dianaâs communicator made a noise. She pulled it out to check it.
Superman: Danny is asking for someone named âPuhdora,â we think he means you.
Ah, now Diana truly knew how Clark felt. This boy, who doesnât even know the danger heâs currently in, has mistaken her for someone he trusts. Well, if it will help keep him calm until the matter is resolved she will do her best to be this Puhdora person.
The group quietly filed back into the kitchenette, Zatanna, Marvel, and Fate quickly making themselves some more tea while Diana leaned down to murmur Constantineâs warning in Bruceâs ear. From the way Clarkâs head was tilted he heard her too. She then moved her chair around to sit on the other side of Danny from Clark. She gently brushed some hair behind the boyâs ears.
âPindoa,â Danny drowsily mumbled, hard to hear with his mouth pressed against a mug.
âHello again, Danny,â Diana said gently with a smile, though her thoughts were spinning. Had he just called her Pandora? As in the titaness who guarded a chest that contained many great evils? That was incredibly concerning, if the beings who created the god egg included a titan she shuddered to think who or what else were working with her. She pulled out her communicator.
Wonder Woman: He has mistaken me for the titaness Pandora. Cpt. Marvel: Well thatâs not ominous Dr. Fate: At least we now know the general power level of the beings who made this god egg. Zatanna: What is a titan doing looking after the Ghost King? Constantine: Oh great a bunch of angry bloody titans
Diana was distracted as Clark pushed a tablet in front of her. As she took the device she glanced over to see Bruce tapping away at his wrist computer. How kind of the man. And the device was already open to Phantomâs file, truly Bruce was very thoughtful. Diana angled the tablet so Danny wouldnât be able to read the screen and started reading over everything Bruce had collected so far.
The pressure in the room began building again. She could feel the energies swirling around them as the magic users began casting their spells once more. She glanced over at Danny from the corner of her eye, he was yawning again. Ah, so he felt it too. As should be expected, even if they werenât entirely sure how aware Phantom was of the situation.
The most important thing right now was to find out how entwined the two were after that cultâs summoning ritual. Constantine had stated that the boy had died and the Ghost King was the only thing keeping him alive, that likely his mind would be ripped asunder by the tyrant when he woke. Would Phantom be the same? Would the shredding happen on its own or was it a choice? As Diana skimmed through the information Bruce had gathered on the new king she couldnât help thinking surely if it were a choice Phantom would do all in his power to protect young Danny. Time and again the young spirit had put himself in harmâs way to protect the people of Amity Park. Yes, he stumbled from time to time, everyone does. It was quite clear to Diana that this god egg wasnât a series of trials for a tested hero, but rather a playpen for a young child.
A weight leaned against her side. Diana looked over to find Danny had switched from leaning against Clark to leaning against her. She tenderly brushed his hair from his face again and smiled down at the boy, who sighed in contentment.
If only gods didnât view mortals as little more than play things. Phantom may be a small child in a playpen, but children were rough on their toys and mortals were so very fragile. There had miraculously been no deaths due to Phantomâs trials, she sent up a silent plea that Danny wouldnât be the first.
The group chat, which was minimised in the corner of the screen, started moving. Diana expanded it to see what was going on.
Zatanna: I donât think thereâs anything we can do. Dr. Fate: Itâs likely part of Phantomâs trials, to find a way to get out without hurting the boy. Cpt. Marvel: Assuming itâs actually part of the trials and not an accident. I doubt Phantom getting summoned is part of the god egg. Wonder Woman: Judging from the information Batman has been gathering, Phantom has a rapport with the children of Amity Park and will likely do all in his power to not harm Danny. Constantine: Sending the kid back to where the adults can keep an eye on him would be best Batman: If youâre all in agreement.
Diana glanced over to see Bruce frowning down at his wrist computer. She did not like the conclusion any more than him, but there was only so long they could risk a titanâs wrath, let alone the wrath of wherever else was working with Pandora.
Clark scooted his chair back, took a deep breath, then slapped his hands on his knees, âWell.â
Danny scrambled to chug the rest of his hot cocoa and distractedly put the mug down so he could stand with Clark. Diana couldnât help smiling as she serenely stood to keep pace with them. Despite having rushed, Danny stifled yet another yawn and blearily shuffled after Clark as the man considerately kept his pace slow for the sleepy boy.
Diana sent out a quiet prayer he would be well.
They must have made quite the procession as their group headed for the Zeta tubes: Constantine and Raven well ahead of them, Clark, Danny, and Diana clustered together, followed shortly by Batman, Zatana, Dr. Fate, and Captain Marvel trailing after. Quite the escort for one single teenager who was basically sleep walking through the Watchtower.
âOw!â
Diana startled and looked to the side just in time to see Danny bending down to pick up what appeared to be a boomerang, his other hand rubbing absently at the side of his head.
Danny heaved a great sigh, âGuess Jazz got imp-... uh⌠what?â He looked around at them, fully awake and clearly confused.
âWell, itâs a good thing we were just taking you home then, right?â Clark asked with a nervous chuckle.
Danny looked at the group of heroes around him, then down at the strangely glowing boomerang. Clark reached forward, likely to try gently encouraging Danny to continue down the hallway, towards where Constantine was staring at them in open mouthed shock.
Danny ran.
#dpxdc#danny phantom#dc comics#justice league#justice league dark#nenna writes#sleepy king au#this chapter's title is just nonsense#i couldn't think of any that weren't major spoilers#also conny TRIED to hint at something the others just AREN'T getting#(don't want to get more like)#he's wrong obviously#but he's also the closest to right#now where did that weird boomerang come from? *thinking emoji*#*jaws theme intensifies*
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Another Azzi fic! I just feel like she'd be the sweetest girl ever. Hope you all enjoy! Constructive criticism is always welcome :D Find my masterlist here :)
Pairing(s): Azzi Fudd x female!reader Word count: 6.2k+ Warnings: Cursing, stuttering Summary: In which your voice isn't the only thing that stutters, but your heart as well. ------------
UConn was the place to be if you wanted to be someone in the world. To some people, at least. You were one of them. Youâve wanted to go to UConn since you were 11 years old, and now, 7 years later, youâre living the dream.Â
Okay, maybe living the dream was a slight overexaggeration that you told your parents to make them stop worrying about you. But you were happy. You were studying something you actually cared about and werenât struggling all that much. So what if you didnât live the typical college student life, going to parties every week? Youâd much rather curl up in bed with a good book and some great music. And so what if you didnât have any friends? You didnât need anyone. Youâd gone through your life alone for most of it anyway.
Whenever your parents asked, however, you always lied about how much fun you were having with your new besties. You just didnât want them worrying about you when you were miles from home. You also didnât want to hear your mom nag about how you need to go out more and actually talk to people. Youâd tried that when you were younger, but it just didnât work.
The whole making friends thing wouldnât be so bad if you didnât suffer from social anxiety and didnât also have a speech impediment. Youâve had a pretty bad stutter your entire life, which always gets worse when youâre nervous. And so nerves make the stutter worse, which makes the nerves worse, which means you get stuck in a vicious cycle. Always being left a stammering mess at the slightest inconvenience.Â
It was really bad when you were still young. The kids in your school constantly bullied you for being different. Theyâd always mock you and tease you but pretend to be nice kids when the teachers were around. It took you a while to tell your parents about the abuse you suffered in school, but when you finally did, they let you stay home. So you were homeschooled for most of your life. Your parents couldnât exactly give you a whole college degree at home, though. So now you were at UConn!
Thankfully, youâre mainly surrounded by mature adults now, so the bullying was over. That sadly didnât mean that they understood, though. Most people donât really have the patience to listen to someone when they can barely say 2 words without a stutter coming through. You can see it in their eyes, the way they dart around the room, looking for an escape. Or you can tell by the way they try to help by finishing your sentences for you. You suppose itâs nice of them to try to help, but in reality, itâs just annoying. It completely throws you off, making you forget what youâre trying to say. Or it just makes you feel like an inconvenience.
So yeah, you didnât really try to socialize with the students around you. Youâd accepted your lonely life a long time ago and had made your peace with it. You never raised your hand in class, emailing the professor when you had any questions. You avoided group projects, opting to do all the work alone over having to deal with the anxiety of talking to your peers. So, maybe it wasnât the best life you were living, but you tried to make the most out of it.
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Youâre making your way out of the library when you first bump into her. Youâd planned on getting some studying done in a quiet corner, surrounded by the smell of books, but the universe had other plans. Or, well, all the other students with the same idea did. The library is filled to the brim with people, so youâll have to make do with studying in a coffee shop nearby.Â
You grip your books a little tighter as you walk, eyes trained on the floor. You donât notice the athlete making her way towards you until you crash into her. You fall down, dropping your textbooks along with the articles youâd planned to read. You quickly get up into a crouch as you start collecting your stuff, as well as the papers from the person youâd run into. âS-s-s-s-orry,â you mutter, still not looking up as your face turns red with embarrassment from both running into someone and your stammered apology. A hand enters your view as the person helps you grab everything.Â
âDonât worry about it,â you hear a female voice say. You finally glance up and freeze for a moment. The angelic voice belonged to an actual angel. Your heart skips a few beats as you feel your mouth drop open a little. The girl in front of you might just be the prettiest girl youâve ever seen. Even though sheâs crouched down, you can tell sheâs tall and athletic. She has big, beautiful eyes that twinkle in the light. Her soft-looking lips are curved into a sweet smile. A smile that reaches her eyes and can melt the heart of anyone.
Once youâve both grabbed everything, the brunette stands up, one hand holding some books as the other is stretched out towards you, ready to pull you up. You accept her hand as you stand up. Her hand feels both soft and rough at the same time. You smile awkwardly at her as she looks at the items sheâs holding, trying to figure out which ones are hers and which ones are yours. You stare at her a moment longer before looking through your own pile.Â
âOh my God, you also have Mr. Davis? Is he also such an assh- I mean, is he also super strict in your class?â She asks, a small grin forming on her face at her slip up. She tilts her head a little as she waits for an answer. You swallow harshly, hoping you wonât completely embarrass yourself in front of the goddess standing before you. âYeah, heâs p-p-p-pretty s-s-s-strict,â you mutter, clenching your jaw in annoyance at the stammer. You prepare for the inevitable. The classic âWhy are you stuttering? Are you nervous?â or maybe the typical awkward smile as people try to get away from having a conversation with you.
Youâre surprised to see and hear none of that. Instead, the girlâs smile softens just a bit, her eyes still looking into yours. âI have an assignment of his due tomorrow, and I honestly have no clue what Iâm doing. Heâs also too much of a jerk to give people an extension, so Iâm screwed,â she huffs as her lips form into a pout. She straightens up a bit, her smile returning. âIâm so sorry, I just realized I never introduced myself! Iâm Azzi,â she grins, stretching out her hand to shake yours. You hesitantly shake it as you open your mouth to speak. âIâm Y/N,â you reply, exhaling a sigh of relief when you donât stutter.
Youâre about to hand Azzi her papers when you see the assignment she was talking about. It was the same one youâd finished working on yesterday, and it was definitely not an easy one. Before you can overthink it, you start speaking. âI can help you if you w-w-want?âÂ
The brunetteâs smile becomes even wider. âReally? Youâd do that?â You can already feel regret bubbling up in your chest as you realize youâll have to talk a lot if you want to help her. You almost back out, but you canât. Not when Azzi is looking at you with those wide, hopeful eyes.
âMhm,â you hum as you shrug your shoulders. âThank you so much! Are you free right now?â she asks as she taps her fingers against the spine of the book sheâs holding. You open your mouth to reply, but shut it again, instead choosing to simply nod. âAlright, letâs go,â she grins. She starts making her way to the library when you gently grab her arm to stop her. âThe library is f-f-full. Wanna go to a c-c-coffee sh-sh-shop?â You ask, nervously scratching your arm.Â
âSure! Have you been to the one that only just opened? I swear their coffee is the best I've ever had,â she claims, leading the way. You shake your head as you follow her. The whole way to the cafĂŠ, Azzi talks about everything and nothing. From Mr. Davisâ class to her upcoming basketball game (You knew it, there was no way she wasnât an athlete!).Â
You listen to her voice, nodding and shaking your head at the right times. You reply when she has questions, but you try to avoid talking when you can. Whenever you do speak, however, your heart swells a little. Not once does the brunette try to hurry you up or talk over you. She patiently waits for you, the smile on her face never leaving.
When you reach the shop, the athlete tells you sheâll order the drinks as you go find a seat. You give her your order with a small smile before finding a table. Once Azzi has the drinks, she hands you yours and plops down with a smile. You grab your wallet to pay her back, but she holds up her hand to stop you. âNo, no, itâs okay! Consider this payment for your help.âÂ
You start shaking your head, ready to tell her she doesnât have to pay you for that. You donât get the chance to, however, as Azzi gives you a playful glare. You sag your shoulders with a huff, but a smile makes its way onto your face as you hear the brunette giggle.
âAlright, letâs get this show on the road,â she says, looking at you with hopeful eyes. You give her a firm nod as you crack your knuckles. You spend the next 45 minutes explaining the assignment, giving examples, and showing her a step-by-step on how to solve the issue. Once she finally understands, she makes the task before looking at you for approval. You quickly scan the page as a bright smile makes its way to your face. You show her 2 thumbs up as she cheers, leaning back in her seat with relief.Â
You canât believe youâd just spend almost an hour with someone who wasnât a family member, and you didnât even feel bad once. Every time you got stuck on a word, the brunette would just calmly wait for you to continue. Sheâd look at you with kind eyes and a relaxed posture, never once getting annoyed or losing her patience.
Itâs silly how you havenât even known Azzi for a day, but you already feel so safe in her company. Is this what it was like to have a friend? You feel a pit grow in your stomach as you realize youâll both go your own ways again soon and probably wonât ever talk again. Because sure, Azzi didnât mind spending some time with you, but itâs not like sheâd want to be your friend and deal with you all the time, right?
You get shaken out of your thoughts as the athlete speaks again. âHow about we exchange numbers? You seem like a cool person to hang out with outside of school stuff,â she says, her pearly whites on display. You stare at her in shock for a moment. It feels like you somehow ended up in a movie. The pretty and popular jock befriending the shy, nerdy girl.Â
âI mean, we donât have to if you donât wanna! No pressure!â She continues as you donât reply. âN-n-no! Thatâd be n-n-n-n-,â you sigh in frustration as you clench your fist. âJesus Christ, can I please just speak like a normal person for once?â You think to yourself. A warm hand lands on your clenched one. You look into Azziâs eyes as she sends you an encouraging nod.Â
âExchanging n-n-numbers would be n-nice,â you stammer, but you donât break eye contact. The athlete grins as she grabs her phone and hands it to you. You try to suppress the disappointment that goes through you when Azzi takes her hand off of yours. You give her your own phone before quickly adding yourself as a new contact in hers. A tiny grin curls on your lips as you see hers. âAzzi đđ¸đŠˇâ
âI need to head off. âve got practice soon, but weâll talk, yeah?â The basketball player states as she starts getting up. You follow her lead, planning on leaving your own schoolwork for some other time. You think you deserve some time to relax after how well youâd done this afternoon. âOkay, good luck at p-p-practice,â you mumble with a grin. She sends one of her own in return, as well as a playful wink, before leaving. For a minute you stand still in the quiet coffee shop, your chest warm but light.Â
The smile on your face doesnât leave for the rest of the day.
You donât hear from Azzi the next day, but you donât mind. (Really, you didnât. You just kept checking your phone to uh⌠see if your mom had any updates on her newest plants! Or maybe your dad needed some help with his e-mails again!). Maybe it wouldâve been too good to be true. What are the chances an angel like her would want to befriend you?
The following day, you donât expect anything, either. You figure Azzi just wanted to be polite and didnât actually want to hang out again. Youâre in the middle of writing a boring essay when your phone buzzes. You know you shouldnât look, being well aware that youâll get distracted and push aside your work. But what if youâd gotten an important message? You eye your phone for a few seconds before rolling your eyes and grabbing it. Your breath catches in your throat as you see itâs from your⌠friend? Acquaintance? From Azzi.
She sent a picture of her assignment with a few happy faces. The assignment has a big red A marked on the corner. Your heart fills with happiness at the fact that she let you know she did well. You quickly send a reply congratulating her, your homework completely forgotten.Â
Azzi immediately sees the message and starts typing. You quickly close out of the messages as you bite your nail nervously. When your phone buzzes once more, you look at the text through your notification bar, too anxious to let her know youâre reading it.
âDo you have any classes left today?â The message reads. You open the app again as you reply, âNope, what about you?â You press send before throwing your phone on the bed next to you as you get up and pace around. You were glad the brunette was texting you, but at the same time, it made your anxiety skyrocket.
Buzz buzz
âIâm free for the rest of the dayâ âWanna get lunch together to celebrate? My treat, as a thanksâ
Your cheeks blaze a bright red at the invitation. You quickly start replying. âLunch sounds nice :) Also you really donât have to do that! You already paid for my coffee!!â You bite your lip anxiously, scared youâre coming on too strong with the exclamation marks. âThat was a thank you for explaining the assignment, this is a thank you for getting me an A đâ You shake your head in amusement. âIâm not going to be able to change your mind, am I?â
A giggle escapes your mouth as you see her react with a đ. Your smile drops when you read her next message. âText me your dorm number, Iâll come pick you upâ You freeze for a moment, realizing youâre about to hang out with a pretty girl for the second time this week, and this time, you had time to prepare. Sure, it wasnât a lot of time, but enough to make you panic about how you can fix your appearance quickly to somewhat look okay.Â
You text her your room number before getting up and running to your closet. You stumble out of your pajama pants while simultaneously trying to take off your coffee-stained shirt. You hurriedly put together an outfit that looks nice but doesnât make it seem like youâre trying too hard. After a lot of tumbling and cursing, you finally finish getting dressed. You spin around your room a few times trying to locate your hairbrush while also attempting to put on your shoes.
Once youâre happy with your appearance, you sit down on your bed and take a deep breath. âChill before you give yourself a panic attack,â you think to yourself. Once youâve calmed down a bit, you walk over to your desk and grab everything youâll need later. You take one last look around your room, making sure youâve not forgotten anything, when you hear a knock on your door. You wipe your sweaty hands on your pants before making your way towards the door.
âHi,â Azzi says with a beaming smile. âHi,â you grin back. You lock your door behind you before making your way down the hall with the athlete beside you. âI honestly still canât believe I got an A on that assignment. I didnât even know Mr. Davis gave people Aâs.â Azzi starts the conversation.Â
âYeah, he r-r-rarely gives out Aâs, and f-f-f-for some r-r-r-reason h-h-h-e,â you huff in annoyance with how much youâre struggling to speak right now. You shake your head a little, letting the brunette know she can ignore you. You feel a familiar heat crawl up your face.
You knew this would happen. You were hanging out with someone you barely know, who is extremely pretty, and who is definitely way too cool to be your friend. Itâs a surprise youâve been able to say some words without stuttering, with the nerves youâre feeling.
âHe what?â Azzi asks, looking at you with wide eyes, her head slightly tilted with interest. Your blush burns even brighter, but this time itâs not from embarrassment but rather the adoration you have for the taller girl. âH-he seems to h-h-h-,â you clear your throat, taking a quick glance at Azzi. She still has that easy, calming smile on her face as she listens to you. âhate to give p-p-people an A⌠Which d-d-doesnât make sense, because heâs a t-t-teacher, so he should be happy that his s-s-s-students score well.â
Youâre surprised with yourself. You try to avoid talking as much as you can, but with Azzi itâs different. She listens to you. Really listens to you. It makes you actually want to have proper conversations with her. Because sheâs the only person outside of your family and speech therapist that doesnât seem to judge you.
Azzi chuckles as she nods her head. âYeah, it makes no sense at all. I hate teachers like that! Why become a professor if youâre gonna hate your job and students?â You send her a grin before looking away. You continue to listen to the athlete ramble about the professors she loves and hates, adding your own opinions as well.Â
You spend hours with the girl. The lunch âdateâ spilling over into a walk around campus as you both enjoy each otherâs company. You make sure to have a pit stop for ice cream, giving the employee your card before Azzi has the chance to pay again. When hours have passed, and the skies have become a mix of oranges, pinks, and purples, you finally decide to call it a day.
The brunette walks you back to your dorm before wishing you a goodnight with the promise of another hangout soon. You give her a tiny salute, regretting it immediately when you realize what youâre doing. Your regret melts away the second you hear Azziâs sweet laugh, her eyes crinkling as she smiles widely. She shakes her head in amusement and adoration as she gives you a salute back before leaving.Â
Not long after sheâs gone, you get a message saying she made it to her dorm safely. You heart the message before getting ready for bed. Your chest feels warm with giddiness as you crawl underneath your blanket. Once you finally fall asleep, you dream of a beautiful, tall girl holding your hand as you walk on the beach, without a worry in the world.
The following weeks, you and Azzi text every day. You give each other updates on how classes are going, talk about your families, and laugh at each otherâs silly stories. You even arrange some more hangouts. Youâve already made plans to meet up at the library to study together, the coffee shop to give life updates, and even your dorm for movie nights.Â
Your heart feels light when your parents ring you for their scheduled video call. You tell them about the new friend youâve made and how much youâve been enjoying university lately. Your chest is free from the familiar ache, as you donât have to lie to them for once. Youâre in the middle of recounting your latest adventure with the tall girl when your phone buzzes. You pause your story for a moment, glancing at the message. âIs that her?â Your mom interrogates you with a tiny smirk. You roll your eyes at her, but you canât hide the smile thatâs growing on your face.
âMhm,â you hum. âShe wants to h-hang out later,â you reply as your eyes linger on your phone. âWeâll let you go then, sweetie,â your dad says with an affectionate wink. Youâre glad they donât tease you any longer, saying their goodbyes. The second your laptop screen goes dark, you snatch up your phone, typing a reply. âSounds good!â
âGreat! Would you mind if my team also comes over? They wanna meet youâ Azzi replies. You feel a pit form in your stomach but feel a bit calmed when you see the next message come in. âYou can totally say no! No pressure :)â You feel your heart swell two sizes as you read the comforting words. The brunette always made sure you were comfortable, never making you do anything you werenât into. She always picked up on your anxiety the second you started feeling nervous. Sheâd even googled all the ways you can help someone out of a panic attack after learning you struggled with them sometimes.
Azzi is your first ever friend, and youâre extremely grateful to have her in your life. You hope you two will stay friends for a long time, which is why you hate yourself for falling for her. She can never find out. Sheâd probably finally realize that being your friend wasnât a good idea, and then youâd be all alone again.Â
You donât realize youâve zoned out until your phone buzzes again. âY/N seriously, donât worry about it! I can see youâve read my messages and I know youâre probably freaking out but you donât have to, Iâll tell them now isnât a great time :))â
You immediately start typing back. âNo no! Iâd love to meet them too! When should I come over?â Azzi was right, of course, you were freaking out, but that didnât mean you were going to let her cancel on her friends for you. Besides, you really did want to get to know the girls from Azziâs stories. If they were as great as the brunette says they are, you had nothing to worry about. Youâd also seen the team pass by on your TikTok plenty of times to know they were some of the funniest people youâll ever meet.
âIâm just chilling rn, so whenever youâre free you can come over :) the girls wonât be here for another 2h so we can relax a little before then if you want? :Dâ You let her know youâll be at her dorm in 10 minutes, not even letting yourself rethink anything. You quickly get ready, giving yourself a brief glance in the mirror before leaving.
When you knock on the athleteâs door, it opens almost immediately. Your heart skips a beat as you see Azziâs dazzling smile. âHey! Come in, come in!â She beams. You grin as you follow her to her room. She plops down on her bed, patting it to invite you in. She grabs her laptop, putting on a show you two had started a while ago but never really cared for that much. The taller girl knew you liked having something as background noise as you talked, so all the focus and pressure wouldnât be on you.Â
Youâre in the middle of a story when you see Azziâs expression shift. Sheâd been looking at you with wide, interested eyes and a tiny smile as she listened, but now her eyes look softer. You can almost see a hint of⌠adoration? In her eyes. Her smile looks more real too. âW-what?â You stutter as your ears start burning.Â
The brunette shakes her head softly before saying, âI just⌠Iâve noticed youâve started stuttering less when youâre with me.â Her voice is barely louder than a whisper, but you hear it perfectly fine with how close you two are sitting. You look down, trying to not let her see the blush on your face, but you know thereâs no way she could miss it.
âY-yeah, I guess Iâve just b-b-become more comfortable around you,â you mutter back before looking her in the eyes. You see Azziâs own cheeks change into a different shade. As she opens her mouth to reply, a knock can be heard on the door. You both jump in surprise before the athlete gets up to go open the door.Â
You can feel your heart pounding in your chest, and youâre not fully sure why that is. Is it because the team had arrived? Or is it because you only just noticed how close you and Azzi were sitting when youâd jumped apart?
You take a sip of water, trying to calm your nerves. As youâre putting the bottle down, KK and Paige bounce into the room. Azzi is quick to follow, settling back down beside you and sliding her hand over yours below the blanket. A few seconds later, the other girls walk in, but youâre too overwhelmed by Paige and KK to notice. You look like a startled deer as they excitedly introduce themselves, pushing their hands towards you to shake them. Azzi doesnât hesitate to slap their hands away with an amused grin as she shakes her head. âCan you guys please be normal for once?â She asks, sending you a smile when she hears you chuckle at her friendsâ chaos.
The excited girls pout as the rest of the team introduces themselves as well. You can already feel the nerves melt away by just being near them. They just have this aura that makes you feel comfortable. Once everyone is done, you introduce yourself as well. âH-h-hey, Iâm-m Y/N, itâs nice to m-m-m-meet you guys.âÂ
You see KKâs eyes widen a little at your stutter before she looks over at Paige. The blonde immediately gives her a little push with a quick shake of her head. Theyâre subtle enough that no one else notices, but youâd grown up watching the people around you and blending in, so it wasnât a surprise youâd caught their interaction. You send Paige a thankful smile, sending KK a grin as well to let her know you arenât upset. Youâre used to people giving you looks when they hear you stammer. You also know that the team didnât mean anything bad by it, they probably just didnât expect it.
The girls all find a spot to settle down in, some on the floor, some on the beanbag in the corner of the room, while KK sits on Azziâs desk chair, spinning it in circles. As you all hang out, your smile never leaves your face. Have you ever laughed this much before? If you werenât chuckling at Paigeâs sass, you were laughing at KKâs dramatics. During the rare moments when they shut up, Nikaâs voice fills the air as she teases the younger girls. The constant murmur of voices makes you feel a type of comfort youâve never felt before.
Right now, youâre listening to a funny story Paige is telling as KK and Ice squabble in their corner of the room. You feel lighter than air with the relief of feeling like you finally fit in. Thankfully, Azzi is there to ground you. Somehow, you two have ended up fully leaning against each other, the brunetteâs arm around your waist. You donât know how you got here, but you werenât complaining.Â
You can feel yourself becoming a bright shade of red as Paige glances at Azziâs hand on your hip before looking up at you and wiggling her eyebrows. You look down as you try to hide your blush and the smile that canât seem to leave your face. Feeling the brunette squeeze your side, you look over at her with a raised eyebrow. She mouths the words, âAre you okay?â making sure youâre doing alright without alerting the others. You stare at her lips a moment longer than you should before sending her a tight-lipped smile and a nod.Â
You quickly look back at Paige, checking to see if sheâd noticed the whole interaction. The blue-eyed girl is already facing you with a smug look. You roll your eyes and stick your tongue out playfully, feeling a bit surprised at how at ease you feel, even after getting teased.
When the skies become a dark shade of gray, the team slowly starts dispersing. The girls all give you their number, demanding you all hang out again soon. Paige is the last to leave, sending you both a sleepy wave as she closes the door behind her. You donât miss the sly wink she sends your way when Azzi turns towards you.
You sit up a bit straighter as you stretch your arms and crack your back. The brunette sends you a playful look of disgust, scrunching up her nose as she hears your joints pop. You give her a wide, innocent grin. âI should get g-going,â you sigh, not wanting to part with the girl just yet. âStay,â Azzi says, her voice barely above a whisper. You look back at her, a little shocked at the request. Her brown eyes meet yours. Her shoulders look a little more tense than usual, but her face looks calm and steady. âOkay,â you whisper back.
Azziâs shoulders immediately relax as she sends you a soft smile. She gets up and walks over to her closet, finding you something to wear. âIs this okay?â She asks, holding up a pair of her shorts and a shirt with her basketball number on it. âMhm,â you hum, trying not to blush at the fact that youâll be wearing her clothes, her number.Â
After she hands you the clothes, you walk over to the bathroom and get ready for bed. You take an extra minute to let your face cool down after seeing yourself in the mirror. Once youâve calmed down, you walk back into the bedroom and over to Azziâs bed. The athleteâs eyes linger on you for a moment before she briskly walks into the bathroom to get ready herself.Â
You donât see the brunetteâs reddened cheeks as she goes to hide. You canât tell Azzi is splashing water in her face to calm down as her mind goes a million miles per hour at how cute you look in her clothes. Youâre completely unaware of the fact that your crush is fully losing her mind about the fact that she has fallen for you.Â
When Azzi returns, she crawls into the bed next to you, sliding down so youâre face to face. Your left hand is lying under your head, as your right lays between you two. She mimics your position before slowly sliding her hand into yours. Azzi sends you a soft smile, receiving one of your own in return. The smile doesnât leave your face as you fall asleep staring at the angel in front of you.
When you wake up the next morning, the bed feels cold and empty. You frown a little as you get up. You pad over to the bathroom, scratching your head when you donât see Azzi in there either. You swiftly get ready before making your way to the living room. You immediately see Paige and Azzi as theyâre leaning over the kitchen counter. Theyâre both leaning in close, talking in hushed voices, before the blonde notices you in the doorway. She loudly clears her throat, straightening up as she exclaims, âY/N! Good morning!â
âM-morning,â you say softly, sending Azzi a raised eyebrow. You wonder if something is wrong when she sends you an awkward smile that looks more like a grimace than anything. Noticing her look, Paige gives her a tiny push with her elbow before walking over to you. âSo, do you have any classes today?â She asks.Â
âY-yeah, in an hour⌠I should probably head b-b-back to my dorm to get r-r-ready,â you reply as you grab your stuff. You give Azzi a questioning look as she awkwardly stands behind Paige, looking down at the floor.
âOkay, w-well⌠See you guys l-later, I guess,â you say as you give them a small wave before leaving. You hear Paige turn to Azzi and say, âOh my God, bro,â as you close the door with a small frown. Did you do something wrong? Did she find out you have a crush on her, and did she hate you?
You barely pay attention to your classes, still too focused on the way Azzi was acting this morning. Around noon, she texts you, wishing you good luck in Mr. Davisâ class, like she always does. You feel a bit more at ease, figuring youâre probably overthinking stuff. The athlete sends you her usual good night message when she goes to bed, as well as a routine good morning. You let the weird morning fall to the back of your mind as you both continue everything like normal.
Your nerves flare up again when a few days pass and Azzi doesnât text you anything other than a good morning. She doesnât even look at the messages you send in return, though she usually replies within a few minutes. By the time itâs noon and hours have passed, youâre pacing your dorm so much, you think you might leave a walking trail on the carpet. Youâre biting your nails, the pit in your stomach growing by the minute. Your mind is floating with thoughts of something having happened to her or her not wanting to be your friend anymore.Â
You get shaken out of your thoughts when you hear a knock on the door. You quickly walk over, hoping itâs the girl you canât stop thinking about. When you open the door, you lose your breath for a moment. In front of you, Azzi is standing, holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers. She swallows harshly, looking at you nervously but also with determination.Â
She clears her throat a little, gripping the flowers a bit harder. âHi,â she says. âHi,â you breathe out, staring at her with wide eyes. âListen, I⌠I really like you and⌠Damn it, I had this whole speech planned, but now that Iâm here, Iâm completely blanking,â she says as she starts frowning, looking at the floor.Â
You take a step closer to her, now standing halfway into the hallway. âAzziâŚâ you whisper, biting your lip to stop yourself from smiling. She looks back up at you before taking a deep breath. âI really like you, and itâs completely fine if you donât like me back, but⌠I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me?â She says, trusting the flowers forward. You take them with a wide smile. âIâd love t-that,â you reply.
Your heart skips another beat as her face brightens. She pulls you into a hug, squeezing you tightly while making sure not to crush the flowers. You wrap your arms around her waist as you put your face in the crook of her neck. Inhaling deeply, you relax into her hold. You pinch yourself, making sure youâre not dreaming, grinning even wider when you realize youâre not.
You let go of each other as you hear a âYES!â from a few feet away. You both look towards the end of the hallway, seeing Paige peeking around the corner. The girlâs eyes widen as she quickly moves back behind the wall. You giggle as Azzi huffs. âI swear that girl cannot be normal.â âHEY!â The blonde yells back but doesnât show herself. âNor can she be subtle!â Azzi raises her voice. âSorry!â Paige apologizes before you hear her retreating footsteps.
You grin up at Azzi, whoâs rolling her eyes in amusement. âSorry about that. I practiced my speech with her and told her to stay in our dorm, but sheâs Paige, so she didnât listen.â You shake your head, your eyes twinkling in entertainment as you pull the brunette into your dorm.Â
You two have a date to plan, after all.
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Ratchet x AFAB ReaderâPeriodsâ
Currently, Iâm battling some cramps of hell of my own. And I wanted to write a story to make myself feel better. Now that I have, Iâm sharing it with you all.
I hope this at least helps some of you feel better. Periods are never fun, but always make sure you take good care of yourselves. Treat yourself to sweets, take a nice warm bath, and just..be kind to yourself.
It may suck, but your body is actively doing what it does best for your health. Even if that means cramps every monthâŚor few months, depending on your situation..
Now, please enjoy this little Drabble Iâve made. And I hope it brings some warmth to your hearts (and cramps, đ)
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âRatchâŚâ
Your soft call tore the medic away from his current focus at the main console. Voice wavering and weakâŚwas that hurt he sensed..?
Looking over, he glanced at your small form. Curled up atop the tatted yellow couch, head perked slightly. Your expression was scrunched in one of discomfort and pain. Olfactory sensors flared and flagged a key chemical scent wafting over.
Blood.
Immediately, he abandoned his current project. Taking a few hurried steps to stand behind the raised platform, glancing down at you with worried, appraising optics. You looked back up at him, a pained whine leaving your throat.
You squirmed around, hands pressing down against your abdomen to try and quell the spikes of discomfort. âI-It hurtsâŚâ
Scanning you, he gave a soft sigh. Concern flashed through his optics, antenna dropping just slightly. He knew this was a rough time for you.
You had explained to him what it was the first time this had happened. Naturally, it was going to occur in their presence, within the months youâd stay there. So, you figured if anyone needed to understand your predicament with periods, it was Ratchet.
At first, heâd been horrified. Not at you. Gods never. But at the fact that this was so normal. The idea of a Cybertronian bleeding Energon every couple times of a Quartex nearly sent him into shock. Not to mention how painful you had described it to be.
I mean, on par with a human heart attack? For something so small, your species seemed so durable.
But, as the teamâs hybrid medic for human and machine, he took it upon himself to learn. Through the web, and you. He learned what he could, and asked for help when he needed more explanations. Now, he felt well equipped.
Ratchet gently set a digit against your lower belly, taking a measure of any inflammation or otherwise unseen pain. He could just hear how painful the cramps sounded.
âDid you take any anti-inflammatory medication? Pain relievers or Acetaminophen?â He glanced at your face as you nodded. HmmâŚclearly it hadnât kicked in yet..
You gripped onto the digit against your lower stomach desperately. âI-I took them some few minutes agoâŚbut I forgot my heating pad at homeâŚâ Looking up at his optics, you gave an expression of discomfort.
His spark flared at the sight, audials flicking down as he sighed.
âOf courseâŚâ Glancing back at the console, he weighed his options.
He still had piles of work to do. Formulas to refine, tools to repair, files to decode. Then, he looked at you. His human. His pained human, and he didnât need any other convincing.
Gently, he lifted you in both servos. Whining slightly at the sudden movement as a flare of cramps spiked in your belly. He pulled you against his chassis, engine rumbling gently just under the surface.
âRelax, SweetsparkâŚI have you..â he mumbled softly, finials clicking up just a notch as you nodded and curled your body against his frame.
Carefully, he made his way to his habsuite. Cautious, as not to rile more cramps in your poor body. His engine gave a worried whine as he glanced at you, body desperately seeking warmth. He crooned at the sigh, optical ridges drawn in concern. âI knowâŚI know..â
Curse your biology for making you suffer like this. He couldnât even imagine the pain you were dealing with. And it hurt that he couldnât do much to relieve it.
As he punched the code in for his habsuite, he pressed you to his warm chassis and entered. Metal thumb rubbing soothingly against your hair.
He carried himself over to his berth, settling into the malleable metal that accommodated his back kibble. Gently, he settled you on his chassis. Watching as you squirmed around for a comfortable position.
Eventually, you rested flat on your tummy. Stomach pressed against the warmth radiating from his chassis as soft whines left you. The pain continued to spike as you sought out the heat.
âRatchet..â You cried desperately, soft hands gripping onto any purchase of his frame you could find. âI-It hurts.!â
His spark flared, plating hissing at your pain. He couldnât help but feel helpless, useless. Watching his little partner as they wriggled and cried, unable to really do anything.
Curse the gods for bringing this upon them. If he could smite this pain-
Without even thinking, his engine rumbled and revved loudly. The vibration, combined with the rising heat of his cylinders firing, seemed to quell you somewhat. He watched as your little frame untensed a hair, and he needed no more time.
Gently, he set his engine to a low rumble. Idling it quietly and relaxing as the vibrations and warmth slowly settled into your form. Your brow unclenched, a soft sigh of relief escaping as you glanced at him.
He sighed, resting a large servo over your form. The metal acting as the perfect insulationâand bonus weighted blanketâ for your body. Steadily, you relaxed and practically melted against his plating.
Yet, he couldnât help but still feel bad. âIâm sorryâŚI wish there was more I could do to relieve you of this..â he grumbled, tone full of annoyance but optics full of silent shame. Shame he couldnât help his own mate.
A gentle kiss against his chassis soothened his thoughts. You looked up at him, eyes lidded with a sense of exhaustion.
Had they taken that much out of you? Curses!
âThis is perfect, Ratch.â Your soft smiled cut through the berating thoughts of his spark and pride. âBest heating pad Iâll ever need.â
He chuckled softly as he watched you settle in against the plating. Eyes closing softly as the warmth pulled you closer to sleep.
âBesidesâŚâ you mumbled, a happy smile on your face. âHaving my big, metal partner to help me makes it feel just a little bit better. Donât beat yourself up.â
The last part was a bit muffled, as your cheek pressed against his chassis and you were out like a light. Humming, he ran a thumb over your hair. A soft smile graced his faceplate as he watched you subconsciously lean into it. Shutting his own optics in the process for recharge.
âSleep well, sweetsparkâŚIâll be here when you awaken..â
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my @hxhbigbang23 piece for @cloodâs cyberpunk-inspired fic only human
moments captured just before disaster
#I took some liberties with Gonâs design I hope thats cool!#it was so fun working on this i hope you enjoy :D#also click for transparency heheh#hxhbb2023#killugon#hxh#chazart
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AT LAST, EVIL IS UNLEASHED!!!!! đ and I'm the Character Colorist of the new WEBTOON project, A Practical Guide to Evil!
Super happy to be part of this dream team! And I hope you all enjoy it!
#interrupting my portfolio blog and krgeats fever for a bragging update#a practical guide to evil#pgte#webtoon#remember all the times i've said thru the year i've been working a lot and etc etc etc#well tHERE YOU GO#and fun trivia this is the first webtoon project i'm in since the pilot hence why i'm a bit more vocal on that :´D#and the important reminder it's a full team of artists behind this project so props for all of them as well#hope you all enjoy the ride!#at last i would like to thank evil for helping me pay my bills lol
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"Archers" by Koriakin Innokentii as Team Canada for @shepscapades hc character design week 3 prompt (no, im not late, everyone is just faster! >.<)
i went to his exhibition in 2021 with my mom and it was really great :D his works have the most familiar warmth vibe to me and im just "ghgfhhdfjj đđźđĽ!!!" about it. You can check his ig page if you wanna see more!
original (there's no quality scan of it u_u and I couldn't figure out how to download from ig...) and rough designs i guess? thought process in alt text
#aaahaha i hope i did the original justice but at the same time i know its not that bad â:D right..?#i know it said famous style or famous piece but you know what i want this guys work be famous fr#fun fact i have a calendar with his painting print on it! (and theres also like a shaman's rambles about the years future for half the print#(yeesh xD well at least the painting is awesome!)#it was really fun to draw btw i enjoyed it! :D im not the strongest at rendering so having a reference was pretty good id say!#vintagebeef#pauseunpause#ethoslab#team canada#shepshermitdesign23#artstump
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What's In A Name.
Lux had to stop herself from lighting up.
"Jinx... Jinx..." She tried the name out in her mouth. It felt good! She looked like a 'Jinx'! Short, sweet (well, maybe 'sweet' wasn't the right word) and scrappy! "Jinx!"
She put her entire accent into that last one.
Jinx wondered how it was possible to roll the letter 'J'. She also wondered if she was as red as she felt hearing her say her name so much with such... Joy? Yeah, that must have been it... She wasn't used to that.
"Okay, glad you like it." She was REALLY trying to hide that smile, she was! "And... I appreciate that you don't blame me for... Who I was then."
"Never."
Alright... Where was she... Ah, right. Vi.
"My sister eventually found me..." She continued, tapping her temple with a brass middle finger. Had Lux noticed that before? "And I wasn't really in the best place up here. So imagine my face when she rolls up with Piltie girlfriend of all things."
Lux's hands shot up to her mouth. "No!"
"Yeah, I did NOT take that well..." She wasn't as much ashamed of how much she'd been mad at Vi as she was embarrassed of how little control she'd had over it. "Apparently, they'd been trying to find some dangerous psychopath with ties to Silco that had been making the criminal underworld get a little too bold for comfort... Imagine her face when it turned out to be her baby sister." Now that Jinx had time to really think about it, from Vi's point of view, their entire dynamic had been exceedingly fucked up.
"Anyways, things escalated pretty quickly after that. She'd grown to love her Piltie 'Cupcake' so much I thought she was replacing me... I got ready to take care of that issue myself when I found myself on the bridge between the two cities. And on the other side? Who else but Ekko? All grown up and ready to rock. my. shit."
Lux gasped. Audibly. Jinx could tell she was holding in a squeal. Childhood friends to enemies to lovers? Class-defying sapphic romance? Criminal underworld political drama?! This story had it all! Lux had never been so invested in anything in her life!
"Lemme tell you, that fight was a wake-up call. Boy Saviour had HANDS! I'd never seen anyone dodge like that either... This was before I got my powers so he was a real threat! But when he had me pinned to the ground, hand on my neck... put your eyebrows down, Lux they're gonna hit my roof, it wasn't like that! But... something stopped him. He hesitated. For a moment, he wasn't Ekko the Firelight and I wasn't Jinx the criminal... I think... He saw Powder in my eyes then. Whatever was left of her and he couldn't bring himself to kill me." She would never forget the look on his face. "I had... Other priorities. And a tricked-out grenade. I pulled the pin and waited..."
Lux softened again, and it was at this point that Jinx realized that she had tried to blow herself up a lot along with her enemies back then. Like, every other fight she'd tried to take herself out, even when she had Isha... Damn, she had NOT been okay in the slightest.
"Well, I know he made it out," said Lux, she had to make the lights dim a bit. When had she made them that bright? "So... How did you...?"
"Same way anyone in Zaun made it out of anything back then. Ekko pushed us out of the way. Saved us both."
Lux was starting to idolize this boy she'd never met. I mean, kid makes it growing up in Zaun, starts a freedom fighter gang and then pulls Jinx?! AFTER that big fight on the bridge?! 'Boy Saviour' sounded right! She HAD to meet this absolute hero someday! She hoped, whenever her witch left for home (ouch) maybe she could bring her friends to visit someday... Or, perhaps very selfishly, that she could tag along.
"Anyways, next thing I know I'm strapped to a chair. Silco had taken me to this crackpot scientist he knew. Brilliant man, but Gods he was messed up! Like, he had issues and that's coming from me! Just straight up creepy... Anyhow, he pumped me full of drugs until I got better... And I got superpowers out of it, so that was a plus!"
"I'd been meaning to ask about that... We've been running tests on me for weeks but what exactly is it you can do?"
Ooh, a chance to flex? Don't mind me! "I call it 'Chemhead Strength'! On command!"
"Isn't that a derogatory term...?"
Jinx walked over to Pow-Pow on the ground and lifted it with a single hand. "You tell me, Flashlight!" Her eyes glowed purple when she used her powers... Lux thought it was absolutely sick. And hey! There's something we have in common!
"Strength was just one part of the deal!" She said, putting the gatling gun down gently next to Fishbones. A flash of purple later she was sitting next to Lux again, like she'd never moved at all. Lux hadn't even seen her cross the room! "Speed's only good for short bursts, though. Little hops and dashes here and there. I can't exactly run from here to Piltover-Zaun in the blink of an eye, but I can cross a room no problem." She said it as non-chalantly as she could. She was suddenly feeling herself quite a bit.
"Last but not least came endurance. I speak from experience when I say you could put me through a brick wall and I'd walk it off!" She was actually pretty proud of that one. It had come in handy more than she'd like to admit...
"That's so...! Wait. From experience?"
"Yeah, you can thank my sister for that. I'm getting there." She was so excited getting to show off that she'd momentarily forgotten where her story took her next... She sunk herself into the couch. "You were right, you know? The person I had been up until getting strapped to that chair was the result of circumstance. A lost little girl who hadn't had the power or the nerve to right her wrongs. To work on herself. Who had been too clouded by her own grief and rage to see it... And I thank you for letting me understand that." Though a part of her still didn't fully believe it.
"You are so very welcome, friend." Lux was feeling herself now too.
"Having said that..." She steeled herself for this one. "Who I was after that, was all me. That I can't deny. That I won't deny. I did some messed up things, and I won't pretend I didn't. So... If you still want to hear it... know that that was MY choice. Alright?"
Lux nodded her head again. This felt heavy. She took a deep breath as discreetly as she could.
"Remember." Jinx said, straightening on the couch. "You wanted this."
"And I still do. If you feel like it."
"I think I just might, Flashlight."
She told her everything.
Kidnapping Caitlyn in the shower...
"You saw your sister's girlfriend naked before she did?" Lux mostly asked to distract herself from how terrifying the thought of getting kidnapped naked by a Jinx high off her mind would be. Nope! Just shoot me, thank you very much!
"Yeah, I never gave her enough shit for that... I'll say this, though: I may hate the bitch, but she's fine as fuck for Piltie swine. Gotta give my sis props on bagging that, but you didn't get that from me!"
The tea party...
"I didn't know what was going on... I just heard them, all of them at once... Some insane combo of schizophrenia and all the chems in my system telling me to shoot... Anything. I fired on Vi and Caitlyn... I didn't hit Vi and Caitlyn." Her voice was so small saying this, Lux wanted to hug her again, but too many in one night would probably lose its effect... She'd try it anyway later. For now, let her get this out, just like she'd needed to vent about Sylas. Jinx was fighting her demons and she was proud to stand by her side while she did.
"Silco bled out in my arms... riddled with holes, straight from his d-daughter's hands... And he still didn't blame me..." The words rang in her head again, whether a twisted reflection of Fiddlesticks' vision or exactly what had happened, she couldn't tell. You're perfect just the way you are...
She needed a moment after that. She couldn't tell if Lux had grabbed her hand or if she had grabbed hers. It didn't matter, she supposed.
She may not have had tears left tonight, but her eyes still hurt.
"Still here, Jinx." Lux said, squeezing the hand a bit. To kill your own father... Twice! And one that loved you regardless of who or what you were, at that... Lux couldn't imagine the pain. The grief. This girl was made of iron.
Jinx simply nodded her head in acknowledgment.
"What I did next took the cake, though." She couldn't help but glance at Fishbones. "The absolute finest crash-out Zaun ever spawned..."
The explosion of the Council...
Lux was starting to see why Jinx thought she might be... apprehensive about her past.
Here's a girl from nothing, who was seen as a menace (and at her worst moments, was a menace), who the downtrodden minority saw as a symbol of hope and rebellion, as a light in the dark! And she had now effectively killed a large number of the people in charge of the pseudo-regime they were all rebelling against.
Jinx had, Lux realized to her nausea, unintentionally become everything Sylas wanted to be by complete accident.
Maybe her new friend was afraid that Lux would shun her because of that. To tell the whole truth to herself, there was a knot in her stomach thinking of the parallels between this reclusive not-a-witch and the rebel very-much-a-mage... But Lux, maybe due to foolishness or hope or clarity or experience or some weird mixture of all of the above, realized that there was one key difference between the two: While both Jinx and Sylas had grown up in environments that hated who and what they were, Jinx had had people (criminals and villains, sure, but people nonetheless) that had let her be herself despite the horror and the glares. Silco had been the father she'd needed, and now, without him, she'd gone off the rails and done something the whole of Zaun would live to regret...
Lux realized that Sylas was Jinx, made alone. If all she'd known had been that hate, that grief, she wouldn't be the kooky friend living in the woods she'd come to care for. She'd be a monster, dark and terrifying, that even her light couldn't save from her spite at herself and the world.
And while Jinx had reacted to the pain, Sylas had chosen to inflict it... But then again, Jinx hadn't been kept in isolation for decades just for being herself and existing... Ugh, the whole comparison was so complicated!
A very small part of Lux began to pity Sylas. Oh, who he could have been, if he wasn't alone... Best not to dwell on that... For her own sake.
Jinx then told her of the following weeks... And how she'd met a lovely little street urchin named Isha. The little mute girl had come into her life and just... Decided to stay. No judgement, no hatred... Just love. She was everything she'd needed at the time. Well, her and her other friend (Frenemy? Co-worker? Aquaintence? Second surrogate mother to her child?) Sevika, who hadn't allowed her to be alone, whether intentionally or not. The two apparently hadn't seen eye to eye a lot over the years, but now that Silco was gone, they got to grieve together, and while they still came to blows on occasion, they became each other's rock and bonded over their shared love of little Isha...
Lux found the thought of her friend raising a scrappy child the cutest thing she could imagine. Just her and her little rascal playing games, building little inventions (possibly of mass destruction, but she wouldn't think about that), getting into trouble and being adorable together was enough for Lux to feel her heart grow a size... But she knew how it would end. She knew, after a while it would come to tragedy. So she enjoyed Jinx's smile and joy as she recounted how they used to get beetles to fight and pretended it was this huge spectacle for all to see... But it was just for them. Two orphans that found each other at the bottom of the barrel and made each other's words a better place.
It was the purest love that Jinx had ever known.
Her laughter filled the hut and for a moment her smile was brighter than Lux could ever hope to glow.
Then she told her of how things evolved... How she'd fought Vi and Caitlyn inside the city's guts. How she'd been put through that concrete wall. How Caitlyn had blown off her finger. How Isha had saved her... How she'd become the symbol of revolution for the entirety of Zaun, and how she'd gone into hiding for the next seven months, hearing how people with blue hair had started taking a stand against the Noxians flooding their streets... Oh, yeah! The Noxians! That whole thing also happened!
It really told Lux something about how incredibly messed up the situation was that the actual Empire of Noxus was involved in this tale and she hadn't heard about it until this point. What do you MEAN the greatest military force in the world taking over your city was a side-plot?!
"Yeah, this big unga bitch named Ambessa brought them along. I never really knew what it was she wanted, but it became a problem."
Lux did a double-take. "...Ambessa Medarda? 'THE WOLF', AMBESSA MEDARDA?! THAT AMBESSA?!?!"
"That's the bitch!" Jinx said it like she had no stake in that at all. "Why? Were you a fan of something?"
Now it was Lux that braced herself.
"The Noxians are Demacia's greatest foes! Once every two months almost on the dot they come to our borders trying to conquer us and make us part of that barbaric coalition they call an empire, and you mean to tell me they just showed up one day, with AMBESSA MEDARDA herself and you just... what, lived?! Told her 'No thanks, madame! We do not want to be colonized today! Please leave!' and it just... worked?!"
"Well, to be fair, I only saw the bitch like once. She passed by me when I was breaking into prison..."
"Yeah, and you LIVED! How the fu- wait, did you say you broke into prison...?"
Ah, yes... Isha. "Okay, so... As I became the symbol of a revolution, the most wanted woman in two cities and now one middle finger lighter, it turned out little Isha had been rilling people up. I didn't want to be a symbol, or lead the revolution or anything... I didn't even KNOW there was a revolution for most of it! But Isha... She wanted to do something with it. She wanted to actually inspire people to rise up! So she dressed up as me when I wasn't looking and started going to rallies and meetups, instigating and causing riots in the name of standing up to anyone that would threaten the people of Zaun. Noxians included..."
She continued to tell Lux about how little Isha had been taken during a rally and she and Sevika had gone in to save her... And what had happened inside.
To say Lux was surprised at the Vander fight and reveal was an understatement. Yeah, Jinx had been there. Finding out her father was alive, and more than that, that he'd been turned into a monster was a moment she'd never forget... And naturally, now that her father was back in the picture, it was time to get her sister, who apparently had quit her job back when Caitlyn had shot her middle finger off.
"Lemme tell you, that breakup got her BAD." She told Lux. "She'd been doing underground fights to drown out her pain for seven months and dyed her hair black... So when I found her, she was passed out in her apartment after a night of fighting. Needless to say, she didn't exactly react well to me popping up in her room."
The explanation of the next few hours was... Emotional, to say the least. Lux heard, little by little, as Jinx recounted spending time with her sister, bickering, fighting... bantering. How they found a note their father had left, and how it might have changed things if it had ever been found... How they found Vander again, changed and transfigured into something almost unrecognizable, and how he realized who they were... How for a brief, beautiful time, despite everything, the sisters were and had a family again.
What happened next was hard to hear...
It wasn't the part about the mystery cult leader mage that turned chemheads into robots offering to help their father (though that did catch Lux's attention. Apparently Jinx called him a 'Metal Fortune Cookie'), or the part where Caitlyn came back and turned on Ambessa within about a minute of seeing Violet again (Jinx's sister must have been really something else if she had her ex that whipped after seven months absent). No...
It was the part where the Noxians showed up and somebody killed the cult leader mage, corrupting his connection with all the people he'd helped and causing them to forget themselves... including the now-mindless monster that was Vi and Jinx's father...
How one moment they were a family, holding each other past the pain of a life of strife none of them deserved, and the next, her father was gone, lashing out at whatever moved, his daughters included, wild and in pain, with Noxians on all sides...
It had been little Isha that had known what to do.
The same thing her mama had done so many years ago. That same haunting mistake that had kick-started everything...
And Lux held her through the whole thing.
She had no more tears. She couldn't cry anymore tonight.
For this, she wished she had tears.
Lux killed most of the lights. She left one, small and unimposing, changing from blue to pink, blue to pink, blue to pink... A perfect little candle for her friend's perfect little girl. Jinx thought it was wonderful.
Gods know how long they held each other, but the sun hadn't come up yet, so it was still somewhere deep in the early hours.
"After that, all hell broke loose." She said. She had some mixed feelings about this next part. "The Noxians were everywhere, Cookie - sorry, Viktor- got resuscitated by some insane mix of chems and magic and lost himself as well somewhere in the process. And as if that wasn't enough, he brought the corpse of my dad back to life as a bloodthirsty monster to use in his uprising. Oh, yeah. He kinda gave up on the whole 'help thy neighbor' thing and decided to turn everyone into mindless robots, so we had THAT 'Glorious Evolution' to deal with... Well, the others did. I... I had other plans." Home stretch, Jinx, you're almost there.
"I tried my best to make peace with my sister and then..."
Lux just knew she wasn't going to like what happened next...
"Well, then I remembered that the only way to break a cycle of suffering was to step out of it. To... To remove yourself from it." She put her arm around Lux a little tighter. Lux didn't mind at all. "So I went home. To The Last Drop. Had a whole meltdown, cut my braids off, set the place on fire... And while it burnt I went down to my workshop and made one last little gadget. One just for me. A little monkey bomb. Felt fitting, you know? To... to end it... to end me with it. So I stepped to the nearest ledge and took a deep breath..."
"Oh, Jinx..." Lux didn't have the words. But a part of her understood. There were days (not many, and not often, but there were days) though she would never admit it, when things got so bad... when the pressure of hiding who and what she was became so unbearably crushing that she had eyed her bottle of Petricide Potion a little too longingly...
But the weight of this moment, she couldn't have imagined if she'd tried. And for her friend, she tried.
"It was Ekko that saved my life."
Absolute fucking hero, Lux thought. Whenever she met him (and now she WOULD meet him!) she owed him a drink.
"He came in, at the nick of time, sweating like he'd run a marathon and talked me down from blowing us both up... He... He just sat with me. Just... Let me get it out. No judgement, no fight, no snarky remark, just... time. Time enough to tell me... Well, it sounded ridiculous, but I couldn't help but listen, you know? He said that in the time since I lost my finger he'd been stuck on this other version of the world. Apparently, he and Jayce and a Yordle professor from Piltover just happened to be messing with this huge magical reactor at the same time and ended up stranded in another reality."
"And the Noxians were the side-plot?"
"Yeah, I still don't fully get it myself. But... he told me about this other life. This other world where nothing bad happened after the heist... Other than Vi not making it out, but that's not the point. He told me of this other Jinx... One that never stopped being Powder. For a second I thought he was gonna rub it in my face. 'Look what you could have been!' or 'She was so much better than you!' but... He didn't. Hell, he saw the good in her and told me that all that mattered is that that was somewhere in me too. He didn't try to change me. Just... show me I could do good with who I was. That I wasn't broken. That I still had time to figure out a way to make myself work... To make us work... if I wanted it. And I wanted it, Lux. I really REALLY did. And that he would be there every step of the way..."
No romance novel Lux had ever read (and there had been quite a few) could ever come close to that. Gods above, he gave up the perfect life for her!
"You'll... umm..." Jinx cleared her throat. Now she knew she was all red. "You'll have to forgive me for not going into detail about how the next few hours went."
"Oh, worry not, mon chère." Said Lux, not even trying to hide her playful grin. "I've always been told I have an incredibly active imagination and I'm more than happy to put it to good use!"
Jinx smacked her in the arm and chuckled. What a rollercoaster tonight had been!
"Anyway, after a few hours of making new gear, changing our looks and making up-"
"And out!"
"-WE managed to convince Zaun to join the fight against the Noxians on the side of Piltover. Brought the whole thing together for the first time since... I don't even know how long! Also made this huge flying machine to get us there. I think it's the best entrance I've ever pulled, if I'm being honest! Colors and bullets flying everywhere... Noxians and robot-people getting knocked every which way... Lux, I think it's the closest I've come to making actual magic happen. Then Ekko took off to help out in the fight..." Her tone changed for what must have been the 10th time tonight. "I heard he made it out, but..."
"Was he okay...?"
"I don't know... I never saw him again."
Lux was genuinely speechless.
"I joined up with Vi and got jumped by what was left of dad... We fought. As hard as we could. We... tried to get him back to us. To talk, but he wouldn't listen. Like there was nothing left to listen... Except there must have been, in the end..."
This was the last of it... Just get this out and you're free.
"He grabbed me, and I let myself fall into the bowels of the city with him. I pulled out the monkey bomb and got ready to blow us both to hell, but... at the last second, he... softened. One last act as my dad, I guess. His claws relaxed around me and I got the smallest opening possible to dash away. I left the bomb to go off with him and jumped into an old ventilation duct on the way down as the colors exploded around us... And after that... I was gone."
Jinx felt herself relax, for the first time in... probably months. Someone knew now. The whole thing, beginning to end, and she was still here.
"Remember when I said the only way to break a cycle is to remove yourself from it? Well, that's what I did. My sister would never move on if I stayed in her life, and Caitlyn only left me alone at the time because she loved my sister more than she hated me, which side-note: I blew up her MOM after the tea party, kinda skimmed over that before, so Vi must've had her on a leash! But she'd have to go after me again, if I showed my face... And Ekko? He'd find a way to kill himself for me at the first sign of danger... Better to leave him sad but alive. I lo-... I care for him too much to curse him with me. To give him that chance to play hero one too many times. Did keep his hoodie, though. That's for me... So I stowed away on a blimp (always wanted to ride one of those things, by the way) and flew wherever people wouldn't look for me. Where the name 'Jinx' wasn't on everyone's mouth... Where I could disappear into the dark, and curse the ones I loved no more..." And for a while, she thought, it had worked.
"Just your luck a Mage comes knocking on your door."
"Yes. Luck." Jinx admitted. She allowed herself to smile. "The best luck. And not to get sappy but... I'm really glad you did, Lux."
"Well why would we get sappy now?" The glowy Demacian girl quipped, and Jinx knew she'd made a friend for life.
"Anyway, that's me!" She said, standing from the couch she had practically fused with over the last... Hour? Or two? Meh, whatever. "You wanna take the bed? It's not much of a bed, but you're not sleeping on the couch after sitting through all of THAT."
Lux hadn't even thought about how she was going to spend the night here until this exact moment.
"Oh, no! I couldn't! I wouldn't want to impose..."
"Girl, I told you I was a wanted terrorist and you hugged me so hard you provided mood lighting. You're taking the bed."
"I-" She sputtered, but Jinx practically lifted her off the couch and started dragging her to her ramshackle little room. She really was deceptively strong.
As Jinx unceremoniously carried her through the door at the back of the hut, Lux got her first look at her friend's room. A big, thatch bed and a couple of hand carved drawers (wow, she'd had a LOT of free time on her hands!), a big window to the outside with the floppiest curtains Lux had ever seen, a little shelf over at the side of the wall with a bunch of little trinkets of her own making, a little mini-workbench for Zapper, Lux presumed, and a standing mirror in a corner of the room in front of the bed.
Jinx dropped her on the bed like an unruly kitten.
"Jinx, I can't. Noble or not, I'm a soldier! I could sleep on the floor! It's no problem, really!" She was just making excuses now.
"You are NOT sleeping on the floor!" Jinx went, taking off Lux's boots and gently (at least she thought it was gentle... she was moving a lot!) tucked her in. Which implied holding her down on the bed and just dropping a big blanket on her. "You are my guest and my friend and I'll be damned if I let you treat yourself like that in my house!"
"But it's your bed! Where are you gonna sleep?!"
"Uh, couch? I was already sinking into it before! Never let it be said I'm not a good host!"
"That doesn't feel right." Lux protested. Even if she was already snug as a bug in a rug.
"Well, we're not gonna cuddle. Buy me dinner first!" Jinx jested. She thought she was being funny. She clearly didn't know who she was dealing with.
So she almost jumped out of her skin when Lux answered with "Deal!"
...
"Um... Excuse me?"
"Dinner! Or lunch, or whatever! Because you know what, Jinx?" Lux sat up and spoke with authority, trying to hide how incredibly red she was at the moment and failing miserably. She'd just answered out of reflex! And she didn't think of Jinx like that... though she had to admit she enjoyed being carried juuuuust a little bit too much. "We went through something horrible tonight. And it was so bad you told me your whole life story! And on top of that, we have both been through a lot! Each of us has dealt with Noxians and a revolution! Hell, I'm still dealing with mine! So we're taking tomorrow off! As soon as my shift is over at midday, I'm going to make an excuse and I'm coming to get you, and I'm going to show you what Demacia is all about! Outside of the mageism, the swords and shields, the politics... You let me into your home, Firework, so now you gotta let me show you mine!"
Jinx slowly realized how dangerous letting Lux call her 'Firework' had really been. She was a bit overwhelmed at all the aggressive kindness. "Look, that sounds wonderful and all, but I haven't gotten to the cities for a reason! What if someone recognizes me?! And besides, I only have two outfits..."
"Then I'll sneak you a dress or something!"
"Oh, don't you DARE, Flashlight! Do I look like the kinda gal that wears a dress?!"
Lux had to admit she thought she'd look cute in one. Like a big ragdoll!
"You won't know if you don't try it!" She said. And she was really getting excited now. "If you don't like it, I won't push, but please try it? For me?"
Big round eyes... Waaaay too big, but they did the trick!
Jinx sighed in defeat. "Fine... Tomorrow. But nothing fancy, okay? I was never exactly high class or nothing." She smiled a bit. When was the last time she'd let herself have nice things?
"Yes! You're going to love it!" Lux let herself light up a little. "I'll pick out something simple for you to wear, nothing too fancy! Don't worry, it's going to be lovely." Okay, maybe she was a bit too excited about this...
"Okay, whatever. See you tomorrow..." Jinx stretched and went to the door. "Goodnight, Flashlight."
"Goodnight, Jinx!" There she went, rolling Js again.
When Jinx closed the door, she let herself lean on it a bit and breathe a sigh of relief. Like a huge weight had lifted off her shoulders at last... She smiled wide. And for a moment, nothing was wrong in the world. She said it to herself, mostly. Barely a whisper before going to sleep.
"Isha would have loved you."
And she thought Lux didn't hear it, but now it was the noble who had to fight back the tears...
#How Lux Met Jinx#LightCannon#LightCanon#luxanna crownguard#Lux#Lux LoL#Jinx#jinx arcane#Jinx LoL#League of Legends#LoL#Arcane#recap! from Jinx POV!#It LONG!â˘#I had a lot of fun with this one! Worked on it throughout Christmas#so Happy Holidays everybody!#Let me know what you think!#Gotta read up a bit more on Lux now#I'm planning a scene and I have IDEAS but it needs to be done right...#Anyways#Hope you all enjoy! This one took me 4 DAYS! :D
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Prologue - Part 1
{And it begins. May the story of our humble beginnings strike awe into your wild-beating heart}
#thymoons#clangen#clangen comic#warrior cats#clan generator#thymeclan#hope you all enjoy :D#God I had so much fun drawing the reps of the groups#Also just to clear up potential confusion this is not a sparklecat clangen#all will make sense in time...#Also fun fact this was not originally the first page!#I lost motivation so fast for the initial first page so made this one#but this one has a whole different format so I have to scrap og page 1s work :')#also dont mind my shitty handwriting-#Its probably temporary until I make a nice font#probably
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~No Mercy for Murphy~
a whumpy music video and compilation of how this guy just constantly gets hurt throughout the entire show (and i love it)
for @whumpadoodle đ ty for that amazing song rec (mercy - hurts) which inspired this whole thing
#whump#whumpedit#whumpblr#whump video#my video#whump compilation#whumpy fanvideo#whump songs#whump music#john murphy#the 100#hope you like the little change i made too :) even whumpier than before :D#this was so much fun to make i enjoyed every second of it#man i love video editing#some memori too ig cause you cant make a hurt murphy compilation without including her at least a bit lol#also i love them and them working together and comforting each other <3
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When H/awks gets a voice message from D/abi, he doesn't have a clue what he's getting into. (Strongly implied kink!Hawks)
First H/otwings wav~ (and content at all~). It's nothing super big, just a little idea I've had for a bit, and I had time to throw something together~ Mayyybe the fact (most of) it's a voice message can forgive the quality issues? <3
#waterfallwav#I've been wanting to do another wav for a little bit#and finally got the house free to record!#i find their voices SO much fun#even if im not GOOD at them#i have a blast trying hahaha~#also wanna give a lil 'in-the-tags' thank you to people who have requested wavs#or given feedback to any of them!!#it really means so much to know people not only LIKE them#but care enough to say 'hey- heres my suggestion on what to work on to get better'#im the type to not realllly believe compliments (even tho i do APPRECIATE them)#so having someone (especially someone ID consider talented at it)#be like hey. this is how you can get better but its still good either way#that means the world to me <333#ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I'll stop rambling in these tags hahaha~#you know who you are and if you see this- thank you <3#thanks for listening and I hope you enjoy!!#d/abi#h/otwings#h/awks
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Speaking of cats!!!!
I totally downloaded Neko Atsume it is so darn cute I love it sm
Fred is dumb and I love him, I have tons of favorites but some that stuck out to me Tabitha, Willow and snowball (and princess and pepper)
YESSSSSS I'm bringing back the cat game!!! >:3c
I'm glad you're having fun with it!! :D I can't believe I forgot how cute it was but now I'm checking it all the time lol I think the new one got pushed back but it's supposed to be coming out this year still and I can't wait ^^
AND!!!! Fred is one of my faves too!! And Snowball my beloved, precious starter kitty. I think my favourite is Pickles, they're just the sweetest to me. But they're all so cute, it's such a fun lil game
(Also when I first got it like almost a decade ago I used to rename the cats after my blorbos at the time so I decided to try it again this time with the skeletons, and Fred is the one I renamed to Killer and Pepper is the one I renamed to Nightmare lol)
#Ask#Pigeonstab#Aaaaaa I'm so happy you're enjoying it! ^^#I love this game so dearly it's adorable#And it is perhaps... relevant to my thing I'm working on... mayhaps...#I also need to remember to draw more bitty pictures actually I forgot about that oops#That's a monday/tuesday problem!#Right now I need to sleep because I. am old#And am doing the sunday shift (hooray)#But I hope you have fun and see all your favourites!! :D
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Hi there!! Your milgram drabbles are actually giving me life. If you're still taking requests (if not, totally fine!!), how about Haruka and Colours? :)
Aww thank you so much!!! :D Thank you for the request ooh, it's such a fun prompt for him! I ended up going with something for him and Muu between the first two trials, but I still wanted the main focus to stay on his voice and growth đ
âThis is your wardrobe?â Muu's eyebrows raised. âThat's all there is?â
âW-well, I don't own much else that I, I really like to wear. Sorry." Harukaâs mind whirled into a panic. His new friend had been in his cell for less than two minutes and he was already a disappointment. She knew a lot about clothes and fashion, but he didnât know a thing about that. Theyâd have nothing in common. Sheâd grow bored of him, and hate him, and --Â
âAw, you don't need to apologize! The warden should be sorry for making you wear this. Muu will have to fix it.âÂ
âFix what?â He bit down on his thumbnail. He knew there was a lot of him that needed fixing. Thatâs what heâd been told as long as he could remember. But what did she plan on doing that no one else could?
âAll white does not do you justice. I'll request some things for you, okay? Letâs seeâŚ"Â
She spun away from the clothes to examine him. He squirmed under the sudden, intense gaze. She looked him up and down, without saying a word. He hugged his arms to his chest. He had too many painful memories of people looking at him like that. But at the same time, he hoped she would never stopâŚ
Her lips twisted into a gentle pout. âSee? You poor thing, you donât feel confident in that at all.â
âW-well, itâs only that --â
 â-- Donât worry about a thing. Muu will get some neutrals, and a few accents. That will help bring out your eyes.â
âMy, uh, my eyes?â
âMm, they're your best feature.â She said it as if he were crazy for not knowing. His mouth gaped. He had a best feature?Â
âSpeaking of, I'll have to grab some pins to keep your hair back, so you can actually see themâŚâ She reached out to brush some of his hair aside. He flinched, but let her touch him as she tried out a few things. While poised over his face, she looked at him seriously.
âHow do you feel about purple?â
He swallowed. How did he feel about purple? Haruka thought it was a strange question, but if Muu was being so nice to him, he should trust her. He should respond perfectly. He went back and forth on what the right answer could be. How did everyone else feel about purple? How did Muu feel about purple?
âNevermind.â She put her hands on his quickly raining shoulders. He relaxed them. âI think Iâll go with green.â
He sighed with relief. âOh! Okay!â
Muu continued muttering to herself about different colors and styles, to which he nodded along. If she thought it would help him, he believed her.Â
âââ
He stepped into the dining hall for breakfast. The prisoners were used to their routine by now, so nothing really caused disruption anymore. It was why Haruka was unprepared to be a disruption himself.
âHaru~â Mahiru called. âWow!âÂ
His eyes widened. As he scrambled for a reply, Mikoto nodded from another table. âSo colorful!â All the eyes turned to him. Even Es turned from where they were speaking with Jackalope in the kitchens. They all smiled at him.
âHow fashionable!â
âIt suits you well.â
âAw, look at you!â
The sudden praise forced his hands up to cover the huge smile on his face. âMe?âÂ
He could feel his cheeks redden, but his heart raced in excitement. At their request, he did a stiff turn to show off the whole outfit. âAh⌠itâs only because of MuuâŚâ
âAnd it looks like I did a great job!â She appeared beside him, pressing her palms together. âYou look wonderful.â
With so many kind eyes on him, he couldnât help the giggle that spilled between his fingers.Â
âBuuut Muu canât take all the credit,â she said. âOr your clothes. This is you. You look happier. Youâre holding yourself differently.â
âI didnât knowâŚâ He hadnât meant to do that. That was a good thing, right? Haruka felt his legs shift, as he thought too hard about how he was standing.
Is this why he was forgiven? People were finally seeing him. Es really looked at them during his interrogation. The prisoners had noticed him more and more. Even the voices that whispered in his cell at night had taken a strong interest in him. And now, everyone was showering him with their praises. Muu was right, it was more than the bright colors he was wearing.
âYeah, you seem more confident.âÂ
He lowered his hands to return her beaming smile.
âI⌠I think I am.â
#milgram#haruka sakurai#muu kusunoki#i had a few different thoughts for the prompt -- maybe something with the crayon coloring from Weakness or something relating to the#vibrant bugs/fish in AKAA#but i really loved his trial glow up (personally i think he had the best one of t2!!) and wanted to work with that#ive been trying to avoid time breaks in short pieces of writing but i definitely wanted to show him getting the attention he deserved :')#i pictured that before all the t2 shit started to hit so everyone is in a good mood and genuinely happy to see him so confident#i hope his internal monologue wasnt too much but i had a blast writing it asdfdsf#a small dose of childishness but a big dose of needless anxiety ;--;#i dont know if haruka fans like seeing him and muu together but i wanted to show them interact because this treatment specifically would#have Such a good impact on him which makes me so happy#ahh i hope you enjoy! this was so much fun ⨠thanks again :D#drabbles
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Here we are!! The Perfect EverâBlooming! as determined by you guys :D
As a reminder of how this worked: you guys voted for which version of each part you liked best, and the winners of each poll made it here! The second full chorus is sung by the 2nd place winner of the chorus poll.
Congrats to Sakuya, Itaru, and Juza (edit AND KAZUNARI!! sorry for forgetting you bb) for winning literally every solo poll they were in lolol, Sakuya in particular REALLY swept the competition with 4 victories
Thanks again for voting! This wouldn't have been possible without your participation <3
#a3!#ever blooming face off#video#this was what 5 weeks in the making? a little over? damn wow#by week 2 I was anxious to hear the final product lolol#winter really made a comeback in the end congrats to them for winning every section in the second prechorus#I also get to reuse these icons in a later HV video so that's nice less work for me later on#anyway hope you enjoy! it was fun to run a poll thing even if it wasn't the usual bracket system :D
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If youâre still doing the WIP sentence ask game:
Blue, wind, sigh, eyes, and tree!
Thank you for the words, my friend! :D
Yup, still doing it and honestly feel free to send in words whenever. Lol I don't mind even if I'm not. đ
Gonna post large-ish paragraphs for you because why not :D Also putting two snippets for a few of the words!
"A green fly and a blue fly are eating a piece of dirt together," Mistkit described the scene from where she lay watching the two shiny creatures. Her littermates exchanged disturbed glances. "That's.. uh.. interesting, Mistkit." Frostkit replied warily, seeming to force her whiskers to twitch in a gesture of cautious amusement. "That's disgusting," Graykit's flat mew cut in. Mistkit purred, no longer feeling bothered or left out as her siblings shared the carp near by but content to just be near them, listening to the purrs of exasperation and amusement that drifted into chatter. She took another glance at the flies, thinking that honestly, no matter what Graykit may say, the peaceful and close coexistence between the two insects was really rather sweet. She looked up. "They remind me of us," she purred. "That's it," Frostkit stood up abruptly, dropping her prey with a swish of her tail, "I'm not hungry anymore." Mistkit watched her stalk off to the medicine den before exchanging a glance with Graykit. "I don't blame her," he huffed.
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A flurry of oak leaves outside the window. The wind lets them flutter inside. One lands on your desk across me⌠and I'm grateful for the company. But the sight of a leaf makes me somehow mourn them⌠Despite one being right within my reach.
"Maybe it's the way we used to chase them, and paste them to a board for a collage. We'd write on them the things for which we're grateful. Your list of blessings always beautifully large. I think it taught me how to thank the Lord genuinely. And if I made another I'd be sure to write you in."
I reach for the leaf as I figure it's never too late, and trail my pen across it, spelling out her name.
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"I'm here for it," Olivia purred with a half-grin before holding me close with a sigh, "..I'm here for you."
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The small cat then sighed. "I'm just saying we can care for each other regardless of clan of circumstanceâŚ" she glanced softly at Berryheart. "The way I'm not ShadowClan, nor you a WindClan cat, and yet it's my responsibility to be here for you now." "Your responsibility?" Berryheart scoffed. "Dragging herbs for a despised exile who wants nothing more than to have you out of her sight? I struggle to see how this waste of time contributes to your clan loyalty." "This has nothing to do with clan loyalty." Whistlepaw returned with a glance upward, "This has to do with a loyalty far higher. And it's never, ever a waste of time. May I look at your wound again?"
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Hazel wasn't in the room as I opened my eyes, and I knew my friend was baking. Chocolate chip cookie scents wafted from the kitchen along with the soft sound of my friend humming the tune of a hymn.
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As Mistpaw and Whistlepaw arrived near the Windclan camp they were met by a group consisting mostly of Whistlepaw's family, as well as the two ThunderClan cats. Mistpaw was surprised to see Appleshine among them, dashing up at Myrtlebloom's side. "Are you  two alright?" Oatclaw's mew was firm but his amber eyes revealed warm relief as he gazed at his daughter for a moment before the younger warriors pushed past from behind him and Featherpelt. "We were so concerned about you!" Fernstripe gasped out, her quietness sounding forgotten and brushed aside by emotion as her squeaky yowl trembled. Placing a tail-tip on the frantic she-cat's shoulder, Appleshine nodded beside her. "We've been praying for you," the ginger tabby added.
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With a cold night wind blowing at my wool, the howl of wolves echoing beyond the trees, I angled my ears, listening to instead hear my Shepherd's soft hum.
"I will both lie down and sleep in peaceâŚ" With a sigh I settled down and tucked my legs beneath myself, breathing in gratefully as I leaned my weary head against His lap. "For You alone, O my Shepherd, make me dwell in safety."
#The *Siblings* <3 I had so much fun writing that scene XD (which will go in the big Mistpaw fic that I'm writing! :D)#The second one is for a story/poem that I've started a while back and it's lovely to work on so I should really finish sometime!#Quite a few warrior cats fic snippets here :D#and also a couple hurt/comfort thingies with my chicken OCs :) I enjoy writing Olivia and Hazel- kind characters are a blessing to write <3#And the last snippet is from my new novel -which I was just blessed with the sudden inspiration for yesterday :0#I would absolutely be willing to ramble about that sometime#aaaahhhh I'm very excited for this- it will be lovely to write!#fic snippets#Mistpaw#Frostpaw#Whistlepaw#Berryheart#A Starless Clan#Hazel (OC)#Olivia (OC)#Christianityâď¸#Pine writes#ask game#Hope you enjoy these! :) <3#Grace tag <3
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Btw, todayâs is the last claimed slot for the moment - if you havenât already and you want to, please send in a request!
#Requestober#The copy-paste with updated link trend continues! Lol I had forgotten last year's was also a copy-paste haha#Which means the return of the copy-pasted tags also!! Silliness abounds#Reminder that slots are open until they are a) claimed by someone or b) the day passes without a req#Hey I made it over the two weeks!!! That's big!! :D Thank you to everyone for sending in your ideas they've been So fun to work on <3 <3#I've been super pleased with how they've all turned out as well! I hope you've been enjoying just as much :D#Also a reminder that if you'd prefer a trade (or to support me lol) those are options too!
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Hello Everyone,
As Promised last month, I started working on a Cottage Garden Set. I was quickly distracted by a beautiful Greenhouse on Pinterest and built RUSTYC Part 1 around it. Harrie and I are working in the same world this time, and she is creating super cute items for your 'Rustyc' Kitchen :) And you will find her items here .
As you can see, I have created a Greenhouse, and I am telling you this was the most intense item I have ever made; it took me a whole week/seven days to make, and I am proud of it :D. The door is animated so your sims can walk in, and the glass is clickable so you can live your best life in it! If you are interested in the WIP, go to the last pictures, and you will see how I created it :)
After I finished the Glasshouse, I decided to create various shelves and tables specially designed for it so they share the exact colour swatches. I also made a vertical planter in disguise, for which you will need the EP Eco Living.
To bring everything to life, I created a set of pots, potted plants and a vent for the floor. This Set contains 25 items.
My favourite thing to do in the sims is gardening. Harvesting grapes and making vines in this greenhouse was immersive and fun. I'm already thinking of more concepts like this for the future, and I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do!
This Set is on Early Access and will be available in December
Thank you again for everything, and lots of love,
Felix xxx
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