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ive read three books in the last like three days after not finishing a book in over a monthâŠâŠthe things gay private detectives will do to my brain remains unmatched
#it was like this last year when i read 19 books by the same author in a little over a month đ#theyâre!!! quite good tho!!! ii really like how the author gets inside his characters heads and we see EVERYTHING about them#like his last series was about police (i know . i am aware but you see the main men took our all the corrupt police and one wasnât even a#cop for the majority of the books and instead became a PI so. nuanceâŠâŠ.) and he got super inside those characters too#and it was so interesting to read bc they are all just . so so damaged. like genuinely those men need Therapy#anyways . taking a break before i start the next books đđ»#đ.txt
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I think a lot of what's currently informing my fellow white people curdling like milk and shitting their pants when asked to interrogate their relationship with rap is the way many people (especially well-meaning white people) still can't help but think of racism as something that you get accused of rather than something that influences the entire world in pernicious ways.
like, I think a lot of people currently posting the most cringe takes about rap right now would very much agree that Racism Is Bad and probably even acknowledge that rap has been and is still widely maligned and devalues for racist reasons.
but that last step, acknowledging that your personal tastes and interests are also influenced by systemic racism, is where a LOT of people stumble. it's very easy to assume that because you consider yourself against racism, then your tastes and interests cannot possibly be at all informed by racist. if you're a white American, that's simply extremely unlikely to be true.
speaking from personal experience, I had to Work to decenter whiteness in my media tastes. when I was like 19 I listened to a podcast where a white Jewish man talked about keeping a spreadsheet of the books he read to make sure he was reading a roughly equal number of men and women, and I started doing the same thing to track how many authors of color I was reading. at the time I took pride in my belief that I was reading diversely, but when the year ended I was shocked to discover that people of color had written barely a quarter of the books I'd read. I had been giving myself way too much credit while still unintentionally prioritizing white authors, because white authors were the ones I knew best. so I started making an extremely conscious effort to seek out books by authors of color, both fiction and nonfiction, that sounded like my kind of shit.
music was extremely similar. I grew up a little white girl in a very white city in a very white state; nobody was offering me an education in rap or r&b or soul or hip hop. as an young adult there were definitely some Black artists I liked, like Janelle MonĂĄe, but I had to take the initiative of seeking out more artists to find out who I fuck with. you're not going to like everybody, which is fine, but are you even giving anyone a chance? are you even looking?
racism has roots everywhere, bro. it's not enough to just acknowledge it, you have to actively get digging.
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I don't care. I will ALWAYS defend Thea muldani. You guys talk about the age range between Kevin and Thea, which is so dumb because Kevin was 18 and Thea was 21. That is basically Jerejean's age range (22 and 19), which is 3 YEARS. And I don't see anyone talking about Jeanne's age range? (19 and 24).
To the people saying that got mad that she said, "Are you sure ur not up to ur old tricks again?" literally just what? Please, please read her wiki because the reason she said that was because she thought tetsuji was the one who beat him up, NOT riko.
She was the ONLY one so far that even questioned riko's authority and acknowledged he was a bastard (somewhat). She's not fucking blinded by the Nest. She's JUST Exy obsessed like Kevin!!
Also let's talk about this?
The rumours had gotten so bad that both the master and Kevin also believed Riko's words? How the hell was Thea supposed to know anything? She was a victim as well and it just annoys me so much when people use this to just completely stain her character and make her a huge bitch. She's literally a dark skinned woman. Even tetsuji told her that she has to work twice as hard because people wouldn't take her seriously. If she even had an inkling of an idea knowing what they did to him, she would fuck them up
Also the reason why no one batted their eyes was because the Ravens fucking eachother is completely normal. It's some sort of screwed up thing that's been going on for generations, even before Riko and Kevin had joined Evermore.
To the people who say Thea does not care about Jean I will literally chew your lungs BECAUSE HAVE WE BEEN READING THE SAME BOOK.
Do you guys not realise how close Jean and Thea truly were? Thea and Kevin were the only two that Jean actually had a good relationship with in the Nest. Just look at the text!! Thea is one of Jean's weaknesses because he trusts her so much, and we know that Jean always blurts out shit he's not supposed to when he's beside people he really trusts (Neil, Jeremy, Kevin)
Her little parisian duckling! He literally followed her everywhere đđ Gosh they mean so much to me. (Also, the reference to Elodie's duck dress and Thea's way of calling him?)
Last bit. I just find their relationship is just watered down SOOOO much because people hate Thea for unconventional reasons. You can dislike her character for sure, but I feel like a lot of people have so many misconceptions about her so I just wanted to clear it up!!
Please Nora give us more Thea and Jean in TSC2 đđđ
Edit: Sexual grooming is the action or behavior used to establish an emotional connection with a minor under the age of consent and sometimes the child's family to lower the child's inhibitions with the objective of sexual abuse. This is the definition of grooming btw and it's confirmed that Thea dated two other people when Kevin was a minor and didn't think of him like that until he was a freshman in college ie 18 years old?? It's completely different because she wasn't even pursuing him at all??
#aftg#jean moreau#thea muldani#kevin day#the nest#her little parisan duckling#i will never be over that#they are so sibling coded#they mean so much to me#something about strong woman protecting her little brother that she adopted off the streets like a kitten#get behind me thea
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â 60 Fun Meet Cutes â
1) A and Bâs coffee orders are identical. Confusion (and promised calls) occur.
2) A always steals Bâs parking spot and normally they wouldn't say anything but not today asshole!
3) A and B are seated next to each other at the singles table for a wedding.
4) B owns a bookshop and A really needs this book because their book club meeting is in two days.
5) A is a doctor/nurse treating B for an injury, but B won't stop flirting.
6) A pretends to be Bâs significant other because they can tell that creep is bothering B.
7) They meet at the dog park and their dogs won't stop playing with one another.
8) They meet at the dog park and Bâs dog won't stop following Aâs!
9) They're both at a party and notice the other is sitting alone on the couch so we join.
10) They get volun-told to do a karaoke duet by their respective friend groups.
12) A and Bâs families have been trying to set them up for years. They meet by accident.
13) A runs a stand at the local farmers market that B loves (the owner being cute and sweet is a major plus too).
14) They grab the same book at the library.
15) âYou have the wrong number, but stay on!â
16) A and B have been set up on a blind date together. Neither one of them expect it to go well, given their mutual friend's track record.
17) A and B both want the last pack of cigarettes. It's not even for themselves, but they'll certainly argue about it.
18) "Hi, I'm pretty sure I saw you on a dating app and while I swiped right, you did not and wow you're beautiful in person."
19) Aâs a tour guide for B, who is currently supervising a field trip of twenty seven year olds.
20) A is Bâs least favorite author but they don't realize until halfway through their rant.
21) "Hey, my friend is into your friend. But they're too scared to make a move, can you help me get them together?"
22) They're at the grocery store and A can't reach the item on the top shelf, so B helps them.
23) âHey, so I helped your grandparent cross the street and they insisted that I meet you, their grandchild.â
24) It's our high school reunion and I'm like eighty percent sure we were lab partners and you have no idea what I'm talking about.
25) Aâs friends insisted on going to a strip club for a bachelor/bachelorette party and A is really enjoying their time talking to B, the hostess.
26) An unexpected torrential downpour happens and they end up taking shelter at the same place.
27) âI'm your neighbor and I swear to God, if you don't turn that music down-
28) Theyâre both PhD students and their dissertations contradict each other's and boy, are they going to have some intense eye contact about it.
29) B is Aâs child's new teacher and their kid won't stop mentioning that their parent is single.
30 âI'm so sorry, but my friends won't stop bothering me until I get someone's number tonight, it doesn't have to be your real one, I'm just so tired of their shenanigans.â
31) A is the hot firefighter who visits Bâs classroom to talk about safety.
32) A and B are paired up for a roller coaster and one of them needs to hold the other's hand to get through the ride.
33) âLook, your date may not want to dance with you, but I certainly will!â
34) They're both celebrities and their fans ship them so A and B do an interview together for our respective press tours.
35) They're both on the bus and A is reading the book Bâs been wanting so badly and they gotta know if it's good or not because the waitlist at the library is ridiculous.
36) They're at an art museum and have wildly different interpretations of the same portrait.
37) It's been arranged by their families for A and B to marry as a peace treaty. When they meet for the first time, they see why their families fought so much!
38) "Do you mind if I sit here? There are no other seats available."
39) A doesnât know why their friend's girlfriend invited me to their coworker's nephew's bar mitzvah but they have a stain from the chocolate fountain and B is an angel with their Tide to go stick.
40) âIf you don't fix your collar/tie/hat, I will do it myself!â
41) âThe food in your grocery store cart looks so good, what are you making?x
42) A sees B at the Renaissance Fair and is determined to give B a rose.
43) They're both at the eye doctor and can't figure out which glasses to buy.
44) They end up sitting next to each other in a movie theater during a horror movie, and cling to each other for moral support
45) A owns a flower shop andBl B just needs the courage to go inside and say hello.
46) Bâs dog somehow got out and A find it. Yes, it's late at night but from Bâs voice over the phone, A knows they need to return this dog STAT.
47) A has always signed up to bring the dessert for their work's potluck. Who does B think they are taking their slot?
48) Aâs friends signed them up for a dating app and set them up on a date with B without Aâs knowledge.
49) Bâs running an adoption event and A doesnât even like animals but my God, is B so damn cute with them.
50) They're spies who have to pretend to be a couple for an assignment.
51) Theyâre professors who teach the same course but disagree over teaching methods.
52) A is Bâs friend's asshole boss and B is just trying to drop off Câs lunch without strangling A.
53) Aâs a witch who run a shop. B barges in, asking about the best curse to give someone (without killing them of course).
54) A is a hairdresser at a fancy salon and B shouldn't be spending $150 on a haircut but they need to talk to A.
55) A is a personal trainer and B is their my client and A knows they need to keep it professional but it's really hard!
56) A is the photographer and Bâs the caterer for the worst wedding ever.
57) It's the county Fair and A has lost their niece/nephew, so they ask B for help.
58) A is having a horrendous case of writerâs block, B works at the cafe A has been staying at for the past few days and is very concerned.
59) Hades and Persephone AU bc why not
60) A is a tattoo artist and it's B's first time getting a tattoo.
#writing#writing prompts#prompts#writeblr#fluffy prompts#meet cute#meet cutes#first meeting#love prompts#writing prompt#fic prompt#dialogue prompt#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writers and poets#writings#romance#romance prompts#fluff prompts#fluff#my writing
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pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
word count:Â 6.3k words
summary:Â in which the summer of â84 was both the best and worst time of your life
warnings: explicit language, underaged drinking, angst, fluff, implied smut, cheating
authorâs note:Â second part to cardigan (but could be read out of order). i fully did not expect this to end up this long but hope yâall enjoy<33 (full âfolkloreâ album series masterlist here!)
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âbut i can see us lost in the memory. august slipped away into a moment in time.â
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July 19, 1984
Ten.Â
That was how many days in a row you and Steve had seen each other.Â
From the first time you two talked to one another outside of Ralphâs Sandwich Shop, his first ever words to you being, âPotato chips on a sandwich? Thatâs kinda weird,â and the conversation that proceeded from that somehow led you to watching a movie in the theater room at his house that same night. To now thisâ him spending the majority of his afternoon with you at the library, where you had been working for the past year and a half.Â
You wondered how long the two of you would keep the streak alive.Â
If it was anyone else you probably would have gotten sick of seeing them that many days in a row, but with Steve you werenât. In fact, you looked forward to whenever you got to see him again. And maybe that feeling, the anticipation toward seeing this guy who you probably shouldnât even be seeing this often anyway, shouldâve worried you.Â
Whenever you thought about how easily the two of you were able to go from absolutely nothing to thisâ an unlikely friendship that somehow felt like youâd known each other so much longer than barely two weeksâ it startled you.Â
Before, you had simply known of him; of course, you had, he was practically royalty at your high school. âKing Steve,â a charmer, a perpetual flirter, somehow dating straight-A student Nancy Wheeler. It was the combination of those things that told you during that first conversation you had with him that you should stay away from him, but for some reason, you still said yes.Â
Maybe it was because the home theater he had been bragging about sounded way too tempting not to take up the offer. Or maybe it was because you liked being an idiot sometimes.Â
If it was the latter that was true then you still were an idiot because there you were ten days later still hanging out with him and not regretting it one bit.Â
âI need to bring you better games here,â Steve said. He was standing across from you on the other side of the counter.Â
âWhatâs wrong with Uno? Is it because you keep losing?â You jokingly asked, a small smile on your face as you started shuffling the deck. âAlso, Iâm technically working right now, so I shouldnât even be playing any games with you.â
âThereâs no one here except you and me,â He said and then gestured to the quietness that surrounded you both. âActually, I think the only other person thatâs been in here all day was that old lady who just wanted directions to the park.â
You loved your job at the library and you really didnât mind how it was rarely busy, especially during the summer, because it meant that you could spend most of your shifts reading instead of helping someone find what they needed or reshelving books. Now the majority of your non-busy moments during your shift were spent with Steve.Â
âWhat are you doing tonight?â He asked as you began dealing the cards, because what else was there to do but play another round of Uno?Â
âMy guess is hanging out with you,â You answered. âWhatâs happening?âÂ
âParty,â He stated simply, and you realized that probably shouldâve been your first guess. âNeed us to be beer pong partners again.âÂ
It had been last week, two days after you and Steve unspokenly decided that hanging out with one another would become a common occurrence, when he dragged you to a party; some too big thing at Matthew Lancasterâs lake house.Â
A beer pong table was set up, which was not all surprising for a high school party, and you suggested that you and Steve play and be on a team with one another. You were insanely good, practically making every shot, and Steve wasnât too bad at playing either, which made your team pretty unstoppable. It was a random hidden talent of yours that you would only show off every once in a blue moon because you deliberately didnât frequent parties.Â
âIâve retired for the time being,â You told him. âI canât show off my beer pong skills too often or it wonât be a cool talent anymore.â
He laughed a bit at that but still nodded. âOkay, what do you wanna do tonight instead?âÂ
âDonât let me stop you from going to the party.â
Steve shrugged and shook his head. âProbably wouldnât be fun without you, anyway.â
His words confused you as much as they made you feel so happy. And you quickly pushed that âhappyâ feeling away because you knew just how fast it could lead to feeling other things; things that would make you look like the worst person in the world.
Once again, you wondered why you were doing this. Why were you allowing yourself to get close to him when youâd probably just look like an idiot in the end? And why had he wanted to talk to you in the first place? Those fleeting questions would hit you a lot over the past few days, but youâd quickly push them away because you didnât want to think too hard about everything. However, this time you couldnât force them away.Â
âWhy?â You asked, breaking eye contact with him for the first time probably that entire afternoon. âWhy⊠are we friends right now?â
If he was surprised or confused by the randomness of your question, he didnât show it.Â
âI donât know. I wanted to talk to you that day, so I did it,â He made the answer sound so simple. âI didnât really expect it to turn into this friendship, but itâs nice finally having something that actually feels so easy.â
What about you and Nancy wasnât easy?Â
You wanted to ask that but refrained from doing so. He probably didnât mean her when he said that. You knew that the only reason why he was with you instead of her, and had been for the past ten days, was because she was out of town for the summer. That thought hurt a bit, knowing that you were essentially some sort of âconsolation prize,â but it kept you from looking too much into things. You took everything Steve said that could be read as flirtatious with a grain of salt and forced yourself to see it as solely platonic.Â
And youâd rather it all be completely platonic anyway because you really liked the friendship youâd developed with him.Â
âYouâre right. This does feel easy,â You ultimately responded, smiling at him because now that the unspoken lines were finally verbally drawnâ the two of you were friends; nothing more, nothing lessâ you felt the tiniest bit better about it all. âBut, Iâm glad it does. Iâm happy weâre friends.â
Steve smiled back at you. âMe too.âÂ
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July 28, 1984
The only reason why you allowed Steve to bring you to this party was because you were a sucker for a bonfire.Â
And the only reason why you were currently drunk off your ass was because you couldnât say no to a game of hide and seek, especially a drinking version of the childish game, which Steve had suggested and you quickly agreed to.Â
There was something about this game that made you realize that maybe your entire friendship was a game; a game of who would break first. But, that was something to think about at a different time. Or actually not at all, because thinking further about that would probably only complicate things.Â
It was easy to pretend that there was nothing more to you and him when you both were sober. It was also so much easier to lie to yourself that you didnât feel anything romantic toward him and that you didnât see that maybe he actually felt the same way too.
There was a constant back and forth happening in your mind, with you continuously telling yourself that being friends with Steve wasnât a bad idea, even though maybe it was because it was slowly making you want something more. Sometimes it felt as if it made sense to like him; it felt obvious. The way you could talk to each other about anything and everything mixed with how constantly you two wanted to spend time together made you fall in so deep so fast.Â
But, you couldnât accept or think about any of that, and the reasons why were painfully obvious.Â
However, with the alcohol currently clouding your brain, that felt like a slightly different story.Â
âSitting behind a tree? Not your best hiding spot.â
Hearing Steveâs voice right then shouldâve made you feel at least the tiniest bit upset because it meant that you lost that round of hide and seek, but you drunkenly smiled up at him.Â
âI wanted to be original and weâve been playing for so long I feel like weâve done everything else at this point. But, that was at least two minutes, though, right?â
âIt was actually barely thirty seconds.â
âOh, wow,â You said with a laugh as you extended a hand up toward him so that he could help you up. You wobbled a bit before getting your balance and then you grabbed the red solo cup in Steveâs free hand to drink the rest of what was left in it as your punishment for losing; the exact contents of the drink were unknown, but it tasted fruity.Â
When you were done, you handed the cup back to him and then leaned back against the tree because it somehow felt nice and you werenât bothered by the roughness of it touching the parts of your skin that the tank top you were wearing didnât cover.
There were a ton of people at the infamous âLoverâs Lakeâ because of the party, but nobody had been paying attention to you and Steve running around like five-year-olds playing hide and seek and getting severely drunk in the process. Â
The lopsided grin taking over Steveâs features let you know that he was just as inebriated as you were, maybe even more so because heâd been drinking a bit before you two started the game.Â
âMaybe we should be done with hide and seek now.â
You gave him a nod. âThat sounds like a good idea.âÂ
Things became quiet for a few moments with the two of you solely staring at each other in the darkness and ignoring the loud rowdiness of everyone else who was only a few feet away. Steve closed a bit of the distance between you both and leaned in close to you; his gaze flickered down to your lips for a hint of a second before going right back to your eyes. Â
If this was any other moment, your mind would be running a million miles a minute, screaming at you to not allow the inevitable to happen. But, somehow, you were actually calm.Â
âWe canât do that, friend,â You told him, making your voice sound as serious as possible, but you couldnât help but smile a bit.Â
âI know,â He responded but still shut the final space of distance between you both, bypassing your lips and kissing your cheek instead. âThatâs okay, though, right?â
The reasonable side of you was obviously telling you to say âno,â but it was hard to make yourself care enough to listen to it. âIâll allow it.â
The three words came out so quietly, but Steve heard you. He kissed your other cheek and then your forehead and then your nose before pulling away and smiling at you.Â
Before he could say anything, you did the same to him; kissing both of his cheeks, his forehead, and his nose, and then pulling back to lean against the tree again. That time it was your eyes that glanced down at his lips before going back to his eyes.Â
You were so close to doing it, and he almost begged you to, but then you were pushing off of the tree and asking him to turn around.Â
âPiggyback ride to the car, please?â
âWe canât drive right now,â He said as he leaned down a bit so you could hop onto his back.Â
You nodded even though he couldnât see you. âI know, but I will die if I donât sit down.â
The walk to your car shouldâve taken less than a minute, but instead, it nearly took five because, of course, the two of you got a little lost and it took way too long to realize that the first car you had walked past was yours.Â
âGod, weâre acting like such idiots right now,â You said, laughing as Steve let you down so you could get into the car.Â
He laughed too as he got in on the passenger side. âYeah, definitely not our finest moment.â  Â
You sighed in contentment when you leaned back against the seat, immediately finding comfort in it, which definitely said a lot about how drunk and exhausted you were because you never usually found your car as super comfortable.Â
You turned on your side to face Steve, and as if feeling your gaze on him, he turned to look at you as well. You silently admired each other. Sometimes it felt as if a thousand things were being said in the silences you two shared with one another, things that would probably always be left unsaid.Â
âI really like you,â He whispered suddenly and you realized that maybe not everything silently said would be left unspoken.Â
You let out a small breath before closing your eyes because it felt too hard to look at him right then. âI really like you too.â
âPlease let me kiss you.â
It was difficult to describe exactly what his words managed to do to you, and you tried your hardest to disregard those feelings.Â
âWe canât.â You shook your head, eyes still shut. âItâll ruin everything.â
âWhat if thatâs okay?â He said, voice still quiet.Â
It couldâve been easy.
To finally do what you both had desperately wanted to do for weeks at this point, but had refused to admit. And doing it at this moment instead of any other time because, with the drunken states you both were in, none of this would be remembered. Which would also mean that it didnât really happen, right?Â
Your eyes finally opened and you looked at him. âNeither of us is gonna remember this conversation in the morning.â
âYouâre probably right.â
âAnd if you did, youâd regret saying any of this,â You said, and your words were met with silence from him. You couldnât tell if that meant that they were the truth, or instead, quite far from it.Â
Even in your inebriated state, you were too scared to push him further and get an answer because you were unsure which response would be worse; âYes, Iâd regret it,â or âNo, I wouldnât regret it at all.â
Before he could potentially say a version of either of those responses, you began speaking again. âIâm really tired.âÂ
You then pulled your eyes away from him and looked straight ahead at the people that were still partying around the fire. A part of you wanted to join them, but the other part of you just wanted to fall asleep.Â
âMe too,â Steve said and with how long he had been quiet, you were actually surprised to hear his voice right then.
Both of you fell asleep just like that for the time being, putting an end to a conversation that would not be talked about in the morning because just as youâd both assumed, it seemed as if it had been long forgotten.
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âsalt air, and the rust on your door. i never needed anything more. whispers of âare you sure?â ânever have i ever before.ââ
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July 31, 1984
The sun had long ago set behind the trees, but you and Steve still had no plans to leave his pool anytime soon.Â
You swam close to him, your hands finding his shoulders and then pushing down to dunk him under the water. A laugh fell from your lips as you immediately started swimming away, but Steveâs hand quickly found your waist and pulled you back toward him.
âWhat was that for?â He asked, one arm still wrapped around you, causing your back to be firmly pressed against his chest, while his other hand pushed back his wet hair.Â
âFor pushing me in the pool earlier,â You answered, only trying for a moment to wriggle out of his grasp but failing miserably so you stopped.Â
âThat was hours ago.â
âRevenge is best when you donât see it coming,â You said, smiling widely.Â
He laughed against your ear. âYouâre evil.âÂ
You attempted to pull away again but he was still holding on to you, so instead you maneuvered so you were simply facing him instead.Â
You were smiling up at him, and you assumed heâd match it with a smile of his own, but he didnât. Instead, there was a certain look on his face that you couldnât necessarily decipher. You almost asked him what was wrong, but he started speaking before you got the chance to.
âI remember the conversation we had in your car at the bonfire.â Â
You could feel your heart start to race a bit, not expecting things to take that turn. âOh⊠You do?â
He nodded his head. âDo you?â
âI remember the whole thing,â You told him, and that was entirely true. Youâd spent the past few days constantly thinking about that moment and running through every single thing that was said. You had also tried your hardest to push the memory away because it seemed as if Steve didnât remember it.Â
âI donât regret anything I said,â He told you and then a hand came up to cup your cheek. âI still really wanna kiss you.â
You were quiet for a moment, letting Steveâs words settle over you, before responding to him in a small voice. âAre you sure?â
Instead of verbally responding, he gave you the smallest of nods and closed the tiny bit of space between you both, dipping his head down and slotting his lips against yours.Â
All you could think at that moment was finally. Â
Finally, you were this close to one another.
Finally, you were kissing.
Finally, you were doing what you had wanted to do for so long.
The thing that both of you told each other and even convinced yourselves wasnât going to happen, finally happened. And in a way, it sucked because neither of you felt bad about it, at least not bad enough to stop.Â
Your legs wrapped around his waist beneath the water and your arms came up to wrap around his neck, one hand finding its way into the hair at the nape of his neck.
You werenât in the deepest part of the pool anymore so Steve was able to stand, but both of you were still almost completely submerged in the water. He walked you both over to one of the sides of the pool, pressing you back against it and deepening the kiss.Â
Nothing was said, and nothing needed to be said. In fact, you thought that if either of you said something, it would ruin the perfection that was that moment and harshly shove you both back to reality. A reality that told you that this was the farthest thing that should have been happening.Â
For the time being, with Steve against you and his lips finding that particularly sensitive part of your neck, you were happy living in this fantasy world. It was a dream that you didnât want to wake up from, and you convinced yourself that it wouldnât hurt too bad when you did finally have to wake up from it.Â
âWe shouldâŠâ You took a breath, biting back the moan that threatened to spill from your lips as Steve continued the assault on your neck. Your next word shouldâve been âstop,â but stopping this was the absolute last thing you wanted to do. âWe should go to your room.âÂ
He finally, and sadly, pulled away from your neck and pressed a quick kiss against your lips. âThat sounds like a great idea.â
You detached yourselves from one another just enough to step out of the pool and into his house, wet bodies leaving drops of water across the floor that werenât the slightest bit cared about.Â
You couldnât keep your hands off of each other.
After getting as close as you just had been, it was hard to go back to how it used to be; the friendliness and innocence that had surrounded the brief touches you two would usually share. Instead, your hand was intertwined with his as he led you up the stairs, and then his arms circled around you when you entered his room, cocooning you in the towel heâd grabbed from behind his door.Â
It was you that kissed him that second time.Â
You reached up to push his wet hair back and then leaned in, inwardly sighing in contentment. Both of his hands found your waist, causing the towel to fall and it was immediately long forgotten.Â
When you pulled away you took the smallest step back and simply looked at him, his pretty face and soft brown eyes that were full of nothing but adoration for you. You tried your hardest to find something within you that resembled regret or made you want to stop this, but you couldnât. And you knew exactly what that said about you, but it was also difficult to force yourself to care about that either.Â
Steve eagerly brought you close to him again, which made you smile into the kiss he pulled you into. He slowly started leading you back toward his bed.
âWait,â You said, detaching your lips from his and softly pushing him back a bit. âIt would be really rude of me to lay on your bed with my bathing suit on.â
He slowly nodded and swallowed harshly as you removed your top first, letting that fall to the floor, and then going to your bottoms. âThatâs very considerate of you.âÂ
You only smiled at him and his sudden nervousness, which managed to wash away any and all of your own shyness at that moment.Â
His eyes met yours. âYouâre so fucking pretty.âÂ
âYouâre not too bad yourself,â You whispered, reaching out to grab his hands and pull him close to you again. You were about to kiss him again, but it was then that you noticed the time on the clock that was hanging on the wall behind him. âShit, shit.â
His eyebrows furrowed in confusion and a look of concern crossed his face. âWhatâs wrong?â
âThe time,â You answered and then sighed as you started grabbing your bathing suit. âItâs 12:40, and if Iâm not home by one, my mom will kill me and then you.âÂ
âYour mom loves me too much to kill me,â Steve responded, grabbing a t-shirt for you to slip on too.Â
âYeah, kinda weird how after only one meeting where you two barely even talked, she somehow likes you more than me now,â You said as you put on his shirt which kind of swallowed you whole but you loved it and already knew that you would never be giving it back to him. Â
You looked up at him and your next words came out quietly. âIâm sorry I have to ruin this right now.âÂ
Steve shook his head at you. âItâs okay. Donât be sorry.â Both of his hands found your hips again, squeezing softly. âWeâll pick up where we left off next time.âÂ
You couldnât help but smile at that. âNext time?âÂ
âMhm, next time,â He said, smiling back at you and nodding. âIf you want there to be one?â
âIâd like that,â You responded and pressed a quick kiss against his lips.Â
Even as you headed back downstairs and Steve walked you to your car, kissing you for a few more minutes before you reluctantly drove away, your stomach had yet to fill with even a hint of regret or guilt.Â
.ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă. .ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă.
âwanting was enough. for me, it was enough. to live for the hope of it all.â
.ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă. .ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă.
August 12, 1984
The constant sound of something softly pinging against your window pulled your attention away from the book you were reading in your bed.Â
There was only one person that could've been throwing something at your window, but still, you were the tiniest bit surprised when you opened your curtains and saw Steve standing on your front lawn.Â
Even though seeing him was such a natural thing at this point, it made sense that you were at least a little surprised because no part of you felt secure with this âthingâ you had going on with him, which was more than just a friendship but so much less than any type of actual relationship. You lived in the perpetual state that it would all abruptly end. And maybe that thought process came from you knowing that eventually, this would all have to come to an end; there werenât that many days of summer left.Â
But then there was that tiny slither of hope that maybe it all wouldnât have to end. You kept that thought buried deep down inside of you, though.Â
You lifted your window. âThrowing rocks at my window? Thatâs very rom-com of you.â
âSometimes I like to be cheesy,â Steve said, smiling at you.Â
It was a sweet, adoring smile that you shouldnât have been on the receiving end of; it was a smile that didnât belong to you. It was so easy to see that, but it was nearly impossible to actually do something about it and let him go.
âCan I come up?â He asked. âI promise Iâll be quiet and your mom wonât hear me.âÂ
âSheâs gone for the weekend, actually,â You told him, smiling a bit. âIâll be down in a second.â
When you opened the front door, he was quick to greet you with a kiss before pulling you in for a hug.Â
After that first kiss in his pool, there was an almost immediate shift that happened. An easy shift where youâd gone from constantly telling yourselves that everything was solely platonic to finally allowing yourselves to do every little thing that deep down you both had always wanted to do. With him now always greeting you with soft kisses, and you secretly spending so many nights in his bed because his parents were never home and most of the time it was easy to make up some sort of excuse to your mom.Â
Something else shifted too, though. It was a shift that neither of you spoke about because you never really wanted to acknowledge what exactly your friendship had transformed into and what it really meant. Not talking about any of it was a decision that you were unsure if it was completely yours or his because it was all so unspoken.Â
When you thought about it hard enough though, you could see that the decision was mutual, because on both sides it was easier to pretend that none of the outside things existed. In that fairytale, he didnât have a girlfriend, he didnât belong to anyone else. You were his and he was solely yours.Â
âTell me about this thing that your parents forced you to go to tonight,â You said as Steve kicked off his shoes by the front door and the two of you started heading up the stairs. One of his hands was intertwined with yours and there was barely an inch of space between you both. It had become really hard not to be close to one another.
âIt was this big event for my dadâs job, and they always drag me to stuff like that as a way to prove to his coworkers that theyâre âgood parents.â It was very boring,â Steve responded with a small sigh and then gave your hand a light squeeze. âIt wouldâve been much less painful if you came.â
He sat down on the foot of your bed when the two of you walked into your room, and the oversized t-shirt you had on as your pajamas rode up a lot as you settled yourself in his lap, knees on either side of his thighs and hands resting on his shoulders. It was an un-innocent position that, for the time being, felt quite the opposite.Â
âGoing to something like that is something a girlfriend would do, notâŠâ That was the first time youâd even minorly referred to Nancy, and it felt both weird and wrong. It woke you up for a second and made you falter a bit in your next words, breaking Steveâs gaze. âNot a⊠friend.âÂ
One of his hands found the side of your thigh, rubbing the skin softly and trying to pull you back into this moment with him. You could feel him reading you so easily and knowing where your mind was going, and he didnât want you to go there, and neither did you.Â
You didnât want thisâ you and him, him and youâ to break just yet.
âUm, anyway, you didnât tell me that it would be so formal,â You said, gesturing with your head to the suit he was wearing.Â
Your eyes met his again and you could see the relief wash over his face because you didnât bring up the unspoken topic. Things shifted right back to normal. Well, the normal that you two created for yourselves.Â
âI feel kinda ridiculous, and I hate this bow tie,â He responded, hand continuing to rub your thigh. âI shouldâve probably changed before I came here but I just really wanted to see you.â
You let his words further push away any thoughts of Nancy that lingered in your mind, thoughts that finally told you that what you were doing with him was wrong.
âStop. You look good,â You told him, your fingers playing with the bow tie for a brief moment. âLike, really good.âÂ
âOkay, now Iâm really glad that I didnât change, then.â He smiled before leaning in to kiss you.Â
You only deepened the kiss in response and focused on nothing but the feeling of his mouth on yours and his hands beginning to snake underneath your shirt.Â
He pulled back, maneuvering things so you were sitting at the foot of the bed and he was standing. The black suit jacket he had on was the first thing to fall on the floor. You slipped your t-shirt over your head and tossed it to the side before helping him unbutton the long sleeve white shirt he had on.Â
His hands found your bare waist and squeezed softly. âIâm so fucking happy Iâm here right now.â
âMe too,â You responded and then sighed in contentment, eyes slipping shut for a brief moment, when you felt his thumb graze over your already hard nipple.Â
Sometimes, usually in moments like these, it felt as if it was your sole purpose to be with him; canceling your plans just in case heâd call or show up, and meeting solely at his place, or yours, or the library.
How deeply intertwined you felt with him let you know exactly how much it would hurt when this all came to its eventual end. But then you were hit with the thought that maybe you would deserve it because you put yourself in this situation.Â
Steveâs hand came up to gently stroke your cheek and pull you out of your thoughts. âWhat are you thinking about?â
Your gaze met his as you shook your head. âNothing important.â
But, maybe it was the most important thing.Â
.ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă. .ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă.
âi remember thinkin' i had you.â
.ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă. .ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă.
August 23, 1984
You expected to see him that night.Â
So maybe him unexpectedly showing up to the libraryâ which was now busy with a bunch of kids scrambling to do their summer reading assignmentsâ was what should have told you that everything was about to go to shit.Â
âHey,â You said to him and placed the book in your hand in its rightful place on the shelf and then did the same thing with the other one you were holding. âI didnât think Iâd see you until tonight.âÂ
Steve was quiet for a few moments too long, which made you look at him, and your eyebrows furrowed in confusion when you saw the look on his face. It was hard to exactly decipher his expression because it looked as if he was experiencing a thousand different emotions at once.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â You asked, voice quiet.Â
âI got a call from Nancy,â He told you, and you nearly flinched at hearing him saying her name to you for the first time ever. âShe said sheâs coming back tonight.âÂ
âOhâŠâ Was the first thing that fell from your lips. It was the word that perfectly encompassed your initial shock at that moment. âThatâs, umâ Thatâs really, uhâŠâ You almost said âgreat,â because if the circumstances were different and if things were actually normal between you two, it probably wouldâve been great that his girlfriend was coming back after being gone for almost two months. But, things were far from normal and the circumstances werenât different at all, so you were at a loss for words. Â
Finally, after what felt like hours of silence, but what was really probably only seconds, you said something. âI really donât know what to say to that, honestly.âÂ
âIâm sorry,â He said softly and pulled his eyes away from you. He looked down and ran a nervous hand through his hair. âI guess we, uh, both know what that means.âÂ
âSay it, Steve.â You muttered. You had to hear him say the words in order for it all to be real for you. You couldnât take all of the unspoken, reading-between-the-lines bullshit.Â
He was quiet for an unbearable amount of time before he finally spoke. âWe canât see each other anymore.âÂ
From the second he kissed you in his pool nearly a month ago, you knew that those words would ultimately come. Each happy day that passed with you tangled up in his bedsheets or cuddled up on his couch laughing about nothing was leading to this moment.Â
It had all been so inevitable, but it still hurt harder than you had expected it to. You quickly decided to pretend as if it didnât, though.Â
You nodded at him. âOkay. Got it.âÂ
âIâm sorry. This shouldnâtâ I didnâtââ
âDonât,â You quickly shook your head, not at all wanting to hear whatever pitying thing he would say to you at that moment. âPlease donât.âÂ
You were suddenly glad that you were at work right then because you could distract yourself from thoughts of him and everything that had just ended with the current busyness of the library. You looked away from Steve and noticed a little girl struggling to grab a book that was high on a shelf.
âItâs really chaotic here right now, and I have to actually do work for the first time probably all summer, so yeahâŠâ You forced a small smile and then walked away from him, ignoring the words he said to you that you barely heard and couldnât make out.Â
Over the next two final hours of your shift, youâd silently accepted that that brief conversation would be the last time you talked to Steve Harrington. Although there were a thousand more things that probably couldâve been said, it was okay. That ending was okay. Or at least in the long run, it would be.Â
So it slightly startled you when you saw him in the parking lot, leaning against the side of his car. When he noticed you, he waved.Â
âHave you been here this whole time?â You asked, walking toward him, but leaving a wide space of distance between you two.Â
âMaybe, yeah.â
âWhy?âÂ
âI donât knowâŠâ
For the first time probably ever, he confused you.Â
âI justâ I wish things could be different,â He ultimately said, and hearing those words simultaneously made you feel happy while also making you feel so fucking upset.Â
âThings can be different,â You told him as you stepped toward him, the tiniest glimmer of hope inadvertently beginning to swirl in your stomach. âWe could be together.â
Your hands found his, slowly intertwining them. His gaze met yours and you let the silent conversation play out. Your eyes pleading with him to not let go of what you two had, and him looking at you so softly while also battling whatever else was going on in his mind. After a few moments, he gave your hands a quick squeeze before he let go of them.Â
âI love Nancy.â
Not you. Those were the words he didnât say, but you could read between those lines a little too easily.Â
âI love youâ was the one thing you hadnât said to one another, but you thought that you could feel how much he loved you through each soft touch, every longing look, every plea for you to stay in his bed for just a minute longer; one minute that always turned into at least five.Â
Apparently, you were wrong, though.Â
And now you knew for certain that you were wrong about every single thing that happened that summer.Â
Because you knew that you felt that way toward him. You loved him.Â
But he didnât love you. He didnât want to be with you.Â
He loved her.Â
His girlfriendâ the only girl he was supposed to love.Â
You let the feeling of regret and guilt toward everything that happened this summer crash over you like a tsunami.Â
âI shouldâve never done this,â You said, whispering that more to yourself, than to him.Â
âWhat?â He asked, unsure of what youâd just said.
âYou love her.â You said as you moved away from him. âGo be with her.â
âIâm really sorry,â You heard him say as you walked toward your car.Â
You didnât say anything in response to that. Mainly because there was nothing to say, but also because you refused to talk to him any longer. And quite frankly, you never wanted to talk to him again.Â
.ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă. .ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă.
âso much for summer love and saying âus.â âcause you weren't mine to lose.â
.ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă. .ă»ă.ă»ăâă».ă»â«ă»ăă»ă.
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#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington fluff#steve harrington series#steve harrington x fem!reader#steve harrington x you#steve harrington x y/n#steve harrington fic#steve harrington smut#stranger things fluff#stranger things smut#stranger things series#stranger things imagine#stranger things fic
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One thing I'll never get over is how Storm & Silence could've easily been so much better if Rob Their(the author) wasn't afraid to actually write a compelling story.
Don't get me wrong, I adore the whole concept of '19 year old Victorian girl dresses up as a man to get a job'. But it's just so poorly written that I think about all the ways the story could be better when I'm in the bus going home from college.
I mean, that's how it is with books, they will be criticized no matter how good or how bad it may be. But then again, this is a Wattpad book. You can never expect too much from a Wattpad book. Every character feels very two dimensional after the first book that every other book after that is just plain fan-service.
The first book is genuinely good, except for the hyper feminist way Lilly is written to be. The author doesn't even bother to add conflict between any of the characters. The ONLY conflict that we ever get is Lilly arguing with Rikkard how she's capable of anything even if she's a women in every single book. It keeps going on and on like this that it just gets boring.
And the way Lilly's intelligence is suppressed makes me mad too. Like in book 3, she literally deciphers a map to find the treasure, but god forbid she recognizes her fiancé's(whether she likes him or not) initials on the waste disposal file and connect the dots on how he and her previous guy(I forgot his name) might've just disappeared. That right there could've been a good conflict. She recognizes the initials, realizes what Rikkard might've done, get angry and argue about not wanting him to interfere with it, then having to find an escape from her next fiancé and choosing to go out of town with Rikkard against her will instead of telling him why bcs she doesn't want a new waste disposal file.
Not to be mean, but the author is a man. At the end of the day, the way female characters are written by men will never be realistic. I know there might be real people out there like Lilly, but the way her "inner feminist"(I hate when she kept saying 'mY iNneR FemIniSt iS prOtEstiNg' stfu) is written truly makes me want to pull my hair out. It will never be same as writing a story from a women's perspective when you already know what it's like. I'm not saying that men are incapable of understanding the female experience, I'm saying that it's stupid and annoying when a man pretends he does.
Also the lack of historical accuracy boils my blood. Rob claims to have done thorough research on every historical details yet somehow Lilly and Rikkard goes on top of the Statue of Liberty despite the story taking place around 1840 and the statue starting its construction in 1876.
SNS was the last and final original story I've read on Wattpad. I really wish I could go back and keep myself away from that app and read an actual book. But it's the only place I could go to when I lost my sanity. Let me know how you feel about the book. I know there's barely anyone in the fandom, but please tell me your perspective.
P.S. can someone tell me where Rob used the slur. I read about many people talking about it but I cannot remember or recognize where it is.
#storm and silence#sns#lilly linton#rikkard ambrose#storm & silence#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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Dedicating yet another blogpost to @cherrynojutsu's Like Gold:
It's been awhile since I've been on Tumblr, wow. The last time I reviewed Like Gold was, oh my god, three years ago?! Time flies.
As I took a break from reading this fic, waiting for more chapters to accumulate, as one does, and also because of life and studying... I decided to reread it last week, as I realized the latest chapter Cherry released was 19! My review was at chapter 6!
And oh boy, what have I missed! I have to admit I feel terrible for not reading for so long! T.T
First things first, I have to compliment Cherry's writing style, and how much it has improved since the last time! As she began the fic in June of 2021, and I'm not saying at all that her writing used to be bad, just that now it's absolute perfection! Here's a visual representation of my feelings while reading the first time:
The same gif used as for the first review - but the feelings were the same this time around too. The first couple of chapters of SasuSaku's blooming relationship was the cutest, from the tenative first kisses to the lingering touches â„
However, the emotional rollercoaster that ensued after the story progresseed - oh my god. Here's another visual representation, this time showing my emotions just after I finished chapter 19:
(tears because of Sasuke's inner turmoil and trauma, and the blushing because of Sasuke's-đł )
Once again mentioning my initial review, I SPECULATED the turn that this fic will take with Sasuke's mental health, and oh- the turn was so sudden and sharp that it sent me tumbling down the road. I feel so sorry for the poor boy, he deserves nothing but happiness, and I need him SO BADLY to talk to someone about it.
I knew the fic was going to be a huge slowburn (which was right up my alley) but at some point I thought to myself this has been so sweet and innocent for so long, with their sweet pecks and hugs and lunches and book clubs, will the author really have the means of turning this into something more? I was proven wrong after reading the scene on Sakura's balcony, and wintessing their first makeout sesh. I realized, Cherry will be going places. Had no more doubts after that.
I have no energy to describe anything I felt for the couch scene in chapter 19, as I am not quite done processing what I just read... (The blushing on my cheeks still hasn't passed).đ„”
However, I wish to appreaciate the authors ability to indulge on the topics of mental health disorders and character analysis. It's soo hard to read Sasuke struggling like that, and believe me I've read my fair share on SS fics, but I've never seen someone delve this deeply into Sasuke's character and mental state. Cherry I don't know what your major is, but hats off to your skills! You must be really empathetic to be able to write this so well, and I truly admire you for it â„
I'm so happy to see Sasuke finally trying to do something about it - the jasmine, the old district, his cuts and oh the letters break my heart into million pieces! I can't imagine how Sakura must feel when she finds out what Sasuke has been keeping to himself and suffering silently, even though she urged him never to suffer alone. Oh my, I CAN SMELL THE ANGST COMING. Am I bad person because I can't wait for it?
I love the authors humor, transfering onto Sasuke's witty one and also the other characters. I love the subtle details and descriptions this fic has to offer - from the descriptions of mugs, books they read, the teas they drink. It's too sweet. You can truly feel the authors soul through their work!
The chapter when Sasuke was sick was so lovely, but I have to admit that the bed scene and counting heartbeats has to be the sweetest, lovliest thing I have read in awhile! <3
I am so excited for the future chapters now that so many things unfolded, Sasuke's state has probably never been worse so I really need him to start healing T.T Sakura is so sweet and supprotive, hopefully Sasuke will help her too by urging her to work less. Also excited for the smut.
Thank you so much Cherry for sharing your work with us, I am eternally grateful! I will be looking forward to the future chapters!
#cherrynojutsu#sasusaku#sasusaku fanfiction#like gold#bridja reviews once in three years#i love this work with all my heart
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What's Lost is Found
Ch.19 Embrace
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Tendrils shot forward and the younger 47xx yelped as she was dragged clear off the rails and into her older sister's embrace, her crew diving to safety. The Uman crews just laughed as they helped them up.
"I thought you scrapped." Screech rumbled, tears of midnight black falling onto her runningboard with an acidic sizzle.
Tyto laughed unbelievingly, "You thought I was scrapped. We saw you scrapped!!"
"They didn't do a good enough job."
"Obviously." Tyto laughed, joyful tears were streaming down her face. "We thought you were gone forever."
Abbey was the first to catch on. "We?" She asked.
"Oh right!" Tyto smiled up at Screech. "Yes, Flying Scotsman rescued me and Eagle, along with several other Westerners from Cashmoore's, before taking us to CaomhnĂłir."
"CaomhnĂłir... Is real?" Enid asked, not quite daring to hope.
"Yep!" Tyto chirped, "he's good too. Scotsman was only able to give him a few hours notice but he had places for all of us."
Screech reluctantly set her back down onto the rails in front of her, although she didn't let go yet.
"Eagle and I are North Western engines now." She said proudly. "Our controller has already announced he doesn't plan to follow the modernization plan."
"The Other Railway can't be happy about that," Becca observed.
3219 snorted, "They really aren't, but the island has a history of home rule, and the Suddery council is backing Sir Topham Hatt."
"You are safe then?" Screech asked softly.
"As safe as we can be," Tyto said happily.
"Then I am content."
 "Sir Topham Hatt is trying to get another of our siblings, but the Other Railway is being stubborn," Tyto explained.
"Same with us." Enid chimed in, "We've been trying to buy more engines for months, but we're blocked at every turn."
Tyto frowned, "We'll tell the others so they can pass it on to CaomhnĂłir, he may be able to help."
"Why not tell him yourself?" Blaidd asked curiously.
"I'm not sure which engine he is," Tyto admitted. "...or even if they are a he. Some of the others I've met said they were saved by a female engine. Honestly, it might be multiple engines."
"You didn't see them?" Enid said disappointedly.
"Only for a moment," Tyto explained, "and even then I'm not certain. I was barely awake when they directed Duck, a 57xx that's friends with CaomhnĂłir, to take me and Tyto to the works. Besides it's better if I don't know."
"You can't give away their identity if you don't know it." Una guessed.Â
"Exactly." Tyto nodded grimly, "the Other Railway is desperate to catch them. None of us that were put back into service know who they are at first. I think a few have since found out, but they feign ignorance either way."
3219 nodded, "One of the Other Railway's inspectors was almost killed last month. He tried to set a trap for them but almost got crushed. If Thomas had not been there..."
"Thomas?" Screech asked with a frown, the name was oddly familiar.
"Our No.1," Tyto explained, "Tiny little tank engine, like smaller than a 1400 small. He's got a little branchline running up into the hills. Cheeky to everyone, but a good sort with an almost Western work ethic."
"Ah," Screech said in realization, "My driver used to read some books about him to their daughter."
Tyto snorted, "Don't mention those to him. He had an accident a few years back when a cleaner fiddled with his controls. He ended up stuck in a house and needed his buffer beam and runningboard rebuilt. For some reason the author of those books wrote it like the whole thing was Thomas's fault."
"I take it he's not the author's biggest fan," Abbey said with a grin.
2319 laughed, "Apparently he wouldn't speak to him for a month after that. In any case, he barely snatched the inspector out of the way in time. The Fat Controller was furious."
"Fat Controller?" Miss Morgan asked.
"Sir Topham Hatt." Tyto clarified, "Apparently the engines called his dad that and it passed to him when he took over."
She frowned, "he really was angry at that incident. The North Western hasn't had a human death on the railway in decades and that was almost ruined by the inspector."
"You said human deaths," Screech noted.
"Trucks," Tyto and 2319 said in unison.
"Ah."
#ttte fanfic#rws fanfic#fanfic#U&D#U&DR#Uman and Din#Uman and Din Railway#eldritch#eldritch train#eldritch engine#engines that go bump in the night
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hii! i'm a big fan of your fanfics, and as an aspiring writer myself, sometimes I feel sad 'cause I know and feel like I won't ever be as good as you are âčïž I know I shouldn't compare myself, and I'm trying to get better at it, so I would genuinely like to ask, are there any tips you'd give to authors out there trying to improve? either their writing skills, plot ideas, planning and stuff. thank you, either way, love you! can't wait for your next work âŁïž
So, the first thing I want to say is that I have been writing for a long time. I published my first fanfic when I was 12 years old and Iâm 31 now, so Iâve been actively writing for the past 19 years (!!!) with almost no break. The way someone explained it to me once was to look at your years writing like levels in a video game. Iâm currently at level 19. If youâve been writing for ten years, youâre at level 10 and itâs certainly not fair to compare yourself to me because the only thing thatâs truly going to make you a better writer is to write.
Iâm assuming since you called yourself an âaspiring writerâ that your eventual goal is publication, so Iâll gear my recommendations towards that. Fanfiction is a completely different animal, but a lot of these tips are applicable to both. The biggest difference is that thereâs a lot more freedom in fanfiction. You can write what you want without worrying about three-act structures and you donât have to invest any work in making people care about the characters because they already do. It is worth noting, however, that if you write, youâre already a writer.Â
First, I highly recommend that you read âSave the Catâ by Blake Snyder. It changed my life and Iâm not even kidding. Itâs an absolutely fantastic book on writing and although itâs geared towards screenwriting instead of novels, everything is still applicable. (Thereâs actually a newer version called Save the Cat Writes a Novel, but Iâve never actually read that one so I donât know if itâs as good.) He goes over how to plot a story and also how to write likable characters, which is surprisingly one of the hardest parts of writing original fiction.
The second biggest tip I can give you is to let yourself write badly. Editing is easier than writing. The most important thing is to get words down on the page. You would not believe how bad my first drafts areâand thatâs not just me being coy. Honestly, the next time I sit down to write a fanfic, I might save my first draft for anyone whoâs interested to read because my first drafts are always bad. Like legitimately. Thereâs a lot of freedom in letting yourself fail and your writing will turn out better for it.
I would also recommend getting a professional critique if you are able to because youâre never truly going to know what it is you need to improve upon unless someone tells you. Signing up for a writing retreat is a great way to do this or you can look for online critiquing services. Iâve gotten several chapter critiques from Scribbler in the past and I found them very helpful.
But truly, the most important thing is to just have fun. I heard Lin-Manuel Miranda talking about writing Hamilton once and he said that what he constantly kept asking himself was, âIf no one else ever sees this, will writing it still have been worth it?â And for him, it was. Thatâs the kind of energy I try to write with. I write what I want when I want and if I find myself struggling to write a scene because itâs boring, I do something to make it not boring instead. Change things up! Have fun! Because otherwise, whatâs the point?
About six years ago, a friend of mine said virtually the same thing you did in this ask: âIâll never be as good as you.â She had been writing for less than a year at the time. We lost touch when I left fandom to pursue original fiction, but when I came back last year, I looked her up again. She has a Tumblr ficlet pinned at the top of her page with 10K+ notes. I could never.
So donât count yourself out yet. Just keep writing.
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Emily Wildeâs Map of the Otherlands review
5/5 stars Recommended if you like: cozy fantasy, fairies, light academia, epistolary narrative Big thanks to Netgalley, Del Rey, and the author for an ARC in exchange for an honest review!
Emily Wildeâs Encyclopaedia of Faeries review I'm so so happy I got approved for this! I absolutely loved Emily Wilde's Encyclopaedia and am very thrilled that I got to read more about her, Shadow, and Wendell's adventures so soon after reading the first book (now if only I can get that luck with the Divine Rivals sequel). This book opens in September of the same year the last one ended in. Emily and Wendell have been back at Cambridge for some time now and Emily, now tenured, is working on research to locate Wendell's door. Emily does seem to have some new social skills, though these seem largely to be remnants of what she learned in Ljosland more than anything and she is still overall the same grumpy, focused professor that we loved from the first book. The stakes in this book are a little higher, with Wendell's stepmother upping the ante, which results in more than one dangerous encounter (along with all the other, normal dangerous encounters). Admittedly I did like the more laidback pace of the first book more, but I was also interested in seeing how things would play out with Wendell's door and his stepmother, so I was glad to see that come into play in this book. It also means we get to see a bit more of Fairy, albeit a different realm/kingdom than the frosty one we saw in book 1. Emily is, as mentioned the same as usual, if not a smidge less reticent when it comes to socializing. She remains focused on her work and has an avid interest in cataloguing everything they come across on their adventure. I appreciated her methodical thinking paired with the instincts she's gained over years working with/among fairies. I also liked that her caring side was shown a bit more in this book. She's worried and cares for Wendell on numerous occasions, which brings out that softer side of her, but there are also moments when she worries for her niece, Ariadne, who is a member of this expedition. Wendell is also the same: strikingly glib and woefully uninterested in hardships/labor (and ridiculously in love with Emily). I enjoyed the humor he brought to the book and the fact that even with everything else going on he was still fussy about their accommodations. We get to see more of Wendell's magic in this one, and it was interesting to learn more about what he can do. Ariadne, Emily's niece, is a new addition to the team. At 19, she's an undergrad in the dryadology department and somewhat idolizes her aunt. She's eager to learn and has a fierce stubborn streak that helps her get her way on more than one occasion. Ariadne is quick on her feet and also makes friends easily, which also helps the group out on more than one occasion. Personality-wise, she provides a nice counterweight to Emily and adds a bubblier aspect to the story. Another new member of the team is Rose, the dryadology department chair and someone who is not on good terms with Emily and Wendell for the first part of the book. Rose is an old-school professor and is resistant both to new methodologies as well as to Emily's trust in certain fairie elements. He kind of bulldozes his way onto the expedition and I wasn't a huge fan of him at first, but the longer the trip goes on, the more tolerable he becomes, and he and Emily reach a sort of understanding and actually end up being buddies by the end. Shadow returns in this book as the loving and spoiled dog we know him as. There were some mentions of his advanced age in this book, which I don't remember being a thing in the first one (though perhaps I forgot), but I was glad to see the pup again. Poe also comes back and I was glad to see him. Things seem to be going well for him and his lady, and I was glad to see the little guy. Wendell's cat, Orga, also makes an appearance and I already like her. She's aloof and fierce and more than willing to claw people up if they aren't doing what she wants. We don't get to see much of her, but I'm looking forward to more appearances. We also meet a fuchszwerge, a new kind of fairie, that Emily names Snowbell. He's a vicious thing but has the excitement of a kid, and I did like the interactions with him. Overall, I enjoyed this continuation of Emily's story and the new characters and settings it brought. The end of the book said the adventure would continue in "Book 2," which I'm assuming is a typo for "Book 3," so I look forward to whatever comes next for this little group!
#book#book review#book blog#books and reading#booklr#bookblr#bookish#bookaholic#book addict#book recommendation#books#bookshelves#bookstagram#heather fawcett#faeries#magic#fantasy#fantasy books#emily wildeâs encyclopaedia of faeries#emily wilde's map of the otherlands
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[20 Question Fic Writer Tag]
Tagged by @aeide and @ainulindaelynn đ I did this one a few months ago but a few answers have changed since then so I'll update those. đ
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Six now! Four one-shots, a short-ish multi-chapter which was supposed to be a one-shot that got away from me, and my longfic which at this point I should have just waited to post but am definitely still chipping away at.
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
33,030 which is almost double my count from a few months ago. Woaaaaaaaaahhhh
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Still Assassin's Creed, now dipping into Baldur's Gate 3 as well.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Still the same five fics in the same order but with slightly different numbers:
Hideaway - 149
Bright Skies - 139
Press On, Move Along - 94
Out of the Cold - 43
Honor Bound - 29
5. Do you respond to comments?
Yes! Always.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Still Press On, Move Along.
7. Whatâs the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Still Hideaway.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Still hate-free, for now.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Sure do đ and I've posted some of it since the last time I did this. I think the only way I can really describe it is emotionally-charged, because if I'm going to horny jail it will at the very least be in service of some kind of character development. đ
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatâs the craziest one youâve written?
Still occasionally poke away at the AC x Star Wars AU, but I'm not super invested in it right now. But I'm sure that will change as soon as a new Star Wars thing comes out. Since I last did this I also went digging through the depths of my writing folder and found a Walking Dead x MCU crossover that I must have started when I was like 14 years old. Absolute fucking horror show that I am so very thankful I never wrote enough to post. đ€Ą
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Still no, as far as I'm aware.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, except for yelling back and forth about ideas with friends. I would probably be open to it but also maybe not because I know I am extremely unreliable.
14. Whatâs your all time favorite ship?
Saying "all-time" favourite feels a bit much, but as far as mental real estate and also just sheer number of words written, Leovor far surpasses any other ship I've been into. đ§đ»ââïž
15. Whatâs a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Since I did that ask game a few weeks ago, the Inquisitor Ahsoka/Rex starting a clone rebellion/post TCW AU has been on my mind. But I know that, realistically speaking, I'm unlikely to ever be invested enough to actually sit down and write it.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I'm trying to make a point to read more fiction and while it's possible that the few books I've read thus far lately just haven't been particularly good, it's certainly made me way more confident in my ability to write dialogue that feels like it would be spoken by real live humans and not aliens pretending to be humans. Similar deal with internal monologues. I'm convinced that none of these authors read their work aloud.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Still generally the sameâoverthinking comma usage, editing while I write and therefore being very slow, going back and forth between being stuck because I didn't plan enough and feeling stifled because I planned too much. Etc etc.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I try to avoid it as much as possible, with the exception being words or phrases that are used a lot in canon.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Still Marvel :(
20. Favourite fic youâve written?
Honor Bound is still my baby, but I didn't expect to actually like A Different Kind of Solace as much as I do, mostly because I didn't really go into writing it expecting to hit the emotional notes that it does. Also still Out of the Cold. There are some banger lines there.
Not tagging anyone because this one has gone around a few times recently but if you want to do it, you're welcome to pretend I tagged you. đ
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friendly little PSA to my fellow fic writers who also post their work on AO3:
my teen wolf rewrite, Itâs Always Been You, was stolen word for word and uploaded as a kindle book to be bought on Amazon *insert all the angry expletives* The âauthorâ, Plush Books, has 549 books in their amazon storefront page that are more than likely all stolen based on the info I received last night that led me over to a twitter thread that shed light on whatâs happening. Anyways more info to see if your book was also stolen from this âbEsTseLLiNg AuThOrâ and what to do to hopefully get it removed below the cut
Hereâs the amazon storefront for the literal piece of shit who stole books, I hope no one else has their work on here and if you do Iâm so sorry youâre feeling the way I am.
Hereâs the twitter page that was very helpful in bringing insight to what happened and the fact that this has happened before with another âauthorâ on amazon a year ago who has since been shut down.Â
Hereâs the twitter thread that details what to do and say in your email to get your book taken down from Amazon. You cannot send attachments in the email to Amazon, as they state they will not open them under any circumstance, so keep that in mind and just be very detailed in your email about the proof you have ready to send them (google doc timestamps, screenshots of comments/kudos and those timestamps and so forth)
Hereâs the Amazon faq answer to what happens after you submit a DMCA request
Hereâs the Barnes and Noble "authorâ page as well, mine wasnât here as of this posting but Iâll be checking back daily since the amount of books on this list is significantly less to what's on amazon. Hereâs what you have to do to submit a claim to B&N. Â
I was able to click on the bookâs image in my stolen workâs listing and the first 7 chapters, and a little bit of chapter 8, were visible to read without having to actually buy the book to get more proof itâs plagiarized. I took a bunch of screenshots, along with a screenshot of the description which was copied straight from my ao3 description, to be prepared in case amazon emails me back saying they need the proof I mentioned having when I emailed my DMCA request in, so Iâd suggest doing the same.
Based on a comment in the twitter thread from when this last happened apparently Amazon doesnât really care about this and is very slow in actually doing anything to take listings down. Iâm hoping thatâs changed since the last person who did this had all their listings removed but in any case, in addition to emailing amazon with my DMCA request I also left a review on my actual bookâs listing-- that will hopefully be posted soon-- stating how it was stolen work. Iâm just so mad and I had to do something so even if the book listing never gets taken down at least that review will be there and Iâll keep sending emails and leaving reviews until it is taken down because fuck this person and anyone else like them who thinks this is ok.
Please donât hesitate to reblog this to get the word out! Thereâs a lot of fandoms affected, just a few I saw were: Supernatural, Teen Wolf, Marvel, and Star Wars
if anyone wants a laugh hereâs the link to IABY and the amazon book where they named it âItâs Always Been You: A Sisters Loveâ which is just so wrong to what IABY is and created the actual WORST book cover imageđ
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EDIT to add that as of 19 December 2022 my stolen book has been removed from amazon along with 300 others! The barnes and noble page also no longer has any books listed from plush books which is amazing news! Keep spreading the word to get the real authors notified so the rest of the stolen works can be removed as well!
#stolen fanfiction#fanfiction#plagiarism#plagiarized fanfiction#plush books#ao3#psa#copyright#plagiarizing is not it#do not steal fics#that are meant for free enjoyment#and upload it onto amazon and barnes and noble to be bought#fan fiction is free#and authors are to be cherished#not kicked in the face#as you steal their work#thank you for coming to my ted talk#also going to queue this
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Performance - Chapter 10 (Part 19)
Writer: Akira
Season: Spring
Characters: Hokuto, Wataru
Translation Directory
She once told me something when we were together on stage - that performers and authors are only fully qualified once they have followers.
Time: Spring Last Year
Location: Inside a Train
Hokuto: âŠâŠ
(âŠAh, how inconvenient. I dozed off.)
(Where am I now? According to the announcement, we're at a station that's rather far from my destination...)
(It's not like me to oversleep.)
(This is no good. I let my guard down too much, even though I was aiming for a perfect attendance reward.)
(I'm the class representative, I need to diligently go to school.)
(Well, even if I attend class, I won't be able to learn anything worthwhile... is something I could conclude, but.)
(It's not pointless. No helping it, I'll get off at the next stop and head back.)
Wataru: Ho~ku. To. KunâȘ
Hokuto: ...Ah, President Hibiki, good morning. Why are you also riding this train? Isn't Yumenosaki in the other direction?
Wataru: My, I really can't surprise you at all. I expected it, but it's still disappointing.
Hokuto: My bad. I'm used to seeing bewildering things, so I think I'm a bit desensitised.
Wataru: As expected from a thoroughbred of the acting world. From my point of view, your environment is envious, you know? It must be exciting every day, is it not?
Hokuto: No, it's normal.
Wataru: Right. It would be normal for you, wouldn't it?
Hokuto: What do you mean... Stop pestering me, it's annoying. We shouldn't be whispering on a train.
Wataru: Sob sob. Even though you used to follow me around to the point it was an annoyance when you first joined the club...
Perhaps you've recently lost all interest in me, and become cold.
Fufu. Despite not remembering a single technique no matter how much you're taught, you ask the same thing over and over again without getting discouraged, and so...
I found you to be a pain.
But it feels lonely for you to not ask for my guidance anymore.
Hokuto: Hmph... That's because the more I learn from you, the more I feel the difference in our abilities, and end up at a loss.
I figured I'd grasp the basics first, so I've been studying various things.
Wataru: You truly are good at pretending to work hard. Even though no-one will scold you for not taking it step-by-step, or for skipping the process to reach the conclusion.
You can acquire other skills that way, you know?
Hokuto: Pretending to work hard, huh... I suppose that's how a mediocre person like me looks to you.
Wataru: What are you sulking about? I'm sure you're also a genius of some sort, though I'm unsure in what area.
However, "genius" is a special type of flower whose cultivation methods differ from person to person, so there's a chance it won't sprout through normal means.
Tomatoes and watermelons are similar, but ultimately different; you are a watermelon that wishes to grow like a tomato.
Someday, your stem is going to break with a snapâȘ
Hokuto: I don't understand what you're talking about.
Wataru: Well, that's fine. This is just idle chit-chat without any real meaning, after all.
Hokuto: Chatting is a waste of time. It'd be better spent reading a book.
Wataru: Books may have truths written in them, but they're never the genuine thing.
In this world, the answers to any question that exists are infinite, or human.
Therefore, you should enjoy the actual process of connecting with people, and repeatedly asking questions.
Hokuto: President. ...I don't really care, but stop pointlessly pulling at my braid.
Wataru: No~ I feel some kind of affinity with it.
Are you copying me? I'm happy if so~ we look just like brothersâȘ
Hokuto: I don't want a brother like you, I'd end up comparing myself to you and getting an inferiority complex.
...When I first entered the school and said I was going to join the Drama Club, my mother tied it for me.
For some reason or another, I've kept it up. Tying it each and every day is a pain.
Wataru: Aah... it's your mother's work, is it? She's got quite the discerning eye.
Fufu. She once told me something when we were together on stage - that performers and authors are only fully qualified once they have followers.
Hokuto: Followers...?
Wataru: People who mimic your style, and imitate your work.
It's a common occurence for something to become popular, and then have an overflow of similar works trying to recreate that success.
The ones who spring up like that are followers, and only once they're born are you a full-fledged performer...
And I still have none, so I was denounced as being half-baked.
Hokuto: Are you on bad terms with my parents, President Hibiki?
Wataru: I wonder? I took it as a loving pep talk, as all other people did was praise me as a superior genius.
"That's not true," she said, "you're still an inexperienced novice"âŠ
When your mother laughed scornfully at me, I felt like I'd been saved.
[Act 7 âą Directory âą Chapter 11]
#enstars translation#ensemble stars#hokuto hidaka#wataru hibiki#enstars#ensemble stars translation#performance! the tragicomedy of romeo and juliet
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â© Get to know Alex â©
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âž This post will let you know all the stuff you need to know about the author behind this post! Me! :D âĄâž(Ë á” Ë )âž âž I wanted to make an official one since my old one isn't to my style anymore âž If you still have any questions after this, feel free to ask me anything in my dm's or AMA! (ă„˶âąàŒâąË¶)ă„⥠Happy reading!
Hi there! I see you've stumbled across my tumblr page! (ă»Ïă») ⊠My name is Alex and I'm a small writer here! I've been writing ever since I was 12. My grandma introduced me to books and ever since then I've always had my nose stuck in a novel about some mystical far away land. ⊠I mostly write oneshots and fanfics but I do have my own works which I sadly deleted or no longer continued as I wasn't happy with them (ïœĄâąÌïžżâąÌïœĄ). ⊠I started off on Wattpad with writing Twilight fanfic and I developed my basic writing skills from there. I may move my work over to a03 but I currently like Tumblr's UI and how I can link my stuff under one blog so it's easier for people to find my work. ˶ᔠᔠá”˶ ⊠I am 19 as of writing this and I live in England in the UK! I speak only English, although I want to learn Italian at some point since I love the history and culture of the roman empire. It's been my special interest ever since I played Assassin's creed 2 back on my xbox 360.
⊠I am autistic and I have ADHD so my attention span is less then a goldfish. I have a lot of special interests such as space, the paranormal and history. I also have a huge soft spot for aviation and the military, mostly because I am a huge fan of Top gun and ever since then I've been interested in jets. ⊠I've been in too many interests to honestly label at this point but my mains being; Call of Duty, Detroit: Become Human, Red Dead Redemption and Spiderman. I'm also a huge fan of the game Death stranding and Assassin's creed. I have also dabbled a bit in the Apex Legends fandom as I played a large chunk of the game last year. ⊠I have hobbies outside of writing such as going biking, walking, reading, sketching, arts and crafts and video games. I also love to play chess when I have the chance. ⊠I kin characters a lot, my main being Konig from CoD, Wattson from Apex Legends and Pavitr from Spiderman/ I tend to kin characters that share the same qualities as me. They also bring me a sense of comfort. à«ź ˶ᔠᔠá”˶ á ⊠My music taste is currently a massive heap. I listen to all sorts but I'll label some of my favorite artists â§Ë*°àżThe Weeknd â§Ë*°àżChildish Gambino â§Ë*Â°àż Kendrick Lamar â§Ë*Â°àż Twenty One Pilots â§Ë*°àżRadiohead â§Ë*°àżSlipknot â§Ë*°àżThe neighborhood â§Ë*°àżArctic Monkeys â§Ë*°àżLady Gaga â§Ë*°àżNF â§Ë*°àżRammenstien â§Ë*°àżAC/DC â§Ë*°àżPorter Robinson â§Ë*°àżPost Malone â§Ë*°àżColdplay â§Ë*°àżAvicii You can find my spotify here to find all my music tastes and what not ৻( âąÌ á âąÌ ৻) Some simple facts about me âąâ©âą â© Name(s): Alex/Tobias/ axofluff â© Birthday: 8th November 2003 â© Pronouns: All! â© Gender: Bigender trans masc but atm its just c o n f u s i o n, I'm still exploring who I am so this is most likely to change .
â©Favorite food: I love chinese takeout's, Pizza and Ramen â©Favorite animals: I love cats, sharks and kangaroos
â©Favorite colour: Mint green â©Favorite show: The dragon prince on Netflix â©Favorite Song: United in grief by Kendrick Lamar â©Favorite icecream: Mint chocolate chip
This may be updated in the future if I feel the need to add more to the blog! Thank you all for reading! "à«źâ ˶âąâ€âąË¶ âá Remember you are loved and stay hydrated and eat something today if you haven't already âž(ïœĄË á” Ë )âžâĄ MWA! Have a great rest of your day! <3
#axofluff#about me#cod#cod fanfic#bio#info#fanfic plans#get to know me#help a small writer out#Spotify
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23 Books I Want To Read in 2023
This post is based on this tag because after the disaster it was with me picking those books I hope I make better choices for this year. No one tagged me though.
1. The Hands of the Emperor by Victoria Goddard: As I mentioned before this one was recommended by friends that love it so hopefully I will like it as much. (DNF)
2. The Shadow of the Torturer by Gene Wolfe: I heard interesting things about this one and the synopsis makes me really curious. I am sure it will at least be an interesting experience.
3. East of Eden by John Steinbeck: I donât know a single person that did not really like this book and that makes me really curious. Even people that usually have different tastes from each other seem to agree on this one.
4. Life Ceremony by Sayaka Murata: I only have this book left to read by this author (I think). Itâs a short story collection but I hope it will be as impactful as her novels.
5. The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro: I am really hoping this one doesnât disappoint me. If I have time I would also like to read The Buried Giant.
6. Goodbye Tsugumi by Banana Yoshimoto: I want to try some books by this author this year and I hope I chose well.Â
7. Crying in H Mart by Michelle Zauner: After loving I am Glad My Mom Died I want to try more memoirs and I heard good things about this one.
8.The Vanished Birds by Simon Jimenez: Iâve heard good things about this one so I am willing to try a space opera for once.
9. Wild Seed by Octavia E. Butler: I only have this series and the short stories left from this author. Please donât disappoint me again, Butler.
10. Family Lore by Elizabeth Acevedo: I listened to 3 of her books this year and it was fantastic! I hope I can also listen to this one on audiobook because itâs written in poetry and narrated by the author so the performance is amazing.
11. Heavenly Tyrant by Xiran Jay Zhao: I really liked Iron Widow so I am sure I will enjoy the sequel when it comes out this year. (publication moved to 2024)
12. Small Gods by Terry Pratchett: Hopefully I will be in the mood to read more Discworld novels this year and I own a physical copy of this book so this is the one I picked.
13. Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng: Honestly I am just curious about this authorâs works in general. I donât even know what they are about, but apparently theyâre really good.
14. In the Lives of Puppets by T.J. Klune: This book seems to be in the same line as the last two by the author and I enjoyed those. Plus, it has robots in nature and one is named HAP! Hopefully, it will be good.Â
15. The Stone Sky by N.K. Jemisin: I just want to be done with this trilogy. I love the first book, but the second not so much. I heard the 3rd is better than the 2nd but not as good as the 1st. I was hoping to reread the first two before starting this one but I donât think I will have time for that.
16. The Poetry of Robert Frost by Robert Frost: Hopefully an entire year is enough time for me to read all his poems.
17. The Dark is Rising by Susan Cooper: I know someone that loves this series and the first book was alright, but the 2nd is her favourite so I want to give it a try.
18. The Grief of Stones by Katherine Addison: Need to catch up even though I thought the previous book was just ok.
19. The Dutch House by Ann Patchett: I heard good things about this author and I hope I picked the right book to start with her works.
20. I, Tituba, Black Witch of Salem by Maryse Condé: I heard only one person talk about this book, but that person has good taste so I bought it.
21. Emma by Jane Austen: I have a feeling that I might like this one more than Pride and Prejudice. If I read this one and Persuasion this year I am done with Austen works.
22. The Silent Companions by Laura Purcell: Another one I heard good things about.Â
23. Half a Soul by Olivia Atwater: This seems like a fun and cozy book for whenever I am in the mood.
#23 books I want to read in 2023#2023 tbr#I am not including the ones I am currently reading because it feels like cheating
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Books of the month: March + April 2023
Failed to do any post like this for March, so now I am catching up all at once! For new followers/those who do not know, I am both a part-time PhD student and work at a summer camp (which is a retreat center in the off-season, but summer is the really busy time of year). Anyway, between the end of the semester and getting prepped for camp, the busy season has started earlier for me than usual. Doesn't mean I'm not reading! Just means I'm posting less about it. Here's books I read in March and April that I would recommend:
The Amulet of Samarkand (Jonathan Stroud): Had one of those impulses to use inter-library loan and reread a series I last read sometime in middle or high school. This time it's the Bartimaeus triology. (I also reread The Golem's Eye in the past two months; waiting on the third.) Anyway, I remember the books as engaging and funny, which they are; this time around I'm spending more time thinking about all the political and ethical questions raised by this fantasy society that's like our world except magicians rule everything. (i.e. I'm spending more time admiring Stroud's worldbuilding.) A series worth reading/rereading!
The Best American Mystery Stories 2020 (C.J. Box, Ed.): These were fun and fascinating, sometimes at the same time and sometimes by turns. When busy, it can be nice to have some short stories to dip into, and I always like mysteries. I especially spent time considering what exactly makes a "mystery" - some of these are more whodunnits (occasionally with a twist), others are mysterious but the reader knows what happened, others have crime and/or action but no one's solving anything. All good in different ways!
A Free Man of Color or One Extra Corpse (Barbara Hambly): Right, so I have already written about my love of the Benjamin January mystery series at least in passing. A Free Man of Color is the first in that series: 1830s New Orleans, very focused on the slave/free colored (the term at the time) community, murder mystery. I keep hesitating to recommend the series outright because it is 19 books long and, at this point, full of my blorbos, so I'm not sure I'm totally objective about it. However! One Extra Corpse is the second in a new historical murder mystery series by the same author, this one set in inter-war Hollywood but with a transplanted English protagonist. Reading this one, full of likeable characters but not the ones I feel unreasonably affectionate about, I realized: actually, I do think that Hambly's attention to historical detail, flawed but human characters, sense of humor, detail-driven mystery plots, etc., make for good books. So I do recommend either of these mystery series to anyone who likes that kind of thing! They are not flawless, but they are lots of fun.
#books of the month#book recs#the amulet of samarkand#the golem's eye#jonathan stroud#the best american mystery stories 2020#c. j. box#a free man of color#one extra corpse#barbara hambly#benjamin january#if you do read the ben jan series and enjoy it feel free to talk to me about it#i like it maybe an unreasonable amount
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