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got to see House of 1000 Corpses in the theater tonight!! not to get hashtag fake deep but it was a genuinely fuckin amazing experience
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I'm in love with this blog, sorry if sending so many asks feels like spam, but do you think Guts of Berserk could defeat Macbeth because of The Brand of Sacrifice? I feel like that might qualify him for the Unique Exception.
Okay so admittedly I can't find anything prophecy-dodging about the Brand of Sacrifice (I'm sure that there's something I just can't find it) BUT-
Yes, Guts from Berserk could kill Macbeth!
Look, all I'm saying is that if Shakespeare considered being born via C-section to be Unconventional Birth Clause then being delivered posthumously from a woman's corpse should count too.
Thank you for your submission!
-Mod Anthem
#asks#unconventional birth clause#guts berserk#berserk guts#berserk manga#berserk#to clarify on not being able to find info:#i see that the BoS puts him halfway into the astral world but idk if that has unique exception properties to it#and i see that the BoS gives him favor in “causality” but the wiki im looking at says that causality is distinct from fate/destiny#so i wanna say that that doesnt give him UE either but i also do not know exactly what the limits of causality are in berserk#so like it might but i would need more evidence.#preferably evidence thats written for like a 9 year old to understand lol#bc trying to understand whats going on from an outside perspective is like learning a new language here#anyway this is my fourth post today after extensive radio silence can you tell im on ritalin now
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ok so. for a variety reasons i went down memory lane and refreshed my deep love for former washington capitals great and ovi's best friend, alex semin (aka The Enigmatic Russian of enigmatic russians)
idk if you are familiar, but in case you're not, i thought maybe you'd think he was neat. specifically, his wrist shot, which is the most unique wrist shot of all time (shot off the "wrong" leg) and possibly the most deadly. it was a joy to watch him play.
some highlights. and a great post that breaks down the insane physics/mechanics of his shot.
hockey is cool. hope you enjoy the lore :)
PS. some we called him bongos, because of this. but often we called him sasha, or sasha minor (to ovi's sasha major)
i saved this one earlier and i’m so glad i did !! thank you link, i really needed this lighter reading 💙🦈🦈
#sorry i don’t have much else to say. this was really cool 😭#it was exactly what i needed after that kinda night#crazy emotions goin on <3#just going to take my time and love hockey today and answer some asks 💙��#asks#user lonewolflink
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Dancer! Sejanus, in which he is given the lead role alongside one of Marcus’s best friends, and Marcus can’t take his eyes off of him for the entire duration of the show
#he feels entranced and like he can’t breathe anymore as soon as sejanus comes on stage#he only realizes several seconds later that he has been unconsciously holding his breath#and it happens multiple times again that he unconsciously stops breathing for a few seconds looking at him#cause his movements paired with the lights and the music make him look almost otherworldly#marcus cannot truthfully say whether his friend was good or not cause he was too preoccupied with sejanus to concentrate on her performance#it’s fine she won’t know and he’ll make it up to her#after complimenting her after the show though he immediately asks her who the guy dancing with her was#you can bet he looked sejanus up on ig and google that same night#he also starts picking his friend up from practice sometimes#with the intention of yes hanging out with her but also of hopefully catching a glimpse of sejanus before they leave#sejanus starts noticing him too but he thinks marcus is dating the friend#“do you need a ride or is your boyfriend picking you up today as well?” “my boyfriend?“#marcus asking if practice is ever open to the public and when the next show will be#“what’s with the sudden interest marcus?”#she’s teasing she knows exactly what caused the sudden interest#her inviting sejanus to hang out with her and her friends#and trying to leave him and marcus alone together as much as possible#also i said “one of marcus’s best friends” and not “marcus’s best friends” because reaper marcus bestfriendism always <3#sejarcus#marcus tbosas#sejanus plinth
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I wanna thank my irl friends who follow me here and also my beloved mutuals as well as followers who still send me kind messages and try to interact with me and my stuff even if I'm bad at doing it myself.
Honestly, things haven't been that great with me lately, so... it means a lot to me. Honestly. <3
#personal#i had to make the tough decision to drop out of school last week#i didn't exactly want it if i'm being completely honest here#but certain stuff was preventing me from getting further so i knew the teachers are gonna ask me to quit over at our teams meeting#i instantly contacted my nurse about my situation. and she got me a doctor's appointment which was yesterday#where i kind of broke down a little. not because she didn't grant me the sick leave i thought i was going to get#after feeling down and sleeping terribly for weeks#but because she actually *got me*. like. she actually listened to me and figured out some stuff and told me that#what i'm going through and what i've been going through for years would make anyone depressed#so i couldn't help but cry a little because yeah. i'm so tired of never being enough no matter how hard i try#because my brain's wired a certain way and it makes me slow and kinda clumsy and inattentive at times#which. you might guess is not ideal at today's work environment. or studying-wise even#so instead of granting me sick leave (she did say we can change that at anytime though) she told me to wait for that phone call#from the unemployment office. which i should be getting tomorrow. or well. later today#and talk to them about this. to see if they can offer some solutions. or if we can figure something out#'cause i'm getting closer to my 40s and not getting anywhere and it's wearing me out and tiring me out#because i clearly can't help myself or change my ways on my own#i managed to get some work last week though. at the local youth house. one shift though but money still#but i haven't been getting those offers a lot during the past few months so it's not enough to support me obviously#so i definitely need something else. and i hope i can get help. that someone could help me#i should finally get tested for adhd next month too. i don't know if i even have it or if it's gonna change anything but#at least i'd know#anyway i needed to get this off my chest. cause i'm kinda crying a little bit even now just thinking about this whole thing#sorry
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~~11/10, can rock this fucker to sleep (or tip him over because you got too excited the first time >.> couldn't be me...)~~
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They are such a cocky lil shit but when they lose an arm the ponytail upkeep is too much and they revert back to short hair (and also fall into the criminal life very fast and happily).
#two crime bosses and a very good boy#they are SO obnoxious and they only want one person's safety and other than that ? no preference#they will absolutely kill on command for whatever reason#Also i just imagine them showing up after their haircut and bravo admiring them and sparkling#so rud is like welp i have custody today kitty see you later#and takes both cliff and the mentor out to a shooting range because that is exactly what he does for father child bonding its fine and safe#and mentor gets the practice needed to shoot with only one arm and readjust to balance and bravo gets to hang out with his role models
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realized this morning while crying in bed that i've needed a break from my life for a long time now and i'm the only member of my family who can't have a proper one so that was a pretty existentially depressing moment
#after that thought hit me i realized that my last vacation was in 2019...which is a lot of years actually#so no wonder i've felt like the water is exactly at my head for quite a while#(and it's probably kind of odd that i still think in west wing quotes--#but that cj line feels more true than any other way i try to describe it to myself)#anyway it's why my original birthday plan was 'a few days alone in a hotel' before i couldn't justify the expense#i ended up having a much more fun birthday than that but i think that's why my instinct was just to get away for a bit#because no amount of noise cancelling headphones and time alone in a house full of chores#can equal an actual vacation. and i got spoiled getting to have them sometimes so now i know what that's like#anyway i'll get over it and continue to push through like i always do...i'm just sick and overwhelmed and frustrated today#so i needed to share#life stuff#whining#sorry to be so complainy today#i needed this stuff out of my head <3
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I'm gonna get my mother
#cipher talk#So my insurance was resolved slightly because they were gonna add me to their new insurance at a cheaper rate#But I kept bugging my mom about making sure I was on it through the confirmation email#Before canceling my new more expensive policy#And she kept DRAGGING HER FEET. So I said fuck it I need this done today#And called and canceled and got a refund#And now I'm apparently not on the policy but my car is so they have to call and fix it!#And avoiding some fuckery like this is exactly why I wanted her to CHECK FOR THAT DAMN EMAIL AND REMINDED HER 5 TIMES#I can drive fine bc the car is on it but u have to call the dmv and let them know about what's up#Or else you can get fined#So I have to wait??? To do that until after they've ADDED ME. Which was supposed to be DONE.
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thank fuck its finally time for smackdown
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maybe a little corny but idrc i guess. so: maybe i'm just getting older or maybe my age/aging is totally unrelated to all this but i find that these days, now that i've grown out of being an angsty teen looking for anger and hate in every corner of the world, i find that now i am more struck by kindness, especially in fictional worlds that are harsh and demand a character let go of their kindness and inherent goodness to survive and never be taken advantage of or things like that. i like when characters are so kind that it's truly truly one of their core traits. i know it's not exactly rare, but these days... kinda feels like it. i'm always struck by characters who fight to be good and kind and still believe in fickle things like love and other people. characters whose kindness make others wary of them and draw them closer simultaneously. characters whose goodness and insanely strong (fought-for) sense of love and humanity (and i don't mean humanity like humankind as a whole; i mean a person's sense of humanity, i mean people. i mean people need people. i mean people need closeness and love and things that like that) makes others around them more likable and ... human. characters whose kindness/goodness/big big big hearts humanize everyone who gets the chance to be basked in the glow of that beauty.
#long post#i think it's ma xiuying from swbts/hwdtw yanno#hwdtw felt so ... incomplete?/wanting? because she wasn't around for so much of it and the moment she became a player again i was like Ah.#Ah this is what i needed. this is what They needed. her humanity humanizes everyone else#and it's so beautiful to see the world through the lenses of someone who is pained by others pain#and their inability to do something about it. to change it. make it better. their inability to hurt. so beautiful...#i know its not exactly rare. but i think we as a people are missing a lot of sympathy and empathy in the world today#i think thats what a lot of humankind is lacking even me sometimes without meaning to. i think its hard to be kind in a world#that fights to snuff out that goodness that i think a lot of us are born with though not all. because nothing is generally inherent i think#i think its mostly learned behavior. i think its good to know that what you want to be as a person is kind and good.#such a strong sense of ... knowing. such a rare thing to want to be these days#i cant say i want to be a good person who is kind. i think i try to be as much as possible and thats all i'll be and its okay but.#characters like that...#and moira delacroix from evocation by s. t. gibson#ah... crazy#i think even ethel cain from preacher's daughter. because even after everything she went through#she still wanted to find it in herself to forgive and let go. still believe in love and be brave enough to love and be loved.#love is good and important.#sounds corny but thats what ive learned. we need other people and we need love and we need to be kind.#ma xiuying#she who became the sun#he who drowned the world#shelley parker chan#moira delacroix#evocation#the summoner's circle#s. t. gibson#ethel cain#preacher's daughter#s4pphoiduser
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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hearing Alan talk about how much he liked Albert Grossman and Eric talk about how much he liked Brian Epstein makes my tiny emotional brain implode like GHGhHhh the Animals' actual manager was Not Good!!!!!!! they were actively looking at the managers of their contemporaries and wished they could've had that instead!!!!!!! 🥹
#alan's been talking A LOT about 'dont look back' at his concerts recently and g o s h everytime he does.... connie across the ocean weeps#especially since he talked about getting to know the bob squad in new york really well at first (WHICH I HAD A HUNCH ABOUT FOR A LONG TIME)#meaning that even when he was still touring with the animals!!!! he really looked up to albert!!!!!!!!!!!!#it wasn't just a case or him rushing to the bob squad after he left the animals for clout.... which i also been knew#IT WAS OUT OF COMFORT. SOLIDARITY. A NEED TO BE AROUND FAMILIAR FACES WHO WOULDN'T JUDGE HIM. GAHH G HHH#it hurts even more because ACCORDING TO ALAN.... bob and albert even asked him to join bob on tour!?!?!??#i have no idea what point the hawks entered the picture exactly bUT IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE#hURTS ALL THE MORE. NO WONDER BOB WAS SO FRIENDLY WITH HIM AGHGGSGGGHFJDJDJDJSJ#alan couldn't do it because the fear of flying was just too strong... which bob completed respected and didn't try to force it#g o s h..... the universe where alan backed bob on keys....... wow#joan and bob.2: 'yayyyayaya!! alan price!!'#aNYWAY. HEARING ABOUT ALAN'S CONCERT LAST WEEK REALLY MADE MY BRAIN COLLAPSE.#also the bit about eric is also true..... he constantly talks about brian in his first autobio#constantly talks about how good of a manager he was and how he wishes they could've had brian instead 😭😭😭#ironic that the animals also eventually had a connection to allen klein through mickie most.... ggahhhhhhhhhhh#JEFFERIES. YOU TRAUMATIZED THEM. *shakes fist*#anyway..... at least alan and eric had each other <3 *proceeds to draw and write fix-it scenarios about them*#okay going to resume working on my 'misunderstood' project..... just finished the art eeeeee#i DREW CHAS AT THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE YESTERDAY!!!!!! 😄 btw. another Good Manager. he is a mother.#alan price#eric burdon#the animals#things i said today#mental illness is really strong today#dr pepper and 'shouts across the street' time#aleric#hehhehe haha heheh hehe teehee *explodes*
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ok so i hate writing intelligent posts abt malevolent bc im scared of posting theories that are stupid and wrong but like. im feeling that the eponymous fallen star of the order of the fallen star. is john. like this is a cult not about the king in yellow like that in season 1, but instead about the “fallen star” that fragmented off the king. Augh
#not liveblog taggigng this cuz i dont wanna be stupid and wrong in the main tag LULZ#i had the feeling when i was driving in the car earlier and now i just finished the ep and there was the bit where#john said that the stone that the cult worships or whatevers was unearthed AFTER john had already been trapped#so like timeline wise it also works out.#so now im feeling that i can post this and not be wildly off base#and the fact that john was the one to bring up the idea of well what exactly even IS the fallen star#like /john/ was the one who drew attention to it …#and then just in general all the weirdness with him this season AUGHHHGH wounded animal noise#brot posts#mal posting#im gonna skim the transcript and make one big post of my batshit reactions to earlier innthe ep while i was driving#and then im gonna go tf to sleep bc i worked 14 hours today and have been awkake for 20 hours#and i need to be up for work again in 6 hours !!!!#im wokring a standard 9-5 tomorrow though (unless something goes wrong and someone needs coverage on the night shift)#so i will be home and i can listen to both parts of episode 40 and then BE DONE with season 4#yknow what if this theory is stupid and wrong then im gonna blame it on the fact i worked 14 hours today and ive been awake 20 lol
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Fuchsia 💀💙
#partner: ahh shit you're sick too?!#me: bro..#me: we live together...#me: and unfortunately we share A LOT between us#me: I'm never hugging you again after this#partner: 😂 right? i mean what use am i to you when you have your blorbo body pillows?#me: exactly! you're learning 😂#partner: wish the cold made your snark calm tf down#me: babe not even covid could kill that#partner: didn't you have a doc appointment today?#me: NOT ANYMORE#me: to the windowwwww to the walllllll#me: to my comfy bed i crawl#me: dont need to hang with y'all#me: Aahhhhh SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP MOTHER FUCKER#partner: i love you 😂#me: love you too 💙 now gtfo the couch its my turn to curl up and be miserable for an album cover#partner: yes dear 💙#me: *grabs arm* no wait come back i take it back#partner: yes hon 💙#me: STOP BEING NICE GDI#partner: its your weakness next to throwing a bucket of water on you#me: oh that was mean 😂#partner: YOU ASKED ME TO BE MEAN 😂#me: I KNOW IT WAS GOOD 😂👏🏼#were fucking dorks#sharing cause i want to keep this safe for a long time and come back to it if i ever want to kill him#fuchsia is my vent word for good things
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It's always great when people whose entire job revolves around bureaucracy think the amount bureaucracy is needless.
Anyways, we went to the Standesamt.
#have to go again in 3 months because bureaucracy. we might change our mind in the next 3 months after having wanted it exactly like this for#the last 7 years. and being an adult who could probably get married with less waiting time needed#the standesamt is also the place people mostly go to get married. that was a big room. there was a 'ja' dressed in wedding attire#and now i'm wondering what makes the j masculine and the a feminine#anyways. if anyone at work wonders where we were today. we are going to say standesamt and they are most likely going to ask if we got#married. which pff ja. obviously. that's why we're changing our name. not our last name though#that'll be around 100€ in total. for the new birth certificate. changing the name in the register and a new id#birth certificates in Baden-Württemberg cost 40€. which is a little more than a new id#apparently that's different by state. also i guess a passport#never got ours from the parents. for reasons. those reasons are they refused. pieces of shit#-guntram#have i mentioned we don't like the parents? don't have any contact to them anymore
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