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this was for someone i met in copycat because they were being bullied
#idv#identity v#little girl idv#memory idv#omantptbs#also yes i drew all the hair by scratch if anyone is curious#it was a whole process in of itself#第五人格
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Take to the skies
...and fly free
#trigun#trimax#trigun maximum#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash the stampede#wolfwood centric#raepliica_art#wolfwood birdliker is smth so personal to me#his fascination for their ability to move freely and unchained.... his desire to fly away from his burden and fears...#🧎#guys he's fine!!! he's with his bird friends now!!!👍👍#i was listening to 生きる懐かしさ from guile by Oblique Occasions and this idea descended upon me like a meteorite#🧍<- guy who looped that 4 min music track during the whole drafting process#i have so much to say but im terrible at putting my thoughts into words so I'll let this comic speak for itself. hopefully.
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way back in like. march?? I took a stab at writing some kind of kabitserye type of story but it was a mess: it kept veering off into murder mystery drama territory because I was reading a lot of murder mystery novels around then and it Wasn't Good because I hadn't tried writing mysteries, let alone murder mysteries, before lmao
I did write a handful of short mystery stories since then, so next year I might take a stab at this idea again now that I'm no longer jumping head first into a genre pool I don't know how to swim in :)
#now for the part where i have to fight off the impulse to write in some b movie horror elements because ive been thinking about#reanimator a lot lately. ehghghh. thank god for the editing process. to wrangle my thoughts into a linear state of creating#anyway i read an article. interview? on the popularity of infidelity dramas in the philippines and it was poetry to me#and i also enjoy the really intense social melodrama in lino brocka's films. specifically the appearance of morality to cover up/justify#ugly behavior. or like. man i'm tired. whatever was going on in murder by tsismis. that's the thing. someday i'll get more into it#and post excerpts from the actual analysis of the film that actually explains the dynamic im talking around here#komiks tag#original tag#also there's some. vague lingering thought about ikaw lamang in here. not in a way that matters#but in a 'the first episode that i saw was not the first episode of the drama itself and it made me go. oh everyone has rotten vibes'#which is not. well. if you saw ikaw lamang then you know the characters. this is not the takeaway from the show. HOWEVER#i did invent a whole different show in my head between that and when the next episode aired. so.#fake ikaw lamang. ikaw lamang if it wasn't even remotely like ikaw lamang. on the topic of ikaw lamang here's a cringe story for you#still following along. BEFORE i had watched the show. i saw a notebook with franco on it but i didn't recognize the character#i just saw jake in a suit and went oh! cool! i will now Buy This!#anyway i still have the notebook lmao
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Seawatt’s whole plan is actually so stupid if you think about it for longer than 2 seconds i love him
#parkour civilization#seawatt#planned to destroy the world but also not die in the process???#Also his whole plan relied on mavbo actually giving a fuck about the bridge#What if evbo just. died. when he first got to the level because seawatt had no control over that#EMF getting kidnapped in a like 7 second window is a whole plot hole in itself
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i got almost all the next month's updates sketched! i'm not doing the last one simply because i am feeling the burn out of composing these pages. (each have at least 6 pages, a good amount have the max 12!)
that said, these are all just sketched. i want to do it in this order: backgrounds -> lineart -> transcript. i got other projects i need to work on (winning hat and NightFell) so I can't really guarantee when Tag will start to update again.
#ooc#for context i do have all the story beats planned aside from one specific character arc which i'm unsure what to do for yet#but otherwise i know who gets the focus where and what would loosely be discussed when#so tag is in a good spot writing wise but the loose nature of it makes scene to scenes both free and fun to make BUT#also makes me unsure of where its going and i won't really get the full sense of the scope of a scene until after the fact#for example this month of updates were planned at work so i had a detailed outline in mind but even that got like reworked as i made it.#for extra contrast on the scale of planning vs no plans#nightfell is meticulously planned and then created and then scrapped and reworked over and over and thats the whole process#meanwhile winning hats i have like. a loose character arc in mind for each character and a big scene or two in mind.#but thats it. each chapter i'll have some ideas spawned from making the previous but anything goes when making the chapter itself#so like in THEORY i love planning and i fully embrace it and think its so so so so important.#with AFR i benefited heavily when i planned things in detail! made a world of difference! but with these ISAT projects they work better on#the fly? maybe its the comedy nature maybe its me enjoying how idk whats going to happen just as much as the audience its like#idk its like im a fan of my own work so i get to enjoy it the same way the audience does lol. its fun#SORRY BUT IM NOT ACTUALLY SORRY FOR RAMBLING IM BEING POLITE ABOUT IT
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hi @mangostarjam i cannot believe you left this in the tags ohmygod


fuji’s og rb
#HELLO?????????? HEY SO LIKE THIS TOOK ME TF OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY LATE DINNER I AM ON THE GROUND RN (compliment)#ohmygod wait . WAIT A SECOND HOLD ON . I AM STILL PROCESSING THIS ITS BEEN THIRTY MINUTES#i am the slamming the credit card down video rn WADHWKDHJENDJDN WHAT THE HECKJCEJNEND#AND THEN U PUT THIS IN THE TAGS WHICH IS A CRIME IN ITSELF THIS COULDVE BEEN A WHOLE CONCEPT POST (compliment)#i am ….::: so fine so normal i swearrrr <- girl who is lying <- girl who is NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS <- girl who is FREAKING OUT#i need him so bad i’m so glad you’re back on tumblr LMAO THANK U FOR COMING BACK 😭😭😭 AND FOR THIS#cora: rosewater#cora: bllk#oh also if u want me to take this down i can no hard feelings /gen#i actually need to save this somewhere i don’t even know where ohmygod#message in a bottle: post
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"The making of ST5 documentary" oh so you mean Finn, Noah, Winona, David, Charlie, Shawn Levy, and the Duffer brothers' commentary on Byler, how long they've known about it, how they used acting and direction to create the slowburn relationship, and the cultural impact they believe it will have
#why am i almost#just as excited for this#as i am for s5 itself#lmao#we are going to get so many good quotes#and so much new info#and stuff we never knew about#probs the duffers literally explaining#their thought process behind the whole thing#and just a deep dive on#how it all came to be#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#mike wheeler is a boykisser#mike wheeler is in love with will byers#mike wheeler is not straight#byler is endgame#mike wheeler is gay#byler brainrot#byler is canon#st5#st5 speculation#stranger things#st5 predictions#stranger things 5
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Watched nezha reborn recently and though there were major pacing issues w the movie it was worth it bc of some kickass designs,,, or in other words decided to do pose practice and thought i cant not draw him
#new gods nezha reborn#sun wukong#nezha reborn#artings#mask#i have sooo many thoughts on how the movies pacing could be improved because as a whole the story itself works its just feels breakneck#a marathon on 2x speed where it feels more like chunks of scenes and like a bunch of video game cutscenes made into a movie#or just movie trailer footage put together#its too bad bc theres some really great scenes and fun ideas#and while some deisgns are lacking others make up for it#information is also just delivered in big chunks of exposition and noone ever really stops to just process#its just go go go go#again genuinly see so much potential and the environment deisgn is great just aughh
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#ok besties please pray for me about the following things:#1) i just got home from my grandpa's funeral and can we pretend you knew the whole time and don't need to say anything#for whatever reason it is not something i'm wanting to process online or even really with in person friends#all's well and he's with the Lord and the funeral itself was gorgeous#but there's various pain and grieving in the family and also the family time gave me a good bit to think about#2) i have 8 days before visiting family ~again~ for a bridal shower in ohio#and leading up to this trip i was sick and the trip was moderately exhausting#and i'm feeling more and more urgently the need to actually let my body rest but the obstacles are constant#and during those 8 days i need to do a great deal of dissertation writing and editing#plus you know. easter#3) i just got sent an apartment listing for where i am moving and it feels real and pressureful in a new way#both the stress of should i go for this one do i want to deal with the problems?#and the sadness of committing to something new and letting go of here.#both those things i believe will be helped by me getting inside and eating dinner so i will be doing that soon#on the praise side this puts me close to some of my grandpa's siblings#who were all at the funeral and so excited for me#i really really love and admire that side of the family more the more i know them#they were also a really big family and very hardworking and faithful and! good at celebrating together!#ok that's all i love you guys. if there's any week to be processing big questions and having a funeral it's holy week
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The End Times featuring @lilybug-02 's Toasty
Some context and process showcase stuff under the cut.
There is a lot of text.
Ok so Outer Wilds, one of my favorite games ever. I wanted to draw something for it for a while now. With brittle hollow being my favorite planet of the solar system it felt right having it take up most of the image. I added giant's deep because it's simply iconic and you can kinda see it from anywhere during the whole game. And Timber Hearth because it just felt right having it in the picture. Also the supernova is there because it looks cool.
Toasty
why is Toasty experiencing the Horrors?
yeah um so about that. I started working on this image back in september (i don't know why it took me so long to finish it i worked on it most of the time [you do not want to see the state of the half bread chaos fanart i've been making for like 2.5 years]).
During that time when i was sketching it, lilybug was posting a lot about their OC toasty. Now i didn't really feel like drawing the hatchling at the time and was also heavily sleep deprived so i drew them, mainly for fun. They were on my mind and i wanted to have a character in the middle of the image. Now i planned to replace them with something more appropriate eventually.
Now why did i not do that? To be frank i tried. Quite a few times actually. I tried to replace them with the hatchling, the spaceship, i also tried to put my own character there instead, tried it with the spot being empty (that looked awful), put a symbol of the eye there, silhouette of the far away stranger, ... just over all tried a bunch of things but... none of them looked right.
I kept returning to the sketch of toasty and they always looked the most... present(?) in the picture. None of the other things looked that bad but Toasty just felt correct. Even tho they were "kinda" out of place. I finally decided to color and shade them and they just looked... great. So i kept them there. Even though they should have never been there.
TLDR: they were a placeholder that i tried to replace a bunch of times, and after failing i decided to keep them in the image.
Alright some closing thoughts.
Outer Wilds is a game that means a lot to me as it does to many other people. I could say the whole spiel about how much you shouldn't look up anything about it whilst insisting that you have to play it. But i don't want to do that. I played Outer Wilds when i was going through a bunch of stuff. And during my fractured play through of it, it didn't make all of it disappear or change my world view so much i that i finally stopped... having "dreams". What it managed to do is... calm me down. It was the first time in so long i felt at least partially content with... everything. I am still dealing with all the stuff I was going through, more than ever. But, i am a little bit calmer during it. At least for now.
You don't have to play outer wilds. But i think you would like it.
I want to thank Alex, Kelsey, Andrew and everyone else that worked on Outer Wilds. You all made a very special game that has done what no one else could.
Anyway here are some pictures from the process.
Alright, Byee [Ōō]/
#outer wilds#brittle hollow#giants deep#timber hearth#supernova#space#lilybug-02#toasty#my art#digital art#art#not a reblog#man fuck photoshop actually#like it was constantly crashing and causing situations throughout the whole process#which like yeah sure it does that#thats like a given for photoshop#but like did it have to refuse to export properly!??#at the home stretch?!#i had to goddamn “ship of theseus” the whole psd file#to stop it from completely destroying all the colors in the picture and shifting all the atmospheres to the right by 6 pixels (???)#and even after i did all that it just couldn't stop screwing with the resolution#so i had to scale it up by like 300% to not have it shit itself#*sigh*#anyway i am tired#most of the process was really fun to do actually#and hey i finally finished something for once#i am going to sleep now
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RESIDENT EVIL 4 (2023)
...To become one with us.
#re#resiedit#reedit#gamingedit#dailygaming#videogameedit#my gifs#re4r#re4redit#re4make#osmund saddler#body horror tw#i loved this scene tbh especially the way he resembles the los illuminados symbol for half a second#and the whole transformation process#and what he says#and then the fight itself#and the dialogue there#and then the final final fight#and then i think i just love a lot of the saddler scenes oops#going to take my monsterfucker ways out of here seeya
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Just rambling on with some sunday thoughts, don't mind me! ~
Okay, so I know I've gone on before about this particular Eddie being asexual but it's easier to say he's one of those asexuals that is capable of having sex in the right situation (and more importantly, with the right person) - just that, well, he doesn't really feel much in the way of sexual attraction towards other people unless there is something going on? For example, you can put the world's hottest supermodel before Edward and. He won't feel anything for them, not knowing who they are and would probably feel rather turned off about the whole thing because ew. Mentally though, Eddie can really catch a crush, especially if the person in question is smart or has some other form of intelligence. He's prone to flights of fantasy and can become heavily invested in somebody purely because he saw them a particular way, even if that isn't really who they are, but in a sexual way? Rare. Very, very rare, but not impossible. He'd probably imagine it rather than dare act on his fantasies, content to let things play out in his mind as he observes them going about their daily schedule, wondering if the real thing would ever hold up to his very vivid and powerful imagination. It's less about the other person and more about what he's thinking in the moment, how he feels about the person involved and so on. Sex isn't important to him like it is to most other people but if somebody he was very interested in wanted it? There's a chance they could convince him, especially if they've had a good relationship for a long time. That being said, it's gonna be a long and hard road because Edward is fundamentally a narcissist at his core and can be downright nasty at times. He's fickle, caring more about serving his own ego and interests than he is about being a good partner and prospective mate to another and it's more likely that sex would be a bargaining chip, a way to keep control in a relationship he's invested in and it just wouldn't be a pleasant experience for either party involved, please find somebody else.
#❔ || musings#❔ || headcanons#In which I ramble on about Eddie being asexual#Which to be fair he is#But at the same time he's fully capable of it?#Just that he's got a very convoluted process that would make birds of paradise cry#It's more likely any intimate relationship with Eddie would actually be toxic#You down bad for him? Yeah aright he can take advantage of that#The actual process of sex itself feels more like an intense workout session than something magical and loving#It's hot and uncomfortable and frankly feels sticky#Once he's over his reserves about the whole thing anyway#I'm sorry my thoughts are just running a lil wild tonight#Might delete this might not
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ohh i just noticed shadow's birthday is a week from now dose any body want to hit me with sticks really hard over and over again until i stop moving
#skye's ramblings#& cause i am uniquely hated by the universe itself the day before that marks 3 months since we put him down but whatever its fine. whatever#honestly its still so. weird. to process that this cat was my whole world for over half of my life and i have to just. live without him now#it isnt right dude i havent had to live without him since i was 8 years old i dont remember how. my rooms been a much lonelier place lately#animal death
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the crumbl sydney pop up scam is so wild like you’re telling me a group of people thought it was a good idea to fly to los angeles or hawaii to purchase 700 cookies, bring them back to australia, and sell them for $17.50 per piece on a trestle table?
#crumbl cookies#crumbl sydney scam#there’s no way australian customs allowed this to come through#im saying this as an australian#our customs are one of the strictest in the world there’s no way they said okay to 700 cookies that aren’t even packaged properly#god knows what happened to those cookies like was this in their carry on? their check in luggage?#that’s a health violation#$17.50 per cookie is already wild in itself but the whole process of getting these cookies??? yikes#literally got caught committing fraud in 4k
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Trying to motivate myself to work on Volatile but I can barely get myself to go on my pc at the moment.
#The whole process is demotivating in itself tbh#Cuz im usually not satisfied with whatever I cook up in my game#nonsims#saviorhide
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for anyone curious, in the script notes I put "expression of autistic frustration." for the panel concepts.
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