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#it throws me off every single time
gierosajie · 4 months
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So I know that Venti drinks wine for the taste and company, but anyway, consider for a moment the idea of alcohol tasting bad for him and yet he'll always take an offer or invite for a drink because it reminds him of the happy times he used to have with his old friends
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frnkiebby · 8 months
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fucking love him~🎃
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agdab · 6 days
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zappedbyzabka · 1 year
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northwest-cryptid · 13 days
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I literally feel like I'm dying and I need to see a doctor, but I can't worry about that right now because
My bank account is literally in the negatives because I'm too disabled to work and can't make money but I can't worry about that right now because
I'm months overdue on getting my car new tags, but it won't even start if I could drive it so I need to jump the battery and get gas which I don't have money for, but I can't worry about that right now because
People are still expecting me to be social across numerous friend groups and it's pulling me in so many directions that I'm stretched so thin I'm running on no social battery for the last month, but I can't worry about that right now because
I still need to actually clean the house, do the dishes, clean the cat litter boxes, vacuum, and do my laundry... but I can't worry about that right now because
I still need to actually set up my new desk so I can stream since I haven't been able to do that for weeks and streaming is unfortunately my only source of income for how little I make every month, but I can't worry about that right now because
My partner is going through a really hard time right now and I need to be there for her and do what I can to make sure she's okay.
#People like me don't make it man. We just don't.#I'm hyper dependent on others to the point where I'd be homeless without my partner#I'm stressed day in and day out I get messages from people who want me to play games or hang out or just chat and I can't even#find the time to respond because I have 12 other things I need to be doing and those 12 other things aren't getting done because#every single thing I need to do is preventing me from doing something else and at the end of it all my health is getting worse and worse#and as it gets worse it costs more to fix and I can't get on disability without paying for a lawyer with money I literally do not have#and I'm losing it I'm literally going insane I'm pissed off because I see people blame the country I live in or the circumstances I'm in#and they act like they can't do anything and it'd be wrong of me to ask them for help#and I know when I die (and at this point it won't be long) they're going to act like this is the fault of america or some shit#they're not going to think about how they could have helped#and it sucks because some of my friends DO try to help they really do and I love them for it but it's so hard for me to see people#who don't make much money and who are also in tough situations throwing what they can at me to help me when I know people who have so much#they spend it frivolously on luxuries and I want to strangle them but then I'm not owed anything so it's not my place to tell them how#to spend their money or live their life.#and I'm tired man I'm so fucking tired I can't even stay awake for a few hours before I am too exhausted to sit upright anymore#I pass out and find myself without energy before I've even done anything and I'm only 29.
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emmcfrxst · 15 days
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Absolute BRAIN ROT for gambit lately, only good thing to come from origins is the potential for a 3-way with him and logan
how u gonna say “only good thing to come from origins is—” when it gave us bare ass logan running through a field AND domestic lovestruck logan with kayla……………….. but yes i prefer origins!gambit better than the deadpoolverse one because i cannot find it in me to find channing tatum attractive 😭 but yeah a threesome with logan and remy would be HOT…….. if remy doesn’t refer to himself in the third person while having sex 😭
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kruxton · 9 months
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there r rarely any astro originals w actual good writing and gamers mangkuk is a prime example
(the tags got.... Long. feel free to not read)
#HORRIBLE SHOW#if any msians see this just DONT#its about this group of friends tryna become pro gamers#but the script is making me want to throw up#the plot is so stupid#and these characters r so fucking annoying#need astro to stop with their slap stick comedy right NOW!!!!!!!#projek high council happened and they though they could just put amir ahnaf in anhthinf and its gonna be a success#FUCK OFF#his acting here cannot beat him in projek high council coz here he just looks dumb#and dont get me fucking started on the ONE female character in the show#GGGGGGAAAAAHHHH#why is it that every single fucking malay show theyjust HAVE to have the female character relive her trauma again#and every single fucking time its r@pe#EVEN WHEN THERES???? ABSOLUTELY NO POINT TO HAVE JT IN THE STORY??????#EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME#ok in their defense a lot of them are actual sad dramas or romance shows so i can see how the backstory ties in#but this doesnt make any FUCKING sense#theyre trying to be professional gamers#wheres the relation#u want each of the members to have a struggle theyre facing for drama sure#the guys have relatively normal issues#one has to get money bc him and his mum got evicted#another's got social anxiety so its hard for him to compete#another one has a (queer for comedic effect 🙄) older brother thats raising him alone bc their parents died#and despite his brother trying to persuade him to go to uni and get a good life so he doesnt end up like him#hes too fuckimg stubborn and wants to be. a professional gamer. fucking idiot#but like sure!!! those r valid ig#BUT WHAT DOES THW GIRL GEY?????#JFJDJDHJSJDK ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR
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dmitryanya · 1 year
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sometimes i genuinely forget that people like. remember that i exist and talk about me when i'm not in the room and that it's not?? necessarily Bad Things?? i just always assume ppl don't think about me or perceive me or talk about me ???? esp not like. facts about me or in like?? positive or even neutral ways ??? idk why but i just assume if someone is talking abt me its just gonna be something negative ??? shout out to my childhood trauma ig ??
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Yuanzhi is covered in blood and Shangjue can smell it as soon as he enters the courtyard/grounds.
The tang in the air is almost immediate and assaults his senses with the full force of a hammer to his head.
“Shangjue gege?” Ziyu holds him firmly by the elbow. He shakes his head, looking back up at the empty courtyard in front of him.
Something is wrong.
He quickly unsheathes his sword and Ziyu wordlessly does the same. Heart pounding high in his throat, he rushes in, eyes frantically looking for signs of life.
His feet take him in the direction where the scent of blood is strongest — Yuanzhi’s laboratory.
Shangjue suppresses the panic that gnaws at his heels. Outpacing Ziyu, he doesn’t look back, sprinting to the door.
“Didi! Didi!”
“Ge? Zhiren?”
Yuanzhi peeks his head beyond a screen, looking startled at their entrance. His mouth is a mess of blood and spit that spills all the way down the front of his robes, and Shangjue drops his sword in his rush to pull Yuanzhi into his arms.
“What’s going on?” Yuanzhi coughs, patting at Shangjue’s back with complaint in the scrunch of his nose. “Ge… too tight…!”
“You tell us, Yuanzhi Didi,” Ziyu says, looking around the laboratory. “What’s all this?” Sheathing his sword, he gestures to the array of pots boiling on the multiple burners and the almost wicked way the steam casts the rest of the room.
“Ah.”
Shangjue lets him pull back far enough to frown at him.
“Ah? That’s all you have to say?” Shangjue chides. Lifting his sleeve, he wipes at the blood around Yuanzhi’s mouth, only for him to retch and scramble for a bucket to vomit into.
From behind him, Ziyu quickly goes to pour a fresh cup of tea, while he rubs Yuanzhi’s back.
“It’s just an experiment,” Yuanzhi explains, wheezing when he lifts his head. “Took it a bit too far, ‘s all.”
Shangjue clenches his jaw. Meeting Yuanzhi’s eyes he is only slightly mollified when his Didi looks appropriately cowed at his glare. Ziyu bustles forth with the cup of tea and Shangjue steps back to retrieve his sword.
Hiding his shaking his hands in his sleeves. He takes a moment to calm himself down before he does something stupid in front of their Zhiren like throw Yuanzhi over his knees and spank him for the foolishness.
They’ll have words about this later.
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filmreveries · 11 months
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words can’t even describe how much bones and all means to me. every time I rewatch my heart is ripped apart by how beautiful and tender and tragic it is
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ceolocunt · 3 months
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back watching npmd. why aren’t the lords in black in a single shot together. i wanted to see them all together :(
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piplupod · 7 months
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one of the cashiers at the grocery store i go to is so fucking fixated on shoplifters and it drives me crazy any time i check out through him (i try to avoid him but his checkout is often the most open/empty - hm! i wonder why! - and im often on a tight schedule w the bus). he brings up shoplifters every opportunity he gets and he seems so convinced that theyre a huge problem.
BUT WHAT REALLY GETS ME ,,, is that today the customer in front of me was needing a price check on one of the items bc it should've come out to be cheaper, so he was kind of apologetic abt it and saying "ah well, yknow, six dollars is six dollars, especially with how expensive groceries are right now" and i was nodding and agreeing (trying to show that i dont mind the wait and also solidarity my guy good for u for speaking up and getting the price fixed on that) AND THE CASHIER AGREES. FULLY ACKNOWLEDGES AND BEMOANS THE FACT THAT GROCERIES ARE CRAZY RN. AND THEN GOES ON TO COMPLAIN ABOUT SHOPLIFTERS. HUH ??????
so you agree that groceries are unreasonably expensive... and that sometimes ppl can't afford them... and yet ....................
#HE MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY CMONNNN THINK ABOUT IT DUDE....#i knew him in highschool (small town things lol) and im pretty sure he was one of those kids who thought cops were really cool. so. yknow.#not surprised. just annoyed fdjkl#i would say smth like ''oh does ur paycheque get docked if shoplifters come thru or smth?'' but i dont want to piss him off#i would like to remain civil with the cashiers here bc its the only grocery store i can get to most of the time fdsjkl#but like. i would love to find out why he hates shoplifters so much#when i worked at DQ in highschool and ppl stole dilly bars or FULL CAKES... i did not give a single shit#even though the managers and boss would get kind of angry at us (but they knew we couldnt do anything abt it really lmao)#and then we had to put locks on the customer-facing freezers which was a hassle for us#AND STILL. I NEVER FELT ANGRY AT THE SHOPLIFTERS. BECAUSE WHATEVER DUDE LIFE IS EXPENSIVE GO GET THAT ICE CREAM!!!#also i was not paid enough to care LMFAO and i know for a fact that this cashier isn't paid enough either bc my brother used to work there#I DUNNO DUDE. HONESTLY I HAVE MAD RESPECT FOR SHOPLIFTERS#i've potentially done it a few times and its fucking terrifying esp w the amount of cameras installed now fdsjkl#i dont do it now even though i need to more than ever bc i was making myself sick every time i possibly did it#i'd get home and sit in the bathroom for an hour trying to make sure i wasnt about to throw up from the stress fdsjkl#also it was stupid to do honestly (but . needed. so yknow.) bc again. i dont have any other options for accessible grocery stores really#ANYWAYS. fuck that cashier i hope he realizes what a little narc he's being and gains some class consciousness or smth idk#all for one and one for all etc etc etc we're all in this together my guy#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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astarkey · 1 year
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Finished this drawing of Eddie Munson today that was for my sister's birthday last week. Saved it for today since her Eddie shirt finally came lol.
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thetriangletattoo · 1 year
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Mr Gatto, do you like doing your job? Is it something you enjoy doing?
(Also take care of yourself Mun! :D)
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Even after everything... I don't think I will be changing my job anytime soon.
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#identity v ask blog#identity v the embalmer#gatto event#hi anon thanks for the concern XD#im doing alright i just have this insane depressive block that has been impeding y creative processes#so ive been trying a lot of things to get out of it#one option is to wait it out but im miserable doing nothing. so i will force it out and feel slightly better that at least i did something#i probably should have spaced oout my posts i clear the inbox really really quickly#ill try to get some stuff out while i can. since im free for the month before work resumes n i disappear again#seriously though its frustrating sitting down staring at a blank canvas for 10 mins with 0 ideas and low energy#and then resigning myself to going back to lying down and mindlessly scrolling twitter or whatever#every single time i try to do something i end up back on my bed. for days on end. it makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs#at least with asks i have something to work towards and thats so much better even if i do end up back on the bed afterwards#this sounds like a very pathetic show of begging for asks. which i guess it is???#its just that. i used to have so many ideas. i used to draw so many comics. i want to cry every time i compare that with myself now#has work killed off so much of my creativity? probably. but i just really want it back. so im trying my best#i didnt mean to get this emotional in the tags but this is really something ive been struggling with a lot right now#so if u have the time to spare. just drop something dumb in my inbox. it helps a great deal. much greater than i can express#but anyway if ur reading this im still very grateful for the support u have shown to the blog in one way or another.#so thank you very much n i hope the day will treat you kindly#less than three
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