#anyway even before this ive just been. weirdly aggitated today
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#its times like this Im like hmm maybe I have bpd because. some how I dont think this is a normal human reaction#idk my emotions have always felt like extremes and its like . ah . a lot would MAKE SENSE but I also just dont know enough to be like yep i#its bpd for shure. especially because emotional regulation is strongly tied to adhd so maybe its just that??? who fuckijg know#anyway I just. checked life360 and saw all my friends were at dennys#like literally all of them but me and the other who doesnt even live in the city#and its like oh#they didnt think to invite me#even though it wouldnt be out of the way. considering one lives in walking distance of me#they never welcomed me home either#and its just so#I havent interacted with them but theyve just dropped me completely. every interaction feels flat and it just hurts so bad#I want to cause a scene and throw a fit but I know they genuinely do not care about me enough to be affected by that#anyway even before this ive just been. weirdly aggitated today#I kinda know what caused it but also not reallY? GL was watching anime withj his bf and he said something slightly off#and then that was just like. it. and suddenly its like pure anger for no reason and its like#hm.. that feels like a symptom ! and then suddenly every single interaction with anyone feels like im eating glass and its so.#who fuckingknow
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