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Today I worked on:
Disillusioned: 236 words
Last sentence written:
But the knot in his gut remained tight.
#today I worked on#8/12/2024#I need to work on star error too#I'm actually close to finishing the chapter lmao#this year has been the worst#year of the dragon; this was supposed to be my lucky year#it sucks though#maybe because my personality is nothing like the dragon#same with my star sign leo#why was I born a leo in the year of the dragon lmao both are complete opposites of my personality
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Ah yes, Halloween...The time where people dress up, and run around town, going trick or treating. Or simply staying at home in costumes.
As one would expect, it was Eli's favorite holiday. He loved dressing up and scaring the townsfolk. He and Joshua often just dressed up as ghosts, as they didn't have anything else, considering they were Amish.
However, this year, Eli wanted to not only spend Halloween with Joshua, he also wanted to spend it with his Father, Robert.
But, Robert wasn't a big fan of Halloween himself. He thought it was stupid and childish, he would much rather stay at home and drink beer or something, not waste his time in a costume and go trick or treating for candy. Eli, Being Eli, was very determined to get his Father to go trick or treating with him and Joshua though.
And so, he and Joshua started begging. Even before Halloween! And after Lots of pleading, Robert finally gave in. Although he was still very annoyed, he didn't want to hear his two sons begging to no end, it wouldn't do either of them any good.
"you two brats.…" Robert grumbled. They had eventually agreed that he would be a scarecrow, while Joshua and Eli dressed up as ghosts like every year. "Oh come on, Papa! It isn't that bad! Halloween is fun!" Eli insisted cheerfully as he did the makeup, even though it was messy, it was good. Robert wasn't a very big fan of having to keep his mouth and eyes shut, but, Joshua and Eli didn't mind...
Joshua chuckled as he saw Robert grumble silently, while Eli giggled. But, after going trick or treating and scaring a few people, Robert found he actually...had some fun, not that he would ever admit it though..
"...we can do this again next year" Robert sighed as they arrived back home, with him immediately ripping the stitches off.
"oh, you liked it?" Joshua teased, smiling. He was glad his dad found some joy in the activity...
"shut up..." Robert just scoffed, and went to wash his face in the bathroom. Eli and Joshua exchanged looks, and smiled, giggling and chuckling at their Father's annoyance
#children of the corn urban harvest#eli porter#Joshua Porter#Robert isn't the actual name of their dad but I don't know the real name so take it or leave it.#I love this little thing 🥲#It sucks though
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I have a new job brooo I’m gonna be so rich at the end of this month
IM MINTED
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Perhaps I should talk to my shrink (well, psychiatrist) about this whole thing after all lol
Going from bliss to hopeless in like 30 minutes isn’t normal I don’t think
#tw sh mention#talking to myself#vent#possible bpd#kinda freaking out ngl#feel like a kid lost in Walmart this sucks#maybe it’s all coming to a head after years of ignoring it idk#it sucks though
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Anon,
Aside from loving Tae and Jk, I’m also a Larrie. I just lived through Harry Styles and Olivia Wilde fake dating very obviously for (coincidentally) almost exactly two years. I’ve seen stuff 😂. I can absolutely handle two idols holding hands for a minute.
#holivia is even more fake looking back on it#but even in real-time it was obvious to even general public#this is also fake#there’s stuff to promote#there’s stuff to hide#brandgame check#no doubt abouit#it sucks though#and i am a bit sad about it#I want to hug Tae#and Jk#platonically#taekook
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#huh#so that’s that#ripped off like the most painful bandaid that didn’t come off right the first time#if you know me irl don’t say anything but I need to put it into the ether because it doesn’t feel real#but I’m single again#it’s weird#but I feel like a weight is gone#it sucks though
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i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues
#oh the experience of being 13 years old and seeing all my friends talking about wanting to have sex and obsessing over it#and being like 'we are all literally WAY too young to be having sex what the actual fuck are you talking about#why are you even considering it when we have much more important things to worry about. like how much middle school sucks'#you know what though. i still stand by this. that was an entirely reasonable thought to have and i WAS being normal about it#anyway#mine#asexuality
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it's so funny to me that marcille's worst nightmare was an intricately-visualized allegory for her fear of death, not as something that will come for her but as something that will take all her loved ones away and leave her all by herself in an uncaring world, despite her best efforts
and laios's worst nightmare was just "what if everyone who's ever been mean to me was in the same room and they were all mean to me at the same time"
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#hades game#hades 2#hades ii#hades#shit posting time again#though I wouldn't be surprised if someone already did a better version of this#zagreus#melinoe#if you hate on zagreus in my notes you suck btw#homer has a golden child
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This is petty fandom salt, BUT... I've been chewing on this phenomenon that I've been calling "Fandom's Darling". It is related to things like "Author's Darling" and "Mary Sue / Gary Stu" and "Protagonist Halo" and all that jazz, where one character gains a peculiar narrative weight in a story.
"Author's Darling" is when a writer has a favorite character, and the world and all other characters sort of get... warped to put the Darling in the spotlight. It's most noticeable in TV shows with multiple writers, when a character you personally like suddenly has their previous characterization destroyed to make another character look good somehow. Every other character might become weirdly incompetent. The Darling's feelings are treated as The Most Important Feelings in any given situation. The logic of the fictional world seems broken past suspension of disbelief in order to validate this one character's beliefs or skillset or some other fantasy. And so on.
"Fandom's Darling" is what I've been calling the pattern where a fandom essentially crowns a New Protagonist for their fanfiction stories (it's often a side character rather than the original protagonist, but it can also happen to protagonists). This character becomes the self-insert for all sorts of indulgent fantasies, gaining special powers or backstories, and/or becoming the focus of extreme whump, and/or hooking up with all the various hotties, starring in all sorts of tropey AUs, and so on. They're not always an obvious Mary Sue version of themselves, but the character's original personality and interpersonal relationships tend to get warped or dropped completely, and other characters tend to become a little flat around them. I call it "Fandom's Darling" because it's not just one self-indulgent fantasy fic (you do you! Have fun!) with characterization choices that I don't vibe with (I have neither the time nor the desire nor the authority to police anything, I am just venting), but rather a prolific mini-fandom of sorts revolving around this empty doll / fanon version of the chosen vessel character, so it becomes a little unavoidable.
I am salty about this (mildly frustrated) (imagine a soft sigh of disappointment before I just go do something else) because you are FUCKED if you actually liked the canonical version of this character and their interpersonal relationships. It's almost worse than liking an obscure character that no one cares about. There's about a thousand fics starring your fave, but maybe only about a dozen of them are actually rooted in any kind of recognisable canon.
#I didn't watch Teen Wolf but I know this happened to that Stiles character#I'm not active in any DC fandom but it looks like this happened to Tim Drake and to a lesser extent Dick and Jason#In prequels-era Star Wars it seems to be Obi-Wan; he's the spark/focus of this post here; bring back his flaws I like that he kind of sucks#sometimes a Fandom's Darling comes out of an Author's Darling! usually Fandom's are vessels to fuck the “hottest guy” available though#I will probably turn reblogs off if this spreads too far because I really don't care if people write Mary Sue fanfic; can't cast that stone#squinting at every “intersex” tag like Inigo Montoya: “I don't think that means what you think it means.”#honestly the fantasy intersex thing is a separate & more serious post; but the fandom usage is a red/yellow flag for me when searching#tossawary fandom#fandom's darling
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To much pressure I crack and shatter
Now I bleed a fountain of pretty red
To live or die I'd rather have the latter.
I'm ruined how much was a lie?
Is my replacement better?
I'll coat my life in red
Drape you all in it
Maybe I'll find the truth as I breathe my last.
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Ethubs Adventure
#was going to be longer but i’m gonna be away for the next few weeks whoops#bdoubleo100#ethoslab#ethubs#hermitcraft#trafficblr#trying to become more comfortable w/ traditional art ^^ even though my supplies seriously suck quality-wise pff#they’re so small!! ethubs is bugs!!#hermitbugs adventures#aurie's art
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Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own
if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist
Rules:
No spamming
5 notes per person including likes
if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING
tagging is okay
Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l
#Basically I’ve been trying for the past two weeks to recover on my own without having to tell anyone about it and bro I just cant#Jsbsjdhd#It will only be a temporary recovery though heads up#Because I’m not going to get away with this eating disorder for much longer#I’m going to get found out so this is just temporary until I’m an adult#Once I’m an adult I won’t have to worry about getting caught 😌#Ahhh I’ve had this disorder for like a year now I’m sick of it 😭#Okay maybe not temporary#Actually I wouldn’t mind recovering for good actually this sucks#Notes game#note game
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basement guys
#hehehee ive been meaning to draw them lol#i have a bunch of comic ideas i wanna get around to but theyre gonna take a while orz#first one is based on a headcanon abt links humming coined by arystocat.. idk i had a really vivid interaction thinking abt it#the other one is longer but basically connecting the zonai are descendants of gods rumor with some zelda canon abt how#hylians have long ears to hear messages frm the gods.. rauru is really hard to draw though so i keep redoing it ugh#im also practicing how to properly draw faces and i think i like how these came out...!!!#i really suck at gettingthe 3/4 face angles right so rn i consider this a win#my art#myart#doodles#loz#legend of zelda#totk#tears of the kingdom#zelda#link#ganondorf#tloz#ok now i sleep
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Troll jade and human nepeta perhaps?
#dailyjadenep#jadenep#homestuck#jade harley#nepeta leijon#swappity swap#troll jade#kid nepeta#sorry if the designs suck#jade would be a limeblood#not exactly mutant though? :o i think?#and she would be hiding mostly for the sake of it#i dont knowwwww i havent given this much thought T_T#panel edit#request
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Michael doesn’t like his father in any FNAF universe..
#myart#chloesimagination#reblog#william afton#michael afton#vanessa afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#steve raglan#fnaf#fnaf movie#fnaf 3#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#Michael would HATE movie William#I think that’s an accepted assumption BAHA#Shocker all William’s suck 🔥#I always got the impression William sees his family members as pawns#so movie William meeting Michael would immediately try to manipulate him#though of course Michael wouldn’t have any of it#pulling the lighter out only one way to get rid of this man#Vanessa also expected her father to say something like this#BOTH of you get him!!#I haven’t drawn William enough maybe I’ll do it more soon!
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