#it so fucking late i need to sleep lol

[skylerfurmaniac-deactivated]

okay last one, im just squeezing 3 more into here, cus i gotta sleep lmao

it's kris, susie, and ralsei!!

anyways thats all for tonight (sorta night it's 4:20 as i write this lol)

hope you have a great day/night whoever is reading this, and i hope you like my designs!!!

(im going to make more >:D)

Do you like dragons?

Do you want to create your own?

[foreverxdaydreaming]

x

[insufferablemod]

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[mbat]

apparently the draenei heritage armor was finally added to the game, and it was EVERYTHING.

like, i saw a random box on the ground and clicked on it and it was like 'hey, go to the exodar right now!!' so of course i did. and anyway big fun quest full of stuff i love loved as a fan of the draenei

but mostly what got to me was that. aughhh i feel like i can never say it right, but stuff about the draenei feel so jewish to me. and the heritage questline focused on an ancient draenei holiday, tishamaat, and dude that literally even sounds jewish but im not an expert on what does or doesnt LOL

but especially what actually happens during this holiday, it sounded so much like what i know about jewish holidays

and most of all, getting to play it on my draenei, who ive spent a lot, a LOT of time thinking about, and sortve projecting onto about this specific thing...

a big part of my draenei, koralei, is that she was born on azeroth, and didnt get to know much about her peoples culture because it just wasnt prioritized with everything going on, and what little of it was still present was barely crumbs of what it once was

and yet, she still yearned to know it, to partake in it. she takes pride in being a draenei, even though she feels like shes missing so much of it

and anyway cough cough thats TOTALLY not me projecting my jewishness onto her and my disconnection from my jewishness. but it also totally is.

so her getting to partake in the ceremony where they finally celebrate this holiday for the first time in thousands of years, and her getting to play such an important role in making it happen

ill admit it made me cry. that would be like, one of the best nights of her life tbh. i was emotional for her, but also kinda for myself, just cause like. projection and all that

great questline. the quality of the heritage questlines vary greatly in my opinion between the races, and im incredibly glad that that one wasnt one of the painful ones.

[its-no-biggie]

(guy who hasnt had any kind of creative outlet in the past week) hmm why do i feel so restless and out of sorts

[cavefairy]

wouldve drawn smth for murder drones bday today if i wasnt so damn busy. sobs.

[miallurk]

In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!

[nightly-ruse]

Um um um hhere… have a Mothwing again.

[professionaljester]

love being 25 and not knowing how to socialize bc i’m autistic and off putting and cringe so no one wanted to talk to me/wanted to be my friend growing up so now i’m an adult with very few friends or ppl i talk to on a regular basis bc i never learned how to socialize or text properly bc no one taught me how

[smartichokes]

camt sleep woke up wirh horrible throat pain ughhhhhhhj

[izzy-b-hands]

I have my shot drawn up (managed to stab my fuckin' finger with the back of the lid of the sharps container trying to open it in preparation, which is just stupid funny to me after being initially extremely irritating lmao. Ain't got the damn shot done yet, but still made myself bleed. What a talent I am lol)

I have about half of the cjizzy smut fic written (and my god im. i just love writing smut for these two so much. They're so much fucking fun, bc they both always find rest and safety and stability with each other in these moments, in between the cutest lil silly things and jokes and. These two!!!! also. also. trans izzy for this one bc I can)

It's gonna be three AM soon. I should sleep once shot and fic are done.

HOwever. However. I just remembered the idea I had for a smut fic involving modern au Ed and Izzy, the application of T gel (Ed applying it for Izzy), and then the dorks purposefully taking the drying/waiting period post gel application to start teasing each other until they can fuck (technically it isn't a super long period, but I remember when I was using it it was like. pls do try and not get it on other stuff/ppl/let it dry if possible before covering that area w/clothes, and try not to sweat a whole lot right away if you can help it. So like, in this fic, they've specifically carved out this time to do the application like this so that they can do this little routine: apply, tease, maybe cockwarm a little, then finally fuck once gel is dry and they've given it some time to sit/Izzy should be able to sweat safely lol)

So what if I just keep staying up and write that also. I'm tired, but every time I try to stop, my brain throws Additional Thoughts About Everything at me and uhhhh. That will prevent me from sleeping so like. What if I just do this and sleep later.

[userblaney]

that was AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[the-kipsabian]

i will legitimately be thinking about this game for years to come

[upperranktwo]

Studying and packing for my move have taken over my life rn 😭

[i-am-a-fucking-nerd]

Going to bed feeling kinda confused and down :((

[kalashtars]

i need professors to start including their late work policies in syllabi again. i'm trying to make strategic decisions here