#it physically pAINS me
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Every time: This fandom is dead! Where is everybody? Why can't I find any content?
Me:
#gerec rambles#like#it physically pains me#cause i don't know where you've been but I've been here the whole time lol
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When I’m reading back over one of my fics after I post it and see a typo but people have already reblogged it
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Working on Trinity’s rewrites is all fun and games until I have to scroll back on my blog for plot refreshers.
#radiokian#it physically pains me#I see old art and I take -50HP#my plot line was all over the place GOD what was I doing
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@cassandraclare what do you mean TWP1 will only come out in FREAKING SPRING 2026...why are you torturing us like this
#cassandra clare#it physically pains me#spring 2026 might die till then#the wicked powers#shadowhunters#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#drusilla blackthorn#ash morgenstern#young adult#literature
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How do I tell people I still love and respect them but simply cannot make myself hold eye contact with them for even a second without telling them I still love and respect them but simply cannot make myself hold eye contact with them for even a second????
#it physically pains me#unless we’re like super close (ie my sister)#then you’ll never see my grey eyes#nor I yours#personal
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jarens kittenish attempts to get desmond, Mr rise & grind highlighter clothes Locked In Bane😈, to look at him, playing his failure off by going back to his original security guard joke that no one rlly cared abt except ja who made a halfass join in for one quick second (probably bcs he felt bad) bcs des is just So famous to jaren. Jaren instantly perking up from possible attention ? Attention :] ? Attention for jare bear :]?? Pls? Pretty please :D ??? Giddy little tip tap dance prance over to Ja, who gently brushes jaren out of the way so he can talk to desmond like he Actually wanted, not jaren. Jaren's nervously stepping back to politely give them space, but his need for short man is too dire. He taps bane's behemoth of a shoulder like he has something of substance to add to the conversation. He steps next to ja to get in desmond's sight in order to smoothly slide into the chat as well.
He gets promptly ignored . He trails after the two with his block panther tail tucked behind his legs: downtrodden
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How is Sidney Crosby that hot
#it physically pains me#almost teared up looking at a picture#sidney crosby#pittsburgh penguins#face card never declines I stg
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chris' voice made me lose my mind i simply do not understand how someone is that fine
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the trend on tiktok of artists refusing to use references / calling using references cheating is so baffling to me. like…. what do you think…. professional artists do?
#it physically pAINS me#shakes them by the shoulders#PROFESSIONAL ARTISTS USE REFERENCES#I can assure u that using a reference is ATANDARD practice in art#and if u tell a professional that you REFUSE to use them even when u struggle… they will think ur insane#whispers… we’re not even gonna talk abt the common practice of illustrators tracing the basic shapes of their anatomy references…#bc I know they’d shit their pants LMFAO
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Did you want to stomp on my heart after ripping it out like that, or shall I just leave it on the floor for you?
They had talked before of their ideal future, fantasizing about leaving everything behind, running away together to start a new, simpler life. A small farm, their own place, just the two of them. Arthur knew, of course, that it was all just wishful thinking, the kind of place the mind wanders to amidst the fresh air, the sounds of birdsong, long days on horseback, and the scent of a late-night campfire. Each stolen glance and shared smile held the promise of a future that might never come to pass, a future they dared not voice for fear of breaking the delicate balance of their lives. And so, with a weary heart, Arthur knew their dreams had to remain just that—beautiful, wistful dreams that lived in the quiet corners of their hearts.
(I'm not good at writing at all but I tried to add a bit of context for this animation. If any of you talented writers is inspired in any way to write something based around this animation I would be so thrilled though!)
#bbc merlin#I can’t#im too big a disaster gay for this#it physically pains me#*watches 37 more times*#merthur
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i feel like such an inconvenience whenever i need help like yall dont Get it. its not stubbornness its having to depend on myself. learned independence. what do you mean people will and want to help me when i need help?
#it physically pains me#like i know? maybe? but are you sure?#this help isnt going to be used against me?#i dont not want help im terrified of asking for it#because what is the consequense? what do i owe? obviously more than what i was given! it has to be! it has to be!#something small should be repaid with my life at the least
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i feel like i take psychic damage everytime i force myself to think abt how i felt in high school
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Having dreams crushed by disability is such a deeply traumatic experience, the realization that you’ll never be able to do the thing you want most in life because your body isn’t able to handle it. Waking up the day after you received the news and feeling that utter sense of heartbreak in your chest. Watching people go on and do those things while you sit on the sidelines, forced to watch bitterly. That feeling of being trapped, imprisoned by your inability to do what you love. The grief, the anger, the sadness. All because your body doesn’t allow you to.
#someone tell me to go to bed#poison is the posts#poison is the cripplepunk#disability#disabled#chronically ill#chronic pain#chronic illness#physically disabled#heds#hypermobile eds#hypermobile ehlers danlos#pots syndrome#pots#spoonie#cripplepunk
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You have not experienced true pain if you have not been a Texan watching some uncultured swine try to use a fork and knife to eat A MOTHERFUCKING TACO
Somehow I’m convinced that despite being partially raised by wolves, Jason is the kind of guy who tries to eat nachos with a knife and fork.
Poor Leo is having a stroke.
#i am very angry#that is not okay#please help#it physically pains me#please#just use your hands#i am begging#tacos#tex mex#i do not support valgrace#i am here to rant about tacos
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you know what? fuck this. some of you chuckle fucks really dont understand the way the world works so listen up as a real queer elder tells you what's up. a blade is not an honourable weapon, for all it can do is cut cut cut cut. the hammer can borh destroy and create, the axe chops wood as well as it chops flesh, but the blade exists to cause suffering and pain. to wield the blade with any skill is to accept that you are a monster beyond reproach and will kill unceasingly until you have cut away all parts of yourself that would cry.
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