#it needs something to head towards

[saltpepperbeard]

sorry to Sad Post on main BUT

not having our beloved show feels particularly crushing today. i believe i saw others spinning similar sentiments within the last couple of days, ie how it’s the anniversary of the season 2 renewal, how we would have probably had filming bts by now had season 3 continued on the expected trajectory, and how it would have been another thing to celebrate this pride month.

and like. yeah. Yeah.

idk, maybe it’s just that life is Particularly Hard right now anyway, and so subsequently this month feels emptier than usual, but this month REALLY feels emptier than usual.

i guess it’s just like…this month last year, we still had something tangible to look forward to. we were all still being delightfully horsey about it and wondering if we were going to get a tidbit/sneak peak all throughout pride.

and now it’s just…it’s crazy to think that a year ago, i never would have even CONSIDERED the idea of not having a third season the same time the following year. it was so wildly unrealistic for me at the time, something i couldn’t even begin to ponder.

and i guess that sort of highlights just how unfair the cancellation was, and still is. that it felt like we’d for sure get to see their ending, and now here we are the following pride month in the gravy basket. it’s so unfair.

to just think of the possibilities, to think about how we could have been sitting here with a renewal announcement, or even with little blurry tidbits of set pictures like we did for season 2. like, season 3’s version of the pixelated lighthouse and the party and the prince instagram captions…

it just really sucks.

WHICH, by the way, isn’t to say that i have given up every ounce of hope, because i haven’t. i’m in the camp of people who are stubbornly clinging to a whisper still, to whatever possibility of getting picked up in the future or freed from wb’s clutches or anything else there is.

but it just really sucks that we’re not getting to celebrate fully during such a celebratory month. it really sucks that we’re even HAVING to cling to little tidbits of hope like that, instead of being happily and fully cemented in our proper ending.

feel like shit just want them back :(

[musubiki]

balor + ponytail (feat my farmer isa)

[wavebiders]

Feeling very insane about the fact that, in a way, being a bad Sharran is what saves Shadowheart in the end

Because like. She's not supposed to be bad at keeping secrets. She's not supposed to be vulnerable, kind, or hopeful. She's not supposed to get attached to anything or anyone

Yet, it's these things that allow her to get close to the pc and the group as a whole. The more she fails to keep Shar's secrets the more she opens up to you, and the more she opens up to you the more you have the chance to build a relationship with her, and it's through having that relationship that she finds the courage to defy Shar

If she had been a better Sharran she never would have built that bond at all, she wouldn't have felt safe to make the decision she did, and probably no one would have trusted her enough to let her decide to begin with

Shadowheart is saved because she is loved, and Shadowheart is loved because she cannot stop being herself no matter how hard she tries

[spaciebabie]

this picture isnt real its all happening in twilights head and she's listening ta this as she's having her bi horse fantasies

un blurred below the cut as well as the lineart with flats cuz i want ta show it off sue me

edit: ignore that the images changed slightly i noticed a shading error i missed and it was bothering me 💀

[dykedvonte]

A Defense of Benny Gecko

Benny is more of a capable leader and person than people give him credit for.

Seeing as no one challenged his position as head Chairmen for 7 years and even then he only loses the position if he’s caught, killed or forced to leave. Yes, it’s also likely House wouldn’t have allowed him to be killed but he sure as hell would of found a way to remove him if he was causing too much unrest within The Tops power structure. Even Swank and Tommy don’t outright dislike him and more so are concerned with his recent secretive and shady behavior, emphasis on recent.

Taking all we know into consideration, Benny likely knew the future direction that he wanted to take Vegas but was so caught up in the plans to acquire Vegas that he didn’t think of how to make his dream a reality. Something he admits to in canon. I see this being used as the main argument that Benny doesn’t know what he’s doing at all but I see it more in the same vein as you can’t really plan something from nothing. The transformation of Vegas is a sensitive thing that he can’t really work on until he has it. The only reason he ran to the Fort prematurely is the Courier who was causing so much of a stir he would’ve likely been found out much faster, making all that planning for nothing if he didn’t take that chance.

Benny is careful (well a lot more careful than he is regularly depicted in fanon), the Courier being able to trace him was dumb luck on their part and his hair being noticed at the Fort is a realistically small oversight that even Caesar is disappointed in because he admits Benny got farther than he should’ve been allowed by his legionaries. The fact he can plan an ambush on the Courier or tries to quickly and concisely clean up lose ends that don’t lead back to him shows he’s not just acting on impulses or in the moment decisions. Or rather he’s quite good at thinking them out, whether they work depends on how you play really. This is all to say it’s 100% believable that Benny could lead an independent Vegas (house was basically setting him up to do that). If he had known explicitly that House was setting him up to replace him, he likely would’ve bought more time by getting in closer, learning more of the system to then flip House’s edge to his favor. Again something he was doing already but likely without the knowledge of House’s feelings on him personally.

No matter what, Vegas’ future was tied to Benny; House’s plans for him, having to get the chip and if he had somehow succeeded. It’s also interesting that of all the people vying for control of the dam/Vegas, Benny’s plans are the only ones actually oriented towards a new future, not a recreation of something long past.

[stevethehairington]

really fucking sick and tired of people who really fucking love the eddie book jumping on people who don't like or are even remotely critical of it's posts and like crusading their opinions around from the top of their high horses and shoving it down our throats.

if you like the book, great! that's awesome! love that for you! i am genuinely glad that you were able to find good in it and enjoy it!!

but not everyone did, and not everyone is going to agree with you. so, instead of going on some grand crusade where you find every single post that includes anything even remotely negative or negative adjacent or even neutrally critical and spending ALL this time and effort trying to provide unwanted rebuttals to every single thing, maybe you should just stay in your lane and find people who DO like the book and chat about it with them.

because i can PROMISE YOU, none of us appreciate it when you come onto our posts and start accusing us of "hating on" the author or "being rude" about her and her work and RIDICULOUS shit like that.

being critical of something and pointing out it's flaws is NOT inherently hating on it. i, frankly, do not know where people got that notion, but it's not fucking true so can we fucking quit assuming it is? and, critiquing something is also NOT the same as saying this is shit and it sucks and the author is a piece of garbage. again, where the fuck that came from is beyond me. you can be critical of something and still enjoy it. as soooo many of you love to point out, it's not perfect, why should it be perfect? so D U H. of course that means criticism can and should arise???

also. hot take (by which i mean ice fucking cold because it's NOT a fucking hot take), but going around toting FALSE facts as part of your "defense" does not make you or your argument look good. you, like the author, should maybe do a basic fact check first. 🙃

tldr, if you like the book, that's genuinely great, but stay in your fucking lane and stop seeking out posts from people who didn't like it to start shit in the notes.

[the3rddenialist]

(( What time is it? Yeahhhhh, more @slay-the-heroine by @tai-janai, traditional edition))

Another Sly Spectre

Chapter 3 Buddies (something something narrator things fucked them up)

[hephaestuscrew]

I'm still thinking about that scene in Victoriocity S3E7 where Fleet runs back towards the Beast so as to lure it into the path of the train...

Clara's exclamation of 'Teamwork, Fleet!' after Fleet says he's got a plan reflects her conviction that any plan that Fleet has will be a shared plan, something they do together.

This conviction is a kind of trust, and that trust is part of the reason Clara takes a moment to realise Fleet has headed back towards the Beast. She trusts that he's following behind her. She keeps talking to him, her words full of optimism.

When she realises Fleet isn't there, she immediately realises what that must mean he's done, and her voice sounds more small and scared than I think we've ever heard it before.

Fleet's attempt at self-sacrifice is a kind of betrayal of Clara's trust, but when he echoes her celebration of their teamwork in a more somber tone, I think it suggests that he understands the weight of that betrayal.

If Fleet's plan is that Clara won't realise he's gone until it's already too late, then he thinks "Teamwork, Clara" will be the last words he'll ever speak to her. In what he imagines will be their final conversation, Fleet affirms Clara's understanding of them as a team who work well together, even as he is making a choice that rejects the possibility of their teamwork in this scenario. It's a recognition of what their dynamic has meant. It's a goodbye and an apology, even if Clara doesn't understand it as such at first.

I don't think Fleet sounds scared as he initially faces down the train. When he shouts "Yeah, this way, you stupid machine! Come on then!", he sounds defiant and grimly determined.

In fact, I don't think he sounds afraid until Clara appears, until she might be at risk of being in the path of the Beast or the train as well. It's when he shouts "Clara, stay back for God's sake!" and "Please, get back!" that there's real fear and desperation in his voice. He can confront the idea of giving his own life, but not the idea that doing so might put Clara in danger.

Another thing about these lines is that the move from 'stay back' to 'get back' suggests that Clara didn't obey his first instruction but got closer to him (and therefore to the path of the Beast and the train) between those two lines.

Then Fleet gives what might be another attempt at his last words: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry."  A repeated apology before an attempted self-sacrifice is an implicit acknowledgement of how much losing him would hurt Clara. He regrets causing her pain.

Even so, he's accepted that he is about to die and that it'd be worth it to destroy the Beast. But Clara very much hasn't accepted either those things. She's still trying to yell over the noise of the train; she's pulling off her ring to throw at him.

I think it's a good illustration of how Clara's optimism is a kind of strength. She always believes that they can "make a new plan" and that it'll be one in which no one has to die. I think Archibald Fleet needs someone like that, someone who'll tell him to drop to the ground when his death advances from both sides, someone who - even in a dark tunnel with an murderous metal monster and a speeding train - won't stop shouting that there's hope.

[catholicsapphic]

Absolutely sick (and there’s no other word I can think to describe it) that Saint Augustine was one of St. Rita’s patron saints. Because really? The rebellious boy, the lost son who found his way back to the Father? That’s who you’re venerating? That’s who you call when you need help from the Lord?

Because it’s a choice, it has to be. The Augustinian order has influence over her birthtown of Roccaporena, but not that much. If I’m not mistaken, the Franciscans were more prevalent. But no, Saint Rita deliberately chooses Saint Augustine as a patron, chooses to enter his order, and that has to be the worst self-flagellation I’ve ever heard of her doing.

Did she blame herself? Did she, every time she read one of Augustine’s writings, think that Giangiacomo and Paolo could have come to love God like that if she had done right by them? Or did Rita, in her great humility, simply trust that this was God’s plan for her family, that her children had been doomed from the beginning, and there had never been anything she could have done for them. Anything other than to pray for their death.

Even worse. How was her relationship towards Saint Monica? I imagine Saint Rita, pure and peaceful, looking up to her representations in the monastery and thinking, that’s what a mother is supposed to be like. Thinking, what a great woman, to have so much faith it was able to save her child from sin.

But I also imagine Saint Rita, human like we often forget she was, biting back tears and clenching her fist and asking the statue woman, why are you crying? Your son was saved. Dry your tears. You didn’t need to watch him die. You didn’t need to beg God for it.

[blackswallowtailbutterfly]

Still haven't messaged my mom back. And I don't think I'm going to.

[kelpiemomma]

Rolling around thoughts of BT (or Cooper) being like. Half aware that theyre... not in a game, but that this isn't the first time they've done this. Not quite Sans Undertale behavior, but just... BT somehow comprehending that time has just gone back several seconds. Offering Cooper words or encouragement. Or Cooper knowing that an IMC grunt is about to come out a specific door without knowing how or why he knows. Something tells him he's been here enough times, once you go through those doors you need to duck and cover or else a Stalker is going to shoot you. It's real, for them, but something is taking them back, giving them a second try, a third try, however many tries it takes to get it right.

[milo-is-rambling]

I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

[orchidyoonkook]

Personal

Hi.

How did you get over your quarter life crisis?

Because I’m trying not to fall into the vast unyielding void. And I’m failing hilariously.

[banannabethchase]

Come one, come all, join me in my batshit crazy idea!

Welcome to the idea I probably should have kept locked away with my Matt Jackson/Brody King timefuckery fic.

Will you choose to fill it out based on fics you've already written? Will you write new ones based on a Bingo that speaks to you? Will you cross fandoms, or stay in one? Will you do what I plan on doing and try to hit blackout with all new fics in wrestleverse? It's all up to you!

My only request is that you tag me if you play the bingo game so that I can share in your Bingo adventures :)

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O5: 5+1 - Communicable Horniness, HangMox

B3: Hurt/Comfort - Work at a Smile, Go for a Ride, MoxMatt

G5: Superpowers - I'm Not Immune to You, ClaudioNick

N5: A/B/O - Pulling the Tide to My Body, MoxSeth

G4: PWP - Hurt Me So Good, HangMatt

N3: Free Space (smut) - Run It Like a Circus, MattAustin

B1: Body swap - Our Skin Connects and Makes a Shrine, DannYuta

B5: Fluff/Schmoop - Lightning in a Bottle, HangNick

G1: Coffeeshop AU - No More Hesitations, KrisWillow

G2: Royalty/Regency AU - You Play the Love (I'll Play the Lead), ClaudioNick and MoxMatt

I4: Crack - Kiss is Cosmic, KrisRuby

I5: Time loop/time travel - I Still Got Your Name on Your Tongue, HangMox

I1: Hatesex - What's in Your Hands, ClaudioNick

N4: Marriage Fic - Honey, to Say the Least, You're a Doggone Beast, ClaudiYoots

B4: Sex Pollen - Now Our Bodies Interlock, EddieRicky

O3: Pornstar AU - A Little Bit Camera Shy (But You're Still a Star), DannYuta

I3: Werewolves/Vampires AU - Hungry Like the Wolf, ClaudiYoots

O1: Snowed In/Huddle for Warmth - Like a Photo That's Been Overexposed, TayaAnna

N1: Only One Bed - Light Me Up like a Moonbeam, KrisWillow

I2: Magic AU - I'm Only Human (You Are Something Magic), Breynolds and Gen

N2: Tentacle Fic - Do Something Wicked To Me, HangMatt

B2: Fake Dating/Fakeout Makeouts - Part Time Soulmate, Full Time Problem, DannYuta

O4: Sexworkers AU - A Proposition (If You Want It), RickyDanny

O2: Kid/Baby/Pregnancy Fic - A Few Little Love Affairs, HangMox

G3: Amnesia - Supernatural, Cocky, - House of Black polycule/ensemble

[sysig]

VUXisms (Patreon)

[mimiri22-6]

I've been waiting for the update all day and I finally looked again at 12am-ish and WOO! There it is! 4 and a half hours later I have consumed all of it! I probably overlooked some things, but that's what revisiting is for! I even got all the pieces for the super secret final puzzle, which my pea (👀) brain Could not put together, and went to the super secret place!

THIS UPDATE WAS SO COOL AND LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! I can't Wait to see more people dig in and dissect it! But also I can because brains need sleep, christ my eye is starting to hurt.

I need to go hug my Wally plush now, shit has Really gone down this time. I ALSO NEED AN EDDIE PLUSH SO I CAN HUG HIM TOO!!!

Also also, that last little part of you know what with Frank and Eddie!?!! My heart shattered and melted at the same exact time! Frank went Completely soft and "Eddie?" GAH-destroyed me! Also, was that fucking fire-