#or i have to bite the bullet and do lineart eugheugheugegg
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maybe i just need to stop writing so much nonsense and just draw whatever, whether i know what isnt good or what is, if it sucks then so be it
#ganondoodles talks#complicated feelings about everything#the conviction of just drawing whatever you like and if it sucks then so be it VS the mortifying idea of making something shitty and cringe#this isnt a reaction to anything btw this is just me looking at my own posts and going man what an idiot at myself#for both being so scared of my writing being bad but then also writing and posting it anyway#either do it with all your heart or keep it to yourself dumbass!!! *me yelling at myself in my head*#unfortunately i only realize these thing after writing and having it posted for a while#and at those points i dont want to delete it anymore bc it feels like im lying and if theres even a single comment i dont want it gone#i read it all i still dont know how to respond!!! *head in hands*#now then i turn to look at my drawing tablet and realize i need to change something about how i approach drawing bc its not fun rn#i have a special kind of hatred towards lineart but you just cnanot escape it ... lineless paintings take ages-#-and i always fuck them up the further i paint#like there is some disconnect between the foundation and the rendering- im good at rough colors but suck at details#not sure what to do but i will have to SOEMTHING#or i have to bite the bullet and do lineart eugheugheugegg#even when i do sketches for painting the sketch always looks better ... theres a dynamic that gets flattend and lost when i paint it
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