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dress shopping for a school dance, or a love letter to my friends in the languages of quality time and physical touch (january 2023) // dress shopping for a school dance, or a letter to my friends in the languages of amputation and damage control (may 2024)
#poetry#litany-writes-poetry#sometimes#you will find someone that you will love very very much and they will hurt you#and it will not matter#because you love them so much#and sometimes. they will hurt you#and then they will hurt other people that you love very very much#and /then/#it matters greatly.#i wrote the first poem in a moment of warmth and love for a person who's actions have ensured that#they no longer warrant that kind of fond remembrance. at least not to me and not right now#so#i rewrote it#this might be another partly incomprehensible one tbh but i just needed to get it out of my system and into the world#enjoy?
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can you explain the ai thing to me as though I were a small child I am in fact very stupid and don't understand what the point being made was supposed to be
the point i am trying to make it that ai is fundamentally a labor issue (and just more broadly a capitalism issue) and should be treated as such, any attempts at trying to classify what makes something "not real art" is a slippery slope leading towards fascism and fundamentally irrelevant in the fight against unethical (uses of) AI. the same goes for any attempts at just making copyright laws more strict, this has never helped any independent artists and never will, at best it'll make any sort of derivative art (including fanart, remixes, collages, etc) basically impossible to do unless you're a massive corporation with an unlimited legal budget.
#as a matter of fact independent artists would benefit greatly from copyright being loosened but that's a discussion for another day#and when i have more energy
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the mighty nein - critical role
this is a place where i don't feel alone. this is a place where i feel at home.
#also with softer vibes. i offer They#every silly little brainheart found family deserves a to build a home edit#the mighty nein maybe most of all. thats my family#also the lyrics deliciously well suited to m9.#when jester pulls that. stupid tarot card for fjord. home or traveler. and there's a carnival wagon. and veth says Thats Us! . them#i just think about . the tower is their home the xhorhouse is their home the lavish chateau is their home the balleater. the mistake.#the nein heroez. veth and yezas apartment. the dome. fjord and jesters living room floor.#a bar with a silly name on rumblecusp#also like. the song has stone and dust imagery. gardens and trees.#the inherent temporality of life and love and how that holds no bearing on how greatly people can love. im losin it okay.#ive been making this edit for days straight with my computer screaming at me for trying to shove 143 episodes of cr into a 2min20sec video.#crying becuase. theyre a family do you get it. they were nine lonely people and most of them had given up on seeing their own lives#as something that might be good. something that might make the world a better place. and in the end they're heroes.#and it doesn't matter if no one else knows because They know they're heroes. and they wouldn't've believed that was true when they met.#rattling the bars of my enclosure. to be loved is to be changed#posted on twitter and want to get in the habit of posting here too bc.#general reasons but also bc . i have noticed some of the ppl liking/sharing it are also ppl who shit on my ops by vaguing about my posts#which is in general whatever but does leave a funny taste in my mouth.#critical role#the mighty nein#cr2#caleb widogast#caduceus clay#jester lavorre#fjord#veth brenatto#yasha nydoorin#beauregard lionett#mollymauk tealeaf#my posts
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florida panthers @ edmonton oilers pregame interview | 12.16.24 (x)(x)(x)
man who truly enjoys being the enemy of the state and saying things that will get him hunted in the streets
#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#“wasnt my favourite before and its quickly turned into one of my favourites to come back to 😊😊”#insert the where is the love graphic here#“i was pretty angry” werent we all.#“they took away your dream basically” he says laughing because its an absurd sentence to say but the anger has settled after the cup win#“i dont know what they think about it here but i know they like me in florida so thats all that matters 😀😉” MAFFHEW#oh hes a real charmer a flynn rider this one#he has wanted posters all over edmonton that people throws knives at and he enjoys it greatly#what a diva oh
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we talk all the time about how those characters would NOT be having well negotiated kinky sex, but i think of all the mxtx couples moshang would really benefit from a beginners course in bdsm or at the very least they should read a manuel and draw up a contract, like given their history, their communication styles, and their dynamic at the end of the novel, it would be a net positive for them
#im not say thing that they ARE i am saying that they SHOULD#i also this were they to do this#there is a high likelihood that they’d actually stick to it#like i think clearly stating boundaries and establishing safe words would obvs help#but also like i think sqh is genuinely fine with mbj roughing him up they just need it in writing that it’s like#fine now and that they’re both on board#so yeah i think they’d try it and they’d never go back they’re basically already in a D/s relationship in canon it’s just not negotiated#for the record i also think bingqiu would benefit greatly from the same classes + contract#but there’s no way sqq would sit thru the embarrassing process (it’s not embarrassing he just has a face of tissue paper)#and afterwards it wouldn’t matter bc they wouldn’t stick to it anyway (sqq’s fault mostly…)#anyways#svsss#moshang#shang qinghua#mobei jun
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the meaning behind the kanji of mizu and taigen's names is literally not ever gonna leave my mind.
like are you kidding me. mizu is 水 ("water"), we all know that. but what drives me insane is that taigen is 泰源 ("peaceful origin").
so when you put them together ("tai" 泰 + "mizu" 水), you literally get "peaceful water."
MIZU ALONE IS JUST MIZU, BUT PUT TAIGEN NEXT TO HER AND IT'S MIZU, BUT AT PEACE.
ALSO, both "tai" 泰 and "gen" 源 contain the "mizu" 水 character as a radical. for those unfamiliar with japanese or even chinese, a radical basically means a building block for another character; so in this case, the kanji for "tai" and "gen" both use the kanji for "mizu" as one of their building blocks.
this is also why, while "gen" 源 can refer to any general type of origin or source, it also specifically refers to a fountainhead: a source of water, or the origin of a river or stream.
and like yeah okay i know that it's a 99.9% chance that the creators didn't even think about any of this. but STILL. the brainworms have fully taken over and i am going CRAZY.
#mizu x taigen#taigen x mizu#taimizu#blue eye samurai#like this is greatly the reason why i prefer taimizu over taizu as their ship name#bcs taizu is like. huh. what's the kanji for “zu”? it doesnt matter it's irrelevant here bcs “mizu” itself has its own kanji and meaning#the only way to spell out taizu then is to use the hiragana or katakana but in that case it wouldnt mean anything#BUT THIS???? GUYS..... IT LITERALLY MEANS “PEACEFUL WATER”.... “PEACEFUL MIZU”. LIKE CMONNNNN#taimizu in my mind = 💚💙=🌳🌊#yeah i'm scheduling this post it's been in my drafts for way too long it's time to let it roam free#fandom.rtf
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as a person who, after tapping a texture with one hand, needs to tap another, similar texture with the other hand in order to feel 'balanced', watching Monk mix regular and decaf coffee in order to balance the amount of coffee in two pots and 'make it even'…i feel seen and called out 💀💀💀
#autism assessor's words: 'do you find yourself exhibiting OCD-like behaviours?' echoing in my head#the overlap is real. i genuinely thought everyone needs to 'make things even' 😂💖 whoops!!!#i greatly appreciate the sheer breadth of OCD behaviours that he demonstrates because no matter what type you have you can relate#adrian monk#mr monk#mr adrian monk#monk#monk 2002#monk usa#monk tv#tony shalhoub#starleskatalks
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i really would not change a single thing about the malec plotline (breakup and all) but sometimes i really do wish we got to see alec date at least one other person yk? and i dont mean that in a pre-cog focing himself to date a woman to hide his sexuality way, i mean in a post-breakup rebound/fling kinda way like i just know the drama would be legendary
#my favourite part is imagining how everyone would react like i do not think ANYONE would see it coming#i think magnus would be the most accepting of it actually. all he wants is alec to be happy and i think that at this point in the story some#part of him deep down doesn’t really think they were ever going to have that sort of demesticity anyway#imagining how robert would react is amusing me greatly#especially because i imagine no one told him abt the breat up(he thinks malec is still together)#bad ending is magnus leaves nyc forever and never goes back even after alec becomes counsul and legalizes gay/downworlder-shadowhunter#marrage. also alec never marries and dies at the tender age of 41 :((#good ending is they get their shit together and get married and adopt their kids!!#but what i really want to know is how alec would react to a new relationship#would he consider it serious? casual? when his partner is being cagy about their past would alec push or leave it be or would he think#it doesn’t matter? because it’s not magnus and let’s be real he’ll never he over magnus#would he let them call him alexander? in the early morning would he forget for one breif second that it wasn’t magnus with him?#would it be a nice respectable shadowhunter boy his age or would it be another powerful imortal downworlder older than literal countries?#i do think alec has a type. unfortunately#rafael sends magnus a gift basket when he founds out<3#i’ve speant a lot of time thinking about this actually#tsc#tmi#alec lightwood#the shadowhunter chronicles#the mortal instruments
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So what's your opinion on Dr Dee and his kerfu(The Abandoned kerfus)?
ooooo ok so there's probably not much i can say that hasn't already been said or speculated on, but i'm pretty torn between two camps of thought on them:
1. dee is dead, and his body is stuffed in kerfu, which is where all the blood and gore comes from. there's a skull visible in the screen when kerfu is at stage three of the fight, and it would just be so fucked up if that was dee. the lore video does point out that they never found his body, which is funny considering we fairly easily find several remains and even more skulls. either they didn't look very hard at all, or none of them were him and they didn't bother to cover their tracks
2. kerfu became possessed, dee managed to subdue them, and then either could not or would not destroy them. he then burried them, never to be found again (except clearly that didn't work). dee may still be alive in this scenario, and the fact that monique recently released a full character model for him does make me suspicious. why fully render someone who won't be part of the story in some way? possible it's for a flashback, but either way there's probably something planned for him
either way, the event makes me sad. the description from the teaser video for it doesn't help
they don't mean to hurt anyone, they can't control it. it hurts. they don't want this. the ehole video is kerfu struggling to say "i love you" over and over. i'm gonna choose to take this as confirmation that kerfurs can, in fact, feel and think in some way, even the base models, which... oof. ouch. i do wonder who's point of view that text is supposed to be from, kel or dee? dee would make more sense in way (kel wouldn't have time to be emotionally attached enough to feel that bad for something actively trying to kill him, unless he like us, the player, is attached to his kerfur and has compassion for kerfu by association), but from the brief descriptions we've had of the guy, i can't imagine him treating kerfu as anything more than a tool... but maybe he pittied them in the end. who knows. the text is probably just meant to make us sad, but i still wonder
as a final note, i'm just going to point out that a few notes found in the game make it seem like all of the previous kerfurs were scary or not to be trusted. in the latest build of the game, the parts needed to upgrade to an omega are scattered around the map and the ai module is sunk in a safe in the bottom of the lake by one of the previous tenants. why? what happened with the previous models? did they all become possessed? will ours?
time will tell
#kerfur#votv spoilers#votv#voices of the void#this is probably dar longer and more involved of a response than i should have given but i have kerfur emotions#*far#anyway. personally i shspect dee is alive simply bc of the character being modeled but i also kinda hope he stays mostly irrelevant#having another human around in the game would greatly deplete the lonely atmosphere imo even if he's just implied to be there#kerfu is upsetting no matter which option is correct#doesnt matter if dee died or lives or if he cares or not#kerfu cared#WAH#ask miz
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I love you winter!
I love you, first snowfall of the season. I love you, powdery snow and frozen grass in the mornings. I love you, pink and purple sunsets. I love you, heavy snowfall. I love you, waking up in the morning to find a thick blanket of untouched white snow. I love you, skiing trips through the woods. I love you, hot berry juice. I love you, making running steps through the untouched snow to see how far you can leap. I love you, frost and snow in the tree branches making everything look glistening and perfect. I love you, grey cloudy days when everything looks monochrome except for the red trunks of the pines. I love you, downhill skiing. I love you, trying out new routes and tricks while downhill skiing and getting out of my comfort zone! I love you, hot chocolate and whipped cream. I love you, great tits and magpies flying about looking for food. I love you, clear days when the sky is blue and you remember how beautiful it really is. I love you, heavy snowfall illuminated by the street lamps at night. I love you, walking on the sea ice and lake ice and accessing places I never could before. I love you, glögi. I love you, snowflakes and inspecting your patterns. I love you, steaming hot saunas. I love you, ice swimming, even though you also frighten me! I love you, fairy lights in the trees. I love you, wind-carved waves and shapes in the snow. I love you, blue hour. I love you, warm blankets. I love you, tiny black streams still staying unfrozen and moving. I love you, icicles and other beautiful ice formations. I love you, crown snow-load and thick snow covering the trees. I love you, northern lights. I love you, fireplaces. I love you, waking up in the middle of the night in your warm bed, finding the house completely quiet as you walk through the hall, and upon looking out the window, all you can see is the calm snow slowly making its way to the ground, illuminated by the colourful fairy lights and the orange street lights. And you get this magical feeling inside of you, that you’re so warm, and calm, and perfectly safe and sound in this very moment. And you feel like you could stand there forever and just… take it all in.
I love you winter!
#parting words to the past season.#i would already consider it “spring” right now. heck; a week and a half ago is when spring started beginning this year i would say#however! the infamous “backwinter” surprised me and every other finn this past weekend and i wanted to say a few words about winter#just a little parting gift! it was so lovely of winter to pay a final visit before going away for a bit#i know northern lights and ice swimming might be a bit on the nose to some folks who live more south but these are all things ive done and#felt and seen and not just vague romantic winter-related terms ^^’#there is probably more things i love about winter im forgetting here. but no matter! i will remember next winter im sure :]#i want to do this for every season because i greatly enjoy all of them for many reasons#important
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700 FOLLOWERS HELLO?????? HWAT
#/pos#does this matter greatly to me? Not really. It's not like 700 people see my work regularly lmao#I like showing the number to my irl friends though hehehe#thank you all!! :D#talking
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something so cunty and delicious about both kayleigh and kevin having their lives depend on the whims of obsessive men. how close they both were to tetsuji/riko and how, ultimately, their lives were thrown away once they no longer served the family’s purpose (and how both their absences were greatly noticed and mourned by the men who hurt them). both lifetimes of wanting to play exy and travel the world, and not a single drop of control for their fate shared between mother and son. tragedy of all tragedies
#i cant think too much about how kevin is just like his mother because i lose my mind#“riko's death means no one will ever understand what being kevin is like” wrong. kayleigh's death means that#they were birds of a featherrrrr to me. they were clingy and codependent and perfect#she was never motherly but it didn't matter bc she was kevin's best friend and confidant#because she loved him and respected him and always talked to him like he was a person#and not just an extension of herself#because she raised him to be smart and loud-mouthed and curious#you can pry this from my cold dead hands but i really think kayleigh never baby talked kevin#never condescended to him either#she always considered his opinions and she loved him greatly and i need to douse tetsuji moriyama in lighter fluid#kayleigh was larger than life#txt#kayleigh#kevin#I NEED A DAY FAMILY TAG#day family
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"Batman should have killed the Joker."
And then what? All his morals and what makes him an interesting character would have been ruined. And it would have been for nothing, because the Joker would have come back to life anyway, as he is an important DC character that sell. Those are comics that have been going on since the 40s, they don't have an end, they will go on as long as DC can make money out of it. They don't exist to tell a story, with a clear end, they exist to make money. The Joker will only disappear if he doesn't bring money, and he does. Bruce Wayne doesn't kill and it's a core to his character.
There's a ton of characters and protagonists that kill. Go read that instead of trying to change what Batman has always been, and leave us alone with our guy that values life.
Btw, THIS IS THE CASE FOR MOST OF THE BATFAM, so stop trying to change them too. Cass, Dick, Tim... They all value life and do not want to become killers. They are horrified at the simple idea they could become killers. Respect that or fuck off.
#batman#bruce wayne#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#I'm currently very pissed#if I have to read ONE MORE post/fic where Bruce is called “a bad father” because he refuses to kill#or somone writing Dick or Tim as okay with murder and they just don't do it because of Bruce when that's not true#I'm going to snap#Stop listening to fandom and go read some of their run#Read Batman the cult Jason knows how it would destroy Bruce to kill someone#Read Trigun and Trigun Maximum too it has another protag with a no-kill rule and it explains greatly why it matters#ngl but you are the bad guy if you expect people you love to kill for you that's fucked up#yeah you are hurt but that doesn't mean people should kill for you#and I'm saying that as someone who has been hurt most of my life#and if Jason has the right to be a lil bitch I also do
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GUYS TELL ME THIS IS REAL. I JST SAW A PIC OD VIVZIE IN FRONY OF A MELANIE TRILOGY TOUR BACKDROP. I MEAN ITS VIV, THE CREATOR OF HAZBITCH HOETEL AND HELLUVA BOOBS BUT ITS FUN TO KNOW THIS IDFK. I HOPR THIS COMMENT IS ACTUALLU TRUE THOUGH BECAUSE FAAAAACKKK I LOVE THAT SOO MUCH. VAGGIE IS A CRYBABY RAAAA 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥 RVEN IG ITS NOT CANON ITS SUCH A FUN HEADCANON 💜💜 IDK WHAT TO SAY I JST LOVE VAGGIE SMM EGSUSIODOE
Istg if anyone says "ugh, now I don't like Melanie martinez.... 😒" I'm going to touch you
#not saying viv is perfect ofc you can dislike her but modt the hate jst forced i swearr#like theres onlu a few things that i can actually get if you dislike her for it. like her big problem of noy being able to take critic#critique*#and ofc other things. but the majority of things in the past shes done have either been apologized for or debunked or etc#im like in the middle tbh. im not a stan but im not a hater either? nor am i one to point out het problems#cuz like it dont rlly matter... unless it affects the show. anf the male fsvoritism AFFECTS the show GREATLY.#but ngl i have a problem with female favoritism. but im (mody likrlu) lesbiannn so i kinda got an excuse bro 😒#also im afab so ykno im for the girlies. i gen dont get the malr hypr 😒 ....maybe i am lesbiam 😨#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin#melanie littlebodybigheart#melanie martinez#hazbin hotel vaggie#vaggie#vaggatha#hazbin vaggie#melanie portals#melanie k12#helluva boss#helluva stolas#helluva blitzo#hazbin lucifer#hazbin alastor#hazbin vox#helluva rant#helluva loona#helluva millie#crybaby
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Hello hi howdy ! Fantastic episode of Scientific Eclipse and his great family, it was a caress to our souls after all the anguish they made us suffer! You are someone cruel, but at the same time thank you uwu
Although I hope we are not getting close to the end? I will be very sad when the best part of my Saturdays, which is reading this story, ends, so I hope there are still things to read and enjoy from this fantastic family
Ayy, Moongleam the author here, hacking into the account again (*^▽^*)
First of, thanks for liking my story! I'm honestly surprised by how much love it's getting, and blown away by all the love shown for it.
Also yes, thank you, I'm very cruel and evil U_U
You are pretty perceptive! Yes, THIS book of SEA only has a couple more chapters left, but fear not! I'm already writing a second book, which bit of a tone shift but I always wrote first for myself and I'm brimming with ideas for it so eh, and I plan to have little oneshots for SEA! It will be a series, especially because I won't start posting the second book until it's done, which might take a while. Currently I'm more focused on other projects, like a little Halloween special I plan on finishing and posting in the next couple of days, or on stuff like Watchful Nightmare, which is going to have a crossover with SEA because I was kinda given the idea for it. I also have my first ever TSAMS AU and thus fic idea to write, which will be called For You when I get around to it. That will also take a while, because it's kind of an ambitious and giant project, involving many AU ideas like the first iteration of the SCP AU, which is completely different from SEA.
So in short, yepp, SEA first book is ending soon, but the story itself won't :]
#OurEssays#the sun and moon show#sun and moon show#Scientist Eclipse's Adventures#would anyone believe me if i said SEA is actually a working title i gave the fic because of desparation and no other ideas for fic names?#i suffer greatly with naming things#and summarizing things#like the hell i'm supposed to describe my fanfic about an alien au which is also forced adoption and an idea i was given by a comment?#but no matter#it ain't broke don't fix it#i just rambled about a bunch of things in both the text above and the tags#i'm sorry#but yeah#SEA first book ending gets closer and closer#i should edit it to show it'll be part of a series already#EclipseWrites#i guess#tsams au i guess
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🤥, 💢, 🥞, 🌹for Lord Albedo pls? :)
🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?
Most assume Albedo never lies. Most would never be able to tell if they were lying or not.
💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?
Outside of discussions of certain subject matter, they’re more of a listener than a talker in conversations. Which can sometimes come off as being disinterested.
🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?
(wakey wakey) I can see them liking cinnamon toast with apple or pear slices. Figs too probably.
🌹 ROSE - do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before?
They think its sweet. Never thought they’d receive a valentine’s note, or be confessed to. Life can be surprising that way
#citirinitas: lord albedo though unappealing to you. this matter is important to me. and i would appreciate it if you were atleast listening.#albedo: I have been. lord citirinitas. to every word. You wished greatly to talk of this. so I allowed you to speak uninterrupted.#Citrinitas: oh. Uh.. i. i see. apologies for my assumption.#albedo: Do continue speaking. Your passion for this is quite endearing.#scp 2264#headcanon#scp alagadda#scp white lord#scp wakey wakey#Alagadda sans masks#ask#anon#greenghostlyjekyll
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