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thedreadfulwolf · 1 year ago

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Elethea Cousland: I married the love of my life and became queen of ferelden.

Mharaven Lavellan: mine turned out to be an ancient god who took my arm and is now doing to destroy the world. I still love him and have to hope i can convince him otherwise.

Cassius Hawke: I killed the love of my life in hopes that Meredith would spare the circle and therefore my sister but she called for an annulment anyway, rendering the sacrifice moot and now I have to live with the guilt and the what ifs.

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wildstar25 · 2 months ago

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WolShtola Week 2025 - Day Two - Fell first/Fell harder

A gradual acceptance of ones own yearning heart.

A sudden clarity to long harboured, deep affections.

The moment shared across two points of time.

#wolshtola #wolshtola2025 #wolshtolaweek #wolshtolaweek2025 #y #y'shtola x wol #y'shtola rhul #arsay nun #arshtola #ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #wolship #wolnpc #shadowbringers spoilers #another snippet from the kugane (not) date! the thing I made up that happens before yshtola goes to the doman enclave #Arsay drags her around Kugane to make up for the fact that they havent been able to spend much time together #for Arsay its just a totally normal friend date because she is oblivious to herself but for shtola its so romantically charged #her little inklings of a crush since the hvw patches only getting worse the longer she knows arsay #and she tries to hard to deny and push it away but this lingering hug pushed it over the edge #she had it bad for Arsay and she will just have to accept that and never do anything about it #and for arsay: a small private moment of kindness from Y'shtola reminds Arsay just how amazing her friend is and how much she loves her #and oh. its that kind of love. and suddenly the past 24 emotional rollercoaster she had been on in the greatwoods makes a whole lot more se #a whole lot more sense #and unfortunately arsay cant be normal about it the way yshtola can #and yes. I am using the corny italicized 'oh' . I know its so tumblr fanfic but it works #its hard to make out cause i wanted to match the framing on both sides and lighting the cave is awful but Shtola does rest her hand on Arsa #on Arsays just she she is going to hold her knife hilt. her little self soothing / nervous thing she does

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cup-of-shark · 3 months ago

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bunch of pen sketches i made last night

Head Engineer Mack they could never make me hate you. also i need to watch you go insane forever and ever. <3

#shark originals #the sharkhive #shark draws #in space with markiplier #iswm mack #head engineer mack #matpat egos #?#i guess?#he’s my horrible awful bastard man and i need to shake him around like a dog with a chew toy #i watched iswm again last night and went oh. Okay. this guy is now In My Brain.#they should let me have access to every material/skill/whatever i need to make cosplays forever for free #(i want to cosplay him now. help)#GODDDDDDD the inflection/effects when he goes ‘CHAOS….’ makes me insane #physically have to have access to him so i can shake him around #AND THERES LIKE NOTHING ON AO3 FOR MACK ANGST.#PLEASEEEEEEE #PLEASE I NEED SOME MACK GOING INSANE/JUST. GETTING DELETED FROM THE UNIVERSE ANGST #i don’t know how to write it myself but i just fuckin might if i can figure out a semblance of a plot #…anyway. insanity complete.

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theflowerofthecommonwealth · 2 months ago

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Nick: (Seated on one of the sofas in Sanctuary, fiddling with his metal hand using his screwdriver)

Jasmine: (Curled up against her dad like a cozy kitten, reading a book)

Piper: (Knocks on the doorframe) “Hey, hey kiddo! Isn’t today Cinco de Mayo? Happy Cinco de Mayo!!!”

Jasmine: (Looks confused for half a second) “…..Oh right, it’s Cinco de Mayo.” (Sets down her book) “Thank you.”

Hancock: (Is standing behind Piper with Preston right next to him) “We have anything special planned for today?”

Jasmine: “Umm… No…? I honestly forgot today was Cinco de Mayo.”

Preston: “You forgot!? Why???”

Jasmine: “Cause I’m from Chihuahua, not Puebla. Cinco de Mayo is a celebration in Puebla Mexico because they fended off the invading French army. It’s called La Batalla de Puebla.”

Nick: (Proudly listens in on his little girl talking about her culture like the proud RoboDad he is)

Preston: (Shows her a prewar Cinco de Mayo poster) “So why were there so many of these scattered about?”

Jasmine: (Purses her lips together) “Alcohol companies wanted an excuse to sell more drinks I guess. So having another fiesta day where people drink a lot helped with that.”

Piper: (Nods along) “Ah okay… But you can still celebrate it, right?”

Jasmine: (Smiles brightly) “Of course! But uh, I dunno what I’m supposed to do exactly to celebrate…” (Shrugs her shoulders) “Punch an innocent French person??? Fire gunshots into the air??? Take shots of tequila???”

Hancock: “Taking shots? Hell yeah, we can take some drink shots to celebrate!!!”

Jasmine: (Gets up and throws her hands in the air) “YAY!!!!” (Starts to run to the door)

Nick: (Quickly gets up to snatch his daughter by the back of her shirt like he’s a mother cat scruffing a kitten) “NO!!!”

Jasmine: (Pouts and crosses her arms) “Awwww…”

Nick: (Scowls at Hancock) “Don’t give alcohol to my daughter, even on Cinco de Mayo!!!”

Hancock: (Raises his hands in surrender)

Jasmine: (Waves her hands in the air) “If y’all really wanted to impress me- you can tell me Happy Independence Day on the 16th of September!”

Nick: (Holds her close in his arms) “We will, kiddo. But for now, maybe we can go and make a piñata to celebrate.”

Jasmine: (Kicks her feet with excitement) “Ooooh! Yes please!!!”

#Much like Jasmine- I forgot that today was Cinco de Mayo cause my family is also not from Puebla Mexico.#So I was wondering why my neighbors were staring at me in awe and wonder when I passed by them during my daily walk.#It’s cause I was wearing one of my Mexican shirts. I wasn’t wearing it because it was Cinco de Mayo though.#I just either wear nerdy shirts of video game and movie characters or artisanal embroidered Mexican shirts on a daily basis.#It wasn’t until someone pointed at my shirt and went “Oh! For Cinco de Mayo!” Did I realize what day it was.#I honestly think it’s endearing that Americans try to celebrate and wish me a Happy Cinco de Mayo.#I see more Mexicans also celebrating it. But just cause the Americans are. Because it’s a wonderful small business and bonding opportunity.#Just buy your tacos from ACTUAL taco trucks and stands and restaurants plz. Don’t go to Taco Bell.#Anyways. I think Nick being proud of his kid is very sweet.#He is always ready to listen in and take notes to better understand her culture. Same goes for the rest of her new family.#fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #nick valentine #john hancock #piper wright #preston garvey #preston #fallout 4 oc #fo4 original character #fallout 4 original character #fo4 oc #fallout original character #fallout oc

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harvestmoth · 2 years ago

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okay last one. au where nothing goes wrong at all ever (a lie) and melia venam gay moment

#i like this game a normal amount (also a lie)#everyone should play now do it now please #pokemon rejuvenation #oh another thing about twitter. makes me sad i cant yell about things in the tags there like i always do because there are no tags there #if i wanted to id have to make it into a thread and im pretty sure people read those. so awful #i mean not that i say anything worthwhile here usually but still. no one reads this here. i could yell my thoughts if i had any #anyways about the au :] i have no idea how it would work #i have no thoughts ever at all i was just replaying the game and the one little line melia says at the picnic made me sad #the one where she says its her last day in gearen and asks the player to go with her to gdc #and then she just goes ah nevermind that was weird of me to ask #and no… wait come back… id love to go to gdc with you… :[#and thats where that idea came from. idk where the rest of it came from though i think ive been cursed or somethinv #and also something something her saying shes afraid to go to gdc alone only for her to end up in the past also alone sometging something. ow #my thoughts are very coherent i promise (no they arent)

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kweenkatsuki-main · 5 months ago

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This is so stupid and such a small thing and idk what it says about me but I always laugh and giggle to myself when people ask me how mom died and I tell them cuz the reaction is almost always “Oh! Oh….oh my god….” Like yeah Baby girl that trauma is trauma-ing big time for me lol

#Mama #as long as Barry and I have been friends he didn’t know how mom died #mostly because I don’t go around talking about it obvy #but I just told him today and like listen Barry is usually a goofy man #like he’s goofy and he’s caring but like doesn’t usually show the caring side a lot #just….just think Bakugou coded ok cuz that’s him #but yeah anyway I told him today #and he of course had that same reaction like ‘Oh! goddamn’#but what got me was immediately after he said ‘the way you react to that kinda worries me Ms. Marq’#he said ‘you said it as if she had died from cancer or something. like you knew it was coming’#and I was like ‘oh no. I didn’t at it was a complete shock lol. that’s also why in the group chat you don’t see me respond until morning’#and he’s like ‘wait why?’#and I was like ‘because most of the time when my phone goes on the bedtime do not disturb mode I am afraid to check it until the morning #and what really made me happy was that he was like ‘Aw. ok I see…. and then paused for a bit and was like #��I’ll send a ‘good morning Ms Marq’ in the group chat then before I bombard yall with my foolishness #like 🥹🥹🥹#he didn’t make a big deal about it…he understood I’m a little fucked up #and then was like ‘well I’ll offer this little happiness for you maybe it’ll help’#it was a nice moment. I’m very very thankful for work wife and work bestie Barry

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solar-eclipsed · 6 months ago

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I need to stop falling in love with pairings in shows I literally haven’t fucking watched

#or maybe I should continue . i don’t know . that’s what got me into one piece ages ago .#but like oh my god none of this is remotely canon and everything about it made up and why did y’all do this to me #anyway wow the thangyu toxic yaoi goes crazy fucking hard #never finished season 1 of squid game . but wowwwwwww that’s insane actually #like woah holy shit #desire mixing with adrenaline and drugs and obsession and adoration and codependency #to the point where neither of them can discern any of it #especially since both of them are actually awful people who tears everyone else down and are mostly driven by vindication #but also like. they had nothing else to live for. and now they have each other.#and THEY’RE DOOMED TOO .#like wow you two are both obsessed with each other and are unfathomably awful. please only talk to each other and no one else ever again #(this will also be awful for them)#the mental illness and the addictions in both of them have captured my heart #i really do hope nam-gyu cares about thanos and people on reddit are wrong because that sounds so much more interesting narratively #i LOVEEE YOU DESTRUCTIVE AND SELF DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIORS FROM GRIEF AND DESPERATION ❤️❤️❤️#i don’t even know them. the show isn’t even about them. my friend thought they were the main characters when i talked about them.#no one in that group chat has seen the show .#they’re crazy. love their timeloop fics #kind of helps that they remind me of two of my ocs #eclipsed.txt #i need them DEAD !!!!!!!!!!#just kidding one of them already is

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sieglinde-freud · 10 months ago

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fire emblem awakening owainyarne where yarnes like “god i need to continue to taguel line” and owains like “hmm yes how can i do this for him” and instead of going to mpreg like a fucking normal person he gets henry and miriel to conjure up a taguel baby using their hair or some shit and ophelia comes maybe a few years too early and suddenly everyone becomes a part time babysitter to what are maybe the worst possible fathers in the world to a baby no one knows how to raise yet. send post

#ann plays awakening #and like yeah panne is there but consider her timeline’s yarne hasnt been born yet #no one knows what to do #and its owains daughter its ophelia its lissas granddaughter shes insane #yes shes 0 but shes also insane #he did not ask yarne first #yarnes like ‘oh god what do i do im not ready to be a father’#and geromes like ‘i can take her flying with minerva’ and yarne just like. screams bloody murder #he goes to kjelle hes like KJELLE PROTECT HER and she hides her in a spare set of armor #hiding from what? who knows #i think nahs like ‘aw can i see her :3’ and yarne goes ‘what if you eat her’#when ophelia grows up and starts spouting her ophelia dusk shit i think yarne strangles owain for real

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cuteniaarts · 9 months ago

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What a shame… you always had such beautiful hair

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #seeds of the red lotus #original character #sotrl haya #found this about 90% finished in one of my Procreate folders and decided to finish it off #apparently we’re on a RL siblings roll lately #oh Haya. Haya Haya Haya…#what can I even say about her?#she’s very high on the list of the worst OCs we have ever created. she’s truly a vile human being with 0 redeeming qualities #and yet.. here she’s just fourteen. lost and confused and grieving #a little brother on her hands and no one to turn to. to lean on. no one to take care of her #she’s a child. she isn’t supposed to have to be the adult because there’s no one else to take up the mantle #she’s a victim of awful circumstances who nevertheless had the CHOICE not to perpetuate them. but she did #and that’s why what she did is unforgivable #but that’s a talk for future Haya. how about we focus on this Haya for now?#I imagine this takes place at some point not long after her parents die #she looks more like Siamak than Afarin but she did inherit Afarin’s hair. it reminds her of her every time she looks in the mirror #and after a while she can’t take it any longer #so she stumbles into the kitchen late at night. pulls scissors out of the drawer and goes wild #but it doesn’t bring any relief. she looks at her curls scattered all over the floor and she just feels worse #the scissors fall out of her hand and it takes everything in her not to cry because Ghazan might wake up and hear her #so she just stands there in the dark kitchen. feeling utterly alone in the world #and she truly. truly is. isn’t she? she’s alone. an orphaned girl no one will ever care about again. how awfully sad is that?#anyway. moving in before I start crying. you know what I just noticed?#the way I drew this implies the scissors fell out of her left hand. meaning likely she was using her left hand. meaning she’s left handed #just like Suiren is. does that mean Suiren inherited that FROM Haya? that it’s yet another similarity they share? well it wasn’t intentional #but now that I’ve though of it… yes. yes that is exactly the case. and I’m close to biting into a wall because of it #did I ever mention that Suiren is left handed before? I can’t remember. but I decided she was +- five years ago. so it’s always been canon

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after-witch · 1 year ago

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yearning for 2006-2009 Kingdom hearts Organization 13 darkfic days right now

#like the softening of many of those characters is a trrrrrragedy IMO #so many good fics where they were just awful in varying degrees #and the kink meme!!! oh the kink meme #/rocks in my rocking chair #Also I feel like darkfic is even rarer in the KH fandom than it used to be. But I feel like that goes hand in hand with changes in a lot of #characters over the years and also how certain characters are seen and how even certain pairings have shifted.#anyway I'm gonna reread the old fics I have saved from those years since so many were lost in livejournal account deletions

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light-wrath-paradise · 9 months ago

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Well these colours sure didn't translate well

@prismatic-starstuff @beardedladyqueen

#for info yes the tattoo is supposed to look horribly neon #however the lips are not supposed to look like that. nor the eyes.#What's funny is that my sketches actually look even worse than this thing looks like in-game #like this is mild shit. wait until you see the way i draw her/him #(i think bearded doesn't know this but I like to be funny so dandelion approved of my funny plan that this Inquisitor is #actually trans; s/he just doesn't know it yet. so in the game she uses she/her and thinks she's a cis woman. but like. right after the plot #he goes 'Oh i think that awakened something in me.' which i think is like. incredibly funny. tfw your world saving adventure +#unspeakable violence + weird relationships + 'im probably trans but i have a hero's journey to go through so idc about that rn'#make your egg crack.)#originally i wanted to get a few more shots of how awful the colours look but I'll do that tomorrow because i gotta wake up at 6 am and it's #nearly midnight dhdjdjjs #funnily enough i was taking most of the inspo from vampire bats but the way her/his nose works is actually reminiscent lf #of...more traditional bats. like a vampire bat nose would be upturned. reminiscent of gith noses. a heavily downturned nose #with a bridge inseparable from the forehead is more of a european bats thing

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end-orfino · 1 year ago

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ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it

#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something #but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized.#and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this-#-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace-#-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller #which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this #and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely #oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it-#-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart #so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it.#fun./sar #i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to #because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get-#-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of #its probably the resilience though #im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically #this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it #just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear #it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over.#i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts #this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement.#its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every-#-time achievement #what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past.#even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again #if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa

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angorwhosebabyisthis · 1 year ago

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i feel like i should start making more of an effort, when i talk about something in a piece of media being Upsetting to me, to distinguish between 'cathartic' upsetting and 'gave me psychic damage' upsetting. sometimes i mean OUGH OW MY FEELINGS THIS FUCKS ME UP IN A MEANINGFUL AND RESONANT WAY, MY LIFE IS ENRICHED FOR BECOMING AWARE OF IT and sometimes i mean that it is genuinely distressing and i want to shake the creators and ask what the fuck they were thinking

#whosebaby talks #blog policy #this goes double when it comes to pieces of media to which i have both reactions lmao #i worry sometimes that not being clear about it makes it come across as if i'm saying 'something containing upsetting subject matter is Bad #when in fact a lot of upsetting subject matter is critical to depict; diversely so and often #and i am fiercely protective of the rep that resonates with me #which a lot of people are extremely quick to label as A Disrespectful Depiction absolutely no matter how it's done bc they want it erased #and use 'well it's only valid if it's done *respectfully*' as the Shirley Exception; with no intention of ever letting one be Allowed #but in spite of that there *are* absolutely fucking horrible and incredibly disrespectful ways for Upsetting Subject Matter to be depicted #and that deserves well-informed discussion and criticism; starting from an understanding of the actual purposes of fiction #and what infrastructure and language and framing and technique is used to achieve those purposes #and sometimes the purposes of a particular use are fucking awful! and executed in ways designed to cause real damage + get away with it!#so when i'm talking about something being Upsetting in the psychic damage sense; i'm referring to that #and the fact that not only is it infuriating and upsetting to witness that process in action #it amplifies the already deeply emotionally loaded subject matter; which may already require selfcare to engage with even when cathartic #and then yanks away the catharsis and just leaves you blasted in the face by uncushioned unvarnished Oh Right This Horrible Thing Exists #Thanks for Shoving My Face Straight into Boiling Acid Asshole #anyway complicated feelings about it but yeah i feel like i should try to be clearer lmao #(this isn't just about depictions of SA; and abuse in the sense most people think of first when they hear the word)#(although it comes up in that context often)#(see: Big Screan at pretty much everything with the talking animals in sd/mi but especially the fucking asylum lmao)

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averytirednerd · 1 year ago

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I was recently reminded that Andrew Rannells voices Veneer from ‘Trolls: Band Together’ and Christian Borle voices Vox from ‘Hazbin Hotel’.

Now I’ll never not see this ungodly crackship when I listen to “The Thrill of First Love.”

Sigh…

#oh also #the thrill of first love is so voxval fr #sweet but also a bit like… toxic #doesn’t stop me from hoping their relationship goes well though #vox hazbin hotel #trolls veneer #andrew rannells #christian borle #help it’s so silly #and awful #new(?) crackship just dropped though #my post

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relicsongmel · 1 year ago

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.....So I may or may not have been so busy gushing over Sada that I was too late to realize I accidentally created a time paradox. Whoops

#mel's musings #forest for the tree #this was my first time seeing this scene and my god i did NOT expect to have this kind of emotional whiplash from it #i was expecting to be sad. and i was #but i also spent several minutes just. in awe of her #could barely get through her dialogue. because i kept pausing to admire her fhskldfhsdf #sorry arven i think your dead mom's hot i said it (<-words probably also said by dena at some point)#but yeah her talking about him got to me. as expected #but then what REALLY spooked me was the screen fading to white and AUTOSAVING EVEN IF YOU HAVE IT TURNED OFF IN SETTINGS #WHICH I DID BTW. and then it goes back to the title screen with the piano and i just. sat there and thought “what have i done”#oh well. at least i got to stare into her eyes for a while. sorry who said that #mel plays scarvi

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miciiq · 1 year ago

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-Division Battle Anthem- + B part Expert FC

I started playing this an hour ago and this is my first full combo idk what im doing (I spent way too much time exploring the menu so I’ve only played a few charts so far)

#The green notes are awful every time i hear that GZZT sound im like oh #there goes my combo #My greatest enemy are the flick notes tho i cant see them #I changed the note design to type 3 im not sure if its better or worse #Im playing at speed 6.5 atm what does everyone play at?#This was my second time playing this song i got 2 misses the first time at the very end of the chart i was ab to cry #I got into hypmic very recently so i dont know a lot of the lore but my current favorite character is probably Sasara or Ramuda #Idk is it just me or are the long notes slightly different from other games like pjsk #Like you cant just use 2 fingers and press down where the long note is going to go you have to use 1 finger and trace it or it wont respond #hypmic arb #hypnosis mic arb #hypnosis microphone alternative rap battle #Arb #hypmic #From what I saw the lowest level for expert was around lv22 so this is one of the easiest charts i think??#I tried ah oosaka dreamin night ptA and I got max 121 combo #I love that song but man I was struggling #tragic transistor is lv27?? Why are the Sasara songs so difficult help

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