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rian stafford / richard armitage
rian means king -- his dad literally went for it!
rian's bro was domnhall's older brother who always thought he was gonna be king but then lost to his bro during the trials
always took it for granted that it was his birthright as the eldest to rule!
when he lost the trials, he took his family and left astaira and did not return until it was for his brother's funeral
took his boys to roderick's og country where they both grew up
rian with the intent that one day, he would return to astaira and reclaim the throne as he ws always meant to!!!
but fun fact, rian had never even been to this country
to quote the princess diaries 2: how can one rule the people, if one does not know the people?
it shouldn't have surprised anyone that rian lost to his cousin eilia in this
(spoiler alert - it surprised rian!!!)
angry!!!!! feels like he has no place in the world, tbh
returned to varmont's og country afterwards, in disgrace
his dad died soon afterwards
rian was out for revenge -- felt like astaira betrayed him and his family
helped roderick with the invasion and told him everything his dad had taught him that might be helpful
in return, roderick has placed him in charge of lorcan
it is far from the throne of astaira, but rian is pleased to be lord of one of the most impressive estates in all of astaira
does know the lore that there is a secret stronghold beneath the castle but has not been able to find it and the lorcan girls swear they know nothing about it (he's unconvinced)
determined that lord lorcan will NEVER return and take this from him
GARBHAN STAFFORD / david oakes
garbhan also feels as though he has no place in the world
he had been raised as his brother's ~spare~ and was also placed to face the trials as his father's "back up" but lbr, no one really believed that garbhan was ever any real competition for rian or eilia
doesn't think he is a good person, deep down
spends all of his time whoring and gambling and drinking and trying to live his best life!
but the truth is, he doesn't have any real friends and he's only loyal to his broter
(has a complicated relationship with rian, but don't be fooled, he loves him okay?)
rian takes EVERYTHING seriously and garbhan seems to think everything is a joke
will flirt with your girl!!
knows he's the guy to have fun with but ultimately craves some actual love and affection in his life?
but also knows that the girls he'd want to love him, never would because he's The Worst(Tm)
so instead of love, he finds comfort in material things and spends money like valentina
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One detail I find weirdly bittersweet is how both Orion and D-16 were curious young bots who wanted to learn more about their world. It's more obvious with Orion, who wanted to sneak into the archives to learn about Cybertronian history. I think it's mentioned in the novel that Orion would often ramble about Cybertronian history so much that D-16 would act disinterested, which surprised Orion since he couldn't understand how anyone could not be fascinated by it.
Yet, Dee was always interested in his own way. In the storyboards, his dream was to lead an expedition off Cybertron to explore uncharted worlds and locations for Cybertron’s progress. That boy was just as curious and eager to learn—both of them shared the same curiosity and thirst for knowledge, just channeled differently,he never even wanted to become something even remotely close to a soldier,he never wanted to pick up a gun at all and that makes me so sad.
This fits so well within the narrative sense of how they started with the same goal in mind—bringing down Sentinel and rebuilding society with the power Alpha Trion entrusted to all four of them. Yet, the paths they took to achieve that goal were starkly different. Orion saw how broken the system was under Sentinel and sought to create a better system. D-16, on the other hand, wanted to kill Sentinel, destroy everything he built, and rebuild from the ashes.
To think that, in a better world, their initial dreams could have actually been realized... it's just so sad. I need someone to write an AU where Dee gets to lead that expedition he always wanted and Orion to get that opportunity to learn about Cybertronian history,maybe in a world where Sentinel never succeeded in killing the Primes by a deux ex machina they survived so the two of them were able to grow up and live normal fulfilling lives 🥹.
Also I think it was also mentioned in another storyboard that Elita's dream was always to become a soldier imagine in this perfect scenario she gets to enlist in the High Guard or something like that,since they were the army of Cybertron before Sentinel took over, (although honestly I feel like she'd still try and overwork herself either way, she's still very much a perfectionist)
I wonder what B-127's dream was I don't believe it was ever mentioned,he did say he wanted to work for the government but I'm not sure of an exact profession for him.
#doomed nerds#that's what I'm calling the two of them#Sentinel this is all your fault he ruined everyone's lives by being a diva#seriously though it's these innocent things about the charecters that make me so sad#in a perfect world they would've strived in these areas#it's the fact D-16 never even wanted to be anything remotely close to a soldier he just wanted to explore and be a diligent citizen for his#planet#dpax#?#? i guess#Elita One#orion pax#d-16#megatron#optimus prime#megop#transformers#tf one#transformers one#transformers au?#I swear if nobody writes something on this premise I may do it myself#tf one orion pax#tf one d 16#let them be nerds and ramble about their obsessions#and let Elita get that fricking promotion she was promised#I find it interesting that while D-16 is the only one who's alt mode turns into a miltary vehicle#he also never wanted to take that route to begin with it's just sad all around for everyone#sentinel prime
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I see a man who gets to make it home alive
but it's no longer you
(had angsty thoughts, realized they worked with this song, and made an edit. hope you all enjoy :))
#those robots fucking got me unfortunately#brujitagalactica this is all your fault#might start posting my edits here#who knows#tf one#transformers one#transformers#orion pax#d 16#dpax#megop#fan edit#smallblueowl's edits#epic the musical#no longer you
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From a writing perspective, I love how clearly you can see some of Ace's traits (*cough* flaws *cough*) in Luffy
Like how harsh he is with Shirahoshi and Momo despite really caring for them
And the way he didn’t want to run away from Big Mom or Fujitora and continue throwing hands
It's such a fun and natural way to show they grew up together
But there is part of me that just wants to grab him by the shoulders and shake him like not you too dammit
#“Ace this is all your fault”#I'm just posting all my thoughts after 10 months#so forgive the constant rambling#lulu rambles#one piece#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#portgas d. ace#ngl the fujitora one kinda upset me lol
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I don't know how much Tsumiki knew about Jujutsu society, but I like to think that whenever Megumi and Gojo came back from a day of training in Japan's sweltering summer, she would wait for them with lemonade or iced tea and the three of them would sit on the porch. home while drinking.
Then Gojo would take them out for ice cream!
#Why don't I throw myself out of a window? :D#this is all your fault Akutami Sensei#I just want my children and their father back#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#fushiguro tsumiki#tsumiki fushiguro#fushiguro siblings#parental!Gojo
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Hope you´re healing well 💗
20 and 30 for the ask game :3
thank you :D I'm in a bit of a low energy state rn which makes things look a bit more bleak but hopefully it is all just in my head, we will see in five days' time when I have my check in ^V^
Now for the asks OVO (under the line xD)
20) Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.
Oh there are so many especially with all the amazing blessings that Käärijä and Joker Out gave me last year. To just mention the one I am thinking about right now (probably because I really miss my bowl cut) Käärijä's home gig in Backas july 3 2024 when he catches my eye (and my flag) and compliments my hair saying that it is his old hair (he was blonde at the time like all of you probably remember but context is important) then half a show later catching my eye again excitingly pointing out my bulbasaur hat giving me the nickname Denmark Guy (my first real nickname since my name(s) has always been too unique to give me a nickname I guess). So yeah, that is one that definitely warms my heart when I'm feeling down :'D
30) What do your hobbies look like?
That is a funny phrasing x'D They look very creative x'D
I like to draw, listen to and play/write music, sing (choir and karaoke mostly), go to concerts, read... (that that out of those mentioned I mostly have energy for one maybe two these days bc recovery takes a lot out of me :'3)
Thank you for the questions ^V^
#the memory one is always hard bc what to talk about and how to choose#but yeah I cannot wait for my hair to grow back so I went with a hair one xD#thinking about all the hobbies I cannot do atm made me feel a bit melancholy :'3 (not your fault)#looking forward to have more energy to actually do stuff and not just eat and sleep :'D#replies
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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t
#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap#bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU#lol idk why my head is so bad today#the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it#i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do#oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse#sorry guys needed to rant#the inadequacy was strong today#something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like#i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but#my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m#missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids#who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me#for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry#that felt good actually#idk what came over me#imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags#sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh#okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is
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AINT NO FUCKING WAY
#new girl working for my client asked me for money??#TWICE#then when i didn’t answer she had the nerve to drive to my clients house unannounced#and DEMAND my client to give her money????#she literally just got paid saturday#like she was actually in my client’s house screaming ‘i need money NOW’#what in the FUCK#WHY IS NOBODY EVER JUST FUCKING NORMAL HOLY SHIT#ALSO#how is it my clients fault that you already spent all your fucking money???#how is it MY fault either????#what in the goddamn fuck dude like i’m actually#flabbergasted#and that is NOT okay with me at all#coming into my clients house and treating her that way????#i actually don’t think it’s safe to keep her after this#my client lets her use her credit card and she knows where the cash is kept in her house#like after that i would not put it past this bitch to try and steal#broooo i’m so fucking on edge over this#why are so many people so goddamn manipulative and dishonest and straight up TRASH#i’m so mad i’m so fucking m a d#apple babble 🍎#non fandom
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I'm trying so hard not to be a hater but the more I learn about other ttrpgs the more the way that people talk about dnd annoys me
#'it's great because of how versatile it is! You can play it however you want!'#this is true of every tabletop rpg#you are making up a game with your friends of course you can do whatever you want#if you're playing dnd by ignoring over half the rules then the rules are probably over-bloated for the kind of game you're trying to play#the fact that you are having fun is a testament to your group being good sports and roleplayers/having a good gm#it doesn't mean that dnd is particularly well designed for your group#and also dnd (even 5e) is not especially beginner friendly and its shitty corporate overlords want you to pay at least $150 to play it#but it's so entrenched in our culture and rhe community has put so much effort into making it as accessible as possible regardless#that it's so hard to get people to look past it#i promise you that whatever game you want to play whether it's social intrigue or combat or dungeon crawling in whatever genre you want#somebody has made it#and somebody has also made amazing games that you never could've imagined needing but maybe they're just right for you#I'm not saying dnd is poorly designed like there's obviously a lot of good things about the huge scope of 5e and its experience#if you like using all of those systems or having them on hand in case they come up in play that is so awesome#I'm glad you found the game for you#but it isn't the game for everyone! and acting like it is funnels more money and cultural capital into the hand of wotc#when we could be supporting small publishers and indie creators making sick niche shit#y'all heard about bluebeard's bride? you play as bluebeard's new wife wandering through the rooms of his house#just the one bride. the different players play different aspects of her personality and can get into arguments about what to do next#isn't that wild and cool?#okay rant over#a podcast man made me upset through no fault of his own#and i had to get it out of my system#my rambles#negative/#tma#d/nd#ttr/pgs#i have no idea if that tag thing actually works or if tumblr users made it up#i never want to put negative posts in main tags man. I'm not a monster
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How do you go about building a relationship with G-d? I never had any real relationship with a god so I'm not sure how to go about it
I think you have to understand your personal needs and what you are comfortable with. Even when I was in xtian spaces, for example, what brought me away from g-d was the idea of fearing Him. I feared my abusers and any relationship built on fear is an instant toxic relationship for me, so instead, I build and foster my relationship with g-d based on love for Him and love for me. I love g-d, and in turn, I should love myself because g-d breathed this soul into me.
I think what also helped me was to treat my relationship with g-d in a similar way that I treat relationships I have in real life. When I don't speak to my friends, I feel distant from them. I forget what it's like to truly be with them, and in the same way, if I am distant from g-d, I forget what He feels like. That's not to say that I don't treat g-d differently than my real life relationships, because I do, but it's just to help illustrate what I mean. I feel close to g-d when I am fulfilling the mitzvot I can do - when I wear my kippah, I feel close to g-d. I am reminded of Him, and reminded of what I am, and it makes me feel secure. I know that He is close, that I can call upon Him, and praise Him, and think of Him at any point, and He will listen if nothing else. When I am upset about how little I feel I am doing, I remember these little things and I feel just a little bit better, and I am grateful for that.
I think basically, it can come down to:
1. What do you think a relationship with g-d looks like? If you have an idea of what that looks like, do you know why you feel that way?
2. How would you go about exploring fostering that relationship? Are there certain practices which call to you? If you can introspect about it, why does it call to you?
3. What does g-d mean to you? Are there factors in your life which influence your thoughts?
These are heavy questions, and there is no right or wrong answer. I think g-d just wants us to be close to Him, to do our best, and to choose Him. It might take you a long time to explore what you want, and that's okay! G-d can wait, He's not going anywhere. When you find something that clicks for you, you might just start to truly find what your soul yearns for.
I truly hope this might inspire you in any way. If anything, all I hope is that your budding relationship with g-d is yours and fulfills you. That is all I want from people who believe in Him, or who want to experience Him.
#ask#jumblr#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#long post#i feel like this might be incoherent UGHHHH (not your fault anon. i just feel so many things about this - thank you for asking🩵)#thank you for your vulnerability. it can be hard to want a relationship with g-d and not know what to do with that#i don't want to tell you what to do but i encourage you to think about what will work for you#your relationship with g-d will be unique. i think g-d knows that all of His creations are unique and will have different experiences#and i think He knows that you have genuine curiosity and potentially even desire. i don't think He will ignore that#i love this topic hehe <3
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"i read the wiki and i saw the pages/panels already, why do i need to read the comics?"
because a) some those comics fuck with awing dexterity and stamina b) there's a good chance shit is out of context or simply misrepresented (innocently, humorously, ignorantly or maliciously) and c) you know the beats/endings of tons of shit, but it doesn't impede your enjoyment of it, now does it? sure it's nice to go in spoiler free, but if the gimmick of spoiling material is all a piece of media has, then that piece of media is meritless. you knew who luke skywalker's father was before you saw the movie. is it still worth watching? you knew romeo and juliet died before you read the play. is it still worth reading? do you not want to go on a journey? do you not want to feel something? do you not want to commiserate about the human experience through art? a wiki will never be comprehensive enough to cover everything you would have read or seen yourself--it can't be, not without being the thing itself. even then, you still miss the things not on the page/screen, the things that are only implied, the things that go unstated, or else conspicuously omitted. don't talk to me about shit haunting the narrative if the only haunting you've ever been apart of was your passing despite your dogshit analysis skills haunting the conscience of your eng 101 adjunct professor in perpetual fear of losing their contract and being relocated from their car to under a bridge by demanding college students demonstrate basic reading comprehension, critical thinking, and coherent argumentative skills. boast about killing the author? my friend, you are cain advancing in the fields, skulking, stepping in abel's footprints, filled with murderous intent, with nothing but the chinese telephone-equivalent of a description of a weapon cutting into your soft palms.
#lmfao me#capeshit#thinking about that panel where blown-out-back damian is screaming at dick that he's crazy and he caused [all this]#that was used as an example of damian being a little shit#when it literally was all dick's fault bc he dipped a corpse in the green juice and that corpse tried to kill damian#do i know all the major beats of nightwing 1996? yes. spoiled to hell and back. did i get jerked around by emotions at multiple points#and cry like a bitch when dick tried to comfort aaron in the wreckage of the their apartment complex? i sure as fuck did! big ol' emotions.#the thing is you can read that scene on a wiki you can see it isolated on your screen but you will lack so. much.#the thing is comics are a visual medium. so much is said merely in the positioning the juxtaposition of panels.#like in venn diagram. what the FUCK was that. i don't know. but you sure as fuck won't find it on a wiki. but my eyes saw it!#ask ten people to describe a facial expression in a photo or explain why someone did something in a short story excerpt#and very quickly you will or should notice something disconcerting. you could be getting your information from any of those ten.#what did you see? what did you read? why. fucking argue about it like god intended.#yes indeed god gave humans free will to argue about their blorbos their specialist boys on the internet.#c o n s u m e t h e o r i g i n a l m e d i a n o t p r o d u c t s a n d a e s t h e t i c s
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sometimes i wanna be insensible bout shit yk
#ignore the nova#like. like#dont get me wrong#but novody did all of this shit when d*eam was found out to be a fucking groomer man.#like yeah stop listening to his songs stop watching his streams i understand no support i stopped supporting him too but like#his character man? thats just a little guy c!w has no fault in any of this#completely scrapping fics replacing characters names killing him off for no reason at all in the plot#like chiilll out nan youre not a bad person cause you like a fucking character lol#idk. just strikes me as weird ig#i should stop going on ao3 front page but also i have Nothing new to read and im so fucking bored#negative#discourse
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actually had to forcibly separate myself from my grading because i was tempted to call a student an idiot on their test. not my proudest moment as a teacher
#and this!!! is why you should take breaks!!!!#because if you have to make the same corrections over and over#you lose your mind a little#and then when an actually terribly answer comes along#you just lose your shit#it’s also the fact that i had not one but two (2) TWO students write the same stupid answer#like maybe this is all my fault for not being a better teacher but oh my gosh#how are you incapable of explaining what the rosetta stone is#we talked about it in class there was homework about it AND we watched a video about it#and you can’t even tell me that it at least has something to do with language#JESUS FUCKING CHRIST#2 students out of 59 isn’t terrible BUT OH MY FUCKING G-D
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Someone smart needs to explain to me why I needed to pay 61 euros more for my wonderful books by @not-close-to-straight to come to my damn country. What are they even doing with that money? Using it to buy their own books?
It’s not drugs idiots, it’s books. Why do you need 61 euros to take my packages of books off the damn plane and then bring it to my house?! It can’t be that large and heavy that you need 61 euros more to hire someone to lift it, right?! 😡
#i may be a bit frustrated#i need books to survive okay#don't make me sell a kidney to have some#belgium seriously what the hell#do you hate america or just books?#don't worry kara#i did buy for them :D#not your fault at all just my damn country being idiots
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"Ohhh, you practically had it."

"Tough luck, birthday girl. Maybe next year, eh?"
you promise you'll be there next year? you'll actually be here?? 🥺 <333
#ask#i felt my heart shatter in pieces jaa and it's allll YOUR fault waaa sobbing crying :'D <33333#thank you for the roller coaster of emotions bud i am now going to curl up in a ball and wail for all eternity 😔 <33333#istg i feel so sad now AHGHGGS mannn :'( i was SO closee#my expression in that doodle isn't an exaggeration i genuinely wanna turn back in time now auhhggghgh duude :'(((#i'm holding you to that pal. istg if i don't see you in my askbox next year i'm showing up to your house to steal your hands don't TEST me!#it's fine tho just a quick imaginary hug would be enough of a consolation :')c<333333
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Btw, first time in my life tonight, i dreamed James Hetfield.
Problem is, I absolutely do not recall anything abt it.
#(d)jinn all'opera#i was drinking barley this morning and suddenly i was. wait. WAIT.#there was also lars. but he was outside? like james went to him. to tell him something silly? i saw them but didnt hear them#then james came back#and i was super chill. not nervous. hdshjsjsjsjs#it's weird bc i never dream famous people or characters#so im gonna blame u all duderz sjsjsjsjsks your fault
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